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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43 {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily}
My
sleeping
angel
{Lily}
as her
eyes
became
to
heavy
to hold
open
any
longer
because
she
heard
Jesus
calling
her
home so
she
cried
and
gasped
for air
and then
she was
gone and
now my
life
isn't
never
gonna be
the s...
Saturday 16th December 2017 12:00 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42 {Dear Brother}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42} {Dear Brother}
Dear Brother,
Yet another
holiday season
is upon us
`n` it still
seems like
the very
first one
without you
by my side to
open up gift's
`n` then go
outside to
make a snowman
in the white
wintery snowy
weather`n` then
come back in
out of the cold
weather to warm
...Saturday 16th December 2017 11:43 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19 {Living Death Traps}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps}
Well for many year's
now I have a
reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion
that has me living
out a hellish living
death trap that haunt's
me ? night after
when I am able to
sleep
but most night's while
I am asleep I start
to have these dreams
or vision's that seems
so l...
Sunday 10th December 2017 4:15 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #4 {No More Love Here}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #4} {No More Love Here}
No more love here
No more time for
you here
No more loyalty
here for you
No more of my
valuable time for
you
No more hearing
my say I love you
too
No more of me
holding you tight
all night because
that's now long
gone `n` so
through
No more of me
having to listen
...Saturday 9th December 2017 3:25 am
Once Was His Queen
{Once Was His Queen}
I was once your queen
You was once my king
but now I am nothing not even a friend to you
and now I cannot stand that you are still alive and breathing
and you have moved on like I never was your queen or even your lover
and I try to move on but I'm always hoping for us to make our ways back to each other but I know that will never happen ...
Friday 8th December 2017 3:32 am
Drape The Flag Over My Casket
{Drape The Flag Over My Casket}
As I lost the war that I was facing but please deliver this message to my family and loved one's back in the states
I am sorry that I couldn't make out of this nightmare but I'll always be flying with you only from heaven above now but I do miss you and love you all and please don't cry because this military woman is finally at peace and they ...
Thursday 7th December 2017 9:00 pm
Time To Move On
{Time To Move On}
It's time to move
on from everyone
and everything in
my life
It has been fun,
crazy, hurtful,
desirable, painful,
filled with more
? heart break
than I am willing
to keep suffering
with you or anyone
else on this planet
But it was a
pleasure now
it's time to go
M.I.A.
{missing in action}
...
Thursday 7th December 2017 7:58 pm
Time
{Time}
One day at a
time that
will ease my
weary troubled
mind
And just maybe
it will ease all
my wonders
away one day
And it's supposed
to get easier but
it will in all due
time but it still
remains the
same that you
are not here
with us
And all the
crazy facial
expressions
you made
somet...
Thursday 7th December 2017 6:15 am
I Will Not Let You Beat Me Down
{I Will Not Let You Beat Me Down}
Darling I won't
let you beat me
down and it's
high time that
this cowgirl
picks herself back
up off of the
ground and get
to moving on
down the long
lonesome road as
I kick the hell
out them blues
you have got me
going through
and now it's time
to forget all
about you
little
darling
...
Thursday 7th December 2017 2:44 am
No Guarantees
{No Guarantees}
There's no guarantees
that you actually ever
loved me at all
And
There's no guarantees
that you was even
worth my tears over
these year's
And I'm not gonna cry
and I sure as hell ain't
gonna shed no more
tears for you since
you left me to be with
her and tore my world
apart while breaking and
wreckin...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 11:02 pm
My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily
{My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily}
My forever sleeping angel daughter Lily as her eyes became to heavy to hold open any longer because she heard Jesus calling her home so she cried out one last time and took one big gasp of air into her tiny lungs and then she was gone and now me or her daddy's life isn't never gonna be the same because we don't have beautiful our little Lily...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 9:35 pm
She's Trying
{She's Trying}
She's trying to forget:
She's trying truly to
force herself to
forget about the
conversations
between them
She's trying so hard
to forget his voice
She's trying to forget
how he made her laugh
even though she felt like
she's was dying on
the inside
She's trying to forget
all the beautiful
romance...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:59 pm
The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime
{The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime}
This shy girl awaited
for the love of her
lifetime to come a
long into her lonely
life that made this
delicate ? rose
stays so closed off
to the outside world
around her and even
more so to men
because the way she
has been hurt before
so she closed the
doors for finding her
love of a lifetime and
she me...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:32 pm
She Misses Him Badly
{She Misses Him Badly}
They shared something
so beautiful and something
so deep and true but that
was so truthful lustful love
affair ended to soon because
he didn't believe her so she
went on her way no matter
how much she cared or loved
him and so much she wanted
to stay but she knew that
they would only hurt each
other in the end and they
did bec...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 7:33 am
She's Shy
{She's Shy}
She's always been shy
She's always
been tossed away
because of her
shyness
She's always
been hiding from
the surrounding
world around her
because of shyness
She's always been
unseen, unnoticed,
unheard of because
of bad case of
shyness
She wishes that
her shyness would
disappear one day
so she will be adored
by...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 4:05 pm
Conceit And Vanity Quote #1
{Conceit And Vanity Quote #1}
Maggie
was such
a stuck
up that
she'd
would
drown
in a
rainstorm
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written in August 3,2016 but posting here 12/05/2017 all rights reserved
Tuesday 5th December 2017 3:26 pm
He Was Gone With The Wind
{He Was Gone With The Wind}
He was gone with the wind
but when left with the wind he wrecked my ? heart like a nuclear war head exploding killing everything good that once existed inside of me
but now I'm sitting here in this pain that is driving me to drink one more shot to try to forget about the wind that blew through my loving arms
that hasn't returned or never will a...
Monday 4th December 2017 9:29 pm
I'm About To Lose My Mind
{I'm About To Lose My Mind}
I'm about ready
to lose my cotton
picken mind
because the same
pain each day when
I open my eyes
is about ready to
drive this
woman totally insane
because the throbbing,
aching, blurred
vision, sensitivity
to light and
sounds along with
the headache on top
of a bad migraine headach...
Monday 4th December 2017 5:11 pm
With This ? Rose
{With This ? Rose}
I will keep it with me even after it withers and died
And
I'll place into a book to hold our love that way until the very end of all times
Because with this ? rose is delicate to the touch so protect it with your love
And
Your love is forever real
And
As the day's is lon...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 10:26 pm
Bad Luck With Love
{Bad Luck With Love}
He was my love that cought my ? heart by the thing's he would say and show me but now he faded away like our love never meant anything to him
But it did me for what it's worth now
I miss the longing of his voice saying I love you
But now my bed is cold on one side as I lay alone tonight writing this hoping one day it might find it's...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 10:00 am
The Pain
{The Pain}
There is pain in my? heart that always hurts so deep that it never departs from my aching? heart
And it's the pain of us being apart
A bad pain of our two heart's being so broken and torn apart
That never makes it's final departure
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 11:02 am
What We Deserve
{What We Deserve}
You hurt me more than what I did deserve
Because I loved you more than what you deserved
And one day soon someone will pay you back the same way you done me
Because that's what you will definitely deserve
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 10:30 am
Sadness Has Stolen My ? Heart
{Sadness Has Stolen My ? Heart}
My ? heart is hurting so much beyond any word's I can ink down
And the pain is tearing up my? heart and soul up
And someone please tell me how I can retrieve it
Because now the life filled with sadness of a lost love has forever stolen my? heart away
And as I'm still trying to revive it today ...
Friday 1st December 2017 9:49 am
Just Maybe
I try to be there by your side throughout the year’s but now the time has come for you to be by my side through this incurable illness I am dealing with but I’m left out in the cold waiting for you and maybe that will change before I’m dead
https://wordpress.com/posts/my/unknownperson79.wordpress.com
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover Originally Writte...
Thursday 30th November 2017 8:38 pm
He Told Her Today He Doesn't Love Her Anymore
{He Told Her Today He Doesn't Love Her Anymore}
As she walked through the front door of their home he stands up and looks her in the face and says to her I no longer love you anymore as she took off running to the bathroom upstairs while he ran after her but she slam's the door in his face and then locks it as he knocks on the door saying I'm so sorry darling but he hears her sobbing insi...
Thursday 30th November 2017 8:30 am
Tears In Her Eye's
{Tears In Her Eye's}
The tears in eye troubled sad eyes that flowed down her trouble worrisome cheeks as he laid beside her fast asleep as she slowly laid her head down on the wet pillows that was underneath her head without him even hearing her cry so as she cried and wepted for him because even though he laid beside of her she felt like she was alone in their bed and like what did I do ...
Thursday 30th November 2017 8:00 am
Air Worthiness
Air Worthiness
The Harris hawk is sleek and fast; fine-boned,
she swoops free from an armoured glove
towards some distant, perfect perch,
only then to see and hear the falconer's call; to search,
then sweep down to the hand that feeds and nurtures.
A hooded hostage; in restless freedom she presents a bleeding dove.
Trimmed hawks hunt in packs on Argentine pampas...
Saturday 25th November 2017 5:10 am
The Somewhere: Bricks and Cement
Fuck.
Shit.
God Damnit.
Why can't you just look and see me?
Well.
I know you can.
Kinda Sorta.
You just don't stop.
You don't consider looking at cracks.
The old school walls are a burgundy color that no one finds interesting.
Maybe once in awhile.
For a brief second.
Someone.
She was new in school, I think.
Never saw her before until sophmore year.
Pretty outgoing....
Thursday 19th October 2017 4:16 am
Cheap Mascara
Did you ever try to accept me,
Instead of avoiding me?
Or drinking me away?
Because I tried everything,
Just to make you smile at me,
But I could never make you laugh,
But I smiled constantly -
Like a fool.
Caring for you.
Because sometimes I couldn’t sleep because I was too excited to be in love with you
But sleep to you was like a breath -
And I was always your p...
Wednesday 20th September 2017 7:04 pm
.
And I want to be a better man to you mum.. .
But you just don't agree with the things I have done, while I don't agree with having
to be socially accepted I need to conform, but you don't understand.
I live for myself in a flurried world.
Where being myself is such a crime and I can't imagine myself alive, at the thought of cheating my own mind...
It breaks me apart!
...Saturday 2nd September 2017 8:40 pm
Smile
A smile is life's most Wonderest Gift . It shows a Reaction never to be missed . It lights up a face . Showing a Beutiful sight . Producing an Ora . Saying all is alright . Never stop Smiling .
Friday 18th August 2017 8:18 am
How does It feel?
How does it feel
when a dagger hovers over life,
when anarchy oppresses with brutality,
when dreams dissolve
and let no traces to contemplate?
How does it feel
when everything is swarmed by violence,
insensitivity; clear and humiliating absence of piety?
We are all instruments for an occasion;
others are escorted only by ambition
Oblivious to the world,
...Thursday 17th August 2017 6:31 pm
What Color Do You Feel Like Today?
Today,
I feel like the color Blue.
It seems like every day,
I feel like the color Blue.
You may ask,
how do you know
what Blue feels like?
It's when you're sitting alone
in the Blue room
of your one bedroom apartment
contemplating your whole existence.
Blue is when
you don’t feel good about yourself,
when you don’t
feel l...
Friday 7th July 2017 9:35 pm
The Path
She saunters along the empty path,Blossom swoops to kiss her in the wind. It's gentle touch, a starlit lover, warms her hollow heart. She felt the breath of a thousand souls caress her once innocent skin, now gently wizened by the years gone by. Each step her troublesome bones feel the rough and rugged ground clawing at her steps to slow her further. The aches in her rickety joints pull her down. ...
Friday 23rd June 2017 10:13 pm
I seek
After hearing the voice of despotism,
the cries of the hungry looking in the trash for bread,
the bitter language of solitude,
I look in the blue sky for serenity;
I create a landscape and try to dream
I seek peace among the white fingers of the aurora
After not finding the line of understanding,
the root of the soul,
the wind of justice,
the submerged freedom,
...Saturday 3rd June 2017 7:43 pm
Sunny Days
I don't feel worthy of this earth.
It's a bright and happy day today.
I feel a fraud amongst it all.
As kids and parents play.
Sandcastles, colourful buckets and plastic spades,
Happy laughter fills the air.
Desperate darkness clouds it.
There is no point, no joy, no end,
I am hollow and so void.
I smile and wave and look the part,
Each photo frames the day.
Behind the mask the c...
Friday 2nd June 2017 9:42 pm
With his hands stained with blood
Mr. Maduro, I am enveloped and driven by a superb energy and leave you a message, on behalf of millions of angry hearts, a simple message: We want you to go away!
All of this has been more than enough. We are tired of your evilness, your abuses, your cynicism, your humiliations and want you to know that we are all swathed with your "mistakes". We demand to return to the Venezuela that our paren...
Friday 2nd June 2017 9:15 pm
Water works
God's love is unconditional
but he shut up the seas behind doors
when it burst forth from the womb
and set its doors and bars in place
when he said, " This far you may come and no farther; here is where your proud waves halt.
So I won't let you drown me
as your tears fill the dead living room
I proceed to leave.
When I was younger I would stay
and try my hardest to row, row,
r...
Friday 24th February 2017 2:39 am
Paradox
"I don't want revenge.
I just want to make you smile"
Sometimes the truth is, we are left alone.
There is no one to go to.
Just left on your own
inside the world that makes up the collision of your heart and mind.
Each day time passes, and still you could say to me: "Your heart is mine".
Folded down in sorrow. Tears that rain into my heart.
Never leaving my eyes, ...
Monday 16th January 2017 2:52 pm
I was young
I was young .. A simple statement that is the answer to many questions I am presented with
Why did you get drunk, and throw up in the hall way?
Why did you leave school, and truant all day?
How did you get pregnant, at just seventeen?
Why did you marry him, given what you had seen?
Doesn't it feel silly, divorcing already?
You're only 21, doesn't your life seem so craz...
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 2:32 pm
He left
He left
He left behind his broken wife and his scared son
He left
He left us cold, all alone with no one
He left
The vows, they meant nothing
The promises, broken
I just wish we meant something
More than just empty words spoken
I cried for days at a time
My young son wiped every tear
Leaving us was a crime
And now, it's been 1 year
An...
Sunday 1st January 2017 11:32 pm
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