The Dead Wife
Assured me everything was ok
That he was a great leader
That scientists were wrong
We could live for the day
So radiant so confident
Said if you wanted to be rich
You just had to pray
I believed in her love
Opposites attract
They say
Never having time to read
Laughing in the face of experts
It was only a cold she said
When ...
Thursday 31st December 2020 11:19 am
I'd like to thank the academy
I’ve given giving
up a lot of thought
and have decided
I’m not that tough
to face the thought
of failure every day
not that hanging in
has been a thrill
there are in fact
a lot of people I could kill
but I’d have to deal
with that reflection
masochism saves me
the sweet pain of failure
the interior narrator
laughing at...
Wednesday 30th December 2020 1:52 am
Life Tricks
I have limited empathy
I feel it first
Then I feel you through me
And I can’t remember a thing
Just a feeling of excitement
In vertiginous moments
How is it that
You remember
everything I’ve said
Every promise
in the heat of passion
Every doubt mouthed in bed
Lacking your crucial component
I want to feel it again
Life tricks us like tha...
Tuesday 29th December 2020 12:46 pm
Your Autobiography
Writing your autobiography
I gloss over the way we met
I’ve edited your childhood
Down to a sentence
And I’ve taken some liberties
With your mid-life crisis
Which you’re about to have
If you’ve got no objections
Tomorrow we go to press
We’ve already sold out
The first run of one
and I’m suddenly
having it withdrawn
Monday 28th December 2020 9:25 pm
Patterns
We see patterns
We feel patterns
We believe in patterns
Everywhere
Survival mechanisms
Part of our evolution
We make inferences
Draw conclusions
And when we’re wrong
And we fall apart
We rearrange them
All over again
Taken in profile
We resemble
A slow orgasm
Stretched over a lifespan
Monday 28th December 2020 2:41 pm
My tiny theatre
I love my problems
I’ve created every one of them
I want you to star in them
I’ll direct from my chair
There’ll be a big drama
With a really tiny budget
I’ve finished the soundtrack
Now on to special effects
Choose your own costumes
I’ll need to approve them
Could you give me a hand
Erecting the set
It might seem hopeless
But I’m rewritin...
Sunday 27th December 2020 4:20 pm
Attention
Now that you’ve got my attention
What do you want with it
You want me to buy something
Then you’ll regret it
As if we could face this longing
And then move away from it
Somehow transcending a hunger
We’ve always taken for granted
Now that you’ve captured my interest
How will you keep it
You know that it accelerates
And you have to feed it
Did I happen to mention
It ha...
Saturday 26th December 2020 3:07 pm
Have you seen me lately?
Been looking for myself
Everywhere
Have you seen me
I found myself with you
But that was a while ago
I really don’t know
What I’ve been
Up to since
Do you remember
What I looked like
How I tasted and felt
If you’ve seen me lately
Give me a call
As I’m lonely
Missing us both
Friday 25th December 2020 12:16 am
That dude's eating all the food
seems to know someone
smiling at the hostess
not moving from the punch
cornering cupcakes
nodding in approval
snorting news relayed
hoovering removal
fish, ham, and cake
stranger at the party’s
swallowing your body
aiming righteous anger
between various legs
everything obsessing him
coughing on your napkin
avoiding certain traps...
Thursday 24th December 2020 8:52 pm
That time everything worked
we had our health
without the wealth
just enough to
wiggle around
there was a plan
we believed in
it even had its own
theme song
and we knew it then
it couldn’t stop anything
we were just silent and cautious
as we crept around our lives
and we see it now
try to recapture it somehow
touching ourselves
clo...
Tuesday 22nd December 2020 1:05 am
Adventure
dream about turning it off
think about getting up
fantasies become elaborate
as the mirror moves away
sweat you know nothing about
dreaming in the supermarket
words in advertisements
start to call your name
adventure adventure
waiting for you
giving up security
is all you have to do
adventure adventure
embracing your fears
...
Sunday 29th November 2020 2:14 pm
Your Cult
joined your cult
liked the food
the guy droned on
in that stupid costume
but the dance segment
I could feel it too
who needs freedom
feeling that good
elation obvious
words symbolic
couldn’t take it serious
that’s why we fell for it
joined your cult
after you left
felt emptiness
some regret
but I got promoted
and many rec...
Saturday 28th November 2020 2:34 pm
Teaching a kid to read
out of the corporate
funded educational base
between unaccounted for minutes
on my paycheck
I sometimes get to do what
I’m supposed to
when not shoveling
meaningless dreck
I’ve been teaching a kid to read
using basic flash cards
twenty minutes at a time
it’s not really that hard
it takes a lot of patience
particularly as a kid
if ...
Friday 20th November 2020 8:27 pm
My sick sense
I wanna have a world together
That we build forever
I wanna agree on what’s true
Baby, I just wanna make sense to you
I know you see things different
it’s what gets to me
Sometimes I feel you love to argue
Just to generate heat
But we need to establish premises
We need to get real
So much hangs in the balance
When we agree to dis...
Sunday 15th November 2020 2:34 pm
You left the meeting
You left the meeting
turned off the laptop took off the tie
burned the notes went outside
into a car drove out of town
passing people I went further on
until colors filled my eyes
forest greens blue seas and skies
forgot my name why I came
then decided I had to stay
you left the meeting
with a taste in your mouth
scent you remember
when you were y...
Saturday 14th November 2020 1:32 pm
Different Countries
Dunno how I ever lived there
Dunno why I ever wore that
Dunno what I was doing with you
But I don’t feel like I regret it
Can’t believe I’d eat that everyday
Can’t remember feelings I had
Don’t recall ever saying that
Can’t remember that photograph
You’d just have to ask my previous self
I haven’t seen him around lately
You’d have to go back
I wouldn’t r...
Wednesday 11th November 2020 2:22 pm
Moi???
I work with crazy people
I’m surrounded by crazy people
I love crazy people
I hang on to myself
I don’t feel more than equal
I don’t think they’re superior
I admire them for letting it out
While I have stomach trouble
I was told I think too much
But I feel like It’s just enough
To hold on to what I’ve got
And navigate this future
Tuesday 10th November 2020 4:28 pm
Moving Situations and Overheard Conversations
Tell me how to feel
I lost it years ago
And I’m concerned
I’m offensive
It’s the nature of generations
To articulate a rage
and then swallow it as they engage
Economically
I’m not feeling anything
In particular
Just kick me
If I do something wrong
Sunday 8th November 2020 8:57 pm
Review of "Pocket Blues"
I'm very superficial and live on stuff like this to get me through the week:
Friday 6th November 2020 2:30 pm
half-fascists
I live in a community
of half-fascists
under a hippie exterior
is hirohito sipping tea
I ponder cutting my mustache
into a hitler
but settle for
a bearded khomeni
by day I work with
the poor and downtrodden
by night I mock them
mercilessly
and my favorite thing
to do with you
miss holier-than-thou
isn’t appropriate to divulge
in a...
Friday 6th November 2020 11:57 am
Browsing History
We keep our better selves
In the back room
Promising them they’ll debut soon
We just gotta take care of
Something pressing that might
Require unorthodox methods
We tell her we love her
We even post her picture
She doesn’t know however
About our
Browsing
Histories
Wednesday 4th November 2020 12:48 pm
Twinkie Defense
I live on false hopes
They help me cope
I don’t have to know
Until it’s too late
By then I’ve measured
The depth of my fall
Thickness of the walls
I congratulate myself
For being so young
And dumb
And holding out
For nothing at all
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Where it can breathe
And the memories walk
Right through me
Without lea...
Sunday 1st November 2020 11:26 am
The Negotiation
even in the cruelest pain
she kept her sense of style
until they put in the catheter
she kept her dresses organized
while he was dying on a battlefield
he was thinking about that night
when his dreams came true
under a different moonlight
hostages with terrorists
come to an understanding about holidays
children with parents
compromise on ho...
Saturday 31st October 2020 12:50 pm
Your Role
You stand for this
It’s what your life is
It’s just your role
You’ll fight for it
With your last breath
Even if you’re wrong
How you need
The world to make sense
How you feel
You’re at the center of it
As planets revolve
And species evolve
You’re a stone
She was probably right
About that fight last night
Now she’s gone
And yo...
Friday 30th October 2020 11:42 am
Hairline Cracks
Just enough space
Not to move
Just enough money
Not to quit
Just enough love
Not to leave
Just enough time
Not to think
About your container
Its color and shape
Smoothness and thickness
Size and weight
Your container
What if it breaks
You start to notice
Hairline cracks
You think about
Everything said
You think about
What y...
Thursday 29th October 2020 11:08 am
Tarof
a nation in your pockets
an ideology to go
go set up anywhere you’ll see
your ideas remain remote
you came at a delicate time
shedding skin twice at night
she couldn’t stand your ideas
you were off; it was real
how you love to smoke
how you love to talk
how your ancestors would recognize
a lot of your tarof
a very elabor...
Thursday 29th October 2020 1:31 am
The middle-aged uneducated white-american male
we could give them
say, South Dakota
pave it over
drop bologna
they could pretend
to live off the land
form tribes
attempt civilization
we could wait until
it freezes over
metal cassettes
recorded over
send in a fleet
of lifestyle counselors
bags of wheat
albums of photos
and run them through
t...
Tuesday 20th October 2020 10:14 pm
Clarification
Just to be clear
Every poem I write
Whether about
An old man on a train
Children dying
In a war zone
Or the most distant star
In the sky
Is about you
Monday 19th October 2020 4:59 pm
I woke up wanting this
I woke up wanting this
it was as clear as day
nothing else mattered
the feeling remains
hunger subsided
worries dropped away
clock needles divided
night turned to day
I think you were there
it was hard to tell
as we moved in concert
with everything else
out of the trance I broke down
I sewed myself up
I just need to get to that...
Sunday 18th October 2020 3:47 pm
The Confidence Trick
You look like you’re moving
Got that feeling that
Everything’s happening
But I know you too well
You don’t know what you’re doing
Confidence is seductive
It seems like you have your bearings
But I hear your insides all night
Sounds like you’re booming
Maybe somebody loved you too much
Maybe you took that ball and you run
But weather’s getting cold
...Friday 16th October 2020 1:49 pm
My Project
My Project
you’re my project
something to protect
infused with a logic
I don’t understand
I give you my best stuff
it becomes transformed
you return me something
I never thought of before
I give you my attention
I don’t get it all back
I get the feeling I suspect
I’m your project as well
Monday 12th October 2020 12:29 am
Terrible
I was terrible
I know this now
because you’ve told me
I don’t know
what I was thinking
but as you’ve won the present
I have to accept
the terms of
surrender
I do, however
reserve the right
to create new memories
Sunday 11th October 2020 6:08 pm
The Female Form
chasing that line
your entire life
entangled surrounded
from all sides
cat with a laser
closer then disappears
while you’ve been
inside the entire time
the distance makes
things delicious
you feel a weakness
from a certain perspective
the female form
rules your mind
you can only forget about it
for seconds at a time
the femal...
Sunday 11th October 2020 4:26 pm
God Responds
I get a lot of prayers from people
who are like,
“Can you give me that one
again; I think I can handle it now”
Or “if I just had a bit more talent
here I could make it”
Or even, “I wanna redo
this decade”
And I don’t know how they
read my silences
but if they just looked around
maybe they’d see how
ridiculous they sound
...
Friday 9th October 2020 3:58 pm
Carbon Dating 2
Please tell me about America
I like hearing the news from you
When it comes with your accent
It seems somehow more unreal
And maybe less painful
I can see the plot points clearer
I notice the elapsed timer
I pay less attention to the actors
And I'll tell you about faraway
Where we can be together
Where imaginations save us
Until things get ...
Saturday 3rd October 2020 2:35 pm
The Burden
The Burden
My parents gave me
Shit-tons of kindness
I got so much of it
I can’t monetize it
I mostly just
Give it away
Sometimes I use it up
With difficult people
Sometimes on a Tuesday
I go through three packs
But there’s so much left
That I’ve been dropping it off
In places over the years
Other people get into it
And I go back
And it’s still there
Thursday 1st October 2020 4:59 pm
What the book wants
What The Book Wants
when you put it down
you’re far from done
thoughts demand action
demanding blood
you could read another
but you’d just move deeper
as you search for signs
of literacy in the world
They stir up the memories
Rearrange the thoughts
I don’t think they resonate
Unless they touch on love
And then it spills out of you...
Thursday 1st October 2020 2:07 am
Sugar Smacks
Under her skin
She dreams of violence
Punching her boss
Drowning her co-workers
The most tragic headlines
Pale in comparison
With her balsamic
Idylls
Where to put all this
As it burrows deeper into
Her waking thoughts
Past her jokey edges
She thinks somehow
Her mind’s preparing her
For the earth’s future
Or the next election
Monday 28th September 2020 2:47 pm
Exactly
what you fail to understand
takes you by the hand
slaps you repeatedly
until the animal in you learns
he started to repeat himself
pulling attention away from the work
raising questions about his private life things never considered
his popularity expanded greatly
he bought a suite of identical suits
working his entire life to get here
now he wanted to torch the room
Monday 28th September 2020 1:17 pm
The Work
Ignoring biology
Laughing at the gravity
You worship obscure ideas
Moving deeper afield
The day comes down like rain
Without stopping to wipe your face
You climb the steps to the space
To start from zero again
Relying on changing thoughts
Firing on pure impulse
The work takes on a form
Then you take it apart
It tells you when you’ve had enough
You’re left feeling spent and undo...
Monday 28th September 2020 11:46 am
Don't Grow Up
Our dreams get angry with us
“How come we’re not part of the plan?”
“None of this political maneuvering
between the chair and the bed.”
Our dreams screaming at us
from everything heard and said
“I can’t believe this-don’t let
your heart get bought by your head.”
And the body moves
calls a timeout
Wining and dining
And sleeping it of...
Sunday 27th September 2020 8:44 pm
The Crazy Teacher
Looks like they’re on crack
Dresses like the circus
Talks five times too fast
Probably escaped from prison
Frequently with coffee
Screaming now singing
Showing videos and cartoons
In hot water with administration
You wouldn’t work with them
But you’re in a union
Sorry- I wasn’t talking about them
I was describing you
Monday 21st September 2020 2:45 pm
Brazil
I lived in Salvador, Bahia for 18 months in the early 00's. It changed my life. A bunch of songs I wrote then have been remixed and are now on streaming sites. You can click the link if you're curious:
Sunday 20th September 2020 9:09 pm
I'm Crysexual
I cry for my students
cry for their parents
cry for the species
I haven’t even heard of yet
I cry for the ignorant
cry for the intelligent
cry for the rich
I cry for the cognizant
I take all these tears
I fill a polluted ocean
and start to swim
towards that distant horizon
Saturday 19th September 2020 9:59 pm
Meeting Her Needs
she stood on the platform
with a chest and two bags
there was an enormous man
next to her about double my size
I came up to meet her
I kissed her and shook his hand
she said, “These are my needs.
I go everywhere with him”
I told her I had a small place
I wasn’t expecting a third
she told me not to worry
he was vegetarian and mute
we heade...
Sunday 13th September 2020 5:44 pm
Coming Soon
under the civil surface
there’s a beast in a cage
filled with rage
chained to a million formalities
despite decades of
domestication
centuries of education
it hungers for a new reckoning
some well-intentioned fool
bends the rules
and is lucky to get away
in just one piece
other reformers
have become pot-boilers
lacking only a pi...
Saturday 12th September 2020 2:02 pm
What does freedom mean to you?
walk into the room silently
don’t talk
take your assigned seat
and pull out your notebook
copy what’s on the board
I’m putting the timer on
for three minutes
answer the quick write
“What does freedom mean to you?”
in your own words
I’m coming around with my stamper
to check your homework
be ready to share
if anyone talks
you’ll be sta...
Friday 11th September 2020 12:47 pm
Who killed whom?
she knew
it wasn’t a suicide
he dared match his wits
with hers
she burned
him alive
she turned herself
in involuntarily
she knew
she wouldn't carry him
not with his
heavy sides
Saturday 5th September 2020 4:36 pm
What the book wants
when you put it down
you’re far from done
thoughts demand action
demanding blood
you could read another
but you’d just move deeper
as you search for signs
of literacy in the world
Thursday 3rd September 2020 12:41 pm
Sixty-Forty
you move like the weather
think like an anthill
eating the horizon
feeling this anguish
touched by your feelings
your needs like my wings
we dance without moving
without speaking we sing
everything changes me
thoughts rearrange me
you might find it strange
sixty-forty you’re the same
dancing through the boredom
imagining our paper kingdom
lo...
Thursday 3rd September 2020 12:21 am
What haunts you the most
I need to stop
But don’t know how
Could you help me stop
Just one more
Then we’ll stop
On the floor
Too late
They’re all gone
It was good
Was it bad
It was the best thing
I ever had
The memory haunts
The pain sticks
But I haven’t
Any regrets
We could go another round
I could quit that job sell everything I own
For that ...
Wednesday 2nd September 2020 12:43 pm
the political center
I got very little the bank owns it all
I recently got laid off from my job
looking for more work in security
I’ve got my faith and my faith has me
I get excited when he comes on TV
he says the things I need to hear
he puts people in their place
they’re getting ahead of me
he’s a rich strong man
I’m gonna be like him
we got all these for...
Saturday 29th August 2020 12:16 pm
Texting Freedom
America throws its books at me
I use my teacher’s look
then I have to agree
it's a poorly-written text book
she calls me late at night
asking for advice
could I help draft a bank letter
about the unfairness of these times
she's returning bottles
asking for a dollar
making eight dollars an hour
taking care of my mother
...
Tuesday 25th August 2020 7:20 pm
I've known only war
since I was five
I’ve had to fight to stay alive
momma’s little soldier’s
never been off the front lines
from the scenes at home
to the enemy’s mind control
to the captive at school
I’ve resisted
sometimes I’ve found allies
only to see them die
I thank you for your time
in the trenches
from the grind of this job
...
Monday 24th August 2020 5:17 pm
Sisyphus at Lunch
Everything reminds me
Of something else
Every gesture
Every act
I’ve seen too much
Yet nothing’s happened
I fall into a dream
About the past
It makes me anxious
About the future
Could something good
Still come out of it
When the space between
What we know and do
Starts to extend beyond
What we can address
Friday 21st August 2020 3:29 pm
Lost in a Design
you were following a line
it evoked something
deep in your memories
you stopped for a moment
now you can’t remember
what day it is
you had this plan
now the plan has you
you serve its purpose
but haven’t got a clue
lost in your own design
a pretty way to lose your mind
taking the outcome on faith
as if your life...
Monday 17th August 2020 4:45 pm
Anger Management, Day 2
Saturday 15th August 2020 9:03 pm
Alphabet City
U and I
thirteen letters apart
we don’t try
to move closer what’s wrong
love from a distance
framing every desire
in space and time
we get lonely then why ask Y
you’re never far
from my thoughts
occupying all space
in my heart
absentee
landlord
with all the tea
from china
I dream about you
writing around in circles
...Thursday 13th August 2020 3:47 pm
Danger: People
People are traps
With secret passages
They don’t reveal
Anything up front
Until you’re lost in them
Then you’re tied up
Kissed, beaten,
and robbed
And you keep
Going back
Because you
Forgot something
Trying to get
The better of them
Falling deeper
Into their thoughts
Sunday 9th August 2020 9:21 pm
I don't fit in
I don’t fit in
it’s not a sin
I appear martian
I’ve got reasons
I can’t blend
anyone can tell
my opinions
seem out of season
it’d be a lot easier if we all got along
I wish sometimes I was wrong
but I see what you do, hear what you say
logic and reason move the other way
I won’t conform
to a norm
boiling a planet
on a ...
Friday 7th August 2020 7:45 pm
Your photo booty
Why are we so obsessed
With reproducing
When we can’t even
Manage what we have
Tuesday 4th August 2020 5:32 pm
Thrushes
I have many hometowns several wives
Countless children
I stay in situations until
I can’t do anything with them
I have a million plans 4 billion dreams
Thousands of religions
It’s a lot of work keeping
Everything running sometimes it doesn’t
I rely on this one love
I survive on this one love
And no other
I would die without this
One love my one love
Oh my mother and ...
Sunday 2nd August 2020 9:19 pm
Your Epitaph
Your Epitaph
through an extreme
act of will
she was able
to block out
parts of the world
she didn’t like
this left her poor
with few friends
and very happy
Sunday 2nd August 2020 11:33 am
Modern Blues
I went to the fortune teller, baby
I said, I went to the fortune teller, today
I said, how can you deceive all these poor
people
I’m calling the state bureau of
consumer affairs
I saw the witch doctor the other day, baby
I saw the witch doctor the other day, baby
I said, I’m thinking of doing a master’s
in ethnomusicology.
Could I sp...
Thursday 30th July 2020 2:22 am
Luba
Luba
Met a woman named Luba
She came from Ubatuba
When I slept on her sofa
She showed me to her llama
His name was Earl
They’d met in Machu Pichu
While she completed her research
They’d became inseparable
Her Doctorate
On the mating habits of
Nomads of Peru
I read it from
cover to cover
On my way to work
I loved Luba
...Tuesday 28th July 2020 3:01 am
the time of troubadours
the poet stands with his pen
against a wall of armed men
graffiti artist punched and kicked
making a clip on the way to the gig
he thinks of Kitty Genovese
Phil Ochs and hootenannies
imagines the beatnik chicks
black tights and cigarettes
singing to a circle of older men
holding guitars like airplane kits
with a feeling absorbed agai...
Sunday 26th July 2020 11:27 pm
Other Blues
That pain
That pain we take with us
That makes us
Who we are
We don’t know its name
Not what it does
As we grow through it
Roots n’ all
We try therapy
We try religion
Drugs I’m afraid
it’s just existence
You left me before I left you
It was something deep
From childhood
And I pulled and pulled
But couldn’t get us out
I do feel guilt
About not being swallowed up
Saturday 25th July 2020 8:23 pm
And then you'll be happy
looking out at life
asking for something
never knowing enough
’til it’s gone missing
as if you could hear it
in the air
melody
in your ear
might have one
chance left
might not
be deserving
getting away with it
just playing with it
not giving a name to it
just too much thought
you can’t explain it
you just feel it...
Saturday 25th July 2020 4:21 pm
Double You
The inner you
And the outer you
Live together
In your shoes
The outer you’s
So responsible
Making sure
You get to work
The inner you
Starts a fire
Causing impossible desires
And heartburn
The outer wins
Most rounds
Banishing Inner
To odd hours
Slowly taking over
Weeknights and weekends
With worries anxieties
Disappearing ...
Sunday 19th July 2020 1:33 pm
Bodagaese
how do you want it, boss
extra mayo
how do you want it, chief
cut in quarters
how do you want it, honey
no tomatoes
how do you want it, habibi
crispy bacon
coffee-black
with five sugars
coming up you got it
mi primo
order’s up my friend
pay at the register
five-twenty-five
seven-twenty-five
ten seventy-...
Saturday 18th July 2020 7:16 pm
Objectionable
I dreamt I was a brand
People sprayed me, ate me
Recommended me
To their friends
There was some controversy
About how healthy I was
But the marketing department
Told me this was an advantage
And I went everywhere
On both sides of the conflict
I left a good impression
I didn’t need product placement
One day things turned
And I was denounced
I plunged and
Took a job in...
Tuesday 14th July 2020 3:02 pm
Lizzy MD, Patron Saint of the Inappropriate
touring the continent
with counterfeiters
on the corporation’s nickel
drinking in the
neighborhoods
where white girls don’t go
improvising
spotlessly while drunk
the label asking for more control
never having
to work a job
barely ever playing a show
skipping through
hundred thousand more dollars
before anyone pulled the pl...
Tuesday 14th July 2020 3:07 am
Decades
As the references fade
And new humans are made
You can trace your own
Ascendancy in decades
A few centimeters
Off the ground
Soon you’ll be above the crowds
Still thousands below the clouds
Blowing with the wind
They can’t hear you down there
They can see your outline
Colorful shapes against the sun
Ghosts floating through daytimes
Saturday 11th July 2020 8:35 pm
Rugged Individualisms
The middle aged bike rider stops
Three feet away from me
Ignoring my salutation
He’s on his own
The teenaged boys share
Stories of fighting
other gangs
They’re on their own
The city workers on their break
Eating sandwiches complaining
About boss
Are on their own
The retired white joggers
Without masks who don’t
Make way on the path
Are on their own
I’m typing this on...
Tuesday 7th July 2020 2:08 pm
Moving
you’d always wanted
to go with them
no matter where it was
it was something about how they
breathed into their destination
making it more exotic than it was
if it was for school
a job or love
movement was the thing
now you’re surrounded by
four narrow walls
and a lot of packaging
it must be something primal
keep moving
or ...
Tuesday 7th July 2020 2:19 am
Men’s Feelings
Be gentle with us
We’re really sort of weak
Of course we can lift things up
But it’s another thing to feel
We need so much approval
We’re still looking for our moms
And we’re ready to smash everything
If we can’t get what we want
That’s why the lort gave us ignorance
We’re easy to fool
You’ve just got to stay ahead of us
And give us lots of approval
Sunday 5th July 2020 9:55 pm
Young Musicians
Young musicians
Have three years
To make it
Before their parents
Demand a return
On their investment
Young musicians just
Finding their voice
When unexpected
Pregnancies
Force a choice
Playing with such
Passion and conviction
The energy of youth
Controlled demolitions
Young musicians
Against numbers
And statistics
Frontline workers
On the fight to be human
Old musi...
Wednesday 1st July 2020 11:00 am
Suffering
Your work lacks suffering
I hear the happily satisfied
Middle class tones underlying
Everything you say
And there’s not enough space
In our collective hearts for it
After a hard day it doesn’t
Ask the right questions
Or provide the right
Solutions
And I’m happy you’ve found love
But if you write about it
It just might fly out from under
Your pen and then your songs
M...
Tuesday 30th June 2020 4:55 pm
That layered look
You’ve got that layered look
That I’m into
Truths from various
Points of view
Moods that change
With the weather
I bring my mittens
And sunscreen to the picnic
I have to admit
I like all of them
I’m getting better at
Following directions
Taking online courses
In meteorology
Disaster relief
And seismology
Just one more
PhD
And we can
Get married
Sunday 28th June 2020 3:52 pm
On the beach
The single white male in public
Feels naked without his Internet
He looks around for an army
Among people of all shapes and sizes
Someone yells “Hey”
Hoping it’s for him
He’d settle for a conversation
With someone he feels beneath him
The single white male in public
Ashamed of what his couch has done to him
Fights his inner voices
Doubting he’ll try this again
Goes ho...
Saturday 27th June 2020 2:44 pm
One to love
The shape of your nose
Your political views
The smell of your food
Your style of shoes
The smile on your face
Your ancestral claims
The fascist architecture
Your dozen names
There are many reasons to hate
And only one to love
The sound of your laugh
The historical past
Your religious views
The length of the queue
Your favorite te...
Friday 26th June 2020 7:48 pm
Too precious
an eternity of shared housing
the fraternity of your thirties
ambitions schemed on
parents’ credit cards
saw your figure conquering
thought late bloomers in the raw
never again to feel
camaraderie those nights saw
several grown up
becoming irritating dads and moms
one died young
any age now feels too young
two sold out
fear ...
Thursday 25th June 2020 1:02 pm
The Winchester Closet
and you keep buying things
to keep the ghosts away
the packages come at
all hours many never opened
books and music collections
with the plastic still on
and you think of the relationships
gone the eyes of love wanting things
and you move on and you wonder
how much to move all these things
and maybe you can’t move
but think of those...
Thursday 25th June 2020 1:40 am
Strategizing
and one more thing
over here
and a little more
over there
and something
becomes clear
something else
can disappear
when you’ve built up
your whole life
and it comes a moment
to decide
and you know
you might not survive
but the hope
it stays in play
when you’ve always
strategized
boldly
...Wednesday 24th June 2020 2:49 pm
Clues for later
We were never asked about
We had doubts if
Any of it fits
You try to get along
With it
Until something better
Presents
But I don’t think
We can ever be
Put back together
Never with that
Same sequence
It was always
Too much pressure
And I don’t think
They ever achieved
What they wanted
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 3:55 pm
Jim Jones Ballad
In your life you’ve always
Felt alone
That’s the American way
So a big part of you
Hopes
Death might be
Some kind of upgrade
Saturday 20th June 2020 1:07 pm
Essences
Studying flowers
Painting pictures
Dreaming surrender
Automatic processes
David Attenborough
Voice overs
Losing items of clothes
Then a shot of vanilla
And a scone to go
Friday 19th June 2020 12:58 pm
Momentous
everything today just feels
momentous
It’s one of those thankful
to be alive times
when you could just imagine
the Hollywood trailer fastcutting
and zooming between scenes of
you doing your laundry
making lunch and putting on socks
another mammal In existential pain
smiling their life away
Friday 19th June 2020 1:23 am
On shuffle with the roomba
Something hits to the heart
For three minutes he can allow
Himself to cry in front of the
Absolute beauty of the song
Something so true only for him
He thinks that explains his
Material comfort and his
Spiritual vacuum
(His ancestors smile at him
in the shaving mirror)
Thursday 18th June 2020 2:01 am
Tell me again how I was born
Tell me again how I was born
The poet and musician
Sit awkwardly together
In this bus called a song
Slowly they talk together
Each feeling
The other’s a knob
“How could he not know
Any theory yet insist on
Opening his mouth?”
“How could he not know
A thing of beauty never
Having read anything
More than a card?”
Then before the door closes
The most beautiful muse
Sits ...
Wednesday 17th June 2020 12:56 pm
An orgy of silence
You wield those traditions deftly
No one would ever confuse me
For a dude like you who can
Speak with the weight of history
Sing like a record collection
Or play like a session musician
Most times I feel inadequate
Other times I just thank god I can’t
Tuesday 16th June 2020 3:25 pm
Twilight defines it
I’ve got this desire for
Nothing I understand
All the old amusements
Are mute before it
And I see nothing on the horizon
Nor anything in this love we know
To quench it I keep trying
Religion I just keep trying
Tuesday 16th June 2020 2:47 am
Procrastination Addict
sunday evening it’s buzzcocks
lesson planning it’s too hot
wait until the buzz wears off
sleep’s demanding one more hour
monday meeting supervisor
in the bathroom, dull razor
got the files, fly's undone
let you slide forget promotion
setting records in your head
crossing finish lines in bed
only seventy pages left
making plans for a band reunion
...Sunday 14th June 2020 9:38 pm
Sisters
I need to know you’re there
even when we’ve never met
need to know you care
I live in this world of men
and the lion’s falling
circled on all sides
and he’s roaring
for all his pride
thoughts are haunting
mistakes are taking names
memories are stalking
completely relentless
Friday 12th June 2020 9:27 pm
The impostor
I really don’t know what
we’re here for
I mean ostensively,
yes, I understand
the job description
but when you apply
the seven degrees of “Why?”
to the problem
I don’t see how
anyone’s better off
and maybe the hippies
were right, you know?
how do we make
everything stop
hurting so much
I don’t feel suicidal
I just wan...
Wednesday 10th June 2020 1:37 am
Could you text me later- you're ruining my high
Tripping out
Making bad art
Acting like those characters
Documentaries
Warn you about
The high is good
Share it with a world
Engaged in all the evils
History reads you about
Fuck our sanity
This inhumanity
This greed you’d swear
Grows on trees organically
Standing in the center
of all this watching TV
Get out of the center
Move to the...
Sunday 7th June 2020 5:15 pm
My enemy and I
Milk
Yogurt
Sausage
Cheese
My enemy and I
Pray to the same god
Using different rituals
Built from the same bones
My enemy and I
Share the same name
Accented differently
Our signatures are the same
Yet some fool thinks
We can paper over differences
With a couple of drinks
And pregnant pauses
And some fool believes
That we’d give...
Saturday 6th June 2020 5:34 pm
Hot and Sad
Hot and Sad
flavors combined
in one mind
hot and sad
that’s fine
don’t take my tea
with sugar
don’t eat more
than two donuts
"that’s enough"
the stomach growls
sensitivities of life
cut like a knife
that’s what I like
the rest is too dull
going through our heads
the time to respect
all that development
tha...
Friday 29th May 2020 6:37 pm
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