At peace today
"Let him sleep."
A little voice in her head said.
"He needs a good night's rest."
The voice was now commanding,
"He works so hard all day
And you're so very demanding."
"Okay I hear you, you're right,"
She decided not to put up a fight.
So away he snored,
Next to his little copy -
No sense of time or place,
Taken by rest's embrace.
She was al...
Friday 14th February 2025 8:10 pm
When the world is strange
When the world becomes strange
I know you'll hold me safe
When I am old and I am grey
I know you'll hold me again
Just like I hold you now
My little butterfly
You flit this way and that
Always coming back
Because the world is strange
You ask me if its okay
To fly away again
And I hold you and nod
And away you go again
Always coming back.
I know you'll ho...
Wednesday 8th January 2025 11:37 pm
A mother's tea is always cold
A mother's tea is always cold
Scrabbled together between dish washes
Brewed while the wash is locked and loaded
Or loaded and locked, who even knows?
A mother's tea is always cold.
Over brewed or under, teabag out in thunder
Speed or is it lightning? Who even knows?
A mother's tea is always cold.
When it's hot, there's always time
To pick up messes, clean...
Wednesday 31st July 2024 12:37 am
Mother, wife, house.
Broken. Or tired. I'm not sure.
I couldn't love them any more.
Any more than I already do.
Words are funny things too.
I yearn for the energy to play
All day with my loves. Just play
With a happy, energetic heart.
Yet here I struggle at the start
Just to be present and chirpy
To have the patience of thirty
I feel abandoned at the helm
No help just looks of overwhelm
As if it's my ...
Monday 1st July 2024 9:00 pm
Family Feud
Something happened unexpectedly-
Unexpected to some, some time ago.
Someone was glared at accusingly
By someone who didn't already know.
Something, someone, some time
Has changed and moved forward.
Yet still exists a charge of a crime.
Someone is still looking backward,
Or is it us that are looking away?
Who knows where it all started.
The truth is, its been too long to say
We ne...
Friday 22nd April 2022 12:42 am
Love or Money
You can choose love or money
You can let your love of money
Take over your mind and soul
But then you'll never be whole
You can have your great wealth
Place it at the top of your list
Way above happiness and health
But what if you ever get sick?
You can take your bling bling
To all the places people go
Photographed with all things
But what's after the big show?
I ch...
Sunday 14th February 2021 6:08 pm
Snow
The world seemed white for a while
Even though some were roasting
They fell so perfectly into their pile
Like soldiers from heaven rescuing
They covered our sadness
Glazed over the madness
A distraction from dangers
Landed beautiful strangers
The world seemed white for a while
All the dirt and the darkness covered
By sparkling diamonds with style
Over them we tentatively hove...
Sunday 31st January 2021 4:27 pm
Honestly
Its tough.
Its tough.
Its tough.
I've had enough
Of all this stuff.
The media,
Wikipedia,
Mr Encyclopedia:
They're feeding me lies;
Repeating the same lines;
No idea about our lives.
Giving me grief all the time.
Stay home. Stay apart. Save lives.
Fine. Okay. I'll comply
But please tell me why
Do you constantly defy
The signs that you get?
Honestly, no regret?
I'm tired and...
Thursday 21st January 2021 6:54 pm
A wish
A wish for death
Is heard up high
All our regrets
Released in a sigh
Our wish for death
Is only a thought
Our final breaths
Leave us with nought
A wish for death
Becomes worse
When it's read
In poetry verse
A wish for death
Known to be wrong
Is only ever said
By those not strong
A wish for death
Hurts all the lovers
As it suggests
Loneliness for others
Don't w...
Monday 1st July 2019 11:32 pm
Star crossed love
My love is the sun
He brightens the world
His existence the key
To unlocking me
I am the moon
I wait for my sun
Until he is done
For when we meet
Just for a moment
Then I am alone
Left in the dark
A dim light in the sky
Quiet and shy
A brief moment
Of meeting
In the morning
Passes in delight
Then once again
He brightens the sky
On the other side
I'm evening...
Thursday 2nd August 2018 4:33 pm
Even in the night she writes
She lies in her bed, her electric blanket on
The lights are off, she is warmer than the sun
She likes it this way, it helps her forget
That her sunshine is not ready for her yet
He struggles on his own, stressing alone
The walls he is trying so hard to shatter
Are still standing tall, towering and strong
He feels like his attempts don't matter
When he sleeps, she stays awake
Fi...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 2:34 pm
Problems with the Pedestal
Hey, so, what ya lookin for?
A freak in the sheets
A lady on the streets
A baker and a maid
Who'll clean the kitchen floor?
A beauty contest winner
A professional sweet talker
A super fast dog walker
A pure and chaste sinner
Where do I fall in it all?
Am I pretty enough for you
Skinny enough that I'll do
Am I sweeter than sugar
A fierce and enticing tiger
Who cooks the way you ...
Sunday 24th June 2018 6:13 pm
Imagine a world
What's wrong with a world
Where free movement is free
Where the soil all over is
Neither for you nor for me
Where we can move house
To another island altogether
And not worry about
How to travel wherever
Is it not fair to say
The world belongs to all
Not only just
Those who want it to fall
They destroy our humanity
As they prohibit our freedom
Passp...
Saturday 9th June 2018 2:49 pm
Mind's own darkness
There's a gnawing scratching at the door
It's unlocked but doesn't open easily
The gnawing stops, dropping to the floor
A gentle thud sends shivers so eerie
The door creaks open, slightly ajar now
Edging closer and closer something
Moves slowly towards the gap somehow
It's invisible to those who are seeing
But not to those who are looking carefully
To most, the door opens of its own ac...
Friday 1st June 2018 1:37 am
Pixel
You're just pixels on a screen... now
Little dots, the cutest I've ever seen
I miss when you were with me... how
Did we end up so far apart and lonely?
You shook my life like an earthquake
Drank me like your favourite milkshake
Until we realised it wasn't right for us
Now I miss you more than my early bus
Took you for granted when it was easy
Only I didn't know then I wasn't free
We'...
Thursday 10th May 2018 9:11 pm
A walk down the street
Liquid droplets on my skin
Acid rain? Panic again
Fellow walker on a journey
Smile. It's my style.
Will they smile back? I ask
Yes! He did
Will this one respond in like?
Not quite.
The first sign of cold hard pity.
Not my city.
Maybe now I'll dodge a frown
I'm a clown
A strained reply shows me why
Eyes full of blame.
Why should I feel shame? And now
Disdain.
Monday 9th April 2018 7:50 pm
Universal language
Love speaks to everybody
It's a universal language
It connects us all over the world
We use it to speak globally
Everyone has felt love
And everyone will feel it
It's what connects us humans
And stops us walking alone
Love can crush the world
And lift it back up again
Monday 26th February 2018 1:31 pm
If I die tomorrow
If I die tomorrow
I want you all to know
That I always meant well
My life has been swell
And that's thanks to you all
To my mum most of all
We've argued and fought
But not for a second thought
That the love was lost
Because thats a high cost
To my life especially.
That's why I have hidden
So many awful things
Which by you were forbidden
But life always brings
These trials to...
Sunday 25th February 2018 11:19 pm
Endless optimism
When the sun shines, I just think about you
All the pleasures of this world are not pleasurable
When you're absent from my side.
I await the day our worlds collide
And merge together for once and for all.
Uncertainty riddles my mind
So far the world seems unkind
The beautiful moments made painful
By the gnawing prospect of unfulfillment
It's out of my hands now.
As the sun shine...
Saturday 17th February 2018 2:03 pm
Crossroad
When I think of growing old, you're there
With you I would like to travel everywhere
But something is holding me back
My life is not on a clearly set track
I don't feel warmth or love towards you
Not in the way that I always used to
Something between us has changed
My heart is neither free nor chained
It's seems we're at an impasse
At a crossroads if you will
I'll wait for this da...
Thursday 15th February 2018 11:51 am
I want
I want to be beautiful for you
I want you to be beautiful too
I want us to be perfect together
You deserve to have the best
You deserve to be the best
You deserve us to be perfect
I want to be brilliant for you
I want you to be brilliant too
I want us to both be amazing
We're in the gutter looking at the stars.
I want us to be free of all painful scars.
We're plagued by mis...
Thursday 1st February 2018 11:32 pm
Lingering Promise
You emptied my heart of all it's sorrow
And then promised me a new tomorrow
I sit here and I wait
For news of a date
My patience runs up and down
As I try to eliminate my frown
You promised me a new tomorrow
Now I wait with newfound sorrow
Wednesday 17th January 2018 9:34 am
Ready for you
I am a firecracker
Ready to smack ya
If you look in the wrong direction
Without self correction
I am a gentle wave
Always ready to cave
When you look at me with love
Sent from up above
I am an open ocean
Ready for any commotion
When it looks like you can't cope
I'll be your saving rope
I am a fertile field
Ready to fully yield
When you look green with jealousy
And suc...
Wednesday 20th December 2017 12:42 am
The shell
This skin we're in is just a toy
A functional case that holds us
One our brains train to employ
For uses which are often bogus
The world has made these toys
Into an ever growing commodity
Now it functions to attract boys
As it has done throughout history
But on a level that induces insanity
In most who now desire an upgrade
People have been infected by vanity
By this they do thems...
Monday 18th December 2017 4:30 pm
In the desolate city of my mind
A lifetime spent collecting knowledge
Destroyed in as little as two rotations
A broken heart has collateral damage
All offices shut down; sleeping nations
All manner of motivation is dispelled
From this building and surrounding
Blocks. Residents have been expelled
Only a stubborn few are remaining
This derelict area only has a flicker
Of light. It's coming from a homeless
Hab...
Thursday 14th December 2017 6:07 pm
Integrated
They will accept you, wholeheartedly
For who you are and what you believed
But only if you are like them sincerely
A complete likeness must be achieved
They will include you in their society
As long as you dress like they choose
You're allowed to have your own variety
Of short skirts, tight tops and high shoes
It's a multicultural and integrated city
Where everyone lives in total ha...
Saturday 9th December 2017 1:51 pm
Last resort
Her little heart broke as reality hit
It wasn't really what she'd believed
Her fairytale nightmare didn't fit
All this time she'd been deceived
She wasn't someone special after all
Not in their eyes at all, just a person
Who'd accepted every single flaw
Her gracious heart her big let down
Life was cold and people selfish
As she realised this with a frown
Her little heart began to ...
Monday 4th December 2017 12:36 am
Hole
Sometimes, before I fall asleep,
I close my eyes and try to remember,
Hoping to drift away in the comfort
Of our memories; the time we stole.
From where, I don't know.
But I am sure of this
Instead of peaceful bliss
I receive a kick in my stomach
Too painful to describe
It reaches my chest
Giving me shortness of breath
All sense of comfort is lost
Somewhere in the time that we sto...
Tuesday 28th November 2017 1:06 am
While I wait
Raindrops on tarmac glisten in the winter sun
For the fifth time
It means more to me than it ever has
The world is beautiful and painful in one, cold refreshing breath
The frost melts away, revealing nature's bounties
Bright yellows, deep purples and soothing greens
They dot the land that we walk on, separately.
For the fifth time
As the sun strengthens, shining harder
The stubbo...
Friday 24th November 2017 12:37 am
Lethargy
They don't know how hard it is
To walk, talk and move like this
My body and my health are fine
That's not an issue at this time
Yet for some reason not unknown
My legs are filled with heavy foam
And with every move or footstep
I struggle to catch my breath
It's caught on something strong
Powerful and painfully long
A longing of the greatest kind
One of the heart and entire mind
...
Sunday 5th November 2017 2:04 pm
Unsmiling Clown
I don't have red lipstick
Or big shiny black shoes
Or a big squeaky red nose
Or colourful yellow clothes
But I still feel like a clown
With a permanent frown
With eyes cast right down
Juggling all these balls
Walking down those halls
Full of haunted memories
Some happy others sad
Twisting these balloons
As I look into the rooms
Of a past long gone
No joy in this home
Monday 9th October 2017 10:42 pm
Bursting at the seams
Her lips are sewn shut
Her seams ripping at the sides
She has been stuffed with fluff
Much more than she can hold
Her fragile fabric fraying
As it stretches across her thighs
The stuffing is suffocating
Her stories wanting to be told
Yet peculiarly it's pouring
From within her beating chest
The stuffing slowly flowing
Into her already swollen breast
Her lips are sewn shut
Her...
Monday 25th September 2017 12:32 pm
Love
Love is a funny thing
It makes your heart bleed
And your body sing
It's a vessel to feed;
To fill with your heart's desire
If you should ever fall short
Misery will spread like wildfire
Darkness will shade this port:
As your ship rests here
Beacons of light appear far
The air is thick with fear
The water is filled with tar
If the sun should rise
On this darkened shore
...
Wednesday 6th September 2017 8:22 pm
Control
Tears roll back into her eyes
As she remembers she is not
Alone. Not in the literal sense.
Her muted heartbeat aching
To shout out about everything
That's hidden deep inside it.
Tears roll back into her eyes
Just as she comes to realise
That she must always be wise
That to let the heartache flow
Would then let everyone know
That something is very amiss
That her heart is far ...
Tuesday 5th September 2017 10:35 pm
The screen virus
I was in peace. Now I'm not.
In a matter of mere seconds
All of that peace was forgot
A few thoughts is all it took
To take me from that to this
Unsettled burning eyeballs
Moments ago was pure bliss
Now screen spoiled sleep
Is what I fall into.
Sunday 3rd September 2017 11:21 pm
Siren
Music blares and we cast our stares
In the direction of its hypnotic beat
The air waves shudder as our hairs
Stand to attention as we tap our feet.
The silence is forced to make way
For the rhythm of restless instruments
The sound of music disturbs the day
Masking the truth of Earth's elements
Now this music that is filling your head
Used to be knowledge and books instead.
Tuesday 22nd August 2017 5:27 pm
Bus
A morose feeling develops
A wallowing state envelops
The consciousness we know
As we wait for buses so slow
Feet rooted to the ground
Agitated, looking around
For that rolling red room
That will take us all home
Mouths dry, minds distant
Our thoughts wander away
Then the red so persistent
Comes rolling on our way.
Monday 21st August 2017 5:09 pm
Fading sun
I wish I wasn't here
I wish I'd disappear
The face in the mirror
Isn't any clearer
There's no place for me
I'm no use to anybody
I can't even fake a smile
It's been a real long while
This hidden love
Forbidden dove
That's not the problem now
The problem was me anyhow
I wish I was gone
Fading into the sun
The face in the mirror
Isn't any clearer
Thursday 17th August 2017 5:40 pm
Do I smell funny?
You ever get the feeling that you smell like curry?
Now I'm not being racist or trying to be funny
It is just a simple thing that I have observed
Whenever I leave my house it's quite absurd
I smell like centuries of mastering flavour
Of spices and mixes that one should savour
Of happy childhood memories in the kitchen
Where food is not just boiled veg and chicken
But a lifetime of exper...
Sunday 23rd July 2017 12:52 am
The Misery Drum
This world is full of dark places
Horrible, cold and unfeeling spaces
Where misery haunts us like a drum
Beating silently with no true form
But in every miserable dark place
There is always a familiar face
One who can make your day
Who makes you want to stay
The beating of the misery drum
Becomes a faint and distant hum
As the happy sound of laughter
Averts your attention from...
Friday 21st July 2017 8:26 pm
Broken
My dreams were made of your absence
Dust collected from your existence
Extinguished only when my eyes open
Even then your absence left me broken
My every breath craved your heart beat
Stopping and starting until we next meet
Your warmth became a distant oasis
My mind conjured up meeting places
Now things are becoming a little different
My mind has become a lot more resistant
My dre...
Wednesday 12th July 2017 8:01 pm
A bit of a choke
What is with this new trend?
It's driving me around the bend
Girls are being turned into pets
With collars around their necks
A necklace I can understand
They often look rather grand
Costing up to or over a grand
Gold, diamond and pearl
Perfect way to treat your girl
But this rope around the throat
Really doesn't float my boat
Almost like a self harm phase
As girls take ...
Monday 10th July 2017 4:39 pm
Sister theif
It brings me joy to watch your face
As when I bring things to our place
Your eyes light up with a little spark
That shows this thing is your mark
So the next time I see the thing I got
It will not ever be in its proper spot
It will always be upon your person
As you're not in the least fearsome
That I will start to huff and puff
When I see you take all my stuff
Because it bring m...
Tuesday 20th June 2017 2:30 pm
A little something to eat
These hunger pangs
Are in salivary glands
No malnutrition
Or double vision
Just mental desire
For what is dire
For the body and soul
As it becomes a goal
To eat to be happier
The body gets flappier
As we lose inhibitions
And old traditions
Of meat and two veg
Of brown toast and egg
Now pancakes and syrups
Fizzy drinks and hiccups
Gassy stomachs and minds
As we indulge in al...
Saturday 27th May 2017 8:44 pm
Train Tracks
They built the trains in the fields
Away from all the city folk
They built the trains in the fields
Away from all the city smoke
They built the trains in the fields
Where the poor sheep do graze
They built the trains in the fields
Where the poor sheep do gaze
They built the trains in the fields
To hide the noise and smoke
They built the trains in the fields
As if it was some ki...
Friday 19th May 2017 8:57 am
Risk it
Dip a toe in the ocean
Risk your pride for fun
See what comes of it
You may go for a swim.
Saturday 6th May 2017 10:12 am
Let me tell you something
Let me tell you
That the world is broken
That the rich have spoken
Let me tell you
That there is no hope left
That the world has gone deaf
Let me tell you
That morals have vanished
That people are famished
Let me tell you
That we will always have tea
That others aren't so lucky
Let me tell you
That I've tried and failed
That greed prevailed
Let me tell you
That the mean hav...
Saturday 29th April 2017 3:04 am
Don't speak
Eloquence comes in the darkest places
The body may not have strength to move
But intelligence is found beyond faces
The written word is where I am to prove
I may not speak well or with joy
But assembling letters for the world
Is the weapon that I will deploy
Without ever having to speak a word
My demeanour is full of nervousness
People can see my agitation clearly
But what th...
Wednesday 19th April 2017 12:37 am
Hard
It's getting too hard
Even after coming so far
I can't handle it anymore
I don't want to play this card
The grief that it will cause
Is not worth it after all
Its not really my call
I can't do this anymore
I'm telling you honestly
This is too hard for me
We need to move on and see
If we can be happy
Somewhere else
With someone else
Just stop this now
Forget about how
...
Tuesday 18th April 2017 12:06 pm
Suspicion
Suspicion floods my brain
Over taking the blood flow
It feels like a speeding train
An idea that will just grow
Truth- something I'll never know.
Thursday 6th April 2017 6:40 am
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