trails
my poems i publish on the web digital thoughts for people to stop and read i leave paper trails, bank statements receipts of transactions for things i need I am of course more than the sum of my parts but leaving trails is an art paper trails, thoug...
Tuesday 29th December 2009 10:07 am
The domino effect
The dominoes fall in line.
The hour glass trickles away time.
you cannot stray from your path you cannot get away
for fate and free choice are enemies vying for power
and the domino effect has you within its grasp hour by hour
we all want the end.
armageddon fires and to descend into chaos
for utopian dreams are too hard and too way off
freedom drains away in this technological world
like sand through cup...
Sunday 20th December 2009 11:15 am
geek tragedy
Tragedy
Tragedy me,
Oh alas
You can see it in my face
I made the wrong choices listening to all those negative voices
That I followed and swallowed like a chocolate cup cake whole
Instead of letting it pass my lips
Or spitting it out
I doubt I will ever be able to sort it out
I traded love for alienation
Work for boredom
Depression saturates me like vinega...
Saturday 21st November 2009 5:09 pm
Rendition of my heart
There was no warning
It is like you broke down my door
Stole away my heart and left me on the floor
You stormed into my life
Now all I can think of is you
You have taken my heart
put it on a plane never to be seen again
its like rendition
and I know I have not got permission
to take it back
I used to be a love terrorist plotting all types of mischief
...
Saturday 21st November 2009 4:57 pm
The question of life
silence like violence caters for many
so I am just silent
in this world of words
a poet with few verbs
and one or two nouns
I wear a frown
underneath my mask
with my sadness bottled I drink from its flask
endless answer searching
perching like a sparrow on a branch
waiting for fate to crush me like an avalanche
I can never fly high enough
to avoid the ...
Sunday 11th October 2009 9:17 pm
To just be!
“This rage this fear I hold it close with a tear
this pain this uncertainty bears impermanence”
we are time travellers
life unravellers
but we decay the end of the day
we are not eternal
but our concepts live on
and grow beating wings
and fly off into eternity
from day one we are born with soft flesh
soft mesh we have no armour plating
scars form on our bodi...
Sunday 11th October 2009 9:16 pm
Introduction to my poetry
This is not just another piece of paper with writing scrawled on it
These are not just words written to go in the bin
You may think my poetry’s as joke but my patience is wearing thin
This not just a rant form the pulpit of this poetry preacher
I seek to show my ability even as a teacher
This is not just doggerel a pathetic verse that gets progressively worse
This is my po...
Sunday 4th October 2009 9:18 pm
Please love this naked heart
Strip my words down,
every laugh
every frown
every action, thought and desire
I will make them clear before they expire.
Before they pass their sell by date and decay.
I will be a slave.
I will give you my all
I will scrawl poetry to win you over
Every cloud will have a silver lining for you
Every deed you do will have a lucky clover
I hope you will see the h...
Thursday 1st October 2009 8:42 pm
Attack of the heart
Attack of the heart
Some people think it’s great
Some people think its fine
To have a heart like mine
That makes me do what is right
So I always end up in a good light
they don’t know that sometimes its a curse
and it does nothing to fill my wallet
to buy ethical brands
don’t these people understand?
that when my heart attacks and rules my head
t...
Thursday 10th September 2009 4:34 pm
The Pretender
You were a young pretender
on a mad bender
trying to protect a crown not of your own.
Alone you stood
as mountains of gold turned to dust and rust
You tried to gain your bread, your crust
but the skin the flesh grows weak.
Holy bread can sustain you cried the Christians
manna from heaven cried the Jews
the Buddhists said you have the freed...
Thursday 10th September 2009 4:28 pm
I am the fly in your ointment
I am the fly in your ointment
The dis in your disappointment
The tick that burrows in under your skin
The joke that wears thin
The last laugh you didn’t have
A Luke warm bath
The dirt under your finger nails
The win that rips your sails
The mirror you broke
The fumes with which you choke
A split in your tea bag
An annoying over talking wag
A cock crowing a...
Wednesday 2nd September 2009 4:17 pm
The strange death of a poet
The poet in question was always writing words
they were always written down as fast as lightening.
His poems grew larger than life
His muse became his wife
but if he couldn’t write he felt too much strife
his words, his verses, his stanzas began to swallow him whole
writing came out of ears and out of his soul.
They started to tattoo him in unfortunate places
...Friday 14th August 2009 6:59 pm
Redemption
She casts a shadow longer than the night
Fear has nested down and it won’t take flight
She wishes every day to be dead
Once she was God’s favourite they walked hand in hand
Now they are barely on speaking terms
She yearns to be free
Will the curse be lifted?
They called her a snake in the grass
Tie her to the mast!
Burn her at the stake!
All she wanted was to be ...
Monday 10th August 2009 2:29 pm
The sparrow speaks
The sparrow speaks
The middle path weeps a thousand tears
As a thousand fears are laid to rest
was I a good man did I pass the test?....
while God and the devil wept about their failed marriage
the child of neutrality saw clarity and carried on living
forgiving everyone who had ever hurt him
knowing that one day they would turn to dust
and without trust they would ...
Sunday 26th July 2009 10:21 pm
unpublished
Here I am with all my poems unpublished.
A two bit poet with nothing but youth and a strong heart to go for it.
People won’t take me seriously without being published by a big poetry press
but to do that I have to be published by non existent poetry magazines
and it cause me heartache and stress.
Nevertheless I send my poems away
I get more rejection letters day by day.
...Tuesday 7th July 2009 8:33 pm
pieces of heroism
Pieces of heroism hide within this heart
only small but sometimes they come to the surface
like when I see someone being told they are worthless
or being bullied by the bigger and so called better
being a hero is standing up for what you believe
believing you can achieve in the face of negative criticism, ridicule and cynicism
being a hero is speaking out when you see somet...
Wednesday 1st July 2009 10:13 am
love and lust
The beast in me sees the beast in you
and I see what I want to do
Lust catches me unawares
I stare into your eyes and look you up and down
You are the water in which I want to drown
the flames in which I want to burn
I am like a savage caveman who wants to conquer you like Genghis Khan
But I would do you no harm
Your arms would be the charm around my neck
Your legs...
Monday 22nd June 2009 4:59 pm
Poems
Letters to people telling them our truth
giving them imagery, our proof.
Doorways that never shut into places we have never seen
emotional content that never relents or let us know
What it means to be human.
Snapshots into daily life
Dreams past and present of how we can change the lives we lead
and how we got there the struggles that made us sweat and bleed
and som...
Monday 15th June 2009 12:53 pm
The chalice of life
I have drunk from the chalice of life
Look into my eyes
A portal of lies
Dare you walk through?
Innocence is bliss
Ignorance’s kiss is what we need without it!
The blind lead the blind but you say you don’t mind
I have seen eternity
Balls of fire burning bright
In the sky of never ending darkness and chaos
You say God created this
What I say this is God...
Sunday 31st May 2009 9:31 pm
We could be one!
Object of my desire do you know about the lust I keep in the cage of my heart?
Which like a rabid dog threatens to rip me apart
or break free of its cage of me humanity.
It tests my sanity sometimes, this need, this want, this desire.
But deep down I know its wrong this feeling so strong.
Without love what is love but animal passion waiting to take hold
Ready to burn ...
Tuesday 26th May 2009 7:51 am
The artist and the poet needs dirt to paint humanity.
His eyes were wild
but in him was found the heart of a child.
The souls around him stood amazed
But he was unfazed
Their praise was lost on him.
But the sterilised hearts of his enemies used to cause him grief
they lacked heart they lacked belief
it became evident that as human beings
we need a bit of dirt and not always perfection.
Imperfections made him ...
Sunday 17th May 2009 5:42 pm
beyond human (ascension)
We work, we sweat blood
We exchange childhood tears for fears.
We exchange lies for excuses
telling ourselves we are useless.
In amongst the clammer, the dust, and the heat
we repeat the same mistakes that we keep-
in the desert place of our soul.
We feel we have no control
angst becomes ingrained in hearts
Will we repeat the same mistakes or determine our own fate?
...Thursday 14th May 2009 9:05 am
A warrior’s poem
My anger bleeds my innocence away
Until all I am left with is the silence like after a question
In my mind I carry the suggestion
That I might be better off laughing my anger away
But I feel better being angry and seeing
My anger like the blood red flag it seems to be
Seemingly I wave it around trying to attract the bull and take it by the horns
Like my lif...
Friday 24th April 2009 6:41 pm
Human shield
Human shield
You are the man who takes the hit
But still gets on with it.
You are the man who takes the verbal bullets,
who doesn’t hide away from the spiritual daggers thrown his way.
A life lived with purpose rather than disarray
You will endure fear and loathing
And through it all you won’t fall
Even though your backs up against the wall
You will stand...
Friday 24th April 2009 6:28 pm
paint it black
Your life’s turning old.
The mirrors becoming cold cracked and frozen to the touch
it’s all becoming too much.
Your life’s dangling by a thread.
Living life under the murmur of dread
heartaches never far away
From your bleeding heart
Which makes you a restless sleeper a midnight weeper.
You creep like a sleep walker
Stalking life like it’s your prey.
A...
Monday 13th April 2009 3:18 pm
I smashed myself
I smashed a thousand reflections of myself in different mirrors the otherday!
each mirror showed a different reflection not of my own.
I melted them down into glass again
made them into on giant mirror
and smashed it again with a big pebble.
Its not that I don't like my reflection its the baggage I carry
which causes me pain and anger
I wish I could smash myself and reform the real me into-
an expression...
Sunday 29th March 2009 9:17 pm
Corporate Christ!
Corporate Christ!
You’ve taken root
In your corporate suit.
You're officially owned
Loaned out to the highest bidder.
As your soul begins to wither
no one can save you.
Your best efforts are left at the foot of your crucified body.
Now sponsorship deals
reveal more about you
than you first knew
everything is sponsored even your baby blue eyes,
you dream...
Wednesday 25th March 2009 12:43 am
endless living death without you!
Endless death without you!
Imagine being alive but dead
Like a zombie with no brain inside its head
Imagine being a vampire without a soul,
An eternity living but no reason just a hole
Imagine being a werewolf
Cursed to be a animal without thought
with the nightmare of knowing what every full moon brought
imagine all these things
imagine being cursed
...
Friday 20th March 2009 9:22 am
you will judge us from afar
Here I am sandwiched between the pages of history
the future and the past.
With the present day too fleeting to last.
I must write to understand what I have become,
and am becoming within these pages.
Though history rages on
Like a never ending funeral dirge
when it could have been so much more.
I could have been more as well
but you will never tell that from w...
Monday 16th February 2009 4:11 pm
The A-Z of love
Affection
Attached at the hip
We care about each other
A kiss from a pair of lips
Shows we love each one another
The warmth of two hearts
Goes best together
May we never be apart
May we be always entwined
Your heart and mine!
Beauty
Your smile warms the room
Lights up the gloom
In which I hide
I try to run and hide
But our ...
Monday 9th February 2009 5:39 pm
omega sunset
Omega sunset
I used to think I knew everything
But that everything has now faded into something
and that something seemingly to nothing.
I grasp at worn out memories
of actions I have done in the past
but they cannot sustain me, they cannot last.
In the end I will ask myself what I have learned
from this experience this life
this strange ever changing fr...
Saturday 7th February 2009 11:01 am
Darwin versus religion
Darwin versus religion
Survival of the fittest
Favours the pitiless
Favours the strong
But it is anti religious so how can it be wrong?
Where can I start!
The strong always eat the weak.
First law of the natural world
but we human’s are at its peak
we can think for ourselves
we have morality
we have a clarity a depth of thought
we can decide wh...
Tuesday 3rd February 2009 9:02 pm
Revolutionary road
Revolutionary Road
Roads don’t just appear they are laid down
I will lay my own if I have to
So screw your slave to wage attitude
Screw your have to have a lover or a wife
way of life
screw your pathetic, apathetic way of thinking
screw your drinking and drug taking for kicks
there must be more to this damned life than that!
Screw your buying of home or flat
...Monday 26th January 2009 12:34 pm
This poet bleeds ink
This poet bleeds ink
Thinks in verse
Speaks in rhyme
Every heart beat makes it worse
He is the poem
He is the poetry he feels deep inside
Every moment he lives to write
: to master words
: to conjure a rhythmic flow
: to understand more than he knows
: to capture streams of the conscious mind
and follow the unconscious lines of abstract thought
out of mi...
Saturday 24th January 2009 5:19 pm
I am a poet I bleed ink (draft)
I am a poet I bleed ink
I think in verse
This is my gift and my curse
But it’s worth creating a poem and giving it form
Creating a piece of poetry and watching it being born
then watching it touch people’s lives
in ways you never thought possible
but all things are possible where poetry is concerned!
Saturday 24th January 2009 10:34 am
sleeping with eyes open
Sleeping with eyes open
When life starts to go stagnant
and bleeds into decay
and people tell you not to be dismal
but all you know is your own dismay
you think the same things
believe the same lies
the same perspective drawn pierce through your eyes
claustrophobia is all you have
you are in debt to life’s tab
sitting in your bedroom clutching at straws
...Wednesday 7th January 2009 10:31 am
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