escalera ii (11/22/2020)
a compartment opens like a battery pack
phials of vitriol, brand names
changing out weekly like gods
stale breath rolling forwards
bare syllables
and newsprint tattoos
stamped sideways on sclera.
and we fuck
twisting by the white of our eyes
desperate to void each others' gaze :
Thresher be praised
it works .
another day gone and forgotten
triumphant brass blaring
Nere t...
Sunday 22nd November 2020 2:05 pm
grains of idolatry
tooth-split and mulched
spit down into living beds
cemeteries of words
nere uttered in forgiveness.
falling
in slow motion
like marine snow
sustaining
but out of resentfulness
out of spite
falling
to emulate life:
there is breathing, certainly
and dreaming
and this
ashen sustenance
but to call it living might be a farce
might be a reluctance t...
Friday 9th October 2020 8:53 pm
dare you to tell me you don't get it (07/05/2020)
crystalline echos
of webs run jagged
collapsing against the face
of what history wrought.
winds stripping flesh:
the immolate cries
at a thousand stakes
freed from the old mortar
churned under one hundred years
by the twisting abuse of saints.
you'll know me
by the raw and torn:
by the salted splines
of feathers shorn
bristling under embers
and by ire
you'll know m...
Sunday 5th July 2020 3:01 pm
missed
splintered saints
laced with dentene words
all pearly white
Like the gates made
of the bones of slain fae
in the conquest nobody talks about
in bibles, beloved
but really they're just pocket protectors:
drivers of us snake-folk,
catchers of miraculous stray bullets,
and the low fruit of cherries picked
held up on high--
higher even than the lichens
that broke the sacred rocks
...
Thursday 25th June 2020 3:56 am
arrow 0550 (06/16/2020)
sinew cord
plucked, an open-mouthed note
stretched and wracked upon the straight and narrow
tho unfurling,
and dishevelled
spake be the promises of paradise
by feel.
a chorus of arrows in the rain
heart-bound
there are full orchestras that struggle their whole lives
to play an ode to silence:
bliss-struck, half parted lips
at a sunrise of bathroom sink bleach
and menthol ci...
Tuesday 16th June 2020 12:58 pm
sine wave II (05/19/2020)
the low spot
familiar hammock,
hung loping
silken tar pit
draping and folding;
a salve of shirked living
soothing until it's not
until it's too heavy
until it's a mountain too smooth and soft to climb
until my limbs rend
salted and wet
slow-cooked into apathy.
exhaustion press'd
(rye and ginger, lemon, soda
left half emptied
beaded condensations le...
Tuesday 19th May 2020 2:41 pm
. (maybe if I don't title it, it can stay unread, and it won't be real)) (05/01/2020)
1. 'i would go out a lot when I was young. I think most people do. It's the time of your life where you feel like you need to test your legs, see what fitsm how else do you come to understand who you are, right?
I was just trying to have fun. I was out to have a good time. I was out to have a good time, until I wasn't.
Sometimes, you climb real high, as high as you can go. Just t...
Friday 1st May 2020 3:09 pm
script 7 (05/01/2020)
[hockey game by STC starts to play]
HELLO OUT THERE
HELLO OUT THERE
HELLO OUT THERE
HELLO OUT THERE
HELLO OUT THERE
HELLO OUT THERE
H--
[camera pans back, back and back and out into orbit, into our solar system]
hello out there
hello out there
hello out there
hello out there
[out to the asteroid belt as the radio bands picked up from further and further back in histo...
Friday 1st May 2020 3:03 pm
BBQ vodka (04/29/2020)
cues caught in smoke
swallowed iron, made malleable
by the heavy forkes tongues
of embellished pleasantries.
in the coals, we pray
to find our best selves
And thru temperance
make them better.
ride, pale horses, ride
ride wretched and clean
vein-sewn with pride :
a vanity too large
to seek the the small and deep fissures
wherein lies the livelihood of
us: sooten worsh...
Wednesday 29th April 2020 4:53 pm
tide pod (04/25/2020)
beneath the crushing boots of time
the smoothed teeth of chattering maws
insisting that a loud pulpit is best
in spite of souring bedrock
it is your sun-picked bones
my sons shall find
like petrified feather splines :
mere pinpricks and
pocket sized nothings
rattling against the rocks
in riverbeds
the echo and wash of your misfortunes.
and your tragedy will be writ
with...
Saturday 25th April 2020 2:10 pm
and for all the black earth in my nails
of which bed have I finally earned sleep?
milling and tumbling endlessly
scraping and planting
in flesh-tolled toil
machete-pacing a tract in the floor
until it becomes a fissure
and that animal is no more.
smoothed out by life's sandy trials
a shape named me
whittled an atom at a time
to finally fit the slot and turn
with a we...
Thursday 16th April 2020 1:51 pm
atlantic/s (03/28/2020)
imagine doing the thankless job of rivets
hold together, you beleaguered son of a bitch
hold together, this heaving, creaking hull
this, sinking, stinking patchwork glory
made at the end of so many stubbed cigars
held wet, by the mouth
while two busy hands
idled towards retirement , pounding away
christening by the light of midnight oils, annointed
(10 in 1!)
in the warbled so...
Sunday 29th March 2020 1:32 pm
placeholder for something darker II (03/25/2020)
the long and loping ache
of the seizing loop called
Aorta
crimped by a lifetime
of sacrifice to the dogs
of electrochemistry:
wrung beats from the feverish sweat
of bedmates and
those kinds of friendships that die in shared smoke
Rising: fragile broken birds
whose abalone pieces remain
imprinted christmases on my blood
trading one tether for another
to let loose and limp
the w...
Friday 27th March 2020 11:18 pm
you can probably guess the title, there's a theme going here (03/09/2020)
sitting
at the bottom
of a well
everything looks so small from down here.
as a close acquaintance to nothing
I can tell you that time is relative to
the steps I take towards a biological death
but not the wrath and reaping in-depth
well-lit and liked
by a narrow spoonful of silver moonlight.
were it so easy to call it
death
but down here time remains bereft
cobblestones worn sm...
Monday 9th March 2020 8:57 pm
a placeholder for something darker (03/03/2020)
please don't talk to me about
how all addicts should be put to death
If you've never cracked the joke:
"Ah, I've had two drinks. Now I'm finally sober.
Now I'm finally me"
and been right.
;
please don't talk to me about those
milk-fed good vibes
and treat me like a tumor
when my legs finally break from
the weight of the world relieved by me
doomed to glue-...
Tuesday 3rd March 2020 1:41 pm
Recycle (03/02/2020)
a spiral of ribs
detaching like plugs
splitting like looming nodes
shredding red, tight ribbons
with a snap only as audible as your mind allows.
unplug, unplug, unplug
unzip, all the way down
spindles going slack
slack and spooling, loosed,
uncontrolled tensility
A freefall.
to unravel all of what could've made me
if it only had the strength
to endure these crushing molar...
Tuesday 3rd March 2020 4:51 am
one in the chamber
the world will always be a terrible place if you decide what's coming out of my mouth before I say anything.
Before you even know my name , you've already decided who I am and the min max of what I have to say.
and then we don't even have a conversation, you just scry keywords and wait for your chance to talk.
it goes nowhere
and when it goes nowhere, you consider that a victory.
an...
Wednesday 26th February 2020 7:42 pm
ashigaru I (02/14/2020)
IT IS A DAMNING BLOODLESS TIME TO BE ALIVE AND IN LOVE
CHASTIZED
CIRCUMVENTING TURTLE DOVES
AT THE SPEED
OF WAR:
preface this
in a wake of what roves
what undulates beneath the wreaths of painted doors
in front of what should be a door step
a stoop
instead lays the view
from half way down
approaching the abyssal zone
and here we float
an echo in the deep
amongst echoes in the deep
...
Saturday 15th February 2020 12:55 am
Athings I see when I close my eyes 2
a couple moves into a house
there's a bed in the basement. One of them cannot leave it -- there is a pleasant, numbing tiredness that keeps her there. There is an inexplicable weight. A presence and a draw, crushing gradually more and more tightly. The man feels it too. They lay together, crushed tighter and tighter. The woman has been in there for days. Her bones are crushed by the bodies of th...
Wednesday 5th February 2020 2:22 pm
50 dollars buys less every day (01/25/2020)
this old couch
a rested place
of day dreams :
A sanctum for the spittle of birds
breaking in with the early dawn.
and each window, in the winter
a mouth of frost,
vignettes of cold rolling thru the glass with ease
i can feel my breath on my teeth
heating and cooling these tines
tuning truths on a good day
hoping for just
white lies on all the rest :
mild discomforts, acid...
Saturday 25th January 2020 2:23 pm
some of these are lies in the future (01/17/2019)
I knew someone that was all torn up about my having people comment on some of my works as a poet, tearfully saying "everyone loves you as you are."
well, no.
Not everyone does.
But Id like to think I appreciate the ones that do.
And as I got older, my tools for sussing out who didn't got sharper
or maybe im just a likeable person
or maybe I don't fixate on the parts of the world I cann...
Friday 17th January 2020 2:36 pm
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