Please believe i was lost before this
You have limited yourself to me
How can I know anything
Besides that I was already fucked
Before you met me
I want you to not be the honest
Man you are being
But I cant ask that
To remake you
Change you into a lesser being
You don’t deserve someone
Who'd ask you to.
And I think the silence you give me
Is you saying you know it to
You have been trying to let g...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 6:09 am
Things have changed
My heart over powers my head lately
Must be linked to my stomach
I'm always feeling sick
Things changed
My person has opened up
I've been shut down for so long
I require drastic change
Shame is what I'm swimming in
I don’t feel guilty I just hate
Knowing how you are going to look at me
I never know what you think
I feel like you will just settle with me
Instead ...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 6:04 am
I see too much
You had me finally sleeping
Of you I started dreaming
they were made up images
My eyes haven't had the chance
To witness your vivid image.
What happen for me to ache so bad?
I don’t understand this.
How is it you I miss
You are no where
I cant be there
I've never held your hand
Your eyes I have not stared into
Though you are every where.
Without you I can not...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 5:58 am
Heartsick
I understand, I know.
When you look at me
I'm not much else but a ghost.
That needs to let go…
Not everything you've done to me
I've been trying so hard to fix my problems
I've turned are lives into one
Its not you
Understand this for me
You work hard for your girls
I understand I'm disappointing
My words hurt I know
I wish you could see the dark place
F...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 5:44 am
Selfish
Its so much easier
not thinking for yourself
To not be yourself
To not care for yourself.
You hurt less people
You don’t get in the way
You make people happy
Your feelings just go away.
Deep down inside
You know you are screwed
That one day soon
Someone is going to wake
Something inside of you.
Confusing how its not yourself
That opened up t...
Wednesday 21st September 2016 5:31 am
If you reminded me
If you showed me you loved me in return
If you can handle who I give to you
My love would engulf you
Physically, emotionally, mentally, passionately
I'd be all for you.
If you gave me your body I'd nourish it
Empower it
Adore it
My love would be the kind
To push you to the sky
Wrap you in warm golden light
Numbing all senses
Except highlighting your happiness's
...Monday 19th September 2016 6:56 am
Weak
I was not aware how weak I was,
Till I felt your voice,
The reaction I had to you
As my new favorite song.
I had no choice
After you I was going
To bad if where I was headed
Was wrong.
How the minute my soul awakened
from a pit so far down
it be considered a ghost,
God need not help me then
for he knew I was long gone
already down on my knee's
decidin...
Monday 19th September 2016 6:47 am
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