Vows
everyone’s crazy
some hide it some parade it
all suffering with it
a few monetize it
everyone’s crazy
just give it three months
for the masks to drop
and the moves to run out
that’s when things get interesting
that’s when things get real
we acknowledge the three-sixty view
and then we start to deal
that’s when we start l...
Sunday 31st December 2023 12:44 pm
Our Initials
Our initials
I wanna believe everything
without discernment
travel the universe
of your moods
I’m just so happy
not to feel alone
even if this feeling
is made for fools
we flatten initial
differences
digging them as friction
that finds a groove
we intake
all these indulgences
knowing full well
they’ll be paid for in full
Thursday 28th December 2023 3:55 pm
Mechanical Bull
Mechanical Bull
you know how it goes
it just goes to show
entitlement blinds
you to its outcomes
oh the ride
doesn’t stop you
thrown again into those
special circumstances
remixing old
strategies in a way
that flatter you
riding on fumes
back home
reworking scenes
in your mind
until you’ve won
while a hope
for tomorrow
pleads for
another shot
Wednesday 27th December 2023 1:06 pm
Some instrument
some instrument
my interests take me
outside myself
fill me with fear
I shape into questions
held close to my heart
when no one else does
inhabiting this space
vacated by romance
like a storefront
in the rust belt
I fall to the ground
then I want to walk
I fall to the ground
my eyes are silent
I follow that sound
that takes me home
eminating from s...
Tuesday 26th December 2023 2:26 pm
The ideas
where do they come from
where do they belong
inside out upside down
wrapped around and around
you get attached to them
you blow them out of your head
some people get buried under them
others throw up their hands
do you take them out to examine them reconsider them or just replace them
are you wedded to your opinions
will you fight for them to the death
or just lea...
Monday 25th December 2023 7:27 pm
Lonely Men Record Collection
these are my records of seduction
those what’s left from the divorce
there are a handful
from my childhood bedroom
mixed with some that
just arrived in that box
I’ve carried these crates
through stints as a deejay
there are many that I can’t spin again
I’ve sold half several times over
then I think
there are many worst sins
I don’t need your condescension
your ...
Saturday 23rd December 2023 3:38 pm
Your Budget
Your Budget
Your budget gets me without wardrobe
appetizers provided only for the first dozen guests
one (1) poem or song written about your most endearing hang-ups
3 (two) weekends per calendar year doing things I can’t stand without as much as a shrug
and one hundred (35) days in the first four months of unlimited customer support
Other packages available upon request
Saturday 16th December 2023 6:35 pm
Elone
Elone
trillions of cells
dozens of friends
thousands of characters
at my fingertips
hundreds of words
pass over my lips
windscreen bugs
don’t make a sound
I’d trade it all
for the prison of your heart
betray a world
to be held in your arms
hundreds of rules
millions of souls
wrapped together
in plastic mold
how long until
I won’t feel so elone?
Thursday 14th December 2023 2:24 pm
The Unknown
this adventure has gone on
longer than predicted
stranger than I could’ve written
deeper than I thought existed
that fear that you thought
was just your own
was a type of alarm
to let you know you’re still going on
the unknown
the only place to go
what we’re meant to explore
where we feel at home
we’ve always felt this feeling
alw...
Saturday 9th December 2023 10:33 pm
Everything for Nothing
Everything for nothing
as if your desires were driven
by someone else
and you were hidden
from yourself
and the scripts written
by an obvious hack
and you were just supposed to
deposit the check
but you trade everything for nothing
without looking back
because you’d rather be sleeping
with yourself
no matter the publicity
and organic hype
you’d rather be list...
Wednesday 6th December 2023 5:49 pm
The Exception
you take black; I’ll take red
now we can’t still be friends
ideological differences
ideological differences
maybe the truth is in between
everything we’ve ever seen
let’s split the family
we never liked them anyway
kill you; kill me sex is hotter
when we disagree
spying for the other side
“it’s a living” he lies
she gave everything to the cause
that was later p...
Tuesday 5th December 2023 2:57 pm
All the usual hassles
The world needs more of you
it’s been asking for your number
I said I’d talk to you
the world said “whatever”
and I can only tell you
what you already know
I think you’re beautiful
I mean your soul
the world wants to hold you
just to itself
use you, abuse you
it gets away with that
I think you should meet it
despite the objections
try to seduce it
if it insists ...
Friday 1st December 2023 12:38 pm
I like the people I hate
I like the people I hate
they have their points
they have their say
they go about their lives
the opposite of mine
sometimes I can’t find
the differences
at which time
I hate the people I like
Wednesday 29th November 2023 6:16 pm
A good human
hope is the last thing
to go I remind myself
as we ask too much
from this world of talk
not today, devil
no thanks, rebel
I’ll pay this bill
in full
I keep working
I keep learning
how hard it is
to be good
should I eat this
do I kill this
would you kiss me
should we leave
I’ve got to live with myself
that’s the...
Saturday 25th November 2023 3:19 pm
Good Trouble
I’ll find you again
with another name
different face
in another age
we’ll remember
this circumstance
on hearts’ pathways
lubricated and well-worn
we’ll cause good trouble
take a pause from the war
seconds out from the struggle
to acknowledge our plots
we’ll cause good trouble
always worth the cost
after all we always take it w...
Sunday 19th November 2023 5:53 pm
True-Life Funnies
As he threatened
me with the knife
I thought,
“this isn’t the time”
I had just come back
from my shrink
ready to do more work
on my things
As he growled,
“Give me your money!!!”
I snarled,
“I don’t have any...
...but if you want
the debt on my cards,
feel free for 25k!!!”
I then assumed the pose
part Shaggy-part Grou...
Sunday 29th October 2023 1:40 am
Good Intentions
Assume good intentions
everything’s misconstrued
without directions
in the world that contains you
I strive to be honest
decent and true
in a life of temptation
none sweeter than you
I might go on longing
for the impossible
as my imagination takes me places
I want to show to you
I might go on being wrong
in what I see in you
but I assume my ...
Saturday 28th October 2023 1:34 am
I am the world
I am the world
I feel tired, neglected
misunderstood
I just wanna get some sleep
because I am the world
I’ve tried, pretended
it’s all good
but there are so many parts
rotting amongst the pearls
when I get enough sleep
when I make love with the moon
that hope springs eternal
rising with the sun
when I look over the cities
when I look over the fields
I s...
Wednesday 18th October 2023 2:04 am
The Hot Core
The hot core
everything flows
everything goes
about its way
stays and fades
it feels nowhere
perspective
changes, we
reorientate
everything
can be in the air
at once
without holding on
falling back into our
hot cores
our knowing souls
melt back into our hearts
Tuesday 17th October 2023 12:39 am
Pleasure without a cause
prove you’re human
accept all cookies
select the images
with bicycles
you've left the meeting
Wednesday 11th October 2023 2:24 am
Reporting from the Inside
let’s paint our insides
with flavors of home
mixing colors
with this decor
we might recognize
something we know
mixed with something
brilliant & unknown
we could realize
what’s in our hearts
we could dance
with this rush of blood
interior lives
need to come out
dreams and futures
are making love
Friday 6th October 2023 4:14 pm
Everywhere
Everywhere
we know everything we’ve done nothing
we don’t even know
who we are
we’ve seen a vision
perfect life we’re wanting
even pornography doesn’t go that far
I’m here
you’re there
we’re everywhere all at once
I’d just like
to be
somewhere with you all alone
my tomorrows could come undone
they could all
roll on the floor
I wouldn’t care
if they get ...
Sunday 1st October 2023 6:52 pm
Determination in Morrisania
kids can feel it
are real with it
the future’s
in their eyes
so we’re careful
with the lies
chains of causation
waves of confusion we ride
causing all this
dissonance
we help them
with the lifting
their hope
is our own
we pass it on
so it grows
their determination
the oxygen
that makes
the glow
Saturday 30th September 2023 10:46 pm
After the Pause
she can’t come to the phone
for a while
could you call
back in two years
She’s going through
something at the moment
and it’ll take some time
she’ll see you on
the other side of the process
if you’d like to leave a message
you can speak
after the pause
Saturday 23rd September 2023 10:21 pm
Henrietta
Henrietta
we would go shopping in Henrietta
the sprawl near our town
parking lots stretched forever
watching from the left side of the car
it felt like another planet
fluorescent and asphalt
its monotony broken by signs
the kind you’d find in airports
I’d get nauseous in Henrietta
from the traffic and ice cream
the dazzle of a new toy to take back
to Penfield
we a...
Saturday 26th August 2023 5:34 pm
Men
I will do the wrong thing
I’ll do it with style
just to prove
I’m alive
of course you’re correct
of course you’re clever
that’s why I’m burning it all down
just to start over
Sunday 20th August 2023 11:18 pm
Like a human
Like a human
love takes off our pants
leaves on our masks
settling on lands
claimed by earlier peoples
running our rackets
offering blankets
reading histories
to learn about our evils
as Sinatra plays
we go on our way
smirking at prayers and players
in the chapel
We call it a day
robbed of our fates
unsure if anything we did
was ever helpful
Saturday 19th August 2023 2:59 pm
On Vibrate
On Vibrate
vibrate the metaphors
fly the songs
attack tomorrow
with all you’ve got
sex the silence
dazzle the verbs
eat the film
cos there’s no cure
Friday 18th August 2023 6:56 pm
Sense of Place
I want to take you
to my bodega for
baconeggandcheese
pressed thin and hot
you won’t want another thing
we’ll ride to Orchard Beach
feeling good on the bike trail
we’ll have mushroom iced tea
start feeling things sail
tanning on the beach
unbothered we’ll stay until
we’re as brown as
my dark body hair
we’ll go back to my place
p...
Wednesday 16th August 2023 5:16 pm
Beautiful Objections
there’s what you want
what you need
what you feel
what you believe
what you eat
what you breathe
darling we’re
living things
with beautiful objections
nice problems
keeping us occupied
within this life
there’s your time
your need for space
your desires
your need to be correct
your morals
your parents’ photos
...Friday 11th August 2023 2:54 pm
Favorite Films
I’ve become someone else again
under the influence of a film
something I’ve read
and the weather
I just can’t understand how
I do this job
pay the rent
why we’re still together
leaving is always strong
quitting never feels wrong
familiar disappointment’s
my secret drug
my favorite superhero movie’s
the one about people
who wake...
Sunday 6th August 2023 3:44 pm
Promises
Where did it go-your promise
to yourself or the world
you’d held it; protected it
for all those years
to release to
an audience of fools
it flew like an untethered balloon
or a deli bag on the wind
the sense of loss or regret
tempered by the beauty
of the dance
of life’s currents
all promises to the wind
as you wake up
and recommit yourself
to the presen...
Thursday 3rd August 2023 7:38 pm
Limited Edition
this is a limited edition
short print run
there’s only one
extant copy
you’re the one
there’s an invisible mission
you can’t understand
you get a few breadcrumbs
that fall out of your hands
and most won’t know
a thing you’ve been told
and many can’t see
what you can truly be
this is a limited edition
it can’t sell out
it onl...
Thursday 3rd August 2023 2:10 am
The Externals
I’ve spent a lifetime
seeking validation
from eyes
of strangers
fighting impulses
gaze meets gaze
dreams, desires, experience
communicate
vertigo pulls us away
as a recognition
dissolves fears
I thought were only my own
Wednesday 2nd August 2023 5:40 pm
Blood of another kind
I ate everything you said
I bought what you made
you became a voice in my head
I followed to a point
there’s an emptiness ahead
pain in the back
I take the vow to become
everything myself
we’re blood of another kind
flowing through like minds
suddenly destiny’s not so abstract
with decades barking in the back
blood of another kind
...
Sunday 30th July 2023 7:38 pm
Interpretation
Try it on how it suits you
make the words your own
feel how it moves you
it’s all open now
to interpretation
this could be you
not as I know you
but something new
get lost in a name
as it whispers to you
you won’t be the same
through these fields of view
you could ruin years
afraid of what you don’t know
crying tears over someth...
Saturday 29th July 2023 12:58 am
Shellfish Culture
crab grab
all you can
scuttle sideways
into the pan
lobster you mobster
buttering up
while the boiling planet
does what it does
crayfish one wish
see your children
grow big then go
into the okra gumbo
nation of crustaceans
civilization of the shellfish
all wanting it all
you can just
come in my mouth
Wednesday 19th July 2023 5:56 pm
Kill yourself Slowly
over a whole lifetime
a little every day
so nobody notices
just a bit of poison
through years
of indecision
agree with everything
always say “fine”
vote republican, marry white
ignore the experts
indulge yourself
with little things
socialize frequently
and take advice of colleagues
until thoughts
are safel...
Tuesday 18th July 2023 12:45 pm
One day you'll know
you turn off the lights
and greet the past
making a small prayer
to the night to be gentle
you were warned you’d have
to live with yourself
regardless of whomever’s
with you in bed
one day you’ll know
you were told
one day you’ll know
now you’re old: now you know
every transgression
act of vanity
there in living color
in you...
Thursday 13th July 2023 7:53 pm
Squinting
While I clip my nails
and trim my nose hairs
I think of those
former friends from war zones
how uncomfortable they were
we couldn’t have a civil conversation
without an attack
on my girlfriend’s perfume
it was too easy to kill the vibe
polite society requires
everything said a provocation
circling back to unspoken traumas
the effort to squint and enjoy the narrow band...
Wednesday 12th July 2023 2:19 pm
Certainty
craving certainty
you tie your lot
to the past
with a future knot
the moment’s not
welcomed here
armored money
for nightly fears
you do everything right
you marry well
mouthing slogans
you’ve made up yourself
and if and when you
miscalculate
you attack with an authority
that won’t break
Certainly there are
more ...
Monday 10th July 2023 8:43 pm
Your first film
what a stunning debut
dream come true
coming out nowhere
I remember every twist
dubbing’s a bit off
giving it charm
actor looks like me
why are his lines so dumb
I was so happy to see
your first film
am I allowed to be proud
I certainly am
thank you for using
this song at the end
and I understand
why it’s dedicated to hi...
Saturday 3rd June 2023 3:49 pm
Insouciance
as I wonder
what became of you
I ask the question
of myself
time’s knife carving out
a stingy portion of my heart
leaving me with
a bit of meat and fat
years wiped off the blade
polished surface
I still recognize my reflection
still insouciant
it sounds better
in French
Wednesday 31st May 2023 2:16 pm
Innocent
I didn’t do it
you didn’t
see me
throw it
why are you
looking at me
when you know
who did it
I’m innocent
as the day I was born
I didn’t make
this stuff up
I’m innocent
ask anyone
they’ll lie of course
they’re all wrong
Wednesday 31st May 2023 10:57 am
Stick Around
stick around
see how it comes out
what blows up
how it goes down
this all can’t be right
suckers just having a good night
as time goes by
even simple recognizes
a bad thing that can’t last
all things must pass
ashes to ashes
dust to dust
I’ve done my time
with lessons that weren’t mine
wanna sit back awhile
watch it all burn down
how the mighty fall
leaving spa...
Thursday 25th May 2023 8:11 pm
Frames
it’s this or it’s that
could be anything
no,
it can’t
it’s how you frame it
what you name it
taxonomic chills
nomenclatural walls
what do you take me for
“why” explains it
one day they’ll drop the labels
and the names
this against that
white against black
dog versus cat
all cliches
the only thing that matters
as you prepare to battle is how it’s fra...
Thursday 18th May 2023 5:45 pm
Hey Youth!!!
you got that thing
everybody wants
simplicity; innocence
you can’t bottle up
truth comes late
quickly turns hard
some say
it cant be regained
few know
how to hold on
I say it’s in mind
don’t sell it out
you know what it is
don’t think that hard
I take and give it
the way I love
hey
youth
...
Monday 15th May 2023 1:33 am
Plot Reversals
Plot reversals
burned my tongue on you
words hot
how the smoke rose
from my pockets
I broke my head on these
very thoughts
concussions echo
losing the plot
things have been flipped
I seem to be in your film
all my assumptions
on the ground
middle class artists
hesitate and miss
cowardice
haunts them from above
what am I without these tools
these indulgences
...
Wednesday 10th May 2023 10:10 pm
A lot of people
I warned him I told him
a pretty girl is never alone
he seemed to work on instinct
jealous of my phone
lie he’d try what hundreds
had already done
you’d be amazed how unoriginal
most of them truly are
a lot of people want to touch me
but I’m rarely touched
I thought I’d give him a taste
of what he wanted or so he thought
...
Friday 5th May 2023 9:55 pm
Public Performance
lonely America
I wanna put my arms around you
before you reach for yours
I wanna kiss you scandalously
I wanna know how your day's been
before you collapse into
your familiar patterns
of hate
and sugar addiction
I’m listening
I’m here
you know how to
touch me
Friday 28th April 2023 11:22 am
how amusing
I go to the edge of myself
then take a step back
I suspect it’s courage
that I lack
I look at where I’ve been then
vertigo calls
telling me to keep moving
leading me on
I meet you on this journey
I love the company
but where I’m going
there’s not even space for one
the muse refuses all tributes
the muse denies salvation
cracking t...
Saturday 22nd April 2023 7:44 pm
Tedium
I like it done medium
my pleasures, rare
more than a bit of repetition
is more than I can bear
counted up to a trillion stars
in the night sky
I’ve tied one shoe on while
undressing you twice
and it all gets tedious
it all gets heavy
with the taste of wine
and the smell of yesterday
it all gets tedious
you were just saying
that ...
Saturday 22nd April 2023 2:27 pm
Good Readers
good readers
never finish books
they pick up
missing straws
trying to forget
those images
turning memories
over hot surfaces
until love melts
over their hands
on the messy slice
of a page
Tuesday 4th April 2023 12:19 pm
Finishing Strong
first act was hastily written
lot of characters quickly forgotten
technical problems with lighting and sets
second added complications
it was not without distractions
it was dark but held my interest
in the third they made it all work
energy and music came together
unexpected themes and twists
tied up in patterns that made
the whole experience ...
Friday 17th March 2023 9:11 pm
I’d
ideas against steel
ideas against law
blood and bone
lighting up your mind
haunting your daytime
always looking for a home
they feel realer
than stress
or disappointment
they come straight
from the divine
to land in your heart
Saturday 11th March 2023 10:42 pm
People you may know
you demand complexity
your heart’s bored
as if people were a problem
that could be solved
they’re well put together
maybe not
you always get to a point
where they fall apart
then you’re smug
how strong you are
kindness/weakness
it’s never enough
as you’ve always known
you’ve got to be tough
heart’s just a muscle
that wants to work out
Friday 10th March 2023 4:47 pm
Into the camera
look into the camera
staring at yourself
from a future you think
“what a naive kid”
into the camera
you understand
all the expressions
of dead relatives
for a moment you can feel
time in your hands
from a sense of recognition
to the blur in your stare
empty hours
through the glass
vibrate your possessions
with hums of the past
...Thursday 9th March 2023 8:38 pm
Prove you're not a robot
I am not a robot
I’m not that handsome
I make too many mistakes
have messy penmanship
I meet many robots
I understand your concerns
why are you showing me pictures
of hills and motorcycles
some day a robot will do my job
some day a robot will make my love
until that day i’ll do my best to respond
make jokes and get many things wrong
Wednesday 8th March 2023 12:04 am
No hands
everything moves
towards freedom
everything
demands release
entropy as beauty
beauty as a way of being
slugs
and mushrooms
artists
as we take off our pants
Sunday 26th February 2023 10:39 pm
This is a gift
This is a gift
don’t tell me
you don’t know
what it is
we work till we
can’t afford it
open it there’s no time
like the present
I give you everything
that’s hidden
you can do anything
you want with it
spend it all
in one place
or save every last
second of it
we could dream eight billion dreams
we could speak a million languages
...Saturday 25th February 2023 6:03 pm
This song will save us
while we’re rolling pennies
and cooking on a wire
and all your sisters millions
have gone up in a fire
this song will save us
It’ll roll off our tongues
locked in the laundry room
robots are broken
all delivery vans
gone flat in Hoboken
I’ll sing you a line
and you’ll reply with a rhyme
when he’s back in power
and promises rain down
in the final hours before
t...
Friday 24th February 2023 4:50 pm
Zooming You
I don’t talk for free
I get paid to talk
while you’re talking to me
my rate just went up
we can talk about anything
I’ll make something up
let me give you a code
that connects to your account
“the world’s bothering me”
I hear that a lot
there’s still something for free
you can do about it
direct action
or making art
or doing nothing
just talking about it
Thursday 23rd February 2023 3:17 am
Do you want my fries?
I’ve got your keys
you need them, they’re here
you can come over and get them
or I can meet you in an hour
I know you were worried
I didn’t see your messages
I was doing my own thing
sorry I was so distracted
but I’ve got your keys
don’t worry they’re here
I can meet you in an hour
or I could come there
Thursday 23rd February 2023 1:26 am
My Very Own Mistakes
they’re so beautiful
they’re mine
I visit them all the time
I rewind them
remix them
with you I revisit them
I never let them go
I dress them up
for my shows
My very own mistakes
polished to a glare
My very own mistakes
haunt me everywhere
I think of the horrible things
I’ve said
cruel things I’ve done
before I go to bed
I think of you all at once
new mi...
Sunday 19th February 2023 9:22 pm
I am the problem
it’s me
it’s always been me
as long as you’ve
been watching
I’ve been counting
the times
I’ve stepped on
your lines
and it’s taken
something
from me
at times
what makes the fit
what makes sense
what do you get when
you can’t make it all blend
I’m the problem
I take the blame
into my stomach
and can make ...
Friday 17th February 2023 2:04 am
Curing the Past
is there something I can do
one thing, nothing
that scent, that perfume
wafting, grating
no one else in the room
moods talk, memories start
everything melts into you
sirens-crooning-blues
curing the past
without your hands
signs dance
every color in black
curing the past
bending spoons
imaging this world
feeling the solitude
...
Saturday 4th February 2023 9:22 pm
Imperfection
You’re imperfect
so imperfect
I worship
the idea of you
in practice
things go badly
in my mind
it always works
I need you to be strong for me
in those moments when all seems lost
I’ll be whatever you want
in our hearts we know we’re not wrong
just imperfect
so imperfect
we’ve got our work
cut out for us
for a li...
Wednesday 1st February 2023 11:14 am
Something else
try if you dare
where no one treads
that singular path
deep into nowhere
that something else
eludes you still
keeps you restless
for good or ill
until your last breath
you’ll be doing it to death
as you still haven’t felt
that something else
nobody holds it
no one owns
tempted by it
driven by madness
carved from rawn...
Saturday 28th January 2023 7:20 pm
Selfcare
Try and try
an act of will
touch yourself
like taking a pill
curtains down
on the world
someone’ll do
your job at work
preserve yourself
precious amber
before reality
reaches its hammer
self-care aisle
stretches a mile
turn those fears
into smiles
those rituals
mystical powers
allow you to act
normal tom...
Tuesday 24th January 2023 3:55 pm
The Humanities
It wrote me-
I can’t make any claim to musical virtuosity, vocal prowess, or poetic genius, but I think I just made the best record of my career.
I have no idea how it happened, what I did, or how the pieces fit, but this thing just came out of me and I can almost pretend it’s not mine and I think it sounds pretty good.
I wrote my own parts quickly- I don’t really remember the “ho...
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