Down for the ride
There was a time a song came on
But when it did I couldn't help but just
Get lost for once.
I know I'm broken but I know I'm not the only one
And you understand that.
But when I look into your eyes I can't help
But want to stay and look into them.
But I never thought I could get any better cause my past makes me feel worse.
But you once said It was all in my head and I need...
Saturday 10th August 2019 10:55 am
Dignity
Will I lose?
Will someone care?
Will I wait
Or will I wake up tomorrow?
From this nightmare
Will someone care?
Will I wait in pain or will I do something?
Will I wait for you? Will I wait for them? Will I save you when you fall?
Will you even let me save you?
Or will we ever wake from this nightmare of the path we choose or will we lose are selves along the way.
Will ...
Sunday 3rd March 2019 3:12 am
Maybe
Maybe it's time
Takes a lot of time to change hell takes alot to try
Nobody knows what raise for the dead
Nobody knows
Some fokes believe in the things that hurt or painted red
But nobody knows
I'm glad I can't go back to my old self or where I came from
I'm glad those days are gone but if I could take what I learned from my past and bring them here you know I would.
Nobod...
Sunday 3rd March 2019 3:04 am
Rather keep
I wish I could have said something
I would have said what I wanted to and maybe cry for you
And if I feel you it will feel like all my troubles are gone. I would even break my heart in two just to keep you there
Don't want to start over
Don't want no one to replace you
I don't want to let anyone replace all the smiles you and I had and all the laughs we had.
I wouldn't even repl...
Sunday 3rd March 2019 2:49 am
Remember us like this.(forever)
Each day goes by
As the sun rises and sets
As the moon rises and sets no matter how I choke up no matter how much I want to break.
I want to remember us this way.
I'm all choked up and can't find the words even thru the pain all I want to be is remembered this way like you remember me from day one.
Cause Everytime we say goodbye it's hurts cause I fear I'll never see you again.
...
Sunday 3rd March 2019 2:32 am
Shallow thoughts (tell me something)
Tell me something
Do you think I'm happy your gone? Cause it's not I have fallen and trying to get up without you cause honestly
Your the reason I am who I am and I thank you for that.
But tell me something how can I fill the void of we're you once were. Cause I know I'm falling and I'm longing for a change but I see in bad times I find myself and get a reality check. And seeing I'm still...
Sunday 3rd March 2019 2:22 am
Thoughts (LOML)
I have yet to loose and not be able to get backbup
I am usually the one that is able to get up Everytime
Only to see now that part of me is lost.
To be and hide behind that I see that I had things I never known or took time to see what was there.
I see I put up a front and hide my true feelings till I break or lose someone dear to my heart
With this I believe I lost the love of my l...
Wednesday 27th February 2019 5:27 pm
Somewhat Confused
Not sure if it's okay
Not sure if what we are doing is okay
Not sure if anything is simple anymore due to the fact i know you love me
But your with her and i have my own as well
But you like the same sex me i am mixed cause im in the middle of likeing both
but yet look at us we can't stay away from one another
You know mine knows what's going on but yours doesn't know
So if y...
Thursday 23rd August 2018 11:52 pm
Starting to feel again
In many way's life can come fast or slow
or maybe rocky but all depends how you handle it
But ...
I can honestly say you got me dazed the more we talk
And now listening to music even if were a hour away from eachother the more
I think about it the more i want to see how you will react
And wonder how it will be how it would feel if you seen me and i actually see you
only if y...
Monday 13th August 2018 8:28 am
something different
I don't know who you are
But having these talk's with you have been very different
that the more i talk to you the more i want to know more about you
You sound so shy Yet you sound brave to be just you
For being young i never hear someone that truely understands
What happens in my life or yours but the more i hear
The more i can't help but want to talk more
I'm not sure where ...
Monday 13th August 2018 7:54 am
Know you believe
I may not be your women
I may not be your man
I dont know if im your friend
i dont know if im your lover
maybe im something you can't process and wonder about
but if you believe in me then well thats all you need
if you want me to be a fire when your cold let me know
if you need me to make you happy when your sad then let me out a smile on your face
pull me close if you wa...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 5:39 am
To good to be true
Say you think your not enough
but ever wonder what i think
maybe i think your way to good to be
way to good to be true
but dont lie to me if you say you want me around
all i want is you to be hinest and say you'll be around
and if so maybe your way to good to be true and if so lets see what happens and see where it goes
give me something to see or believe
prove me wrong gi...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 5:24 am
Always
sometimes you get use to having someone around
your partner, your best friend, your love
but when there gone you dont know what your suppose to do
is it to late or to soon to let go
ever wonder if both feel the same or someone out there does
that you feel like your drowning , restless , dreaming
your in there mind always
and you just got scared and rather choke on your bad di...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 5:15 am
You Are
people say there goes my heart
cause they see your loosing your sleep
and your mind is racing and they know the reason
and the reasons why your breathing
yet you climb every mountian and cross every ocean
just to fix everything you broke
and they see you are
the reason
they see your hands shake and your hearts starts to race
and know if you can turn back the clock they ...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 5:08 am
Broken
You met me at a store
wondering thru my own darkness
these are my people these are my friends maybe that makes me crazy
there are so many things that are tragic but can be beautiful at the sametime
but ever wonder i like it this way being in the darkness and certian peple being a light maybe that light is what is keeping me or us moving
were all broken life if not a love song
its...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 5:00 am
Say you won't
Ever wonder if we met in the dark
at the time i was in the dark going thru life and the punches
but in the end you stood around
i knew from then that things were going to change
as much as one another fight you didnt leave
times we woke up tired but always smiled and stay tired together
or wake up together and keep moving
even in the darkest times we were there for one another...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:53 am
communication
Text , Call , Facebook
as long as i hear from you
maybe casue i want to know more about you
one day we should take a drive
xone out together or walk downtown
and zone out
just us so i can see you
and
you can see me
would you be ok with that? cause i know i will be
as long as it's just us you know
walk , drive
or lay under the sky
just you and me and the musi...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:49 am
Questions
There are questions
that people ask to see or wonder if you or someone is happy
like does he or she make you feel wanted?
does your heart race when he or she looks at you?
does he or she make you feel like
anything can happen?
want to know what i think
i wish i knew but maybe i already know i just dont
want to say it
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:45 am
Worry and Wonder
there are times
i start to worry and wonder
if my past will catch up to me
but when i look at you it goes away
that i forget
what i was worried about but when you leave i have to wait
wait for you just to get my relief
so i can breathe steady so i wait for you
but when you leave it starts over once more
so i wait for you.
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:41 am
paranoid
walk around as if nothing happen
but always looking back
just to see no one's there
lock doors
lock yourself in your room
zone out
try to sleep everything away wake up do it all over again
and wonder
whay are you afraid
why are you paranoid?
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:38 am
vertigo
Vertigo
can be used in so many ways but those who actually knoiw
what vertigo is
it can be addicting if it's truely real
when it's real you will know
cause it's not a tempory high it's a feeling that surpasses a high so high
that it goes beyond the sky itself
to the point no matter how far you or they are all you can think about is
eachother that is truely
vertigo
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:35 am
choose
If you choose to fight be sure to give it your all
If you pray , pray your heart out
never lay down your arms
never let your guard down
the world will play with your soul fear can haunt , pain can break you
what you choose to do with it is your choice
so dont let fear make you feel like you can't fight on your own
cause as long as you hold someone , something dear to your hear...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:29 am
Times
There are time life can be hard
but in life you have the choice to live or die
evryone thinks or some think there life doesnt matter
but in the end they do
they or you dont have to die
life can feel like your drowning but as long as there is a light in darkness there is still hope
it can be hard
but it's still life
feel like you'll loose your mind
but best to not loose y...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:22 am
Trying
Were always trying
Always trying to read eachother
but were alive
cause we never quit , cause life is a gift we can try to save someone
but only when they allow
take each day as a gift
rmemember that there's still air in your lungs
so keep fighting and dont let go
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:16 am
Can You?
Can you turn around?
can you look at me
could you sit and talk to me? not just talk but
be able to sit and talk to me
and actually look at me
and actually talk to me
we say were hero's
but hero's dont go against eachother like bad guys
there are things we can't undo
till we accept it
and not only forgive eachother but areselves as well
so can you wait?
can you t...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:14 am
Walk
Ever walk around and listen to music and just think
me well i do and well i kinda wonder about life
And wonder maybe if i never messed up were would i be now?
but the more i think
the more i rememeber you
how you made me smile and made me feel like i can out my guard down
i wanted you but you didnt see back then
plus i was swimming in a water of love of a love i wanted
but ...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:09 am
cloud
Ever felt like you were on a cloud?
amd thats why you rather stay on the ground?
away from or scared to see or feel them again?
ever pass alittle spot while walking and remember all those years
you wanted to be real
with a certain someone?
could have been 5 years ago maybe 8 , or 10 years you never know
or the feeling of wanting to replace
makes you wonder maybe you should...
Wednesday 16th May 2018 4:03 am
Make it
there were times i was lost
but i just went with it
maybe cause i thought
i was the one to make it steady
but as i think about it
maybe all those years
i did cause i was told to or was it to keep it as a promise
i stayed cause maybe i ...
wanted him or her to notice me
and actually see i cared for them more then myself
but would they notice?
Wednesday 16th May 2018 3:58 am
wonder
Do you ever wonder
why some people are very emotional?
or
wonder why people stay to themselves
i once knew someone that didnt show anything
not even for a moment to show
if something was wrong
i didnt do nothing but watch this person
become drawn , become quite , become more alone
see them around and after awhile
didnt see them around anymore
Wednesday 16th May 2018 3:53 am
I know
i know its been awhile
i know i became distent
but im here now
please accept me for who i am
i apologiizes that being said if i did wrong
i just need to learn
im trying
everything i can all im trying is to be true
i know i have pride but i want to be true
this is me please accept me for who i am all i want is to be true
true to you
Wednesday 16th May 2018 3:49 am
Rain
Time after time life changes
love can be night but also can be bright as day
wind and lightning can make noise
but rain from heaven will wash over the scars over ones vains
once washed watch the vines bloom
watch everything was over the past and clear a path let rain from heaven
washed over me and you let it wash over us.
Wednesday 16th May 2018 3:43 am
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