She,
held her self still.
And I
recalling her face yet
that with my mouth
I forced the enquiry,
and argued the pressing
to her lips
Like those wants
of wishes sated
we had with marbled hurt
turned one back
against the other,
that was forever
like the past
both of us
going nowhere,
always
Sunday 30th December 2018 1:18 am
Persephone
Prolouge: there is no prolouge
Recollections:
Persephone shifted her weight
in time to the point
she was making.
She never stood erect-
she was always making a point.
Even with a potato peeler
there was an air
of menace-
she would mix it
in with the mash.
Her threats had the promise
of unwanted mail;
of brown envelopes
the sort that fall...
Saturday 29th December 2018 2:48 am
Then 19
Enough said
and
drunk,
we sulked
and danced
and waited for
coats
taxis
kebabs.
holding posters of
dead rock stars
we climbed
the bare stairs.
Some wine
and the best
sounds on tape
and white bulbs
painted red or blue
and grass. Cool.
no chairs,
white walls,
carpeted.
my flat.
More drink
and looking out
of windows
Tom Waits playing
and that 'Moroccan'
from 'Eyg...
Thursday 27th December 2018 11:09 pm
Nietzsche Declared
Nietzsche declared
(when he asked for his supper)
'' I'm famished
and that is a fact.''
His landlady retorted:
''Until the rent's sorted,
you'll have to make do
with an interpretation
of stew
or you-
can get yourself packed!''
words and photo
T Carroll
reworked
Friday 21st December 2018 2:27 am
Word Smith
Elliot likes to show, his learning,
in French, Latin and Greek
and with references hiding a-plenty,
there's work in them words
so to speak.
Words and image: Tommy Carroll
Wednesday 19th December 2018 7:47 pm
Cocktails for who?
I've just invented
a new cocktail:
But
1) You don't get to
know the ingredients
2) You don't get to
know the type
of container it
comes in.
3) The price is
not displayed;
4) You get the bill
as you leave:
I've named it
- The Brexit -
Words and image Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 11th December 2018 5:09 pm
What lay between
There are many ways
to kiss a cup
There are many
mouths from which
to sup
What's not hidden
but remains un-seen
what lays within
betwixt and between.
Words and foto Tommy Caroll
Friday 7th December 2018 2:31 am
So where is she?
I can't see her so
Where?
Somewhere?
She was here once,
I turned
but
I see her nowhere
so where is the somewhere she is is?
Words and fotos Tommy Carroll
Wednesday 28th November 2018 6:43 pm
I have NO idea
I have no Idea
which side
the Brexiteers
are on
nor what the hell
it is all about-
I've a Masters Degree in
Political Economics
and run an
International Educational Establishment
teaching the aforementioned degree
as well as having
35 years developing
European Legislative Analysis
for Businesses.
but
I'm clueless.
Words and images by Tommy Carroll
Monday 26th November 2018 2:09 pm
Brexit: A learners guide
Two rabbits in a field and one says
"ha you're wearing odd socks!"
the other rabbit didn't reply
as it was counting backwards from 100*
*readers feel free to substitute
"rabbits" with Economists,
polititians or media'
Words and images Tommy Carroll
Sunday 25th November 2018 6:13 pm
Austerity
The change in your
politics starts
with the change in
your pockets
Words and image by Tommy Carroll
Monday 19th November 2018 12:12 pm
Christianity and other myths
With legs neatly crossed
and a glass in her hand,
cigarette held to her mouth
her head tilted back listening:
she exhaled- paused,
then in reply said:
''You forget about the fall back
position of Christianity;
'Limbo',
according to the Catholic church
all 'souls' that had no faith
but were without sin- ended up there.''
she pressed her cigarette firmly out
in the saucer pro...
Wednesday 14th November 2018 10:42 pm
Christianity and other myths
With legs neatly crossed
and a glass in her hand,
cigarette held to her mouth
her head tilted back listening:
she exhaled- paused,
then in reply said:
''You forget about the fall back
position of Christianity;
'Limbo',
according to the Catholic church
all 'souls' that had no faith
but were without sin- ended up there.''
she pressed her cigarette firmly out
in the saucer pro...
Wednesday 14th November 2018 6:09 pm
Trench-war development
This butchery of space
wears its frontage
as a pantomine Dame
wears its lipstick
with lashes to match
lashes of despair
and fallen concrete.
Words and image Tommy carroll
Friday 2nd November 2018 6:05 pm
Wandering expositions
Poetry has many inspections
each line remains re-touched;
we frown at fingered collections
of nouns and other stuff.
There are troublesome inflections,
and bleeding, wrung-out verbs-
the wandering expositions
of rhymes the metre serves.
There are stand alone conjunctions
in hope that it amazes
where
in solitude it functions
in contrived schema...
Tuesday 30th October 2018 1:09 pm
Puzzled
Why if I may ask
do you cry?
crave the center?
Just a little longer and
I may have helped you,
held your hand a
little tighter.
Perhaps a crossword
has the answer
But still you cry.
Words and images Tommy Carroll
Thursday 25th October 2018 5:24 pm
Sorry bone
The more I see beyond
the reckoning words
and their sweet ache,
I realized you won
You always have.
I gave, you hid.
And this boyish want
has walked its way
away from you.
Despite my stay
and turning look
I was leaving by
weighted line
and flying hook.
And this turning to
your wished for face
has piled the wanting
piled the weight
like stones not
counted
but hurtful thrown
...
Tuesday 23rd October 2018 2:00 pm
Shopping
I saw you waiting
in the light
stood there waiting
standing there
saw you in the
window's light
standing facing
to the light
from the windows
tall and bright
from the shopping
arcade's light
from the arcade's
neon glare
I saw you shopping
standing there
I saw you standing
shopping there
saw you with your
shopping there
In the arcade
windows glare
sto...
Tuesday 2nd October 2018 8:52 pm
Starkey
Economics are arithmetical facts:
and history an interpretative smear.
Some historians blend
(with aims to offend)
those texts through conjecture
the results are a spectre
of what should be made solid and clear.
Saturday 29th September 2018 12:16 am
Monsoon wind
I would whisper the wind
to tangle your locks
to tease your hair into a web
that entraps my thoughts
that entraps my spoken wishes.
Let your hair be a tapestry
of my words
words traced as your mouth
is traced
while I whisper
those demands of you
I will lure your smile
with those fingered words
and let the Monsoon winds
wh...
Wednesday 26th September 2018 6:08 pm
My
My woe is begotten
My memories are forgotten
My music is catholic
My holidays are not
My suit is cheap because the tailors working in sweatshops in the far-east get a pittance
My pizza l do not eat pizza
My asthma is genetic
My brilliance is wasted
My time is also wasted
My sexual preferences are not your concern
My religion is banished
My criminal record is the stuff of legend
My tend...
Sunday 16th September 2018 6:10 pm
Her smile
Where butter melts
and honey drips
the parting comes
from parted lips
my fingers trace
the smear of dew
my knowing touch
from knowing you.
Words and image Tommy Carroll
Saturday 25th August 2018 1:21 pm
Is it vodka?
is it vodka?
or tears
and gas bill
and tea?
or the bookies
and rent?
or grief
and machines
that stop working?
or what was called rates?
I forgot what...
and the change
to a doorway
sleeper?
and I heard that song
from the pub
and everybody
seemed to
be walking
against me...
Why is the moon
my only friend?
Words and image Tomm...
Wednesday 1st August 2018 11:32 pm
Adjectives
I must away
and go now
and clear the
mess I've made
I must bend down
and reach for
the words with
once I played.
Words and image Tommy Carroll
Sunday 29th July 2018 7:32 am
Inference
''The probability
of causal inference
and its quantum
irregularities explained''
Is the title of my
next book-
the problem now is-
what to put in it.
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
Monday 23rd July 2018 7:02 pm
Applause
Don't you know
it's just a rage
a tempest brewed
from grape not sage-
in all the world
there's not a stage
not tread by feet already.
And so I bow
and bid me out
you cared for nought
nor gave a shout
as all that is
has come about
with out you being ready.
re-edit 1981
words and foto T Carroll...
Tuesday 17th July 2018 6:51 pm
Driving responsibly
It's not those
who drive the tank
It's not those
who make it
but it is they
who set its course
crushing history
as they fake it.
Words and image by Tommy Carroll
Saturday 14th July 2018 8:05 am
The Astronomer's gaze
She offers me a slice of peach ,
I look to the stars instead.
She lifts a burning ember
-as tribute to my face-
then counts the stars like seconds,
her voice is as a child’s,
counting slow and with surprise
then with self-admonishment
she looks at me and tuts,
her finger numbers them- again.
She leans backwards, elbows
into the sand
and tells me she is bored
with counting and h...
Thursday 12th July 2018 10:30 am
Episodes in a collapsed relationship
She sat at the far end of her high ceilinged room
I sat on her prefered chair.
We stared at each other.
***
Her hundreds of books were piled upon a just cleaned black wooden floor.
What was that with the light?
ahh yes, clean windows-
she had gone and gotten herself a window cleaner.
***
' I'm listening to ''Bring me the head of Philip K Dick'' again' she says...
'I ...
Sunday 17th June 2018 12:41 am
falling...
Self: ...haha hey up
look see there
and stop stop
here we go i cant remenber how to spell remenber nor...
(Tommy sit down, there, ((pointing)) is no puddle next to the bin)
I feel like my arm's gone to sleep
ha look at the floor as it rushes towards me...
me...
(Tommy put down the bottle)
Woo shake and dance and laugh and apologies for...
Tuesday 12th June 2018 5:38 pm
Practical pronouncements
Walking to the Bar
I choose carefully
my steps;
more carefully
than my blatent
words.
Dandy Mo stares
at the 'bill of fayre'
- we count our change -
"Yes lads?" came
the bar-staff's
practiced pronouncement.
Words & foto Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 5th June 2018 10:28 pm
Predictive arrangements
Tommyfazz and
Dandy Mo
are both shouted at -
thier comments
scream from the start
at the individuals
who are seeking
to photograph
the mistakes
of thier intention.
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 5th June 2018 11:09 am
Spend your wishes
Spend your wishes
to buy your needs
with wants you queue
to purchase dreams
deep inside the vault
they lay
a wealth of riches
declares the lie.
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
re-edit
Sunday 6th May 2018 9:00 pm
Backward glancing
Persephone
shifted her weight
in time to the point
she was making.
She never stood erect-
she was always
making a point.
Even with a potato peeler
there was an air
of menace-
she would mix it
in with the mash.
Her threats had
the promise
of unwanted mail
of brown envelopes
the sort that fall when
any-news-is-not-
good-news arrive.
...Friday 4th May 2018 12:09 am
Broken Masonry
Not for me another love
like choking fear
It will not budge
I dare not blink
for it now seems
by choosing drink
I dwell in dreams.
I grind to bits
my words and teeth
when searching through
my history:
to lift above
what lay beneath
all that broken masonry.
Words and foto Tommy Carroll
Sunday 22nd April 2018 3:47 pm
Drunk
I got drunk in a
Portland bar
On Clinton st.
thirty minutes after
I had exited my
girl-friend's car,
she text
to tell me
that she had
finished with me
and that that was that.
I sat drinking
pouring tears
into my whiskey
a guy with an
English accent
joined me
we had a good time.
I bought all the drinks
as I remember.
I left alone drunk.
A couple of days later
I went ...
Sunday 1st April 2018 5:14 pm
Plans on hold
He stood
and stared
at the socks
in his hand
She lay an arm
accross her face
He made to sit
upon the edge
of the bed
She moved her legs
He turned to
look at her
She sighed at
thoughts of what
lay ahead
He squeezed her foot
She removed
the heavy arm
that had hidden
her gaze of him
He said
We will make it
through this day.
...
Saturday 31st March 2018 11:42 am
Shoes
We leant against each others
shoulders
and pointed at our
shoes
we told jokes where
the point was lost
and still we
laughed
we forgot the colour
of each other's
eyes
and remembered them
upon their closing.
Monday 19th March 2018 10:43 pm
Testament
Not only time ticks
but the real tug
of sadness
ticks its loss
in un-measured
wants and pulls and cost.
Too many eyes gazed
at her from behind
the wooden shutters
of thier trust
and many weary eyes
searched hers in vain
for signs of invited lust.
Thursday 15th March 2018 4:42 pm
Mum
Not only time ticks
but the real tug
of sadness
ticks its loss
in un-measured
wants and pulls
and cost.
Words and image Tommy Carroll
Wednesday 14th March 2018 1:24 am
Inebriation or where's the wall?
I left the party early
with my coat and hat still on
wearing a letrasetted syntax
and its addled lexicon
leaning against myself
while falling
I heard that gravity
was calling
and like the guests
who once
were standing
had now all left
or long since gone.
words and artwork Tommy Carroll
Friday 9th March 2018 1:27 pm
Classroom - vertices -
Jan folded the letter
running a finger along
its crease.
She looked up-
somebody was explaining
functionality
She stared at the new argument
written on the white board
then returned to the letter
the fold
another plane
pressing and creasing
vertices missing corners
peaking... She sighing.
His orientation with her
is now disengaged,
they were no...
Thursday 22nd February 2018 11:06 pm
Speechless
It's the words
with their wanton
un-mouthed ache
that bleat silently
against the ear
tangling those
not yet surveyed
and marked
desires,
their cerebral
obliterating duster
transforming an
ancient passion
into a smudge.
words and image by Tommy Carroll
Tuesday 20th February 2018 1:58 am
Wandering Expositions
Poetry has many inspections
each line like thought re-touched.
We frown at fingered collections
of nouns and other stuff.
There are troublesome inflections
and bleeding wrung-out verbs,
the wandering explications
of rhymes the metre serves.
There are stand alone conjunctions
in hope that it amazes
where
in solitude it functions
in contrived, schematic, phrases.
Words and image ...
Saturday 17th February 2018 10:28 pm
Mark ee Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah
Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah
Smith yeah
Smith yeah
Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah
...and the window out of my kitchen
lets a bright blue sky in...
Mark ee Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah
Mark ee Smith yeah...
words and image Tommy Carroll
(already too long but not forgotten)
Tuesday 13th February 2018 3:24 pm
snip snip
snip snip
gardening magazine
bits and pieces
print large
text small
flowers here
blue shears crop wintry bargain buys
compost your neighbors cabbages
kneel and weeping dig
best prices paid for sheds
my hands ache with gay arrays
suduko and wire eats the bugs of heavy scent
Heaven scent and saplings bent
letters from read...
Thursday 8th February 2018 8:37 pm
Persephone's ruin
The hour is slim!
the time to entwine
with her and
with advantage
inhale the heavy
offering from between
the jaws of her
open thighs.
Persephone's tasty flesh
renders her cleft
of wet truth-
she can slake this thirst-
can assuage my ache when
enthralled against
the serpent earth
with legs knotted
we lay tangled in
ancient ruin.
Tommy Carro...
Thursday 1st February 2018 10:13 am
What!
My rhyming couplet
-at the metre's expence-
is knowing the difference
if this makes sence-
is when to use when
from
when to use whence.
Tuesday 30th January 2018 11:16 am
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