Listening to the Voice
One day
You discover
God
Only, not how one
Might imagine
But simply
A part of you
Or rather that you,
In all of your strengths,
Your weaknesses,
Your imperfections,
Your absolute beauty.
You are but one part.
Not all-powerful,
But a piece of the puzzle
The cosmic puzzle, that is.
And that together
We are United as One.
We are whole.
Lo...
Wednesday 30th December 2020 9:53 pm
Have Faith
Breathe deeply
It's okay to cry
I know the weight you carry
And the past that haunts you
I love you all the same
You have such a beautiful
And vibrant soul
I know it's hard to be courageous
And that you lack confidence
But be strong
Be strong for yourself
And just breathe
And know that I'm here
Should you ever need me
I love you
And I wish you nothing b...
Friday 11th December 2020 10:47 pm
Eternity
Sit with me a moment
Just sit
And listen
To the cries of the universe
Souls of the living
Lost among the stars
Trapped inside mortal bodies
Transcending time, space, flesh and bone
And it's all you, and me
We are all one
We were never alone
Don't be afraid
Always remember
We are all with you
Always
And for eternity.
Friday 11th December 2020 7:30 pm
Understand
I found
A spark
Within me
And it ignited a fire
And opened my heart
My eyes shine bright
Like high beams in the dark
I feel warm
I understand
I am a vessel
For this light to shine through
I'll find you
And I'll help you find your way
I have faith in you
Just hold on
I'm coming
Friday 11th December 2020 5:29 pm
Signal
Yes
The universe can be
A dark place
But if you shine your light
Maybe, just naybe
It will signal more of us
To shine our lights as well
And we can guide the way
For the lost souls
But be wary
Like yin and yang
There must be dark and light
Balance must always be restored
When the light shines so bright
Be prepared to face the dark
Always act ...
Wednesday 4th November 2020 5:12 pm
Weep Your Tears
Weep your tears
For years to come
No fear, but Sorrow stays
A loyal friend
Who knows no end
You will see brighter days
You'll feel the pain
The rain will fall
And drain you of your light
But do not dwell
You'll not do well
Unless you stand and fight
Return to love
The skies above
And all that you have known
You'll find your way
The light will stay
...Thursday 22nd October 2020 11:16 pm
Piercing Light
Your kind words
Are the light
That shines upon my darkness
Piercing the storm clouds
And showering me
With warmth
Cleansing my very soul
I can feel your healing touch
Upon my body
So gentle
So sweet
I close my eyes
And feel you here
And share with you
This moment
Saturday 17th October 2020 5:58 pm
Don't Need to be the King
I don't need to be the King
The crown is not my priority
My purpose lies in life's flow
Like the rivers
How they reach so far
And provide so much life
I seek to restore balance
Return harmony
Inspire laughter, joy, happiness,
Love
Laugh in the face of darkness
Strike with all your might
Slash through the fears
Let go of the hate
Hold compassion in your he...
Sunday 4th October 2020 7:41 am
Ready, Willing, and Able
The vast
Forgotten reaches
Of the universe
Hold no answers
To the mysteries
That inspire curiosity.
You will not find
What it is that you seek.
The mysteries of life
Shall stay as they are.
Wondrous
How we come so far
Travel for so long
On such epic journeys
To arrive with the same wisdom
Happiness is the closest thing
To an answer
We may ever fin...
Sunday 27th September 2020 5:31 am
Story Time
I wander in circles
Lost among the vast reaches
Of space
Inside my own head
I search for the answers
So many times
Nearly finding a clue
Some answer
That may point me
To my next destination
I fear I'll never find my way
I know my purpose
But without guidance
How am I to know
How best to serve
And where I am needed?
I hear the lost souls ...
Wednesday 23rd September 2020 10:59 am
Among Eternity
Laying here
Curled in a ball
In the darkness
And silence
I hear whispers
Somebody calling my name
It is you
I know it is you
I am right here
But you can't hear me
My echo doesn't reach
My cries goes unheard
Passersby momentarily stare
Before moving on
I'll be okay
I'll find my strength one day
And then I'll find you
And if you would have me
I'l...
Tuesday 22nd September 2020 9:36 am
Adventure
Adventure awaits us
Down some long dirt road
I could get lost in those eyes
And you'd find me every time
In your heart, one of many places
That I can call home
And I'll share with you
The warmth of my soul
Come sit by my fire
I'll tell you stories through time
Of the universe
Of its mysteries
And all the love
That keeps us connected
Monday 21st September 2020 3:15 am
My Flame
A gleaming light
A sign of hope
Right when I was reaching
The end of my rope
I found the strength
To climb again
Through the burns and bruises
And the bleeding
With you on my mind
It all gets easier
My heart feels lighter
I feel the fire burning
But it's no torture
This is motivation
Inspiration
This love is my flame
I'll hold it in my heart
And s...
Thursday 17th September 2020 5:42 pm
Balance Through Darkness
Hold your breath
And submerge yourself in the darkness
Don't let it get a hold of you
Meditate upon on it
Understand it's importance
And where it comes from
Anger is an incredible sword
Put it to good use
May it be used to slash through
All the Sorrow and Fear
And emerge stronger
Fight with the darkness
To bring back the light
And clear up the clouds
Retur...
Wednesday 16th September 2020 9:05 pm
Reach
How cruel
I need to escape
This fate is maddening
Far out of reach
But just enough contact
To grow an artery
A lifeline
A distant bond
Oh, of all the beautiful souls
That I come across
Wednesday 16th September 2020 9:43 am
Speak to Me
Speak to me
I can feel your heart all over mine
Climbing through my nerves
Driving me crazy
You must be
A master in this realm
You've got me aching
Wanting
Needing you close to me
You lightly tug at my heart strings
Like the softest strumming
Of an acoustic guitar
You've really left a mark
But not a scar
No pain here
More like an inked drawing of a ...
Monday 14th September 2020 5:03 am
A Moment of Serenity
Oh
What a feeling
So
Serene
Like blades of grass
With morning dew
Glistening in the rising sun
A few leaves falling
Tall grass swaying
Like seaweed
In peaceful reverie
Just simply
Existing
Such beauty to behold
Bustling humans
So busy
Distracted by their dramas and politics
Remember to take a moment
Take a breath
And sway with l...
Friday 11th September 2020 10:16 am
Soft
I'd like to trace my fingertips across your back
Find those points of tension
And soften the pain
I'd like to run my fingers up your neck
Through your hair
As I look deep
Into those lovely luminescent eyes
I want you to release your emotions
Like an electrical pulse
Let me feel it through my skin
Right through, into my nerves
I want to feel your heart beat against mine
In absolute euph...
Friday 11th September 2020 9:34 am
Gravity
You have this
Gravity
About you
And not only
Does it pull me in
But like the Sun
It provides me with Light
Light that guides me
That shows me
Where to find Happiness within
It glows
I feel your warmth
Do you feel me too?
Friday 11th September 2020 9:17 am
The Calm
Overburdened with such emotion
They all seem to spill out through my eyes
Straight from my heart
Fear
Sorrow
Rage
All of my bodily aches
And yet
You calm them
And you call out the joy
And it alone
Brings tranquillity
Order
To all the chaos
Thank you
If only I could return the favour
I send my gratitude
And all of my love
Thursday 10th September 2020 11:15 pm
Overwhelming Light
Such lightness
Unburdened
Like somebody took all of the darkness
And cast it into the Sun
I know I'll have to resume carrying it once again
But for now I rest
This overwhelming joy I feel
Like my light is so bright
It could outshine the darkest darkness
Infectious
At least I hope
If I could only share it
With the world
Or with you
And take away all of your pain
If you would
Or if y...
Tuesday 8th September 2020 6:07 pm
Electric
Like an electrical storm
You shock me to my core
You rattle my foundations
Make me feel like so much more
I can't describe the sheer
overwhelming feel of joy
Like you're the most amazing woman
And I am but a boy
You cloud my head with thoughts
That makes the darkness disappear
But the spark I feel between us
Makes me numb to all my fears
I could spend my whole life
Or just a minute of...
Tuesday 8th September 2020 5:59 am
Two
Let me be your oxygen
Breathe me deep into your chest
I'll let you take me whole
It seems our spirits do know best
Take this beating heart of mine
It's yours to keep, my dear
I'll share with you my strength
So you can fight away your fears
Let's scream into the thunderstorm
Show it all that we can do
No storm would ever take apart
This love I hold for you
...Sunday 6th September 2020 7:18 am
Arrow
Struck by an arrow
Straight to the heart
By such a gentle soul
With a playful spirit
But there is no site of injury
No blood to be seen
No sign of a wound
But what is this feeling?
The child in me wants to play
I feel so much energy and vitality
Like I'm alive again
What a feeling
Saturday 5th September 2020 6:18 pm
Inhale, Exhale
Inhale
Exhale
Close your eyes
Lying down in a forest
Deep within the mountains
So tranquil
Birds chirping
Leaves blowing in a light breeze
You move your hand
And find another
Intertwine fingers
Feel their pulse
Synchronize in spirit
Become one
Tangled in passionate ecstasy
Senses heightened
Emotions amplified
Relax the body
Inha...
Thursday 3rd September 2020 8:32 am
Surface
Just below the surface
Not close enough to breach
Running out of oxygen
My arms, they will not reach
I'm dying, and not a soul alive
Can hear me scream
I awake, heart pounding in my chest
My luck, it was a dream
Relax, deep breath in, and out
No need to stress
It was a figment of my wild
Imaginative mind, no more, no less
Reality sets in fast
And all the stru...
Wednesday 2nd September 2020 9:20 am
Heart to Share
I still feel you
Every now and then
Hard not to
You changed me in so many ways
And in the end
I broke my own heart
To be certain
I would never lose you
Because it was easier
Easier than possibly losing you
But I didn't know
The pain it would cause
The years of torment
I became what I thought to be
Your protector
But that only wore me down
Eventually ...
Tuesday 1st September 2020 4:56 pm
Connection
I can see you, even from so far away
I feel your presence in my heart
You keep me warm at night, with all of your love
And you hold me together when I'm falling apart
I only hope you feel me, and I truly mean this
I hope you know that I'm sending you all of my thoughts
It's a deep understanding, this wisdom we've gained
Has come from the countless battles we've fought
I hear you calling my...
Monday 31st August 2020 5:51 am
The Battles We Face
A constant battle with my emotions
Winning, losing, trying to find myself
All of the ups and downs have beaten me, broken me
Living in a dark place, my own personal hell
Yet, I nurture my spirit- I've given so much time
Working toward rebuilding this broken home
And I know in my heart that we all face these battles
And I understand deeply, that we are never truly alone
We all struggle, w...
Monday 31st August 2020 3:59 am
Passion
To me, the most beautiful sight
Is when I see the spark within you
Burst into a wildfire, igniting your light
A spiritual dance of passion and virtue
In these precious moments when you come alive
I truly see you for all the good you can be
I believe with all my heart that you have the drive
Just open your heart, and then you will see
Monday 31st August 2020 3:08 am
Grace
Falling upwards, yes, up to the stars
A feeling almost like resurfacing for air
So close I could almost reach out and touch
The heavens above that tease me, so unfair
Just out of reach, I dwell in this space
In a euphoric state of acceptance and grace
Alone on my path, I choose my own destiny
I carry my burdens and walk at my own chosen pace
Sunday 30th August 2020 7:24 am
Be Kind
We do not live terribly long, so be kind,
Go without regret, and leave the past behind
In time, you'll find your wings and fly
So come to your senses, and lose your mind
Saturday 29th August 2020 6:09 am
One Light, Many Lamps
I caught a glimpse of the sun's light
And it was incredible
It blinded me with its wisdom
I just wish it was edible
For the truth I have laid my eyes upon
I may never unsee
Though only one lights our world
There are countless suns in the galaxy
One light, many lamps
Scattered across the universe
One journey, many paths
And so many possible trails to traverse
Friday 28th August 2020 5:24 am
Empty Room
I'm here, in this dark room
I've locked the door so that I can be alone
And dwell on my past, and soak in the misery
I'm here so that I can scream
and nobody will hear me
Because I need to release
But I am far too independent
To ask for an ear
And so I wait for a moment
When I can blow off some steam
And calm the thoughts
That fill me with anxiety
Thursday 27th August 2020 5:37 pm
Self Harm
Do not bring any more harm to yourself
I'm here, I've come to ease the discomfort
No more unnecessary pain
I'll hold you close, and bring an end to the hurt
I can see this has gone on for quite some time
And I ask you- why must you suffer alone?
But you push me away, unwilling to love
With your blood cold as ice, and your heart made of stone
Wednesday 26th August 2020 7:20 pm
Words to Share
If I have any wisdom to share
Based on my experiences
I would say to spend more time being happy
It's no use being angry all the time
Put down those grudges, let them go
There is absolutely no purpose
In carrying weight that does not make you any stronger
Make somebody laugh
Brighten their day
Maybe you'll find that, in doing so,
Your day also gets a little brighter
Wednesday 26th August 2020 9:09 am
Lost Puppy
You are such a lost puppy
You keep attaching to every little bit of affection you receive
How pathetic
It's no wonder why they think so little of you
Have a little self respect
You could be so much more than this
If only you could see past your own mistakes
It seems you didn't learn anything
Stuck in the same cycle
Bound to repeat this pattern for eternity
You poor s...
Wednesday 26th August 2020 6:03 am
Work Ethic
The screaming of silent voices
That do not reach my lips
While the tears that I try so hard to hide
Well up, and pour out
Not unlike a small stream of water
What a pittance
Is this all I am worth?
My heart screams at me to go easy
But my conscious mind tells me to ignore
I'm stuck, bound by chains
To the ethic I have built myself upon
This altar
To a broken human
That knows nothing bu...
Tuesday 25th August 2020 7:38 pm
Words of Wisdom
I made a promise once, long ago
That I'd always stand by your side
Protect you 'til death, wherever you go
But this life has been one hell of a ride
Once seen as Gods, Creators, and Kings
So determined we were to show them the Truth
But all that they wanted was to grow their own wings
Unfortunate, this trait that we've had since our youth
We may not share the gifts we were given, I explain...
Tuesday 25th August 2020 6:42 pm
I'm Struggling
Oh my goodness
How the depression sets in
As I lay here
Curled up in bed sheets
Crying
Trying to find my way back
But the anxiety taunts me
Teases me
Tears me apart from the inside
Please make it stop
I don't want to hurt anymore
I just miss my friends
I just miss
Just miss everything
Why did I waste away my past in anger?
Why did I have to be so antiso...
Monday 24th August 2020 3:49 pm
Pain
Pain, suffering, and blood-red tears
God knows why I'm in such pain
I can't bear to face my fears
My skin, discoloured from the bloodstains
I hurt, I beg you, end this madness
The misery, I can't take it anymore
The lost love, heartbreak, and sadness
I'm splitting, breaking, shattered and torn
Release me, I swear, I'll find my way back
To the light that you showed me long ago
But I need ...
Monday 24th August 2020 4:39 am
Spread Your Wings
Spread your wings, my love
I want to see you fly
Shine your light upon the world
But don't be afraid to cry
One day You'll find a way
To shift the paradigm
Of these mortal beings
Stuck in the drama of their time
One day, they'll see what We see
But for now, you need to listen within
Follow wherever your spirit takes you
Deep breath, release, and take it all in
My love, you are a miracl...
Monday 24th August 2020 3:07 am
Creation
A blank piece of paper
For anything to be created
And on it, my life was written
But what if I'm the one he hated?
Had he cursed me with my birth
To forever bring pain where I go
Or am I just overthinking
It's impossible for even my heart to know
I live for now, in wonder
Not knowing what my true purpose may be
But one day I'll find a reason
Make use of the life he gave me
My creator, ...
Sunday 23rd August 2020 4:47 am
Keep Trying
I'm sorry I failed you,
I just wasn't strong enough
And look where that got us
But please, we have to keep trying
We've got to find a way out
We can't keep letting this happen
Letting them walk all over us
We have to fight back
For the good of everyone
We can't let them win
There is always hope
Hold faith in your heart
And fight back
Together, we can take them on
We will overcome the...
Sunday 23rd August 2020 1:13 am
Bear the Burden
I can bear the burden
even if it breaks me
I will stand against the darkness
even if it takes me
The spirit which I dwell within
Takes well to much abuse
I absorb the pain
And put the energy to use
Feel my emotions as they
burn into your being!
I'll make you change your mind
And question what you're seeing
Be in the moment, here and now
And leave the past behind!
Use the sword, cut t...
Saturday 22nd August 2020 5:45 pm
In the Dark
I've lived for so long in the dark
That you blind me with your light
I got so used to the blistering cold
And the quiet lonely nights
Now you've come to give me sight
And save me from this madness,
Yet in my heart I know it's not
But an illusion of my sadness
I yearn for you and all your love,
Your kindness and devotion
I've waited for so many years
I've lost all my emotion
But you and...
Saturday 22nd August 2020 3:37 am
Watching Over
I'll be ever watching over you
Until the end of time
Where you go, my spirit follows
I'm never far behind
I'll keep you safe and out of harm
You're precious in my heart
You keep my spirit playful
You incredible work of art
I love you in everything that you do
You're perfect in your ways
With all your flaws, and broken parts
Your heart is on display
-Okay now I think my writing is get...
Friday 21st August 2020 3:38 am
Desire
You're the fuel to my fire
And you've gone and lit the flame
I'm burning with desire
I'm just so glad you came
I can feel your heart beat
It pounds against my chest
And you feel my emotions
As you know me the best
Let's try to calm this blaze
Before we cause any destruction
But first, let's let our hearts burn wild
With all of our seduction
-I don't know why this is such a productive...
Friday 21st August 2020 3:21 am
Stay With It
Honestly
Some days
I wish
I was never born
Other days
I love myself and everyone
It's hard to remind yourself
To keep at it,
To not give up
It's so hard
Hakuna matata, am I right?
No worries
Don't worry
Don't stress
Please don't stress
Just let it go,
Please let it go
Smile for me,
Now laugh
Just keep swimming
And yes, the past can hurt
But don't run
Learn from it
<3
-D...
Friday 21st August 2020 1:37 am
Wildfire
Can you feel it?
This heart that beats in my chest
Will always be yours
I hold it on display
For the world to see
But nobody cares
I weep
A thousand years
A thousand lives lived
And yet
We always find each other
You
You sweet
Innocent
Beauty
But you elude me
The time is not right
I live
To die another day
Only to be reborn
And begin my se...
Thursday 20th August 2020 1:25 pm
Between Despair and Courage
Stuck between Despair and Courageous Pride
Between 'help me' and 'let me help you'
Between trying to be the hero
And becoming another victim
But when I rise
Let me just tell you
I do it with such spirit
Such heart
And I seek only to lift spirits
And turn lows into highs
frowns into smiles
I want to see you smile
Smile for me
If you can
Be courageous
I love you
-I know I say 'I ...
Thursday 20th August 2020 5:39 am
Exhausted
I can feel your energy
It's very powerful
With a hint of sadness
I can see the path you've walked
A much different course than most
The anxious behaviour
It seems
Has led you to be antisocial
To protect yourself from further harm.
If I could sit beside you
I would listen
I bet it's a beautiful story
I would definitely cry
A lot
And when you get to the point
Where we are now
We coul...
Thursday 20th August 2020 4:53 am
Stand
If I could find a way to save your life, I would
I want to be the hero, and I'm trying, my dear
But my sins pushed me far from where I stood
And I'll soon fall off the deep end, I fear
If I can't find my happy thoughts, but wait, I see
In my mind, an incredible beauty to behold
Inside, I find the strength, in my heart, in me
And I open my eyes and stand against the blistering cold
For you,...
Thursday 20th August 2020 4:37 am
Motivation /DistractedThoughts
Down in the depths of the deep blue sea
Lies my heart- not cold and unforgiving
But rather open, ready to take you in
And keep you comfortable
Well, saing it now, that still sounds creepy
But you know what I mean
I hope
Anyway
Some days, I am the negative side of the ocean
And you may drown just trying to figure me out
Don't worry
I try my best to leave everybody alone
When I know I am...
Wednesday 19th August 2020 5:48 am
Live Until We Die: Another String of Thoughts
As the sun makes it's way toward the horizon
And the stars begin to speckle the night sky
While we watch in our curious amazement
Not knowing if the sun will ever rise again
But the moon still glows brightly
From the sunlight reflected
And gives us hope for another day
Yet the dark brings out many creatures
Like the ones that bring the wonder
Will we live through the night?
...
The sun ...
Wednesday 19th August 2020 4:30 am
Love to be Found
There is love to be found in this world so cold
Although it may be tough to embrace
Between the stories time has not told
Beyond the realm of the human race
Into the heart, through spirit and faith
It takes immense strength to achieve
So blind to this world, and all of it's grace
We must look within and believe
Let mysteries unfold as we open our hearts
And remind these young souls of our...
Tuesday 18th August 2020 5:09 am
The Dragon
In an effort to restore the balance of evil and good
I had many battles to face
One in particular which I well understood
Could leave me dead in this very place
The dragon within that I sought to destroy,
I knew not what power he held
For I was a fool, not but a boy
But my faith kept me calm and compelled
In this long-lasting battle, I came to conclude
That I'd never come out alive
For w...
Tuesday 18th August 2020 3:44 am
Rage
Underneath my skin, a creature lurks
I try my best to keep it contained
But it scratches and claws at my skin
I can hardly bare the pain
It reeks of guilt and past mistakes
And it's haunted me for years
It won't release it's grip on me
It fills me up with fear
And when it breaks the surface
Just to breathe a little air
I can't control my anger
I start tearing out my hair
It feels like ...
Tuesday 18th August 2020 1:01 am
Fool's Wisdom
Here's some truth, young fool
You're nothing but a speck
A grain of sand just like all the rest
And you may never be more than that
But I'll let you in on a little secret:
While you may be just a speck,
Each and every one holds a deep meaning
And a special place in my heart.
For I have put a piece of me
Into every one of you.
And that leads to the next little secret:
If you can manage t...
Monday 17th August 2020 3:19 am
My Time Has Come
I'm afraid I must go, I'm sorry to say
It's come my time, as will yours someday
But one last word before I leave
Your hands may be the best, I believe
So take my heart, it is yours to hold
Your soul is pure, and your heart is gold
And I love you for every mistake that you make
I hope someday I'll be yours to take
But my heart is heavy, so you need to be strong
I promi...
Monday 17th August 2020 12:34 am
Highs and Lows
Up and down, in and out, ebb and flow
Like my life with all its highs and lows
I'm broken, I'm fixed, I fall apart
But picking up the pieces is an art
And I've been doing it so very long
Putting the pieces back so very wrong
Causing my own collapse and destruction
Not knowing how to plan my reconstruction
Living with the sense of constant stress
My body, mind and soul...
Sunday 16th August 2020 2:22 pm
Lonely Path
Along this lonely path I wander
Lost, but I don't mind
Of all the silly thoughts I ponder
I can't help but feel blind
The mysteries of life unfolding
Revealed in my dreams
The answer in my hand, I'm holding
Nothing's as it seems
Release the thoughts that trap you here
Leap into the unknown
Don't let your mind give into fear
You'll never be alone
Sunday 16th August 2020 5:03 am
Meltdown
I can't help you
I'm on he verge of my own
Anxious
Meltdown...
I want to cry
But the tears
Simply will not come to my eyes
I sit here
With my head in my hands
Wishing
I
Was
Never
Born.
Why am I even here?
Did my spirit try to leave this earth
Only to fall back into another poor body?
Am I another victim of Life's cruel game
Of hide and se...
Sunday 16th August 2020 4:01 am
So Perfect.
We human beings are just so perfect
In every way, with all of our flaws and our breaks
And the energy within us that ignites the flames
With which we pursue our passions, through mistakes
We learn lessons and find new paths to explore
While we develop our minds and physical strengths
For there is no way we can just give up and die
We will go down fighting uphill battles, at any lengths
Wit...
Saturday 15th August 2020 4:43 am
Enlightenment
Enlightenment- the realization of one's burdens
Followed by the act of carrying them
While keeping the lessons
And letting go of the experience
One might say you carry or hide your pain well
While a wise man might say you have learned from the past
Without letting it change you, for better or worse
With high highs come low lows
Always expect life to swing back at a...
Friday 14th August 2020 2:42 pm
Just Words on my Mind
I have two hands
And a heart so full of love
If I could share this with the world
If I could only...
But I can only do so much
Isteady my burden as best I can
And share my insight when open ears will listen
And yet I ache inside
Deep within me is a darkness
It lurks in silence, waiting
Hoping I will slip
And I scold myself when I do
Because when the demons come out
And the rage overwh...
Friday 14th August 2020 1:07 pm
Scars
Scars on the inside
Muscles bruised
Heart broken
Nerves shaken
And yet?
Like a puppet
Still being pulled along
Not by my own will anymore
For if it were me
Let me just say
The number of options
For death along my path
Have been endless
And I might just have strayed
Swayed by the loving caress
Of that sweet sweet call
From the other side
Friday 14th August 2020 4:45 am
Just a jumbled insight.
Try and be a little more gentle
It's all we can do to show kindness
To these souls among us who struggle
They are not weak, just not awake yet
And we dare not open their eyes
They will wake when they are ready
For now, show compassion
Share love
Shed light on the shadows
Help spread the word
We Are Here
And We want to help.
-I had hoped for this to have more... feeling to i...
Friday 14th August 2020 4:36 am
No Wrong
These desert sands, they burn my feet
For miles I walk in silence
My skin is burning from the heat
And after all the needless violence
I can't help but feel unease
Knowing what I did was wrong
But understand I'm a man of peace
And in my heart, I hear this song
Of love and loss, of death and life
We will always tip the scales
When we sway too far to just one side
The bad always prevail...
Friday 14th August 2020 4:10 am
You Beautiful Soul.
Oh hello, you beautiful soul
I'd recognize your presence anywhere
It's been so long- century, millenia?
I've forgotten all the memories we shared
I can see that this life has taken it's toll
Stay with it, you'll make it through
And when this life ends for us
I hope that I'll be there, with you
All I want is for you to be happy
And find joy in love, life, and death
And...
Thursday 13th August 2020 5:57 pm
Sometimes, you know.
I feel so fucking broken
Physically, emotionally drained and depressed
I try to keep it out of sight
It all feels like a test
That I'm brutally failing
I was never given a chance to properly prepare
But life struck hard
And I felt the pain deep, and it just felt unfair
Maybe if I'd just open my eyes
I would see, its not life that's striking, it's me
I'm the cause of m...
Thursday 13th August 2020 5:45 am
Where I Am
I never imagined this is where I'd be
When I was younger
And wondered about the future
Yet here I am
Eating a bowl of cereal
Panicking about finances
Anxious
Depressed
And yet
I'm happy
Because I'm constantly changing
And learning
And trying to better myself
And through all of my mistakes
I grow.
And my heart
It just feels
So
Open
Thursday 13th August 2020 4:24 am
The Truth
Your eyes
They flicker with this spark
And I see it
You know more than we presume
And you understand
Like we do
We have seen the Truth
Our eyes are open
And we accept our fate
Yet we do not give up.
We keep fighting
We help where we are needed
And we go where our path takes us
We decide how our story goes
We decide how we live
And for those who do not k...
Thursday 13th August 2020 1:55 am
An Old Friend
I thought about you again today
Is been a while, how have you been?
I miss you.
I never got there in time to say goodbye
I'll admit
I didn't even know you were leaving
I thought you'd be alright
I had faith.
But when I found out I was too late
I was angry with myself
For not having come earlier
And yet
I know you don't mind
You'd tell me it's alright
...
Wednesday 12th August 2020 2:57 am
Keep Fighting
When all the last echoes of the day
Finish reverberating
And the silence floods in
And then the ringing
Followed by the door being kicked in
And my heart flooding with emotion
And my eyes, just... Flooding
I don't know how much weight I've been carrying
But I'm exhausted
It feels like my body wants to give up
But these puppet strings keep me from resting
I want to lay down
I want to cr...
Tuesday 11th August 2020 5:48 am
Flawed
These days when I run into a new obstacle
I find it hard not to laugh.
I used to get so upset
So frustrated
All of the rage would boil into fury
And explode.
From time to time, it still happens
We can't control the weather
Just let it pass.
And so I do my best
not to cause any pain
But is it possible
That even still, I do damage?
Unfortunately, yes
But we all have quirks.
We all hav...
Tuesday 11th August 2020 5:40 am
Savage
Savage
is a word I could use
To describe a certain place
The popular hangout these days.
It's full of opinions
It's full of information.
But it's also full of hate
and discrimination
and abuse
and pain
And I don't feel it.
Maybe I've been too busy with myself
The dramas I face
That mean nothing
And yet I hurt
For everone
I wish I could share what I feel
Because I love you
All of ...
Tuesday 11th August 2020 5:35 am
Lonely Night
A starry sky on a lonely night
In a meadow beneath the moonlight
I howl at the moon, among all of the stars
Crying out with all of my might
I lower my head as I lay down to sleep
From my eyes flood the tears that I try so hard to weep
As I drift into slumber, I can't help but wonder
The answers to questions I desperately seek
Thursday 2nd July 2020 6:30 am
Sunset
I'm sitting by myself on a cliffside
Watching the sun as it sets,
Burying my face while i weep a thousand tears,
Clutching my knees to my chest
And there's nobody around but me,
In this world i can't seem to call home,
And my heart only wants to spread love
But the anxiety hugs tight and keeps me alone
Then darkness sets in like a blanket
And calls to my soul like a dear...
Sunday 10th May 2020 9:27 am
Just letting words flow
Into the depths I go, searching,
Just trying to find any piece
Of the soul I am missing
So I can find my release
And be free of these chains
That bind me to my circumstance
I'll free myself and run away
From this disaster if I get the chance
Leave me to die out in the wilderness
And I'll find a way to survive
Because I've gotten real good at
Escaping my fate, stron...
Thursday 9th April 2020 11:29 am
Who Would I Be?
Who would I be, were it not for my name,
But a wave upon life's endless shore,
Just a soul passing by for one round of the game,
A fool could not ask for much more
A moment in time is all we may see
In the bodies with which we unite,
So while you are here, be happy, be free,
And know that it will be alright
Thursday 13th February 2020 9:28 am
Battles
I've battled the beast for so damn long,
There are days that I want it to win,
My heart feels weak, but it keeps going on,
And my will has been stretched so thin
Each battle I face breaks me down into tears,
While old wounds, they've healed and grown,
And yet, I recover, and over the years,
I've gained strength from the pain that I've known
Monday 10th February 2020 9:10 am
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