As this home of ghost talks
I asks who am I to love me 
I’ve become the melancholy victim withering away 

With in the act of solitude 
I forget to move my bones 
Love is gone without hope 
Clinging memories of false pretence 
I begin to swallow away the ocean 
Like the virus inside the hand of god
I’m death without love

For silence is a blessing 
In the memories of death it’s cold 
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With corrupted lungs, I breathe pesticide
If I died today, would you cry? 
With a pistol to my head, I won't say goodbye
I'll print pretty pictures with love
I miss them days with you 

So best friend thank you for two days of catching up
Now I've got to go wouldn't want to hurt you
With words, I don't approve of her
Every day I see her I swallow my tongue
Because she cheats she lies, an...

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Memories added up escaping a past 
I tried to run from I want to be a nobody
So my face is not loved 
Just like the words of a break up 

So tell the stores of us 
But don’t forget I never loved you
I only did when it helped me 
These are the lies I need told 
So no one is hurt by the end of my life 

I was hollow and alone 
Happy and miserable 
A oxymoron but beautifully paired 
To ...

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If I relapse it’s death for me 
If I relapse it’s another scar I can’t erase 
My February blues is more of a midnight 
So I’ll call you when my demons are quiet 

Would it kill you to say you care 
Goddamn I’m lost inside my mind
I don’t know how to swim 
So call this drowning above water 

Damn this rainy season
Has me think death as an answer 
When I know better 

So I’ll call you ...

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Would it kill you to act like you care 
I wanted nothing but love from you 
You wanted another suicide attempt 
The truth is I’m so fucking sad 
But if I make everyone laugh it’s not as bad 

So melancholy fever never look so down 
This February blues is a shot I can’t do 
So it feels like I’m falling to the ground 
 

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This feeling is a betrayal 
So why did you go again 
Tried to be good this time 
So why are you always leaving me 

I can’t believe this anymore 
How could you love me then go
Is it because I can’t give you a child 

I’m sorry I can’t breathe 
I holding my love back 
This feeling is a betrayal 
I can’t define in words 

Is it because I can’t give you a child 
How could you love me t...

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I told myself I wouldn’t write another line
You make me feel so used 
I’m done lying to myself you cared
When the black lines screams another story 
So tell the world you’re an ally 

At the same time you buy 
Products that hurt our community 
Love is love and your hold up signs 
Until it come to T in LGBTIA+ 
 
My safe haven was made by a bigot 
So them memories were corrupted 
So th...

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The devil wasn’t there helping you 
So tell me another lie to get you by
I need a moment for air 
I can’t come up 

Give me a sign you still love me 
I’m giving up on this 
What are we again?
I miss the non-binary human
I picked to live my life with 
Goddamn give me a something real here 

I pray with sinfully hands 
Wanting to hold you again 
I miss the idea of you 
Because I’m a s...

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