Aberystwyth, February 1978
Standing at the brink
in off-brand corduroy, dyed wool
picking apart the sunbeams
with your one hand slowly
closing.
The funicular sings silent
the third curve of dust-white
aggregate is steeper still
and behind you lies
the vast bowl of swallowed
time, the shattered stopwatch
shards hanging loosely
quivering swords
over ripped Polaroid.
You drop the ...
Tuesday 22nd February 2022 11:33 pm
Electrical Flowers
I woke up and wished
but couldn't remember what
the night had done for me,
emerging crawling from a vat
submarine black and
shedding white spiders.
The vault stretches back,
circle beyond square beyond circle,
photographs framed
on every wall,
some have been put up
by enemies.
In the shattered remnants
of this cliff-face monument,
I keep walking betwe...
Sunday 21st November 2021 7:02 pm
The Lock-Up
Late again
footsteps, always, footsteps
lurch for the light
November is all old breath
wasting in cracks outside.
I can tell that this takes
you time.
Pulling the chain on
a disintegrating world, where
everything is a pretty
picture, celebration and street
parties are mandatory and
summer has been rebranded
as a megatrend.
Three wide faces, pastel colour
...Saturday 13th November 2021 6:39 pm
General Outlook (UK/COVID/21)
Steaming hot, black takes
Instant coffee journalists:
'In for the long haul'
Saturday 31st July 2021 6:04 pm
Sports Day
Afterwards you came to me
and asked
'Why did you slow down
before the end?'
I had not realised
I had
The blue glass sky
bled us sweat-dry
and lurking
in the corner
always the eyes
the eyes
Inside all was madness
and crushed teal ice
for all of us
my mind's stalled
back in time
for what?
I could not shed
the cloak of air
I'd...
Sunday 10th January 2021 9:37 pm
Student Films
A shimmering of microbes
I see that we're beyond
the plughole tearing down
into pits of dead heroes.
Newspapers eight-thick
secure the walls. Dot one
is made, dot two a frantic
beaming of rectangle
rotoscoped in wax sealed.
I've hidden hard nails
in your sock drawer
then I'll clamber out
of the underground, planting
my boot on a manifesto;
but first you mu...
Tuesday 20th October 2020 5:06 pm
India
When it rains can we be the blackout again
the one-hundred-and-forty-four gun salute
while stepping through waves of molten glue
and gauze skies siphon ink in this pen
Turquoise and amber lights, and lightning
I run inside Clive's carmine scrapbook
bent like a cigarette, a screamed kaleidoscope
oh merrie band were they; the fighting
1.6 million, at the turn of the...
Tuesday 6th October 2020 11:06 pm
Ghost Filter
You laughed at my
pointless remark
and showed me the setting
on the new, new dot machine,
like a 'ghost filter', black,
grey, chrome and you're
hardly there;
the leaves of
some exotic plant
filling the solid plates
of silver face, torso.
I said such things are
pointless art.
You said that the only thing
that's certain
is that nothing
is certain,
t...
Saturday 26th September 2020 6:59 pm
Dream Triptych
I - Trains
I pass the Sunday gardens,
keeping vigil by narrow factory aisle,
summoning auburn sky and smoke-salt;
then trace the river to its end
to wait, empty-handed on pebbled beach.
The blue sky rips, wallpaper,
with trumpets and cymbals, and bodies
bullet-sped 'cross countless arches.
There I am with you,
the outside world a postbox slit, as
we brace the walls
...Saturday 12th September 2020 3:28 pm
Saucers
I commenced battle
and ended it swiftly
complicit in love's long game.
Rows of cups and saucers
and chipped face of cheese-board
dropped-heavy; the sink a salad bowl
of porcelain bones crunched
crazed; fuzz-hard green wires
absorbing like a forest roof.
I've hollowed out this morning
with a pen knife, stuck a wad
of shut-eye and shame
inside with the smell...
Monday 31st August 2020 5:08 pm
In Caves
Sixteen years ago this week the Boscastle flood occurred. The two villages of Boscastle and Crackington Haven in Cornwall suffered extensive damage after flash floods caused by an exceptional amount of rain that fell over eight hours on the afternoon of Monday 16 August 2004.The flood in Boscastle was filmed and extensively reported but the floods in Crackington Haven and Rocky Valley were not men...
Friday 21st August 2020 10:47 pm
FAO
Sorry
that you didn't get
to see me,
hidden in my outzise
paper-board ink
tree
and dripping entrails
on your dress
Maybe the melody
we sought to wove
was always supposed
to end in knots
and I'd go crawling over
the checkerboards
lifting and putting down
the bricks you threw
each engraved
with its own symbol,
'FAO', for the suit outside
...
Thursday 9th July 2020 12:39 am
Scrap Philosophy
Hate is for the jilted,
no-go refunds
and markets saturated with remembrance.
I'd like to pick tulips
and prise up weekends for play,
we'll scream
down corridors and
is that not enough?
Dreading penance I don't want
rain days, just candles
and cars, the road
and space
to dream and walk.
When I fall too far
you call me back
and I'll open the le...
Saturday 4th July 2020 11:56 pm
The Mona Lisa and High Cholesterol
Signorina Gherardini's
prophetic visitations
of a drunk's
medical conference
before film-reels
of attentive eyes.
Franco dubbed
this, one of the world's many crises;
xanthelasma,
as Dylan dreamt of 'Highway Blues'.
There is nothing here
for the common muse
to hammer
a nail upon.
I'd prefer the eyes
on a plate, on the ledge;
newsprint in the cavi...
Monday 5th August 2019 1:18 am
Silhouettes
I woke from another nice nightmare,
the same one as last night:
calling in a midnight green garden,
sickening spilling envy over
the flower beds
and screaming through locked doors;
the keyhole beyond where
battleships flutter,
lopsided
in some old silent film.
Let me bring the colour to this
disease. Because
I've brought it in fruitbowls,
and bouquets, and I...
Monday 17th June 2019 11:40 pm
Green Shadows
The bucket of water distorts
the image of the sky when kicked
a mirror stretching into infinite ovals.
In this I am a golden leaf
and the light stretches through me
a ragged parchment in candle-light.
Where the green shadows
intersect with the love we live
I can see a buried garden-
a lazy, hothouse dream
of terracotta and porcelain
and thieves in the night
that went to sleep u...
Friday 24th May 2019 12:23 am
Exhibitions
I remember the sun;
the sun was important,
although all the art was inside
and in perfect pride of place,
skirting the walls
and planted in rows.
My feet young, but the air old,
and moss overgrown on
the war memorial outside.
True, you need light for shade,
a chiaroscuro, and
a half-full glass raised.
The place is almost silent
with must, damp, old coins...
Wednesday 26th September 2018 10:34 pm
Origami Phase
I worked all through the Winter,
on my Swan, then it got dashed in water,
a cruel joke from some playmate or other,
sadly it didn't float, but neither even would
my flimsy boat (one would imagine).
Trouble was the books were too old,
too fusty, specialised;
I grabbed them from the library eager
only to arrive back home and within five minutes
had lost patience...
con...
Friday 24th August 2018 10:54 pm
The Romantic
This officious darling, too old
for me, with steel-eyed glances;
offers me a hand and
a Fabergé egg.
The cold lights of the Malverns
in winter are anthills.
In my heart, I decline, and go
to prowl before the world's river.
Scooping up vanity in my arms
I deposit the screaming bundle
on steaming bank, smooth leaf
and unpick iron links.
Soon his money's out
of the question and I r...
Saturday 18th August 2018 2:25 pm
Story
The arch-light at the end of the view
from my door is
weather-bitten, with mossed steps,
beneath the thumbprint of moon
(the stone, in the fruit
of the afternoon).
Sideways I glance,
over the hedge;
there, spring has hit,
and apple-tree, honeysuckle
and lacquered gate,
preen idly.
I remembered the last time,
your hands closing both of mine,
as we stre...
Monday 15th January 2018 12:04 am
Ebbing
Beside the water,
torch-lit in wide places,
the muddy track fades
and ash and oak are ragged
paper props,
before, beside, behind.
The thaw bleeds out
over marsh and moor,
swept away back east
with lines of fields
pockmarked
and played out.
My own earth is in the box
where
the heart smokes
and is painted on the floor,
where dogs rush to me a...
Monday 8th January 2018 1:26 am
Short Film
A running tap in a cluttered room,
the water through dust-light.
Someone stares from a close distance,
unmoving. The sound fills the space.
A body lies outside, on the paving,
curled sideways, fully clothed.
One fist open, the other
hidden. Dawn breaks slow above.
Two bright young things, in hats,
scarves and gloves, rush breathless
to the window of a jewell...
Wednesday 3rd January 2018 11:33 pm
The Way The Wind Is Blowing
Getting famous
with wilderness;
judgement's feather-light
body-blows, cascade
through vertigo.
Too old to start
afresh, AGAIN;
swimming in the scorched
starlight, of youth, eyes
unblemished, bright.
This is all fair,
where would it be
otherwise? How could
the cymbals clang warped
for us, weak heroes?
Or soften, as fruit
rich, nourishin...
Tuesday 2nd January 2018 5:59 pm
Moon Haiku (or 'How Poets Can Pale Into Insignificance')
Full moon wreathed in cloud
like black pepper smudged on white
ghostly negative.
Sunday 3rd December 2017 1:22 am
Father
1981, the year a blue stencil,
verso, gloss off-white,
unstuck blu-tacked, loose framed,
sun-curled image
your grin and your cow-lick,
and causal wear,
your ghost in my machine.
A bawling, squall, curtains
of hail and rain hang outside,
ladder, paint, spots and tans
and frayed carpet,
the dark, shaggy corner swamp,
where I found you, sideways-stacked,
cracked...
Tuesday 19th September 2017 8:06 pm
Grow, Green Garden
And now, for the human interest story,
a quarter past breeze and apple-size dust
of blossom, latticed fragments
tendrils, sheathed in birch sleeve
closed door economy,
my new bonfire of vanity,
a cement wall sloping cliff-face
and edge-hedge shed three-facing
attacking west-side with phlegm of
dragonfly and sword of spider
the mirror of an engine and a rotor
and a ...
Saturday 9th September 2017 4:34 pm
Pheasants
Upon being handed
the gun I
choose to recline on wet, springy turf
and then lay down on the
wrinkled blue tarpaulin,
to pepper the air,
Phasianus Colchicus
blurting out the why and the where
and clasping my sweat
at 26 metres.
The older corners are the best
the low-hanging branches,
the leafy hollows, amalgamated bark, bush
and clumps of stone,
discar...
Monday 26th June 2017 11:31 pm
The Roast
My grandmother sits on the back step
I beside, and
my dear friend up there, at table.
There are birds in the sky
and the potted plants are nursing stitches.
I think I heard a cat jump
slink, fall,
escaping this domain of rust,
and smoke...
and the steam and the fire,
the roast, the white cloth and red
full hearts, having drunk their fill;
these wanderers flood a...
Wednesday 14th June 2017 1:47 am
White Frame // Crushed Beads
The clouds were so strange that day
spilt powder over duck-egg veneer
a clandestine pincer and loose, flaking bough.
the hour the clocks stopped,
and the sea, through fence and fig-grove
breathed one last heavy overture,
(and there was much waving, and there
was solemn prayer, and repeat)
the shadows moved as warning signs
over verdant emerald mesh.
There I looked in ...
Sunday 16th April 2017 1:58 am
Situationist Haiku
Print off this haiku
wrap it around a large brick
hurl through a window.
Saturday 25th March 2017 3:30 am
The Sun, too, Shone
A line of windows and walls
the icons of old endings
and new beginnings.
Scary art.
Fragments of the divine,
mosaic memories
basking in polyester
doused with sparkling water,
a new wives' tale,
in a city of some square million.
The dust caked on a door's head-pane,
there the ray hits
the nail, the set-jaw of the afternoon
as I buried that light in claret,
...
Saturday 4th February 2017 9:10 pm
Loan Shark
Called you at midnight
you answered with no little reluctance
through the rusted ribcage of totalled phonebox,
saw the rusted renown of my smashed reason.
After one minute the receiver fades to fuzz,
my fists hammer walls that are not there,
I zip, buckle, put collar up, out
in space now walking and with each step,
the ground sinks a little further...
sinks a little...
...Wednesday 11th January 2017 11:13 pm
The Drawbridge
It's late.
Swirling lights, tattoos and ruddy skin,
laughs and pictures
leaning crazily.
They could really do
with a room, roped off
on which to pontificate
gesticulate and share a million
and three secrets and stories
bled from the bowl that starts...
...and ends with your city face,
your birch frame and sweet breath,
patterned with detritus of dried
merlot,...
Wednesday 14th December 2016 11:33 pm
Radio Play
III
Clump. Clump. Clump.
Careful with that carpet.
The sitting stool is taken.
Move the lights around.
In this drawer - here's a key.
Tobacco and moth flutter
and ivory, pass the violin
case. Put up with this sound.
Clump. Clump. Clump.
"Your wife, was she a proud woman?"
Adjust hat-stand
Circle smoking stall.
Rain patters on
and on and on and on and on...
...Thursday 1st December 2016 10:31 pm
Anonymous
Up there in the swingers' district
where only the houses close their eyes
the mile of grass is an aired plain
every three lights one disappears
an interchange and a parting
a fox-fur collar fumbling at a door
open, shut, silence.
Late afternoon the cars glide
back from colour film and carpet ride.
Whistling twilight, the summer
is a newspaper frown.
You open the wi...
Saturday 19th November 2016 4:29 pm
Halcyon
Mauve fence
the snow on the other side
the breath of winter on your cheek
it happened today.
That screen
the table extended, creaking
beyond are lights and chatter
the salt shaken.
Your summer
is a bench and hamper
the camera does not lie
a blue beyond blue.
Slates falling
rain slips the roof
at night the warmth
the weather permitting.
...Sunday 11th September 2016 9:45 pm
After the Shift
No, the moon does not keep me awake
at night, the torchlight, cracking your window
it may well be, can't say I'm otherwise aimless or free,
but such consolation are my lights on the road
that slopes away from us in gradual declines.
Give me your secrets tonight, pass me fire,
light to see your tumbling words by,
before the inner furnishings of your Fiesta
swallow and keep a...
Sunday 11th September 2016 9:32 pm
View From Monarch's Hotel
The morning is a castle mist,
a grey paint, ghost shroud.
Last night I dreamt we were lovers,
I took pen, paper, sealed green bottle,
wise and smiling, sucking the nib;
now suddenly I'm hunting down cracks,
placing my fingers inside and pulling-
(you said these fissures were only
a minor concern...slants
in the skirting, warm with the fading
central heating).
...
Sunday 21st August 2016 3:56 pm
Victory Hill 2050
Beneath primrose and violet sunscreens
vibrant passions bloom and wilt in some
patterned, noxious routine.
The fraternity lies athwart the boundary line,
lounging in heavy boulder sun-scape,
all in white except one, in green and black,
takes stick and slander with good heart,
gives as good as handed out.
I rise and stretch from the hearty crowd,
and slip up slanted turf,...
Saturday 20th August 2016 3:57 am
Saloon
Thought you'd want to meet me here,
a scion of Clint, Randolph and the boys,
a dirt speck on 1950s celluloid,
thought you'd want to meet me here,
a grin and laugh mired in static,
a rusty nail and worn-through rope,
a tired actor and a removal van,
outside, teetering on the kerb,
wash-and-go-and-go-spit-at-a-cat,
yeah thought you'd want to meet me here,
a long way fro...
Monday 11th July 2016 1:08 am
Brown Water
The water is terribly brown,
the water is terribly brown.
Beside the pool lie spread-eagled
academics, wearing terrible frowns,
cavorting in hideous gowns.
This is a lesson in three crowns,
the king, the knave, the clown,
poetic lineage watered down,
by a muddy lake on edge of town.
I'd like to see them falter,
trip up
and then drown.
Thursday 7th July 2016 9:04 pm
Colour Arts
Swimming in cycles, I pattern an air;
dash, cross, the mimes of meeting,
they are a crime and I am a road-side
mottled hard, cracked paving,
the worse for wear, but a red light
lights my eye and guides my thought,
a spark in a second, a buzzing phone.
I throw out dust and paper, reels of film
sun-baked, reeling, cracked,
replace with seconds from the fountain,
hiding ...
Wednesday 15th June 2016 12:04 am
Warden
Hand in hand we walk
in a darkness carved from light,
the plastic trees surround
bottle-green, shadowed props.
Granting me light to see words by,
you count my vapour in the air,
the lingering space of hollow thought,
my burning questions left to float.
Later I will raise a hand and place it,
solid on a high glass wall;
from the floodlit boundary line,
there I ...
Saturday 11th June 2016 11:07 pm
Vial
With just enough light in the sky to take out
the newspapers of yesterday
and arrange them, padding in
the galvanised bin;
smoke twists
in a neighbour's garden -
I cup hand and call,
remark upon the vagaries of the weather
and the recent tree
felled on Cobb Hill.
In response I get a half-turn
and shoulder shrug, grunt
of some approximate affirmative,
and...
Tuesday 31st May 2016 11:04 pm
Deliberations On Canvas
Lunar light touches your cheek
soft curls paint a border-line,
seized in pastel, black, grey, white
the mirror creaks, leaves rustle
and beneath in store for us they keep
in a locked chest, waxed, sealed,
the list of names, none too grand.
War-torn, a leaf falling
red imprints on fog-mired turf,
the spiral here is waning,
stroking October oil's mist,
the tracks' ...
Friday 13th May 2016 11:52 pm
A Crescent
A picture I saw on a patch of wall
Dust and dirt hid the edges, the frame faded
The shades of black, setting the tone.
Reminded now of this grim sight
When walking home in the early hours
Lights blazing from bungalows, the never-sleeping
The cul-de-sac stretched and warped
Through shadows on the green.
To stay and keep vigil by the postbox
A solemn red flecked with peeki...
Sunday 17th April 2016 11:43 pm
Morning Mass
Foot-torn, the path of leaves.
Dead, borders are green, still.
I am white. I turn.
I am now looking with paled eyes,
across a broken pit of river
up, above some untidy shack;
the train on the hill climbs,
smoke billows, a raincloud summoned
from beyond.
I turn back and see rows,
of autumn-blushed houses
fall silent on this minute.
You are only a passing mist.
...Sunday 27th March 2016 10:56 pm
Sleet
Recall through the face at the door
that saturday morning one solid blank
grey window, scrubbed slab
beyond, several feet and more
laid the catapult, a pointed edge
from a distant acre fed, wind-side.
The concentric pattern in velvet
curtain brushed my hand as I reached
to turn and swing, oiled lock routine
the knives of cold the comfort
between the welcome and rain
...Saturday 27th February 2016 1:33 am
Cold
Returning to my hotel room
the way arrayed with artless dust
settling at my wood-chewed seat
crafting a plan to hatch this eve
feeding the scar of cream curtain.
The depth of outside shatters within
voices ring out in stuck symmetry
the gramophone and a fiend's cackle
this draught declines my fervent plea
a brush so worn as to paint me cold.
Sunday 7th February 2016 7:17 pm
River
Errant in the dark, the telltale signs
we saw catapult us fifteen miles
through gulley and field
uproot and cascade, we now deem
a captured eye, a wind-blown scene,
so fresh, so free for all, and yet...
hot-bladed too, a line of fire
in this frenzied, war-torn age
a searing divide, a map, a point
as plain and unbroken as
you, my rock, my hallowed place
here be...
Sunday 31st January 2016 10:19 pm
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