Invitus et al
Invitus das da spang
Invitus boot ma link
Corga mi slank innerdank
Pobe na fang ma yade
Dr flik.
Oh oh mozzie brittel
Flag bon fang da boot
Na clagger
Na yark
Na mudder ban ittle.
Wranfler fi bornet:. VC Pkinki
Tuesday 31st December 2019 5:00 pm
t h i n k i n g s i d e w a y s
Did you ever walk
on side-ways
to see a different
point of view?
or sit and rest awhile
in bye-ways
and think on things
and think them through?
Yes I have sat and rested
sat and also
thought things through
I have often walked
on side-ways
that gives me my
side-ways point of view.
words and image. Tommy Carroll
Sunday 15th December 2019 2:23 pm
p o r t r a i t
I scour the canvas
and open tins
and unscrew tops
and play Brahms.
Dip and watch the colours argue.
Coalesce.
And then the thrill
at a stroke.
Maybe a blemish?
Vodka helps recall
the very image
of her mouth,
And I persue its loss
and perchance
her likeness emerges.
I agree with my sadness
in writing and painting
I als...
Wednesday 20th November 2019 9:10 pm
The Pieces
He: I thought I touched you but softly
She: Then I'm as bits falling
He: You've left me counting the pieces
She: Then pick me up
He: But what then?
She: Stop counting start mending.
words and foto T Carroll
re edit
Saturday 16th November 2019 9:54 am
loves passport check
Now I shall unpack
From the attic of my mind
Pull it out into the light
From the place it's
been consigned;
Past their care less checkpoints
ignore the watching queue
shrug my shoulders and my wants
check the time
and walk on through.
Words and images Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 12th November 2019 9:02 pm
r e f u g e
We came upon the
slowing traffic
of the fleeing war-torn
and stooped to stare
- below the legs
of the rooftop passengers -
at the dancing distance
of a baked metalled road.
Our eyes were wet and stung.
Our approaching gaze silent.
We released our pent breath.
The border had done
what most borders do-
shrugged us through.
We walked past ...
Saturday 9th November 2019 11:00 pm
The Woman at My Table
She possesses watched eyes
and is unaware of the conspiracy
that stirrs in my head.
She is uninformed by
her Secret Service
as to my machinations
and my plots to steal
with quiet looks
and compelling reason
the why and wherefore
of her each
and every day.
Words and foto T carroll
Thursday 7th November 2019 8:53 pm
Dragging the luggage
I smoke and watch her pack.
The taxi waits.
Then like a premonition
I have a mirrored memory
of her departure
- the scent of her washed skin-
recalling the ins and outs
of our arguments...
She's smiling as she leaves
the echo of our space.
She's laughing as we fail
to finish yet
another argument...
I pick through the remains
of the accusations
that...
Wednesday 6th November 2019 10:02 pm
Advice to the Elderly on Bonfire Night
Warning!
to
ALL firestarters:
Old ladies with
knitting disorders
AND grumpy cataracted men
with pacemakers
have vowed to
''Pour dribbles of WATER
upon the fuse of each
AND any firework
that they come accross".
Informents have
told police
to look out for
suspicious groups
OF slowly moving
strangers
Smelling of urine!
Words and ima...
Monday 4th November 2019 4:07 pm
She had a way with her
Recollections:
Alexandra shifted her weight
in time to the point
that she was making.
She sometime stood erect-
she was always
making a point.
Even with a potato peeler
there was an air
of menace-
she would mix it
in with the mash.
Her threats had the promise
of unwanted mail.
Of brown envelopes.
The sort that fall when
any-news-is-not-go...
Wednesday 30th October 2019 5:11 pm
Ki pressed again
She touched
and upon the touching
smiled a wanton look
and
dressing your skin
she pressed against your
skin in a gentle grip
her shaping my thoughts
and pressing tales
of soft request
She
tasted the very liquor
of her response;
of that same wet skin
while adorning its
naked candour.
Words and foto T Carroll
Sunday 20th October 2019 9:34 pm
Ki
Touch
and upon the touching
let a wanton look
dress your skin, press its wants
- as in a gentle grip-
shape my thoughts and
press tales of soft request,
taste the very giving response
of that same skin, while
adorning its naked candour.
Words and foto T Carroll
Friday 18th October 2019 11:11 pm
The Wild Woods
Some time ago I invented a cocktail:
But -
1) you don't Know the spirit used
2) you don't Know the mixer
3) you don't know the container it comes in
4) you don't know the price
5) you have to drink it outside in the car park
I've named it
"The Brexit"
Words and foto. Tommy Carroll
Sunday 22nd September 2019 9:05 pm
from over my shoulder
I stood and stared-
a long time seeking a
welcoming gaze
that returned my greeting.
The World stared back
then went its way,
perhaps to lunch, perhaps
to play.
My friend the Mirror-
a listener of sorts,
in silence watched
and kept its thoughts.
I turned to challange the
darkness of those thoughts
that hid the reflection
of the life I...
Monday 2nd September 2019 11:12 pm
We've each got different partners now...
We've each got different partners now
and we're having a real nice time
we both agreed to separate
Parsley Sage Rosemary and Thyme
We both were once so in love
now we just stay in touch
we cherish the time we once had
as we don't see each other much.
I once saw her on the bus
contacted her on the phone
we've sent each other a couple of texts
from work and from home.
...
Sunday 1st September 2019 9:41 pm
Cocktail
I've just invented
a new cocktail:
But
1) You don't get to know the ingredients
2) You don't get to know the type of container it comes in.
3) The price is not displayed;
4) You get the bill as you leave:
I've named it
- The Brexit -
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
Saturday 31st August 2019 12:54 pm
Clausal inference
"A work of art
is never finished
but merely abandoned."*
Well this one is.
(excepting the copious re writes
of the checking of sources
and
clausal inference;
anyway-
I now think it done.)
As is.
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
* Paul Valery
Friday 30th August 2019 11:25 am
In charge of poetry readings (aloud)
Also if chosen I would insist on the following that:
1) Speakers have a full head of hair.
2) Speakers are under 30 years of age.
3) Speakers are are NOT allowed to put a finger in their ear.
4) Speakers are only allowed to give a recital when there are 50+ people in the room.
5) No group fotos are allowed.
6) No shirts outside t...
Friday 23rd August 2019 10:55 pm
Black man's burden
We clap some Blacks,
them entertaining Blacks,
on stage, in film and racing tracks
tho' we mow the shacks
and dish out smacks
to those working blacks.
We clap some Blacks
and forget those whacks
and the blistered backs
of hands that buy
the music tracks
and then we clap them
Blacks them stand-up Blacks
but not them bent over blacks
...Friday 16th August 2019 12:26 pm
Puss in milk
"Ignore the unfounded
rumours of pus-
in your milk "
which can be quite scary
said the white coated chap
with the clipboard and cap
and the man who's in charge
of the dairy.
words and foto Tommy Carroll
Thursday 15th August 2019 12:27 pm
Faraged
"Conniving madness
brimming rage
ever in the wings
now centre stage
strutting with a stick
with which to stir
a pot of bile
and fetid fear."
Words and photo Tommy Carroll
re-edit
Tuesday 13th August 2019 11:02 pm
Daughter in 2020 (Dementia onset)
2008
Like my (gently) rubbing
of your wet face.
Like my brushing of your dry teeth:
I seem to prove an annoying
but improving
ex-foliating daily chore.
2018
You stand aghast as I
rail down the 'phone
(on your behalf)
for those absent cheques.
You look askance as I query the bill
for the meal that you've just paid for;
(Or the life that I've arra...
Saturday 10th August 2019 1:51 pm
Schematic phrases
Poetry has many inspections
each line like thought re-touched.
We frown at fingered collections
of nouns and other stuff.
There are troublesome inflections
and bleeding wrung-out verbs
the wandering explications
of rhymes the metre serves.
There are stand alone conjunctions
in hope that it amazes,
where
in solitude it functions
in contrived schematic phrase...
Saturday 3rd August 2019 6:16 pm
Tempest brewed
Don't you know
it's just a rage
a tempest brewed
from grape not sage-
in all the world
there's not a stage
not tread by feet already.
And so I bow
and bid me out
you cared for nought
nor gave a shout
as all that is
will come about
with out you being ready.
re-edit
words and foto T Carroll...
Monday 29th July 2019 4:30 pm
First person singular
I, myself Tommy that's me
...and my daughter ones-self
Tommy is thinking:
why do posters refer to themselves
in the third person?
I have tried to,
so has he himself.
He has no objection,
But I, myself have an objection to them-there preposterous constructions absolutely!
When speaking in the third person
he finds one asking him:
why?
Can two people co...
Sunday 28th July 2019 6:01 pm
Alexandra
Prolouge:
No need for air, for light,
just tilt your head backwards
and allow the past
to roll down your face.
Hold on to that.
Recollections:
Alexandra shifted her weight
in time to the point
that she was making.
She sometime stood erect-
she was always
making a point.
Even with a potato peeler
there was an air
of menace-
she would m...
Thursday 25th July 2019 6:00 pm
Persephone's tangled legs
Persephone lay tangled
In my bed-clothes.
I watched trapezoids
of summer light
make motes
alive in her warmth.
I leant against the wall
and counted her breaths:
Pale and shallow her rising.
Her hair webbed.
and
gripped to her belly
my gown
since last she bathed.
I lowered my case
and loved her more.
re-edit
Words and ...
Saturday 20th July 2019 10:24 pm
Semi Tone
Place the valve
of your lip's
and your smile's
breath against
my cheek and
breathe a note
to inform me
of its lasting
arrangement
and gentle
proposition.
While sighing
from within
you play now
the music's
pressed tone.
words and music T Carroll
re-edit
Friday 19th July 2019 7:05 pm
As if to care
Was I now the only
one on the beach?
She had stood behind me
and I had waited
for a spoken conclusion.
But without words
the sound that
the soft tread of her
departure made
on the sand had
told me of her decision.
Sunsets care nothing for
lengthening sha...
Thursday 18th July 2019 12:45 pm
Only time
Can time shoulder
the weighted ticks
and tocks
of sadness?
as an unspoken sigh
arrows its loss
in measured
wants and pulls,
I let the fingered
point of these
counted and now
lost moments
scribe my sorry shrug.
words and photos by Tommy Carroll
Monday 15th July 2019 11:28 pm
Christianity
She said: ''You forget about
the fall back position
of Christianity:
'Limbo'
According to the Catholic church
all 'souls' that had no faith
but were without sin-
ended up there.
I envisage
countless babies
crawling around for eternity,
crying for their mums!''
wor...
Sunday 14th July 2019 1:15 am
Parsley Sage, Rosmary and Time
Thursday 17th December 2015 5:42 pm
We've each got different partners now
we're having a real nice time
we both agreed to separate
Parsley Sage, Rosemary and Time
We both were once so in love
now we just stay in touch
we cherish the time we once had
as we don't see each other much.
I once saw her pass on the bus
once commiserated on the phone
we've sen...
Friday 12th July 2019 10:25 am
A reprisal awaits...
Sunday 11th December 2011 1:40 pm (first posted Wednesday 12th October 2011 12:19 am)
She sat at the far end of her high ceilinged room. I sat on her prefered chair.
We stared at each other.
Hundreds of books were piled upon a just mopped black wooden floor.
What was that with the light? ahh yes, clean windows- she had gone and gotten herself a window clean...
Tuesday 9th July 2019 5:12 pm
Touching
Touch
and upon touching,
let a wanton look
dress your skin,
pressing its wants-
as in a gentle grip-
shaping my tongue,
to press tales
of soft request,
and taste the very giving
response of that same skin,
adorned and- to touch
its naked candour.
words and foto Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 9th July 2019 12:13 pm
Did you brush it from your hair?
Did you brush it from your hair?
Did you brush it from your hair?
or maybe from your teeth?...
your clothes?
Perhaps it was washed away from out of your blankets?...
or tights?...
or down the bath water?...
or flushed behind a closed toilet?
Maybe you strode away from it
or slept it out-dreamt it away-
lit-smoked- and coughed it up.
...Friday 5th July 2019 12:21 am
Conflation
Conflation (a work in progress)
A Paradox is a conflation of stigmata:
The absurdity of mathematics
and ones inability
to describe (in language)
what we experience.
This confusion is the point
at which motion obeys all laws.
A paradox owes more
to poetry than science.
A paradox is a conflation
of contradictory assertions.
...Tuesday 2nd July 2019 12:39 am
B rok e n Ma son r y
B rok e n Ma son r y
Not for me another love
like choking fear
It will not budge
I dare not blink
for it now seems
by choosing drink
I dwell in dreams
I grind to bits
my words and teeth
when searching through
my history:
to lift above
what lay beneath
all that broken masonry.
...
wO rd s and fo to T o mm y Ca rrol l
Sunday 30th June 2019 8:02 pm
Wittgenstein says he:
'Languge merely pictures facts'
then changes his mind and retracts;
'It's more complex than I at first thought,
my Tractatus has all come to nought
for there's more to them cats on them mats'.
Words and foto Thomas H Carroll
re-edit
Tuesday 25th June 2019 2:36 pm
A freedom to express
or
'tis context
In The Friends of Voltaire, Evelyn Hall wrote the phrase: "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it"
Say whatever you want - but
prepare to be the subject
of reprisal.
There is NO such thing
as complete freedom,
not in life; art nor in postings.
So- as we are all subject
to discretion or com...
Sunday 23rd June 2019 3:31 am
The end of interest
I'm simple this way
this way leaning
Watching your want
this way fading.
You're always his way
his way gleaning.
I'm holding this loss
this way leaving.
When you leave
the conversation
before you've left
the company-
when I've left
your busy thoughts
after I've left
your sympathy-
with your touch
and cooling...
Tuesday 18th June 2019 8:45 pm
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Sunday 16th June 2019 7:34 pm
The Complainer
The complainant's
complaint
is a constant refrain
Woe is me yes me -points-
they're all to blame!
I'm squeezed in the middle
by those with no name
pity me not them
they're all to blame!
why don't they just send 'em
all off to jail?
give to me not to them
coz they want the same,
give to me not to them
coz they're all to blame
them paki's and blacks
t...
Wednesday 5th June 2019 8:44 pm
I'm sorry
The value of forgiveness
is not forgotten.
nor does it wash away all hurt
from the memory within.
It is released from the vice
of resentment
but still it echoes with
the resonence of regret.
words and foto Tommy Carroll
Friday 31st May 2019 11:06 pm
Plausible Deniability
Reading the statement
that you have just made,
in which there’s
nothing but nought,
you’re “unaware of the details
the committee outlined,
and have yet to read its report.”
Moving-on, looking forward,
the time has now come,
for challenges
of a personal sort,
my time will surely
be put to test-
and a career
put to its sword
There is time for
a memoir and
columns to write,
ti...
Thursday 30th May 2019 8:15 pm
Editorial
The penned letter
upon the page
is made from strokes and swirls
not rage
forget the colour of the ink
but its impression upon the reader
let into reason those thoughts do sink
not the Editorial of its Leader.
Words and Image: Tommy Carroll
Monday 13th May 2019 3:36 pm
Plausible deniability
Plausible deniability
Reading the statement
that you have just made,
in which there’s
nothing but nought,
you’re “unaware of the details
the committee outlined,
and have yet to read its report.”
Moving-on, looking forward,
the time has now come,
for challenges
of a personal sort,
my time will surely
be put to test-
and a career
put to its sword
There is time for
a memoir a...
Saturday 11th May 2019 3:40 pm
Wipers In D minor
Jazz piano
Slow
in D minor
A note that's allowed
like the pain
that's caused
and delivered
the shadowed sound
from the speakers
is the sigh
that pulls me back
to that place
that she once held
but I wont respond
just keep
the kerb 2 foot away-
no turning
back around
to hear her needs
my wants
are the rear-view
mirror
that cause the
eye's to blink
wet memories...
Friday 10th May 2019 9:44 pm
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