devils
What devils do I dance with
in the darkness
of my dreams
only those of a past forgot
that vanish with my screams.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 4:01 am
haunted
I'm haunted
by your face.
That last look
before you
walked away.
The cold,
depthless
hatred.
You closed me out.
The shutters fell
across your eyes
destroying me.
You did not realize
though
you locked yourself in
at the same time
and I alone have
the key
to let you out.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 4:00 am
upon the stair
see
up over there
up upon the stair
see, there's something
hiding there
there upon the stair.
you turn
to look
too late
it's gone
and somehow
it's not fair
that there is something
hiding there
that gives you such a scare.
run,
run, run away
as quick as you can go
don't stop to look
or turn around
or then you'll really know
...
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:58 am
where are you?
i'm here
where are you
are you alone?
what's that sound?
nevermind
just a dream
don't cry
i'm here
where are you
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:57 am
way up high
way up high
on that cloud
where we were one
with all
so heavenly
i think back
upon that night
and i can’t let go
of the memory
you look in
in my eyes
and you say
that i’m incredible
but i know the sound
of promises
that ring hollow
in morning’s light
and don’t believe
what i’d like to
did you forget i wrote
the fairy tale
...
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:41 am
it's all over now
now, i sit here
screaming words
you'll never hear
and know my pain and scars
will just linger on
until some day you see
there'll be no jury, no
there'll be no judge
and though
i'll never show
and though
you'll never know
justice will come
so swift and fast
these tears will be my last
i'll cry no more
until my mind
it breaks like glass
...Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:37 am
destiny
are we destined to be
all alone in this world
searching each face
in a crowd
dreaming our dreams
and
screaming our screams
but never, ever aloud.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:36 am
Welcome to my Nightmare
Memories remind me
Memories of you
Memories that are wrong
yet so right.
Living with the memories
Trying to believe
One day it will
all be alright.
Memories surround me
Memories so cruel
Memories are what I
have to fight.
You deny my memories
You tell your own tale
but I relive
the terror every night.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:35 am
private obsession
It's been so long
going back to that place
in my head.
Will it never end?
Waiting, wanting
desperately to flee the place
of my torment
Only to find myself obsessed with
going back years later.
Living every moment
over and over again.
A non-stop movie
in my head
what you said
what I said
examining your features
in minute detail.
A bl...
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:34 am
antique memory
and i thought
who is this man
of the dark and secret eyes
hard lines of age
chiseled
into the marble head
of the sagging shoulders
of the tired, crooked back.
and i thought
who is this man
of the wise and tired eyes
years of hard work
exposed
on the withered, cracked hands
of the aged brittle arms
of the tired, crooked back.
and i thought
...Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:30 am
only at night
only at night
do i seek the day
when the mask is in place
and all is well.
only at night
do fears come alive
and tears dance their journey
from my eyes.
only at night
do i seek reassurance
and long for your face
so familiar and so far away.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:27 am
War for Peace
Death is among us
Death will prevail
Death calls on you
To death, do we hail.
Blood runs in rivers
Blood of us all
Blood rushes forward
To blood will we fall.
War is forever
War will not cease
War kills man; On
To war for our peace.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:26 am
the wounded night
the wind
whistles tunes
of past days
and broken promises.
the trees
rustle restlessly
whispering rumors
amongst themselves.
the snow
falling softly;
the icy tears
of the wounded night.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:25 am
little ghost
there are pin holes in my hands
a knife in my back
there is a crack in my heart
and a pain in my head.
there is an endless siren screaming
an alarm throughout the night
there is a constant drumming
banging cacophonous with sound
there is a life within a death
a death within a life
there was a child crying once
but he drowned in his own tears
now, there is a litt...
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:24 am
i won't go
if you won't let me,
i won't go.
i'll stay until the morning air
takes my breath
and you take me
far beyond anywhere
i thought i wanted to go.
and in the dusk
i'll take you with me
i'll take you to the end
where time and space meet
and we are lost within this place;
together and yet so alone.
there was a time once when i used to think
i made my own de...
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:22 am
rock bottom
isolated and insulated
from all save pervasive fear
you're clinging to things
thinner than strings
with nothing to break your fall.
hit rock bottom
thought you fought 'em
those demons in your head
but never fear, they're always here
and will win in the end.
Wednesday 27th April 2016 3:19 am
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