Thoughts
Stories come stories go
Wind blows wind flows
Dreams happen dreams fade
Music loves music listens
Soul knows soul searches
Life lives life dies
Tears fall tears hide
Blame shames blame takes
Hearts love hearts heal
Death changes death awakens
Words speak words hurt
Time stop time lapses
Monday 19th September 2016 4:30 pm
Not your priority
You don't care about me
You just like the idea you see
I am mad to feel like crap
Just because you feel trapped
You talk to me like I am trash
I am just supposed to take it with out whiplash
I want you to want to love me so
You don't want to treat me how I need it so
If I leave it's your own fault to blame
You won't love me the same
I am already alone
Your love you won't g...
Thursday 15th September 2016 7:52 pm
Heart pull pain
I got the torching chamber the quietness makes thoughts scream like fire licking my skin it burns in pure agony it smells of filth and stench it's unbearable undeniably unignorable it cut through me like shards of glass the unknown unanswered questions spinning in my head take me in the the abyss it tugs at my soul it leaves marks in my universe it pulls at my heart and cause pain...
Sunday 11th September 2016 4:09 am
My Peter Pan
Won't you be my Peter Pan
So I can fly with you in neverland
We can run from captain hook
Share our dreams go on look
We can think a happy thought
Feel high and crazy on things that can't be bought
We can get lost with the lost boys
Play with souls and magic toys
We can run around the woods all day
Fly up on the clouds come on what do you say
When we are dreaming free
Ou...
Saturday 10th September 2016 8:42 pm
Brand new job
Work tomorrow in the morning
My mind racing thoughts of wondering
This is the best job I have ever had
I hope I really don't do bad
I am excited that's for sure
This jobs a opportunity open door
I don't want to mess this up
My jobs a gamble wish for luck
I could get really big tips
From please winning chips
I get free food and breaks
I get to watch people and eat stakes
...
Thursday 8th September 2016 11:26 pm
Love last forever
I don't care if you love me
Because, baby I love you see
You might have lost love now
I love you now later always anyhow
I am fully committed to you in my heart
Even though we are far apart
I hold on tight to my hopes and dreams
I will always wear my rings
I don't know what your doing or where you are
Since my mind body and soul are with you your not far
You might not want me...
Thursday 8th September 2016 8:32 pm
Happy birthday josh
Today is your birthday
I have so much I wanna say
I miss hearing your voice on the phone
I am alone but yet don't feel alone
I wonder if you think about me
If this is the end it shouldn't be
I hope you get what you want today
I have so much I want to say
I have so many questions to ask
I won't bother you I will hide in fact
I dreamed about you last night
We got into a terrib...
Thursday 8th September 2016 4:31 pm
Tartar sauce chicken
It's your fault I eat tartar sauce on chicken
I used to think it was nasty what were you thinking
Now I like it and don't know why
I eat it thinking of you and sigh
I will never eat a chicken sandwich the same
You came into my life made a change
Your like the tartar sauce in my life
You made something good better with a swipe
Your a acquired taste
Your someone I can't repl...
Wednesday 7th September 2016 5:50 pm
Teddy bear
I was once a teddy bear
I loved you when no one else cared
You would hold me close all through the night
You would love me then hold on to me tight
You would cry into my shoulders
Now you forget me now that your older
The feelings are still there
I am here I am everywhere
You would tell me your dark secrets
I was your biggest weakness
Oh how I am easily forgotten
Through I s...
Wednesday 7th September 2016 3:28 pm
Living
Go ahead keep avoiding this
am I falling for another lie
One day i will be the one you will miss
In this game you always hide
I get mad at the hide and seek
This journey is getting hard
I wonder if we will ever meet
I just hand you all the cards
I am just going to live
Do i no longer have what it takes
I give myself everything to give
You love another so I accept my fates
I ...
Wednesday 7th September 2016 2:39 pm
Hello kitty band
This ring that I wear is a reminder
I look down I am with you like paper in binder
Is silver and has a hello kitty
I see it and know your always with me
I wonder if you still wear yours too
I wonder if we will make it through
I wear my ring still right now
I still uphold my silent vow
It's just a simple ring
No diamond or jem nothing bling
To some it's nothing pretty at ...
Tuesday 6th September 2016 9:10 pm
My bike
Dear bike i hate you
Dear bike it's true
You ride up my butt
I think I am doing this for what
You make me peddle you hard
Can't you sing to me like a bard
I sweat and get really hot
I want to kick you even though I should not
I know I need to ride you for work
I think I would rather roll around in the dirt
I may one day love you so
But for now I wish you would just go
...
Tuesday 6th September 2016 1:12 am
Celibacy
I will practice celibacy
I believe in only you and me
I know you will date around
I know I will sit back and wait without a sound
I am doing this to keep things pure
I won't risk getting something I can't cure
I won't make you feel the touch
It's because I love you so very much
You are with out a doubt my flame
Sometimes the biggest sorce of my pain
You go off and be with w...
Monday 5th September 2016 1:32 pm
No expectations
Going down my face are Invisible tears
They fall into a pool of invisible fears
Pain can easily be felt
Its not so easily dealt
Missing him is like needing to eat
He ignores me I know we won't meet
Have no clue if he is safe from harm
Is he loving someone else in his arms
Will he come back to me and stay
Will I always end up loving this way
I can feel him around touching me ...
Monday 5th September 2016 1:34 am
Inner child
Go to a park swing so high
Go to a park pretend you can fly
Act like a kid now and then
Act like a kid carefree and simple
Slide down let the wind in your hair
Slide down don't care about your pride
Spin around on the merry go round
Spin around without a care in the world
Climbing up so very high
Climbing up you wanna touch the sky
Make believe your a princess
Make bel...
Sunday 4th September 2016 10:54 pm
Self-love
Self love come beyond control
Self love happens with the act of let go
It's human nature to want for things
It human nature to need a change
Accept yourself for who you are
Accept yourself for what your not
Self healing starts with a goal
Self healing accept it for your soul
Cleanse your mind ,body and soul
Cleanse bad habits away they go
Live a life worth living for
Liv...
Sunday 4th September 2016 10:42 pm
Warrior
She would fly around in the darkened sky
Searching for a safe place to not cry
Running from everything she ever knew
Hiding secrets no one had any clue
She will her freedom is just a new world away
She flys around in search not caring about what they are going to say
Trying to forget her past
Searching for her true self at last
She needs to be free
She needs to fly past everyt...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:16 pm
Smoke
She holds a ball of smoke in her hands
Sucks in her breath and blows it across the lands
Laughs and says you better be prepared for this
Watch out when I aim I never miss
The Queen with the broken heart
She will make all your world's fall apart
She never used to be this way
She used to be nice with loving words to say
The evil queen in your nightmare
Was once a kind princess but...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:14 pm
Ice queen
ICE QUEEN
I Am the ice queen from hell
You created me you know all this to well
My heart once loved everything
Grew cold like the lie ring
I used to be shiny like the diamond in the ruff
Now I am dark cold and tough
Congrats you killed my soul
When you chose to go
I will never love anyone ever again
This was always part of your planing
Evil Queens are just princess who we...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:11 pm
Miss me
One day you will miss me but it will be to late
One day you hate yourself for cutting into fate
One day you will need me I want be there
One day you will regret the white dress I didn't wear
One day you will regret not calling or texting back its true
One day you will miss me just like I miss you
One day you will miss the way I made you feel
One day you will see what we had was real
...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:10 pm
No text no call blues
No call or text blues
I ain't worth your time
Baby even though you were worth mine
Sitting around waiting all day
But you got time to watch and hit play
I text you but can't get the same
This shirt is so fucking lame
It takes 3 secs to respond
Now I really see what's going on
You don't really want me so
I was a fool and should have known
I don't take much...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:08 pm
Weeping in hell
Weeping in hell
How can you say you love me some
Then turn around and ignore me not even a hello
You lift me up to keep tearing me down
Leave wondering why oh why your not around
I search for you with every single sound
I open up just to see you can't be found
I am wasting away just watching the clock
It's killing me your not even given me a thought
My pillow stained from ...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:06 pm
Stay or go
Stay or go
This ain't a relationship see
Its at your conveniences
You only talk to me when it's convenient for you
You ignore me and shove me aside it's true
I am not worth your precious time
Or hell even a thought in your mind
You want me to do this and that for you
But for me what the hell do you fucking do
Feed me line after line
Telling me you still want to be mine
...
Sunday 4th September 2016 4:02 pm
Hurt me with the truth instead of a lie
Hurt me with the truth instead of a lie
It's give up time
I could never really make you mine
I tried to do everything I could
I could never make you love me like you should
You know this here it ain't right
You cut though me just like a knife
The battle lines been drawn
Everything right well just went wrong
My dream were torn and tattered
I could be your all that mattered
...
Sunday 4th September 2016 3:56 pm
Soul love matters
I wish you would understand
I wish you knew I didn't need another man
would just let me love you
Just the way I am supposed too
I feel like I am going crazy
This love we got just so scary
I sit around wondering if your happy
If I turn you life crappie
If you want another's love
If you think I was a gift from above
I don't know of its me you want anymore
should stand back a...
Sunday 4th September 2016 3:48 pm
What is love
What's is love
What is the meaning of love
It's putting someone else's happiness above
Its making sacrifice
To give them a wonderful life
It's giving up your own peace of mind
It's trusting them completely blind
I just got it put in my face
All the mistakes that took place
I say I love you unconditionally
But I let my fear control the best of me
I pushed you far away to s...
Sunday 4th September 2016 3:35 pm
Love never says goodbye
How can you say you love me so
When just walked away and let me go
Dreams and promises you made to keep
Play over and over again on repeat
I sit here and have to grive
You just walked away and leave
It's like your dead but still alive
I sit here sad tears trying to hide
We were once so very close
No all I can do is wipe my nose
I tried so hard to please you in every way
Nothi...
Sunday 4th September 2016 3:29 pm
The flame pain
The flame pain
Wishing I could unfeel your touch
Erase my hurt and pain it's just to much
Walking around on egg shells and glass deep cuts bleed from shards of a past
Scars from memories that go unseen
Living in a fog clouded dream
Pain deep within my soul
Hurts worst then anyone can know
The other half of me wants free
The other half ran away unseen
Feelings left unexplaine...
Sunday 4th September 2016 3:21 pm
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