Ready for you
I am a firecracker
Ready to smack ya
If you look in the wrong direction
Without self correction
I am a gentle wave
Always ready to cave
When you look at me with love
Sent from up above
I am an open ocean
Ready for any commotion
When it looks like you can't cope
I'll be your saving rope
I am a fertile field
Ready to fully yield
When you look green with jealousy
And suc...
Wednesday 20th December 2017 12:42 am
The shell
This skin we're in is just a toy
A functional case that holds us
One our brains train to employ
For uses which are often bogus
The world has made these toys
Into an ever growing commodity
Now it functions to attract boys
As it has done throughout history
But on a level that induces insanity
In most who now desire an upgrade
People have been infected by vanity
By this they do thems...
Monday 18th December 2017 4:30 pm
In the desolate city of my mind
A lifetime spent collecting knowledge
Destroyed in as little as two rotations
A broken heart has collateral damage
All offices shut down; sleeping nations
All manner of motivation is dispelled
From this building and surrounding
Blocks. Residents have been expelled
Only a stubborn few are remaining
This derelict area only has a flicker
Of light. It's coming from a homeless
Hab...
Thursday 14th December 2017 6:07 pm
Integrated
They will accept you, wholeheartedly
For who you are and what you believed
But only if you are like them sincerely
A complete likeness must be achieved
They will include you in their society
As long as you dress like they choose
You're allowed to have your own variety
Of short skirts, tight tops and high shoes
It's a multicultural and integrated city
Where everyone lives in total ha...
Saturday 9th December 2017 1:51 pm
Last resort
Her little heart broke as reality hit
It wasn't really what she'd believed
Her fairytale nightmare didn't fit
All this time she'd been deceived
She wasn't someone special after all
Not in their eyes at all, just a person
Who'd accepted every single flaw
Her gracious heart her big let down
Life was cold and people selfish
As she realised this with a frown
Her little heart began to ...
Monday 4th December 2017 12:36 am
Hole
Sometimes, before I fall asleep,
I close my eyes and try to remember,
Hoping to drift away in the comfort
Of our memories; the time we stole.
From where, I don't know.
But I am sure of this
Instead of peaceful bliss
I receive a kick in my stomach
Too painful to describe
It reaches my chest
Giving me shortness of breath
All sense of comfort is lost
Somewhere in the time that we sto...
Tuesday 28th November 2017 1:06 am
While I wait
Raindrops on tarmac glisten in the winter sun
For the fifth time
It means more to me than it ever has
The world is beautiful and painful in one, cold refreshing breath
The frost melts away, revealing nature's bounties
Bright yellows, deep purples and soothing greens
They dot the land that we walk on, separately.
For the fifth time
As the sun strengthens, shining harder
The stubbo...
Friday 24th November 2017 12:37 am
Lethargy
They don't know how hard it is
To walk, talk and move like this
My body and my health are fine
That's not an issue at this time
Yet for some reason not unknown
My legs are filled with heavy foam
And with every move or footstep
I struggle to catch my breath
It's caught on something strong
Powerful and painfully long
A longing of the greatest kind
One of the heart and entire mind
...
Sunday 5th November 2017 2:04 pm
Unsmiling Clown
I don't have red lipstick
Or big shiny black shoes
Or a big squeaky red nose
Or colourful yellow clothes
But I still feel like a clown
With a permanent frown
With eyes cast right down
Juggling all these balls
Walking down those halls
Full of haunted memories
Some happy others sad
Twisting these balloons
As I look into the rooms
Of a past long gone
No joy in this home
Monday 9th October 2017 10:42 pm
Bursting at the seams
Her lips are sewn shut
Her seams ripping at the sides
She has been stuffed with fluff
Much more than she can hold
Her fragile fabric fraying
As it stretches across her thighs
The stuffing is suffocating
Her stories wanting to be told
Yet peculiarly it's pouring
From within her beating chest
The stuffing slowly flowing
Into her already swollen breast
Her lips are sewn shut
Her...
Monday 25th September 2017 12:32 pm
Love
Love is a funny thing
It makes your heart bleed
And your body sing
It's a vessel to feed;
To fill with your heart's desire
If you should ever fall short
Misery will spread like wildfire
Darkness will shade this port:
As your ship rests here
Beacons of light appear far
The air is thick with fear
The water is filled with tar
If the sun should rise
On this darkened shore
...
Wednesday 6th September 2017 8:22 pm
Control
Tears roll back into her eyes
As she remembers she is not
Alone. Not in the literal sense.
Her muted heartbeat aching
To shout out about everything
That's hidden deep inside it.
Tears roll back into her eyes
Just as she comes to realise
That she must always be wise
That to let the heartache flow
Would then let everyone know
That something is very amiss
That her heart is far ...
Tuesday 5th September 2017 10:35 pm
The screen virus
I was in peace. Now I'm not.
In a matter of mere seconds
All of that peace was forgot
A few thoughts is all it took
To take me from that to this
Unsettled burning eyeballs
Moments ago was pure bliss
Now screen spoiled sleep
Is what I fall into.
Sunday 3rd September 2017 11:21 pm
Siren
Music blares and we cast our stares
In the direction of its hypnotic beat
The air waves shudder as our hairs
Stand to attention as we tap our feet.
The silence is forced to make way
For the rhythm of restless instruments
The sound of music disturbs the day
Masking the truth of Earth's elements
Now this music that is filling your head
Used to be knowledge and books instead.
Tuesday 22nd August 2017 5:27 pm
Bus
A morose feeling develops
A wallowing state envelops
The consciousness we know
As we wait for buses so slow
Feet rooted to the ground
Agitated, looking around
For that rolling red room
That will take us all home
Mouths dry, minds distant
Our thoughts wander away
Then the red so persistent
Comes rolling on our way.
Monday 21st August 2017 5:09 pm
Fading sun
I wish I wasn't here
I wish I'd disappear
The face in the mirror
Isn't any clearer
There's no place for me
I'm no use to anybody
I can't even fake a smile
It's been a real long while
This hidden love
Forbidden dove
That's not the problem now
The problem was me anyhow
I wish I was gone
Fading into the sun
The face in the mirror
Isn't any clearer
Thursday 17th August 2017 5:40 pm
Do I smell funny?
You ever get the feeling that you smell like curry?
Now I'm not being racist or trying to be funny
It is just a simple thing that I have observed
Whenever I leave my house it's quite absurd
I smell like centuries of mastering flavour
Of spices and mixes that one should savour
Of happy childhood memories in the kitchen
Where food is not just boiled veg and chicken
But a lifetime of exper...
Sunday 23rd July 2017 12:52 am
The Misery Drum
This world is full of dark places
Horrible, cold and unfeeling spaces
Where misery haunts us like a drum
Beating silently with no true form
But in every miserable dark place
There is always a familiar face
One who can make your day
Who makes you want to stay
The beating of the misery drum
Becomes a faint and distant hum
As the happy sound of laughter
Averts your attention from...
Friday 21st July 2017 8:26 pm
Broken
My dreams were made of your absence
Dust collected from your existence
Extinguished only when my eyes open
Even then your absence left me broken
My every breath craved your heart beat
Stopping and starting until we next meet
Your warmth became a distant oasis
My mind conjured up meeting places
Now things are becoming a little different
My mind has become a lot more resistant
My dre...
Wednesday 12th July 2017 8:01 pm
A bit of a choke
What is with this new trend?
It's driving me around the bend
Girls are being turned into pets
With collars around their necks
A necklace I can understand
They often look rather grand
Costing up to or over a grand
Gold, diamond and pearl
Perfect way to treat your girl
But this rope around the throat
Really doesn't float my boat
Almost like a self harm phase
As girls take ...
Monday 10th July 2017 4:39 pm
Sister theif
It brings me joy to watch your face
As when I bring things to our place
Your eyes light up with a little spark
That shows this thing is your mark
So the next time I see the thing I got
It will not ever be in its proper spot
It will always be upon your person
As you're not in the least fearsome
That I will start to huff and puff
When I see you take all my stuff
Because it bring m...
Tuesday 20th June 2017 2:30 pm
A little something to eat
These hunger pangs
Are in salivary glands
No malnutrition
Or double vision
Just mental desire
For what is dire
For the body and soul
As it becomes a goal
To eat to be happier
The body gets flappier
As we lose inhibitions
And old traditions
Of meat and two veg
Of brown toast and egg
Now pancakes and syrups
Fizzy drinks and hiccups
Gassy stomachs and minds
As we indulge in al...
Saturday 27th May 2017 8:44 pm
Train Tracks
They built the trains in the fields
Away from all the city folk
They built the trains in the fields
Away from all the city smoke
They built the trains in the fields
Where the poor sheep do graze
They built the trains in the fields
Where the poor sheep do gaze
They built the trains in the fields
To hide the noise and smoke
They built the trains in the fields
As if it was some ki...
Friday 19th May 2017 8:57 am
Risk it
Dip a toe in the ocean
Risk your pride for fun
See what comes of it
You may go for a swim.
Saturday 6th May 2017 10:12 am
Let me tell you something
Let me tell you
That the world is broken
That the rich have spoken
Let me tell you
That there is no hope left
That the world has gone deaf
Let me tell you
That morals have vanished
That people are famished
Let me tell you
That we will always have tea
That others aren't so lucky
Let me tell you
That I've tried and failed
That greed prevailed
Let me tell you
That the mean hav...
Saturday 29th April 2017 3:04 am
Don't speak
Eloquence comes in the darkest places
The body may not have strength to move
But intelligence is found beyond faces
The written word is where I am to prove
I may not speak well or with joy
But assembling letters for the world
Is the weapon that I will deploy
Without ever having to speak a word
My demeanour is full of nervousness
People can see my agitation clearly
But what th...
Wednesday 19th April 2017 12:37 am
Hard
It's getting too hard
Even after coming so far
I can't handle it anymore
I don't want to play this card
The grief that it will cause
Is not worth it after all
Its not really my call
I can't do this anymore
I'm telling you honestly
This is too hard for me
We need to move on and see
If we can be happy
Somewhere else
With someone else
Just stop this now
Forget about how
...
Tuesday 18th April 2017 12:06 pm
Suspicion
Suspicion floods my brain
Over taking the blood flow
It feels like a speeding train
An idea that will just grow
Truth- something I'll never know.
Thursday 6th April 2017 6:40 am
The Garden
Little blue butterflies
Luscious green grass
The sun in our eyes
River as clear as glass
Fluorescent fuchsia flowers
Bold yellow buttercups
No commitments for hours
Plenty of time for hugs
Pearly white daisies
Trees whisper the wind
Getting lost in your gazes
As the baby birds sing
Clothed in cosy cotton
Resting our battered bones
All worries now forgotten
The lively beehive d...
Monday 3rd April 2017 6:25 pm
The Art of Cheating
We sit across from each other
People think he's my brother
He'll hold my hand discretely
Where no-one's able to see
At the back of a warm cafe
On a beautiful, warm sunny day
In the art gallery of all places
Filled with unfamiliar faces
No-one knows us up here
No-one we know will appear
We sit and talk for hours
Yet time is still never ours
As we talk we steal little glances
Ones w...
Saturday 1st April 2017 10:21 pm
The wind
My whole world is reflected in your face
I can't believe I've finally found the place
Which could be my mind's saving grace
Such symmetry in the way we orbit life
It's like our paths were designed to unite
To alleviate all the suffering and strife
Which is life's reminder that it's all trite
This world was not meant for the soul
A pitstop on the road to meeting a goal
Which will surel...
Friday 31st March 2017 12:15 am
Wait
I sit and wait
I'm desperate
For life's start
There's an art
To patience
I'm hasty, eager
Wanting sooner
Rather than later
Now over forever.
But I know to wait
And I'll wait & wait
Until I'm not great
Dead on a plate
I'll still wait
I trust Fate
So I wait.
Tuesday 28th March 2017 1:36 am
Strange ground
He opened the door
I looked to the floor
I was in my country
That is, technically
But it felt so different
A moment in front
In a time where finally
I was to potentially
See what it looked like
If to his world I did hike
He led me through
To a place I knew
There was a change
And it felt so strange
Nothing had altered
My mind had faltered
I had been here before
When I'd...
Sunday 26th March 2017 8:51 pm
Distant
I want to express my worries to you
But every time that I am prepared to
You are too far away, out of my reach
And what I say sounds like a screech
As I muster the words to speak out
About all the things I'd like to shout.
You're always so tired, always stressed
And I want to tell you: I too am depressed
But my words make it seem like a cry
For attention, as if it's some kind of lie
...
Sunday 26th March 2017 11:37 am
A knock on the door
There is a knock on the door
Our eyes are cast to the floor
We don't understand any more
What is all of this even for?
Time is quickly running out
We do know what it's about
That knock freaked us out
It's opportunity's lil' scout
The door should open wide
And we should go for the ride
But we'll just cower and hide
As fear drowns us like a tide.
Tuesday 21st March 2017 11:25 pm
Insecure
I know he's here with me
But does he want what's on TV?
I know he likes to have what I can give
But is that because he's close to where I live?
I know he looks around
And not only at the ground
But that's fine by me
Because so do we
Women can see
Most men are the same
They don't play the game
But they have a wondering eye
That will never really die
But is it because I'm not ...
Saturday 4th March 2017 11:08 pm
What are we?
Are we story tellers?
Or are we poets?
Are we bullshit sellers?
Or do we really know it?
Are we has-been-s?
Or never-will-be-s?
Are we state of the art?
Or just lonely old fa...?
Enough of the questions
I have some suggestions
We're deep thinkers
Slow drinkers
Emotional heroes
Social no-gos
Hidden away inside
Away from the tide
Of human matter
And all the chatter
Lon...
Thursday 2nd March 2017 11:43 pm
Sad song
The day is long
My mind is weary
I've lost the song
That tells my story
My heart is broken
From all the trouble
That goes unspoken
Outside our bubble
My head is spinning
My patience worn
Sadness is winning
A countenance forlorn.
Thursday 2nd March 2017 10:25 pm
Selfish
I hate you
You took me
And I hate you
You didn't ask
You just did
Did what you want
You didn't care
You said you did
But you were selfish
I hate you
You took me
Because you wanted to
You took me
But you didn't have funds
You didn't have means
You took me
But you couldn't keep me
So you dropped me
Left me
I hate you
For taking me
Without being sure
Without being s...
Monday 27th February 2017 11:49 pm
Noise
There's a constant buzz buzz buzz
I don't know where it's come from
Or why it's so loud in my ears
It's making my head spin
And it's really grinding my gears
Noise noise noise.
So many thoughts
None have I sought
They just suddenly came
But it feels like a shame
To make them disappear
From out of my poor ear
So many thoughts
Painful and strong
They're all that you've cau...
Saturday 25th February 2017 9:01 pm
Awry
It's cold outside, inside, on every side
I'm in the house, in a blanket, yet still
It's cold outside, inside, on every side
The blanket is so soft, so lovely, until
It's cold outside, inside, on every side
My heart is beating and screaming
The house is oh so silently shrill
With all the beating and screaming
Of my frantic heart, oh how dull
Is all the beating and the screaming
E...
Friday 17th February 2017 12:35 am
City slicker
Those London brokers
Them city smokers
The ones in long coats
With pockets full of notes
Tall as the sky scrapers
Real life Donald Drapers
Bad-ass money makers
Young movers and shakers
Well groomed hair and faces
Perfectly tied shoe laces
Bodies as ripped as their wallets
Dodging all of life's bullets
They walk along Oxford Street
Ignoring everyone they meet
Now they're n...
Wednesday 8th February 2017 8:15 pm
Excuses
I tug and pull and tug and pull
I've been doing this for ages
I tug and pull and tug and pull
Nothing ever changes
I tug and pull and tug and pull
It's making me go crazy
I tug and pull and tug and pull
People think I'm lazy
I tug and pull and tug and pull
I'm doing my best to save me
I tug and pull and tug and pull
A mess is all that they see
I tug and pull and tug and pu...
Tuesday 31st January 2017 12:01 am
Painfully Unique
I am the opposite of what the world wants
It's asking me to be someone I cant be
My mind is filled with I should but I can'ts
I prefer modesty and humility over beauty
People look at me and make assumptions
Her head is empty, her free will is taken
I can't ever amend their presumptions
I can only continue to be mistaken
I struggle, I shan't lie about it
It troubles me a lot
I li...
Thursday 12th January 2017 9:29 pm
You're too complacent
A stranger in my own skin
Even I don't know where I've been
My mind is always distracted
Don't know what I've contracted
My heart beat makes quite a din
You can hear it if you're listenin'
It's when I think of you
I don't know what to do
I bet you don't know who
I am or even what I do
I'm lying to myself
You know me better
Better than anyone else
I regret what we did
Who...
Tuesday 10th January 2017 1:33 am
Bar of soap
Like a bar of soap
You can't grasp me
You can't clasp me
Your hands are covered
In the foam that I left
You think I'm essential
But I can be replaced
My alternatives are many
And better than me
Better for you
Easier to grasp
Monday 9th January 2017 10:41 am
Where are the wise ones?
I remember a time when
The elders ruled the world
They knew what to do and say
What was right and wrong
I don't know what happened
But look at us now
The young are lost
And so are we
Where did the wisdom go?
Where are the wise ones now?
Saturday 7th January 2017 6:02 pm
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