A Second Chance (For Terri)
I dreamt about you
last night
for the first time
in years.
You were in a hospital
or refuge
or somewhere
like that.
I climbed a rope
with a rose
between my teeth,
up three storeys
at dark blue midnight
to your bed,
slipped in beside you.
There was a man’s voice
murmuring
somewhere
off-camera
and I felt the warmth
and the firmness
of yo...
Tuesday 26th May 2015 12:39 am
Song For Jean Duluoz
Little Jack, he’s on his own
In the wild American night
Chasing down the mystic road
Trying to keep his star in sight
He last saw Neal three days ago
When he shot his arrow into the sun
Now his magic shirt is hanging down
His mouth is half undone
And the kids in all the mid west towns
Are hanging on his tongue
Jack yawns and gapes and scratches hard
Says “Jesu...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:46 pm
Goodnight Colleen
Goodnight Colleen
Its time to sleep
And there’s not much more to say
I could try again with calmer words
But you’re not listening anyway
When next we see the morning light
Could have dreamed up something pure and bright
And those excuses that you so detest
All drifting on the sea of rest
Goodnight Colleen
My eyes are hot
And my mouth is dry and dumb
Yo...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:45 pm
This Place Is Not For Sale
He fell to earth put down his roots
Beat the ground with an iron fist
Built him a station to call his own
Tied himself to the door by the wrist
This place is not for sale
This place is not for sale
Selling out and buying time
Wasting strength and saving face
Stood by his values, sat down by himself
Assembled a cast iron case
This place is not for sale
...Monday 20th April 2015 9:44 pm
Walk Me To The Station
Supposed to be stood like statues
Supposed to be sad like clowns
When I’m lighting up like Christmas Day
You’re supposed to bring me down
There’s a black crow by the roadside
She is pointing to the south
Train set to leave at the station
Farewell half-formed on your mouth
Desperate words wont stop this journey
I fought the hungry wolves of doubt
No broken fi...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:44 pm
Atlantic Breeze
Saw you turn into a swan
Where once you were a crow
Think I thought much more of you
When there was less of you to know
Picture book and greeting card
And a diary full of hate
Take me back Atlantic breeze
Before it gets too late
Did they break you up and bring you down?
Did they leave you feeling small?
Well what I really meant to say
Wasn’t what I s...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:43 pm
Waking Up Too Fast
I dreamed of Philadelphia
1935
I had a pair of black and silver boots
It felt good to be alive
My room was painted green and white
I lived above a bar
My sweetheart’s picture on the wall
A shotgun in my car
Remote control piano house
Necklace from the stream
Need to wake up someday soon
To raise some self esteem
I had hearts and diamonds up my sle...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:43 pm
Weekends
Cars are on the front way
but these shoes were made for walking
and our year projected saving plan just blew.
The weekend has come round once more
the horses they’re all set to score
and all girl groups are coming back in vogue
turn them up, they’re on the radio.
Bars were packed to bursting
and our pockets they were burning
but that Billy Hill is no good frien...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:42 pm
Filming
Say goodbye to freedom
Kiss the life you held away
And the storyboard you locked up
Filming starts today
She decided after fifteen years that his drinking didn’t suit her
Said goodbye, said good luck, said good that you’ve gone
When he rolled off the roof in a stupor
Packed the kids up in the car
Dropped them at her mothers
Spent the weekend in bed
With her ...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:42 pm
East Coast Situation
London could be good for me
Paris even better
Watch her face just fall apart
When she reads this letter
But oh no tears
No last minute plans
Making my exit as fast as I can
East coast
East coast
Caught the Sunday ferry boat
A lifetime left to spare
The evening sun had burnt my back
Didn’t even care
But oh now what’s this
That’s sticking in m...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:41 pm
A Heart's Supposed To Last
It was hotter than that summer in the seventies
when the ladybirds swarmed the washing
and the sun was blinding white
and our mouths were alive with lemonade lollies
and the council stopped the water fights
I’d been telling them all about this how it was a
long time before they were born
but it was too warm for bedtime and they were both starting to yawn
so we started cha...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:40 pm
Do You Think You'll Get To Heaven?
Remember me when you’re asleep
This life will be the death of me
Lay me down and pray your soul to keep
Say goodnight and fall asleep
Push me aside when it’s light and you’re full awake
You can make these days all dissipate
Don’t let me in, try not to break
Just forget me and keep awake
And you think you make it better
But you don’t
And you think you’ll...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:39 pm
What's The Word?
What purpose served by the tongue of a snake?
What good is an insect that shines?
What good eyesight when left in the dark
And you're being tripped up all the time?
Come on brother
What's the word?
We should not have a single care
In the world
Who is it screaming in the dead of the night?
And where are the second hand stars?
Who'll call you home with a kindly ref...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:38 pm
Carver
She looks up and laughs from the back of the car
I draw some wings and cut them out
Late that evening went down to the waterside
Sat down by the waterside mapping it out
Send me flags
Send me tickets
I can’t get my back up off this bed
England’s so cold
Was it you who told me
That my arms are laden with lead?
Loved that story, the sacks and the teeth
Carv...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:37 pm
Neighbourhood Watch
Wrap yourself tightly so the rain can’t touch you
Pull over the covers so the wind can’t get through
I remember your dark hair
Scraping on your neck
Don’t stand out there in the cold and wet
Our average contents don’t add up to much
I got friends in high places but they don’t stay in touch
Neighbourhood.
Your smell on my t-shirt
Sleeping there beside me
Been...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:29 pm
Thrown Away
Our Christmas and our Easter thrown away
Bonfire night and birthdays thrown away
The garage and the kittens claw
I recall the day before I threw it away
Holidays and homelight thrown away
Bedtime and our bruises thrown away
The razor and the hunting hat
The hard backed chair in which I sat
I threw it away
I’m no Indian Brave I’m no Indian Brave
You’re the grown up hop...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:28 pm
The Harpic Brothers
The Harpic Brothers are clean round the bend;
they live in a house at the end
of our street, with a kitchen full of chip fat
and a garden full of rust,
a Mam on medication
who they wheel down to the pub.
Albert’s the one with the gravestone teeth
and hair that stands up
like a cartoon cat on heat.
Trevor is the brains of the team
his tattoos all spelt right.
They p...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:25 pm
The Grass Won't Grow Till Spring
The lines of our communication
Pulled and left to die
And all those spoken words unspoken
Fall and then collide
One to waste a shipwreck
Two to fly in style
My favourite girl came home last week
And I can’t raise a smile
If I could see where we went wrong
I would not change a thing
And the sky just won’t stop crying
And the grass won’t grow till spring
I started...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:23 pm
Unanswered Prayers
Come down, throw me a sign
Disappear in steady dark
The pale room, your eggshell skull
Your glass is empty, let me make it full
Been a twenty four year wait
Seen places on the way
All thoughts you kept inside
All the thoughts that you gave away
Wait for the cavalry
With one eye on the clock
Wait so long to seize the pearl
Started up now I don’t think this can stop
...Monday 20th April 2015 9:22 pm
Boothferry
I’ll kick your tent up she said / with a table full of breadcakes hot from the oven / the sink and the shaving brush and a pan full of eggs / Saturdays on Boothferry were the best / the tenfoot and the back way where all your cousins played / a football rattles the garage doors and the greedy greasy seagulls flap and fly away / don’t forget your aunty / she can’t get to the shops / she’s wasting a...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:20 pm
Rex Everything
Rex Everything came ambling past my door
No longer addicted to chocolate or pot,
no longer taking photos,
he sat in my kitchen and
I saw the absence in his eyes,
and remember, this is the man
who had built a papier Mache monster
seven foot in size
big blue eyes and big red lips
from the pissed on wrappers of patty and chips,
who had politely asked permission
to hol...
Monday 20th April 2015 9:19 pm
It Is What It Is
It’s a magazine on an unmade bed and a broken pair of shoes
Endless days of don’t go home, thunder in the afternoons
It’s a freezing bath at 3am and the meal you couldn’t eat
The sudden truth that struck you blind in the sickness of deceit
It’s the clothes you thought you’d thrown away
And the job you couldn’t start
The light left on inside the house when you thought the house wa...
Sunday 19th April 2015 3:05 pm
monday morning, 10am
used to have wallpaper with
racing cars and a lampshade
a fringe on the bottom
mattress on the floor of
a child’s bedroom
and a grown up, forgotten
plans lost in the fog and
scabs like red jewels
teeth black and rotten
voices on the radio
music in another room
yellow sheets sodden
stain on the barrel and
dro...
Sunday 19th April 2015 2:22 pm
Lolly Stick Stuck In Slot Causes Cascade Of Copper
strolling past a phone box
that suddenly erupts
with unprecedented clamour
puncturing a slow summer afternoon
with the possibility of drama
a wrong number, surely; a misplaced
finger, a digit missing, I mean,
who uses these cream
coloured coffins
for anything other than drug deals or pissing?
well, how can you resist?
step inside and lift the speaker
from t...
Sunday 19th April 2015 2:19 pm
Dean Licked My Balls
The words installed within me
a deep unease :
DEAN LICKED MY BALLS
four foot high in white
beneath the underpass
I was eight years old
and driving from
the backseat of the car
going to pick up my Dad
from work.
A brush and emulsion job
white lines running down the wall
and blurring quick
as the words loomed past:
DEAN LICKED MY BALLS
I do...
Sunday 19th April 2015 2:17 pm
Beneath The Flyover, Summer '82
Y cardies and wedges
Finger and flick
Bleached and bobbing
Like a nervous tic
Lurked beneath the fly over
With tubes of Evo-Stik
Summer saw a multitude
Of sniffers, psychos, skins
Floating skulls
With eyes like pins
Gathered in the evening gloom
With plastic bags and tins
Chased by giant Mars Bars
Glowed electric green
Through crackling fiel...
Sunday 19th April 2015 2:16 pm
My Best Friend Tony, Who I Only Met The Once
I met Tony round at Marce and Micks
one night after the pub.
It was summer time, which I later found out was his favorite time;
the way sunlight smashed the treetops in Pearson Park
when you slipped in off Park Grove
and you’d get that sudden flashbulb in the eyes
like the leaves had all exploded,
but anyway, this was night-time and we’d lit up long past dark
and Tony was t...
Sunday 19th April 2015 2:14 pm
Prison Song
Stark white light in corridors of blank and endless time
squeal with soles that trod these paths
a thousand times before
and their joking and jeers, heavy handed slaps.
In regulation grey and green they go,
inked-in necks and hands,
medicine eyeballs spinning slow.
A merry-go-round of men;
nothing moves in here,
the pale green walls crumbling year by year,
the tables ...
Sunday 19th April 2015 1:49 pm
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