Killing me slowly

I just wanna slice flesh so fucking deep

That the blood starts flowing just seeps

You hateful words cut through my soul like knife

I just wanna rip apart my life

End the endless pain

Stop tears flowing down like rain

Curl up so warm in my bed

Pray to god for sleep to end up dead

All I ask is to be loved

Not someone who p...

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Nightmares amongst the field 

Like thorns in a cotten fields 
You pricked me hard to wield 

I bleed out like a river 
From the suffering you deliver 

I was just a child 
So free and wild 

Until you got a Hold of me 
Gave me scars left unseen 

I have all this pain inside 
Bleeding black poison from the child that died 

You know the things done to me 
Even though you won't be...

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I made a big mistake

Giving you the chace

Your just another notch of regret

Go ahead light up another cigarette

You play my heart like a video game

I swear boy I aint some dame

I ain't  stupid

Got hit with the wrong Cupid

You pointed your arrow staight at me

Until so other bitch filled your fantasy

You straight up fucking lied

You shouldn't...

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I am sorry I can't be pretty

I will be smart mouthed and witty

I am sorry I can't move like I should

I will do my best to be good

I am sorry I let my head get to me

I will love you at my best you see

I am sorry I don't look like other girls

I will treat you like the center of my world

I am sorry I will test you

I will always stand next it true

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I feel so used

With every grab and bruse

I want what I can't have

It's not you I want to grab

I am sick of sleeping alone

Even if someones home

The pillow has no heartbeat

Even if it gives off heat

I can't hold all the blame in this

Oil and water just can't mix

I want something different

All I own is regret

I love him like it's a bi...

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You lied to me again

Oh Bitch please

Soon you gonna be begging

Crawling right back on knees

the only thing you love is the dope

Then getting fucking high again

You can't see through the smoke

was this all pretend

You don't love nothing unless

It smells like a skunk

You just wanna regress

Truth is your personality it stunk

Go ahead crack another be...

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Stupid boy that's what you are

Stupid boy never gonna get very far

You wasted my time

Then changed on a dime

You blame it all on me

Grow up and see

Out partying all night

While I sat home and cried

Go ahead boy

Use me like a play toy

Destroy everything that mattered

It's all torn and tattered

I don't even wanna be your friend

You...

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Stuck in a endless cycle

You don't give a fuck though

I removed messanger

Since you have a answer it's clearer

I can't check on you

I can't see you active too

I feel so ignored

You ghosted push the pettle down floored

You got lost in your own pain

Used me for selfish gain

I am sick or this it's true

24 hours silent what you do

You c...

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I uninstall the app because of you

You getting a unfriend it's true

This ain't worth the wait

Hell naw it's not fate

I almost gave up everything

Would have ended up with nothing

I was just lost and confused

You will soon realize what you lose

I can't go through this again

Was it part of your plan

Fighting with my own head

Sitting wonder whe...

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I am somebody who

Somebody who she just wants you

Your dark clouds floating above you head

Raining on you thoughts wishing you were dead

You just want her in your arms

You forced me to fall for your charms

I had a nightmare about you

I wanted you to reach out too

I wanted you to take my hand

Sadly you had other plan

I am just the fool sitting ...

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A whore and a hero 

You can keep your whore
I  will keep my superman 
You can move her in the door
I will marry my superhero its the plan 

She maybe having your maury show baby 
I will have a family with my thor 
You got the one who isnt a lady 
I got the marriage proposal by the shore

She doesn't know who her baby daddy is
I got picked up by spiderman 
 you both  love t...

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I need me a good one 

Do anything for me fun 

I might lose my way to stand 

Promise me you will make a plan 

I need one to hold me tight 

Not just in the dead of night 

No matter what I ask will do 

Just because you love me too 

I know I can depend on us 

It's simple just give me trust 

Life's not perfect it's true 

So you don't have to be ...

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Mr rabbit went in a hole 

It was dug by his friend the blind dirty mole

Alice chased him into it 

She  then realized she couldn't fit 

She cried and cried 

You would have thought he died

Mr .rabbit heard her crying shout

Could do shit for he just got washed out 

He followed the Dirty blind mole 

In the deep dark hole 

When he should have followed h...

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Friendship  fizzles out before it starts 

Before anyone got broken apart

True colors lie underneath

You blue so very out of reach 

I won't give a damn 

Your not that one then

Drinks like a thirsty camel 

You personality like gas just  so flammable

I am only good when no one else is there 

Toss me like a worn out teddy bear 

I know when I am no...

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Stop blaming yourself 

It's her fault the feelings felt 

She doesn't know how to love you it seems 

I can't help but want to be in your dreams 

I hate her cause she hurt you so 

Now you just can't let this go 

I fucked it up its true 

Now I just don't know what else to do 

I need to find that special place inside 

The one that wishes you had died

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Blue of your eyes 

The color of tears to cry

What lies beneath the skin

You soul light can let me in 

Crazy thoughts scream in my head 

This isn't how I pictured this planned 

Dreams wake me up at night 

Cauae my soul it takes flight 

The longing to hear your voice 

This just leaves me not choice 

You can't possibly feel this way 

Actions p...

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Tricks then treats 

I am the bitch which you beat

It's not Halloween

Take off your mask demons to be seen 

Bruses on my flesh and soul 

As you demons take control 

Grab me up for where I sit 

Beat hit me I am worthless

 Just look at my battle wound

The remind me inside death and gloom

Thump print you mark on my skin

I am not happy done play...

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Back down the rabbit hole

Stumbling tripping I go

You wear my sexy clothes

I wanted to look sexy in though

I get drunk to numb the pain

Cause I know there's nothing I can change

You bite me just to shut me up

Dispute the fact you know how fucked up

Drink this beer down the hatch

Cause my feeling you never catch

Lost in this hell of a world I b...

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Play pretend

This has gotta end

Fuck this shit

Pissed you just deal with it

You cry over her

Treat me like a blur

This is bullshit

Just fucking deal with it

You speak lies from a fork tounge

This can't be undone

This is utter shit

Can't just deal with it

Scream out in pain

As the tear fall like rain

This fucking shit

G...

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You lied

We just hide

Wake up checking my phone

Laying here feeling even though not alone

You hide

We never tried

Sleep kills the pain

Hide feelings and refain

You slide

We step aside

want what we  had

Kiss me off makes me mad

You glide

We just walk outside

I sit here wanting

Waiting painfully needing

You strid...

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Stop playing pretend

Stop trying to be my friend

I just wanted you to listen

Instead you just start fishing

I don't have time for this in my life

You fuck with my head causeing strife

I am so easily to change my mind

I will just lay here and act like I am fine

I deserve to feel like shit

I caused all this now I deal with it

Now you just bully ...

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Laying here crying

While you keep go on ignoring

Actions scream so loud

But you your just to proud

I am sobbing

The beds rocking

The pains getting to be to much

I just rather get punched

I am bleeding from the inside out

My thoughts cloud with doubts

We are going down a path to no where

I can  feel you drifting over there

I just wan...

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This was misery

It's a catastrophe

I lost my self

When you found yourself

I thought I was getting a man

But your lies had other plans

Now I sit here feeling all alone

Wondering if I will ever feel home

Try and love you all that I can

Wishing god had other plans

I feel lost and scared

How could anyone have prepared

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Two loves stuck in between

Got to confess come clean

One is my Forever friend

The other I see the future

Hurting them Either way

This isn't some evil game I play

Ask God to guide me

While he Screams just come find me

She just wants to be free

I just wanna wake from this dream

How do I know the right path to take

God guide me through faith

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I wanna feel the sting the burn 
I feel the urg beneath me I urn 

I just wanna bleed and scream 
I am always the bad person it seem

I can't shut off the thoughts in my head
I struggle just to get out of bed

I stay trapped inside this cell
Unable to escape personal hell

I shove them all away 
Just so in this cell I stay 

It takes every once in me 
Just to not slice the flesh yo...

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It's 5pm I am drunk and alone again

I just wanna get lost every now and then

I never get sleep anymore

This bed feels like a concrete floor

I don't have control anymore it seems

Why can't wake from those dreams

All alone in this full house

Treated like a ugly dead mouse

Why does it seem like everything's against me

Evil thoughts take hold inside like ...

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Down all the broken roads

Hearts beat with heavy loads

Thoughts sinking deeper

Memory I don't want to remember

I lie to myself the most

Saying evil things like a bad roast

The darkness in her eyes

With the words flow sweet lies

Cross roads of love and fear

Mistakes make them brought so near

Mind plays awful game

Fear of the unknown leave no...

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God guide me to the truth

God just give me proof

I get lost in my own thoughts

Filled with a million doubts

In a fight with your own mind

God who's got the time

A mistake I am about to make

My brain got my heart about to break

At a fork in the road

Kiss the frog or the road

One wears a shinny crown

The other a tiara with a frown

Can...

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