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Scenarios
Every night i lie in bed
dozen scenarios in my head
thinkin bout how and what and when and where
every night you'll find me there
in my head
my secret place
in my mind
my safest space
all those things i never find
confidence?
i'd rather hide
brave enough? not the case
but in my mind
my safest space
i can be what i cannot
i can ...
Sunday 5th May 2024 7:35 am
on a deeper level
I think I like you,
I think I do,
I like your auburn hair,
Your deep brown eyes,
The way you look at me when you smile,
I think I like you,
I really do,
But I can’t get caught up in my naive thoughts of you,
I don’t know you really,
No not at all,
I don’t know your favorite color,
Or your biggest fear,
What you think the world will come to when it ends,
I wa...
Tuesday 23rd April 2024 4:58 pm
I have a crush on one of the inanimate pirates at Pirate Crazy Golf
All that plundering
And wanton shivering of his timber
Has brought comeuppance
And seagull shit
Raining down.
This stud must have raked the whips of hell
Through every great ocean on earth
To have been sentenced
To imprisonment here.
On the crust of the English Channel.
Fenced in
With salt breath
A torture on his back.
Forced in
...Friday 7th October 2022 10:38 am
Side-Eyed Grin
He took her side-eyed grin
and planted it upon a hill....
the perfect spot
for a magnificent tree
to spread its wings
like roots
Thursday 26th May 2022 9:08 pm
I thought, You had a crush!
Remember? the first day when you saw me,
I felt you have a crush.
That was the biggest problem to be,
since I took it for a rush.
Our eyes used to meet,
and you pretended to be sweet.
I used to show you as a creep,
that was my way to prevent being a freak.
You used to take a cycle,
I used to take a walk.
Maybe you never felt,
but I tried to have a tal...
Wednesday 12th May 2021 3:56 am
Alignment
Hello, how are you today: upper,middle,lower— class.
front, and center.
I’d like to think if a kid were to get up and say I can’t stand this, then the teacher would get behind them in an orderly fashion.
side by side, classroom C-3 parts in the middle of the day, to make their way back to their seat,
show and tells of mommy and me– are always well received.
A pinned-up faction icon that sta...
Monday 15th February 2021 12:20 am
On Hire
Though your dough is plentiful
And you never leave me short
I cant stand this life no longer
Where my love is being bought
Crush me, dont bribe me
I admit I've done you wrong
Why dont you punish me,
Show me you can be strong?
Instead you ply me with goodies
Try like mad to keep me sweet
Yet you know I never loved you
You never swept me off my feet
...
Thursday 23rd July 2020 10:49 am
Stare
I saw you
I saw you wait
I saw you stared
I saw you walked by
I saw you dropped your shoulders and sighed
I wish you could have seen me staring at you too.
Saturday 18th January 2020 2:06 am
Dreaming Like It's 2004
I had one of those dreams again, the ones where we were just friends. You had no idea you were my every heartbeat.
We were on a trip somewhere, back in high school or something. You had a crush on the foreign exchange student I was rooming with. I was barely tolerating her. You invited us to hang out though, and I couldn't deny any second spent near you. We stayed late in your room listening...
Friday 11th October 2019 11:30 am
Wonderings
I liked the way he looked at me
Like I was the only thing he could see
or that was worth looking at.
I liked the smile he made for me
A tailored face, specifically
to tell me what he couldn't say.
I liked the things that went unsaid
The message in the nod, the tilt of his head,
the eye contact held too long.
I liked his arms, skin brushing skin
A s...
Friday 18th January 2019 6:05 pm
I want this to last forever
The greatest smile I have ever seen,
the most gorgeous voice I'll ever hear,
with stunning eyes that turn me to stone,
I feel like a child when I'm around you.
The little time that we spend together,
I wish it would last forever.
Talk about nonsense,
yet laugh at everything.
We create memories,
with only our fingertips,
never mind the spoken words that cannot be heard,
we make promi...
Wednesday 25th April 2018 2:06 pm
Light that brings me home
With a warmth inside I'm heading home.
Shadows fall as I walk into the dark,
slowly losing the sight of my goals.
Alone, I have killed the sun,
now even the moon fears me.
No one by my side,
getting ready to give up,
I stopped,
opened my eyes,
I saw a light that was running towards me.
Soon a relaxing laugh followed,
in my mind it was hallowed.
The light shone brighter and brighter,
l...
Saturday 31st December 2016 2:57 pm
Listen To Me..
Hey baby, listen to me;
I never thought you'd follow my advice
Though I'm sad, I don't regret,
Seeing the happiness in your eyes.
Hey baby, listen to me;
I know you know me too well,
I wear this façade just for you;
Though I know, I can never tell.
Hey baby, listen to me;
I changed myself just for you,
You know I care about you,
But she's attached to you, like glue.
Hey baby, lis...
Tuesday 21st June 2016 8:04 am
Caught in the Spider’s Web While Cupid Shoots Arrows in My Head
You’ve gotta help me
Please
I know
I know
I know
There is something wrong with me.
It's an illness!
A disease!
But it's not,
It's foolish
And everyone
(excluding sociopaths)
Gets caught
In the messy web
Of the venomous spider
That is called
A crush.
God,
I have a crush.
I need help,
But his hair has these lovely curls,
He’s...
Monday 18th April 2016 3:18 pm
Butterflies -- 07/2015
What is this?
A flip. A flop.
A rustle of the feathers
Its all bringing back memories
Better times
Better places
Oh, but look at that face!
Heart beating faster
Pitter. Patter.
Quick! Look away!
Don't catch that gaze
It's written all over your face
Play it cool
Don't be a fool
Raise that gate
Shh! Wait....
What is that knocking....
It's fate.
Sunday 1st November 2015 3:08 pm
Nervous -- 07/2015
Sitting
Waiting
Thinking
Flaking
Run until you can't stop
Go before your bubble pops
Breathe
Relax
Short and deep
How can this be?
Shush!
Just wait and see
Nice and easy
One step at a time
It'll all be fine
Sitting
Waiting
Thinking
Staying
Sunday 1st November 2015 3:05 pm
Crush -- 07/2015
The speed
The rush
My face turns flushed
I'm being crushed
By your presence
Can't stand your absence
Laying, relaxing with you
It doesn't matter what we do
Quietly watching TV
Intertwined, breathing heavily
Or cracking up, acting a fool
Its not like back when I was in school
But its true
I like you
And I'm hoping you like me too
Thursday 29th October 2015 2:04 am
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