Back again. The first breath is just as awakening as the last. The mother takes me away. Away from whatever it is I was calling life and brings me to this. This utopia that I just get lost in. But lost in a way that I am found. But you have to wake up from dreams. The snow as beautiful as it is pushes me away then I am left living the ordinary somewhat unfullfilling life. I need to find this, but ...

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Impure thoughts are the past.They are realized and let go. The new path is pure and love. Love will guide my thoughts. The actions will only be the result of love. It is right. I choose this. I am capable of this. I am doing this. To do this I must be in the moment. My mind clear and present.

When confronted with your fear. Know that anxiety and hormones are the cause. Say to yourself "You are ...

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It is my favorite holiday. The one I represent and that represents me. Valentines day. This is the first year in my 23 years of life of not celebrating the day of love. I guess you really need someone to share it with, whether it is a lover or even friends.

Usually I would feel heart-broken about being alone on V-day. But the truth is I don't feel much of anything anymore. And I did that to mys...

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Up, down, round & round. Where are you going? What are you doing? Is life a game to you. I feel like you are a child who is blind to your own thoughts and actions. Who makes me feel like a child. Stupid. Literally stupid on many levels. One being uneducated. And the other for continuing to allow this, whatever this is, was, is not, to continue.

You blow my mind. You are a complete player, of th...

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Why this attachment? You never meant anything. You were the fork I needed to eat my soup. You made me feel better than you, bored and awkward. Anything but special.

Spending time with you made me wish I was spending time alone. 7, I can think of 7 reasons I would never spend the rest of my life with you because of. There was this attraction, that was quickly killed by the ashtray breath and lac...

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Late night strolls. Wandering rides. Looking for some thing. Not quite sure. Never feeling fully filled. I know what you are looking for. I also had that glare a few years ago. In a time where I was hoping,enjoying, finding myself again in a new world. You are not lost.

Late night coffees can not answer what you need. That rush of adrenaline to figure out... some thing. It hits you late a night...

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You are my joy                        

You are my song

You are my shoulder to cry on                            

Always there for me

A love like no other, so strong, it will never break

When you left your body, I knew your spirit had continued

As I lay in bed, I can still feel your soft fur and warm back

Feel you by my side, I only hope that where you go time stands still...

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See you in September

When the wind begins to cool

The heat begins to die

Out behind Vimy are the emerging northern lights

The star gazing darkness of July was a treasure hiding, masked by a westard haze of time and space

Some majestic, soft breeze blew you towards me

Like opposite poles was the attraction

Two strangers, feeling familiar and at peace when together

As qu...

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