Wild Woman (3.)
Born of something more than flesh and bone
She wasn’t of this world
And maybe that’s why she felt a great deal of pain
Maybe that's why she chose to be wild
Thursday 30th December 2021 4:05 pm
Grief
Tonight all that is left of me is a small child
My burdens are larger than any I’ve held before
On my shoulders I carry more than I can handle
With an inexperienced point of view it doesn’t appear as heavy,
But now I’m matched with responsibilities far greater than myself.
Uncertain for my future, I doubt the chances my of survival will be successful
Nothing short of misery...
Wednesday 29th December 2021 4:29 am
Losing Hope.
Quietly, she sat in her own space on the verge of risky behaviour
The great debate of bolting towards adventure or staying idle
On the tip of her tongue was the sweet taste of temptation
She bit down hard, blood raced to the surface like crimson flavored depression
A newfound revelation struck
Nothing was between her and escaping this fate, she was after all alone in this world,...
Monday 20th December 2021 3:44 am
Death.
There are no words to fully express grief.
I could write endlessly about my broken heart that just won’t heal and the fears I face alone in the dark or the carefree look he wore when he said goodbye, but no writer could ever come close in describing what it feels like to receive the gut wrenching news of death. No metaphor or imagery could brighten a poem written about a topic so unbearably da...
Tuesday 14th December 2021 11:18 pm
Pain.
Tell me,
Do you feel my pain as I weep desperately in the night?
Can you taste the salt of my tears as they melt into my pillowcase?
Where is purpose? I ask as I cling tight to my breath
This is no ache, I am torn apart limb by limb while my heart lay shattered upon the floor.
I've spent a thousand nights longing for a breakthrough in the dark, perhaps a whisper of encouragement to lay my l...
Thursday 9th December 2021 3:47 pm
Wild Woman (2.)
She wandered with her lonesome, following her daring side, venturing out in the cold moonlit night leaving a trail of footprints behind.
Wherever she strayed the dark followed, falling in love at her feet
The evening was full of mystery and yet devoid of any charm, for’ it was too cold to be found of any comfort
Frosted fingertips chilled to the bone
Her eyes like glass, reflecting ...
Tuesday 7th December 2021 3:49 am
Wild Woman (1.)
She closed the curtains settling in for the night.
How in the world did it get dark so fast? The early evenings felt like an excuse to settle into a lazy disposition, but as a wild woman the term “lazy” was exempt from her vocabulary.
As the curtains fell over the glass silence captured her mind.
Her soul aware and driving thoughts.
Creative ambitions took over releasing her emotions...
Friday 3rd December 2021 7:55 pm
Home.
It all led me back to the same place, you know?
Barefoot between twisted trees, standing underneath a gloomy sky
Autumn leaves and memories fell at my feet
A realization hit me; Everywhere I've never been, lived beyond a hollow city of rust.
I had to climb out from this neverending routine
Years of heartbreak, despair, loss, doubt, trials untangled themselves from my roots the...
Friday 3rd December 2021 1:21 am
Good in Goodbye
I had you on the edge of a prayer before we fell to pieces
Or rather, before you had the ambition to leave
If it wasn’t for my indecisive behavior our shot wouldn’t have been wasted
Though fate would have caught up to us eventually, but at least I’d know
While you live that coveted picket fence life, I’m learning to love each and every breath that births me into a new day.
I cou...
Wednesday 1st December 2021 11:17 pm
Courage.
Spark the fire that is my soul,
I’ll let the wild parts of myself wander free beneath the chrome blue shadows of the moon.
This woman I have become is beyond her years,
She spends time in conversation with the thunder
And without hesitation she chases the lighting.
I find hope in the words of Petty and Nicks,
Melodic medication for a troubled soul.
I’m a free falling gypsy...
Tuesday 30th November 2021 2:35 am
A Little Less Lonely (Finally.)
Crisp bed sheets wrapped loosely around her body
Dressed in pale skin and cigarette smoke
She ran a hand through her untamed hair, twirling a long strand around her index finger before tying knots into the tangled mess
Soft music fell from the speakers
It was outdated and felt like summer
Something like this you just can’t buy anymore
Tears rolled down, staining the young fea...
Friday 5th November 2021 2:46 am
Create.
There's a black canvas staring back at me.
Nothing else, no smiling people or vibrant colors, just black paint smeared across a white spread.
Motivation slipped my existence months ago
But I have this moment and in my current state of sadness I wish to create
Even it turns out to be acrylic nothingness.
Friday 29th October 2021 9:15 pm
Numb.
Remember when you used write so much?
Your words upon paper was like oxygen to your lungs, you couldn't get enough.
It was all that you wanted, all that you were...
But that made you happy
It made you glow inside
Where did that light go?
What made it disappear?
I saw it fade, I'm watching it now
As painful as it is
There's nothing to feel
Just emptiness
Is this what it's like to...
Wednesday 20th October 2021 11:29 pm
Drown.
This room is dark and quiet
My thoughts conversate with eachother
And In my lonely disposition I whisper to the shadows climbing up the wall
No audible answer could be heard, only the short inhale and exhale of breath being released from my lungs.
Now all my wounds are open
Bleeding out in the dark.
Owned by overwhelming fear, I am in belief these insecurities will never subside
Here w...
Thursday 23rd September 2021 3:39 am
Someday
I start my day the same way I end it
Outside
Reflecting and preparing
I believe when a day begins it is a chance to start fresh with a new perspective
I am struggling, overwhelmed by the chaos we accept to live in our lives, it hurts.
With every sip of coffee I believed that today would be the day I change my own shitty circumstances.
Unfortunately, it seems that it was only the caffeine...
Friday 27th August 2021 2:21 am
In a Rut.
The sadness was all around her
Swimming in misery up to her throat
It weighed her down
Yet refused to choke her
Her tears spilled out
Falling gracefully before soaking into her skin
What a hopeless tangle she had gotten herself into
She spent so long dwelling in this mess she was unsure of how to escape
How long would she sing a song of sorrow?
She prayed this was only a season
Su...
Sunday 18th July 2021 7:32 pm
Passing Through
I caught you off guard when I said "Hello"
The greeting must've left you speechless as confusion was written on your face
Yet you replied with a smile
Tired and worn
But real enough to fool many
It was only an exchange of few words
But I knew there was more to be said
I felt there was little truth behind that "I'm Fine"
My mind won't let me forget the sight of you Sitting in silenc...
Wednesday 7th July 2021 4:11 am
Stranger in the Crowd.
Unnoticed his shadow moves across the sidewalk and fades into the night
Sweaty palms and shaky nerves
He clings to the fabric of his jacket
The only thing larger than his fears are the holes in the wall.
The thought made his fists sting
He sits down in the same seat every Saturday
His eyes stare across the counter
She never looks up
At least not at him
Everyone's talking but he doe...
Monday 19th April 2021 3:59 am
Heart of the Forest
She belongs to no one
Daughter of the night
Constellations fall upon her skin
Like tattoos across her chest
May the whole sky sink to the ground below
Engulf her in evening blues
Walking down a path of green she believes where trees grow there is peace
Her hands caress the lush scenery like a warm hello.
She doesn't mind the cold mud stuck beneath her feet as closes her eyes and than...
Friday 16th April 2021 4:50 am
Two Fools and Me.
You brought back to life the passion inside me
That burning desire to live
That wild streak
My heart was meant to beat
Life is best when it's happening outside four walls
I haven't been myself in so long
Drained of all hope and then you found me
Now here we are
You drive a little faster
Music bounces through the speakers
I stretch out in the backseat
Feeling at home
We've be...
Thursday 25th March 2021 2:05 am
Out Of Reach
Tangled in the branches
In awe of the view
My goal was to meet with the sky
Longing to be closer to where I find comfort
How much longer will I wander alone, remaining hidden from your sight?
I've strayed so far that my footprints have faded into the soil.
The light used to guide me
Now it's disappeared behind dark clouds
It seems like so long ago when I used to sit in anticipated s...
Friday 26th February 2021 4:42 am
Your Time Will Come
Just breathe
Be still
Know that all you feel will one day have purpose
Your tears will not go to waste
What is meant to happen will
Slow down
Don't rush
Life is not a race but a journey
Be brave
Be focused
Do what you must in this moment to get through
Rehearse that song over and over again until you find the courage
Believe those words to be the truth
All is not as lost as ...
Monday 15th February 2021 5:03 am
Temporary Fool.
You're the baddest
Dangerous
Reputation tarnished
Wrapped in leather
James Dean
Real deal knock-off
Smokin' on my corner
Fingertips frozen to the bone
No money just a backup plan
That must be me
You're falling again
Lost in hopeless despair.
Once a Lover
Won't you come in?
Pick me up where you left off
Three years ago
Nineteen
Twenty one
You left without Goodbye.
Y...
Saturday 6th February 2021 4:51 am
The Most Perfect Dream
Last night I was gifted with a beautiful dream.
I was barefoot, standing on loose boards and chipped paint looking out at a dead field from an old farmhouse.
My childhood home.
On most nights the main character in all my nightmares is me, running from several nameless demons
I'm wide awake when I close my eyes, yet disoriented enough to bury myself alive in the trenches.
I can still hea...
Monday 1st February 2021 2:38 am
Dig Deeper
Most casualties occur in silence
Those moments when we are locked away inside ourselves, consumed by the sound of nothing at all.
We settle into a routine of constantly going, always busying ourselves.
We burry the things we don't want to see underneath it all, after so long we soon forget the sound of our own voice.
Take a look outside yourself and watch as each of us drowns in denial.
N...
Tuesday 26th January 2021 4:40 am
You.
It's been forty eight hours
Apparently sleep is for the weak.
My chest aches
Heavy with anxiety.
In the darkness I lay still
Unable to find peace,
I let my mind wander.
I think of you.
Yes, I do know
I understand very well
Because I'm just some girl who's in love with the band.
It's true
I've got it bad.
I shared with you what I adored the most and somehow you managed to ma...
Sunday 17th January 2021 9:04 pm
Consider Me Gone
Forty miles south
Any sign of that town is well behind me
Hidden in a cloud of dirt
I hit the gas
Gravel flies
I fade into the afternoon
A restless woman with a truck.
Gloomy skies and headlights
I realize there's no going back
All the pleading in the world wouldn't make me turn around
I'm not sure what I'm getting myself into
Maybe I'll race the moon and send up a prayer or two
...
Wednesday 13th January 2021 5:06 am
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