Dangerous Job
lift the whole room
with one hand
use the other
to hold them back
while you check
your notes
you get each other
under control
when they feel safe
you let the world in
through a space
between vents
take their questions
replace them
it’s a dangerous job
lookout for America
they come at you
when you’re down
adding on
a thous...
Wednesday 7th December 2022 1:53 pm
Popcorn Ceiling
Staring at this
popcorn ceiling
thought I’d be
higher somehow
I follow the patterns
its lunar surfaces
feel too familiar
to me now
as you push down
the weight of your body
I feel weightless
in your warmth
gazing at the night
sky filling around me
alone together
in this dark
painting around
this popcorn ceiling
...Monday 5th December 2022 1:30 am
Lower Flowers
Look at the art
but don’t fall in
it only leads to
marginalization,
poverty
and death
just remember
these visions
your entire life
leave them in a corner
of your mind
while you work
yourself to the bone
heaven might come
to resemble them
Friday 11th November 2022 4:45 pm
Live Texting The South Bronx Middle School Parent Teacher Conference
Ms. Carla: Juana is chewing too much gum.
Juana’s Mom: Thank you, teacher.
Ms. Plaza: Hector is such a bright child.
Hector’s mom: Thank you, teacher.
Ms. LaRue: Darolyn is using the bathroom a lot -he needs to stop.
Darolyn’s mom: Thank you teacher. I’ll hit him with my sandal.
Mrs. Lorenzo: Vitor must change his attitude about social studies.
Vitor’s mom: Right away.
Ms. ...
Thursday 10th November 2022 12:44 am
Cops Come in All Shapes and Sizes
There are
good cops
and bad cops
black ones
and white ones
straight ones
and gay ones
All dedicated
to upholding
law and order
but the baddest
one of all
is the one
that lives
in your head
Saturday 5th November 2022 10:49 pm
Pink Coast
Pink Coast
we set out for the pink coast
we had been warned
everything shining isn’t so bright
seen from up close
sea feels soft and warm
up to our mouths
taste of our own blood
cut with sea salt
your pleasure only treasure
your whims billow sails
men meet their fates with
clenched teeth and cut nails
drowning in
inches of water
Friday 4th November 2022 9:41 am
Polite Company
we’ve been waiting for you
somehow you always knew
no matter how far you ventured
you’d be bound to the earth
although you felt different
you’re a piece of a set
the institution can’t function
without a change agent
your stomach mixes
wonder and disgust
in equal proportions
at the sight of it all
despite the monologue
in your head
you’ve always been polite
to th...
Thursday 3rd November 2022 6:34 pm
Gleaning
there’s less to me
than meets the eye
these moments
you see
aren’t representative
of anything
most of my life is spent
staring at things
and chewing
with less efficiency than a cow
you could fit any number
of exciting moments
through the empty spaces
of my existence
without ever touching
what I feel
I find that comforting
for some reason
Monday 24th October 2022 2:42 am
A failed martyrdom
history would prove him wrong
he made everything up
marveling at his own insistence
at what was simply misunderstood
he felt empowered to say ‘no’
to the TV and telephone
disappointed when no one answered
In Morse code
he’d like to remind you he’s still there
and would like to get a beer
he’ll tell you approximately
when and where
Monday 26th September 2022 12:17 pm
Framed
I could see it
from several
different angles
a Pyrrhic victory
or the start
of something new
it really depends
how you’re feeling
expansive
or wanting
to choke
on the blues
I could imagine
a new sort
of start
grinding
the bones
of yesterday’s news
acknowledging
the scale
of the trauma then
taking an
evening out
to dance barefoot
it co...
Sunday 25th September 2022 11:19 pm
Striptease
take off your coat
take off your pants
off come scarves
and the hat
I remove my shoes
I lose that watch
stripping off jewels
biting gloves
in this dance
the planet spins
we lean back
in light years
I kiss your hands
you scratch my back
we eat our flesh
sucking on nails
removing skin
chewing bones
piercing eyes
with the on...
Saturday 24th September 2022 1:26 pm
Competing narratives
sometimes I forget the time
and it could still be
early in the night
then the alarm corrects me
sometimes I forget
where I am and then
I quickly switch accents
to ask, “how can I help?”
sometimes I forget who I am
feeling like I can do anything
then you kiss me grounding me
in these four dimensions
narratives compete
against themselves
they become sharper
more c...
Sunday 18th September 2022 12:19 pm
Dedication
The official art has been unveiled
and by replacing its predecessor
assures us the state has made progress
in the treatment of its peoples
it was created by a formerly
oppressed member
now aided by generous grants
being rigorously scrutinized
before its installation
by a committee of volunteers
prominent in the recent relief effort
it sits in the main square
reflecti...
Tuesday 13th September 2022 11:41 am
Personal Spam
Poems turned into songs: https://lnkfi.re/Dcuvbmm9
Thursday 1st September 2022 7:04 pm
Self-Checkout
she stops in line
stops feeling time
memories triggered
by banal associations
decades crash
into each other
staring at moments
embers of a fire
just like A.I.
it’s all simulation
everything said
scripted autopilot
while the music haunts
her pretty little head
nine, nineteen, or ninety
she can’t feel the difference
it has a weight
...Wednesday 31st August 2022 2:03 am
Lower Case “a”
Nothing exceptional
just life itself
on a small planet
corner speck
two bodies
chemical plans
having only
a small request
a little more light
a little more time
a moment to breathe
a touch more kindness
revolutions in mind
extinction behind
any options left
maybe we’re past that
something incredible
one lifespan
eight billion
ways to go on with it
s...
Sunday 21st August 2022 1:24 pm
Sex + Pizza
I want to be happy
you seem to be happy
we could be happy
for a while
I like your enthusiasm-
orgasmic
you’ve got a wonderful
sense of style
do we deserve to be happy?
I don’t know
maybe a moment
between worlds
theres a lot of crappy
beyond our control
that we’re tangentially
responsible for
I’d like a medium
mushroom and olive
with a side of r...
Saturday 20th August 2022 1:39 am
This is your human
As the future unfolds
does the wonder hold
the predictability of your life
silenced by a touch of the dark
As the daybreaks
with that familiar ache
are chances more than
one to one
that life still offers
mysteries promised
that tomorrow comes
with some kind of hope
if we can rule out
happy endings
can we at least
substitute
something grotesquely
intere...
Wednesday 17th August 2022 6:41 pm
In the hold
In a changing world
you stand still
as if this proves
something true
you just got this
feeling from childhood
nothing since
has felt as good
And everyone is cursed
everyone condemned
you expect the worst
sent from heaven
and one day will come
the love and vindication
sent from god
or other places
in the meantime
we have to work together
you the blessed
I,...
Thursday 11th August 2022 2:50 pm
I’m not what I used to be
I’m not what I used to be
everything moves me
I begin to feel
life differently
I’m not what I think I am
I look for experiences
they change me
In ways I don’t understand
the truth is messy
it doesn’t get explained
it lands on us binds us;
these feelings remain
there’s a lot to chew on
we chew on each other
feeling a satisfaction
until we’re hungry again
Tuesday 9th August 2022 3:18 pm
You fuckers
must be good
without tomorrows
every pleasure
running through your mouth
ignoring history
biology-
the mirror
your only window out
I wouldn’t know anything
walking in the rain
tightroping pavement
dreaming of love
avoiding crowds
eating books
making this
little art
your supporters
teach me
something deep
a...
Saturday 6th August 2022 2:12 pm
Quantum Reasoning
yes means no
except when it doesn’t
we build that bridge
over the fountain
not a game nor a romance
just a lifetime
mimed like a dance
in double time
quantum reasoning
to get through this wall
quantum reasoning
saves us all
abandoned by senses
logic fails
hope holds out for
particles of god
I can say confidently
everything is clear
the mystery shines
...
Thursday 4th August 2022 10:01 pm
Material Needs
find me on the hierarchy
between cellular and divine
half-baked, half-complete
half-missing what’s mine
find me under your feet
working my grind
paying dearly
for these strange desires
feeding material needs
I’ve long stopped questioning
ethics, morality,
contradictions, and pain
feeding material needs
keeps me guessing
providing the raw goods
for lucid d...
Thursday 4th August 2022 10:00 pm
Terrible
When I was terrible
nobody told me
I found out later
when it was too late
when I was a monster
we were making good money
I never heard
any complaints
now that it’s over
out come the experts
with their maps
and million-dollar words
now that it’s over
there’s a new theory
perhaps I can jump
into the future
after the pendulum moves
Sunday 24th July 2022 12:47 am
Marfans
everything encourages me
everything improves me
while I sail on these hardships
with a crew of reprobates
we make meaning
making sense of everything
casting our nets wide
over a sea of metaphors and clichés
I keep working on myself
a body of perfection
cuts tumors and scars
polised to a fine finish
I'd do the same for you
I’m completel...
Thursday 9th June 2022 11:18 am
My Fellow Americans
we’re alone together
in this fight
holding onto
ourselves despite
centrifugal forces
pulling us apart
blown strands
of cotton candy hearts
our desires have
never felt so close
our fears never
so overdosed
we catch ourselves
holding our own throats
hoping it’s
just a cold
my fellow Americans
my billion distracti...
Tuesday 7th June 2022 12:46 am
Sex on my face
The fire trucks
don’t stop for me
the cough
reminds me
the investigation’s
dismissed-
in my head
I’m writing a hit
decades
rearrange me
my love’s
a distant screen
the robots
are polite
they never lose
their patience
how the mites
enjoy my environment
not to mention trillions
of microbes in my stomach
if I could just shake
their little paws
before...
Wednesday 1st June 2022 12:48 pm
Loving Strategies
the male of the species
exaggerates his claims
enlarging his body
by dancing on stage
employing techniques
mimicking other males
engaging in tool making
with limited success
female of the species
remains unimpressed
performing daily rituals
with mystical content
looking on patiently
he struggles in her trap
waiting for him to tire
be...
Tuesday 31st May 2022 2:17 am
Familiar
Is there some kind
of twist I missed
the irony’s rich
just try and guess how it moves
all the changes
they don’t stick
back again to that familiar
same old solitude
what smells exotic
is just incense
what strange behaviors
feel like happiness
things that surround me
all mock me
bench me demonstrate me
as a textbook fool
you can get pretty far
you’ll be back soon
life’s...
Sunday 29th May 2022 3:36 pm
American Miniatures
they file in
tired, hungry, optimistic
into a poorly-maintained
eighty year-old frame
a sea of humanity
critical
that anything you can do
can help this mess
a tiny portion
of the spectrum-
revolutionary
to anarchistic
might be the only hope
to deliver the day
Tuesday 24th May 2022 1:16 pm
The last act
for my last trick
I’ll make
the past disappear
my best illusion
will make you forget
previous disasters
girls sawed in half
will get their
mojos back
volunteer from
the audience won’t feel
any embarrassment
as lights come up
on an empty house
there’s promise of
losing all fear of the dark
Tuesday 24th May 2022 6:27 am
On my app
Panera Bread is preparing your order,
to be delivered between 4:06 and 4:16pm.
Roderick Velloza is putting salad
on your chicken sandwich
while imagining banging Clarisse Mendoza,
who’s bagging the chips
Your order is on the way,
driven by your currier Tareq
who fears his children are being corrupted
by the new “Strazz” dance
and Taki’s extra ...
Saturday 21st May 2022 11:34 pm
birthdays
With free moments
I make sense of the past
stringing moments
into designs of progress
ones chosen
like stones or crafts
set off against
failure, humiliation, and loss
I feel pride
like any enthusiast
child lost in their
own puerile excess
I desire new experiences
to appraise and collect
skating on the curve
between nest and crypt
Saturday 21st May 2022 11:33 pm
Meeting of Minds
what we can agree on
what we will fight for
what we can do without
what will take us to war
the meeting of minds
has been cancelled
we’re trying
to reschedule
we seem to have
a faulty connection
Monday 11th April 2022 10:28 pm
There will always be something else
just when you think it’s done
there’s something more different now
you adjust finding something new
in yourself there’ll always be something else
never thought it’d come to this
here you are with those old emotions
surprised to learn they still exist
unchanging against new challenges
there will always be something else
you embrace it with the h...
Sunday 3rd April 2022 12:05 pm
The situation
The situation is changing by the minute
we can't locate ourselves in it
i hold onto you with just a notion
you look at my device for floatation
when we hold each other
something connects
and things beyond grow distant
when we hold each other
as the weather changes
we find shelter
in these kisses
Friday 1st April 2022 2:00 pm
New music work
...sometimes I get this horrible urge to produce songs instead of poems:
Friday 1st April 2022 10:36 am
Naming It
Swirling the darkness like a smoothie
Hovering just out of reach
Pricking your attention-what’s it doing
Filling you with a vague sense of fear
You grasp for it with both hands
As it starts to materialize
Should you run fuck it or eat
This can’t be decided
Until you can name it
Understand its taxonomy
You can’t frame it
Can’t round it completely
...
Thursday 31st March 2022 11:47 am
Obviously
i’m great
I needed to tell you that
since obviously
you don’t know
you dropped me
for an idiot
now we can all see
the stupid things you do
and I thank you
for dumping me
as we’ve both learned
nothing since
as your silences and
my desires for you let me know
Tuesday 29th March 2022 11:19 pm
Kintsukuroi
their little minds
gang up and decide
to jump upon
your tired shoulders
you know what to do
but it doesn’t soothe
to know there’s
millions of others
you’re gold
I’ve always known
as we go full blown
into tomorrow
your gold fills
cracks of my soul
making strong
what was broken
their tiny drives
lustful eyes
c...
Saturday 26th March 2022 4:50 pm
Singularities
tell me again the year
why am I here
who am I supposed to be
who’s sleeping next to me
am I at a cafe with Jean
back at school with Steve
playing pool with Nousheen
eating vegan ice-cream
I thought I had an advantage
slipping out in time
now I’ve been scrambled
I don’t know what’s mine
what are these things in my place
how did I buy th...
Thursday 17th March 2022 11:41 pm
Bad Actors
Bad Actors
we'll gather all the bad actors
for one last performance
feed them all the attention
they’ve ever wanted
stand on our feet
for waves of applause
remain in our seats
as we open the jaws
feeding them one by one
into the thing
making recordings
of their screams
as they’re stripped
of all dignity
...
Sunday 13th March 2022 3:51 pm
everybody (but us)
You’re crazy
you’re my friend
what an amazing
coincidence
we can talk
the blues away
we remember
everything said
it becomes
our syntax
we go over
the lines again
hitting the beats
Behind the count
what we mean
What we’re about
Saturday 12th March 2022 5:41 pm
Pulchritudinous
I fight for a future
I can’t see
for people
I’ve never met
for a world
that might include me
then again
I don’t know
what I don’t believe
I want to see
it all happen
but I recognize
tyrannies, clocks
and boredom
and I fight
with all my life
against that
deadness inside
against
disappointments sour...
Monday 7th March 2022 12:10 am
Bad Art Warning
The explanation doesn’t work
The label has fallen off
Your efforts to explain fall short
They’ve taken down the bad art
The censor bought a flat
In the room next to your heart
You check your impulses daily
Reporting to the grant committee
Children sit
Bored out of their minds
As the future designs
Billions of plans for their eyes
Sunday 6th March 2022 2:08 pm
Growing up alone
I don’t know why you talk to me
You can see I’m on my own
Nothing you can say can change
Reality I’m growing up alone
Those people called family
Do their own thing they bug me
We share that house
Still looking for a friend in the world
it’s getting pretty dark
Putting up with you because I have to
Just punch me in the face
Instead of torture academ...
Thursday 3rd March 2022 11:05 am
The Ugly Woman
leaves latifundia
votes republican
vacations
in european
social democracies
Sunday 27th February 2022 12:45 pm
Our Designs
Your line touches mine
Together we complete the design
It gets revised rejected
amended unfunded
then somehow becomes
real as law
You designed me better
I used a lot of paper
Until I reached a partial likeness
seen In the eye of the beholder
We feel a resistance against
Everything that’s said then
Then inevitably we become
part...
Sunday 27th February 2022 12:13 pm
Now we wait
haven’t heard their response
start to doubt the story
everything we could count on
has started to fall away
re-examining the premise
can’t prove a thing
it’s gotten to the point where
if others doubt us, we agree
we wait and we wait again
practicing being ourselves
bend and we stretch
trying not make a mess
we rely on each other
we b...
Saturday 26th February 2022 9:46 pm
You bother me
You bother me
not in a good way
I think of you
night and day
I try to predict your thinking
I’m always wrong
I try to read your feelings
I soon give up
whats between us
besides gravity and sex
whats beneath us
that hasn’t happened yet
I could see this
going pretty far
but you bother me
just because
Wednesday 16th February 2022 11:25 pm
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