Always seen as the bad guy

What's he she sayin? what? LIES

The best in them is what I want to see

But I'm too absorbed in reality

I know how things are gonna be

Its fucked up the shit that I've seen

Someone else's mess, I just have to deal with

Talk it over with the boys during sesh

And then pray to forget

To forget myself and my world

The feelings that...

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Lack of struggle turned to chaos in mind

No time to repay the kind

Still got every lifeline

But something doesn't feel right

Maybe it's cause I can't sleep on time

Can't quite pinpoint the cause of my destruction

I honest to God can't find the button

That prevents my head's malfunction

Stricken with fear and doubt

I'm struggling to find a way out

I thin...

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I keep this friend in secret

My ties, my thoughts, my cries

No one will ever see them

Perhaps except for him...?

I earnestly see through my dreams

Every little spark, fuels my discipline

All the needs and desires I seek

With self realization I hit my peak

And nothing stops me from being who I wanna be

It really doesn't bother me

Seeing the beauty no one else...

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There was a point I didn't know me

So I made myself into comedy

Set my eyes on the things that weren't meant to be

But only momentarily

Through the expanse of false prophets

I was losing to the sands of time

Never had the friends I was meant to

But years of misery and happy accidents made me realize

The hearts of an odd few is where the truth lies

Last door ope...

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My friends and I

We all try to rely

But I get caught in the lies

Stuck between the desires

What they want, what I want

Can't seem to make it clear

Can't make you say the things I wanna hear

Can't feel or see straight

Can't think too hard or I'll be late

Never serious, just curious

Trying so hard to reach my best

Failing myself, falling prey to stress

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My mind is a concert

Every day I live to my heart's content

I keep it going no matter how it went

That thing that I said, yeah that's totally what I meant

I can see that the message was sent

Only got you all stuck in my head

The reality I face, I think I can deal with

Call me and you know I'll always be here

Talk to me and I'll try my best to appear sincere

I a...

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Thought there was nothing but then they all told me

You wastin your time, wastin your energy

Pursuing the dream planted deep within

By people who won't ever see

See how I excelled

See how I seized control

See how I repelled the mundane

Took charge of my soul

This power stemming from nowhere, I don't even know

The power to strive the hardest I can to reach my go...

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I'm struggling with the ones I hold close

Not 'cause of drama, just 'cause they don't know

What we need or how I want it to go

Had to think so hard about them all

All the close ones to send home

All the good friends to chase and call

The ones who deserve to chill on my black throne

Some of them just don't get it

How me and he click

Some family, some friends can...

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The best of intentions, started as the purest of them all

I love this, I live for the moment

Taking my time to stand there and I don't care that Im not growing

But this high of life

I gotta keep it going

I don't wanna make deep ties

But baby I just wanna talk for a while

I'm sorry I gotta leave somehow

I just can't even deal right now

I've got so much on my min...

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Always wondered if this was a way to live

Forever I tried my best to give

Three months in the clink

Giving me time to think

Bout all the small things

All the things I could fix

The only prior experience was households of thought deterrence

Facilitating and nurturing an introverted nature

On the verge of decapitating and rebirthing without failure

A mental with ...

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The spirit of the father resides in me

My own stress, my struggles that never cut too deep

Never restless, always able to see

See what I see and become greater than me

I profess this to you humbly

To you I would like to encourage greatness

Drop off the feeling of being faithless

Step into the meaning of Aegis

That one moonlit night sky gave me the ability to refle...

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Broken and defeated, I was a mess

The music and rhythm turned to distress

The passion and isms walked up and left

This sickening feeling was all that was left

Try to eat

Try to sleep

Tryna do anything made me wanna cough up a mess

What was perfect was gone like lies

Perhaps a misconception in my mind

Music being the only thing to call mine

Some in the backgr...

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