POETRY (Remove filter)
III.
outstretched hand your hand
grasping reminding
reciting the parts of
you like a litany to me
[everything that I can still remember]
singing your life like a
prayer
staccato
pestilence petulence
precision
lost among the
waves of time
this time.
Thursday 27th December 2018 1:21 pm
Your Happiness is My Happiness
the sun stretched on the morning full of dew
white butterflies enjoy orange ostrich pistils
I was face down in a sad moment
the sense of self extinction was stunned
singing birds swinging on guava leaves
the young tip tinged with joyful luster
my desire ran aground in a fake atmosphere
my dream is entangled in thousands of questions
rooster shouting in hoarse voice
lined up the geese ...
Thursday 27th December 2018 11:56 am
The Gnome
Oh, god! Here I'm
Right back!
In front of you,
Ready to be redeemed
Me, the twin-legged little monster
your magnificiant creation
long long ago
To swallow
the shadows of wealth
To gulp
the shadows of love n hate
To glut
your beloved creations on earth
To gorge
everything in this world
and the other world
The Gnome of shadows!
Of shadows only!!
Thursday 27th December 2018 4:05 am
A Recipe for Happiness
Find the darkness in your days,
and kill it in the silent nights,
then let others notice and say,
your shine has gone up to what heights.
Yet don't be done with what you have,
just spread your wings and jump to fly,
there's much you have done yesterday,
there's more you have to do tonight.
When you watch the tables turn,
and god takes test at every turn,
the...
Tuesday 25th December 2018 10:25 am
What I'm Waiting for
the hue of the morning had a light drizzle
the sun gazed softly at the Goddess sweetly
I hurriedly opened the green lush
hope it's warm in the middle of the hut
the gurgling flow caresses
when natural singing lulls
soft grasshopper kiss on thatch
make life harmoniously balanced
really the Goddess missed by people
doesn't want to suffer from the rain
prostrating begging in silence
Hi...
Monday 24th December 2018 11:58 pm
Your Presence
Quiet twilight surrounding nature afternoon break. Your time is crawling Your promise complete. Not afraid to wait for the savior to come. Even though the taunts continued.
The donkey ushered in a quiet journey. The feeling of pain was exhausted and sad, blue. Faithful husband cooperates with holy conscience. Sure You are the hope for humanity that is being sad.
As cold as the whimpering win...
Monday 24th December 2018 4:00 pm
Quill
Publish your poems,
your stories,
your soul songs.
A world of lonely people
are waiting for you
with open arms.
Saturday 22nd December 2018 7:28 pm
Ugly beauty
You are the one
Who sees ugly things in
beautiful ones
You are the one
who sees beautiful things
in ugly ones
You are beautiful
and ugly also
Saturday 22nd December 2018 11:04 am
Miss You Endlessly
dusk creeping into the night
the grasshopper choir sighed
choked feeling gripping
jokes always delete it badly
the rest of the rain wet the garden chairs
boisterous frog chats sound hoarse
self-esteem lonely no friends
the desire to meet urged the chest tight
night insects call for incandescent lights
bats touch wet leaves
reach your dark shadow disguised
I want to entertain in a po...
Wednesday 19th December 2018 8:21 am
The Nativity Told Poetikaly
Three Wise Men-
traveling.
A Star Mapped
A Babe Wrapped
in swaddled clothes
for the wind blows.
Herod seeks Mary's womb
through Magi to cause doom.
They hunt The Messiah,
the Son of Jehovah.
Angel's voice protects them,
saving us from mayhem.
Baby Jesus was spared
Mary and Joseph faired
well and found a manger
as they escaped danger.
Peace befell Bethlehem
Behold God's Pr...
Tuesday 18th December 2018 9:41 pm
God Is No Man
Understanding the laws of the universe
Puts you in a position of overwhelming doubt
As your mind tells you that God would never take the form of a human scout
Decaying in this moment of nonsensical bout.
God doesn’t sit on a cloud
God doesn’t pretend to shout
God doesn’t want to meet you
Or question the defiance from the stench of your wet mouth.
The Universe is filled with mathematica...
Monday 17th December 2018 3:13 pm
For You (That's Far but Near)
we have a different length of stay
news streak without cut
your face is often invisible
the taste of your flesh permeates the soul
boisterous charm of my heart
I hope you are always present
millions of blooms blushed
unable to reduce your beautiful fragrance
I know a lot of beetles miss honey
worry about flowers can't pass
the wind that passed was so soft
divert my flower from the c...
Friday 14th December 2018 6:03 pm
No Longer Lonely
in a short period that feels long
the time marker is so slow to reach hope
see your pretty face at first sight
starting with the flame of romance revealed
seconds of time in rhythm of heart beat
anxious fire stings the turmoil
not willing when passed without humming
the present sigh did not want to be quiet
twilight welcomes the moon
gloomy landscape decorated with lights
spoiled sel...
Tuesday 11th December 2018 1:05 am
The Morning Star
riding we drive a star
as far as we can shine
let's be even brighter
and let the whole world
to see us real
you and I are the morning star
together we are like gold
let's decorate the sky full moon
we shield the universe sky freely
the world looks up
to see our cheerful luster
the magic of perfect love
that we carry
let's show what we can do
all the star songs we sing
***
Sol...
Monday 10th December 2018 3:52 pm
Yearning
on the face I caught cloudy
sadness doesn't go away
even though it has been forced to sing
try to cheer up your loneliness
raindrops wet the earth
touch me hope
the sorrow will disappear
if I could play the role of the sun
undoubtedly it was thick and thick
I breathe cold swish season
will my warm presence be necessary
hold ourselves intimate warmly
mix desires not to be frozen
Sunday 9th December 2018 2:39 am
Charles Bukowski (Way He Writes)
Charles Bukowski
Charles Bukowski was quite a character. Bukowski relied on experience, emotion, and imagination in his work, using direct language and violence and sexual imagery. Many people found his writing offensive. He writes with a nothing-to-lose truthfulness which makes him different from most writers. Bukowski was very much into alcohol, sex and even violence. Bukowski went to scho...
Saturday 8th December 2018 5:20 am
Unforgettable
half dream half real
your face is present charm
enter the heart space
has been locked in silence
in a sensory virtual frame
knitting orange memories
involve human heart braid
change sadness to happiness
thousands of flowers
make a fragrant soul
decorate jokes of conscience
the promise is expressed
in beautiful words for all the time
in real worldly wandering
swinging steps hit ...
Friday 7th December 2018 3:46 pm
Ernest Hemingway (Rules of Writing) My Own Hemingway Poem
Ernest Hemingway
Hemingway was quite an interesting man. He had a certain way of writing; a certain set up. Back then he once states,"The writers job is to tell the truth." everytime he was stuck while writing he would remind himself of this. Start off with the truest sentence you know, it could be anything. Use short sentences and short paragraphs but have multiple sections, don't just let it ...
Friday 7th December 2018 6:19 am
Psychology and Poetry in the Same Bed
There's many things behind poetry that is still a mystery today. Why does it make us feel a certain way when certain words are placed together? Is it that it's relatable? Nostalgic? Reassuring? I know many people that don't enjoy poetry and many that do. Why is that? Are those that dislike it close-minded? Does it show they haven't been through what the poem is implying, therefore they can't relat...
Friday 7th December 2018 5:48 am
About You
about you ...
your fingers are tiny flexible
hand-held soft desire
vibrating romance more beautiful
our passion is cordially welcomed
about you ...
your skin is straight yellow
stroked my passion fascinated
turmoil increasingly touched intentions
I kissed your cheeks pink blushing
about you ...
you hair is black and bright
touch my desire for outlets
amazingly fragrant
make me wi...
Thursday 6th December 2018 3:50 pm
II.
toxic train track
metal waste raindrop
incarcerated too long too late
no reply.
faintly.
Risk until one always.
Any ways. Anyways.
fastforward. Visual rewind
incongruity. Incongruous.
Inferior absolutes. Taste
lingering remnant after
gauzy impossibility.
Ending. Search mystified.
Final helping of emptiness
Thursday 6th December 2018 2:13 pm
I Wanna Make Love with You
I wanna make love with you
let my fingers caress gently
crossing the curves of your body
let the spoiled movement wrap
washed away in your beautiful hair
I wanna make love with you
your lips are splendidly full
I warmly turtle each other
let it pull out the body's desires
and our love is increasingly intertwined
I wanna make love with you
moist eyes stroking all of you
your body is...
Wednesday 5th December 2018 5:16 pm
Fool's game
Fuck it, I will let myself fall
I'll allow my stupid heart to get broken
Hopefully you're worth it
If you're not, then perhaps I deserve it.
You could be everything
You could be nothing
You could be the highest of highs or the most epic of lows
You could be my ebb, you could be my flow
You could be just one night
You could be the love of my life!
You could b...
Wednesday 5th December 2018 12:52 pm
Rhythm of the Winds
I heard the symphony of the day
I don't need to buy
I stopped listening to music playback
through leaves from one tree to another
the wind starts the violin
use sandalwood as rent
chasing songs full of souls
and gently carried around the branches
a calm breeze came
larger strings burst in
strong strains increase fast
and I listen to the melody pervade
gusts on the grass play soft...
Tuesday 4th December 2018 1:39 pm
NOT REALLY A STRANGER
NOT REALLY A STRANGER
I don't know what the right term is
For this kind of tide
It is high but not stormy
Grey flecked with white
Slightly misty, bad tempered
I get the feeling it would like
To burst through the walls
And drown me quietly
I stare through the windows
Of a seafront bistro
Designed to show the bay
At its best to visitors
But the waves ...
Monday 3rd December 2018 6:26 pm
Just A Mere Daydream
I want you on my lap
both of us enjoy the beautiful night
staring at the moon starred
whispered spelling our hopes
I want to rub your smile
with a warm loving look
convincing you of my true nature
embed white love in the niche of your heart
I want to warm my darling
through a soft kiss on your forehead
so that you absorb the sincerity of my love
always united with the smell of love
Monday 3rd December 2018 4:21 pm
Bless Me
my Lord ...
grant me a heart that is always awake
which is not infested with false dreams
until I do not turn away from You
my Lord ...
give me grace the heart
which is not diminished by unworthy desires
my Lord ...
grant me a straight and honest heart
who are not persuaded and plunged
by what I consider reasonable but dangerous
my Lord ...
give me a strong heart
which will not ...
Monday 3rd December 2018 1:32 pm
Romantic Desire
even though we're more certain we'll meet
but there is still anxious confusion
my longing is mounting in my heart
can't wait to count the ticking time
the interwoven words unravel the taste
you remind me I'll be disappointed
but my answer to you remains the same
I love you just the way you are
I've prepared a truly heart
but there was always pounding
I want to be the best for you
an...
Sunday 2nd December 2018 1:03 pm
The Rhythm of Life
back in the birds singing open early
keep pace with the heart
turning the rhythm of life
the chance goes back to light
it should be colorful and cheerful
the hum of the water sucker
over the rubbing of the broom stick
prepare for the feeling of picking up hope
the squeal scream swarmed with courage
prepare yourself to catch up with charm
morning nature music gently swings
cool consc...
Sunday 2nd December 2018 8:03 am
Our Love Will Last Forever
your eyes keep your heart soft
gently your smile implies sincerity of your love
you are the most beautiful gift of my life
I feel peace in our every moment
it feels like a dream of our encounter
every blink of your eyes is a light of peace
your smile is my comfort
flowing sincere coolness of your love
your smile makes me not want to get away from you
although there are not many words ...
Sunday 2nd December 2018 1:08 am
Script Without Words
before you really go
leave a quiet piece of your heart
please stay a moment
although only for a piece of the story
we don't change it
flowing beautifully in surrender verses
here the season is still loyal
storing stripes of love
which marched in the sea of letters
without words
it is difficult to write
my longing for you
as blue as a clear sky
which I painted with a rainbow
her...
Saturday 1st December 2018 3:48 pm
Twenty Ways to Ruin a Poem
It’s best to sneak up on the reader.
Change the meter,
Change the rhyme,
Change the tone,
Or change the subject.
Try to do something unexpected,
Like confessing a crime
Or secret perversion,
Even in a
Short poem.
Thursday 29th November 2018 8:18 pm
mothers
our mothers
are windows
through them
we see the world
and in them
we see the faintest
reflection
of our selves
they are not easy to
break
but neither are they
unbreakable
to break them
we run the risk
of injury
our knuckles crack
as does their glass
...
Monday 26th November 2018 10:01 pm
Apology
i can’t think of any other words
i’m sorry
you’re the puzzle piece
that didn’t fit
and i bent your corners
and snipped off where you stuck out
and although the puzzle started looking pretty
to me
you suffered and
it was so obvious but
i was so stubborn ‘cause
i wanted it to look perfect but
you didn't belong
and i'm not sure if this means much
but
...
Monday 26th November 2018 2:07 am
4AM
Lets talk and talk some more on your living room floor,
delibarating til' the clock hits four
Sweet tobacco scent,
your soul is up for rent
Our birthdays they fall in the same week,
I can feel the signs in the way you speak
I told you I'm crazy,
you told me you liked it
I knew you weren't lying.
Saturday 24th November 2018 4:34 pm
Abolish anger (it's a wasted emotion)
So much beauty
so much anger
so much comfort
so much danger
so much hate
so much love
so much push
so much shove
so much warmth
so much cold
so very young
so very old
so much intelligence
so much ignorance
so much despair
so much bliss
I can feel it in your punch but I'd rather it a kiss.
Saturday 24th November 2018 3:00 pm
the first is [not]
I don’t have a poem for you
you don’t feel volatile
I am sputtering like a flame someone left too close to
an open window
but you are not the chilly night air
you are not the frayed wick
I still haven’t figured out what you are
you are like deja vu with pretty eyes
seeing a splintering of a thousand potential futures
they all exist because none of them exist ...
Wednesday 21st November 2018 3:26 pm
the first is
This one is not for you.
Stay.
Stay.
Close your eyes
those framed portraits
[eager and aloof.]
one day red
full stop
left to [no] exchange
grasping
looking
[looking] up up down
stay.
Stay sane.
in
with no regard,
heaviness,
luke warm
...
Wednesday 21st November 2018 3:04 pm
First Snow
I’m disappointed and surprised
you turned the block and hit my eyes
ugh, the first snow in New York
it’s barely fall and now I’m cold
I wanted you gone so I wouldn’t fold
through the panic I bundle up
I’ve got to focus or we’ll be stuck
I can’t believe it’s fucking you
gliding towards me heart beats steadily
dangling hair, your own kind of weaponry
if you come any closer
soon we’ll ...
Sunday 18th November 2018 3:29 pm
Poisoning our Children
Carcinogenics in every single thing we buy
From our food, clothes, to even our hair dye
Although Europe does indeed do more to try to protect us
America really doesn't seem to give a flying fudge
They have many slimy loop holes which risk our health and safety
Like the fragrance loop hole that has, over these years, affected us far too greatly
They need not disclose chemicals that they use t...
Wednesday 14th November 2018 4:21 am
Til Morning Light
{Til Morning Light}
I've doubted my
happiness along
awaiting for my newer
sins til morning light
and as I rewrite all
of my stories and
compete with my
never-ending ends
that seems to never
be ending for me daily
and I don't have time
for no imposters
because I will only
fade away at the
rumbling watery
morning light while
rewriting all my new
...Saturday 3rd November 2018 10:58 pm
If only poetry burned calories...(first posted 31/10/18)
One of my favourite ways of passing the time
Is chasing imagery and hunting down rhyme,
But as this takes place inside my head
It’s not enough, or so my doctor’s said.
Poetry feeds my brain and soothes my soul
But it doesn’t help much towards my fitness goals.
If only flexing words could take inches off my thighs!
If only shaping verses was more than mental exercise!
T...
Thursday 1st November 2018 7:15 am
If only poetry burned calories
One of my favourite ways of passing the time
Is chasing imagery and hunting down rhyme,
But as this takes place inside my head
It’s not enough, or so my doctor’s said.
Poetry feeds my brain and soothes my soul
But it doesn’t help much towards my fitness goals.
If only flexing words could take inches off my thighs!
If only shaping verses was more than mental exercise!
T...
Wednesday 31st October 2018 10:19 pm
Too Close
I hate pretending
a way of fending
off others mending
from themselves
another good thing
lost like a shoe string
problems I do bring
lack purpose
show yourself to me
paint it heavenly
it ends tragically
I’m confused
because you were here
I filled you with fear
now you’ve disappeared
it’s my fault
I live with a space
like a buffer place
beca...
Sunday 28th October 2018 11:26 pm
If Only You and Van Gogh Knew
If your art is good, as it feels in your bones
You will become known
Long after your ashes are sprinkled
And all of your senses are gone
Particularly if you cut off your lobe
Or choose for yourself to end it all
Note scraps reveal queer love affairs
Poems show in the rubble of fallen walls
Fans will become obsessed
Frame you in the brightest light
...Friday 26th October 2018 10:35 pm
A MAN HOLDING HIS HORSE
A MAN HOLDING HIS HORSE
Poor Dai never got the hang of it,
At school in our first lesson
On art appreciation
We studied
'A Man Holding His Horse'
By George Stubbs.
The teacher issued us
With notebooks
In which to record
Feelings and impressions
Arising from the painting.
Dai wrote...
Wednesday 24th October 2018 10:06 pm
Going, going but not gone
I think it’s finally my time
I’m fading to the back of the line
there’s not much left inside my mind
just sit still and watch me go
As far as I can’t think
I’m damaged, my kinks
try to fix them, I won’t stop you
do what you want, I’m lost without you
I thought you’d make me feel better
now I ache and it’s not the weather
you said that feeling was beneficia...
Wednesday 17th October 2018 4:26 am
Cultivating Life
A traffic jam that spans an entire epoch
Is followed by daily punishments of
Dreary Sisyphean meanderings,
Followed by even more traffic
In sweltering heat and sticky humidity.
With all energy drained from
Lungs, limbs, and mind,
He shuffles into his house
Seeking only relief and brief reprieve.
As he unbuttons his soaked shirt,
“Do me,” assaults his ears
...Tuesday 16th October 2018 11:56 am
Stars Cross
do we subsist together
I feel so far away
born between sowed leaves
my own land and sea
different enough to feel lost
similar enough to connect
individuals so complex
experience, goals, struggles
crystal clear and opaque bubbles
it seems impossible
how we manage
simultaneously in tandem
when in orbit, will we meet
you see me and I, you
I touch you and yo...
Tuesday 16th October 2018 1:28 am
Hardened Poets
Neither cold night nor seasonal change
on the turning Earth dismays or hampers them
Veterans of words hold fast in all weathers
Never retreating, ever writing victories
Impassioned by an urgent inner voice
They hold fast to their poetic purpose
Drawing strength from years, they fight on
Never dimmed or surrendering to silence.
Tuesday 9th October 2018 11:20 am
Pieces of Me
My light shined upon
the dark hues of you-
the vastness hidden
in narcissism.
I coated the pain
with discarded paint,
bleeding through linens
of truth's art canvas.
Fragile yet edgy curves
dance into shapes that
identify me,
granting sanity.
Monday 8th October 2018 8:51 pm
This heart
Where the hell are you?
I've been waiting for what seems like my whole life
I can't get it out of my head
I thought by now I'd be someone's wife.
Nothing turned out how I thought it would
Is it for the best, for the greater good?
Why is the heart such a fragile thing?
With every rejection I feel the sting.
I look in the mirror but it ain't me looking back
...
Saturday 6th October 2018 12:40 pm
Missing Soul
I come to at half past three
in the middle of the night
and these images won't erase
I'm haunted by the tape
once it is light
your hands disappear
my brain is mine
and my limbs come crawling back
but the tape keeps playing
I know there's no escape
because night always falls
then I fall into you
and my mind leaves me
with no thoughts left to think
I make my way
the void is frictionle...
Friday 5th October 2018 2:51 am
{Evil Venom}
{Evil Venom}
Your venom is like an evil
wicked snake knocking
at the door saying let me
in because I am the devil
and as I try to run from
the devil knocking at the
door because I can't
escape myself it's like
holding a shotgun to my
head and pulling the trigger
while blowing my brains
out all over you pussy ass
bitches while saying hot
damn you hav...
Thursday 4th October 2018 8:43 pm
My love
My love, I let you down
I promised I'd be there but started to drown
My love, I was in over my head
Why did we pass ships at night as we climbed into bed
My love, the only love for me
I just want to say sorry, I am so fucking sorry
My love, I see your face everywhere
There's not one other face that could compare
My love, my beautiful friend
You were ...
Wednesday 3rd October 2018 11:50 am
SCREAMING BLUE MURDER - NEW ALBUM
I have released a new poetry/music album titled 'Screaming Blue Murder' under my recording project THE CROWS OF ALBION. The title track is provided above.
There are 16 tracks (1 cover) all of which were originally posted as poems on Write Out Loud.
Over the past 5 months I've been working them into 'songs' with a great producer - John Kettle from Merry Hell at Music Projects in Wigan.
The...
Tuesday 2nd October 2018 6:44 pm
Love
{Love}
Love isn't easy to do
Love can be a nightmare
that follows you
throughout your life
Love can rip your heart
apart if you trust in
someone who says or
claims that they love you
when in fact they don't
or never did
Love is a tangible
unmistakable hurtful
lie of your life
Love can leave one down
in the dumps when
someone rips your
...Saturday 29th September 2018 4:06 pm
Calling Bluff
The shadows are getting smaller
You’re unable to continue to hide
You have as much luck as the cold caller
When your debt is paid, things will again be right
You’re on the way to misery
Trust me, I’m able to foresee
This fate that has become your distant destiny
One in which you’ll fall down before me
You bite the hand that helps you
Had the chance to quit to
...Friday 21st September 2018 8:48 am
Writing in Rhyme
Please consider watching this slam live on Youtube (with subtitles):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPo1FANFUTU
I can’t help writing in rhyme. I do it all the time.
Rhymes sneak into my texts unbidden
Or if they’re not there, or are too well hidden
Their absence clangs like a bell
And I feel compelled to find them somewhere… bear, care, dare, hair, tear… repair, despair…
...Wednesday 19th September 2018 8:37 pm
We.
silly we are, humans.
we stand in front a whatever immortality.
sinners we are, human beings.
we close our eyes in front a sequence of lying mortality.
innocent we are, children.
we choose to play, pac man in a monopoly’s game.
and this continue, to be continued.
Monday 10th September 2018 10:28 pm
Should I
Should i speak up when its wrong?
Should i challenge what i see?
Should i mind my own business?
Should i not judge what i see?
Should i stand up for what's right?
Should i concentrate on me?
Should i stop being so selfish?
Should i know what's good for me?
Should i know my place and shut my mouth?
Should i not be a sheep?
Should i make sure they know my name?
Should i not have that ...
Monday 10th September 2018 9:28 pm
Poetic Warning
WARNING
This world is under poetic surveillance
The POETS are watching
No image, sound or experience is guaranteed safe
from being found… inspiring
They will take feelings you didn’t know you had
and turn them into words you didn’t know you needed
They may not know who they are
but once they get started
they can be unstoppable and unforgettable.
An...
Thursday 6th September 2018 9:39 pm
When I’m remembering you
(Put on Chet Baker - Almost Blue - then read in his voice)
The only time we meet is when I’m remembering you
All my thoughts a bridge
Constructed out of loyal recollections
Reflections I’ve perfected in my mind
And again you are divine
Again you are mine
More mine than ever - before
For a moment -
For a moment - sublime
More than ever before
When I’m remember...
Tuesday 4th September 2018 9:08 pm
A two week old cup of homemade lemonade right before I brush my teeth with vinegar
Losing all my trust,
yet I still believe you,
admitting my defeat.
You have lied,
many times before,
and you still told me things,
no body knows.
Showed your true colours,
but never showed your face.
Flirt with the thought of death,
somehow you were stopped,
but this time,
nothing stands in the way,
except for a bottle of rum,
a golden pen and a writing you'll never understand.
Sunday 2nd September 2018 12:16 am
Bless in a dress (Or just a coincidence that happened at the right place at the right time, I honestly do not know anymore)
With your new red dress,
you walk with such class,
whenever I see you,
you just push me away.
With your new red dress,
you've made my life a mess.
We used to walk along all through the day,
now I can hardly see you,
just wanna say this to your face,
you empty me out.
Like your new red dress,
you're already stained,
easy to wash it,
yet it'll never change your face.
Wednesday 29th August 2018 9:21 pm
ILLUSION
ILLUSION
Just for a while
The feel of summer,
Fields of sunflowers,
Light dazzling,
Heat caressing,
France not Cheshire
Kind of summer.
Smell of lusty earth,
Taste of young wine
That won't travel,
Freshness of fruit
And vegetables,
Proudly displayed
On market stalls.
Just for a while
The illusion of summer,
Ou...
Monday 27th August 2018 10:18 pm
I am Both (with audio by me)
I am not the fat girl
I am not the skinny girl.
I am both.
I am both the bingeing in the night
And the starving from pure fright.
I am both
In the mirror I am both.
I am the always too thin pile of bones
And the body too big to call home.
I am both.
In the shops I am both.
I am the girl who is too curvy to wear cute clothes
...Wednesday 22nd August 2018 11:45 am
The Terror of Physical Education
It seemed you never put down your club
With the handle wrapped in cloth tape.
You patrolled the hallways, playground, and athletic fields
Like a sadistic southern sheriff overseeing slaves.
You thought “abuse of authority” was your job description
As you terrorised children with the constant threat of violence.
Each look, each word, each step you deemed unacceptable
Was met wi...
Tuesday 14th August 2018 8:38 pm
The Meaning Of Thought
Deciphering the meaning of thought
Has provoked me to remember in short
Understanding the way,
To that which we play
The living of a candle ready to fall.
Layers of moments
Unleashing their devotion
To stay within but excite!
All you need to do
Is open the door
As the past, present and future awaits for you
Connecting to all that’s lost.
A machi...
Tuesday 14th August 2018 4:47 pm
Gesture Of Thought
The vibrations pour through and over
Beyond an energy source from a supernova
Following through to hit directly within you.
Teaching you the ways of an evidential beginning
Moving forward to the desired wining
Binding all to a significance
A universal law of participant.
Tremors learned to filter through
Desires and plans connecting you to
All living,
The s...
Tuesday 14th August 2018 4:32 pm
Many sides of the truth
Why do things have to be only one way
Do you really believe we experience the same days?
Our lives take different twists and turns
And most of all we all truly do learn
So will you listen to me when I tell you
That your experiences are only one truth?
Your knowledge might truly be great
But it doesn't foretell everyone's fate
When I write, it's from one kind of perspective
But I am not sa...
Saturday 11th August 2018 6:27 am
{Unrecognizable}
Once she used to be able
to be recognizable to the
herself but bit by bit this
evil demon that lives inside
of her that's stealing her life
and herself dignity right
out from underneath her is
making herself image
distorted giving her a
false impression that
started to look like a
black sheep dressed
up in her skin making
her unrecognizable to
herself...
Friday 10th August 2018 12:53 am
Aquatic Stardust - a freewrite
Aquarian Aquarius,
everyone be hearing us.
What an exciting life you lead,
cosmic superhuman centipede.
I’m Centric G pause for the D:
ejaculating antiquating - even thoughts dilapidated.
You should go through twice
extinguish anguish from your life
cosmic zombie souls are sliced.
Universal detoxification
electrocuting nation-notions
rubbing Atlas, struggled rolling
infinitesimal scro...
Monday 6th August 2018 9:31 pm
Awakened
Pansophy they said from a different time
all knowing
with a distinctive design.
Who would know of such,
to teach the arts of many gifts
one doesn't have to know this.
Wondering about the fragments of relativity
a moment offered for embellished wits
deciphering reality
spirituality
a worth of distant morality.
Humbling treats for ears that listen
...
Tuesday 31st July 2018 4:46 pm
Into the Fire
Into the fire
into the night
watching over you from a frightful height.
I see you questioning everything in sight
looking for the answers beyond that of tonight.
A young soul not to have found a way
in understanding the rules of play.
Into the fire
into the night
time will unwrap you from the night
a place where all find themselves
before they can see the...
Tuesday 31st July 2018 3:39 pm
"She"
She smells like the smoke she consumes everynight,
She looks a bit hopeless but she does have hope inside,
She lives with the dead monsters who creeps her at night,
But she knows one day she will kill the monsters of light.
She knows, one day she will definitely smile...
#MISHA
Tuesday 31st July 2018 2:18 pm
If Ducks Ruled the World
If ducks ruled the world
They would live and work in duckminster
Pay homage to the Queen, the Ducks and Duckesses at Duckingham Palace,
They would certainly rule the waves of Britain, marching to and fro in naval outfits,
No need for ships or an Air Force, with flying and swimming duck armies.
They gather on benches at parliamentary questions,
There is golden goose Mrs May wit...
Thursday 26th July 2018 4:38 am
Without A Full Stop
I remember when you leaned forward, away from me
As if i was a scarlet letter you wish you never bumped into
Back and forth busy re-evaluating all offerings on the table
I bet my name never made it to the highest scores list you've made
Cause you needed to create a whole new category for someone like me
Those strange happenstances and confused look in your eyes
Tell me, are you a little sc...
Monday 23rd July 2018 9:39 am
Used to
I used to be happy
I used to smile
But I am broken
It's been this way for awhile
I used to dream big
I used to be strong
Life got in the way
And it didn't take long
Lying in bed
My heart is racing
My mind won't shut off
These thoughts that I'm facing
Maybe they're better off
Without the burden of me
I feel so lost and alone
I can sense th...
Wednesday 11th July 2018 11:42 am
Please Come Back
Imperfect
Naive
Empty
Exasperating
Dying
Young
Obsolete
Unbearable
Broken
Anxious
Crying
(un)Kind
Please come back
Wednesday 11th July 2018 11:39 am
Broken
It's been broken so many times
I began to lose pieces that I thought were all mine
I'm in so deep and the void is so empty
So lost for words, but I don't want sympathy
Holding this heart with my bare hands
Please just take it...I don't understand
Time brought these wounds, yet they're not healed
Permanent scars have left them sealed
I'm scared of being alone and s...
Wednesday 11th July 2018 11:34 am
The Poem:
May be read or unread
that is not our concern
it
bloom spontaneous in hermetic mind.
May be misunderstood
or diluted in time
no matter
it
restoreth a most ancient faith
by a most novel innovation.
May wield the harsh weapons
of a vengeful orphan
it
distracts a fool from his folly
installs a world unnoticed.
May be a phial of stage blood
to stain the sea red
it
...
Tuesday 10th July 2018 6:41 pm
Nowhere
She waits for twelve more minutes,
Raindrops touching the glass windows.
She sits on a bench watching,
People wait for their chosen flights.
Beyond the glass pane she looks,
How the wind collides with the rain,
How he comes without a note,
Walking slowly towards her soul.
The rain continues to pour,
How every wish hopes to come true,
"Where do I go now?" she asks,
While he welcomes ...
Monday 9th July 2018 4:21 pm
Howling Cherokee Winds
{Howling Cherokee Winds}
The howling cherokee
winds that was blowing
through the mountain
tops down to the rivery
meadows below as the
night moon shadows
was reflecting off the
rivery meadows as the
birds was nesting for
the night the mountain
valley meadows was
silent but the only thing
that you could hear was
the longing of the howling
of th...
Saturday 7th July 2018 6:19 pm
Incompetent
{Incompetent?}
It’s not funny when
someone says you are
incompetent making
you feel useless and
pathetic because of a
massive debilitating
illness and disease
making that person
weak and infirm like
they shouldn’t even be
in existence in this evil
corrupted world
©Tina Glover\One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer November 14,2017...
Saturday 7th July 2018 11:35 am
Satan's Child
{Satan’s Child}
He was born
into the world
of darkness
with the
markings of
his father’s
mark~of~the~beast
in three numbers
of six~six~six
hidden beneath
the darkened
fleshy flesh on
his corrupted
body this he
had to bear upon
this world causing
chaos and ruckus
throughout this
evil land of his
father’s Satan
©...
Thursday 5th July 2018 9:16 pm
Drape The Flag Over My Casket
{Drape The Flag Over My Casket}
As I lost the war
that I was facing
but please deliver
this message to my
family and loved one’s
back in the states
I am sorry that I
couldn’t make out
of this nightmare
but I’ll always be
flying with you
only from heaven
above now but I do
miss you and love
you all and please
don’t cry because...
Thursday 5th July 2018 9:01 pm
My ? Angel Brother Rob
{My ? Angel Brother Rob}
My ? angel brother Rob as you went to sleep one night as you never had awoken by the next morning and as my heart was broken because you left me behind to live a messed up life that sucks without you here and `God' saw you growing weak and weary so he brought you home as my eyes has been very teary since you left me behind but I know now you are at ☮️ peace a...
Thursday 5th July 2018 5:43 pm
Do You Feel Them?
{Do You Feel Them?}
Do you feel these pains
Do you feel my heartaches
Do you long for me
Do you still taste the last sweet bitter kiss that I placed upon your lips
Do you ever wonder what could have been
Do you miss me
Do you still want me
Did you ever really love me at all
Did~Did you
I guess I'll always be waiting to know from your sorry lame ass answers...
Thursday 5th July 2018 5:26 pm
Don't Care~Don't Want To Heart It
{Don't Care~Don't Want To Hear It}
I don't care anymore
I don't wanna hear it anymore
Because I am moving on I am moving forward with or without you or without you in my life and that is your decision but choose wisely
Because when I walk out that door that means that I am closing the door behind me shutting you out completely and you will have the ever essence of what was...
Thursday 5th July 2018 4:36 pm
The Everescents Of A Killing Killers Mind
{The Everescents Of A Killing Killers Mind}
The sweet temptation
that fills that voided
lingering taste that
alines my lips
leaving me thirsting
and wanting and
needing more
pleasurable killings
that's filling that
extra void that's
slowly filling my
soul like the sounds
of the hellish hell
blood hound's coming
to drag your sorry
carcass thro...
Thursday 5th July 2018 7:50 am
One Knife
{One Knife}
One knife
One hell of a
sharp razor blade
One time to place
the blade against
your sorry ass throat
to slowly slide it
across cutting it
deep and deeper
until your blood
pours from your
body as you lay
there violently
shaking in fear
and so much pain
as I am the one
slaying your sorry
ass in vain tonight
...
Thursday 5th July 2018 6:39 am
He's So Peaceful When He Sleep's
{He's So Peaceful When He Sleep's}
It might be weird that I do watch my loving man sleep because it's absolutely adorable to me
and when he lays so peacefully still with his arm around my waist and as I lay beside of him memorizing every line, every wrinkle, every freckle, everything on his face
so hopefully I will never forget his face due to chiari because it caus...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 9:12 pm
Murderous Tears
{Murderous Tears}
These murderous tears
follows down my
cheeks wetting my
shirt as I gently wipe
them away like the way
the did you by
murdering you in
cold blooded murder
and it left me here
like a child that was
orphaned to survive
in these darkened
cold gangster streets
that the blood stained
asphalt surrounds my feet
But I cannot...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 6:27 pm
Lies~Lies And More Lies
{Lies~Lies And More Lies}
The lies always flowed from your wicked bitchiest corrupted lips that tried to effectively communicate with me like the demonic dog in you
But I would listen for the first few times then after that I automatically auto~tuned your old played out fake ass coward of a man that lives amongst the people in this world who wasn't a liar like you
And now...
Wednesday 4th July 2018 5:19 am
? To My Husband ?
{? To My Husband ?}
To my fabulous husband,
Sweetheart I think God for blessing me with you
because you have had my back when my own family didn't have my back
and I set here remembering all the love made with so much hot burning passion between us and when and how we found each other off Myspace so long ago now but I will never regret that because that day w...
Tuesday 3rd July 2018 9:56 pm
My Truest Love Of Mine
{My Truest Love Of Mine}
My wonderful
darling love of mine
I did fall deeply,
madly in love with
you so long ago now
but it only seems like
yesterday to me
And
I love you my truest
love of mine
But we have grown
in our blossoming
relationship love
each other more
with faithful hearts
beating to the rhythmic
beats of our hearts
bounded together
for etern...
Tuesday 3rd July 2018 9:38 pm
Lovin The White Blow
{Lovin The White Blow}
Your lovin the white powder blowin up your nose as it rots away your nose bone and you love selling blow and you best havin my money when I come to collect or your dumb ass will end up with a brick poppin that ugly face you played out pussy ass bitches and sumbitches
And now what are you gonna do with it
And you love the powdered white blow dripping...
Tuesday 3rd July 2018 9:29 pm
Broken Scarred Up Angel In Her
{Broken Scarred Up Angel In Her}
As she once was loved so much that she made being broken look easy to do and to live each day of her darkened scarred up dying life
And now she sits alone with regrets of what might have been but was never good enough for you or anyone
And as she cries alone in her cold darkened bed room which became her living grave of a death she h...
Monday 2nd July 2018 1:18 am
She's A Ghostly Woman
{She's A Ghostly Woman}
She's always
been an
outsider to
everyone she
has met in
her life while
she was alive
So now she
haunt's the
memories of
those who
had forgotten
and forsaken
her
And now she
wants pay back
for the
damages done
by you coward
snow~flakes
Because she's been
judged by you,
...Sunday 1st July 2018 1:40 am
{You}
{You}
My life
My love
My blueish~green
turtle dove
I had to set you free
And you flew far
away from me
and then you
had left me
permanently
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on June 30,2018
Saturday 30th June 2018 7:16 pm
A TIDAL RELATIONSHIP
A TIDAL RELATIONSHIP
Ours was a tidal relationship,
It ebbed and flowed
Over hidden shipwrecks,
Sometimes calm,
Sometimes smashing defences,
Opening cuts on beaches
Then healing them
With the soothing sand
That fills each wound.
Ours was an unsteady relationship,
Seaweed covered driftwood
Slid beneath our feet
As we slipped and stumbled
Over the flots...
Friday 29th June 2018 9:03 pm
Fear~Fear
{Fear--Fear}
Well fear
can most
certainly be a
traumatizing
experience
and definitely
keep us up
all night long
but you have
to believe in
your faith
and that
makes one
fine pillow to
rest their
weary head
upon all
your life
long
And to keep
that fear away
at bay and
never lose
your faith
because
remember
...Friday 29th June 2018 11:55 am
Flirting With Death
{Flirting With Death}
All the sleepless
nights and all the
unsuccessful
countless
attempts of
flirting with
death and all
the dark fears
that's held
deep down
inside of you
because death
always awaits
you and me
and all the
never ending
thirsting of the
loneliness of
flirting with
death until
my very
lasting
breath's
...
Friday 29th June 2018 11:15 am
Love Me The Same
{Love Me The Same}
Darling all I
ask is that
you love me
the same like
I do you
Because I
don't require
diamonds and
pearls I reqrire
your love
Because we
both can have
a life filled with
love unconditionally
without hesitation
until we both
rise up in hit
our ever
lasting fame
because this
dame will...
Thursday 28th June 2018 8:47 pm
?The Fire In Your Eye's?
{?The Fire In Your Eye's?}
The fire in your
eyes covered my
soul devouring it
to the lasting drops
of it like good old
mountain spring
water on a hot
summers day
And as the fire grew
intense in my soul
for you and as the
day's washed away
into the longing
hours of the
lonely nights
while every
second of the
night made me
more...
Thursday 28th June 2018 8:21 pm
Secrets Inside
{Secrets Inside}
So many different
secrets inside of
my mind that
makes me want
to know how it
would feel to
embrace my lips
with yours as we
lock eyes lost in
that loving gaze as
we both slip off to
that time slip place
where we can be
on automatic repeat
because this is one
of my favorite secrets
©Tina Glover All Rights Re...
Thursday 28th June 2018 7:51 pm
How Could You Miss Something You Never Had?
{How Could You Miss Something You Never Had?}
It's sad to say
that for a long
time now I
would be missing
you but in reality
how could I
miss something
I never really
had in the
first place
Yes it started
off by me
missing the
sound of your
deep voice
And the tender
touches of your
hand against
my skin
A...
Thursday 28th June 2018 6:40 pm
Holding Your Tiny Hands {Cody}
{Holding Your Tiny Hands}{Cody}
My dearest son,
I remember when you was born at 12:30 p.m. December 17
And then the doctor's laid you on my chest and as I wrapped you up in my arms and kissing your small tiny hands and face as the happy tears flowed down my cheeks
And then I started to count your small fingers and toes making sure all of them was there
...
Thursday 28th June 2018 10:53 am
She Misses Him Badly
{She Misses Him Badly}
They shared
something so
beautiful and
something so
deep and true
but that truthful
lustful love affair
ended to soon
between them
because he
didn't believe
her so she went
on her way no
matter how much
she cared or loved
him and so much
she wanted to
stay but she
knew that if she
did they would
only hurt eac...
Wednesday 27th June 2018 10:54 pm
Walk A Mile In My Shoe's
{Walk A Mile In My Shoe's}
Walk a mile in
my shoes
because I was
left alone
without no
money and no
family at the
age fifteen to
comfort and
love me while
my life started
to spin out of
control hitting the
ground full blast
like a nuclear
weapon blowing
the world up
around me
Bam~Bam,
Boom~Boom,
Bang~Bang
this isn't the l...
Wednesday 27th June 2018 10:31 pm
Transatlantic Verses - online open mic
I am hosting an online open mic using Zoom.us conferencing software beginning at 7 pm (UK time) on 1 July 2018. We will use Zoom.us teleconferencing software (meeting ID 260-756-986) and take turns reading our poems out as you would in a physical open mic. With luck, we will have a few poets from Britain and a few from the US as well. If people join from other countries, that is even better, but t...
Wednesday 27th June 2018 2:16 pm
Thought of a restless mind.
As I grow, I see many places to live by
I see the true nature of life,
On how doll and peaceful it can be.
But what is life without sorrow?
What is life without dreams of the melancholic soul?
Just a thought of a restless mind.
-G.N.D
Wednesday 27th June 2018 3:15 am
Your Sparkle
{Your Sparkle}
I love the way your
eyes dancing and
sparkle when you
laugh and giggle
And
I love the way take
time out of your
day to ask if I'm
okay and when you
send me messages
that touches my
heart right from
the very start
And
I love the way you
have opened my
heart to be able to
love again after...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 10:01 pm
He Is A Mystery
{He Is A Mystery}
He is a man
that is a
mysterious
man because
he is a
carrying man
that's always
been kind to
me but the
thing is that he
keeps me
thinking and
wondering what
I'll get when I
meet him face
to face and I
often find myself
thinking of what
color his eyes are
and if they'll dazzle
me when I glance
and gaze in...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 9:05 pm
His Whisper's In My Ear
{His Whisper's In My Ear}
He always
whispers sweet
desirable sexual intoxicating love
in my ears
And when he
leans my head
back slightly
pulling my long
hair back while
kissing my neck
as he nibbles his
way down my
desirable hot
body leaving my
body shaking
with excitement of wanting him as
I nibble on my
bott...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 12:46 am
Nothing Last Forever
{Nothing Last Forever}
As nothing last
forever and we
need time on our
own to find our
way out there
and through this
cold blue november
rain that keeps
blowing this pain in
and out of our lives
and don't you
dare look into my
eyes because you
will still see
there's love inside
of them burning
for you still but
we both are so
mes...
Tuesday 26th June 2018 12:01 am
I Am Always Going To Be Missing You
{I Am Always Going To Be Missing You}
I am always going
to be missing you
like the skies are
missing the bright
stars shining
brightly through
the heavy rain and
then when I
remember those
stars I remember
that is you and
you're beautiful,
handsome rough
rugged face
shining back down
on me and as I am
still here missing
you no matter how
...Monday 25th June 2018 11:37 pm
Death Warrant
{Death Warrant}
I have an active
warrant for my
scheduled death
that has been
killing me slowly
and painfully since
the day I was
conceived inside of
my mother's womb
And as these day's
fade into the darkest
longest hour's of the
lonely nightmares of
death lingering
around my sickened
weakened body until
I am a forgotten
chiari w...
Sunday 24th June 2018 10:59 pm
I Don't Fear Death
{I Don't Fear Death}
We all live
We all die
We all cry
We all suffer while
we are trying to live
in this life while we
just simply wait for
death to creep in
on you
And we all love
everyone that is
actively in our lives
daily and we love
hard and we love
deeply as we possibly
can because believe
me tomorrow i...
Sunday 24th June 2018 10:09 pm
Culture
Pound shops and takeaways,
salons for grooming of
dogs and their owners
sit side by side.
Rancid fat acrid
in back alley junk piles,
settees and Christmas trees
slowly decay.
Damp homes
in damp climate
for cotton mill workers
no longer needed.
The forest of chimneys
now superseded
by new build in miniature,
room sizes shrinking,
l...
Friday 22nd June 2018 5:36 am
The Slam
The Slam
They told me we would do a slam
Of odes and poems and wham bam mam
Our words and rhymes would fight it out
We mustn’t mutter, better shout!
A ittle like a boxing bout;
So off I went to start to train
Like Rocky, in the ring again.
My female rival? Well, I’d beat her,
With exercise of regular metre.
My metaphors would pack a punch
I’d knock em dea...
Wednesday 20th June 2018 6:54 am
Obsessed With You
I'm addicted to, all the
Things you do. The way
You look at me, make me
Breathe. I can face this now,
With you I now know how.
Your words enlighten me,
Your eyes, they help me see,
I've never felt this free.
Tuesday 19th June 2018 10:16 pm
Real Life Nightmare
Every moment to fear,
Forever holding back internal tears.
Life- so complicated,
forever indecisive.
The world too big, too scary,
my mind so full of queries.
Never certain, never happy,
each decision could be deadly.
An escapes impossible,
every outcomes implausible.
Sinking under water,
Always being taken for a martyr.
The pain runs so deep,
Barely able to ...
Sunday 17th June 2018 11:34 pm
Timeless Temptation
{Timeless Temptation}
He had lips like a
sweet soft angles
lips that made my
heart melt away
to rubbish
As his eyes
sparkled in mine
like the starry
skies above my
head
But his words
was intoxicating
to my ears as the
sound of his heart
and mine pounded
loud and louder
until I no longer
could hear his
words just th...
Friday 15th June 2018 12:16 am
Life's Expectations
{Life's Expectations}
Life isn't what we
think or expect it
to be
Because life can be
filled with hurt, pain,
sickness, death, lying,
cheating and
bamboozled with
condensing pricks
that only seems to
think of themselves
and no one else in
life no matter how it
effects the other
person in the situation
at hand
Because my ...
Wednesday 13th June 2018 12:38 am
The Washing Line
Down dark cobbled back streets, clothes lines stretched
across cohorts of back yards, on Washing Day.
Regiments of white bed sheets hoisted high
flapping like flags, in threatening skies
supported by proud,
immoveable clothes props.
Garments not daring to fly loose,
Straddled by dolly pegs
forced down hard.
Above boiling bleach buckets
Malevolent steam swirled, silently seethi...
Tuesday 12th June 2018 10:23 am
Once
{Once}
Once I held his love
and affections so
deeply embedded
into my heart so it
would never apart
Until the day my brown
eyed rough tough with
the heart of perfection
left my side when an
horrible accident
happened that's when
my heart was ripped
straight out of my chest
leaving a gaping hole
there where his love
once remained at
...Sunday 10th June 2018 12:59 am
His Love
(His Love)
His love had grabbed
her heart at first
sight and she began
to fall in love with
this man because
the poetic word's
he wrote to her
and it made her
heart rhythm
pick-up pounding
faster and faster
for him and his
word's was slowly
being engraved upon
her damaged layers
of her heart easing
her weary mind about
reopening her hea...
Saturday 9th June 2018 12:35 am
Still 23
Still 23
I’m 46 next week, but I’m 23 inside,
It’s not just old age denied.
I know my body’s knackered
‘cos daily I’m reminded:
the mirror’s getting scary,
I’m sure my face is puffy.
I used to feel so fit and strong,
stand up in the pub and sing a song,
Give me a coffee, I don’t want a pint,
I’ve no time for fools or picking a fight.
I think I’m pretty cool,
my daughter’s face sa...
Wednesday 6th June 2018 6:56 am
After Breakup
A lot of pain in the ribs
I have forgotten her words
It has come to understand the foolish
The pains have taught all
I saw happiness in my tears
He found happiness in his smile
Tuesday 5th June 2018 4:23 pm
Headphones and Wine bottles
Not exactly dressed for the kill-
Hell, she can’t even walk
In a straight line-
But she’ll still be able to find her way
To you.
In these heels,
In those thoughts,
She dances with wine bottles
While headphones play
Some song
That had nothing to do with you.
Bare feet circle bare floors;
Bare hands hang onto
Bare walls-
Or the toilet seat.
She feels poet...
Monday 28th May 2018 8:46 pm
"Cry in Sorrow"
Broken and left in sorrow,
Through my tears I speak my fear for the morrow
Winding time back is the only relief
While this empty shell decays
And tears apart the last glimpse of life.
Sunday 27th May 2018 12:05 am
What Is Freedom?
Insidious, drip, drip, drip,
manipulation,
until normality
is life in a cage
of words and looks.
Like a dog that stands there docile,
the rope untied.
Some words do hurt,
do stick.
The most powerful,
parasitic,
worm into the mind,
unnoticed, unchallenged,
apparently innocuous,
sugar coated lies
on the nature of reality.
But a mind awakened
in the vast realms
of consciousness,
...
Thursday 24th May 2018 2:07 pm
Full Circle
Full Circle
It’s here again. Bring the tissues. Hide away the blades. Its coming
full force
Into our home, our hearts, our souls, here. It’s in
My mothers eyes as she stares blankly, unblinking, it’s in
nanna’s shaky voice, breaking. ‘what were you thinking?’
Its carried in by broken promises, screams th...
Friday 11th May 2018 11:19 pm
Process
what spills onto the page
falls from my mind:
it tells of what is there
it tastes of my thoughts
so they are spread here with care
as verse
the page becomes
my mind bared
...
Friday 11th May 2018 3:47 pm
To be...To become...
Why won’t you write me…
Lay me down on paper…
Like your time on a string…?
Don’t speak of me…
Just, lay me down…
Not for glory, or money…
But just to help me be…
Let me be your song…
Your poem…
Let me be your love…
Your work of art…
Write me down!!!
Let every word be your sword…
Every verse your dagger…
Stab that paper with your tears…
With the silence of your fears…
No one w...
Friday 4th May 2018 1:13 am
How can I?
Can I write something beautiful tonight,
find the beauty in your eyes…
If they are nothing but the mirror of mine?
I want to write something beautiful tonight,
I want to sing, dance, laugh,
to scream…
To love,
I want to shout,
to cry,
I want…
Most of all,
to cry…
I want to write something beautiful tonight,
to talk of lovers, dreamers,
heroes, winners…
Of the beauty of every smi...
Wednesday 2nd May 2018 11:44 pm
Coffee Shop Blues
Bakers and coffee shops
Line the streets,
And I find myself
Nestling inside a few
To find a comfort
Only coffee beans and bacon
Can provide.
Warming cold hands
From frost;
Warming strangers to the
Idea of companionship
And togetherness.
Wholeness.
Mugs and teaspoons
Hold a special place
In my heart;
Teapots and saucers have
A special kind of solac...
Wednesday 2nd May 2018 11:44 am
I want this to last forever
The greatest smile I have ever seen,
the most gorgeous voice I'll ever hear,
with stunning eyes that turn me to stone,
I feel like a child when I'm around you.
The little time that we spend together,
I wish it would last forever.
Talk about nonsense,
yet laugh at everything.
We create memories,
with only our fingertips,
never mind the spoken words that cannot be heard,
we make promi...
Wednesday 25th April 2018 2:06 pm
I can see your face in dry paint
The answers you gave,
the truth you didn't speak,
were the things I wanted to hear.
We still have our habits,
we still live our old lives,
hiding the things that shouldn't be seen.
What do we get if our feelings hide in secrecy,
what do we do when the things we love aren't real...
Somehow I love you,
I don't know why,
I need you.
With the energy I have left,
I reach for the rem...
Sunday 22nd April 2018 3:30 pm
Fear
{Fear}
The morning dew is
on my shoes the birds
are chirping and singing
their tunes as the
morning sun brightens
up the sky with warm
crisper air that made
you take a deep breath
into your lungs waiting
to exhale
And
I fear
And as the birds goes
silent and the clouds
went a dark bluish gray
with the sun gone
behind t...
Thursday 19th April 2018 4:16 am
Take Care
{Take Care}
Take care too, Friend.
There are times I want
to hide from the sun too,
so I at least know how
that part feels like.
Thing is,
there's so little sun
here anyway that even
walking about in the
fresh air seems like a
being under a rock
at times.
I never not wanted
to be your friend,
ma'am and I hope
we can put this
behind...
Monday 16th April 2018 8:44 pm
Tanga
Lakas ng kapit sa memory ko
hirap kalimutan
nagmumukha na akong baliw
kakausap sa sarili ko
na huwag na
hindi dapat dahil sa kanya
wala ka naman
iniiwasan naman
sa panaginip naman nagpaparamdam
bakit hindi mo ayusin
mukhang kang tanga
Sunday 15th April 2018 1:04 pm
I'm Out Of My Head
{I'm Out Of My Head}
Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
I'm out of my
head with thinking
of you
and all I want to
do is to go to
sleep to dream
of you all
the same
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2016 but posting here on April 14,2018
Sunday 15th April 2018 12:22 am
I See So Clearly
{I See So Clearly}
Well I set here with
all this shame and
guilt of what I've
done but nothing
can never undo the
hurt I have caused
you
And lord knows
I hate myself for it
And how I was
so wrong
And I hope one day
that you will be able
to forgive me for
my hurt and damage
and tears and pain I have
done and ...
Sunday 15th April 2018 12:13 am
My Illusion's
{My Illusion's}
I am having back to
back illusion's of you
And I'm wishing and
seeing you in the faring
clearing distance of the
hot burning desert
sands of our life
packed into an hour
glass bottle
And as the sands of
time starts to run out
for us I look a little
bit closer and I see
you slowly disappearing
once again from my sig...
Saturday 14th April 2018 11:59 pm
I Maybe Fragile
{I Maybe Fragile}
I maybe fragile but I am
me I will battle back
with all I have inside
of me until I no longer
can continue my battle
And just because I
am fragile doesn't mean
that I will break if you
touch me
And I may get a little
bit but more than likely
nothing will happen
so don't be alarmed
and afraid of me or
...
Saturday 14th April 2018 11:44 pm
New Mills Festival Poetry Trail
I'm putting together a poetry trail for the New Mills Festival. The festival begins 14 September and runs for three weeks. Poem will appear in shop windows throughout the town. We will have a round-robin poetry reading for participants on 26 September 2018 at The Butterfly House at the Torrs. The deadline for submissions is the end of May, but I'm accepting poems as I go, so it is best to get them...
Thursday 5th April 2018 10:46 am
The Plot
The Stoner
There be a stoner, a mighty old one, wrinkled skin, twisted toes, frail and fragile, as if a tiny little nudge can dismantle his assembled soul. He’s not a person, not at least now, may be once, but long forgotten. Now he is a shadow of a soul. He is fragmented so is his mind. He would talk you through rubbish and say nothing, but then when you least expect it he says the thing. Spec...
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:37 pm
Grim
The flower grew within, the fumes were fornicated. Bastards grew on paper, spilt ink spread their legs to the core of chaos. Thus the evil brewed bombs. You don’t see a shadow in the dark docile day. Only when it burns you can see your damned skin and the fire. The shadow of a truth turning grey, sat beside by the yellow day!
PC: Unknown
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:29 pm
Moist
It's moist, in either of the sides
Some surpass the water and some would happily drown.
as for me, I prefer to drink up.
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:27 pm
The steps of losing your mind
You stare.
Thinking isn’t your game, anymore.
Wait for the next reflex to barge in.
Stare.
PC: unknown.
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:21 pm
Too blue to breathe
Blended is thy blue and sly be the cue
one flew over two,
resting in peace a few,
me and me and me and me and you.
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:19 pm
Clink
Piercing poles of what shattered in abruptness
Has a bit of touch to it.
Strange things with glasses, I tell you.
Sunday 1st April 2018 6:15 pm
I found a rock in my shoe by Belade
I found a rock in my shoe by Belade Kodasso
I found a rock in my shoe
I found a rock on a shrew
I found a rock in my bed
I found a rock on my head
I found a rock with my tutor
I found a rock next to a sharpshooter
I found a rock close to my teacher
I found a rock for the grim reaper
I found a rock in my hair
Try find one if you dare
Sunday 1st April 2018 10:55 am
poetry by numbers
numbers do not the soul touch
or rouse from depths of reverie
whose shallow sepulchral beauty
surface deep revelations aplenty
plead with matrimonial vows
parchment scribbles & ceremonies
do not a marriage make and
neither will ice cream make us
any colder after calories kick in
poetry’s soul may ride its form
but it transcends empirical parts
its triumph: Pinocchio shedding his strings
Saturday 24th March 2018 9:14 pm
He Tried To Destroy Her
{He Tried To Destroy Her}
He tried to destroy her by his sneaky little secrets and little lies that he kept hidden deep down until that dark day she found out about all of his hidden dark secrets that's when her world came unglued
because she gave her all to this man and then return only thing she ever got was just his lies and dishonesty and secrets and his cheating ways t...
Friday 23rd March 2018 2:57 am
I Am Not Okay
{I Am Not Okay}
I am not okay
I am not happy
I am not sure if I want my life to continue on living this freaking nightmare
I am not beautiful
I am the one everyone calls the ugly duckling
I am a incurable plagued person
I am depression
I am suicidal
I am a lost cause
I am hurt
I am pain
I am sickness
I am a invisible person that no one attends to see beyond the sick...
Friday 23rd March 2018 2:29 am
Why~Why Did I
{Why~Why Did I}
Why did I love you
Why did I care for you so much
Why did I you break my heart into for
Why did you promise me the world and to be your forever queen and all I got was these washed out bull shit lies and dreams from you that rings out loud inside of my head that I wish was freaking dead
Why~Why did I
Why did you leave me in this unforgettable heartache to dro...
Wednesday 21st March 2018 2:25 am
poetic succession
There is always a poem after this one;
the understudy to today's centre stage:
This poem however, is never unimportant,
it is as individual as the poem that follows;
many written poems have unwritten forbears-
each poem is breathed and lived; rarely spoken.
The panorama of this poem is found in one place –
the window of its reader's imagination;
so each poem is the beginning po...
Tuesday 20th March 2018 11:13 am
Believe it or not
Believe it or not but you are a culprit
Believe it or not but you are dead
All the words you speak, the thoughts you have
It's all what they fed
The collar is around your neck
The rein is in their hands
No matter how far you wanna go
You do what they say instead.
Saturday 17th March 2018 12:32 pm
Glass Paint
I am a weaver of words. Make no mistake I said words, not wisdom.
I am a coniessuer of simulies, and synonyms.
My shelves are lined with glass beakers and tubes containing syllables, but I am no alchemist.
Make no mistake, though, I am a poet.
I will reach for the sharpest edges of your mind, and whether I come home with lifelong scars or your lifelong adoration - I don't mind.
No, I don't be...
Friday 16th March 2018 1:54 am
Paper Mache’
I glue on paper faces
Painted paper emotions
Youthful expressions
Air brushed lines
That time erases
I look at my faces
Paper crayon images
Counterfeit impressions
Hollowed traces of me
Through bits of torn canvas
Paper-cuts in deeper places
Finding it is no longer me I see
Dog-eared moments torn away
Pages of pulp fiction
Shreds of emotions
Confetti to...
Wednesday 14th March 2018 3:01 pm
Shy Guy
{Shy Guy}
He was a little bit of
a shy guy who seemed
to keep to himself
besides talking to a
few of his co-workers
where he worked at
And as the neighbor
next door to him saw
him all the time he
reminded her of a
cute fuzzy bear that
played in stars wars
called ewok because
his cheeks was
roundish oval shaped
with a some hair ar...
Monday 12th March 2018 2:14 am
When You've Took Away All My Will Power
{When You've Took Away All My Will Power}
When you've took away
all of my will power as a
human being and as a
woman as well I have
lost my dignity I feel
ashamed of myself
constantly I feel like that
I have to hide my real
self and I have to hide
my face and my body
from everyone because
I might not meet their
standards and that you
migh...
Sunday 11th March 2018 11:17 am
EVACUATING HEREFORD
EVACUATING HEREFORD
From Fir Tree Lane junction and the Straight Mile
Near where World War Two hand grenades were found,
They shut roads and placed a cordon around
So they could make things safe army style;
People were moved out of homes for a while
Taking all their pets, every cat and hound;
As warning cones were put down on the ground,
A real nuisance there was hardl...
Wednesday 7th March 2018 11:26 pm
The Darkness From Within A Gothic Soul
{The Darkness From Within A Gothic Soul}
The darkness within us
is feeding us constant
painful death cries that
sometimes sound's so bitter
sweet to our ears as they slowly
bleed red-white-blue while
being covered in blackish
gothic tattoos
But as the silent lies makes
us want to continue to cry out
in that gothic tattooed pain as we
merely t...
Wednesday 28th February 2018 2:24 am
She Knows
{She Knows}
She knows she's sexy,
She knows how
to get your
motor running
and keep it
humming, She's
always sexy,
even on her
worse day's
when she thinks
she looks her
worse and
still she is my
kind
of sexy
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 26,2018
...Tuesday 27th February 2018 4:10 am
This Hard Cold Piece Of Steel
{This Hard Cold Piece Of Steel}
This hard
cold piece
of steel gives
my heart
thrill's
and
chill's
that you
cold never
do
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting on February 26,2018
Tuesday 27th February 2018 2:38 am
Red Pearl
Red Pearl
You are such a beautiful woman and I spent my life trying to find you
as I look at the waters of the beach, so beautiful and so sparkling blue
but in the water, I see something shining and I see it staring at me
I must go get it, before it is too late
the wind is perfect and it is such a perfect day
I see it and I swam for it and I saw millions of diamonds
...
Monday 26th February 2018 1:59 am
Don't Cry Over Me
{Don't Cry Over Me}
Don't cry over me
Don't feel sad for me
Don't you think that
I didn't want
to stay but I
couldn't because I
had to go because
God needed me more
Don't you think that
I didn't Iove you
because I did
and I always will
even from above now
Don't cry over me
Don't you forget that
now I'm your angel
watching over you
...Sunday 25th February 2018 3:46 pm
She Died And I Died To
{She Died And I Died To}
She was a beautiful
woman that I got
attached to very
quickly because she
would write little
poems that was like
a visionary fairytale
of what life could be
for me and her
But then my beautiful
beauty got really bad
sick as the day's
passed into the
darkest hours of the
nights my heart was
breaking into to see
her like this ...
Sunday 25th February 2018 11:24 am
In The Arm's Of An Angel
{In The Arm's Of An Angel}
As I have been
wrapped up in the
carrying loving arms
of my angel and he
came to me so long
ago now and you have
been there loving
and guiding me the
whole way no matter
how hard life may get
for me and through
my pains and sicknesses
I've always had you there
tocomfort me the entire
way and so many times
when...
Sunday 25th February 2018 7:52 am
What I Need
{What I Need}
What I need is to be
the same person I was
before chiari
And what I need is
to be that person who
can be able to cope
with life again
And I need to feel
calm and not so
panicky
And I need to feel
good about myself
And not so bad
about myself
And for the thing's in
my life that I am u...
Sunday 25th February 2018 2:34 am
Hold Me
When my heart is in pain, the most amazing thing that could heal me
is if you stand behind me and hold me, the warmth of your body will sooth me
when you hold me, you heal my wounds and you heal my pain
and soon I will smile and see better days again
you may be the love of my life, but you are my true friend
I will always hold you in my arms and I promise to nev...
Saturday 24th February 2018 12:00 pm
Murderous Tears
{Murderous Tears}
These murderous tears
follows down my cheeks
wetting my shirt as I gently
wipe them away like the
way the did you by murdering
you in cold blooded murder
and it left me here like a
child that was orphaned
to survive in these darkened
cold streets that the
blood stained asphalt
surrounds my feet
But I cannot fathom
how th...
Saturday 24th February 2018 9:00 am
Starry Skies
{Starry Skies}
Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
the night starry
skies are shining
through you just
like when I gaze
into your starry
twinkling burning
fiery eyes that is
intoxicating to resist
that always lights up
my life
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer October 3,2016 but posting here on February 23,2018
Saturday 24th February 2018 1:36 am
Alone
{Alone}
Sometimes I look into
a mirror to see my face
so I don't look so crazy
asI talk to myself
And sometimes when I
am missing you I will
hold my dead phone
against my face so I
don'tlook so crazy as
I pretend to talk to
myself while wishing
the whole time that
it is you
And this only
happens when I
feel so alone
wit...
Saturday 24th February 2018 1:11 am
What Is This?
{What Is This?}
What is this game we call life
And how do you win
And how do you survive
And how do you make it out alive
And do we use pawns
And do we have check mates
And you say that my heart will do just fine
Or will this game we call life will I make it out alive
And only in due time will tell me if I shall survive
©Tina Glov...
Friday 23rd February 2018 4:16 pm
Him
{Him}
He loves me,
He loves me not,
I love him,
He loves me not,
I fought for us,
He didn't,
I chased him,
He didn't chase me,
I saw the sparks in his eyes,
I saw the way he looked at her,
I watched his body movement,
I watched him kiss her all of the time,
I've wrote a thousand songs for him,
I have sang a thousand songs for him,
I shipped a thousand feeling's to him,
But he...
Friday 23rd February 2018 4:02 pm
To Hear Your Name
{To Hear Your Name}
To hear your name
it's just like another
dulling sword that
has pierced straight
through my heart
ooh-ooh the pain
To hear your name
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer August 11,2016 but posting here on February 23,2018
Friday 23rd February 2018 3:39 pm
Survival
{Survival}
All I need
is if I was
the only human
on the planet
is my furry
friend by my
side then I'll
be doing just
fine and dandy
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 10:26 pm
The Darkness
{The Darkness}
Your whole
aura is
giving off
that deep
down darkness
that we all
fear to love
but you are
making yours
absolutely
intoxicating
to resist
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 10:18 pm
The Moment
{The Moment}
The moment
when happiness
arrives but some
stubborn asshole
comes along to
screw that up for
you so steer clear
of all assholes
that's even
including you
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 10:00 pm
Just So Sick
{Just So Sick}
I'm so sick of
being so tired
of being so weak
all of the time
due to my
illness and
sickness but I
hope and pray
it will get
better for me
but I honestly
don't know if
it ever will
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer 2017 but posting here on February 21,2018
Wednesday 21st February 2018 9:51 pm
Choices
Green plastic army men
Barbie plays with Ken
Drafted are the boys to men
Someone’s started a fight
The girls can choose to abort
Politicians say they have that right
Choose to prostitute then they will prosecute
Pro-choice is not the right to choose
Only the right to a choice
Tuesday 20th February 2018 2:55 pm
A Cooks Wish
Praise me if you wish
For yesterdays dish
The meal you did not finish
The sauce your spoon would not tarnish
The dinner you did not touch when it was fresh
Saying now this dish smells of Melville's fish
Do not consume the meal when the chef's gone to bed
Pay me no compliments after the dogs are fed
Who wants recognition after they’re trodden;
After they are gallows led?
...Friday 16th February 2018 4:59 pm
Scattered Minds
A scattered mind,
Isn't to hard to find,
Especially if it's mine,
Is insanity such a crime?
We don't have much time,
Don't be like your dad,
I hear,
Do you think it's a fad?
I wonder,
Does blood really stain?
Or do you think this judgement is simply too vein?
Let me reign,
I'll take away the pain,
I'll stick listening to my brain,
And leave your bleeding h...
Friday 16th February 2018 3:28 am
When I Am A Sleep Or Awake
{When I Am A Sleep Or Awake}
When I am a sleep or awake I dream of you all the same
©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/ One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer Originally written in 2016 but posting here on February 15,2018
Thursday 15th February 2018 10:36 pm
Erotic Naughty Poems
(Eroitc Naughty Poems)
He walks in from work with his shirt draping off his rock hard body that has me looking straight at him in his eyes while locking on with his eyes then I start to twist and bitting my tongue and lips while licking them wanting to taste his body on my lips and you can't take it anymore I get up walking over to him while doing a sexy stripper walk dance while...
Friday 9th February 2018 11:03 am
Erotic Naughty Girl Poem
{Eroitc Naughty Girl Poem}
Chain me up and put a collar around my neck and then you command me to sit down on my plumped ass and then you are telling me to follow you and then you are telling me to beg you for harder punishment like a dog and then you are yanking on my chain and then you are telling me to climb up on the bed and then pulling out the leather whip then you spank my ass...
Friday 9th February 2018 2:02 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #50 (Havana)
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #50 (Havana)
My heart is hurting because I left something extra special behind in beautiful Havana
He was a tall tan skinned man that was a tall glass of water that kept thrusting for him day and night and I think I am about ready to lose my mind because of that man in Havana
And as I need and want Havana to appe...
Thursday 8th February 2018 9:50 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #49 (Doobie-Doobie)
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #49 (Doobie-Doobie)
(Doobie-Doobie)
When the doobie-doobie drugs don't work any more girl you are just a fool if you think love don't hurt because hot damn it does that's why one more blow to sniff until I cannot breathe
And when the doobie-doobie-doobie don't work any more as one more sniff and one more puff and popping one mor...
Thursday 8th February 2018 9:24 pm
Newport, Rhode Island
Crisp air cuts through my skin, like paper to skin
the warmth of the sun
heats the metal of the railing below my hand,
holding steady to the rough current below.
Ropes of green curl below the surface,
peeking through the waves,
currents whip past the haul,
my soul opens to the depths as I look out.
Past the cobbled staircase surrounding the light house,
and dri...
Saturday 3rd February 2018 1:07 am
Trust Is A Fickle Thing
Ever hear the phrase
“Keep your friends close but your enemies closer”?
Friends know your weaknesses,
enemies can exploit them.
Being a roommate is different than a friend
You trust your friend
You might trust your roommate at first glance
I did
I regret that decision
Living in close quarters can cause a ruckus
but not as much as disloyalty and distrust.
Knowing a ...
Saturday 3rd February 2018 1:04 am
Lies, Lies, and More Lies
“I’m fine”
F. reaking out
I. nsecure
N. eurotic
E. motional
Those are the words that F.I.N.E make up
Words that lie
“I’m fine”
I say as my mind reels and races through time.
Not a day goes by that I don’t question myself.
My misconceptions and decisions.
I wish I knew how to express my thoughts
Maybe in a conclusive way,
one that was easily understood
and ...
Saturday 3rd February 2018 1:02 am
Ricochet
Shells fly overhead,
dust kicking up in the air
filling the lungs,
and choking the life
from the blank eyes.
Staring up wide eyed and teary
as the life slips away,
Laying there bare to the bone
stripped of the soul
lost to the sea of dust and rubble
laying underfoot of the building
...
Saturday 3rd February 2018 12:58 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #48 (His Fine Self)
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #48 (His Fine Self)
His fine self
Had my heart bumping, thumping to the never ending thirst of his endless muscles that was rippling like the ocean waters beneath our feet touching every base of my body that had me longing for you to touch me all over my body because it aches for you and do you wanna reach for the never ending thirst fo...
Friday 2nd February 2018 3:25 am
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