Lada Love
Lada Love
Have you ever been so in love with a machine it hurts?
I am. The reason?
Lada cars especially Riva estate cars with square spotlamps in the grill.
What a beautifully proportioned machine,
each line in the right place.
Utilitarian design and poetical looks, filling my soul with joy.
Yes I feel happiness when I see a Lada car.
It makes my day and I ...
Wednesday 26th December 2012 1:36 pm
HUMAN SPIRIT
HUMAN SPIRIT
What a life, running on twin rigid train tracks going to a certain point
but how easy it is to come off then end up hurt!
You see, this is life and we are all in it together coping how we can to do our bit.
I do things differently than you. Sometimes I succeed while others I fail.
At least when I’m down I can say I’m not the only one.
There are o...
Sunday 23rd December 2012 11:22 pm
Trash Overhead
Trash Overhead
I live in the desert on my own little farm near the damn secret airbase where they do their testing.
My grandpa saw your nuclear tests in the 50s shook our walls and gave him cancer.
I sued the government and got $36,000 a fortune back then.
Re-vamped this old farm and met a girl who worked at the base,
her car broke down on the road and she became my w...
Wednesday 19th December 2012 7:30 pm
North Town
North Town
My stress and anxiety continues.
It’s living in this crap dying town,
that I’m sure of.
I’d rather be in West Berlin writing poetry,
engaged to a Fraulein.
Soaking up European history.
Instead I’m here: Oldham.
Thorn in the side of the North.
You want a cool place,
go to Manny.
Nowhere is like Manchester.
Catch a gig or shag a bir...
Monday 17th December 2012 6:50 pm
Again and Again
Again and Again
It's happened again.
What you ask?
Oh you don't wanna know, it aint good.
A slaughter of innocents who were INNOCENT.
What was their crime other than learning at school?
Doing what kids do being looked after by their teachers.
You did COLD BLOODED MURDER.
Some things are fucking WRONG.
You did that.
Fully aware of your ev...
Friday 14th December 2012 9:30 pm
Siren Flight
Siren Flight
She moves with grace and poise like a black swan. Utterly majestic.
Against the blue sky, she flies. Each wing beat taking her closer to her true destiny.
Defying all that stands in her way. Knowing that her path is oh so true and divine.
I can only imagine what this beautiful young woman will achieve in her precious life.
Are we lucky to witness her fligh...
Thursday 13th December 2012 7:12 pm
Hall of Memories
Hall of Memories
Have you ever noticed how fast the years pass?
Like a speeding car zooming thru the countryside,
catching fleeting glimpses of objects becoming something.
What?
Such is the impression when I get a job in the bakery,
twelve years after I quit.
My eyes open, who's still there; looking for a friendly familiar face.
Ah! There's Kare...
Tuesday 11th December 2012 6:57 pm
Memory of water
Memory of water
Do you know that water has a memory?
Like my memory of you from our time together.
Across the years what is ours will endure.
No one and nothing can ever steal that or erase what is real.
It started when we met in the place of many people.
Why did we notice one another?
What act of fate brought you to my heart?
There for eternity and a day.
...Thursday 6th December 2012 5:30 pm
Hot Day
Hot Day
It was a hot day in the Nevada desert.
Slowly in the distance, a dot trailing smoke came closer.
Minutes passed.
Above a faint jet engine sounded, no more than a whisper.
The sun was at its highest, burning mercilessly down.
An omen of coming events?
The dot was now a vehicle, an old yellow school bus.
Bars covered the windows.
Hands...
Monday 3rd December 2012 7:30 pm
HARD
HARD
Every generation has its own hard men
who rule the block, kick the new kids ass’s.
Who rule every bar, don’t take no for an answer,
are not to be messed with and demand respect.
They use the weapons of their trade, knives,
brass knuckles, guns, bats and more.
Take them away and their fists are a back up,
sure fire way of defence, offence.
A h...
Sunday 2nd December 2012 3:02 pm
HALT
HALT
Put an obstacle in front of me and I’ll climb over it,
weigh me down with shoes of lead, I’ll run away ever so fast.
Cut my wings and I’ll steal a plane to fly to freedom,
you halt my progress, jealous of my success.
It causes me strife and pain though I don’t show it,
I know I’ll triumph at the end of the road, achieving my dreams
of lifelong succes...
Thursday 29th November 2012 8:22 pm
NIGHTS AND THEIR CASTLES
NIGHTS AND THEIR CASTLES
SAC crews to your bombers your nukes are onboard it's time to do battle against the commie infidels.
SAC shield protects us two lightning bolts and one olive branch, you work it out - double offense.
Peace is our profession. Compared to old weapons it's the same but with infinetly more power,
nuke bombs are our new lances, the sky is our cast...
Wednesday 21st November 2012 7:59 pm
Squash Kill Bulldozer
Squash Kill Bulldozer
Madman drives his beloved pink fifteen ton bulldozer, named Sheila, at a civilian bus packed full of screaming innocent civilians. Bang! No mercy here as our dear madman reverses and guns the throttle to do it again. More metal shouts under protest and glass shatters. Dozer driver judged it just right, metal dozer blade impacts the side of the yellow bus at head ...
Saturday 17th November 2012 12:38 pm
Nightly Events
Nightly Events
I'm used to sleeping alone at night in my bed. No one there.
I'm used to being unloved and unwanted at night, feeling the touch of a bullet.
I'm used to being forlorn and forsaken, dead inside during dark hours. Inside and out. I'm used to having no lover to get wet and sweaty with, damn hot eroticism. Not in my bed or life.
I'm used to having no one hold me...
Friday 9th November 2012 10:24 pm
Old Skool
Old Skool
We went to your old school,
in an area where crime is rife and drug dealers think they rule the streets.
What do you think when you see your old school?
Are your memories good or bad?
Were you bullied like me? Or have lots of friends?
Do you want to go back in time and spend a day in your school,
in your favourite lesson?
If so, what lesson?
A...
Thursday 8th November 2012 7:43 pm
Word of?
Word of?
What planet are you from?
Do you return home to see your loved ones?
I'm sure you miss them.
I'd miss my wife if I was eight light years away from my beloved.
Let alone missing my beer drinking brother.
If I remember, it was his round.
That was a decade ago, before I was posted to Desert World Two with its cold cobalt snow and methane sky.
...
Thursday 8th November 2012 7:37 pm
Into the Blue
Into the Blue
The sea is deceptively calm on this cloudless spring day,
away from the shore a twin hull catamaran sails,
leaving a gentle wake upon the mirror smooth ocean.
Painted yellow overall you can’t miss her,
like a glass bottle upon the sand.
Out of nowhere a thick mist comes down
covering everything in sight like white blanket as you sleep.
A sense...
Thursday 8th November 2012 7:34 pm
TELL
TELL
Alternative worldview as I sit on my throne,
trolleys in the car park only purpose to exist.
Tell me what is it like to be a pond?
See a mirror in your smooth serene exterior,
are you reeling inside under the surface like me?
Danger of drying up in summer stagnant stinking water.
Frozen solid two seasons later hard as stone.
Are you me or am I yo...
Friday 2nd November 2012 6:09 pm
Mind Men
Mind Men
Men with brilliant minds fought a war in the ether, fighting an invisible war.
Using maths to crack enemy codes of unbelievable complexity.
Making sure they were never found out.
Enigma and Lorenz were cracked by pure brain power.
Mathematics being the power of intelligence, enemy codes saying everything.
Hidden no more.
Lists of army units and air for...
Sunday 28th October 2012 9:13 pm
ACRONYM
ACRONYM
An acronym for this, an acronym for that.
RTA, road traffic accident, metal meat grinder
crushing pulping raw red flesh.
Watch the skies and blink twice, was that a UFO?
See the little green men loop their unidentified flying object,
of course you imagined it.
You should feel safe protected by NATO
from the enemy whoever he is.
Yet there i...
Tuesday 23rd October 2012 7:29 pm
We out of my Berlin Tokyo War Hearts book
We
We don't talk now but we once did. I was there when it all went wrong; a ghost, spirit or spectre? No just me. I saw you argue with your wife, knew you'd blame me and be vicious. A Jack Russell. Who's the postman?
You threw stuff, broke a picture on the wall. Threa...
Friday 19th October 2012 7:48 pm
Berlin Tokyo Warhearts book...
http://www.amazon.com/Berlin-Tokyo-Warhearts-Nick-Armbrister/dp/1471713040
Friday 19th October 2012 7:44 pm
TUNNEL
TUNNEL
Tumbling end over end down the black nothingness of the tunnel, spinning down breaking my bones, bruising my flesh in a violence of movement.
Now, numb with pain I pass out as all my blood drains from my veins to be replaced by ice-cold fear. I’ve never been so afraid, all I want is peace, to rest, to sleep, to die.
My life is taken up by this tunnel, never ending...
Tuesday 16th October 2012 9:36 pm
YEARS GO BY
YEARS GO BY
The years go by as I live my life, joy fills my heart, me,
as I think of you, of the times we had and the bands we saw.
Now you’re gone, pain fills my head, me, as I realise that you
were the one, not any more. Contrasting emotions and images
welling up inside me, confusing my brain as another failed encounter
fills my being, taking me to the dept...
Thursday 11th October 2012 7:17 pm
TELEPHONE SURREALITY
TELEPHONE SURREALITY
Three colours of grey all flowing into one to make a crazy dance of colour direct from the plastic mould.
Now assembled into such a frightening thing, the instrument of love, life and death.
Multiple square bumps all placed in rows like so many stationary soldiers each with a sharply made out symbol.
A long coiling snakelike wire brings li...
Monday 8th October 2012 7:51 pm
AUTUMN SKYSCAPE
AUTUMN SKYSCAPE
Dawn comes in a flash of colour, the sky torn apart by yellow,
stark leafless trees stand out against the heavens which have thin wispy clouds that hide the sun behind an ocean of colour that my eyes struggle to see.
Soon the brightness dies like a wilting flower and the clouds layer the sky in an undulating landscape of gossamer;
it looks like an ups...
Tuesday 2nd October 2012 7:35 pm
Road to Damascus
This historical and bloody road to the holy city is paved with bloody footsteps.
So many died over two millennia.
Nearly thirty thousand more have been added to the Damascus Road.
All dead, killed by ultra violence.
Syrians murdering Syrians.
When will it finally stop?
In another two millennia or when they're all dead?
Bloody Damascus Road in a r...
Monday 1st October 2012 8:15 pm
AN END TO WAR
An End to War
Man waged his final war and got it over with.
Border disputes were settled, cities bombed, military bases raided, jets shot down, people killed and nations pulverized.
At last it's over, the killing and guns silent.
What now in this quiet wasteland world?
Guns were out ammo, bullet factories bombed flat, soldiers dead.
Flowers grow on their grav...
Saturday 29th September 2012 2:29 pm
Old Skool
Old Skool
We went to your old school,
in an area where crime is rife and drug dealers think they rule the streets.
What do you think when you see your old school?
Are your memories good or bad?
Were you bullied like me? Or have lots of friends?
Do you want to go back in time and spend a day in your school,
in your favourite lesson?
If so, what lesson?
A...
Tuesday 25th September 2012 7:51 pm
Met
Met
When we met it was shattering, she lost her dad and I consoled her. She listened to my life of woe. What will we be like together when we meet?
Out of today will come, hopefully, a new tomorrow. Will it bring a harvest of peace or a whirlwind of famine? Like 2 moths we were drawn to each other, the question is who is the flame? You... you burnt off my wings and down to earth I...
Saturday 22nd September 2012 12:53 pm
TREASURE
TREASURE
Find the X on a map tattooed onto the skin of a dead man, it’s buried gold.
Do anything to get it, kill, burn, destroy to find your treasure. Watch out,
our pals will want it but I won’t let them, I can feel it in my bones.
It’s on the next island according to the map.
Now we arrive, it’s time to start digging.
Suddenly I’ve found it! Gold, rubies, e...
Tuesday 18th September 2012 6:08 pm
Belgrade
Belgrade
Broken warplane falls wreathed in smoke.
Me with two German bullets in my chest.
How it hurts.
Funny how I feel alive right now, before I die.
Was I dead when we met?
Something precious died inside when you left me.
So I joined the air force and became a pilot.
People feted me wherever I went.
Don’t you know I shot two Huns down?
Then numbe...
Monday 17th September 2012 2:44 pm
My Darkness
I free wheel through today knowing things should be better but are not, I'm starting to not care anymore why should I after I feel like this? Oh I talk to the women I like in a few ways, I wonder am I being tested but for what? Like I was tested when I heard gun shots and then saw the getaway car in the wrong order? I know they were fireworks but I saw the real affect of ...
Thursday 13th September 2012 6:57 pm
New
New
New woman from afar by my side,
forming something special with just me.
I do with her.
We're so different.
No need for a list,
we're not cars.
We have lives, views, thoughts and feelings.
They're ours, as is what we created.
We two together.
We both were gonna give up on other people.
She cos she met dickheads, me cos I met cows.
So one last try before we both quit, ...
Wednesday 12th September 2012 6:57 pm
NIGHT OUT
NIGHT OUT
It’s Friday and we’re ready to go out to hit
the town and paint it red. This is not a bad town,
our Oldham, as we’ll find out as we party the hours away.
I have a beautiful girl on my arm who means so much for me.
We breeze into Yates to the sound of Madonna
though we certainly aren’t beautiful strangers.
Time stands still as we have fun a...
Tuesday 11th September 2012 7:16 pm
OUR STREET
OUR STREET
A quiet street is ours in a town we all know so well,
a dozen old houses with a small yard and a cobbled road in front.
You can leave your door unlocked all day, there are no thieves here,
for we are all friends. This was my parents’ house,
now it’s mine for the ten years since they left.
Our mill at the end of the street gives us all a job and the...
Monday 10th September 2012 6:11 pm
UNTITLED
UNTITLED
Love is an illusion fuelled by hope
Hope is an illusion fuelled by love
The sky is full of ghosts each cloud
A spirit forever trapped in the blue.
Sunday 2nd September 2012 1:51 pm
MOONRISE
MOONRISE
I see a faint lightness over the black of the hillside.
Stars a million miles overhead lose a slight edge.
Mist dances illuminated by her Moon Goddess.
Clouds high overhead come and go as stars sparkle, iridescent.
Excited I wait, soon she will be here. Patience now…
There! My Moon Goddess lifts my spirits, serene and spiritual.
I drift out of my...
Friday 31st August 2012 6:15 pm
Natalie. Forsaken .
Wednesday 29th August 2012 4:56 pm
What a Plane Day
What a Plane Day
I came home from work and saw GMP Defender spy plane circling where I live. I heard the turboprops as it did racetrack patterns going into clouds. I also saw a kid's balloon black on grey sky. Did Defender's camera pick it up?
Then I saw a second spy plane! A plastic Diamond DA42 prop plane. Hey, prop jets are more cool. Even crap Defender has them! You two ...
Tuesday 28th August 2012 7:50 pm
Tattoo Co-Operative
Tattoo Co-Operative
We work together my tattooists and me. New images spring forth out of my imagination. They have the means to create something out of nothing. Amazing arty designs forever on my skin. The girls love them and my mother hates them, way it is. Battle lines.
From tarot card designs by Pixie to Great War warplanes spitting death, my inkers do the best. Nothing else w...
Saturday 25th August 2012 6:34 pm
YOUR LETTER
YOUR LETTER
Just your words on paper, nothing much,
random thoughts of daily life.
What if this was the last letter on earth?
Worth the world then or in my possession
if I was stranded far away on the moon
would your words be my lifeline and save me?
Or prolong my agony, make my stay there my Hell?
A curse or a blessing in my hands now.
Saturday 25th August 2012 1:16 pm
DANCING WITH JOAN JETT
Wednesday 22nd August 2012 8:19 pm
Natalie. Politico
Natalie. Politico
There was trouble in The Argentine. A few of Natalie’s friends spoke out against the military junta who ruled the country. The two girls and one boy, all aged eighteen, had simply vanished. Natalie was scared. Roberto warned her not to speak out. The same people who forced him into the army, ending his college studies, had apprehended the teens. Their fate was unknow...
Wednesday 22nd August 2012 6:57 pm
ITALIA
Italia
Dream of a nation, they built a big airship for Arctic exploration. Things went so well, taking a plethora of readings and photographs till a head wind sprung up. They used most of the fuel battling the wind. Serious technical trouble followed. This would go downhill, fast.
A crash!
Ripping fabric, torn envelope. Smashed control cabin forlorn on the ice. Many dead and i...
Friday 17th August 2012 9:47 pm
THE TRAGEDY OF SONG
THE TRAGEDY OF SONG
She sings in such hushed vocal tones one second,
then she shatters glass in an attack of tragic beauty the next.
The truths and traumas of life seem so real and painful when her voice glides over them,
after all, isn’t this the life that you and I and her live?
We are all in the same boat on this rough ocean at the mercy of the gale.
If we...
Friday 17th August 2012 1:10 am
AGE OLD
Age Old
People made of sand now lost in the sand, blowing in the breeze. Dusty grains kicked up by the whirling dank air. A dervish in a swirl. Unrestricted ruins now visible, all that remains of the old city.
Ruins are bones, bones are ruins. Everything beneath, bleach white bones under equally white moon.
Luminous.
Square stone blocks no longer upright. Earthquake tumble...
Tuesday 14th August 2012 7:19 pm
orbit
Orbit
One million hearts speak as one; I listen to the solitary one who cries out in eloquent despair. That single wounded heart will claim me by her right and ensnare me and save me from me and I’ll never break it. She’ll bring me happiness after years of sorrow. Her name is?
Rockets are for the benefit of the human race taking us to the stars or for the worst, blowing us to bit...
Tuesday 14th August 2012 12:16 am
interview
Interview
The enemy warplanes flew in high over our main port. The pretty lady who ran the port was giving an interview to the BBC. It was then the jets released their bombs. Huge bangs echoed over the port as the facilities were blasted to oblivion. Our return 23mm cannon fire answered in a fullisade.
The camera kept rolling and the girl kept speaking. No way would an enemy air a...
Friday 10th August 2012 11:23 pm
UNTITLED
UNTITLED
Love is an illusion fuelled by hope
Hope is an illusion fuelled by love
The sky is full of ghosts each cloud
A spirit forever trapped in the blue.
Thursday 9th August 2012 1:51 pm
CEILING ROSE
CEILING ROSE
An alabaster ceiling rose is ever so delicate,
a round swirling pattern that is a joy to look at.
It used to be white but now it’s all yellow
with centuries of grime and age old smoke.
People stop and wonder what went on under
the hanging lights, what was said, who loved
who and who dared to dance close.
Today the huge dance hall is empty
...Monday 6th August 2012 8:30 pm
think
THINK
Do you want to renounce violence against other people on a personal scale and on an international level, where countries are bombed and shelled? This isn’t good, people are injured and die. Think what happens if I or you hit someone and kill him with one punch, this does happen. If a mortar falls and kills a dozen people in a busy market place.
What does it solve? Each perso...
Saturday 4th August 2012 1:12 pm
The Disappeared/Missing event Manchester, do contribute...
Friday 3rd August 2012 9:06 pm
GHOST WRITER
GHOST WRITER
Our advanced Airblade jet came down in the mountains.
I spent wonderful times with the woman I love.
Now we're separated with no way of being reunited. ...
Sunday 29th July 2012 3:30 pm
Shook Up
Shook Up
Yesterday. Tracy told me about her birthday, of how she went on a date to a nice city pub with a cool guy. He was tattooed and wore a stylish baseball top. They got on, made small talk about their lives, ambitions and dreams. They planned to meet again next week.
Today. The guy who took Tracy out on her 31st birthday texted her and said he doesn’t want to see her again. H...
Friday 27th July 2012 6:48 pm
FLY
FLY
Where are you in the sky in relation to me?
Looping round in a great curve coming to get me, down the other side.
Do you see me in my green and yellow stunt plane? ...
Monday 23rd July 2012 10:19 pm
FORGOTTEN PLACES
FORGOTTEN PLACES
Away across the green from the council houses
is a small open field with a pond and a dry stone wall.
Fifty years ago this land was all like that – open and free.
Now that land is gone, replaced by bricks and concrete
with no personality and no life at all.
All that is left is the single field with its myriad of life.
More of a puddle tha...
Friday 20th July 2012 11:25 pm
Poland
Where now baby, in your stunt plane up in our sky. We acrobat into the incredible eventual abyss, upside down with our engine idling, I see your home country above us. Poland. How can it be so beautiful? Like your string wire canvas airplane, it belonged to your father. I bet he’d hate my tattoos...
Speed falling off, your plane drags downwards to an autumn Polish landscape. Arcing m...
Thursday 19th July 2012 11:46 pm
THROUGH THE MIRROR
THROUGH THE MIRROR
The mirror stands on the north wall of the ancient dusty mansion.
Its glass surface is pitted and marked from three centuries of use,
the frame is gilded silver inlaid with rubies and emeralds.
If you look into the mirror you will see only yourself
but if you look straight through you will see another world.
Step through the threshold and d...
Thursday 19th July 2012 6:34 pm
my new work done today at fitton hill writing group
Hidden
Call me The Baron. My full name is Nicholas Arthur Armbrister. I bloody hate that name! Do you know how I feel? My first name used when I’m naughty. “Nicholas, you’ve had a new tattoo!”
You must be part German with a name like that. Say it slowly out loud:
A-R-M-B-R-I-S-T-E-R.
They got images of Hitler’s panzers and Blitzkreig, Stukas and goose steps. No denying my ...
Monday 16th July 2012 4:31 pm
PLANET
PLANET
Strange lights in the sky tell that something is wrong.
The continents are shifting and our planet is dying
in her ageless agony.
When the world splits open we will all perish
in Armageddon, but a new beginning will finally come.
It will take so long, maybe fifty million years
but who then will inherit the earth?
How long can man really stay he...
Sunday 15th July 2012 9:40 pm
Stereo Death
Stereo Death
Had my portable stereo CD player since 1999 when I had
my first flat after me and my ex wife split up.
That stereo lasted me thru thick and thin;
raunchy love making with Diane,
swinging parties and threesomes with Kelsey,
drunken England Euro 2000 sessions with Pete
and other mad times in my second flat.
Fucking half a dozen gals from Metal H...
Friday 13th July 2012 11:23 pm
MIND FLIGHT
MIND FLIGHT
A stunningly fast flight into my mind would reveal so many things that would shock and amaze you. What would you think of the destruction I’d wreak upon mankind or the flight to Venus in a second or the joy of creating a masterpiece painting of the soul?
All of these mental images are a state of mind we all can experience. What happens in your head? Will you tell...
Thursday 12th July 2012 2:05 pm
INTO THE BLUE
INTO THE BLUE
The sea is deceptively calm on this cloudless spring day,
away from the shore a twin hull catamaran sails,
leaving a gentle wake upon the mirror smooth ocean.
Painted yellow overall you cant miss her,
like a glass bottle upon the sand.
Out of nowhere a thick mist comes down
covering everything in sight like white blanket as you sleep.
A ...
Tuesday 10th July 2012 10:43 pm
Vodka
Vodka
Oh how you hurt me dear lady, making me drink all the vodka in the world. What do I do when all of the vodka has gone? I hate whisky with a vengeance. Is it possible to hate you that much? Shall I try or do I remain a gentleman? I've never hurt you directly, only indirectly with my drinking due to having a broken heart.
You caused that.
If you gave me some su...
Monday 9th July 2012 1:53 pm
SPEEDING DARTS
SPEEDING DARTS
Take a trip to those heady days of the fifties and what a time it was,
now today we remember and dream of such speeding darts in the sky.
With names like Vixen, Hunter, Venom, Swift and Swallow.
Now sitting in museums, silent mementos to the shattering noise of the
sound barrier.
Men lived and died high over England breaking new ground li...
Sunday 8th July 2012 10:48 pm
Berlin read live in gullivers manchester july 5 2012
Berlin
We’re going to Tango in Berlin, in the bar where we met. You the nice lady called Becca who has your parents’ names tattooed on your hand. How quaint in 21st Century Berlin, Europe’s second best city, after London. I saw your ink and knew you wanted more.
I got my tattoo gun ...
Friday 6th July 2012 6:12 pm
TORRENT
TORRENT
Falling rain the colour of steel, cast down by the wind blown clouds.
Count the drops in the million, a never-ending torrent drowning the land,
better stay indoors or you’re in for a swim.
See it beat upon your window like a madmen with a drum,
the power of nature in all her ragged glory.
Tuesday 3rd July 2012 6:59 pm
There
There
There I stand in the bakery before the huge steel metal machine, 100 yards long and silver. A cake machine worth a mint. All sorts of ingredients thrown together to make cakes, quite a mix! You’d need to see it for yourself to understand what goes on. Not a case of add this and that to make a cake, oh no. Recipes and correct steps to take.
Think of the engineering that...
Monday 2nd July 2012 7:16 pm
Nightly Events
Nightly EventsI'm used to sleeping alone at night in my bed. No one there.
I'm used to being unloved and unwanted at night, feeling the touch of a bullet.
I'm used to being forlorn and forsaken, dead inside during dark hours. Inside and out. I'm used to having no lover to get wet and sweaty with, damn hot eroticism. Not in my bed or life.
I'm used to having no one hold m...
Saturday 30th June 2012 12:47 pm
Berlin Tokyo War Hearts live poem set@isis levenshulme
Tuesday 26th June 2012 6:15 pm
ATOP NELSON’S COLUMN
ATOP NELSON’S COLUMN
Windy, cold and grey is the sky. The clouds amass on the horizon,
laden with rain, while a bitter wind drives them towards me.
I have never been so scared here above the earth; I don’t know how I got here,
I only want to get down.
Smoke blackened stone is cold and so alien to my touch, while the ground is far below.
I see people staring a...
Monday 25th June 2012 5:37 pm
Hold Rock
Hold Rock
Are you my rock to trip me up before I fall off the edge of the world?
You take me for me, accept that I have problems.
And understand.
Will that understanding destroy you?
Will that be a plateau of levellity?
Perfect stability, eye of the storm.
What of you?
Do you actually notice me?
I bought her two nice tops and she left me by ...
Sunday 24th June 2012 9:22 pm
HOME
HOME
Been in the south 3year what a mixed time I had down there now it recedes like a dying storm that now almost never was. Only disjointed waking memories remain, the dreams tear me to bits as I lay there a prisoner of sleep. What me + my ex had, what we could have had. X, Y, Z of possibilities of my life. I stare at the northern hills dark on the, my, horizon. A clear cloudle...
Thursday 21st June 2012 9:49 pm
FIGHTER PILOT
FIGHTER PILOT
My mum once told me that my dad was a fighter pilot
Flying over Vietnam and Laos
Dropping bombs and killing.
He got five Migs
Before the missiles got him.
Yeah, my dad flew a Thunderchief.
He flew two hundred missions
Over that hell of a country
Until the missiles blew him away.
I never saw my dad
But he died a he...
Tuesday 19th June 2012 3:22 pm
HEIGHT (wrote at Hay Festival, Wales 10/06/2012)
HEIGHT (wrote at Hay Festival, Wales 10/06/2012)
I ask why do I love you Ruth?
We've never met nor made love while gazing into each other's eyes.
Mirror to your soul.
What would it feel like to hold you close and have your hair obscure my vision,
as I breath in the scent of you?
Triggering something so deep inside me that I forgot it ever existed.
I...
Sunday 17th June 2012 9:40 pm
CHAFF
CHAFF
Tuesday is February, an unwanted day
like the unwanted month, of no use whatsoever.
Might as well call it the unwanted day and useless month.
Can’t go and get pissed or dance in a glitzy club on a Tuesday.
It wouldn’t feel right if you could, the working week not even half thru.
What to do? Play darts at the pub? Okay for sad middle-aged gre...
Saturday 16th June 2012 7:53 pm
Sky Wheel
Sky Wheel
Big sky wheel from heaven rolls over the land squashing houses and people and cities and families. Sky wheel doing its business from who knows where. A trail of loose house bricks that once were human dwellings. Now rubble. Where are the people? Under the boot of the sun wheel, totally fucked. Who sent this kilometre diameter circular thing to Planet Earth?
Wrecking ever...
Thursday 14th June 2012 3:12 pm
LANDSCAPE OF TEARS
LANDSCAPE OF TEARS
I sense that you are near me,
close enough to touch, right now.
In my mind.
No one else can see you next to me
but I do. As we are now,
we once were in reality
at some time in our history.
Your spirit never leaves me
and your ghost forever haunts me,
your love is my saviour intertwining
me in your spiders web of hearsay.
...Monday 11th June 2012 7:43 pm
poem tatoo whatever...
Friday 8th June 2012 9:27 pm
WOULD YOU TRUST A COMPUTER?
WOULD YOU TRUST A COMPUTER?
Here is the new revolutionary airliner for the world; it’s a flying dream, so advanced.
Full of electronic gadgets and toys doing all the work, just program the computer, sit back and enjoy the flight.
You’re a computer technician six miles above the earth. Beware, though, if something goes wrong, you will die as the computer is always right, ...
Friday 8th June 2012 8:28 pm
WOULD YOU TRUST A COMPUTER?
WOULD YOU TRUST A COMPUTER?
Here is the new revolutionary airliner for the world; it’s a flying dream, so advanced.
Full of electronic gadgets and toys doing all the work, just program the computer, sit back and enjoy the flight.
You’re a computer technician six miles above the earth. Beware, though, if something goes wrong, you will die as the computer is always right, ...
Friday 8th June 2012 8:28 pm
So Far From Home
So Far From Home
Under a curving shimmering blue fish bowl of the sky the small Patrol Torpedo boat cruises over the gentle summer swells in the distant Pacific under summer skies torn apart by brutal bitter total war. Small PT boats crewed by fifteen men ranging far and wide hunting for fat Japanese merchant ships. Boom! Go the torpedoes when a nice juicy target is found and a quick ...
Wednesday 6th June 2012 7:30 pm
TO THE SUN
TO THE SUN
I’m flying to the sun, now free of this haunted place, to find a new destiny and to gaze upon the stars.
I won’t let me down, not like you did to me; this time I’m in my plane and going all the way to escape you all and the putrid ways of your petty lives, an end.
For now I’m free, truly free of you all and your wretched ways, now I can breathe again and live ...
Monday 4th June 2012 6:55 pm
VIEW FROM THE MOUNTAIN
VIEW FROM THE MOUNTAIN
After climbing so many thousands of feet up the mountain I have finally reached the top, the view is like another world with so many things visible from where the eagles live.
A fine layer of cloud makes the ground seem hazy and non distinct like a fading memory you want to remember.
Ever so slowly a flock of birds fly past below skirting the...
Friday 1st June 2012 10:31 pm
ACRONYM
ACRONYM
An acronym for this, an acronym for that.
RTA, road traffic accident, metal meat grinder
crushing pulping raw red flesh.
Watch the skies and blink twice, was that a UFO?
See the little green men loop their unidentified flying object,
of course you imagined it.
You should feel safe protected by NATO
from the enemy whoever he is.
Yet there i...
Thursday 31st May 2012 11:28 pm
GOTHIC STORM
GOTHIC STORM
Gothic storm across the heavens, splitting
the sky in two creating a rip in the fabric
of the sky into which the earth will fall,
doomed and dead into the abyss of time
forever more. We are the generation of the damned,
condemned to be this for the rest of our lives
until we die, by our own hand
or that of Old Father Time or of our enemie...
Wednesday 30th May 2012 1:51 pm
EXILE
Exile
I use a cream for my problems in life. If I need a girlfriend I use Get Me A Girlfriend cream. And there appears a nice Size 10 slim brunette who gives good head. To get a job I used Instant Day Job cream. Applying it liberally on my arm immediately got me a bakery day job to pay for my tattoos. And for the car I need as a runabout, I got Instant Car cream. Putting it on m...
Sunday 27th May 2012 5:31 pm
My Blade, My Life (by Mel) read live by me at scribble fest oldham 24/5/12
My Blade, My Life (by Mel)
With trembling hands, she reaches for her blade. She tells herself it will be the last time.
She tells herself this every time.
She never succeeded before, but will just have to now.
With the blade in her hand, she breaks out into a cold sweat.
She starts shivering and her heart beats faster.
She thrives on these feelings,
she tells herself she mus...
Thursday 24th May 2012 10:57 pm
Sunny 8
Sunny 8
Damn yankee Mustang gonna be a real bastard and blow some Krauts outa the fucking sky. Try and stop me mother fuckers! 50cal gunning you down, got many of your kindred by my shells. Always escape with my life. No 109 or 190 ever came close to nailing me.
I'm not called Chuck Yeager! Hell no! I was in Zemke's Wolf Pack.
I died in a field near Crewe, England. No Nazi eve...
Thursday 24th May 2012 10:53 pm
THE OLD MILL
THE OLD MILL
The big Victorian mill sits big and majestic all on its own.
Not many are left now, since the fall of the cotton industry.
It is such a shame – most were demolished, but this is the way
to the future and of cheap concrete buildings.
This one here is one of a few, preserved as a reminder
complete with huge old steam engine.
People take their c...
Tuesday 22nd May 2012 9:03 pm
His Latest Flame/Fugitive
His Latest Flame/Fugitive
Feel like a fugitive in my own life, kind of use to it and enjoy it. Filling the gap where your life and love should be. Do you know how fucking alone I am now? That doesn't matter. My views go to ink, captured in my poems. What will you think when you read it? I know you exist, somewhere. If you didn't, I'd be totally alone. ...
Monday 21st May 2012 6:58 pm
MISSILE LAUNCH
MISSILE LAUNCH
Radar lock on, a growl in your ear means the missile sees the Mig,
now a 6 g’s turn and press the tit, see the Sidewinder dart towards the
enemy. For this is his time to die, his seconds tick away like so many
grains of sand in the hour glass.
As the solid fuel rocket motor speeds the missile to Mach 3 the Mig,
your Mig, flies for his life. A c...
Sunday 20th May 2012 12:43 pm
Warhearts
Warhearts
A girl.
A guy.
Become one.
She works in the bar.
He drinks in the bar.
They leave in his car.
He drives.
She's his passenger.
Down dark roads they travel.
To where?
Not their normal route.
Venturing here or there.
Tits up from here.
Something went wrong.
His car left the road.
Down an embankment.
Upside down in ...
Monday 14th May 2012 7:01 pm
FORGOTTEN PROMISES
FORGOTTEN PROMISES
We talk face-to-face, so close, so fragile. In the morning I say goodbye
my eyes searching her tearful eyes for one last gleam of hope.
Then I go, I promise from the bottom of my heart to phone you and I will
But I never do as the headlong rush that is life rushes me by,
making that one night seem so long ago.
I ask myself, did it happen? R...
Sunday 13th May 2012 7:07 pm
FREEDOM
FREEDOM
I fly through the mountain valley chasing my own shadow
at five hundred miles an hour, on a knife edge
turn I fly around a rock outcrop, g-force crushing me down.
A feeling of being alive lasts forever as time stands still
in a microsecond, for I am on a wing and a prayer,
flying for freedom in a stolen fighter plane.
I have no guns or missiles to...
Friday 11th May 2012 6:29 pm
MISTY WATERS
MISTY WATERS
Water, smooth as a mirror, shiny as death.
I am the lake, the lake is me.
Are you the mist hovering over
my haunted vision and fractured mind?
Lost am I but bemused by your fragile beauty.
Your cold breath on my face telling me I am alive.
Mist taking me away, quick call my Mother. I’m about to drown.
Moon above, face of my unknown lover.
...Wednesday 9th May 2012 5:50 pm
OUT/IN series of mad poems 2001
OUT
So we went out to see a film, with cars and music:
The Fast and The Furious. It’s like old times, you know,
Nick and Deb, when we had that thing.
Now the film ends and we go to your house,
reality hits home in the usual way.
The bloke you met sends you a text “Hello beautiful…”
and then I know it’s time to leave.
The trauma starts as I realise, th...
Tuesday 8th May 2012 6:17 pm
Araboth
Araboth
One day there will be a city built from the ashes of a nuclear war that killed 6 billion people. A city built to hold a million but they’re all dead ’cause of the war.
So only twenty thousand live there, in defiance of what they have all done.
For Mother Nature will strike them down and take Her revenge against Man,
for what he has done to Her only pearl. Araboth w...
Monday 7th May 2012 9:35 pm
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