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Down for the ride

There was a time a song came on

But when it did I couldn't help but just

Get lost for once.

I know I'm broken but I know I'm not the only one

And you understand that.

But when I look into your eyes I can't help

But want to stay and look into them.

But I never thought I could get any better cause my past makes me feel worse.

But you once said It was all in my head and I need...

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Dignity

Will I lose?

Will someone care?

Will I wait

Or will I wake up tomorrow?

From this nightmare

Will someone care?

Will I wait in pain or will I do something?

Will I wait for you? Will I wait for them? Will I save you when you fall?

Will you even let me save you?

Or will we ever wake from this nightmare of the path we choose or will we lose are selves along the way.

Will ...

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Maybe

Maybe it's time

Takes a lot of time to change hell takes alot to try

Nobody knows what raise for the dead

Nobody knows 

Some fokes believe in the things that hurt or painted red

But nobody knows

I'm glad I can't go back to my old self or where I came from

I'm glad those days are gone but if I could take what I learned from my past and bring them here you know I would.

Nobod...

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Rather keep

I wish I could have said something

I would have said what I wanted to and maybe cry for you

And if I feel you it will feel like all my troubles are gone. I would even break my heart in two just to keep you there

Don't want to start over

Don't want no one to replace you 

I don't want to let anyone replace all the smiles you and I had and all the laughs we had.

I wouldn't even repl...

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Remember us like this.(forever)

Each day  goes by

As the sun rises and sets

As the moon rises and sets no matter how I choke up no matter how much I want to break.

I want to remember us this way.

I'm all choked up and can't find the words even thru the pain all I want to be is remembered this way like you remember me from day one.

Cause Everytime we say goodbye it's hurts cause I fear I'll never see you again.

...

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Shallow thoughts (tell me something)

Tell me something

Do you think I'm happy your gone? Cause it's not I have fallen and trying to get up without you cause honestly

Your the reason I am who I am and I thank you for that.

But tell me something how can I fill the void of we're you once were. Cause I know I'm falling and I'm longing for a change but I see in bad times I find myself and get a reality check. And seeing I'm still...

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Thoughts (LOML)

I have yet to loose and not be able to get backbup

I am usually the one that is able to get up Everytime

Only to see now that part of me is lost.

To be and hide behind that I see that I had things I never known or took time to see what was there.

I see I put up a front and hide my true feelings till I break or lose someone dear to my heart

With this I believe I lost the love of my l...

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Somewhat Confused

Not sure if it's okay

Not sure if what we are doing is okay

Not sure if anything is simple anymore due to the fact i know you love me

But your with her and i have my own as well

But you like the same sex me i am mixed cause im in the middle of likeing both

but yet look at us we can't stay away from one another

You know mine knows what's going on but yours doesn't know 

So if y...

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Starting to feel again

In many way's life can come fast or slow

or maybe rocky but all depends how you handle it

But ...

I can honestly say you got me dazed the more we talk 

And now listening to music even if were a hour away from eachother the more

I think about it the more i want to see how you will react 

And wonder how it will be how it would feel if you seen me and i actually see you

only if y...

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something different

I don't know who you are

But having these talk's with you have been very different

that the more i talk to you the more i want to know more about you

You sound so shy Yet you sound brave to be just you

For being young i never hear someone that truely understands

What happens in my life or yours but the more i hear

The more i can't help but want to talk more

I'm not sure where ...

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Know you believe

I may not be your women

I may not be your man 

I dont know if im your friend

i dont know if im your lover

maybe im something you can't process and wonder about

but if you believe in me then well thats all you need

if you want me to be a fire when your cold let me know

if you need me to make you happy when your sad then let me out a smile on your face

pull me close if you wa...

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To good to be true

Say you think your not enough

but ever wonder what i think

maybe i think your way to good to be

way to good to be true

but dont lie to me if you say you want me around

all i want is you to be hinest and say you'll be around 

and if so maybe your way to good to be true and if so lets see what happens and see where it goes

give me something to see or believe

prove me wrong gi...

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Always

sometimes you get use to having someone around

your partner, your best friend, your love

but when there gone you dont know what your suppose to do

is it to late or to soon to let go 

ever wonder if both feel the same or someone out there does

that you feel like your drowning , restless , dreaming

your in there mind always

and you just got scared and rather choke on your bad di...

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You Are

people say there goes my heart

cause they see your loosing your sleep

and your mind is racing and they know the reason

and the reasons why your breathing

yet you climb every mountian and cross every ocean

just to fix everything you broke

and they see you are

the reason 

they see your hands shake and your hearts starts to race

and know if you can turn back the clock they ...

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Broken

You met me at a store

wondering thru my own darkness

these are my people these are my friends maybe that makes me crazy

there are so many things that are tragic but can be beautiful at the sametime

but ever wonder i like it this way being in the darkness and certian peple being a light maybe that light is what is keeping me or us moving

were all broken life if not a love song

its...

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Say you won't

Ever wonder if we met in the dark

at the time i was in the dark going thru life and the punches

but in the end you stood around

i knew from then that things were going to change

as much as one another fight you didnt leave

times we woke up tired but always smiled and stay tired together

or wake up together and keep moving

even in the darkest times we were there for one another...

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communication

Text , Call , Facebook

as long as i hear from you

maybe casue i want to know more about you

one day we should take a drive

xone out together or walk downtown

and zone out

just us so i can see you

and 

you can see me

would you be ok with that? cause i know i will be

as long as it's just us you know

walk , drive

or lay under the sky

just you and me and the musi...

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Questions

There are questions

that people ask to see or wonder if you or someone is happy

like does he or she make you feel wanted?

does your heart race when he or she looks at you?

does he or she make you feel like

anything can happen?

want to know what i think

i wish i knew but maybe i already know i just dont

want to say it

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Worry and Wonder

there are times

i start to worry and wonder

if my past will catch up to me

but when i look at you it goes away

that i forget

what i was worried about but when you leave i have to wait

wait for you just to get my relief 

so i can breathe steady so i wait for you

but when you leave it starts over once more 

so i wait for you.

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paranoid

walk around as if nothing happen

but always looking back

just to see no one's there

lock doors

lock yourself in your room

zone out

try to sleep everything away wake up do it all over again

and wonder

whay are you afraid

why are you paranoid?

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vertigo

Vertigo

can be used in so many ways but those who actually knoiw

what vertigo is

it can be addicting if it's truely real

when it's real you will know

cause it's not a tempory high it's a feeling that surpasses a high so high

that it goes beyond the sky itself

to the point no matter how far you or they are all you can think about is

eachother that is truely

vertigo

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choose

If you choose to fight be sure to give it your all

If you pray , pray your heart out

never lay down your arms

never let your guard down

the world will play with your soul fear can haunt , pain can break you

what you choose to do with it is your choice

so dont let fear make you feel like you can't fight on your own

cause as long as you hold someone , something dear to your hear...

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Times

There are time life can be hard

but in life you have the choice to live or die

evryone thinks or some think there life doesnt matter

but in the end they do

they or you dont have to die

life can feel like your drowning but as long as there is a light in darkness there is still hope

it can be hard

but it's still life

feel like you'll loose your mind

but best to not loose y...

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Trying

Were always trying

Always trying to read eachother

but were alive

cause we never quit , cause life is a gift we can try to save someone

but only when they allow

take each day as a gift

rmemember that there's still air in your lungs

so keep fighting and dont let go

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Can You?

Can you turn around?

can you look at me

could you sit and talk to me? not just talk but

be able to sit and talk to me

and actually look at me

and actually talk to me

we say were hero's

but hero's dont go against eachother like bad guys

there are things we can't undo

till we accept it

and not only forgive eachother but areselves as well

so can you wait?

can you t...

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Walk

Ever walk around and listen to music and just think

me well i do and well i kinda wonder about life

And wonder maybe if i never messed up were would i be now?

but the more i think

the more i rememeber you

how you made me smile and made me feel like i can out my guard down

i wanted you but you didnt see back then

plus i was swimming in a water of love of a love i wanted

but ...

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cloud

Ever felt like you were on a cloud?

amd thats why you rather stay on the ground?

away from or scared to see or feel them again?

ever pass alittle spot while walking and remember all those years

you wanted to be real

with a certain someone? 

could have been 5 years ago maybe 8 , or 10 years you never know

or the feeling of wanting to replace

makes you wonder maybe you should...

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Make it

there were times i was lost

but i just went with it

maybe cause i thought

i was the one to make it steady

but as i think about it

maybe all those years

i did cause i was told to or was it to keep it as a promise

i stayed cause maybe i ...

wanted him or her to notice me

and actually see i cared for them more then myself

but would they notice?

 

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wonder

Do you ever wonder

why some people are very emotional?

or

wonder why people stay to themselves 

i once knew someone that didnt show anything

not even for a moment to show

if something was wrong

i didnt do nothing but watch this person

become drawn , become quite , become more alone

see them around and after awhile 

didnt see them around anymore

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I know

i know its been awhile

i know i became distent

but im here now

please accept me for who i am

i apologiizes that being said if i did wrong

i just need to learn

im trying

everything i can all im trying is to be true

i know i have pride but i want to be true

this is me please accept me for who i am all i want is to be true

true to you

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Rain

Time after time life changes

love can be night but also can be bright as day

wind and lightning can make noise 

but rain from heaven will wash over the scars over ones vains

once washed watch the vines bloom

watch everything was over the past and clear a path let rain from heaven

washed over me and you let it wash over us.

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