Jumping from one high to the next
There desperate to forget
The one thing that makes them upset
Just to escape the mistakes that now haunt them
All because of a lie ill-fated
Made ready for consumption
By those who told them it was right
Yet it's the best fiction has to offer
Messed up with reality
And feed on by the minds of the lost ones
Ready to create fractures i...
Sunday 2nd April 2017 10:39 am
This feeling is a mask for deeper pain
That snickers at me from between the cracks
Calling for me to give in to the mass
A tug of war from the darkness I attract
To the purest of happiest moments
A continuing cycle of what was and what has become
Leaves you exhausted and a little bit insane
Just trying to get back what we might have lost
Yet time can only tell if what ...
Tuesday 11th October 2016 2:06 pm
Give me a sight that lasts,
something that won't escape,
because I'm tired of the changing of minds,
the persistent feeling of unease,
that decorates my mind,
it plays havoc with my self-belief,
so lost behind what I thought I could see,
should have realised it was foggy
Friday 19th June 2015 12:52 am
Truth
Holding the truth in the back of your pocket
Always changing
Always forgetting
Not sure of what it is
At competition with what you think is suppose to be
Eyes on the prize
But the prize wont last
Taking steps towards goals that you will surpass
An ever daunting prospect
That someone might actually stick around
But what if it wasn’t something you always wanted
...Saturday 13th June 2015 1:00 pm
Held on to the start
forgot that time had past
the few to many goodbyes inbetween
and didn't realise that what we had was lost
tried re-tracing my steps
must have tripped over the feelings i use to get
shouldve let go
when you said you didn't know
I guess I just hoped that you could remember what i wouldn't let go of.
Monday 5th January 2015 12:46 pm
The nights are long and cold with winds that twist and turn through the leaves of fallen trees, Whispering secrets as they pass by A tangled mess of laughter and tears of the future and the past entwined together to reveal the worst mistakes we repeat Yet still we walk through the mist towards a brighter light that either means our doom or our enlightenment Trusting in the forces that bind us ...
Saturday 11th October 2014 2:41 am
Reality
This is no movie, no fictional story,
It’s life, nothing more nothing less,
People come people go,
And as the forgotten fades away
The memories are left behind,
The things I swore would be remembered,
Have left, and know I’m lost,
Looking for your face in a sea of big waves
I forgot I’m drowning,
Wishing that I knew you were okay,
Cause time keeps passing us...
Tuesday 22nd April 2014 12:49 pm
Sad Story
It’s a story I know all too well,
Of a fairy tale losing its grip on the script,
We lost our love and now where just strangers with a past.
And It seems to me that it’s written all wrong,
That I could just walk on by without even the slightest touch,
Yet I still look back just to see you not looking back at me,
And I wish you knew this emptiness I feel,
Because behind the...
Tuesday 22nd April 2014 12:40 pm
Mystery man
As time passes this stranger in my head gets closer,
his name well known to me
a stranger I can’t disagree who means a great deal to me,
He comes and he goes but I couldn’t say it bothers me,
Because when he stays it’s a treat,
this mystery man who can’t be bothered with love,
sees right past me with his dark brown eyes u can’t help but gaze and wonder,
but I’ll admit it intri...
Tuesday 22nd April 2014 11:57 am
Believing
I figured it out
Where I was going
Thought I’d hit a wall
That turned out to be a brick door into your world,
And now I know that I wasn’t taking hits,
I was just being pushed closer to you,
All I needed to do was let go of all the things I held tightly to,
I forgave, forgot, moved forward
out of the grey that started turning dark,
believed in better and turned a wall in...
Thursday 3rd April 2014 2:41 pm
Kings and Queens
There is no point in denying it, it evades me the love i seek, i want, i push away and as if mistakes I've made appeared virtuous and un-troubled at a time i hold onto regrets that were never meant to be mine
And the ignorance is bliss it becomes me holds me prisoner against time feeling nothing forgetting everything taking more and more but gaining little to none
And this power we seek is a...
Monday 6th January 2014 2:27 am
lessons
He leaves with just a backpack
Filled to the brim
With hopes and dreams
He never looks back
Won’t miss what has been,
To many new lesson to learn
To many better memorise to conceive
Just travelling through life,
He was a dream ,
And as he goes
He smiles for what tomorrow brings,
Reminds me that I’ve only just started living
Monday 6th January 2014 2:23 am
just that little bit harder
Heavy hands
on fiery hearts,
gripping tight feelings that don’t last,
up against our own walls
were caught before a new door,
emptying our pockets that were once full,
looking back to step forward
will try not go through it all
and ignore what happened before,
hoping something might change
maybe work better,
so will try just that little bit harder
and win t...
Wednesday 1st January 2014 12:20 pm
coming back
Gather me up in strong hands,
hold me in passionate glances
whisper cruel things
with the silent minds of old friends
remember what we tried to forget
because its slowly coming back
out of the depths of time.
So ashes really can become flames again
Monday 9th December 2013 8:25 am
Mistakes
I lost you before,
Decisions were wrong,
But you left me longing for more,
Because we were indestructible,
Made me feel strong,
Didn't realise then what I know now,
All I ever wanted is in your eyes,
Where the sun shines bright and life is worth living
Don't let me make the same mistake again.
Tuesday 3rd December 2013 5:29 am
Under the covers
Feel your breath against my skin
kiss my lips and i'll give in,
warm my hands within your grasp
I hear your beating heart,
as time slips away
silent whispers are here to stay
under the covers I find you again
Tuesday 19th November 2013 3:33 pm
Heartache
You’re my weakness
Something to hate
But the love persists
Making you a habit I’d like to break,
With strong words
Secret lies
This love has no reason anymore,
Should’ve removed these photos from my walls
Take them down
Leave them behind
Because you should already be gone,
But this habit that won’t break
Faults me every time
Bad memories turn to blurry lines
...Wednesday 13th November 2013 1:47 pm
You and Me
You're the sun,
the moon
the earth beneath my feet,
with out you the season's wouldn't change
the stars would never sleep,
cause my love for you is greater then the deepest sea
more intense than the hottest desert
and truer then the greatest love story.
Monday 4th November 2013 2:25 am
Testing Fate
Moving in circles
I find my way back to you
Just one more time
Just one more day,
I’ll knock on your door and
Ask you to let me in again
Hoping you’ll ask me to stay
Because your kisses are longing
Your smile deceitful
Your hands to warm on my skin
It makes my heart race
Can’t catch my breath
I’m just testing fate,
Hoping this will work
Kn...
Thursday 31st October 2013 4:13 am
Take me away
Take me away
Fare away from here
To a place where I can breathe easy
Some where we can just be
Together again
No past or future
Just a present
Full of wonder,
No time to waste or hesitate
Cause this world will keep spinning
Even when you’re not here
Memories to replace your presence
I’m fine with that
Just take me away from here one last time
...Saturday 26th October 2013 2:42 pm
Round in circles
Catching tails
we hold on to questions with little consequence
refusing to listen
we make the same mistakes
traveling to a dead end
and anger drives the decisions we make
tearing what little we have left
making it impossible to get back to where we first left
and these words we speak
burn the bridges we built
breaking this w...
Sunday 6th October 2013 3:23 pm
Tripping
Im taking a stand,
never going to let you make me feel this way again,
and i'll hold you responsible for every word I say
Cause you got me tripping,
on silent words,
things you refuse to say
and not knowing what happened,
well it drives me insane,
off a cliff,
were going to fast,
but suddenly you stopped,
and i realised it was all just a...
Wednesday 26th June 2013 12:57 pm
Breaking all the rules
Caught out im pretty sure,
i already knew that we were bound to hit a wall,
crash and burn not break through,
cause we went to fast,
changed gears to soon,
forgot our limits,
maybe my respect to
And i remember you saying the chase is all you love,
shame it all ends there,
cause this game of hearts i've never been good at,
it was never go...
Tuesday 25th June 2013 7:40 am
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