{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily} 

 

 

 

My

sleeping

angel

{Lily}

as her

eyes

became

to

heavy

to hold

open

any

longer

because

she

heard

Jesus

calling

her

home so

she

cried

and

gasped

for air

and then

she was

gone and

now my

life

isn't 

never

gonna be

the s...

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42} {Dear Brother} 

 

 

 

Dear Brother,

 

Yet another

holiday season

is upon us

`n` it still

seems like

the very 

first one

without you

by my side to

open up gift's

`n` then go

outside to

make a snowman

in the white 

wintery snowy 

weather`n` then

come back in

out of the cold

weather to warm

...

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Been turning myself to blue and green,

Trapping and locking myself in this fucking cage

Again

And I can't, I cannot, I will not

Let you in here.

Nothing more can rely on me.

And i will spend my days putting stoicism and serenity on pedestals,

And I will be hopeless and choked

And my heart will be lurching

And it passed right by me,

But I realise now that no hand is so...

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​​​​​​{Bad Luck With Love}

 

 

He was my love that cought my ? heart by the thing's he would say and show me but now he faded away like our love never meant anything to him 

 

But it did me for what it's worth now 

 

I miss the longing of his voice saying I love you

 

But now my bed is cold on one side as I lay alone tonight writing this hoping one day it might find it's...

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{Sister's By Blood But Distant By ? Heart} 

 

 

I miss my sister by blood she once was my sister not just the sister she's pretending to be today

 

 

{And I miss my blood sister} 

 

 

 

Because as children we laughed, cried, played and loved each other like only blood sister's could do 

 

 

{And I miss my blood sister}

 

 

But as we grew up got older...

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{The Pain} 

 

There is pain in my? heart that always hurts so deep that it never departs from my aching? heart 

 

 

And it's the pain of us being apart 

 

 

A bad pain of our two heart's being so broken and torn apart 

 

 

That never makes it's final departure 

 

 

 

 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved

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{Sadness Has Stolen My ? Heart}

 

 

 

My ? heart is hurting so much beyond any word's I can ink down 

 

 

And the pain is tearing up my? heart and soul up 

 

 

And someone please tell me how I can retrieve it 

 

 

Because now the life filled with sadness of a lost love has forever stolen my? heart away 

 

 

And as I'm still trying to revive it today ...

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{Don't Wait}

 

Don't wait until it's to late to tell someone how much you do love, miss them and how much you do care 

 

 

Because when they are gone no matter how loud you holler, yell, scream, shout and cry they won't be able to hear you anymore

 

Because it's to late because they are dead and gone 

 

 

 

 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/...

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I try to be there by your side throughout the year’s but now the time has come for you to be by my side through this incurable illness I am dealing with but I’m left out in the cold waiting for you and maybe that will change before I’m dead

 

 

 

 

https://wordpress.com/posts/my/unknownperson79.wordpress.com

 

©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover Originally Writte...

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{Tears In Her Eye's} 

 

The tears in eye troubled sad eyes that flowed down her trouble worrisome cheeks as he laid beside her fast asleep as she slowly laid her head down on the wet pillows that was underneath her head without him even hearing her cry so as she cried and wepted for him because even though he laid beside of her she felt like she was alone in their bed and like what did I do ...

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I hope you think of me every night in your dreams.

I hope you see me in everyone you date.

I hope you wish I would come back.

I hope you  see me and feel the pain I felt  while we were together.

I hope  you  hear my cries, feel my pain and see my tears.

I hope every time you close your eyes  you see me with him.

I want you to hate yourself for everything you’ve done to me

I wa...

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It all felt like it happened yesterday

When you and I finally stayed away

I love you is an empty word we say

When we have no intention to stay

 

We never stopped trying

Keeping us from hurting 

More than what is intended

From all the past lies

Beneath our shaking hands and hidden scars

Of broken promises and empty vows

Loaded guns that fires the bullet

To the st...

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Why do you expect so much good in other people

Why do you pray so much under every steeple

How can you be ok to be disappointed all the time

And hurt yourself with so much hope inside

You’ll never learn your lesson if you try to be blind

To The bad side of people you try to hide

And let them inside your heart again

Is it a crime to let them cause you so much pain

To the poi...

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Today is in an outcast dream

that I strongly seek in this twist of fate

of orphaned humanity

 

It dawns beneath my skin and I look in the mirror,

the same one in which I frequently see myself;

it always returns me to the terrible place

where my dreams were mutilated

 

Restless, without answers,

I would like to invent words that embrace life;

I cannot stand the look...

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