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The day she found herself
Breaking all the shackles
Throwing away all the chains
that were holding her
she finally got rid of the pain
She drew strength
just from within
that was the day she found herself
and realized chasing dreams was not a sin
Pleasing everyone
was not her wish anymore
focusing on herself
became her aim of soul
It was very taxing
To identify her tr...
Monday 31st December 2018 7:36 am
It's Easier to Believe
It's easier to believe
I am a child of the most high God
than to live a life of despair.
It's easier to believe
everything happens for a reason
than to question fate.
It's easier to believe
love is everywhere
than to give in to hate.
It's easier to believe
in forgiveness
than remain a victim.
It's easier to believe
in abundant blessings
than mounting problems.
It's easier ...
Friday 28th December 2018 5:30 pm
Dear Santa,
Dear Santa,
I've been extra good this year
All I want is a cure for my
rare brain disease because
see Santa I was given this
disease before I left my
mothers womb so long
ago now
But life since that time has
been up and down daily like
a rocking roller coaster riding
throughout a non-stoppable
hurricane that is enough to
drive one ...
Monday 24th December 2018 2:37 pm
Cunt
A word underused
A word that’s abused
So small, yet a powerful beckoning of call
A word remembered by all.
What makes me laugh
When fighting in a brawl
Is the fact the speaker doesn’t understand
That in the 21st century
This word has changed
And enters into a new plan.
To be blunt and to the point
To use the word Cunt! Means not a lot
At all.
I...
Monday 10th December 2018 3:45 pm
Feel It
Feel it with all your might
Feel it with all that’s insight
Feel it tonight
Feel it regardless of your fight
Feel the laughter and pain hitting right
Feel it like the wind lashing off the winter night
Feel it again
Feel it over and over again
Feel it like you can’t pretend
Feel life like it’s your friend
Feel it for all that’s lost with no end
Feel it again
Feel it while delivering...
Monday 10th December 2018 10:26 am
Charles Bukowski (Way He Writes)
Charles Bukowski
Charles Bukowski was quite a character. Bukowski relied on experience, emotion, and imagination in his work, using direct language and violence and sexual imagery. Many people found his writing offensive. He writes with a nothing-to-lose truthfulness which makes him different from most writers. Bukowski was very much into alcohol, sex and even violence. Bukowski went to scho...
Saturday 8th December 2018 5:20 am
Show me the country ...
Show me the country
Where they glorify the torture.
Where people are hungry
And the well- known murderer,
Can walk freely and be free.
Show me the country
Where everyone is deceived
And the people are cleaved,
The backward there means forward,
Where to say the truth is awkward.
Don’t rotate the globe
With a hope to find this country.
You won't find it on the pl...
Monday 26th November 2018 8:07 am
Glimpse
Hiding in the dark
Sun beams through a rough parchment
Glimpse of a rainbow
Friday 9th November 2018 4:27 pm
When the truth hurts
??♀️ WHEN THE TRUTH HURTS ??♀️
My heart hurts and rage runs through my veins and even though I don't know her I can still feel her pain.
This right here hurts and it's not because of her race. It's the fact it's another human being that because of crooked cops they have deformed another face.
Everyone has something say but in reality the real matters of this country they try to ignore.
Whe...
Wednesday 7th November 2018 9:30 am
Rule Britannia?
What with all the omnishambles of Brexit, I got to thinking about what our national identity really is. When you think about it, we have some pretty bizarre national symbols, but ultimately what does it mean to be British / English, etc? See what you think of this...
Rule Britannia?
Our national dish is curry, true,
Our Saint is George who dragons slew,
From Yorkshire field...
Thursday 18th October 2018 8:54 pm
Cultivating Life
A traffic jam that spans an entire epoch
Is followed by daily punishments of
Dreary Sisyphean meanderings,
Followed by even more traffic
In sweltering heat and sticky humidity.
With all energy drained from
Lungs, limbs, and mind,
He shuffles into his house
Seeking only relief and brief reprieve.
As he unbuttons his soaked shirt,
“Do me,” assaults his ears
...Tuesday 16th October 2018 11:56 am
Be
Others create self-serving expectations
That they thrust upon you with no hesitation.
Always remember you have two choices,
To heed or ignore the many voices.
Most define themselves by what others say,
Resigned to play the games people play.
Sooner or later they will awaken,
Realizing that they’ve been mistaken.
Then a rebirth for all to see.
Some will rejoice, some will...
Thursday 11th October 2018 1:53 pm
Maybe,I am not smart ...
Maybe I'm not smart,
And I must take heart.
Maybe I'm, not right.
I am bothered by light.
You may not understand me at all.
I can sound like an autumns fall.
But …I can breathe like grass,
I can live like a lass,
Can be wise, can be nice.
I can read between lines,
And be someone’s divines
Look at me: I'm a flower,
With the sun's energy and power,
I ...
Thursday 4th October 2018 7:51 pm
Love
{Love}
Love isn't easy to do
Love can be a nightmare
that follows you
throughout your life
Love can rip your heart
apart if you trust in
someone who says or
claims that they love you
when in fact they don't
or never did
Love is a tangible
unmistakable hurtful
lie of your life
Love can leave one down
in the dumps when
someone rips your
...Saturday 29th September 2018 4:06 pm
My Life
You know, my life,
Let’s just be friends!
We’ve nothing have to share.
You look like me:
My face, my eyes, my ear …
You are my life, my inevitability,
I am your tiny fragile destiny.
Like a wind, you carry me quick,
Or send me quietness and calm.
And I believe you’ll save me,
You’ll never see me like a junk
Or never see me ever drunk.
Life! Be my friend!
Let...
Friday 14th September 2018 7:58 am
Mundane
My insides writhe like pit of snakes
As my mind runs away.
It flees from my mistakes,
Made with good intent,
As fast as my ambition got me there.
Why does my ego tote me around like a child?
Why does it feel like I'm always being punished
By my mundane thoughts?
What am I doing?
Rotting.
I eat the snake.
I abandon my ambition.
I punish myself from now on.
Monday 10th September 2018 9:37 am
Burning Bridges
Bury the long dead past let bridges burn behind
Bounty what life holds be cherished full in kind
Nothing stays forever in rapid passing of time
There still be choices to relive your lost prime.
At the end somewhere will be a beckoning light
Ridding built up solitude to future shining bright
Saturday 25th August 2018 7:21 am
Life... Why even continue?
It doesn't make sense... I'm not who I used to be... This karma that's destroying my life has been paid over and over and over...why? I really don't see the point in trying my hardest to be the person who's in my heart... The only thing I feel and deal with is pain and repercussions of actions in my past and actions that where never even acted upon... True happiness, financial stability, love... W...
Friday 24th August 2018 10:23 am
Let The Tide Decide
On some night-time road
with only the distant moon
or your dimming torch
meting its weak light out
Do not be afraid of getting lost
some new thing
may come to you there
on the path that you can't see
some great thing may surprise you
On that long journey
towards day's promised ending
without a real map
to study or call upon
Do not be afraid of being wrong
take a chance
a...
Wednesday 15th August 2018 2:38 pm
Aquatic Stardust - a freewrite
Aquarian Aquarius,
everyone be hearing us.
What an exciting life you lead,
cosmic superhuman centipede.
I’m Centric G pause for the D:
ejaculating antiquating - even thoughts dilapidated.
You should go through twice
extinguish anguish from your life
cosmic zombie souls are sliced.
Universal detoxification
electrocuting nation-notions
rubbing Atlas, struggled rolling
infinitesimal scro...
Monday 6th August 2018 9:31 pm
Why? ?
I lay here and I still lay here as the hours tick by and I watch the woman I love separated from me by such a minor distance of just a couple feet... It couldn't feel farther away... My heart aches from the pain I've caused her... My soul is ripped in two fighting on the right choice.. I love her.. she loves me... I know this.. why do I push the people who love me away? Why was I cursed with such ...
Sunday 22nd July 2018 12:46 pm
ENDINGS
A series of 11 short poems
End of a Galaxy
A blink
In the silent depth of night
As the last leaf of the beech tree
As the silent tear of my love
End of Harmony
I see her dancing on the sands
I see her as she sees me
and in that moment
sand, sea, sun, surf
vanish in the vortex
until
...Saturday 14th July 2018 7:59 pm
A Train of Thought
My step dad, Robin, passed away a short time ago at the ripe old age of 94. An incredible man, he lived an incredible life, including working at Bletchley Park codebreaking during the war, putting out fires at ST Paul's Cathedral, living in Australia, India, Ireland and Scotland and writing numerous books in his role as a well respected minister and scholar. He met my mum again after 50 years, p...
Sunday 1st July 2018 6:45 am
Thought of a restless mind.
As I grow, I see many places to live by
I see the true nature of life,
On how doll and peaceful it can be.
But what is life without sorrow?
What is life without dreams of the melancholic soul?
Just a thought of a restless mind.
-G.N.D
Wednesday 27th June 2018 3:15 am
GSOH
I would not say this heart is hungry
I dare not say this heart is heavy
I only know now, a surer sense of all I want
a clearer description of what will fire
the drive, the rush, the love in me
If we're not going out tonight
then can we just sit and giggle
at each other, at the TV, at the others
can she laugh with me, make fun of me
until we have tears in our eyes, can’t breathe
When ...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 12:48 am
I Am Always Going To Be Missing You
{I Am Always Going To Be Missing You}
I am always going
to be missing you
like the skies are
missing the bright
stars shining
brightly through
the heavy rain and
then when I
remember those
stars I remember
that is you and
you're beautiful,
handsome rough
rugged face
shining back down
on me and as I am
still here missing
you no matter how
...Monday 25th June 2018 11:37 pm
Death Warrant
{Death Warrant}
I have an active
warrant for my
scheduled death
that has been
killing me slowly
and painfully since
the day I was
conceived inside of
my mother's womb
And as these day's
fade into the darkest
longest hour's of the
lonely nightmares of
death lingering
around my sickened
weakened body until
I am a forgotten
chiari w...
Sunday 24th June 2018 10:59 pm
Morning Mellow
With eyes closed
I'm morning mellow
and grateful
Survived another crash
the screech of a derailment
isn't mine this time
but it only gets later
in the day of my life
my luck must be spilling out
soon to all be spilled
Morning mellow, with eyes closed
still invincible
at thirty seven
Beyond the pane
summer wind rips
licks at the glass
makes me feel small
and safe, for now
Tuesday 19th June 2018 11:46 pm
Tell Me
Tell Me
Tell me, Stranger, tell me do,
What makes the world spin round for you?
What do you love, what makes you cry?
What do you hope, before you die?
Tell me, Father, plant a seed,
What path I follow, where you lead,
Give me compass, strength and plan,
To show me how to be a man.
Hold me Mother, sing me songs,
Give me rites for all my wrongs,
You g...
Tuesday 12th June 2018 10:32 pm
Becoming
Becoming
Being
Not quite what I was
Not even who I want to be
Not recognizing who I am
Can't go back to who I was
Can't get to who I want to be
Can't figure out who I am
The past kicked me out
But my future won't let me in
And my present won't give me rest
Trying to let go of her
Trying to become the better she
Trying to find the present me
I escaped the m...
Tuesday 12th June 2018 4:56 pm
Executed By You
{Executed By You}
It's strange how
it feels like I've
been executed by
you for so long now
Because in your
eyes I've done
everything wrong
but I haven't done
anything besides
loving you
But I've paid my
faults and wrongs
and dues a billion
times over with you
But the truth of it is
that you want to
h...
Monday 11th June 2018 5:04 pm
Once
{Once}
Once I held his love
and affections so
deeply embedded
into my heart so it
would never apart
Until the day my brown
eyed rough tough with
the heart of perfection
left my side when an
horrible accident
happened that's when
my heart was ripped
straight out of my chest
leaving a gaping hole
there where his love
once remained at
...Sunday 10th June 2018 12:59 am
Biscuits
Biscuits
It will take time to adjust to this new reality
There will be good days and bad days on the way
Along with other pre-discerned times unmentionable
Where life will be Mad Max esque and totally lawless
What will I do at such times and what will life do to me?
Tea and biscuits with pals or robbing banks with sawn offs?
Or both...
Friday 8th June 2018 9:41 pm
Choice Made
Choice Made
This is what I don't like about my parents dying
The awful fucking grief that kills me inside
The knowing I won't see them again in this world
I will have to wait till I cross to the other side
How will I find myself for the rest of my life?
Wondering knowing feeling hating these emotions
And thoughts that have never ever been like this before
It almost feels li...
Friday 8th June 2018 9:39 pm
Percentage You
I wonder of 100,
How much of you I've seen,
I've seen your 2 or 10 percent,
As you have seen of me.
I wonder if you'll trust me,
With 10 percent more you,
Say 20 percent total,
Ill give the same to you.
I wonder if my percent me
would be safe with you,
No reassurance? Give it back!
Lets keep it back at 2.
Tuesday 5th June 2018 8:44 am
Life
I crave the warmth of sun rays
On my pink uncovered skin
I despair over the loss of someone dear
Forever vanished from my sight
I wear the sadness of regret
When reminiscing
I embrace the happiness of love
When it is in full bloom
I reject a longing for things
I do not have
I feel the erotic pain of a lover's bite
During a passion filled moment
I dream of voyage...
Sunday 3rd June 2018 12:27 pm
I need you
My love, I need you.
Here I am falling in love with the beauty of the world.
Waiting for you, as if it were the end of the world.
I do not mind the wait,
I have the time.
But I have to be honest,
I need you.
I've felt you before,
and that's fine
Someday I'll see you,
and I'll know.
And even if you do not know, it's fine.
I have love to give and loves will ...
Sunday 3rd June 2018 3:56 am
Stu of the Steps
Been working on this for a while... not sure about it really, but see what you think..
Stu of the Steps
This is my pitch, here’s where I sit
Cardboard and cushion to keep cold at bay
Down steps from the station, just half way
Gives em time to see me, reflect a bit.
Not all the way down, hanging in there
Holding my own, keeping my space
Forgotten detritus of t...
Tuesday 8th May 2018 9:25 pm
Insomniac?
I rely on sleep
It’s the only thing
To keep thoughts at bay
Hours when my mind
Releases its grip
That strangles my sanity
Now, in its own
Sick and twisted way
Keeps sleep at bay
My mind is evolving
Tightening its grip
And slaughtering my sanity
Thursday 3rd May 2018 1:03 pm
Jessica
She only hears the rooster's call
In the morning and peeks deeply
At the sun's beams through the window
The way she reads a talking mouth.
She's twenty-two but thinks like twelve
Keeping fairytales in her nook
How a sixth grader reads a book.
Old papers hide in her basket
With her touch becomes piece of art
As she tears and folds the pages
Forming flowers, vases and doves.
She has c...
Monday 30th April 2018 3:13 am
old soul
old soul
good you understand
not many do
some are judgemental
yes its possible
to have too much
of a good thing
living on a mountain than hikes
we are all old souls
some just dont realize
Wednesday 25th April 2018 11:56 pm
Nerves
It’s almost as if you’ve been
reborn.
The moment
you can take a breath
without feeling yourself
drowning.
Cement is no longer
running through your veins
slowing every movement,
because now it is only gravel.
Your head is now
not filled with buzzing static,
and instead
the distant sound of
electric storm clouds.
Enraged fire
replaces the
sleeping snow.
You are finally se...
Monday 23rd April 2018 8:09 pm
Playing the Game called Life
We live for what we have,
We live with what we’ve got,
We live through all our troubles,
We live no matter what.
Till that day of sorrow,
Till all comes to a pause,
Then all we see is darkness
And wonder what once was.
Then it is too late to care
You’ve died without a clue.
So what you do now that you live,
Well, that is up to you.
Monday 23rd April 2018 3:11 pm
Fear
{Fear}
The morning dew is
on my shoes the birds
are chirping and singing
their tunes as the
morning sun brightens
up the sky with warm
crisper air that made
you take a deep breath
into your lungs waiting
to exhale
And
I fear
And as the birds goes
silent and the clouds
went a dark bluish gray
with the sun gone
behind t...
Thursday 19th April 2018 4:16 am
On Camera
On Camera
My life is like a movie
Seeing that replica Mustang roll in and crash at the airshow
My life is like a movie
Witnessing an ex dealer who'd just been shot in his home
My life is like a movie
Viewing Oldham riots on TV that were five minutes away
My life is like a movie
Gazing down upon Manila Bay at the enduring sunrise from Bataan
My life is like a movie
Obs...
Wednesday 18th April 2018 5:19 pm
Lustful Confession's
{Lustful Confession's}
Well,
I have to confess
something to you.
Before I listened
to your first 'sexy'
recording I got my
cock out and teased
it until it was good
and hard, and then
held it in one hand
and pressed play
with the other and
I don't know
whether it was
what you said,
or how you said it,
but on hearing
your voice,
wit...
Monday 16th April 2018 9:19 pm
Take Care
{Take Care}
Take care too, Friend.
There are times I want
to hide from the sun too,
so I at least know how
that part feels like.
Thing is,
there's so little sun
here anyway that even
walking about in the
fresh air seems like a
being under a rock
at times.
I never not wanted
to be your friend,
ma'am and I hope
we can put this
behind...
Monday 16th April 2018 8:44 pm
Face To Face With Us
{Face To Face With Us}
My white and tan face fades,
hiding inside of this grayish black smoke.
I knew they'd use it against us,
dammit; the tear gas is filling the blue skies around us and as the rub bullets flies past our heads.
I'm grown I make my own decisions to fight this fight.
I'm fresh like I just rolled out of bed.
Their clouded misguided assumpti...
Monday 16th April 2018 1:36 am
I'm Out Of My Head
{I'm Out Of My Head}
Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
I'm out of my
head with thinking
of you
and all I want to
do is to go to
sleep to dream
of you all
the same
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2016 but posting here on April 14,2018
Sunday 15th April 2018 12:22 am
I See So Clearly
{I See So Clearly}
Well I set here with
all this shame and
guilt of what I've
done but nothing
can never undo the
hurt I have caused
you
And lord knows
I hate myself for it
And how I was
so wrong
And I hope one day
that you will be able
to forgive me for
my hurt and damage
and tears and pain I have
done and ...
Sunday 15th April 2018 12:13 am
My Illusion's
{My Illusion's}
I am having back to
back illusion's of you
And I'm wishing and
seeing you in the faring
clearing distance of the
hot burning desert
sands of our life
packed into an hour
glass bottle
And as the sands of
time starts to run out
for us I look a little
bit closer and I see
you slowly disappearing
once again from my sig...
Saturday 14th April 2018 11:59 pm
I Maybe Fragile
{I Maybe Fragile}
I maybe fragile but I am
me I will battle back
with all I have inside
of me until I no longer
can continue my battle
And just because I
am fragile doesn't mean
that I will break if you
touch me
And I may get a little
bit but more than likely
nothing will happen
so don't be alarmed
and afraid of me or
...
Saturday 14th April 2018 11:44 pm
The Body of Life
The Body of Life
RIP Paul
Don’t hold on to the cord too long
As the casket drops back to the ground
Listen and hear the blackbird’s song
As loved ones whisper all around.
Holding on can pull you down,
Time to let go with laughs and tears.
One life so brief now clearly shown
Should soothe all worries, quell your fears.
Suits new pressed in Sunday be...
Thursday 5th April 2018 4:28 pm
HEY ALANIS
HEY ALANIS
Sing me a song of life and times together,
do me a guitar ballad of mesmerising heart strings
being pulled ever so delicately.
My end game here in this town of a quarter of a million,
to a city 28 times bigger. Got me a girl and a job
and a future down there, what my own home town failed
to give me, of how it failed me ever so bad.
Not due to my efforts...
Thursday 5th April 2018 8:19 am
Satire
Satire
Why do I care for the dead more than the living?
Is it because the living are moody
Can double cross me
Always lie to me
Ruin my day in a thousand ways
Make unreasonable demands of me
Want all my time for their demands
And so much fricking more
I made the right choice
Prioritize the dead
And satirize the living
Who will all be dead in 100 years
Tuesday 3rd April 2018 8:03 pm
The Girl Who Cried Wolf
I thought I had changed
I thought I was better
I thought I beat it
I thought I fixed it
But here I stand
Trying to be tall
Knowing I am so small
The world pressing down
I’m scared again
Swore I never would be
And no one likes it
No one wants to hear it
So keep it hush
Keep it low
Don’t want to be
The girl who cried wolf
But until ...
Monday 2nd April 2018 10:05 pm
Life by Domitile
Life
By: Domitille MARTIN-DENAVIT
Life is a present
Something you should
Never give to someone else
I still remember
When the first time
I opened my eyes
This was the memory of my birth
I have many memories
When I was still a kid
But every day I forget
Of my past
But I will never forget
The situation happening now
The birth of my new baby sister
...Sunday 1st April 2018 10:20 am
Letter to You
Letter to you,
Words of wisdom,
If I may.
Don’t fall for the irony
That my reflection
Lacks a map of my life.
My beautiful child,
Let me remind you,
That every time you smile,
Every drop of laughter
That you place in this world,
Means something,
To someone,
Somewhere,
Somehow.
Let’s remember
That people do
Amazing things each day.
Now not to di...
Thursday 29th March 2018 3:25 pm
Unanswerable
Why do I feel like this?
Inside of me deep within.
A tempest of emotions and thoughts and feelings.
A real wind blown cliche.
Leaving me teary eyed.
Wpiping tears away when no one sees.
Thinking of my life.
How things could be different.
What I should've done different.
Or not done at all.
Oh the list is long.
As is my list of woes.
If I could redo it all, I wou...
Friday 23rd March 2018 7:29 pm
He Tried To Destroy Her
{He Tried To Destroy Her}
He tried to destroy her by his sneaky little secrets and little lies that he kept hidden deep down until that dark day she found out about all of his hidden dark secrets that's when her world came unglued
because she gave her all to this man and then return only thing she ever got was just his lies and dishonesty and secrets and his cheating ways t...
Friday 23rd March 2018 2:57 am
I Am Not Okay
{I Am Not Okay}
I am not okay
I am not happy
I am not sure if I want my life to continue on living this freaking nightmare
I am not beautiful
I am the one everyone calls the ugly duckling
I am a incurable plagued person
I am depression
I am suicidal
I am a lost cause
I am hurt
I am pain
I am sickness
I am a invisible person that no one attends to see beyond the sick...
Friday 23rd March 2018 2:29 am
Shy Guy
{Shy Guy}
He was a little bit of
a shy guy who seemed
to keep to himself
besides talking to a
few of his co-workers
where he worked at
And as the neighbor
next door to him saw
him all the time he
reminded her of a
cute fuzzy bear that
played in stars wars
called ewok because
his cheeks was
roundish oval shaped
with a some hair ar...
Monday 12th March 2018 2:14 am
When You've Took Away All My Will Power
{When You've Took Away All My Will Power}
When you've took away
all of my will power as a
human being and as a
woman as well I have
lost my dignity I feel
ashamed of myself
constantly I feel like that
I have to hide my real
self and I have to hide
my face and my body
from everyone because
I might not meet their
standards and that you
migh...
Sunday 11th March 2018 11:17 am
I'll Bet You'll Start Loving Me?
{I'll Bet You'll Start Loving Me?}
One day I'll bet you'll
start loving me when I
start loving someone
else which isn't you
But you had that
chance but you chose
someone else to love
besides me
One day I'll bet you'll
start loving me when
you see I am better
without you
But you chose her
and not me
...
Friday 9th March 2018 11:03 pm
Opened that door
"Opened that door"
One night, i was cruising in my porsche, with my music blaring, When i noticed this fine girl stood staring.
She was so beautiful, real sexy too,
She approached my ride, right on cue. She knocked on my window and asked for a ride, I smiled at her and happily replied,
Girl you're the one i dream about,
You're the one i cant do without,
I never met anyone like you be...
Wednesday 7th March 2018 3:29 pm
The Future
a week ago
a professor asked me
what i wanted to do with my life,
the quesiton caught me wrong-footed;
two decades ago
learning to walk,
a decade ago
learning my body,
5 years ago
discovering love,
3 years ago,
accepting my body
a month ago,
accepting who i am
and now?
thrust into the unknown,
an oblivion that teases me;
infinite doors t...
Tuesday 6th March 2018 11:13 pm
An Unlived Life
Wished for a life I’ve always imagined
Granted a life I’ve always wanted
Forgive me for the life which I’ve merely wasted
How can I remember, what can I remember
Remember a life I’ve never lived?
Thankful of the life which I’ve never been
Treasures that it held but I’ve never seen
Monday 5th March 2018 8:39 am
The Darkness From Within A Gothic Soul
{The Darkness From Within A Gothic Soul}
The darkness within us
is feeding us constant
painful death cries that
sometimes sound's so bitter
sweet to our ears as they slowly
bleed red-white-blue while
being covered in blackish
gothic tattoos
But as the silent lies makes
us want to continue to cry out
in that gothic tattooed pain as we
merely t...
Wednesday 28th February 2018 2:24 am
She Knows
{She Knows}
She knows she's sexy,
She knows how
to get your
motor running
and keep it
humming, She's
always sexy,
even on her
worse day's
when she thinks
she looks her
worse and
still she is my
kind
of sexy
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 26,2018
...Tuesday 27th February 2018 4:10 am
This Hard Cold Piece Of Steel
{This Hard Cold Piece Of Steel}
This hard
cold piece
of steel gives
my heart
thrill's
and
chill's
that you
cold never
do
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting on February 26,2018
Tuesday 27th February 2018 2:38 am
Don't Cry Over Me
{Don't Cry Over Me}
Don't cry over me
Don't feel sad for me
Don't you think that
I didn't want
to stay but I
couldn't because I
had to go because
God needed me more
Don't you think that
I didn't Iove you
because I did
and I always will
even from above now
Don't cry over me
Don't you forget that
now I'm your angel
watching over you
...Sunday 25th February 2018 3:46 pm
She Died And I Died To
{She Died And I Died To}
She was a beautiful
woman that I got
attached to very
quickly because she
would write little
poems that was like
a visionary fairytale
of what life could be
for me and her
But then my beautiful
beauty got really bad
sick as the day's
passed into the
darkest hours of the
nights my heart was
breaking into to see
her like this ...
Sunday 25th February 2018 11:24 am
In The Arm's Of An Angel
{In The Arm's Of An Angel}
As I have been
wrapped up in the
carrying loving arms
of my angel and he
came to me so long
ago now and you have
been there loving
and guiding me the
whole way no matter
how hard life may get
for me and through
my pains and sicknesses
I've always had you there
tocomfort me the entire
way and so many times
when...
Sunday 25th February 2018 7:52 am
What I Need
{What I Need}
What I need is to be
the same person I was
before chiari
And what I need is
to be that person who
can be able to cope
with life again
And I need to feel
calm and not so
panicky
And I need to feel
good about myself
And not so bad
about myself
And for the thing's in
my life that I am u...
Sunday 25th February 2018 2:34 am
Murderous Tears
{Murderous Tears}
These murderous tears
follows down my cheeks
wetting my shirt as I gently
wipe them away like the
way the did you by murdering
you in cold blooded murder
and it left me here like a
child that was orphaned
to survive in these darkened
cold streets that the
blood stained asphalt
surrounds my feet
But I cannot fathom
how th...
Saturday 24th February 2018 9:00 am
The Paranoid
There are moments in life where people will think your paranoid,
For what you see is not friends but enemies.
Those are the times where you must say...
"Who you see as friends with bright colors,
I see as enemies with dark hues.
To be aware,
To be cautious,
Is not a paranoid thing to do.
It is simply knowing who to trust,
When the times get tuff,
When all you nee...
Saturday 24th February 2018 2:31 am
Starry Skies
{Starry Skies}
Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
the night starry
skies are shining
through you just
like when I gaze
into your starry
twinkling burning
fiery eyes that is
intoxicating to resist
that always lights up
my life
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer October 3,2016 but posting here on February 23,2018
Saturday 24th February 2018 1:36 am
Alone
{Alone}
Sometimes I look into
a mirror to see my face
so I don't look so crazy
asI talk to myself
And sometimes when I
am missing you I will
hold my dead phone
against my face so I
don'tlook so crazy as
I pretend to talk to
myself while wishing
the whole time that
it is you
And this only
happens when I
feel so alone
wit...
Saturday 24th February 2018 1:11 am
What Is This?
{What Is This?}
What is this game we call life
And how do you win
And how do you survive
And how do you make it out alive
And do we use pawns
And do we have check mates
And you say that my heart will do just fine
Or will this game we call life will I make it out alive
And only in due time will tell me if I shall survive
©Tina Glov...
Friday 23rd February 2018 4:16 pm
Him
{Him}
He loves me,
He loves me not,
I love him,
He loves me not,
I fought for us,
He didn't,
I chased him,
He didn't chase me,
I saw the sparks in his eyes,
I saw the way he looked at her,
I watched his body movement,
I watched him kiss her all of the time,
I've wrote a thousand songs for him,
I have sang a thousand songs for him,
I shipped a thousand feeling's to him,
But he...
Friday 23rd February 2018 4:02 pm
To Hear Your Name
{To Hear Your Name}
To hear your name
it's just like another
dulling sword that
has pierced straight
through my heart
ooh-ooh the pain
To hear your name
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer August 11,2016 but posting here on February 23,2018
Friday 23rd February 2018 3:39 pm
to what
to what
what to write
what to think
what to do
what to say
what to dispose
what to ask
what to answer
what to design
what to suggest
what to refuse
what to confirm
what to dream
what to add
what to discuss
what to tattoo
what to read
what to eat
what to drink
what to be
what to fuck
what to shoot
what to bomb
what to corrupt
what to believe
what to dismiss
what to slaugh...
Thursday 22nd February 2018 5:00 pm
Survival
{Survival}
All I need
is if I was
the only human
on the planet
is my furry
friend by my
side then I'll
be doing just
fine and dandy
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 10:26 pm
The Moment
{The Moment}
The moment
when happiness
arrives but some
stubborn asshole
comes along to
screw that up for
you so steer clear
of all assholes
that's even
including you
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 10:00 pm
Just So Sick
{Just So Sick}
I'm so sick of
being so tired
of being so weak
all of the time
due to my
illness and
sickness but I
hope and pray
it will get
better for me
but I honestly
don't know if
it ever will
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 9:51 pm
leaded
leaded
right now i miss you very much
this feeling inside that
i feel you will shrug off
for too much has happened
we've seen too much
done way too much
for this to matter to you
or me but it's there
right inside me
not going but residing
the feeling that i miss you
and we should of done more
gone to more places
cared for one another more
loved the other more
instead of fighting
...
Tuesday 20th February 2018 7:10 pm
Mostly Welsh
I grew up in Wales
Around the Swansea docks
I walked beneath huge cargo ships
Held up with props and blocks
I was made in Wales
Around the southern ports
I watched the big ships dock
My family guessed my thoughts
I was mined in Wales
Near valleys black with slag
And closing pits and picket lines
With many a mine lodge flag
I was forged in Wales
...Tuesday 20th February 2018 1:49 pm
Memories
When it was discovered, we recoiled
Out of doubt, out of fear
We focused on the opinions of others
Instead of what we thought
When I let our secret fly free,
I was shown acceptance and love
Hope blossomed like a cactus flower
It would be okay.
He was capricious, of two minds
One day yes, the next was no,
He produced a name, but renounced his love
I proce...
Tuesday 20th February 2018 12:17 am
When I Am A Sleep Or Awake
{When I Am A Sleep Or Awake}
When I am a sleep or awake I dream of you all the same
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer Originally written in 2016 but posting here on February 15,2018
Thursday 15th February 2018 10:36 pm
So Unpredictable
25/10/11
So unpredictable.
So sharp and so cunning
Is the pain that run through me,
Hideous yet so stunning.
I want to keep it here,
I want to feel it's cold aching
Blood spilling from me
My heart is still breaking
What if I want it to stop?
Please, leave me alone!
It'll be there. Waiting.
For me to decay down to bones.
Maybe that's what I wa...
Thursday 15th February 2018 9:55 pm
Right Here
Right here,
Staring at the dusk,
Where we both withered,
Ashed into the wind,
A gentle breeze of the night.
Right here,
I no longer wait,
Walking along with gloom,
Brushing away each yesterday,
Stitched and crossed the torn.
Right here,
I watch every fall,
Of the tree's threads,
Reaching the depths of my wounds,
The last tear drop awaits.
Sunday 11th February 2018 8:10 am
Erotic Naughty Poems
(Eroitc Naughty Poems)
He walks in from work with his shirt draping off his rock hard body that has me looking straight at him in his eyes while locking on with his eyes then I start to twist and bitting my tongue and lips while licking them wanting to taste his body on my lips and you can't take it anymore I get up walking over to him while doing a sexy stripper walk dance while...
Friday 9th February 2018 11:03 am
The Love I Have For My Husband Jeff
(The Love For My Husband Jeff)
I love my husband Jeff
He was my first love
He will be my last love
He puts his pretty Country Queen up on a pedestal
And my husband is my hero he is my life he is the one that I was waiting on and I thank God that I found him he's one of a kind he's the man of my dreams is everything I could want he takes care of me like I'm his Queen he ...
Friday 9th February 2018 2:32 am
Erotic Naughty Girl Poem
{Eroitc Naughty Girl Poem}
Chain me up and put a collar around my neck and then you command me to sit down on my plumped ass and then you are telling me to follow you and then you are telling me to beg you for harder punishment like a dog and then you are yanking on my chain and then you are telling me to climb up on the bed and then pulling out the leather whip then you spank my ass...
Friday 9th February 2018 2:02 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #50 (Havana)
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #50 (Havana)
My heart is hurting because I left something extra special behind in beautiful Havana
He was a tall tan skinned man that was a tall glass of water that kept thrusting for him day and night and I think I am about ready to lose my mind because of that man in Havana
And as I need and want Havana to appe...
Thursday 8th February 2018 9:50 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #49 (Doobie-Doobie)
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #49 (Doobie-Doobie)
(Doobie-Doobie)
When the doobie-doobie drugs don't work any more girl you are just a fool if you think love don't hurt because hot damn it does that's why one more blow to sniff until I cannot breathe
And when the doobie-doobie-doobie don't work any more as one more sniff and one more puff and popping one mor...
Thursday 8th February 2018 9:24 pm
OINO
Anelka,
The Ameobi’s,
Big Sam Allardyce
Augustine Okocha
So good they named him twice
Bury, Bulgaria and Bavaria
And everywhere in between
The Battle of Burnden Park
The definition of a team
Stan Collymore
Getting floored
And Campo’s curly wig
Our Danes; Henrik, Per, Bo
Claus, Michael and Stig
England internationals
French Word Cup winners
Getting le...
Wednesday 7th February 2018 11:12 am
Only Connect
Only Connect
We don’t want to be alone…
But our deepest relationship is with our phone
Like a dog with a bone, checking the tone.
We swipe and we flick,, we tick and we post,
Poking, retweeting, who likes us the most?
We turn on the roast, we like and give stars,
But end of the day, do we know who we are?
This ain’t how it could be,
It’s wrong, do you see?
...Sunday 4th February 2018 4:57 pm
Blue moon
Eyes open as it must be reality
The mind settles as the sun sets
Allowing creative thoughts to surface
Glowing blue
In the sky I see you
Blue moon
You Appear with no sadness
Beauty in the sky
black out curtains
surrounding the moon
Fluoresces light
Still pressing through
allowing me to dream
On this beautiful night
Big and blue
Thursday 1st February 2018 4:48 pm
Living My Own Death
I can tell you exactly when it happened. I was sat on one of those plasticy leatherette chairs. You know the ones, they have them in all hospitals, they're easy to wipe clean if someone has a little accident. I had my hand clasped about my wife's fingers and though I knew I was squeezing them too hard she didn't complain.
She, the doctor that is, or should I say consultant? Anyway, she leant in...
Wednesday 31st January 2018 4:43 pm
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