That crucial difference
come on down
on crushed spirits
bring me your
broken promises
I’ll take all
secret wishes
and any
last chances
join me on the lost crusade
gone tomorrow here today
roll up for that passion play
staring you and me and everyone else
we don’t need
reservations
leave behind
hesitations
I’ll bring enough
skepticism
...Friday 31st December 2021 12:20 pm
Mutual Savings
I saved you from that guy
from talking suicide
I don’t think he was worth
the Netflix renewal
you saved me from myself
tinder girls as well
who kept me out well past my
middle school curfew
we spent our savings on each other
although we weren’t lovers
comrades in a life
without a fast forward
we blew it on vacations
wine and overnight sh...
Thursday 30th December 2021 12:11 am
Thinking about the park when it's closed
all life is movement
all movement’s not life
I found this out recently
as my past few decades would testify
that impatience I took as dedication
revealed itself to me
as just another neuroses
one in a series of many
I try to work slowly now
I openly imitate those trees
you find swaying in a storm
on most days still standing
with ...
Wednesday 29th December 2021 1:54 pm
The King of Sweet Nothings
I feel so rich
don’t touch anything
anything you wish
I’ll order immediately
everything you see
is here for now
you could be the queen
of credit cards
as everything falls through our hands
I’m a billionaire of unseen plans
spend a day in my invisible museum
right next to the sex planetarium
let’s celebrate the time we have now
I...
Tuesday 28th December 2021 3:58 pm
Let's go to the store
you can go to the
supermarket
for the bright lights
and cashiers
they cheer you up
not judging what you buy
why there’s no
fresh vegetables
and a lot of ice-cream
when you’re feeling lonely
taking it out on your body
for getting in the way
of all that
sexiness
you can even
overspend your cards
as long as you have
...Sunday 26th December 2021 8:59 pm
Characters
I find myself in one of her stories
she finds it all a bit too boring
how it takes pages to get the setting
while she’s moved on to television
we’re compelled to act
nothing’s a distraction
then when the language hits
it creates shifts in perception
here we go again
another transformation
something we can just
barely understand
as ...
Sunday 26th December 2021 8:48 pm
North and South
ahh that taste that comes
from your mouth
there’s no struggle
sweeter than the pressure
we put on ourselves
driven from above and below
latitudes, attitudes never match
dragging in the undertow
you change the sweater in the middle of the mess
could I interest you in
some East meets West
heading for the mountains and the beach
we need the contrast
...
Saturday 25th December 2021 10:38 am
Prove you’re not a Robot (Attachment Unavailable)
all I ask when
we take a bath
when we relax
feel each other close
I will know then
what makes sense
what feels
like something else
I wanna share then
some human-ness
there are people
that we meet
work for
owe money to
see on the street
go home make love to
they make us feel
synthetic
I...
Saturday 18th December 2021 11:48 pm
Where the logic breaks
under her careful watch
behind her waking thoughts
when she’s had too much
feeling it’s never enough
after a day in the mud
fighting everyone
sometimes just to save that soul
she reaches for my gun
where the logic breaks
meet you in two shakes
you don’t have to wait
I’m already on the train
where the logic breaks
calculation’s delicate
...Saturday 18th December 2021 2:13 am
The optimist
so you’re an optimist
that’s some cult
ignoring science,
advice of the young
an optimist
how transgressive
obvious, annoying
how retarded
you cling to things
you don’t understand
put faith in people
without plans
believe in love
like beatles songs
keep on working
after time’s run out
like an insect
on a flower
...Monday 13th December 2021 12:42 pm
Libraries
I spent a youth in libraries
quiet in stacks
running fingers over centuries
things compelling and useless
I developed these habits
that’ll see me to my grave
lost in a thousand adventures
this imagination can’t be saved
she’s quiet and strict
sweater, glasses, lipstick
bothering her on the clock
taking volumes checking her out
now I’m grown and I’ve built
my collecti...
Sunday 12th December 2021 12:28 pm
The Underdog
doesn’t have his pen
makes noises with his desk
breaks every mask
wants bathroom every period
refuses to read along
pretends he can’t write
if you text his mom
puts his head down and cries
kids say shutthefuckup
every time he speaks
you think the same thing
professionally
can’t stop listening
to gangsta rap
ex-student...
Saturday 11th December 2021 4:33 pm
Unless
To understand what you are
might take a lifetime
and art and music and love
and you might just find
that you sell yourself short
have yourself a bit wrong
and maybe then
there’ll be some action-time left,
unless…
Sunday 5th December 2021 2:14 am
Convenient Metaphors
Flowers
Trees
Sunset
Books
Terrible sudden pain in my calf
Children
Music
Oppressive directives from admin
Love
Coughing
Thursday 2nd December 2021 12:17 pm
Ideology’s for Kids
Have I got an
ideology for you
for every age
and interest
every level
of development
every childhood
disappointment
every fear
and resentment
it makes perfect
sense
and you’ll never
have to
think for yourself
again
Wednesday 1st December 2021 11:51 am
Undoing
I’d like to invite you to my undoing
at a time and place of your choosing
I’m always meeting you for the first time
with an energy that’s really not mine
how easily you’d become the best part of me
what we don’t admit lies in wait to see
behind calories memories and stress
conspiring with what we’ve always dreamt
to turn us into
something else
...Tuesday 30th November 2021 1:43 pm
Irwin Shaw
muscle and bone and alcohol
three in the morning siren call
haunted by the shape of a body
echoing thoughts; the city’s empty
panther haunches move across
a day burned out by what you’ve done
it can’t be shared with god
you can’t be absolved
holding a promise as wide as America
by the time they tore you down
you were exiled
inspiration hits with ...
Sunday 28th November 2021 10:06 pm
Sound the gong
every relationship
is a relationship
we spend time with
doing terrible things to
dreaming of them
never telling one thing though
showing up
just doing what counts
in the end there’s only that feeling of love
all physical traces
disappear
while the memories
linger
Saturday 27th November 2021 7:33 pm
Cause + Affectation
you want to
engage my trauma
and play with it
use it in a story
make love to it
make it dinner
wrap it in theory
promise you’ll never mention it
take it to the party
go back in time
gratify it orally
build a center on it
print it three-d
acknowledge it
in a painful speech
be recognized
for your bravery
advocate for...
Friday 26th November 2021 12:18 pm
It's your own rockn'roll
It’s your own rockn’roll
blaring from your phones
no one else can hear
a tiny crowd’s roar
your choreography’s lost
on your arthritic boss
lighting show gets
packed up in the smoke
but you killed it
left them stupid
hit after hit
ringing in their ears
you killed it
you’ll do it again
after the weekend
opening for the bus
...Thursday 25th November 2021 1:03 am
Teaching body
these arms trees
those roots deep
what you feel reverberates
over centuries
these lips political
those hips spiritual
a neck a totem
dreams hanging on
feet machines
ears tuned in
hands calloused
half-tender now
teaching body
reaches for sky
teaching body
diving into sheets
teaching body
drinking oceans
forgets to breathe
as she swims
Tuesday 23rd November 2021 11:26 am
Talking to adults about Clocks
The way the clock works
is tricky
because lines look evenly spaced
they’re not;
counted in milliseconds
between five AM and six
stretching days
from eight to four
and then out to infinity
before I see you again
Wednesday 3rd November 2021 5:30 pm
Stories
Stories tell me stories
Lay them on top of me
Pile them high as I sleep
They become memories
Pounded into me
Oh the bloody ink
I see a life ahead of me
A life behind outlined
In words and thoughts
That are maybe mine
They follow a line
Weaved together
With the hard work
Of discerning meaning
Monday 25th October 2021 11:29 am
One more last chance
odds against me
fifty-fifty
but don’t bet against
come from behind victories
bunch of late bloomers
in a table vase
shakers and movers
glued to our seats
with a past kicking my ass
every chance is the last
thinking very slow
moving very fast
what I could do for you
what you could do for me
points that conclude
without even touching
...
Sunday 24th October 2021 6:59 pm
Save a bit of the mystery for me
I’ve paced the width and length of the cage
creating waffles on my feet
memorized the paths of stars
names of all monsters of the deep
but when I see you in the evening
I know you’ve saved a bit of the mystery for me
boss goes on droning
targets needing to be reached
the drones fly below
the radar’s tiny sweeps
you remove your dress
my de...
Wednesday 20th October 2021 5:10 pm
Hacking Sex
Deep in the plastiosphere
Desires mix with air
Merging with us
On a molecular level
Dreaming strange things
That seem compelling
You don’t know what they mean
As they hijack your destiny
You want someone remote
Who never takes off their clothes
Who recites obscure quotes
While breaking your bones
You buy appliances
That run on the afterlife
...Saturday 16th October 2021 5:46 pm
As stupid as it seems
I still believe
Still have these dreams
Little naive
Late in the game
Others succeed
Adding fortune
I stare into the night
With my delusions
You wouldn’t recognize me
I haven’t changed
Nothing I’ve seen
Has shaken my faith
Every day
Gives me strength
To this feeling I’ll repay
Everything I have
As long as I breathe
As much as I...
Saturday 16th October 2021 4:40 pm
Retconning You
it was all for you
even when it wasn’t
those unmade beds
lying by the dozens
I adjust the calendar
gain perspective
every new entrance
a learning experience
the ministry
will have its way
photos airbrushed
names changed
but you can count on me
on the fingers I have
from the nape of your neck
to the small of your back
c...
Monday 11th October 2021 1:10 pm
Chère Heights
In 1982
American men
discover the clitoris
responses range
from shock to fear
to suspicion
yet none are brave enough
to claim
they invented it
Monday 4th October 2021 10:19 pm
A Person of Interest
don’t do this to me
not now, not here
I need this come
from behind victory
get me later
I won’t care
there were too many
humiliations
too many loses
unaddressed
not looking for vindication
not out for revenge
just need that accounting
alone with myself
don’t do this to me
not with something so crude
I am a pe...
Monday 4th October 2021 4:00 pm
Her Story Checks Out
keep your inferences
under your suspicions
tamper with the evidence
she’s got witnesses
you match the description
as well do hundreds
devil’s in the details
so’s god
the story checks out
the chronology stuck
testimonies recorded
it must’ve been love
(there might be a more
prosaic explanation-
alien visitation?)
but it probably was
...
Monday 4th October 2021 1:07 pm
Bad CGI
I can’t look back
It’s a trap
that gorgon’s head
taped to my hat
I move forward
tearing plans
filling grab’n’go bags
with a free hand
what I need
I don’t exactly know
when I see her
I’ll suspect she’ll know
until that time
I change on a dime
that track record’s now
embarrassingly long
can’t look back
not my crack
nothing’s stopped me
it’s gotten close
health rema...
Saturday 2nd October 2021 7:43 pm
I live like this
as a kid I always pretended
to escape any situation
attacks from monsters
sudden impacts, super-villianesses
now that I’m grown I’ve never known
clean escapes without consequences
dragging my body through a zone
lit by memories and burning questions
situations, complications
degrees of humiiation
strength of weapons, nerve damage
he...
Wednesday 29th September 2021 8:15 pm
onset of depression in 21st century adolescents
Its image on the flag
and currency
It’s cry in many
folkloric stories
you hear a sad voice
in its chirping melodies
adding an order fries
with a cup of chipotle
satiety you feel
chewing and swallowing
happy faces
on all of the marketing
as you move on to dessert
filing feelings away
in box marked “scary”
to be ope...
Sunday 26th September 2021 8:40 pm
Another Multiverse
there was a woman I loved
in another country
a thought that haunts
while doing laundry
feelings I found
inside a recording
us here right now
doing nothing but worrying
I spend my weekends
staring at the ceiling
making connections
repairing dreams
and memories into
intersecting designs
not many straight lines
sort of charming
...Saturday 25th September 2021 5:45 pm
Well Done
Well Done
I’ll just shoot you
gently at first then all at once
you said it yourself
you’re so done
prayers unanswered
help’s hung up
what did we do to deserve this
losing the refund
suspecting it was
that stupid all along
remaining hopeful-
thats our job
counting on cupidity
to smooth things out
decades speed by
without a s...
Sunday 19th September 2021 5:20 pm
The Partial Object
there’s a resemblance
harmony more sympathetic
than complementary
it standing out from the rest
not sure what to do with it
fuck it eat it
kill it
love it would be hardest yet
when you almost feel your
synapses firing you admit
you never had a say in
your response to it
Thursday 16th September 2021 5:19 pm
Minutiae
Your minutiae’s given wing
flown away
landing in someone else’s ear
for tomorrow, today
no more conversations
about your mother the job
no more tiny victories
that got me excited about…
I miss the details
sand in my hair
the traction provided
in a life sliding unchecked
I try to capture a second
of what I felt
not enough for a s...
Sunday 12th September 2021 11:09 pm
Forever Chemicals
When everything feels poisoned
and nothing seems true
I pull in your signal
it scatters my blues
swimming towards you
you're flying over me
in mid-air we're
collided and steady
forever chemicals
mutating it seems
I can’t understand you
they keep me going
tension unfolds
in an exquisite dance
choreographed folklore
from a fut...
Sunday 12th September 2021 10:58 pm
Promotion
it’s your turn to be
that crazy person
the role has recently
been vacated
you’ll have to face
their cruelty directly
stomaching the looks
of incomprehension
it’ll cost a pretty penny
thank god for insurance
getting those thoughts out
at any price will surely be worth it
Saturday 11th September 2021 12:11 pm
“Stubborn” in eleven languages (by order of need)
teimosa
ganko
têtue
tvrdohlavý
hartnäckig
obstinada
mkaidi
koppig
pakeke
עַקשָׁן
لجوج
*Portuguese/Japanese/French/Slovak/German/Spanish/Swahili/Dutch/Maori/Hebrew/Farsi
Wednesday 1st September 2021 2:02 pm
What the songs tell us
We’re not deep enough
we risk nothing
tip-toeing around what we want
never knowing
We’ve a fear of death
as if it could be avoided
we won’t be hurt
not if we can help it
Voyeurs of the world
we could never hold it
thinking we can control it
we’re left alone as a result
Saturday 31st July 2021 6:37 pm
A history of linen
the fascists had great style
were very witty
their women were charming
they had sympathizers
and for time
seemed to be winning
there was something appealing
about a logic everyone could
understand
not like our lives
messy and imperfect
full of obvious errors
we reenact these struggles
every night
the outcome's always in ques...
Thursday 29th July 2021 1:00 pm
Approaching the work
If you just sidled up next to it
took it unawares
starting in your pajamas
I don’t think it’d care
It knows you’ve been contemplating
It for hours
It complains about how you stare
Maybe after the shower
Or refrigerated chocolate bar
You’ll sliding tackle it
Stabbing it
With a pen in the guts
Thursday 29th July 2021 1:36 am
Lullabye
are we still in a lull
how long does it last
you seem depressed
why do you ask
I'd give you a call
if you’d respond
you might not be up
preferring down
my friend Carl
used to savor one
paired with a wine
writing dead stars
I use the time
to be unproductive
putting existential goals in order
working seductions
Tuesday 27th July 2021 4:18 pm
Wherewithal by Night
darker times than these
have crossed minds over centuries
wondering how you’ve missed
the wherewithal-they haven’t shared any
looking at your wrists
scarred wrens on a velvet painting
ok if they insist
getting on with doings
even if it’s for naught
even if it’s in vain
for just being caught by vesuvius
with your fingers in your pants
we’re built f...
Tuesday 27th July 2021 11:51 am
Best Intentions
When we held it
We really felt it
You let me keep it
Then wanted to see it
I let you break it
Does that make me negligent?
Monday 26th July 2021 12:21 pm
Goddess of Irony
the goddess of irony
drowns the city with her laughter
then she offers assistance
after every disaster
you tell her you're leaving
she says, "not so soon."
she's busy using your heart
to clean up her room
you swear you'll miss her
this she doesn't believe
you hide those pictures of her sister
in the folder on your screen
everyone...
Sunday 25th July 2021 10:48 pm
Courage Perfume
the heart wants
what the heart wants
screams your inner child in a mall
in a world of desires you’re lost
this restlessness which you
mistake for ambition
this discomfort
defines your position
pushing you into areas
you don’t recognize
changing you in ways
you’ve always desired
there must be something here for you
that you can’t live without
...Saturday 24th July 2021 6:55 pm
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