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Letting go of what’s died
You were never mine
Quick witted but with a weak spine
Your actions are predicted
conditional love that’s bound to die in time
How you act has me sickened and I refuse to loose my mind
Wednesday 25th November 2020 3:33 pm
self obsessed
You love calling me crazy too
Lying holding your breath you’re turning blue
As I start calling out your other muse
Said I’m the only one that you choose
Feeding me another empty excuse
You swung giving me the ugliest bruise
Wednesday 25th November 2020 3:23 pm
no one wins..
Two lovers lost in a sea of endless rough waves
Detatched from shore and far off course
Fighting fits to which both enslaves
Drift away from the loving warmth of true lovers heart
Moment by moment words rising
Tearing eachother apart
Fights enclosed happiness feelings faded flow
Bitterness deepens soon you'll be reaping
The actions you began to sew
Arrows whistle through...
Sunday 22nd November 2020 8:36 pm
BLURRED LINES
i used to have so many regrets
each volatile ,invading my mind with no consent
i dont know how we got here
to 3am conversations to whatsapp calls
to less celing staring and more dreamfilled snores
i used to be so conflicted constantly questioning myself , my choices
i have yet to do the same when it comes to you
im certain,doubtless,fearless and oddly enough thats what scares ...
Thursday 1st October 2020 11:50 pm
in your flood
one step out the door
one step forward
one step closer
to the flood
one step backward
one step in reverse
one step away
from drowning
a punch to the gut
and tears streaming,
more than the smiles
more than the ‘i love you’s
and how many more years like this
how much can i take like this
i agreed to ever after
but this now, these lows
i can do without
i barely survive the cr...
Saturday 12th September 2020 1:08 am
Deconstruction Site
How many times do we take the leap
Before we realize we’ve jumped in too deep
How many times do we stop to realize
We need to protect our insides
How many times does this heart have to break
This love, you too shall take
He was the one,
Healing the deepest scar,
The wound he created,
Only to tear it open again
As he twists the knife
Churning everything inside of me
Monday 6th July 2020 5:35 am
Pinning Hearts
You are what I wanted so much but couldn’t have
What I had to let go of no matter how scared I felt about losing
You crawled up on my pavements
And grew on my walls stirring me up
Deciphered my moods and thoughts with your beautiful brain
Spoke to the inner me of your intentions
I miss the invisible force between us
I cherish those little moments
How simple your words were ...
Monday 8th June 2020 1:46 am
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