ash & blood
I can’t tell which is worse:
a fire or a flood.
at first, there doesn’t seem to be a difference;
you lose everything in both.
when you take a second look, the monster has grown.
the fire is insatiable.
it devours what’s in sight.
in the end, you have nothing to come back to.
it’s not a choice you get to make.
the flood is curious.
it touches everything within reach.
like a chi...
Friday 10th January 2025 9:41 pm
splinters
there is a splinter in the pad of my thumb.
I don’t know how or when it happened,
but do know where.
our house has no floors thanks to the hurricanes.
the bottom is concrete;
it collects dust faster than we can sweep.
the top is subfloor;
we have to wear shoes inside to prevent splinters.
my little sister forgot.
one got stuck in her foot before school.
she was only getting out of ...
Friday 10th January 2025 5:08 am
the Silence of the Sea
there’s a saying that I've heard,
something about ‘the silence of the sea.’
but I can’t figure out what it means.
the sea is not silent
as the waves crash onto the shore.
it rages and fumes as it batters down
the door.
the sea is as loud as thunder,
as deafening as a plane’s engine.
it is anything but silent,
its presence always known.
but maybe ‘th...
Wednesday 4th October 2023 3:57 am
Clotho
Sweep me off my feet,
Carry me through this dreamlike state, and
Spin me faster than I’ve ever spun before.
Call me yours,
Call me his, hers, or
Call me mine. I do not care.
Shower me with golden rain,
Bathe me in the sin of mortality, and
Let me retain this tiny bit of humanity I still have.
Do not remind me of my greater purpose
For I do not know what...
Thursday 20th July 2023 10:19 pm
Run Rabbit Run
On the farm, it's rabbit pie day
But the poor little rabbit didn't know that.
She missed the memo, too absorbed in gathering carrots
To think about the path she took home.
The farmer was out with his friends, laughing with a cigarette
Dangling from his lips. He was looking for the perfect morsel for his
Wicked pie when he saw the little rabbit snuffling around in the bushes.
...
Monday 1st May 2023 12:42 am
Ne'er Dance
“I don’t dance,”
I told everyone who asked.
“I’m terrible at it.”
So I didn’t.
I sat on the sidelines and watched.
I used to dance.
I didn’t question it when my feet
Would tap of their own accord and my body
Would wiggle around with delight.
“I was young and I was stupid.
It was embarrassing.”
I’m still young and I’m still stupid.
I’m still terribl...
Tuesday 18th April 2023 2:49 am
Peel
One by one, I rip off the
Glossy red gel that coats my nails.
Underneath, the soft pink has given way to white
As the polish tears away the calcium that gives it its color.
Four fingers down, six to go.
I wonder if I should stop.
I’ve only had them on for two weeks, after all.
But that’s one week more than I did before.
Besides, it’s better for my nails to be ...
Thursday 13th April 2023 1:44 am
Lines
I’ve always been told to
Color inside the lines.
Ever since I was little, it was always
Fit into the box.
Don’t rock the boat.
Stay in your little corner and
Don’t come out.
They said, “keep your colo...
Wednesday 12th April 2023 1:37 am
Language Barrier
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
But she can’t hear me.
I might as well be yelling in French or Spanish because
She just doesn’t understand me
When I tell her I can’t do this.
She doesn’t get it when I tell her
I don’t know—
Je ne sais pas,
Yo no sé
—how I’m going to see this through.
It’s like my brain es en fuego from all
Of the información being ...
Wednesday 29th March 2023 4:56 pm
Understanding
I have shed my thick armored plating that hides my ridiculous
True nature from the rest of the world,
Revealing my God-given form to everyone around me.
I have forsaken the comfort of obscurity, instead choosing to
Shout loudly and clearly “I am here!
Gaze upon me for all my mortal sins!”
I have suffered without my protection, taking blows to my carefully curated
E...
Sunday 26th March 2023 5:49 am
Dead Rat
Flies gathered around its tiny body,
Its feet turned toward the sky
As if preparing to continue the
Never-ending rat race among the clouds.
People walk past and turn up their noses.
The only good rat is a
Dead rat, but why?
They exist just like us, their little hearts
Pumping just as fast as ours.
They scurry from place to place, ducking between
Giant meta...
Thursday 23rd March 2023 9:07 pm
Hit and Run
It happens as quickly as it ends, a muffled slam and a splintering of cracks.
Night has fallen quickly, the dull glare of the streetlights hidden by the blinds.
I barely stir when it happens, only waking when footsteps race past my door.
“What’s happening?” I ask groggily, surveying the urgency of my parents.
My brother replies “A car crashed through our fence!”
With both excitemen...
Wednesday 22nd March 2023 11:33 pm
Relapse
Solitude used to be an escape route
from the chaos of life.
My room was once a safe haven
from the scary world around me.
My house used to be a welcome sight
after a long day.
None of those things are what they once were.
Being stuck in one place for 59 days does that to a person.
My house is no longer home,
the blue walls no longer friendly and welcoming.
My r...
Wednesday 6th May 2020 3:04 pm
To Fly
It's been a while since I dove
deep into the world of poetry.
It's been a while since I wrote
words that meant something to me
for everyone else to see.
I forgot how it felt to put myself on display.
To feel the words under my wings and fly.
I disappeared into reality, never to be seen again.
I swam in vast oceans of my thoughts.
I drove across highways of expectat...
Wednesday 22nd January 2020 12:39 am
The Something
There’s a great big Something sitting at my door,
it sits there and watches but no more.
Somethings are rare and don’t happen very much,
so of course I’m confused as to what to do with it.
As I look at the Something, it looks back at me
and shows me the wonderful things it could be.
It shows me what I could have done,
could have been,
could have bought,
could have see...
Sunday 28th July 2019 3:11 pm
Imagination
The low hum of the washing machine
assaults my ears as I try to sleep.
The rustles and light snores coming from my sister
makes it even harder.
I have difficulty trying to sleep,
but now more than ever.
Too many demons to run from.
Too much darkness.
Too many imaginary ax murderers that could
jump through my window and kill me.
So I disappear for a while.
Into...
Monday 1st July 2019 6:47 pm
Steps
Take a step.
Where does it take you?
Where can it take you?
Where do you want to go?
How many steps does it take to get there?
It won’t be an easy journey,
For there are many twists and turns.
Forks in the road
And challenges you will face.
The brave don’t give up.
You are brave.
Remember that and take those steps to achieving your dreams.
But how do you know which path to ta...
Monday 24th June 2019 3:32 am
Imprisoned
I am desparate to escape the cage in which I am imprisoned.
Every day, I scratch a mark on the wall to keep track of how many days had passed.
I've written my way out of this before,
but I don't think my words will save me this time.
The demons keep me in with their cold, clammy hands.
They put fear in my mind,
despair in my heart,
all to keep me in my jail.
I have sc...
Sunday 12th May 2019 5:53 pm
The Stars
Swirls of stars
Soaring high
Flood the night sky
They pass through clouds on their way by
As they leap across space.
Over the sea,
as they make their way,
They watch over turtles coming ashore
And dolphins jumping over the waves.
They see the fish of the deep
And the fish in the shallows.
The sea slugs and the sea snails.
The anemones and the coral.
...Friday 10th May 2019 9:50 pm
System
I’ve picked up the pieces
of my broken heart so many times
that my fingers have never healed
from the cuts.
They were destroyed by the jagged shards
of a broken heart.
My dream of writing becomes harder and harder
as again and again, my heart is broken
which makes my hands bleed
as I pick up the pieces
again and again.
I hold them close to my chest
as I go...
Saturday 4th May 2019 2:05 pm
Bravery
When a person thinks of bravery,
their answers vary on what type of person you’re
talking to.
Some may say that bravery is an act
of heroism.
Some say it’s courage.
Some say it’s doing what’s right,
even if everyone else will hate them for it.
Some tell you that bravery is to
be in the military.
Some tell you that bravery is being who you are,
even if soci...
Friday 1st March 2019 1:56 am
Imprisoned in My Mind
I stand on the hard, black dirt,
watching the thick fog swirl around me.
I hear the voices of my family and friends,
the meows of my grandma’s cat, long since dead,
and the barks of the dogs, most of which have passed on.
I watch the memories unfold,
seeing faces, some of which I haven’t seen in years.
I smile and laugh at some,
cry watching some,
and remember al...
Tuesday 26th February 2019 2:40 am
Too Young
They tell me I’m too young.
Too young to know
about the horrors of the world.
Too young
to make decisions of my own.
Too young
to be thinking at the level I am.
Too young
to hear about politics.
Too young
to be worrying about the things I worry about.
They tell me I have an old soul.
They tell me I think like a 32 year old.
They tell me to stop wor...
Sunday 20th January 2019 11:18 pm
New Person
Hair in a low bun,
dressy shirt on,
new backpack on my shoulders.
The girl from yesterday is gone.
The girl from yesterday cried in public.
The girl from yesterday let the bullies get away.
The girl from yesterday let her depression
catch up with her.
But then tomorrow came.
Today I laced up my white converse
and put in my earbuds
as I made my trek over ...
Tuesday 11th December 2018 10:02 pm
Abuse
People have started to notice.
I look sad. Depressed, even.
Which prompts them to ask the dreaded question:
“Are you okay?”
I always reply with:
“Yeah.”
Or “I’m okay.”
Or “I’m fine.”
But those are lies.
I am not okay. I am not fine.
I need help. And I need it now.
I can’t get it though.
They say to talk to the guidance counselors.
Lets be serious....
Monday 10th December 2018 2:37 am
Suicide
The alarm bells screamed in my head.
A number 1 showed up to tell me
that I had a message from someone.
My friend had just sent me a screenshot of the chat
he’d had with our other friend.
My heart froze.
And then started smashing.
I’d just read her post about how
she wanted to end it.
She was going through some of the
same things I am.
But unlike me, she ...
Sunday 9th December 2018 3:59 pm
The Typical Girl is Not Me
They tell me it’s good to be different.
Embrace your differences!
No one will bully you for it.
No one will shun you.
Thats what they told me.
And then I realized the truth.
They lied to me (as usual)
about it.
Because the world is a dark, cruel place.
And to survive you have to be cruel.
To make it,
you have to fit in.
To fit in,
you have to be fak...
Sunday 9th December 2018 2:55 am
Trapped in Silence
While I walk through the
open hallways of my school,
I am trapped.
Yes, school feels like a cage
to most,
but for me it is different.
I am caged with the ‘popular’ kids,
the bullies,
the ones who throw things at me in the lunchroom
and talk behind my back.
They too say school is a cage.
But it’s different for me.
While they can speak,
i am forced ...
Saturday 8th December 2018 1:24 pm
Tears
They tell me to be happy.
They tell me that ‘no one sits alone’
that there’s ‘no bullying at this school!’
but I can tell you firsthand that that’s not true.
Not one bit.
At night,
I cry.
I cry myself a river, as they say
because I cannot cry any other time.
They will just tell me that I’m sad
or to cheer up
or the awful ‘what’s wrong?’
It just won’t do.
...Friday 7th December 2018 2:12 am
Life of Lies
As I walk down the sidewalk,
I wonder how many people
are as honest as they say.
They tell us to tell the truth.
That we won’t be punished for it.
That it’s always right to tell the truth.
But do they tell the truth?
I can’t help but wonder
if they are hypocrites.
Because no one can tell the truth all the time.
Even the most honest person
has told a litt...
Wednesday 5th December 2018 2:42 am
Fallible
Fallible,
what a word!
No one has a clue what it means
unless they look it up.
You see,
this word
is a wondrous word
for it most nearly means ‘imperfect.’
For example:
humans are fallible.
Its a true statement.
We are not perfect,
nor will ever be.
But we can try to be
the best person we can
to improve the lives of others.
Tuesday 4th December 2018 8:24 pm
Be Careful What You Do For Love
There’s a window.
The sun always shines through it.
On rainy days, there is always a light.
The sun shines through it whatever the weather.
When the curtains close, the light is gone.
But the curtain never closes.
Until one day some unsuspecting guy
closes it for his girlfriend.
The light is extinguished.
And so is the light in a little girl’s life.
Be careful...
Monday 3rd December 2018 9:18 pm
Many Miles
Many miles I have traveled.
The years go by.
As do the miles.
Whether it be moving
or soccer
or as simple as going to the grocery store.
They fly past me,
waving as they go by.
I’ve made so many memories,
both good and bad.
I’ve hated how fast the miles zoom past me.
I’ve loved it how I’ve already traveled so many
while so young.
It all depends on th...
Monday 3rd December 2018 2:32 am
The Small things
They tell us that the little things don’t matter.
That words can’t hurt us.
That we need to let go.
But what if the little things matter?
What if they play huge parts in our lives?
Because they do.
The little things make up vast portions of our lives.
Maybe that’s why some of us don’t let them go.
Maybe that’s why we won’t let them go,
no matter how hard we try.
...Sunday 2nd December 2018 3:12 pm
Moods
Help me.
The darkness is closing in,
sucking all the light out.
Wiping out my hopes,
my dreams,
and replacing them with sorrow and sadness.
The darkness is suffocating.
It’s choking me with tears
and regrets and apologies.
It’s tormenting me with the things I did wrong
or I thought I did wrong.
Save me.
I want someone to take my hand.
Give me a flashligh...
Sunday 2nd December 2018 2:08 am
Thin ice
A girl is trapped on a lake
that has been frozen over.
The ice is thin,
and shatters easily.
The ice all around her is broken into pieces
and cracked so much that it was hard to find
the way they fit together.
The girl balances precariously
on a small piece of unbroken ice.
But if the piece breaks,
she either dies by her own hand
or falls into to abyss of in...
Wednesday 3rd October 2018 2:58 am
Hope has been lost
Hope has been lost.
It has disappeared from life as I know it.
The sad songs you hear on the radio make me cry.
I have given up on trying to beat back the demons that live inside.
I have tried in vain to hold onto the hope,
to tell myself that it is all
going to go uphill from here.
But it never does.
I tried to hide it at first,
but I realized that I needed help....
Wednesday 3rd October 2018 2:51 am
Midnight
The clock strikes midnight,
but I don’t see it.
I am too busy inside of my own world to care.
The clock takes me all the way to around two in the morning.
But i still do not care.
The connections to the real world are
just too hard to put down.
I feel filled,
Yet still empty.
I feel joy,
but hollow sadness at the same time.
I am reflecting on the things I...
Saturday 29th September 2018 6:59 am
Portrait of a Café
The last drops of the sweet tea
in the bottom of the glass
seem to have a message.
Telling me to go refill it, most likely.
But it also shows me a work of art.
The dregs of the glass are hidden under the ice,
much like how our true selves are hidden under
those people we pretend to be.
Every day a new lie
to tell them.
Every day a new lie told
to you.
...
Friday 28th September 2018 9:22 pm
The Common Person’s Way of Thinking
We all hide scars
underneath the tough skin we have formed.
We all have flaws,
but we choose not to tell.
To wait for them to reveal themselves.
We all have hopes and dreams,
but we say they’re stupid and that
we’re never going to achieve them.
This is the common person.
And their way of thinking.
We are all guilty of it.
Friday 28th September 2018 9:14 pm
Meditation Gardens and butterflies
A tree.
Flowers.
The clouds.
A bench.
Soft, green grass.
A far off castle is visible from the top of the tree.
A girl sits cross-legged,
in deep meditation.
She feels the world turning upside down.
And then silence.
She slowly opens her eyes.
My meditation garden,
she thinks.
She gets up and goes to look through the viewports into her mind.
Tha...
Friday 28th September 2018 11:51 am
The ups and downs of life
As she mills about the streets,
Millicent the cat watches lives unfold.
Joy fills a boy’s face as he receives a note from a girl.
A girl wilts at the sight of a boy talking with another girl.
She watches as lives are created,
a girl begins her journey into the world of a writer,
and destroyed,
a boy commits suicide because of the pains of life.
She knows everyone in town,
...Thursday 27th September 2018 8:31 pm
Fallen Stars
if I had a star in the sky for everything I’ve done wrong,
the sky would be filled with them.
I’ve messed so many things up,
killed too many opportunities,
but hey,
we’re all fallen stars.
We fall for a reason.
I’m still not sure what mine is,
but it has something to do with writing.
I want all you other fallen stars to know,
we are all amazing the way we are.
I...
Wednesday 26th September 2018 9:46 pm
Hotel Grandeur
As I stand on the balcony,
i stare at the world
or at least the tiny part of it that I can see.
The hotel is grand,
a truely magnificent display
and I feel small just in the lobby.
I feel out of place amid the happy tourists
ready to have fun for the rest of the day
and tomorrow.
I wish I could say the same,
but this is a one-night stop
at the hotel of my dreams.
...Saturday 22nd September 2018 1:33 am
Bonfires (Part 2 of Wonder and Worry)
Staring at the dregs of her glass,
wondering whether the world will change
like the little girl said.
The woman thinks about what she said.
The girl has proven to be a knowledgeable
person, wiser than most of the people her age and
above.
But what will it take?
The woman is a lowly photographer
for the local paper.
She only took the photos at this meeting.
But ...
Tuesday 18th September 2018 2:14 am
Photography
Capture the moment
in a single photograph.
Keep the memory
of a loved one
in a framed picture on your nightstand.
Take a beautiful picture
of scenery or people.
Freeze the world and time
for just one second.
A fleeting moment
of stolen elegance
and beauty.
Take a photograph.
It lasts longer.
Sunday 16th September 2018 3:13 am
Shards
Jeans in the right drawer.
Shorts in the left one.
Soni was unpacking her life for the seventh time
in sixteen years.
It was close to midnight,
but she wanted to get it done now
or else she’d never finish.
Her eyes drooped and
she fought the tiredness.
But it won and she was soon
passed out on the mattress on the floor that
served as her bed.
She was soon dre...
Tuesday 11th September 2018 10:29 pm
Tell me what you think
Tell me what you think of my words,
my poems,
the stories I create.
Tell me what you think of my wit,
my worlds I make,
the way I write.
Tell me what you think I do well,
could do better,
give me another outlook on my writing.
Tell me what you think because
your opinions matter.
They help me realize how well I write,
what I do well,
what I did or wrote wrong...
Tuesday 11th September 2018 8:52 pm
Corrections have been made
I have realized my wrongs and
am now trying to right them.
My head was foggy when I wrote that the future was female.
It’s actually going to be a joint effort,
both male and female and
everyone in between.
I have seen the universe from a different angle,
and I can see my mistakes better.
Some I still cannot solve,
I have no idea what to do and what I did.
But thos...
Tuesday 11th September 2018 8:32 pm
born to do something
In, out.
In, out.
I calmed my breathing.
I righted my head.
I pieced together my thoughts and read.
But I couldn’t focus.
I had the urge to write.
About what?
I had no idea.
I have the night to myself.
So I thought about my worst-case scenarios.
And the events that had happened in the past few days.
Discrimination.
Racism.
Sexism.
ARGH!!
I wanted t...
Tuesday 11th September 2018 2:52 am
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