Last Orders
The first thing we had to clear was the one
he prized the most: the cluttered pinewood bar
he’d salvaged from a neighbour moving on
at the end of the nineteen seventies.
Embalmed in a gloopy coat of varnish
that set to a brittle sheen, it lacked retro chic,
scuffed down to the wood along its edges,
its surface crazed with memories.
In the days when family came ...
Friday 14th March 2025 9:47 am
Selmer
It wasn’t the music that drew him,
not at first, but the shape it made
on a stand and the way it took
the light, staring back at him
from the pawnshop window.
And so he decided then and there
he’d learn to play it, taking
for granted his gift and the right
he’d have to cradle it
once he had mastered the keys.
Those first uncertain months
it honked and s...
Tuesday 27th February 2024 12:27 pm
Tea Cards
In the dark age before Wikipedia
Brooke Bond tea cards dished the data
in a week-by-week drip feed
of bet-you-didn’t-know-that facts.
You could buy an album for sixpence
or snap an elastic band around them –
pocket-friendly, dependable,
your own bright almanac.
But couldn’t your family drink more tea?
– your mother refusing, stubbornly,
to open the packets u...
Sunday 18th February 2024 10:49 am
St James Primary, Reading
I’m working back to the dreamtime
of St James Primary in sixty-three,
the occluded and innocent days
before the gadgets and money took over –
like trying to retrieve the original colours
of bright, ridged slabs of plasticine
from muddied clumps we used
for project work in the afternoons –
my finest effort the model I made
with Terence O’Neill of the martyrdom
...Friday 9th February 2024 12:10 pm
St James Primary, Reading
I’m working back to the dreamtime
of St James Primary in sixty-three,
the occluded and innocent days
before the gadgets and money took over –
like trying to retrieve the original colours
of bright, ridged slabs of plasticine
from muddied clumps we used
for project work in the afternoons –
my finest effort the model I made
with Terence O’Neill of the martyrdom
...Friday 9th February 2024 12:05 pm
St James Primary, Reading
I’m working back to the dreamtime
of St James Primary in sixty-three,
the occluded and innocent days
before the gadgets and money took over –
like trying to retrieve the original colours
of bright, ridged slabs of plasticine
from muddied clumps we used
for project work in the afternoons –
my finest effort the model I made
with Terence O’Neill of the martyrdom
...Friday 9th February 2024 11:35 am
COWS
From compartment windows
they were fake, too far away
to be real. Friesians, Shorthorns,
Angus: painted cows
in a book of fields –
while on the train I rampaged,
shuttling impatience
through pages and pages
of green. Unexpectedly,
we'd arrive and land in a world
where they moped.
The first day up, a drover,
I'd goad them on with a stick
then s...
Monday 5th February 2024 9:28 am
Visiting
for my grandfather
When I first came on a visit
to your lime-washed house
– a clean-kneed child from town –
your two great fists
impressed me, for they
were ponderous chunks
of granite, notched
carelessly for fingers
and which, at your own willed
creation, you had torn
from the heart of the land.
Yes, I knew then how
you had risen and, ...
Saturday 3rd February 2024 5:25 pm
Visiting
for my grandfather
When I first came on a visit
to your lime-washed house
– a clean-kneed child from town –
your two great fists
impressed me, for they
were ponderous chunks
of granite, notched
carelessly for fingers
and which, at your own willed
creation, you had torn
from the heart of the land.
Yes, I knew then how
you had risen and, sep...
Saturday 3rd February 2024 1:40 pm
Chasin' the Breeze
la petite phrase Proust
Back home and married
after our year abroad,
the heat was on all summer
as mortgage rates
and temperatures soared.
Recording it now,
the memory’s triggered
by the music a DJ plays –
which happens to be
George Benson’s Breezin’,
the track that eased me
into jazz, clocking on
in the council yard
to get one step ahead.
...
Tuesday 2nd January 2024 12:05 pm
For the Record
Without so much as a thread of decency,
Antoninus Elagabalus, high priest
and mother’s boy, made biographers weep.
Proponents of discipline almost choked,
repeating the syllables of his name.
His sculpted head is unremarkable
and bears no trace of his supposed excesses;
the muddled genes of his outlandishness
those of a handsome kid who, like the best
of us, w...
Wednesday 22nd November 2023 10:56 am
For John Coltrane
As over and over the same chords churn
your notes pour forth in spate –
sheets of sound erupting till harmony
is wrenched awry; and when you sweated
smack to cleanse your system,
you were hell-bent on an afterlife,
a body refreshed, believing.
You could call it Love, but sombre,
that force that drives you on.
Hearing you now, I feel reproved
for all the...
Tuesday 14th November 2023 4:30 pm
The Way We Were
for Joni Mitchell
Cactus Tree was our song, the one
that lit a flame, when I heard you sing
and taped you, bruised and plaintive,
on John Peel’s Top Gear. Straight off
your gift possessed me, too young
in sixty-eight for you to even notice
how I tagged along: the one face
in the entourage who really got you
and realized that other men
would leave y...
Tuesday 7th November 2023 8:39 am
The Teatime Bulletin
It’s early evening and the TV is on.
You lay the table and children scream,
the frayed ends of day unravelling.
Through a jumble of bricks and cars
you enter the room with plates,
where sounds of appetite assail you;
while relayed at a distance
there’s news of war, its violence
annulling simple-minded schemes.
In a sealed-off quarter of a dusty city
...
Saturday 4th November 2023 1:18 pm
Bruegel
There are times your dancers undermine
the humanist in me. In that northern
Cockaigne, you viewed with a realist's eye,
their heartiness tramps to raucous tuning.
Unconstrained, the couples are blatant.
The heaving trestles are piled with plates.
Such carouses, what were they to you?
Did you celebrate, despise, or pity?
For there is shown mere lumbering daftness,
f...
Friday 3rd November 2023 10:14 am
Poets' Wives
i.m. Seamus Heaney
'Away with the fairies' my wife will say
after we’ve been on a walk or I’m asked,
out of the blue, what I think of the dress
she’s spotted, when I’m only vaguely there –
pursuing the rhythms inside my head
and depriving her of my attention
as slowly, mysteriously, the lines
coalesce into 'another damn poem'.
And if at times I frustrate ...
Wednesday 30th August 2023 10:08 am
The Age of Gold
Imagine a world where pester power
rarely delivers the goods and a dawdling
hike to school’s the norm. You have fresh air,
your friends, and a small coin burning
a hole in your pocket. Spend it now
or do your best to make it last the week.
In class Rosanna Ferrario likes to sit
beside you. All the others make you blush.
They seem to know you like her too.
Give h...
Thursday 3rd August 2023 10:18 am
The Age of Gold
Imagine a world where pester power
rarely delivers the goods and a dawdling
hike to school’s the norm. You have fresh air,
your friends, and a small coin burning
a hole in your pocket. Spend it now
or do your best to make it last the week.
In class Rosanna Ferrario likes to sit
beside you. All the others make you blush.
They seem to know you like her too.
Give h...
Thursday 3rd August 2023 10:17 am
The Leaving Cert
Mislaid for decades, I had never seen it
– the certificate they gave you the year
you finished school. Thirteen and biddable,
I doubt you had been much bother at all,
picking up quite easily the basics
prescribed for the life that lay before you.
Beyond the geography of small towns,
fields, and enigmatic hills, among which
your predecessors scratched out a living
o...
Monday 31st July 2023 7:36 pm
A Wet Break
Outside in the street, where skies have opened,
a dingy curtain flaps across the day,
as rain beats down with blank persistence
on shining roofs of cars, dissolves
my windowpanes, bringing back to mind
for no apparent purpose a wet break
at primary school: how in partitioned rooms
with raggedy copies of Beano or Dandy,
we were fractious Bash Street Kids
with time enou...
Wednesday 26th July 2023 9:32 am
Le Petit Parisien, 1952
A small boy running, but not for his life,
as all can see in his fearless smile
and the sense of freedom
that lights his eyes. This is the day
he will always remember,
important only because of an errand
and the small coin he didn’t drop,
holding it up on tiptoes
across the counter of a baker’s shop,
disregarding for once
the glass-fronted shelves of...
Wednesday 26th April 2023 10:29 am
Le Nu Provençal
after Willi Ronis
She is like Eve in exile,
awakening each morning
when the sun has risen,
then rising herself,
shackled to the day’s routine.
She opens a shutter,
and the light sweeps in
across the uneven stone floor –
her summons to the tasks
that lie before her.
But first a strip-wash,
the astringent purity
of her ablutions. Leaning over
...
Wednesday 19th April 2023 10:06 am
The 2CV
The first car we owned was a 2CV
with no certifiable history.
The year we got together
we drove it to the end of its days.
With its tinny dinted roof
it had an air of slumped defeat
we rose above quite easily.
When summer broke all records
the windows that didn’t quite close
were an unexpected bonus.
Its mind-boggling gear stick
seemed set to leave its socket...
Saturday 1st April 2023 10:07 am
My Grandson Writes his Name
for Ziyad
The first letter he has known for months
in zig-zag lines getting nowhere.
Turned on its side and crayoned blue
he can stretch it out like a river;
or if he changes colour can make
a mountain, some grass, a fire.
Cut back to its simplest form
and laid out in rows like ghosts,
he follows the dots over and over
before he does it on hi...
Sunday 26th March 2023 12:20 pm
Shadow Boxing
The closest my dad ever got to poetry
was when he savoured some word
like pugilist, or the tip-toe springiness
he sensed in bob and weave,
his unalloyed delight in the flytings
and eyeball-to-eyeball hype
that went with big fight weigh-ins.
And maybe I should have been
a contender, when I did my stint
in the ring, my dad convinced
I had style and the stamp o...
Wednesday 1st March 2023 6:52 pm
Stereogram
For Peter Robinson
I was listening to Dylan’s Time Out of Mind,
his late renewal after wasted years
– all simmer and wry despair –
to find that maybe he was rated again.
The voice was a wreck on a burnished track;
the songs a palimpsest of antique blues.
In the end the words will come
if they have to, like music that’s ghosted
by echoes stored in a phonogra...
Friday 24th February 2023 6:34 pm
Cogs
For too long unheeded, it’s time
to note their virtues: the way
they grip and take the strain;
their down-to-earth precision.
Gearing up doggedly, with only
occasional jolts and judders,
the odd involuntary moan,
they are truly fit for purpose,
when there’s work to do.
Tight-lipped and stubborn,
their staying power outlasts
newfangled knowingness,
...Thursday 6th October 2022 12:00 pm
Martial Music
It’s always grounded in the two-four beat
of boot soles tramping across a field,
the plod of units across terrain
a general stakes his name on.
Holding the line, the kettle pounds
its rhythms of mutual fear. Embellished
with fifes, the snares are brash,
their prattle false as speeches
on recruitment day. Add some chimes
and majorettes, high-stepping,
winso...
Saturday 30th April 2022 7:19 pm
Gold
Its lack of reaction has made it unique,
that and the way it can magnetize fools:
forty-niners, Midas, the futures mob –
so gung-ho, yet always dazzled by it,
like urchins dreaming of gilded pavements.
Locked in a vault, it validates paper.
It's what the rich cling to when the bubble
bursts, smiling at the rest of us, our mouths
agape, who wonder why what's left
...Wednesday 27th April 2022 1:27 pm
Magnesium
‘The difficulty, then, is how far we are ourselves
the objects of our senses.’
David Hume, A Treatise of Human Nature
Like a flimsy thread my vanity
clings to, it seems that as far
as logic’s concerned what I call
my self’s a phantom and no more
a part of me than skin, hair
or toenails are, shed by the strangers
they started out with.
So where is the screen ...
Sunday 24th April 2022 12:24 pm
Bigger Trees Near Warter
after David Hockney
Through tangled centuries of ownership
and rights these trees have always survived.
Each one in its turn reduced to a stump,
they came back stronger, earning their keep.
The harsher the husbandry, the sturdier
they grew, for what do we know
that’s more dependable
than roots, bole, and branches?
Retaining the vigour of ...
Sunday 6th March 2022 2:06 pm
How A Heart Breaks
i.m. Martin Cooke (1955-2021)
‘Behold the fowls of the air’
Matthew 6:26
This is the way it happens: a voice on the phone
explaining that one we took for granted
is no longer there, that junk food
and countless pints that wrecked
your balance and strained your heart
became in the end too much –
even at your shuffling pace.
Refusing to put a penny a...
Tuesday 28th December 2021 12:46 pm
For Robert Johnson
The King of the Delta Blues
The hellhounds always trailed him –
for that’s the drift of legends.
Fuelling spooks with shots
of malt, he wailed out blues
across the Delta.
Between us now the record
crackles bleakly, his scratchy voice,
a conjured ghost, sings clear
as barrelhouse belles who fleeced him
strut across my sight.
In the rattling dives he ...
Saturday 8th May 2021 11:50 am
The Night Out
for Paul
Going upstairs, I think of him still
in the bathroom, crooning. It's Danny Boy
or some doomed melody dredged up
from a past we're unable to share.
Nearly all of the words are missing
as he tries half-heartedly to reinvent them;
while the tune is sprightly,
pepped up for a night on the tiles.
When I played my records he told me
that music always need...
Saturday 17th April 2021 4:00 pm
Working Holidays
All those years of it, the same
vague journey every place we went,
driving to work each holiday
in a choky, smoke-filled den
at the back of my father's Transit.
Life was the business of earning
your keep; no peace for a drone
in a house where you paid your way.
And each time my school books
were laid aside and the pencil-work
had ceased, it was back to early
s...
Friday 16th April 2021 11:34 am
Gambler
Il faut parier Blaise Pascal
Bound over for playing pitch and toss
or, more portentously, having gambled
on Her Majesty's Highway,
my father was always an expert
at weighing up the odds,
made light of his brush with the law.
His gambling a science and pastime,
he never lost much, but knew
in the end that the world is flawed.
At best you could only break even.
...
Wednesday 14th April 2021 11:37 am
Work Horses
The clanking compound of the brewery
– where Dad did casual shifts
when building work was scarce –
is buried now beneath the floors
of a multi-storey car park
and chat that drifts across
from cappuccino pavements.
Born to a scant inheritance
of rushy Sligo acres, my dad was bred
like his brothers to follow the work,
sending remittances home
from London, Readin...
Thursday 8th April 2021 10:32 am
Shadow Boxing
The closest my dad ever got to poetry
was when he savoured some word
like pugilist, or the tip-toe springiness
he sensed in bob and weave,
his unalloyed delight in the flytings
and eyeball-to-eyeball hype
that went with big fight weigh-ins.
And maybe I should have been
a contender, when I did my stint
in the ring, my dad convinced
I had style and the stamp of a w...
Wednesday 7th April 2021 11:03 am
Montesqieu
The dog-days scorch Bordeaux. Behind closed doors
at his desk he sits, charting norms through a sea
of print. As reason discovers the laws
that define the natural good, history
is a realm he surveys, its changing customs,
till day lies buried in a stack of tomes.
And all around his own domain prospers.
His ordered vines, absorbing light, ripen,
grow fat in that calm hi...
Wednesday 11th November 2020 4:14 pm
Work Horses
The clanking compound of the brewery
– where Dad did casual shifts,
when building work was scarce –
is buried now beneath the floors
of a multi-storey car park
and chat that drifts across
from cappuccino pavements.
Born to a scant inheritance
of rushy Sligo acres, my dad was bred
like his brothers to follow the work,
sending remittances home
from London, Readi...
Monday 14th September 2020 6:53 pm
Ascendants
i.m. John and James Cooke
They are on parade in perfect step
– my father and my father's brother –
strolling down a street in Dublin
where a breeze is freshening
and the nineteen-fifties
are loitering round the corner;
and even if I’ve no way
of asking either how they spent
the day, or what claim
each felt he'd a right to make
on an open-handed future,
they are still sharp in Sunday ...
Saturday 12th September 2020 7:15 pm
Territory
For a week now you have felt uneasy,
noticing signs. With skies even brighter
than those you dreamed of, you sensed a frenzy
in the crazed speck you crushed on a worktop.
Mapping imaginary lines across
your kitchen’s granary tiles, they have sent out
explorers – hewers and drawers – to probe
your landscape of leakage and spills.
Tracking down their base to a crac...
Wednesday 24th June 2020 9:43 am
Sicilian Elephants
As I try to interpret the evidence
of bones shrunk to a homelier scale,
I imagine their vast migrations.
Keeping in step with a pillar
of dust, they lumbered stoically
from one mirage to the next.
For how many more thousands
of years could hunger lead them on
across parched wilderness,
salt-scorched and scrawled
with thorny growth – a whisper
of water in the s...
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 9:46 am
The Forbury Gardens
Through a side gate, whose unassuming frame
is draped in swags of pale wisteria
like hairstyles worn by Victorian girls,
I return to a half-remembered space,
its neat enclosure more clearly defined
by flint walls than the past will ever be;
and where parched lawns, diminished and threadbare
in the unseasonable heat, mark out
a territory that can’t now be repossessed –
...Sunday 21st June 2020 9:26 am
Trumpet
Take a modest length of pipe, making sure
it’s clean and true, and try to blow through it.
In that way you’ll get a sense of how
it was for Pan, when he played his Blues
for Syrinx on a lonely riverbank.
But if you wish to get beyond the wind
in the reeds and shivering leaves
you’ll need to choose some decent brass
that’s resonant, tough, and flexible,
buffing it ...
Tuesday 9th June 2020 9:16 am
Selmer
It wasn’t the music that drew him,
not at first, but the shape it made
on a stand and the way it took
the light, staring back at him
from the pawnshop window.
And so he decided then and there
he’d learn to play it, taking
for granted his gift and the right
he’d have to cradle it
once he had mastered the keys.
Those first uncertain months
it honked and squ...
Monday 8th June 2020 9:13 am
Sassy
Playing cards
at the back of the bus,
Sarah could swear
like one of the boys –
her mouth as foul
as any sailor’s.
Scatting hard
across the octaves,
her voice
was like a horn
swapping licks
with bop’s elite.
One step ahead
of the changes,
she harnessed time
as if she owned it
in pitch-perfect
glissandos.
Saturday 6th June 2020 8:35 am
Mingus
Never willing
to accept his place
or stroke
the violoncello politely
for a bow-tied
maestro,
only the bass
could match
his ego.
Swaying, possessed,
like a holy roller,
he goaded
his band
and slapped
the strings
to imprecation,
whoop
and holler.
Friday 5th June 2020 7:29 am
Sonny
Praised to the skies
by a musicologist
when all
he had done
was play the blues,
he took time off
to clear his head.
Without
a padded loft
or a tumbledown
woodshed
in the Lower
East Side
of crowded
Manhattan,
he blew his sax
come rain or shine
way up on the Bridge.
Thursday 4th June 2020 9:49 am
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