Breathe
Breathe, Eric.
Breathe.
Breathe, before the storm sets in
Breathe, before the anger takes over
Breathe, before you lose control.
You don't have to be the monster
But you have a long way to go
If you want to calm the storms
Because the rage
Does not give up so easily.
These battles are fought one at a time
We must fight for happiness
A battle, to keep the p...
Tuesday 8th October 2024 6:02 am
Immeasurable
Upon trying to measure
The universe, the infinity itself
The sheer impossibilities that will
Inevitably present themselves.
Love is, as immeasurable
As the cosmos itself.
The heart is open
And the mind is free
Just remember to breathe
It's all a bit of fun.
A play on life and love
Experience it all
And laugh
Laugh into eternity
Vibrate with the sp...
Sunday 15th September 2024 8:33 am
Inferno
The only voice inside my head
Is my own
But the echoes
Of my screams
As the noise dies down
And I'm left in my own silence
It's painful
It's numb
I'm sick of the negativity
I can't stop hearing it
I'm screaming at myself constantly
Like I'm walking around an empty house
With a can of gasoline
Soaking every square inch
Before I prepare myself
...Sunday 15th September 2024 7:50 am
Nothing More
All I hear is the tinnitus ring
And a fan
My heart is beating
But I don't feel alive
Numb to the pain of being alive
I assert a separate role
This body laid on the laminate floor
But my spirit is elsewhere
Exit the body
And enter the stratosphere
Watching a planet
Peopled with busy lives
And anxious thoughts
The pain of lost lives and broken hearts...
Saturday 27th July 2024 7:08 am
Choices
It's funny
How I start to recede
And lose my voice
Whenever I realize how far I am
From being one of them
I forget how to speak
I forget how to interact
I tell myself I am not one of them
Though I live among them
My family is lost
Lost somewhere in the void of time
Lost somewhere I can't return
I don't belong anywhere
And yet
I know I belong everywhere
...Sunday 14th January 2024 6:21 pm
Feeling.
I can feel the whole universe right now
Buzzing under my skin
I can feel the inner workings
The greater creation going on
Flowing through my bloodstream
I can feel my nervous system
Connecting my body to the cosmos
I can feel it all
I can feel an eternity of light and dark
The infinite space between
Being breathed into my lungs
I can feel all of the consci...
Friday 5th January 2024 6:35 am
Introspective or Social
It just feels like
Socially
I am so small
My size doesn't help
I barely have a voice
Nobody hears me
Because my words are of no value
Or maybe I talk too much
But I can't help it
When I'm happy
And my social battery is charged
I get loud
Which I much prefer
Over my quiet, introspective self
The one that hides in his shell
Afraid of letting...
Tuesday 5th December 2023 5:36 am
All things must come to an end
A hollow silence
In the vast expansion
The dark void beckons
And the unknown stalks
Time stands still here
On the edge of it all
Staring into oblivion
The end is near
And it is inevitable
But do not fear
As all things come into being
All things must come
To an end
To begin again
Ever changing
Ever growing
This is the Great Journey.
Friday 10th November 2023 4:58 am
Nothing Else Matters
I know I'm not weak
But I don't get to see my strength
As I have no reason to fight
So I look inside myself
And fight the inner battles
The ones for peace
For happiness.
Information is too unreliable
No sources can be trusted
So I avoid the outside world's struggles
Because how can you pick a side
Based on all the lies being told
To make the other side look bad.
...Monday 30th October 2023 2:05 am
Like So Many Others
I'm sitting on the edge of the universe
Dipping my toes into the cosmos
Feeling the warmth radiate upward
All of these souls in this universe
And they can't see how lucky we are.
Free your mind from thought
Get lost in this moment
Find your free will
And walk a path
That branches off
In the direction of happiness
Feel the light envelop your very soul
Breathe i...
Tuesday 24th October 2023 1:31 pm
Set Your Soul On Fire.
You're exhausted
Hanging on by a thread
Finding more reasons to let go.
You're losing faith in yourself
Losing faith in the universe.
But I'm here to tell you,
You have within you
A burning spirit,
And you have the strength to fight.
Go- ignite your flame,
Set your soul on fire
And fight!
The Universe wills it!
We all will it!
Go forward
Find your h...
Wednesday 18th October 2023 3:17 am
Common Thoughts
Sometimes it feels like
The universe is very attuned to me
When all the others in the world
Have the same voice that I do
I watch my words get written
And sent out into the world
And I know that it's felt
So I need not speak
But then sometimes
I find myself being silenced
As I recognize negative words
That I might have said
Without considering
The feelings ...
Sunday 15th October 2023 7:16 pm
Believe.
You need to fight
Because we all need someone
To be the hero.
And I need you right now.
Eric, I need you.
There is darkness out there, but you...
You are a Warrior of Light.
You can restore balance
And bring peace.
Close your eyes.
Look into your heart.
Find your strength.
You can do this
I believe in you.
I believe in myself.
I can do better than t...
Monday 9th October 2023 10:26 am
Grounded
Blinded
By a new-found rage
Fuelled by a hatred
For all that he had come to understand
About humans
And this place, once called home,
Corrupted long ago
Tainted by the foulest souls
Who had long since lost their way
Too far gone to be saved
He took to the skies
And unleashed his fury
Unable to control himself
He would destroy it all
But just before he ...
Monday 2nd October 2023 5:36 am
Universal Scales
I'm only here once
In this particular time
Within this flesh and bone structure
And I only have so much time with it
I will make all that I can make of it
I will find love
I will find peace
I will be happy
And I will scream it to the stars
That we are only here
To open our hearts!
We are here to share our souls!
To reconnect with our spiritual families!
We ar...
Tuesday 29th August 2023 5:45 am
Challenge
I often find myself having these
Screaming matches inside my head
The Darkness vs the Light
Sometimes it feels
Like I'm close to oblivion
And other times it's like
I'm off the deep end
No saving me.
But then I have a day
Where the Light wins
And let me tell you,
Those days
I could challenge the Gods.
Wednesday 16th August 2023 5:24 am
Subconscious
My subconscious
Is focused on a goal
One which transcends this flesh
Death is but a transformation
But the rebirth that follows
Is where growth lies
Happiness found
In the journey
Because the destination
Is an ending
That comes all too soon
Ground yourself
Take a breath
And remember the universal truth
Of why you've taken this form
Bound in...
Friday 28th July 2023 2:11 pm
One Day
One day
There won't be anything left
Your body will die
But the consciousness will live on
This planet may survive a while longer
But everything dies and changes
Stop wasting time being angry
Let go of that hate
There's no reason for unhappiness
This moment may not last
Don't let that cause any anxieties
It was never in your control
Nothing ever will be in contr...
Saturday 15th July 2023 6:36 pm
Enough
Falling short
Bending
Breaking
Will anything I do
Ever be enough?
Or do I keep failing
Never quite making it
Right before the end
I crumble to dust
I'm small
And within this cosmos
I'm struggling to find
Any reason why
Anybody should
waste their time
On me
Will I ever be enough
Will I ever be enough?
Monday 19th June 2023 5:59 am
Social
It's hard being an adult
Responsibilities like boulders
Tied to my feet
And I'm sinking beneath the surface
Losing the thing I need most
Social interactions
I need to be close to the people I love
Because they give me strength
Enough that I feel I can take on
The toughest of challenges
They spark the flame
Which is more like a wildfire
When it spread...
Monday 19th June 2023 4:25 am
Laugh
When the silence came
And my breath fell short
I forgot what it was all for
I let go of all that was eating me alive
And within the peace that followed
Came a voice
So softly spoken
Whispering a reminder
That happiness is found within
The heart is but a gateway
Our passions are the boat
And how we navigate the seas
And guide those lost along the way
Is h...
Thursday 18th May 2023 4:30 am
Wounds.
In one moment
The world turned upside down
And all of the light was taken
Only darkness
And then the pain came flooding in
Like a tsunami, washing away
All the good that was left
I gave up fighting long ago
I can only hope
Time still heals all wounds
Because this gaping hole in my heart
Might never be fixed
But the blood dried long ago
I hold my heart in my ...
Friday 5th May 2023 4:12 am
All of My Parts
I don't know when it happened
That I carved out my own heart
And threw it into the sea
I can only tell you
That I'm sorry
For not being more than I am
I stand before you
A broken man
Lost inside my thoughts
Lost in emotion
Counting grains of sand
Telling stories
Of the universe inside my head
And all the pain I've come to know
And all the hurt...
Thursday 13th April 2023 12:15 pm
Balance
I watched as the sun fell
Over the horizon
And as the darkness came
I understood
That all things come to an end
Light turns to dark
Dark to light
Life to death
Death to life
Balance will always be restored
And the pendulum
Continues to swing.
Thursday 13th April 2023 6:59 am
Image in the Mirror
I saw a version of myself
In the mirror
Only caught by my peripheral vision
But the dark circles around his eyes
Showed me what lurks
In the shadows of my mind
Not representative of who I am
But all the pain, the hurt that I've seen
It's easy to fall
Into a corrupted state of being
But to learn how to bring balance
Between darkness and light
And see the h...
Thursday 2nd February 2023 8:39 pm
More Thought Processing
The voice which speaks to me
Through time
Through the reaches of space
Across the cosmos
This wondrous light
Grows within me
And teaches me of love, of happiness
It speaks to me
Of my connection
My role in this fantastic play
To bring happiness
And shine a light in the dark
I am a Peaceful Warrior
Here to whisper words of truth
For the lost sou...
Saturday 17th December 2022 8:08 am
Wander
I've sat among the stars
In the vacuum of space
Breathing stardust into the cosmos
Creating entire galaxies
With like-minded creators
Whispered sweet words
Through the void
And had them echo back
With no hope of reaching you
I drift among the floating rocks
And imagine myself
Having not existed
And see just how nothing changes
I've made no impact
...Saturday 11th December 2021 10:30 am
One
Suddenly the world fell silent
As I stood on the edge of oblivion
Staring through the blackest void
Into the eyes of what I now suspect
To be the Creator we know as God
I do not feel fear
I do not fear death
I do not feel any negativity from this being
But pure love and compassion
For I am but a part
Of the molecular structure
As is each part of the cosmos.
Abso...
Thursday 9th December 2021 6:53 pm
Not From Here, Yet I Call This Place Home
I am not of this earth
My home cannot be found
For I feel at at home anywhere
That I might find myself
No, I am part of a cosmic family
Connected across the stars
Through spirit energies
We will always be together
Even when we are so far apart
My soul guides me where I need to be
In order to shine a light in the dark
And this loving heart beating inside my chest
...Wednesday 7th July 2021 4:58 am
Celebrate
Celebrate unity
For life is all one
Every living thing
Works together
Most don't see it
And won't ever know
But the beauty of life
Does not lie solely in love
But in all emotions
In all of the struggles
We endure pain
And come out stronger
We feel broken
But we are not
For we are each a piece
To the puzzle
A piece meant to be put back in place
We...
Tuesday 25th May 2021 8:11 am
Welcome
Welcome
To my mind.
A wonderfully chaotic place
Of balance
Between all the good
And all of the bad
All the ups and downs
The highs and lows
I breathe
And I let it all go
Life is an experience to be shared
Lessons to be learned
And moments to be enjoyed
Enjoy this moment
And let the past go.
Forgive others
And most of all
Forgive yourself.
We on...
Tuesday 25th May 2021 8:06 am
Of Flesh and Spirit
I am but consciousness in the flesh
I am the universe, embodied
As I beat my heart without trying
As I work all my internal organs
So do I work the entire universe
I do not push, I let it flow
I am a part of it
It is all me
Life and death
A beautiful transformation
Of flesh to spirit
Do not push
The universe will do as it does best
You will do as you do
Tr...
Tuesday 11th May 2021 5:20 pm
Be Here
Reach out and take hold
Of the next life changing opportunity
Nothing could every be so perfect
As the unexpected adventures that await
There's no time for living safely
Do what you can while you can
And lend a hand to those in need
So long as you possess the ability to help
Love all those who ever your life
Show empathy and compassion
And share your life exper...
Monday 10th May 2021 9:04 pm
No Title
I've got a heart that beats inside my chest
And feet that want to walk
A mind that wanders beyond the skies
But my thoughts are chained and locked
I need access, I'm losing track
Of all the masks I've worn and broken
My mind is shattered like heated glass
I no longer recall the words I've spoken
I need release, I'm lost and scarred
My name is fading into nobody's memor...
Monday 26th April 2021 6:52 am
No Conclusion
This is the beginning
Of a story with no conclusion,
A tale of souls, lost,
In search of a solution
A tragedy, a comedy,
A loop that never ends,
Same mistakes, made over,
'Til we all can make amends
In this vicious circle,
Few find their peace inside,
Hidden in the chaos,
Unseen by the naked eye
Tuesday 20th April 2021 9:07 am
Within Me, The Universe.
I close my eyes
And leave this place
I no longer belong- or rather
I never did
But I've only just realized
I can call no place home, and yet
I'm home wherever I go
I'm not lost, I never was
It is a lonely existence
To spend an eternity
Wandering the cosmos
But I meet many souls along the way
And they all remind me of myself
In the best of ways
And I lov...
Thursday 15th April 2021 9:16 am
Processing thoughts.
Maybe I've been wrong all this time
Maybe I'm a horrible person
Who deserves to be burned alive
I don't know wrong from right anymore
Have I been corrupted,
Or am I simply confused?
I wander this purgatory
In search of my self
I lost so long ago
He'll have the answer I seek
He was always so light-hearted and free
I miss that energy
My eyes turn black
My visio...
Tuesday 13th April 2021 9:49 am
I am All, and All is Me.
I sit in silent solitude
And let my spirit drift
Across the universe, the cosmos
And let my paradigm shift
There's no greater feeling
Than the freedom which I find
When I let go of all attachment
Find my soul, and lose my mind
And my heart feels so connected
To each and everything I see
Because, like looking in a mirror
I am all, and all is me.
Sunday 11th April 2021 5:47 am
Light
I am Light
I shine where I find darkness
To shed light and find the paths
Of lost souls who cannot find their way
My strength is infinite
But that doesn't mean
That I don't have a weakness
I also fall off the path sometimes
And need a little light to find my way
But each time
I come back stronger
And brighter than ever before
I will use my power
This...
Friday 19th February 2021 5:38 pm
Overwhelmed
I am
Overwhelmed.
Life really has taken it's toll
On my body, my mind, my heart and soul.
I'm a mess
A 365-car pile-up
One for each day I fall asleep at the wheel
And lost control of my own body
I am exhausted.
Fighting to regain the strength I once had
For the spirit is still there
It is my only weapon
My sword.
And I carry it with the highest self-respect
...Thursday 11th February 2021 6:12 pm
Eric, It Will Pass
Eric
Don't fall apart
You're not broken
Just in pain
You don't deserve
The way you punish and torture yourself
It's okay to cry
It's okay to feel
But don't beat yourself up
Remember
To shine your light
And when it won't turn on
Don't panic
Don't stress
Whatever the reason
It will pass
And you'll find your way again
Always ❤️
Monday 18th January 2021 3:04 am
I'll Be Here
I'm just trying not to write
What I recite
Inside my head
I'm feeling dead
Alone and scared
Please just
Remember that I care
I really do
You have my heart
I tore a part
And gave to you
More than just flesh
I gave my soul
At least a piece
For you to keep
Now you should sleep
And get some rest
I wish you nothing but the best
I hope you know
...
Friday 15th January 2021 6:51 pm
Of Spirit
The cosmic truth
This family of lost souls
We Peaceful Warriors
Living and dying
In these mortal bodies
Which we borrow
So that we might remind our family
The ones who have forgotten
Just where we come from
We are of spirit
Not these physical forms we embody
Manifest happiness
Fight away the darkness
Find peace within
Open your heart
All ...
Sunday 3rd January 2021 2:11 am
Listening to the Voice
One day
You discover
God
Only, not how one
Might imagine
But simply
A part of you
Or rather that you,
In all of your strengths,
Your weaknesses,
Your imperfections,
Your absolute beauty.
You are but one part.
Not all-powerful,
But a piece of the puzzle
The cosmic puzzle, that is.
And that together
We are United as One.
We are whole.
Lo...
Wednesday 30th December 2020 9:53 pm
Have Faith
Breathe deeply
It's okay to cry
I know the weight you carry
And the past that haunts you
I love you all the same
You have such a beautiful
And vibrant soul
I know it's hard to be courageous
And that you lack confidence
But be strong
Be strong for yourself
And just breathe
And know that I'm here
Should you ever need me
I love you
And I wish you nothing b...
Friday 11th December 2020 10:47 pm
Eternity
Sit with me a moment
Just sit
And listen
To the cries of the universe
Souls of the living
Lost among the stars
Trapped inside mortal bodies
Transcending time, space, flesh and bone
And it's all you, and me
We are all one
We were never alone
Don't be afraid
Always remember
We are all with you
Always
And for eternity.
Friday 11th December 2020 7:30 pm
Understand
I found
A spark
Within me
And it ignited a fire
And opened my heart
My eyes shine bright
Like high beams in the dark
I feel warm
I understand
I am a vessel
For this light to shine through
I'll find you
And I'll help you find your way
I have faith in you
Just hold on
I'm coming
Friday 11th December 2020 5:29 pm
Signal
Yes
The universe can be
A dark place
But if you shine your light
Maybe, just naybe
It will signal more of us
To shine our lights as well
And we can guide the way
For the lost souls
But be wary
Like yin and yang
There must be dark and light
Balance must always be restored
When the light shines so bright
Be prepared to face the dark
Always act ...
Wednesday 4th November 2020 5:12 pm
Weep Your Tears
Weep your tears
For years to come
No fear, but Sorrow stays
A loyal friend
Who knows no end
You will see brighter days
You'll feel the pain
The rain will fall
And drain you of your light
But do not dwell
You'll not do well
Unless you stand and fight
Return to love
The skies above
And all that you have known
You'll find your way
The light will stay
...Thursday 22nd October 2020 11:16 pm
Piercing Light
Your kind words
Are the light
That shines upon my darkness
Piercing the storm clouds
And showering me
With warmth
Cleansing my very soul
I can feel your healing touch
Upon my body
So gentle
So sweet
I close my eyes
And feel you here
And share with you
This moment
Saturday 17th October 2020 5:58 pm
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