Growing Flowers By Candlelight
Ambition expressed in the raise of an eyebrow.
History yet to be formed in the eyes.
The lifting of a neck and turn of a head
following a Mother’s voice.
The tiniest grip on an oversized finger,
an instinctive need for security.
Filling a mind with nonsense words,
hoping something sticks.
The wonder at disappearing, appearing faces.
A reaction - all gums and tongue –
a smile to dissolve.
The waggle of a toy emits squeaks to delight,
to mollify before feeding, before sleep.
And how the breathing continues, hushed,
from day into night,
each inhale,
each exhale,
to put a new parent’s mind at ease.
Then a pause.
A falter to the pattern.
A slight whimper, then back
to snow landing on wood.
And what dreams do flowers grown
by candlelight dream?
Blurred renderings of patternless people?
Distorted shapes and wonderings?
Or just safety, realised
in a Father’s arms, looking
into borrowed eyes, satisfied
the light is sufficient.
Steve Regan
Mon 23rd Jul 2012 16:10
Beautiful and affecting, John.
The line
'And what dreams do flowers grown
by candlelight dream?'
has a strange power, coming where it does in the poem, and I can understand why you have distilled some of it for the title.
Even childless people such as myself - perhaps especially us - cannot fail to be moved by this.