its all in my head
They say the pen is mightier then the sword
Then why am I writing about feeling cut up
Mamma am so wounded
I can’t help it
Oh, and for you Kate don’t act like your any different
Love is love, whatever that is am not sure
Am just an sober addicted who’s mind is still wet
And know that the mistrust from a misunderstanding has turn to paranoia
Let the games begin the d...
Monday 6th December 2021 10:53 pm
get me out
The past has me cursed; the future isn’t looking to good
I need to rest; it isn’t easy when the walls are banged and the world asleep
Am I part of this big fight or am a just working towards other flight?
I need the get out more or do I need to stay and work it out
That were the conflicted lies
You see do you understand the word isn’t going any where
And am nit sure of...
Monday 6th December 2021 10:25 pm
trun on yourself
Turn on yourself
Where you go when you want out
When the souls of yesterday our calling you out
When the target of your anger is you
When you don’t want to die but the lie is killing you
When you have the sense to know the world is a rather nice place
But you can’t deal with the compliments or the nice things
You cant stop talking but you can’t say anything at all
Ca...
Thursday 25th November 2021 11:38 pm
all in me
Up and down
Around my way, theirs knew trees growing outside my gaff
But its in my head where the seeds our being growing
Am losing my mind
Can’t sleep away time, but I try
Can’t life with be awake most of the time
Can’t live with the pain cant do without
I miss the days of ecstasy and nights turn into day
Everybody having anybody they want
But know its all up for...
Monday 22nd November 2021 11:15 am
the world as i see it
in this crazy, cruel, tuned out world
upside down, inside out lockdown feeling lock out world where living in
a wave of hate has arrived and it isn’t think no prisoner
everybody wants to attention
everybody wants to blame
everybody wants to talk and talk and tick Tok
but nobody has the time to listen
what we going to do joe
me and you against the world but I think t...
Tuesday 16th November 2021 12:15 am
changing
wont you save me
am getting on, too tried for it ll
to old for all the moving around at all times all the night
to wise to try and find a new one ever night
oh save me
cause my time is split bewteen trying to find someone to selpt with or trying to find something to help me sleep.
but then thier is you with your eyes so open, you see me and i see you,
but been warnd i ha...
Tuesday 9th November 2021 7:24 pm
they and me
They say am on me way up
but way do i feel so down
lost and confussed,
they blame my mood on the moon
i aint no wolve but tonight am singing meself to sleep
does life go fast or am i just slow to catch up
been too am ocd,
i cant sit still am sure does i name on that too
bit i just want to be free
why dont people understand me
why is so hard to believe
so har...
Wednesday 20th October 2021 10:18 pm
bang
rat a tat tatits otheir betrayel
a couple of grand well 2 in the head his dead
otheir mortheirshear snap in two
the sound of the bamg it also stays with you
we our soilders they know the game thats the quote
he broke the rules it was by the book thats the code
but bro wasnt it worth it
other sleepness night for you, is it all worth it bro
for a few quid and a cheap h...
Friday 8th October 2021 12:33 am
hi
hey,hello,you okay
am the one whos mind you hunt, your heat my still beat but your like a ghost to me
am anchor to my self esteam, your a hole to my soul
you act like a queen, but yet you beg
you drive me away, but yet you still try bed me
do you still feel bad for the poor,
still think am deibarate deluded
does your mind still trick you into think am still the boy with ...
Thursday 7th October 2021 5:14 pm
its time to go
i think its time to go,
i dont feel the strenght to fight the struggle,
no more i wish i could suddener to love but i dunno how
its the little things i suppose often think of these left behind but me meself am one of them
broken behind but yet so ahead of time
never been one for truth, so i suppose i grind my teeth and dare to love otheir day,
cause my heart believes richest...
Wednesday 28th July 2021 3:35 pm
not for me
Tea and cigarettes,
Have a chat with a friendly face
Don't have the same effect as alcohol,ups or downers,
A safe pair of hands, a ear to listen,doesn't do it for like
A quick here and gone with a stranger
Normal everyday people roaring cause you take everything and left
Excuse me i just like to state for me being safe and sound not for me
Drama and trauma know thats my c...
Thursday 20th May 2021 9:18 pm
the devil you know
Some people melt your heart,othier your head
Some poor devils will rob your wallet,others your heart
Othier devils will drink your wine,then take your piece of mind
But your my little darling you take souls mine being one
You hold it for ransom and then some
You take my intelligence ,common sense
Even my power to see threw your wrecked ways
If theirs a devil that ties m...
Thursday 20th May 2021 9:09 pm
please don,t
how do you kill a man thats already dead
how do does who cant undertand
cone to and understanding
why do the stars of the world always hace to fall, before they shine
office blocks and jail blocks both hold prisoner
but son today whos holding you ransom
oh please be reasonable when stealiing souls
please be gentle when yourbreaking hearts
not all thiefs play at night...
Sunday 16th May 2021 12:54 am
to you
wrote a letter about you but never for you
i never know your were as blue as me
and we never give the time to be sick and tired
i never really knew all the things you be through
never really knew i was so like you
and i write this with a tear
cause i think its time to say
I love you very dare.
Saturday 15th May 2021 7:06 pm
life
life's hard when your heart ain't in it
when your vibes of joy and good well deserted you
when words you spur around have last their truth
when Gospel and preachers just don`t stand up
when the blue sky reflects how you feel
you got to hang in there kid
cause feelings aren't facts
and the facts just ain't you
so when your blue
remember just be you
cause in this wild ...
Saturday 15th May 2021 7:01 pm
her
behind your eyes is a grace and serenity
a place i like to be
its your warm heart that warms my bones
like a brick in wall, its you the holds me up
and now its winter time
its black,dark,cold and the news is upsetting to say the least
so will you come here and cheer me up
cause its your embrace is the place that keeps me safe
its your touch that keeps me going and going
so when the loneli...
Wednesday 12th May 2021 11:49 pm
open
open your hands
got mouths to feed
you cant afford rose
when your dressed like weeds
cant undo bad deeds when there done
cant chase a ghost you cant see
cant get up and going when your motivation is none
cant give whats not yours
cant feel love with a breaking heart
Wednesday 12th May 2021 11:46 pm
from the soul
Conflicted, unhappy and tarn from the inside,
There's a battleground within me
You can never won when you can be both right or wrong
Am i flirting with death or myself
Am i out of my depth,sink or swim
My dear am over here judging you judging me cause is that the way life shall be
I'm not looking for a solution
Nor do i wanted to be founded and save sorry lord i must dec...
Sunday 9th May 2021 10:36 pm
yesterday
The crack was going up a gear
When poor teddy drop
Just over their
The party never stop
The wine wasnt that dear
And when it's all said and done
The joker have grown up
The wise man are now seen as clowns
But to these that souvied i bet you
Nobody laughing anymore
Tuesday 27th April 2021 10:00 pm
not for me
You live with your head in the clouds
Believe you had a divine right to structure lives overnight
Your not god,your not even good like
You probably never heard a sad song
Probably never hand your hand bitten by these you starve,
Never put back your box by these dance monkeys
I like you to know they were not laugh with you
There not amazed by you
But more sick of you a...
Tuesday 27th April 2021 9:58 pm
what going on
Cameron gone a while
Thersea had her go before she had to go
Boris is holding it all together or tear it apart its hard to tell
Mean well in the land of the rebels and gypsies other rebellion looks on the card
Dublin odds on for sam again,well leos been nicked,
All the time this s going on the eitle have been trying to pull away altogether on their own
But despite this the w...
Monday 26th April 2021 10:05 pm
28 thousands bullets
If you were faced with 28 thousand bullets
would you think of me and how lost am going to be
or would you say a prayer make your peace
or would you just hope they all miss you and your luck holds through
would you take me with you to the promise land
or would you die with hope in your heart and a smile on your face
knowing you would leave a hole in my heart
Monday 26th April 2021 9:20 pm
angels
Angels don`t fall at my feet
they ring my phone
my pockets ain`t fill of gold
my heart isn’t pure
theirs not much to lose when you feel like a fool
and its way pass my bedtime
i ain`t sleepily at all
ant much to wake for so i say i say prayer
the light of hope will visit me with a version for tomorrow
i secret i hope
i don`t have to barrow
please lord save me from ...
Monday 26th April 2021 9:16 pm
change
Pour me a fucking drink cause am straing to sound like a isgram poet
Kids if you hear me its ok to be a fucking alone for fives min or more
And the longer she stays on the line, the more i want a certain powder
I remember when they siads things like our we an item or baby can i be yours,
Now its whats are status,am i the only one who prefer the faces without the book
God make it...
Monday 26th April 2021 9:09 pm
before
Before
Before i go to the land of the lost soul
Where the wine and beer will flow, before i lose myself in the name of god,
How long before i return home who knows
So before i leave this place,
Before my critics say it's never too late to change
Well i wish they change tact
Cause i'm tempted faith,taking a chance
Trading my soul for a cheap thrill and a quick gain
...Tuesday 20th April 2021 1:58 pm
the way it is
The way it was
The way i see it
I don t miss the morning sun
Or those happy birds
Who always seem to singing the same song that sound like
You,v done it again you have arrived home late again
With nothing to show but the feeling of being the joke
Nothing to show but the shame and fear of what’s ahead
Oh why didn’t i go straight to bed
Why didn’t i use my head
Why didn’t i say one more i ...
Sunday 21st March 2021 11:47 pm
awake
sleep can be good when your wide awake
the street can learn the educated a lesson or two
freedom isn’t a place behind the moon but a clear heart and a dry mind
piece of mind isn’t know you didn’t hurt anyone but knew you going to hurt
depression not a over riding saddest its a wait for happiest to begin again
your heart needed breaking to be mending
all things go better in the morning sun
s...
Tuesday 9th March 2021 10:40 pm
pin emotion
pin me down
let me see the truth in your eyes
this aint to about two lovers of the night ,
this ain’t bout emotion in the ocean
ain’t about candle light or doing it under the moonlight
this is two insane mindful people
full of emotional pain
not trying to figure the other
but to understand their own hurt
try get into touch
can’t get god like feeling
so this is the close thing to heaven
...
Tuesday 9th March 2021 10:38 pm
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