Oh what a day on the front line 

Mental illness running wild 

So many down 

So much rage from such a small man 

So much pain for such a big man 

Am not God but some Devine inspiration will help 

Theirs only so much intelligence can do 

I do believe love is the cure 

But when the day us over wheres the love for these loving hands 

Who cares for the carer 

Who's cares t...

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Am sorry 

I didn't realise the time you spent with less then a home oh how it impacted you 

Sorry I didn't get how my ABC spell danger for you 

I was caught up in trying to have a perfect world 

I didn't understand the one you where coming from 

I get if you want to forget 

But if you need a ear to listen to you 

And a person to build a future I can do that to 

And if you f...

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What am I going to do?

With meself 

Never mind you 

Am dirt poor 

And can't get on a bus 

Can't stop using 

Can't sleep 

Can't get up

Can't stop using 

Jobless hopeless 

But still I think I look fine as hell 

Oh am scared and afraid I feel a little abit fearful how does that happened 

My morther tells sorty of a shy boy 

Oh what happened 

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Where I see the poor 

I see people walking 

Where I see volience 

I see people walking 

Where I see hardship 

I see people walking 

I say no more walking 

Nomore irgonred 

I say let's strated talking 

Lets put are hand out

Listen to the misfortuned 

Feed the hungry 

Heal the wounded 

And hopefully begin to mend a broken world

And if you see this vision on ...

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If you listen to my unspoken words 

Watch my internat darkness coming through into the light of day 

If you woke up to my nightmares 

My fear of human touch 

What would you do 

If you realise the man you love is just a boy feeling blue 

Lost and scared would you try find him 

If you awaking to his dilmenla of been everything to everybody but feeling like nothing 

What would...

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No no life ain't straight forward 

There's up and downs

Rainy days and sunshine moments

There is pain and joy

And there ain't no point in looking back

One day your a kid

Pill poping taken the hits as they come

Loving and leaving all that comes along

Jumping dancing hoping mad

Oh yes I was always believing what would happen next would ffix my soul

Oh what a dreamer I w...

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I like to make a deal even if it is with the devil himself

A deal to get away from this place

A deal to get away from my demons and self

To get away from the daily grid

And all the things I have to do

And all the things I have done

They keep me up at night

So I like a deal to run

Noway in pertculir

Well maybe a warmer climate

Where my mind can ease

Where my drak th...

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Where's my salvation 

Torment by temptions 

Is that a bright light in the track or a way out 

Is the father on my shoe a sign 

Am not meant for this world 

Feelings of wrong 

Feelings created my dark thoughts 

Where do they come from 

A lost boy hiding behind a world so big it keeps the most loving hearts out 

Will I fell from grave or am I destined to live as a disgrace...

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God why you put me here 

Why you build me to stay in bed 

Why you build me to be afraid 

Why you make me paroinrd and a little insane 

Am late for work know

Am if am honest I would say no to some coke and maybe a Hooker

I like to swap life's

Because coping with me has become difficult

Oh lord you build me to suffer and struggle

Am tried and Brún out

Losing my grip on ...

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I hide behind my shine smile

I hide behind my ocd and cleaning haddits 

A addict that's me

Full of fear and a huge need to succeed but a great haddit of fucking it Al up

So complex and conflicted so willing to please 

Oh I hide behind by perfect Hazel eyes 

Behind my cigarette smoke 

Please don't get to close 

You might just find a boy with no piece feeling like his no plac...

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8.30 and the house goes empty 

All the noise goes to silence 

Nothing to see 

And know the hassle and bassle begins 

12 hour shifts are pain in the ass 

But I carry the briden because I have you to cheer me on

I know I móir and groin but it's you that keeps me going 

And me ocd has learn that an untidy home is a happy home 

And I just wanted to liyn in are happyness 

Bec...

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Am all out of ideas, it's gone quite dark again,

The rains pouring down outside am falling apart inside

And my spirits quite damp

My life's falling apart for the 2nd time this week

I have be getting help to sleep don't tell anyone

If your looking for the part where it's all gone wrong I normally hide it down the drain

Know forgive me I need to go again my heads taking of and I ne...

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It's funny how everyone wants to be king 

Nobody wants to be themselfs

It's odd how everyone walks the path but nobody holds their hand

Oh god or whatever you are will you hold my hand

When I feel lost meself will be found

Can I have somebody to carry me or just a stranger who understands me

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Bless you bro 

You never stood a chance. 

The devil got you from the started 

If I could be honest just for a min 

Am struggling since your gone 

My own demons are prey on me again 

They have a new form

No longer are they in the shape of powered or pills

No longer a hot liquid in a jar

They come at me no in anextiy, attack me with panic

Overwhelm me with thoughts

A...

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How do I not drown in my thoughts 

How do I known what's real, when my mind makes no sense

Is this just make believe??

A part of me died once what if I my soul went with it

And am left play around in limbo

Stuck between this world and the next

What if its just all make believe

And the world just keeps trun at ease well my head suffered with no peace

All the bottled up emoti...

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Always Felt, the need to get out of this place

The need to flee this smokey old run down suburb

The darkest always shined brighter then the light in this place

Bit in a strange turn of events, I think I have find my place where I can find some pace, to rest my head a place where your warm embrace chasing the loneliness from my heart, 

No more running around, no more hiding,

No more ...

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Blue ticks this, left on opened that .instagram famous spiritual numb,

She was fat in school in fact she was here only fan,know she racked up on only fans,

Her mate was shy now she holding hands with a dealer and living the life, 

Oh I can't keep up, can i just have a cup of tea and sit by a tree .

Cause the young fella who wanted to be a plumber is know an infunce,

Oh i can't keep ...

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Two in the morning another one for the head,

Am on me heads and knees again, wondering why love has passed me by,

Wondering why time has left me

Wandering around please sir can i have some more 

I can't do this amymore, 

Let me in

Let me out 

Let me go 

please give me one for the road, 

Cause i think i'm going to lie down outside this council estate 

Cause i can't do ...

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How far have a gone 

How far i have cum,

How far am i falling 

Other angels bed, other lost soul 

A hidden Gem not enough to satisfied my soul

I pretend to be deep, but run every time

Never asked for love, i wouldn't know what to do 

A monster rob that from me caused my soul to be damaged for evermore 

And i missed the morning sun aga...

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