Break The Loop
Playground names that don’t break bones
but lodge beneath the skin
Teenage taunts that build a wall and
haunt the life still to be lived
Endlessly repeated unless we break the loop
Malintent, working torment, war of words
and power games, 9-5 hostility
Cunning insult greased by wine, each line etched
with fear and fright of losing face and shine
Endlessly repeated unless we break the loop
Weakness we should understand, why the
underhanded snake behaves in such a cruel way
Emerges from a house of hurt where scabs are picked
repeatedly, granulating pain
Endlessly repeated unless we break the loop
The void so urgently concealed merely reveals
the sad and aching child inside
Endlessly repeated until we break the loop
Caustic, corrosive, abrasive, defensive -
this mordant mouthing attempts to
replace all the pain and the fear,
the dread and despair.
Display to intimidate, aggravate,
bait and coerce;
cajole and provoke,
to dominate, place
the self in a chain
of command with no rear and no front.
Never to liberate
self or another,
imprison the weakness and feelings
of bullies who bully because
they were shown.
L / O / O / P
Break the loop
Cate Greenlees
Thu 24th Nov 2011 17:55
A very strong and thought provoking poem Laura. The first four lines resonated with me particularly as I was anti bullying co ordinator for many years in a school. Breaking the loop can be very hard to do for most children as they live in fear of reprisal from the bullies if they tell, and as you point out it is an ongoing loop to perpetrate on others what has been done to themselves.
Most schools are well aware of the problem these days, and appoint an arbitrator to deal with such problems. I would love to have had this poem to discuss with my children if I was still dealing with this.
Cate xx