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Forgive but don’t forget me
I don’t want to be a bad memory,
so here I am, saying sorry,
for the things I’ve done that could possibly have hurt you;
with everything I say or done,
I hope you forgive me
before the sun sets and
hope you’ll remember me
as a good memory when the sun rises.
Sunday 31st December 2017 6:32 pm
Lost Soul
Plagued by depression
on a blades edge reflecting.
He feel the cold steel caress him
soul peeled from presence now his ghost fill the heavens.
Bereft lady luck so he swigged liquid death,
push needle past flesh to rid evils banish stress.
Demons vanquish men a past hollowed by the pen,
hollow eyed again sparking up the stem
he prophesied at Zen.
Self destructive,
liquor burst the walls o...
Tuesday 19th December 2017 3:23 pm
Battlefield of love
Emotional fortress built with broken stones,
Battle ram rushing a chill down my bones.
Forecast rain and mist,
Cutting down my sight,
Loud cries followed by their echoes,
On this battlefield of love.
Throwing spears and arrows,
Shaped as yelled sentences,
Directed at my heart,
Even the quiet whispers are able to do their part.
As the gates came crushing,
You just stood still.
S...
Sunday 17th December 2017 10:52 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47 {My Safe Haven}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #47} {My Safe Haven}
You are my
safe haven as
you wrap me up
into your heroic
? angel arms to
protect me from
all those
trespasser that
trespasses against
me and this is
actually the only
time I feel at
ease with my
freedom and life
with so much
comfort as I
hate it when I
have to leave
this plac...
Saturday 16th December 2017 1:36 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #46 {What Friendship Is}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #46} {What Friendship Is}
A friendship is
not a game to play
And it is not a few words to say to each other
And if it doesn't start until summer, spring,winter and fall and it always last throughout all of the seasonas all year long
And if it starts today, tommorow and yesterday and everyday after that and may I fall for a special...
Saturday 16th December 2017 1:00 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45 {One Last Time}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #45} {One Last Time}
One last time is what he said to me...
One last time for you to break my last hopes of us being together again...
One last time to hear another lie from your lying lips...
One last time to hear you say baby I love you and I need you in my life which was another lie of yours...
One last time for me to have my w...
Saturday 16th December 2017 12:44 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44 {Just The Way You Are}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #44} {Just The Way You Are}
His hot steamy
dreamy body,
his cowboy hat,
his sexy smile,
his sexy kissable
lips,
his dark eyes are
lost galaxies,
his walk,
his talk,
his howdy
de do ma'am,
his abs,
his cowboy
boots,
his bandana
around his
smooth neck,
his faithful ?
horse at his side,
his be...
Saturday 16th December 2017 12:24 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43 {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #43} {My Sleeping ? Angel Lily}
My
sleeping
angel
{Lily}
as her
eyes
became
to
heavy
to hold
open
any
longer
because
she
heard
Jesus
calling
her
home so
she
cried
and
gasped
for air
and then
she was
gone and
now my
life
isn't
never
gonna be
the s...
Saturday 16th December 2017 12:00 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42 {Dear Brother}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #42} {Dear Brother}
Dear Brother,
Yet another
holiday season
is upon us
`n` it still
seems like
the very
first one
without you
by my side to
open up gift's
`n` then go
outside to
make a snowman
in the white
wintery snowy
weather`n` then
come back in
out of the cold
weather to warm
...Saturday 16th December 2017 11:43 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #40 {Shh Sleep Tight}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #40} {Shh Sleep Tight}
Shh now don't
make a sound
as the ? night
falls across
this land as
you listen to
the sounds of
the busy night
outside of your
window seal as
you slowly drift
off to sleep now
shh~shh
good~night `n`
sleep tight `n`
wake with the
morning light
©One_Pissed...
Friday 15th December 2017 7:09 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39 {Alone With My Unknowns}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #39} {Alone With My Unknowns}
Face to face
expansive
uncertainty
in the
shadows if
I hold on
to you
I might
not be so
lost into it
can't we create
enough light to
force it to retreat
but you are a
part of it too
the steady ocean
in your eyes
frozen when I
wasn't looking
`n` I lay her...
Friday 15th December 2017 6:52 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #38 {She Love's The Cold}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #38} {She Love's The Cold}
I love the cold
it chills me
to the bone
it makes me
feel whole
in this
world of
unknown
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on April 15,2016 but posting here on 12/15/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 15th December 2017 6:35 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35 {I Will Not Live In Fear}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #35} {I Will Not Live In Fear}
Once upon a time
from my past I
once lived in fear
because of a situation
with an exrelationship
gone wrong because
this man became
insanely crazy over
me `n` he took it to
the point of calling
me day `n` night then
stalking me `n` showing
up in the dead of the
night trying to bre...
Thursday 14th December 2017 3:07 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #34 {You'll Never Understand}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #34}{You'll Never Understand}
You'll never
understand me
if you would
already know
my story but
I find myself
having to explain
it to you a billion
times but
apparently you'll
never hear my
silence `n` never
understand my
words if you
cannot find
away to
understand
me
...
Thursday 14th December 2017 2:27 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #33 {Ignoramus You}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #33} {Ignoramus You}
Why are you
such a ignoramus
person in this life?
Because you seem
to be a smart
person in general
but now I am
wondering about
that `n` I don't
deal with
ignoramus people
either you want to
chat or just keep
on ignoring me like
you have been doing
`n` it's strange how
you ...
Wednesday 13th December 2017 7:44 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #32 {I Am Holding You}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #32} {I Am Holding You}
Sweetheart I am
caressing you in
my strong arms
as I slowly lay
you on the bed
then you giggle
then I slowly turn
your cheek my way
so I can ? kiss
your lips `n` to
taste those lips
tonight are my
best burning memories
that I will remember a
life time `n` every day
for th...
Wednesday 13th December 2017 1:28 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #29 {Rose's Are Red Poems #5}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #29} {Rose's Are Red Poems #5}
? Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
`n` all I have to
say that I regret
ever meeting you
or even talking
to you a major
douchebag `n`
narcissistic man
? Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
Now please do
remember your
sex difficulties by
not being able to
satisfy your ...
Tuesday 12th December 2017 1:07 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #25 {Rose's Are Red Poems #1}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #25 {Rose's Are Red Poems #1}
? Rose's are red,
Violet's are blue,
Now you are nothing
but a lame ass? joker
that needs to have
his croaker
removed all together
so there
won't be no more
forced
innocent victims that
you can
capture `n` then
killing them
slowly
? Rose's are red,
Violet's are ...
Monday 11th December 2017 10:52 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24 {Unsolved Mysteries}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #24} {Unsolved Mysteries}
Ain't it funny
how some people
puts in an effort
in at first then
they don't any
more because they
vanish like
someone that's
missing due to
an unsolved
mystery` n` that's
all they'll ever
really be
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover ...
Monday 11th December 2017 7:38 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #20 {Every Evening}
You don't know
how it is when
you cry yourself
to sleep because
you are
missing
someone so
much
that your ?
heart
is breaking
on the
inside
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on January 15,2014 but posting here on 12/10/...
Sunday 10th December 2017 5:11 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19 {Living Death Traps}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #19} {Living Death Traps}
Well for many year's
now I have a
reoccurring vision, nightmare, illusion
that has me living
out a hellish living
death trap that haunt's
me ? night after
when I am able to
sleep
but most night's while
I am asleep I start
to have these dreams
or vision's that seems
so l...
Sunday 10th December 2017 4:15 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #18 {He Just Don't Realize That I Still Care}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #18} {He Just Don't Realize That I Still Care}
He treats me like
I never really even
existed to him even
when I did `n` now wish
I didn't exist to him
but in his reality I
don't or never did but
I still do care though
`n` he doesn't care about
me or never really did
because if he did he
would at...
Sunday 10th December 2017 10:26 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #14 {My Story}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #14} {My Story}
The word's of
inspiration,
dream's from
that certain
person has been
beautifully
written on the
walls inked
down `n` linked
straight to my
soul that gives
me that courage
`n` strengths to
fight `n` my
battle because
I'll always
survive if it
takes the last
breaths in me
`n`...
Saturday 9th December 2017 11:44 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13 {No Southern Belle's Or Gentleman Far As My Can See}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13} {No Southern Belle's Or Gentleman Far As My Can See}
If this is the
main street
where southern
belle's `n`
gentleman are born
at please stand
them up in a
line for the
world to feel
pity for the
red,white,blue
trashy redneck's
`n` hillbillies
which means
you too
Because I
don't se...
Saturday 9th December 2017 10:18 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #12 {White Snow Flakes}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #12} {White Snow Flakes}
The white
snow flakes
began to fall
down like
the coldest
december
weather
outside
pearched on
my doorstep
`n` through
the darkened
dark of ?
night's of the
meadows that
once was
glistening white
`n` the white
snow flakes
began to mix
into a black
convoy ech...
Saturday 9th December 2017 9:07 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #11{Noiseless Silence}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #11} {Noiseless Silence}
The sound's
of the noiseless
silence that
ringings out
in their head's
like the
amplifiers
sound's off
that she's
dead `n` she
lays there in
the echoes of
hysteria `n`
the noiseless
noise covered
her lifeless
emotionless
body with the
darkness as
the amplifiers
...Saturday 9th December 2017 8:40 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #10 {One Wish}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #10} {One Wish}
If I could
have one wish
I would wish
to wake~up
every day to
the sound of
your breath
on my neck `n`
the warmth of
your lips on my
cheeks `n` the
soft~roughness
of your touch of
your finger's on
my naked skin
`n` the feel of your
beating ? heart
with mine as one
`n` kn...
Saturday 9th December 2017 2:37 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #9 {My Shawty}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #9} {My Shawty}
I am gaga for
you shawty
`n`
there's no
body like my
shawty
`n`
shawty you
make me fall
for you `n`
can't you see
what you are
doing to me as
I yell it to the
world around us
`n`
my shawty
recuse me from
the cold darkened
waters that I
was drowning in
`n`
...
Saturday 9th December 2017 10:16 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #7 {A Story About Me I Will Always Tell It}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #7} {A Story About Me I Will Tell It}
If there's
a story
about my
life that's
a story
that I
will have
to be the
one to
tell
because I'm
the only
who knows it
`n` can
tell my
story so
well `n` until
then my
story will
remain untold
©One_Pissed_Off_Americ...
Saturday 9th December 2017 6:29 am
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3 {When You Are Not Happy}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} {When You Are Not Happy}
When everyone
around you is
happy but you
try really hard
to be happy but
happiness will
not come or
step back into
your life no
matter how
hard you try
to make it
happen
`N` some day's
I wish that
I could sleep
an eternal sleep
so no would
hear a pee...
Friday 8th December 2017 11:12 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2 {Sometimes}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #2} {Sometimes}
Sometimes
I feel
lost in
this evil
corrupted
world we
have to
call home
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/08/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 8th December 2017 10:53 pm
Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1 {What A Southern Queen Feels}
{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #1} {What A Southern Queen Feels}
Sometimes the
southern queen
feels pain, hurt
`n` attachments
to people that
she shouldn't
in the first
place as she
tries to hide
all the hurt `n`
pain away from
the surrounding
world around her
But that's her
biggest mistake
which becomes
her downfa...
Friday 8th December 2017 10:43 pm
Flash Backs `N` Nightmares
{Flash Backs `N` Nightmares}
The bad flash backs `n` nightmares haunt's my life `n` mind `n` memory today it washes over my whole body almost crippling it like the first time it occurred it's purely agony on my poor old soul that I wish would disappear from me because it's a wrecking ball to my life today
`N` I can still see the flash backs `n` nightmares of the bu...
Friday 8th December 2017 6:56 pm
Satan's Child
{Satan's Child}
He was born into
the world of
darkness with
the markings of
his father's
mark~of~the~beast
in three numbers of
six~six~six hidden
beneath the darken
fleshy flesh on his
corrupted body this
he had to bear
upon this world
causing chaos and
ruckus throughout
this evil land of
his father's Satan
...
Friday 8th December 2017 6:01 pm
How Blessed I Am To Have You
{How Blessed I Am To Have You}
I couldn't
even start to
fathom how
blessed I am
to have you in
this life with
me and in any
other life~time
before and here
after and no
matter where
or when I would
always still
choose to fall in
love with you
my darling
love
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover...
Friday 8th December 2017 4:30 am
I Do Believe
{I Do Believe}
I do believe
that God above
created you for
me to pick and
love unconditionally
and he picked you
out from all of the
rest because he
knew that I'd love
you the very best
I possibly can do
only for you
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on February 1,2014 but posting ...
Friday 8th December 2017 3:56 am
Once Was His Queen
{Once Was His Queen}
I was once your queen
You was once my king
but now I am nothing not even a friend to you
and now I cannot stand that you are still alive and breathing
and you have moved on like I never was your queen or even your lover
and I try to move on but I'm always hoping for us to make our ways back to each other but I know that will never happen ...
Friday 8th December 2017 3:32 am
Drape The Flag Over My Casket
{Drape The Flag Over My Casket}
As I lost the war that I was facing but please deliver this message to my family and loved one's back in the states
I am sorry that I couldn't make out of this nightmare but I'll always be flying with you only from heaven above now but I do miss you and love you all and please don't cry because this military woman is finally at peace and they ...
Thursday 7th December 2017 9:00 pm
We Stand Army Strong
{We Stand Army Strong}
We stand under the American flag with us being stronger than before because we are united and Army Strong
But when thing's gets dicey outside around us we pick ourselves back up two by two while filing out of the doorway two by two with our weapons in our hands with our military brother's and sister's standing strong by our side even while we may be un...
Thursday 7th December 2017 8:38 pm
Where Does The Time Go To
{Where Does The Time Go To}
As I reflect back on my childhood and then as a teenager and now as a adult and time is fastly slipping away on that slippery slope and there's no way to slow it down
And soon what has been waiting us will catch up with us in the end
And death is calling out our names of course
And I have so much to show for my life but ...
Thursday 7th December 2017 7:47 pm
You Best Let Me Know
{You Best Let Me Know}
You best be letting me know something boy because I am sick and so tired of me waiting for you to show me that you want me and that you do need me and that you actually do love me for real and not your kind of fake love crap and boy you best be getting to showing me someone or someone else will show me that they need me and that they do love me and see it will ...
Thursday 7th December 2017 1:17 pm
Hey Baby
{Hey Baby}
Hey baby
when we
are
together
And we are
doing
thing's that
we love
to do boy
I need you
to know how
each time I
feel like
I am in
"Heaven"
feeling like
I am high
off of our
love
And I don't
want to let
you go
And boy I
just need
you to know
boy how much
...Thursday 7th December 2017 6:55 am
War Paint
{War Paint}
I may wear
war paint on
my face but I
will not let you
say or consider
me as a ?
clown because of
my back~ground
and my native
american culture
because many men
and women has to
put on their war
paint on their faces
before wars and
battles just like
our own military
troops does today
and they are not
to be conside...
Thursday 7th December 2017 6:33 am
Time
{Time}
One day at a
time that
will ease my
weary troubled
mind
And just maybe
it will ease all
my wonders
away one day
And it's supposed
to get easier but
it will in all due
time but it still
remains the
same that you
are not here
with us
And all the
crazy facial
expressions
you made
somet...
Thursday 7th December 2017 6:15 am
Desirable Lust
{Desirable Lust}
Your sweet lust
holds me so pure
and can tempt
me from what
I do desire which
is you and the
unstoppable aching
from my body
needing the every
day light that I
am feeling for you
and I am your
sex slave and I
will not never
stop lusting for
you because you
are my rare drug
that I cannot
stop lusting for
and tha...
Thursday 7th December 2017 3:24 am
Let These Boot's Do The Walking
{Let These Boot's Do The Walking}
Little darling you
have walked all
over my ?
heart for it seems
to be like a
million year's or
more now and
now it's high
time for these
boots to do the
walking all
over your ?
heart and face
and then before
I am done I
will stomp your
? heart and
face into this
dang southern
ground that I
...Thursday 7th December 2017 3:04 am
Keepin` It Country
{Keepin` It Country}
I don't have to have the finer thing's in life just keep it simple like me buy me something in pink or purple camouflage because that will keep my ? heart pumping, thumbing, jumping all day long because I'm keepin` it country because this sweet southern charm is real pure country and I do believe I'll be keepin` it that way and it's simple I was born that way or ...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 11:46 pm
California~Birmingham Skies
{California~Birmingham Skies}
He was twisted up into the California skies always needing that extra special gift of love that would feel his ? heart with happiness for the rest of his day's on this planet but he painting his words of wisdom across the skies in California with the wanting to dedicating his self to this world the way he should have so long ago before his hair got all gr...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 11:32 pm
No Guarantees
{No Guarantees}
There's no guarantees
that you actually ever
loved me at all
And
There's no guarantees
that you was even
worth my tears over
these year's
And I'm not gonna cry
and I sure as hell ain't
gonna shed no more
tears for you since
you left me to be with
her and tore my world
apart while breaking and
wreckin...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 11:02 pm
My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily
{My Forever Sleeping ? Angel Daughter Lily}
My forever sleeping angel daughter Lily as her eyes became to heavy to hold open any longer because she heard Jesus calling her home so she cried out one last time and took one big gasp of air into her tiny lungs and then she was gone and now me or her daddy's life isn't never gonna be the same because we don't have beautiful our little Lily...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 9:35 pm
Baby No Hand's Needed
{Baby No Hand's Needed}
Baby no hands needed as I walk up on you then drop it to the floor in front of you while you are wanting to smack and grab my booty but I turn around saying no~no baby no hands needed as you are loving my rump shaker style because you are wylin on me while I'm dropping it like the newest stripper at the dance club classes shaking my salt shaker up and down rubb...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 4:44 pm
She's Trying
{She's Trying}
She's trying to forget:
She's trying truly to
force herself to
forget about the
conversations
between them
She's trying so hard
to forget his voice
She's trying to forget
how he made her laugh
even though she felt like
she's was dying on
the inside
She's trying to forget
all the beautiful
romance...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:59 pm
The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime
{The Awaited Love Of A Lifetime}
This shy girl awaited
for the love of her
lifetime to come a
long into her lonely
life that made this
delicate ? rose
stays so closed off
to the outside world
around her and even
more so to men
because the way she
has been hurt before
so she closed the
doors for finding her
love of a lifetime and
she me...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 3:32 pm
She Misses Him Badly
{She Misses Him Badly}
They shared something
so beautiful and something
so deep and true but that
was so truthful lustful love
affair ended to soon because
he didn't believe her so she
went on her way no matter
how much she cared or loved
him and so much she wanted
to stay but she knew that
they would only hurt each
other in the end and they
did bec...
Wednesday 6th December 2017 7:33 am
His Eye's~His Everything
{His Eye's~His Everything}
His eyes are like getting lost into deep space nine with the glory of the heavens shining through them
His word's was earth moving to her ? heart that she kept so hidden from everyone in deep space nine
His voice was like the soft angel's singing out her name with touch of roughness to it which she founded to be intoxicating
His hair was like sil...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 11:13 pm
She's Shy
{She's Shy}
She's always been shy
She's always
been tossed away
because of her
shyness
She's always
been hiding from
the surrounding
world around her
because of shyness
She's always been
unseen, unnoticed,
unheard of because
of bad case of
shyness
She wishes that
her shyness would
disappear one day
so she will be adored
by...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 4:05 pm
Angry Quote #10
{Angry Quote #10}
Ol` boy
if you
ain't
nothing
but a
possum
on that
stump
way
over
yonder
{Translation:
Meaning that's
as good as it gets}
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written in August 3,2016 but posting here on 12/05/2017 all rights reserved
Tuesday 5th December 2017 3:38 pm
Conceit And Vanity Quote #1
{Conceit And Vanity Quote #1}
Maggie
was such
a stuck
up that
she'd
would
drown
in a
rainstorm
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written in August 3,2016 but posting here 12/05/2017 all rights reserved
Tuesday 5th December 2017 3:26 pm
His Writing
{His Writing}
His writing was leaving me wanting more of his countless thoughtful thinking of my writing style and his word's are still visitable to my eyes and it has me yearning, wanting to know more about this man that is kind with his wisdom that is beyond his golden year's that had me reviewing his word's of beauty that had placed a big smile upon my face and lit up my eyes with...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 5:58 am
His Writing
{His Writing}
His writing was leaving me wanting more of his countless thoughtful thinking of my writing style and his word's are still visitable to my eyes and it has me yearning, wanting to know more about this man that is kind with wisdom beyond his golden year's that had me reviewing his word's of beauty that had placed a big smile upon my face and lit up my eyes with starlets of...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 5:57 am
He Was Her Drug Of Choice
{He Was Her Drug Of Choice}
He was
her favorite
choice of
drug that
left her
? tongue
tingling feeling
of desiring
him that made
her feel high
like floating on
cloud nine
and the
tingling feeling
on her lips
dripping wet
from licking
him like a
? lollipop drug
for the first
test run until
he has went comple...
Tuesday 5th December 2017 12:27 am
He Was Gone With The Wind
{He Was Gone With The Wind}
He was gone with the wind
but when left with the wind he wrecked my ? heart like a nuclear war head exploding killing everything good that once existed inside of me
but now I'm sitting here in this pain that is driving me to drink one more shot to try to forget about the wind that blew through my loving arms
that hasn't returned or never will a...
Monday 4th December 2017 9:29 pm
I Feel You In My Bones
{I Feel You In My Bones}
I feel you in my bones
I feel you embracing so deep that I feel it in my bones even though you are no longer here with me it's your everlasting ever essence of you that has me feenin for you
I feel you in my bones so much that I still carry your love with me every where I go
I feel you in my bones as the day's are long
I feel you in my bones ...
Monday 4th December 2017 8:54 pm
Conceit And Vanity Quote #2
{Conceit And Vanity Quote #2}
Betty~Lou
was a
woman
that was
so stuck
up higher
than a light
pole
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on August 3,2016 but posting here 12/04/2017
Monday 4th December 2017 7:22 am
Conceit And Vanity Quote #3
{Conceit And Vanity Quote #3}
That old
Billie~Bob
think's that
the ⛅ sun
comes up
just to hear
him crow
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover originally written on August 3,2016 but posting here on 12/03/2017 all rights reserved
Monday 4th December 2017 4:46 am
Mad At Myself
{Mad At Myself}
I'm so
blame
mad at
myself not
you
I'm so
blame mad
for me
always being
so nice to
you and me
always
apologizing
for thing's I
didn't do
And I really
am mad at
myself for
getting so
attached to you
And making
my life
depended on
you and
wasting my
...Sunday 3rd December 2017 10:49 pm
With This ? Rose
{With This ? Rose}
I will keep it with me even after it withers and died
And
I'll place into a book to hold our love that way until the very end of all times
Because with this ? rose is delicate to the touch so protect it with your love
And
Your love is forever real
And
As the day's is lon...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 10:26 pm
Choice's
{Choice's}
Well I'm stuck in a hard spot with a beautiful new blooming romantic relationship because this person has asked me for my hand in marriage and I'm somewhat scared to make a big commitment to him like that knowing I've had bad experiences with my past relationships before him
And mu mind is telling me to listen to my ? heart that is still beaten up because of ...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 6:07 pm
Thug Life Quote/Of Mine #2
{Thug Life Quote/Of Mine #2}
Through my eyes
you all will one day
see the real world
the way God meant it
to be without killings,
murderers walking
free in our society
and our young youth
having to slang dope
to put in their mailboxes
to support and feed their
poor families so they can
survive through to a
...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 4:19 pm
Thug Life Quote/Of Mine #1
{Thug Life Quote/Of Mine #1}
The thug life
in me is one
day going to
set it off by
dropping the whole
world to it's
knees as you
will flow through
me and I will
go out in a blaze
of glory as God
made me to do
And my lil homies I ain't mad at cha
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 1...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 3:55 pm
Sometimes You Forget About Yourself
{Sometimes You Forget About Yourself}
Sometimes you do
forget about
yourself when you
are to busy
taking care of
someone else and
other people to
but always
remember to take
a little time for
yourself and always
remember about
yourself because
if you don't no
one else will
©One_Pissed_Off_Americ...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 3:36 pm
Rare Brain Disease
Sunday, March 6, 2016
Rare Brain Disease
When you have a rare
brain disease with no cure yet
So long ago as me being
inside my mother's
womb a very bad rare
brain disease was
passed on to me while
I was inside of my mother's
womb
Then from that time I
have found out that my
disease is called Arnold Chiari
Malformation Disease
a...
Sunday 3rd December 2017 1:18 pm
A Crime Of Loving Him
{A Crime Of Loving Him}
If loving him
is a crime in
the eyes of
the law well
go head
lock me
up and throw
away that key
because I am
as guilty as can be
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/03/2017 all rights reserved
Sunday 3rd December 2017 12:23 pm
Black ? Sheep
{Black ? Sheep}
As the black ? sheep is an outcast in your eyes
But if that black ? sheep gets the chance they will be the one's leading the pack
Because they can only with stand so much hurt and pain until one day they will strike you without warning they will deploy a decoy to get you to believe them and having you hooked like reading a old romantic book...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 6:23 pm
Mother Earth
{Mother Earth}
We honor mother earth to keep mother earth clean and to protect her from all the trash, toxins, killable gasses, oils that's polluting mother earth from sea to shinning sea and not to be polluted by this drilling with all this fracking that is supposedly all natural fracking but as mother earth only scream's out in bloody murder and sickening pain as you keep poisoning her ...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 5:30 pm
How Do I Stop Thinking Of Him?
{How Do I Stop Thinking Of Him?}
How do I stop thinking about him because it's been made clear he sure as hell ain't thinking about me
I honestly don't get it am I that bad of person that he does me this way
Please tell me is it me or did you not understand my rare brain disease and the side effects of it or did you simply find it amusing to fuck my li...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 10:49 am
Bad Luck With Love
{Bad Luck With Love}
He was my love that cought my ? heart by the thing's he would say and show me but now he faded away like our love never meant anything to him
But it did me for what it's worth now
I miss the longing of his voice saying I love you
But now my bed is cold on one side as I lay alone tonight writing this hoping one day it might find it's...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 10:00 am
Only Love Him
{Only Love Him}
Only love him when you have to let him go
No matter how much it hurts you but you have to let him go
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/02/2017 all rights reserved
Saturday 2nd December 2017 6:02 am
My Juicy Bubble Gum Yum~Yum
{My Juicy Bubble Gum Yum~Yum}
He loves my juicy bubble gum yum~yum....
He loves to smash my juicy bubble gum yum~yum...
He loves the way my juicy bubble gum yum~yum bounces the fastest like a booty~dew in a dance shake off contest...
He loves to smack my bubble gum yum~yum leaving his hand prints on them...
He loves to rub his hands all over my juicy bubble gum yum~yum ...
Saturday 2nd December 2017 1:27 am
His Southern Berry Yum~Yum
{Southern Berry Yum~Yum}
He loves his southern berry yum~yum that he can't get enough of because he yearns for more and more of his southern berry yum~yum
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 11:16 pm
I Know You Want Me
{I Know You Want Me}
I know you want me...
You know I wanted you too...
I know you needed me...
I know I needed you too...
I know you desired me...
I know I definitely desired all of you until the very lasting drop's of you and then some...
I know you loved me...
I know that I still love you so much that it's destroying my world...
I know you devour all of me...
Friday 1st December 2017 10:17 pm
Sister's By Blood But Distant By ? Heart
{Sister's By Blood But Distant By ? Heart}
I miss my sister by blood she once was my sister not just the sister she's pretending to be today
{And I miss my blood sister}
Because as children we laughed, cried, played and loved each other like only blood sister's could do
{And I miss my blood sister}
But as we grew up got older...
Friday 1st December 2017 9:12 pm
Just A Lick
“Just A Lick”
Lick all of me
and lick all
of my sweet
delicious holes
until you make
me cum and
until I am ozzing
with all of my
sweet delicious
jucies that are
flowing from all
of
my
holes
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 12:25 pm
I Have Listened
“I Have Listened”
I have listened
and I have played
and I have obeyed
to your commands
so now it’s time
you give me some
we both can get
laid since I was a
good girl and played
with you today
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 12:12 pm
Hayloft
“Hayloft”
The hayloft love making
baby it was so sweet to
my burning infatuation
and body as you gently
laid me down on the
straw bedthen kissing my
whole body and you
even had my toes
tingling and then
you started to work
your sweet sex magic
while making me sigh
loudly because it was
like the first time we
made love all over
again baby the...
Friday 1st December 2017 11:57 am
Pleasure Me
“Pleasure Me”
Baby please pleasure me
with you kissing my
neck then nibbling on
my lips while working
your way down my
endless curves and as
you caress them with
your hand and finger
tips while running your
lips down my sides as
I sigh a little bit with
my body shaking with
excitement from me
wanting you and baby
it feels so wonderful
beca...
Friday 1st December 2017 11:42 am
What We Deserve
{What We Deserve}
You hurt me more than what I did deserve
Because I loved you more than what you deserved
And one day soon someone will pay you back the same way you done me
Because that's what you will definitely deserve
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/01/2017 all rights reserved
Friday 1st December 2017 10:30 am
Sadness Has Stolen My ? Heart
{Sadness Has Stolen My ? Heart}
My ? heart is hurting so much beyond any word's I can ink down
And the pain is tearing up my? heart and soul up
And someone please tell me how I can retrieve it
Because now the life filled with sadness of a lost love has forever stolen my? heart away
And as I'm still trying to revive it today ...
Friday 1st December 2017 9:49 am
Don't Wait
{Don't Wait}
Don't wait until it's to late to tell someone how much you do love, miss them and how much you do care
Because when they are gone no matter how loud you holler, yell, scream, shout and cry they won't be able to hear you anymore
Because it's to late because they are dead and gone
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/...
Friday 1st December 2017 6:33 am
I Run Away From You
{I Run Away From You}
I run far away from you these day's because it hurts me to even exist anymore without you but you don't or care about that shit do you no you don't
But if it was the other way around you would have been long gone a million year's ago
But now I'm always running non~stop because the hurt of not having you is more than my ? heart is will...
Friday 1st December 2017 4:34 am
Diseased Brain
{Diseased Brain}
Some day's I wish my brain worked like other's brain's did of being normal but since I was born this way I can't help it when my thinking or writing gets messed up with backwards word's or being out of place but I do fix them if I catch them
But if I could help it I would but sometimes I have no control over that and it's like chiari takes over my train of th...
Friday 1st December 2017 2:55 am
Just Maybe
I try to be there by your side throughout the year’s but now the time has come for you to be by my side through this incurable illness I am dealing with but I’m left out in the cold waiting for you and maybe that will change before I’m dead
https://wordpress.com/posts/my/unknownperson79.wordpress.com
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover Originally Writte...
Thursday 30th November 2017 8:38 pm
Popping Pills
{Popping Pills}
A bad habit of popping pills like that old tapped out addict that is looking for their next fix like a cocaine rockstar on their best high of their life
But when they come down off of that rockstar high then reality set's in then they withdraw from friend's and their family while trying to hide their pill popping addiction
But now they cannot do it anymore...
Thursday 30th November 2017 7:09 pm
Invisible ? Ghost Writer
{Invisible ? Ghost Writer}
The background scenes of a ? ghost writer that is transparent and so invisible to the outside world around her as she keeps her invisible identity hidden beyond the fences of her ghostly safety because she has been abused, beaten, verbally abused at the hand's of society and you that has left her broken for year's and as the ghostly female writer hates that she ...
Thursday 30th November 2017 5:57 pm
Tears In Her Eye's
{Tears In Her Eye's}
The tears in eye troubled sad eyes that flowed down her trouble worrisome cheeks as he laid beside her fast asleep as she slowly laid her head down on the wet pillows that was underneath her head without him even hearing her cry so as she cried and wepted for him because even though he laid beside of her she felt like she was alone in their bed and like what did I do ...
Thursday 30th November 2017 8:00 am
I Was Born This Way
{I Was Born This Way}
I was born this way
I love my native heritage with touch of country class with southern sass
So don't hate me for being born this way
And I'll be walking that long country mile
And I thank God made me this way
#Cherokee~Nation #Country~Thang #Southern~Sass
©One_Pissed_Off_American_G...
Thursday 30th November 2017 3:47 am
Hillbillies
{Hillbillies}
Hillbillies we are now entering the estate of losing our hillbilly head's as we are gonna be the one's standing tall at the end as we watch the world fall like sickened weakened match stick's being broken at the nation's expense as we as hillbillies by our blood we shall shed all the other one's not worthy of life and you call us white trash but far from that because we are t...
Thursday 30th November 2017 3:26 am
Country Is How I Live My Life
{Country Is How I Live My Life}
I live my life straight up pure country and if you need me I'll be out getting it done
While you are eating my dust in the evening sun because I love to work but I play even harder
While you are treading in my ever essence of what could have been or what you could've had
Because your once queen is doing her own thing an...
Thursday 30th November 2017 3:05 am
I Did Once Love Him
{I Did Once Love Him}
It seems like a million year's ago now that I did love him but the everescents of his memory lingers with me today the ? heartache never seems to disappear from my world as this isn't what I expected in the end but I guess it wasn't never a guaranteed any more than he gave me which was nothing but endless heartaches and in the end it was a bad hurtful dream that is s...
Thursday 30th November 2017 2:30 am
Feeling's Of Being Stalked
{Feeling's Of Being Stalked}
People in our society thinks it's okay to say they have a romantic relationship when you are stalking them showing up at certain places that they are at and then lurking around their homes or job
And would you please tell me if that's not stalking I'll kiss your assets~{ass}
Because you are crazier than I thought in the first place
...Thursday 30th November 2017 1:53 am
Truth Of Our Love
Yes this is very true for my husband he is the lighthouse in my storm that we whether together or try to overcome the things that has been placed in my life and that has affected our lives as husband and wife and he is my comfort when I need comforting and he is my light to guide me on my darkest shores that kept me away so far bay and as his love and wisdom and caring and support always guides me...
Wednesday 29th November 2017 9:26 pm
Delicate Rose Bud
{Delicate ? Rose Bud}
She was a pure gentle delicate ? rose bud that needed tender love and care because she was in fact so fragile that she had such a beauty that made her stand out on her own but the ? rose bud was so scared that she would eventually break with the wrong little bitty move but she pushed on through to grow so big and strong that she could set out on her own way
...
Wednesday 29th November 2017 8:57 pm
Loving Him
{Loving Him}
Loving him has been the best part of my life because he has given me unconditional love, support, courage, strength, and oxygen that he pump's into my lungs and body that makes me want to continue on with me battling my disease and beat it until it doesn't exist in my life anymore and he is my back~bone when I am to weak to stand on my own he pulls me through to ...
Wednesday 29th November 2017 7:41 pm
My Chiari Journey
{My Chiari Journey}
My Chiari journey hasn't been easy~peasy but it's a journey I have never had to walk alone but I have always been chiari strong as the day's are long and as my conquering journey continues on
©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 11/29/2017 all rights reserved
Wednesday 29th November 2017 7:02 pm
Letters with Words
Sky gets brighter
Black dog appears
Calling my name
Whispering as he nears
Words softened, falling
One by one, letters
Clinched, left broken
Fragments and pieces
Captured and glued
A story is breaking
Two sides reconciling
To harmony and healing
Tuesday 28th November 2017 8:13 pm
How do I love?
The lamp lit up
The dark room
Eyes half-awaked
A blank stare
At blinding light
Like a ray
Shooting the self
Capturing
Reasons to hate
The good life
That must have been
When one day
Faced a road's bend
Beheld pain
In the mirror
Bleeding tears
Drowning the sight
Of real love
Of a real man
Worth to fight
For forever
Beyond death
And to a dream
Of a life
Of love beyond
Everyth...
Saturday 25th November 2017 4:41 am
Billionaires
I hooked onto the face of a psychopath executing flagellation
ate his lobster raw
and its eyes for his eyes
his damp face from my white meat spit
elastic banded claws dropped on embroidered brogues
in Monaco gamblers we trust
rise over here and I’ll hammer you
Saturday 11th November 2017 10:15 am
As Winter looms
They tell you to try with all of your might,
But it's the things that you least expect stealing your sleep at night.
As we descend into the darkness of winter, my mind is lit up with thoughts on 5th November,
I look back, I remember you, I remember
.
Walking to Oxford Street all alone,
the people that pass by, they all seem like clones.
It's not long until they have somewhere ...
Wednesday 8th November 2017 5:01 pm
Sympathies for the Preacher
I see that depraved preacher man
Spewing at me variations of hate
For knowing variations of love,
Male, Female,
Romantic, Lustful.
In the shallowness of skin deep I have learned self-love.
I have found beauty in my body
Where I once could only envision the brokenness
A gaping hole where my heart was.
For so many years I had to reject what I felt
Kept pulling chunks of...
Sunday 5th November 2017 5:21 am
Interview with myself on my poetical journey with poems included
Affinity with words has been part of me since trying to decipher little card cut words given by a teacher, but my journey into poetry began in 2002 when something changed the course of my life as surely as a strong tiller on a lightweight boat, or piece of drift wood caught in a strong current.
Before that I was as a sycamore seed spiralling every which way in winds. What happened caused my ship ...
Wednesday 1st November 2017 10:33 pm
An Iffy Poem
With apologies to Mr Kipling... purveyor of exceedingly good poems...
An Iffy Poem
If you can write and not make rhyme your master,
If you can feel and let those feelings flow.
If you can think and find a simple structure
Which builds your thoughts of love, then lets it go.
If you can find a telling rhyme or metre
Which fits with all your tho...
Friday 27th October 2017 8:10 am
Time
Time heals
but I put my time
in an ice cube
and now global warming
struck and the feelings
have been let loose
Tuesday 24th October 2017 4:28 pm
Bags
Here's a kind of slaggy one:
Bags:
Where are those carrier bags?
No, not those recycled poncy type.
The slaggy ones, a slip of plastic,
with Key Markets or Tesco on the side,
Like me Mum had.
Throw away ones - which is exactly
what you did.
Shamelessly, without a single qualm.
plenty more where they came from.
Don't get me wrong, I salute those
...Friday 13th October 2017 12:11 pm
a toast to the afterlife
here’s to the afterlife —
what fate does the day after The Last Day hold?
doubt ,
doubt consumes man’s faith .
down into the depths of the pit
my mind descends ,
down to the caverns ,
the walls closing in .
the light dwindles ,
crushed under the weight of this apparent reality .
hopeless and helpless ,
lonely and tired .
beaten down by the endless sorrow .
di...
Wednesday 11th October 2017 11:45 pm
I am Thee and She is Me
What is the universe
If we are not here to behold it
To understand it
With all – the compacity
Of all- humanity
What am I without the world
The life that I can bring from its beauty
Would I not just be another girl
The life that fades with her beauty
My mind being
With my eyes seeing
Fueled by the galaxies
Destiny- projecting through its physicality
...Tuesday 10th October 2017 7:46 am
Stretching
The big oaks at the corner
stretch their leaves to gather the evening sun.
A breeze lifts and turns them,
dark, bright, bright, dark.
A green glitter effect
that entrances me
starting the long stretching walk along the lane.
As I walk, the sun lights overhead leaves,
creates broderie anglais shadows
where cars slowly trail only feet apart.
Above a lacy sheet of alto cumulus spreads
pi...
Saturday 7th October 2017 7:18 pm
Heavy Water
A heavy rain pressing staccato against the bedroom window
droplet snakes chase each other down to the collected pool on the dimpled lid of the wheelie bin
Inside
we are dry
we are warm
The incense stick meditates it’s aroma throughout our space
the smoke caressing our senses like an ethereal concubine
virgin candles of pink and white cast our silhouettes on the mandala that hovers ove...
Thursday 5th October 2017 4:33 pm
My Mind Is My Own
My mind is my own
But it’s thought are foreign
Their nature is a conquest of deception
Forcing perception to be an abstract idea and a tangled question
Sanity is now an opinion within itself
[no one in their right mind can understand it, and no one out of it can claim it.]
Truth no longer means
And anything is just a dream
Absence is more concrete
For it clears my mind ...
Tuesday 3rd October 2017 9:28 am
Once more
Through the pain of life
And the prick of a knife
I learnt how to live
Surrendered faith to give
I saw your devotion
Sensed life's promotion
Catastrophic promise
And disquieting dismiss
I fell into a stratagem
Darkness like tantalum
Covered in loneliness
But now harmonious
Now I'm ok
Goodbye decay
I've learnt to live again
Forgotten to deign
I'm ...
Tuesday 3rd October 2017 7:06 am
Overwhelming Sky
The overwhelming sky enthralls me
Shows me its magic, fills me with glory
Layers of stratus, piles of towering cumulus
Cirrus lacing glazes overtop
Neon pink icy scribbling on an evening horizon
Fireworks sunsets, pale sleepy dawns
Reds, yellows, purples, greens overwrite the blue and black
Gauguin, Picasso, Rothko must have felt this
The Starry Night is truth, no wonder Vincent suffered s...
Monday 2nd October 2017 3:57 pm
PALM TREES
PALM TREES
The palm trees at Alghero
Are of impressive height and girth
Their solidity demonstrates confidence;
Sometimes we touch them
Hoping to be made strong too.
In their shade we shelter
From baking sun,
Under their protection
Friendships are made
On sultry August evenings.
Nearby in an ornate church
Time ticks away in marb...
Sunday 1st October 2017 4:06 pm
Dusk
In the darkness it was a shadow
Highlighted by the edges of the rising sun
Where in-between it began to gleam
As the son stuck its fingers through the seams
With her eyes on
The horizon
Watching
The dusk of the night
Meeting
The don of the day
And with its light
It ended twilight
Oh Maddened Mind Of Mine
Saturday 30th September 2017 11:14 am
For you I will do my best
Slowly you disappear into the past,
yet you are buried in my thoughts which I'm forcing to last.
Everything that you do,
finds a way to touch my heart,
and every word you say,
shows the beauty of your art.
Your bleached white hair,
perfect smile,
cute little nose,
an honest representation of your soul.
You say you want to give up,
but you don't have to go.
You're not alone, nor will yo...
Wednesday 27th September 2017 7:55 pm
Forgive me
What did I do?
I'm sorry I hurt you.
I've never been this sorry
Like a sky so starry
You're the light to my night
You're the courage to my fright
And I've cast you away
Thrown you to the fray
And I'll do whatever
Whatever you want forever
Anything to get you back
Because my life's gone slack
And I need you
Your every blue
I need your smile
To cover my ...
Wednesday 27th September 2017 7:58 am
Bow chicka wow wow
I want to take all your pain
But I don't want to taste it again
You deserve everything
Everything the world can bring
And if I could give you the world
I'd leave it at your feet unfurled
You're my addiction guy
Leaving me all over high
Until I can't breathe
So don't ever leave
Because I'm sure I'd die
If I ever caught you in a lie
I'm emotionally bound
W...
Monday 25th September 2017 9:50 am
Candlelit Cigarette
All these new things,
Happening.
Time passes through me like a breeze -
But the hours feel like eternity.
These cigarettes hurt me,
But I can still breathe -
My heart skipping beats -
Occasionally.
Friday 22nd September 2017 9:19 pm
Poem
I might make you laugh, but I might also make you cry,
I might give you answers or make you question why.
I can look so serious or sound really quite absurd
I am divine unseen pen pictures designed to be heard.
I will make comparisons to shine a light inside your heart
I’ll begin our stories with with an epilogue or end them near their start.
My language can be quite colourful, yes I have be...
Friday 22nd September 2017 7:37 am
Abandoned Houses
Take me to the woods to rip out my soul -
Kill me and bury me in a deep, dark hole.
Kiss me,
Drunkenly,
In abandoned houses,
Listening to my heart scream -
Drowing out the loudness.
Photos forever of jumping trampolines,
And a mother suffering silently,
Mentally.
Sleeping on the floor with the sick kittens -
Wondering where I put the sandwich I bit in
Which tree...
Thursday 21st September 2017 8:25 pm
Space
Stuck in a box,
Barely breathing,
Barely alive.
Lines everywhere,
Running alone,
Chasing unknown.
Searching a hole,
Finding escape,
Hunting for space.
Thursday 21st September 2017 10:32 am
Sins which we are
What am I?
A fruitful comrade?
A terrible lie?
And if so, how bad?
I lie awake at night,
Lost in thought,
Troubled by fright,
My stomach in a knot,
Because,
If we are all unjustified
Destined to hell
Blossomed in pride,
With our breasts full of swell,
Swelling with sin
Sin which we nurture
Sin which we bath in
Sin which is our future
Sin whi...
Thursday 21st September 2017 6:26 am
This Morning Was A Breath
This morning was a breath,
And the burdens were weightless.
My hair bounces as I walk,
And my voice is clear when I talk.
I smiled when the camera was pointed at me.
It feels so good to just be seen.
The caress of you,
Reminds me of colorful views,
That used to be used to.
Today I am me -
And this me is brand new.
Wednesday 20th September 2017 7:15 pm
Cheap Mascara
Did you ever try to accept me,
Instead of avoiding me?
Or drinking me away?
Because I tried everything,
Just to make you smile at me,
But I could never make you laugh,
But I smiled constantly -
Like a fool.
Caring for you.
Because sometimes I couldn’t sleep because I was too excited to be in love with you
But sleep to you was like a breath -
And I was always your p...
Wednesday 20th September 2017 7:04 pm
Bragger Greys
Instore café content, paces past a chemist and a black man, taste it
Bearded men, smooth men, and golden ruby wives
Vigour-lacking lists turning over old stories, new times on black and white paper, detail sliding tackles
He-'politician’, this day and age had his lady helper, a mug to mouth coaxer, slow motion intake hailer
Not about beyond, that ‘should be’, leaving, knowing near-term middle ...
Wednesday 20th September 2017 10:03 am
All I have
You're all I have
And all I need
Don't make me behave
Just make me bleed
Bleed with a wound
Conjured from a scream
Made perfectly tuned
And carved from a dream
Wholly burn me through
With this undying love
Beat me black and blue
Release my white dove
Spread my wings
Let my screams soar
Think of all the little things
And steal me back to the floor
Monday 18th September 2017 2:13 pm
Please don't leave
I'll let you break my heart
Even let you tear me apart
And I'll laugh that whole time
Because I enjoy your every crime
I'll kiss my murderer
I'll miss my slaughterer
I'll want the person that killed me
And with all my heart I'll love thee
Even when I'm pierced by the knife
I'm filled with the purest of life
Brighter than black and white
A violently emotional f...
Monday 18th September 2017 9:48 am
A Triadic Structure of Depression
My poetry's hollow and null
And like my life it is quite dull
So I ramble and cry
And I wish to just die
While I ponder why I've not been culled.
And yes even so
I continue to write words
With no direct form
Rhyme scheme, structure, they mean very little
To a person who has no control of their life
And apathetically watches as he carries on strife.
And in a rotted hole, th...
Wednesday 13th September 2017 12:23 pm
seconds away
Don’t think
Take it
Blithe
Legal Aid and alcohol
*(Copyright is mine. Please contact me if you want to use or perform any of my poems.)
Tuesday 12th September 2017 5:56 pm
Sane × Insane
Why do you expect so much good in other people
Why do you pray so much under every steeple
How can you be ok to be disappointed all the time
And hurt yourself with so much hope inside
You’ll never learn your lesson if you try to be blind
To The bad side of people you try to hide
And let them inside your heart again
Is it a crime to let them cause you so much pain
To the poi...
Monday 11th September 2017 4:17 pm
Billionaires
I hooked onto the face of a psychopath executing flagellation
ate his lobster raw
and its eyes for his eyes
his damp face from my white meat spit
elastic banded claws dropped on embroidered brogues
in Monaco gamblers we trust
rise over here and I’ll hammer you
*(Copyright is mine. Please contact me if you want to use or perform any of my poems.)
Sunday 10th September 2017 8:17 pm
Free Pass
Renegade living, after the Vietnamese boat-boy was beaten, after motorcyclist came looking, after steel toe-capped boots and a hammer threat, after a nearly ended dad by caged bird
Forty miles from the sea he shouted about a broken car window handle, never onto manipulations or abortions
Too tight squeezes later, tax man and his vice girl with the lost dog lie
By nervous accident, same place, f...
Saturday 9th September 2017 5:41 pm
DETOXIFY
Yeah, you goofed up a lot
A lot more than you recall
Beam with your smile
Glow! Show! Give a try!
But now you
Detoxify
Mistakes take long to set up
Not that you have given up
Rise with your arms open
wrap!!scrap !! Rectify!
But now you
Detoxify
Only you know whats your craft
The world is needy of that draft
So with your skill
Kindle!! Follow!! Magnify
but now you
DETOXIFY
...
Saturday 9th September 2017 8:56 am
Fiery Tears
Fiery Tears
by Jason N Smith
Fiery tears tumbled free fall to explode and splash
like a mass C4’s destructive aftermath,
massacring bright young paths
into broken jigsaw pieces,
with no refrain from an emotional blast radius
rippling painful sorrows as towering Infernos
blistering burnt brightly from windows,
where no one can consoles those bereft of breaths,
bec...
Wednesday 6th September 2017 9:41 am
The Fall of Man
Eleven antemeridian house breaker, home wrecker
Now she’s rubble left, sustaining all her more, all her less
Memorial tumbler with a three-quarter up-ring on a bedside table
She’d got to the point, of a hanging frame off bone arrangement, but can still take real, the outside, real weather, God placed it on her neck
Outside to a whitening wilting life, with a cheap bus ticket, would-be liar to ...
Sunday 3rd September 2017 10:54 am
Spoorwegen
Talking Asperger in Holland’s gutter
women for men
man-hiding in scab wombs
smell the dad perfume
childlessness disease
restless rights and south paws breaking Pentagon’s cyber world
devise numerical love
*(Copyright is mine. Please contact me if you want to use or perform any of my poems.)
Monday 28th August 2017 8:14 pm
SONNET FOR ROONEY
SONNET FOR ROONEY
So I gets this call from Gareth Southgate
And he's laying it on like marmalade,
Saying come back Rooney you've got it made
Playing for Everton, O what a state!
I thought your ambition was to be great!
England's not a problem don't be afraid,
At Goodison you'll always make the grade,
So get those three lions back on you mate.
But I though...
Thursday 24th August 2017 8:37 pm
I had that dream again...
I had that dream again...
You and me dancing on some random beach.
I felt your hands on my thighs,
moving me gently with your warm eyes.
You were looking at me like if it was the first time,
the first time of holding me with your warm hands.
I remember it clearly now.
My head was resting on your chest,
I know you were smelling my hair and
playing with it just like y...
Thursday 24th August 2017 3:31 am
Poetry
A paradox
Of expressions
And concealment.
An escaping
From the deepest
Hole of the self.
An adventure
To the quest for
Liberation.
A hiding place
Through metaphors
And similes.
Like a dungeon
Waiting the key
To be unlocked.
Monday 21st August 2017 7:53 am
Haiku's inspired by the Poetry of Bruce Lee
The fallen blossoms
Clouds floating across the sky
They blend together
Waves crash around us
The water becomes murky
Will clear by it's self
Bird sail purple sky
Finds the pink rose blossoming
Dawn purple to gold.
Monday 21st August 2017 1:00 am
Lost entity pt 1
Lost in the world
the ways of the world are much better
much more fun,
Whats life without fun?
They dont know how wild you are
They dont see past the innocent smile.
You was lost
and beat up,
You were too wild
but you never hesitated to follow your desires,
you divided your soul from your spirit
and you could differtiate your mind from your conscience.
I can see...
Thursday 17th August 2017 3:21 pm
All Poems of Shaakiera Schroeder
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Friday 11th August 2017 7:16 am
90% polyester
Players
Romeos
still twentieth century visits
Camp Majesty
bending tungsten
satin sash title fighter hooks
smoking green grass burners
uniting tight-fitting lap-sitting women
industrial tribunal metal pin tattoo brainwashed art
money dragging gifted arm
Planet
*(Copyright is mine. Please contact me if you want to use or perform any of my poems.)
Saturday 5th August 2017 4:37 pm
Glasgow bolt on
Crinkle cut oven Glasgow
wet ozone
dark brown film lid on red and grey mortar
scaffold lips step by public print art diversity
second hand justice buses
Celtic with Rangers feet dancing to van chimes.
*(Copyright is mine. Please contact me if you want to use or perform any of my poems.)
Friday 4th August 2017 9:38 pm
Black Boy Jerome
Black Boy Jerome
walking stop, walking stop, closed park nest
insecticide guttered blood lumps
realtor biting torchlight, thicker dollar pile rate rat room
squat sleeping, leaning broom, dirt bridge
ate pigeon error Wednesday
Ma note sticks about Black Boy’s bridge’s lynching arcs
shining knotted ironwork, rogue’s gum
waning bridge appeal, twists, turns, joints, worn rust
move on Winter
...
Sunday 30th July 2017 11:31 am
Smell Filthy
Saw Sondheim’s ‘Fruit Juice of the Soul’
actor’s encore dip, tips, left and right and out to women like this, to men like that, the crimes of The Broadway Ripper
odd height couples in their Manhattan towers, I stored myself for a while, then star backed, from walking a three-week cold saunter
‘Where did he walk from?’
That was him, from LA, now fed-up in Western rent, getting sun’s burn, red a...
Saturday 29th July 2017 9:23 am
Time to Rhyme and Say Hello
I looked at my computer and saw your name at the top,
Write Out Loud, and I had to stop.
It has been a while...since last I wrote,
I thought I would stop, and blog a note.
The clocks are are all chiming,
While I do my best at rhyming.
I have not really got much to say...
So, I guess I'll be on my way.
Hello, and goodbye... I hope you all have a great day!
Thursday 20th July 2017 3:25 pm
Deccan's Daughter
Wrap-a-round the waist
Of brown dried leaves
empty nests and lakes
gusts eroded soil
closed ones left her
Summer-of-turmoil
Singed yet yearning
defies upheavals
Sun tries the hope
; had locked clouds
in a deep dungeon
beneath blue shrouds
“Bleak sprouts bliss
, I shall stand tall”
Quips the Queen
one dawn in June
receives a reward
from the monsoon
Brocade black blouse
dren...
Tuesday 18th July 2017 3:10 am
Running Power
Running
I feel
Nothing
But:
Heart whipping the veins
Legs pounding
Lungs heaving
Breath chugging
Muscles relieving
And I'm accelarating faster
And faster
And faster
Till I beat the wind
My legs a blur
Sometime
My legs will tire
But my spirit flies
Yonder
And free
Like the wind
With a whoosh
And
Whoop-tee-dee...
Thursday 13th July 2017 8:44 am
Poetry Summer School
Good Morning All
Over the summer holidays I'm bringing a Poetry Summer School to the Town in association with Ossett Arts for 16-25 year olds.
The 6 week course will feature a mix of writing and performance workshops that will culminate in a very special performance during Ossett Arts Gallery Evening
For more information see below:
https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=2003448533...
Monday 3rd July 2017 11:30 am
The Granddaughter Plays
Today as my Granddaughter plays..
I fall into the simple haze
Childhood memories of long lost Daze
Feelings I had forgotton as I grew into age
How I sometimes miss that childhood haze.
Billowing curtains and breezes gone by,
I feel the beauty of my own childhood, minds' eye
Childhood haze, really never goes bye.
Thursday 29th June 2017 11:46 pm
BASS GUITAR
BASS GUITAR
The bass guitar is not loud enough
He explained solemnly
Unless it rattles your cufflinks
In the back row
It's not concerned with melody
Just there to add some body.
That was a long time ago
In our long hair days
The next time we met
His locks had disappeared
Mine were slowly thinning
I reminded him of his saying.
...
Thursday 29th June 2017 4:37 pm
Honey sweet honey
Honey sweet honey,
I see you in my dreams, dear sweet honey.
Good to see you're still jolly,
I can hear you at night my dear dolly...
You still got that melody kicking in dearie,
I can still feel it through you darling.
Got those big brown eyes dashing...
honey sweet honey,
Would you be mine tonight sweet pie?
Do not worry about anything for some time,
I got you covered in my soul tonigh...
Sunday 25th June 2017 6:24 am
WORLD; A WONDER PALACE.
I wish people would understand,
The plight I walk with hand-in-hand.
I wish they give me space to cry,
To make my heart able to fly.
I wish the confusion I feel to resolve,
So that I know, when to turn the valve.
I wish the stars, the moon would talk,
And tell me the time for me to walk.
I wish the birds, the bees would whisper,
The talks that I could decipher.
I wish...
Thursday 22nd June 2017 5:00 pm
Give me peace.
Snow White.
Nose slimes, chem drips down my throat slice.
Sniffling spit the blow fly.
Cascades of emesis, Sinus bled red . Sniffing flakes of flesh an flem.
Razor stained, Tickling my neck again,
As I Dance with death.
The phantom stands demands my breath.
Wrestling the mirrors reflect.
Stare still into the pillars of wreck.
Spirits turn spirit-less,
Liquor fill, Spill and drench.
...
Monday 19th June 2017 9:24 am
Becoming a ghost
There's this song I always come back to,
It reminds me of the day I first met you.
No other words mean as much to me as the lyrics that were sang in the song,
it's a constant reminder of how we held on for so long.
You might've been just a ghost but you knew what flesh felt like,
you knew what a hug meant and how to treat someone in the cold night.
You were no stranger to love and comfort,
...
Saturday 17th June 2017 11:21 pm
Desert Sky
Driving in a roast red desert
Headlights staring into primeval dark
The untrammeled sky glorious
Above us a bridge of stars
Rivering between rocky horizons
At once near and so very far
Cricking my neck to see
I bounced around the back of the open jeep
Absorbing, amid the shudders, splendor
Star birth and death, worlds hidden by distance
Great glowing nebulae
Fat in the centre, a d...
Sunday 4th June 2017 3:07 pm
What’s bad for your heart is good for your art, they say
And it may be true that poetry is either about pain or love,
Finding or losing a beloved one
Thoughts and creativity,
As a tool to convert them into words in a poem,
Find me, not when I am at my absolute worst, never then
They find me when I am feeling a bit down, disheartened, sad
The kind of “there are tears in my eyes...
Monday 29th May 2017 6:45 pm
Give Me An Original Metaphor
Explanations of what I mean
When I ask for the new
The New
THE New
The NEW
Tend to...fall flat.
I understand there's only so many
Dictionaries ripped together
Dictions I can scavage through
Concepts that equate your thoughts.
But even then I still find
Melted hearts and emotional roller coasters
Haphazardly tossed into lines that should add up to better use.
...Monday 29th May 2017 2:09 pm
Chalklands
Chalk undulates across Southern England
Hills, gentle yet steep
Can be overtopped by clay peppered with flints
So treasured by the old folk
As old as the hills is true here
The chalk is a two hundred million year ocean
Stiffened and folded over time
By our living planet
Several human species
Have hunted in these valleys
Have dug into and sculpted these hills
Have left their ghosts ...
Saturday 27th May 2017 7:44 pm
more poetry
how can life be light and dark
especially at the same time
how is life good and bad
at the same time
life is always two things at once
it is a little confusing
but, hay, so am I
i am very confusing
especially when I'm mad
the world is like the yin-yang
it is light and dark
how can life be light and dark
especially at the same time
So tell me what yo...
Saturday 27th May 2017 7:05 pm
After the Dance
We wade though the bright grass
Tired, footsore, happy
Hearing a bird calling by the reeds
Notes curling amongst themselves,
Spinning through the warm air
Distantly, traffic busies itself,
Here, tranquillity reigns,
After a full night dancing,
We walk.
Saturday 27th May 2017 1:12 pm
Burning
English summers, often damp, can invoke long stifling twilights
Nothing landbound needlessly moves
Contrails crayon across the sky
So many, this close to London’s hub
Distantly, the buzz of a low plane, pleasure rider reaching up
Into the realm of the starlings as they sussurate
A car comes past in the lane droning away round the curves
Here the runway cross remains
The old...
Friday 26th May 2017 2:08 pm
Solar thoughts or To our mistress, the sun
Source of heat and fuel for life
Beautiful at the horizon
Painting clouds and sky
We bask and burn in her glory
And she sits supreme at system centre
Girdled by her planets
Visited by stray comets
Regally burning
Interior electrons impede her light
Rendering our glowing orb opaque
Not that you can see this
It would burn your eyes out
Friday 26th May 2017 12:35 pm
VOTAW (MY Friend)
Flowers so bright, trees so green
enticing my sight as if never before seen.
Blue is the sky, that towers above
looking down on me smiling with love.
Smelling the grass cut in the Spring
free flying birds with no weight on their wings.
Remembering my friend with sweetness and song
knowing between us it can't go wrong.
Tuesday 23rd May 2017 6:20 pm
Fixed Mindset - Genre Transformation
I will not be stuck in a fixed mindset.
I will not be stuck in a fixed mindset.
I will not be stuck in a fixed mindset.
Fixed mindset is a state of mind.
You can change your mind.
But are you willing to change your mind?
I will not be stuck in a fixed mindset.
What is a fixed mindset?
A fixed mind.
A mind incapable of opening or being opened.
A bad habit an...
Monday 15th May 2017 6:42 pm
Modesty
relax,
now start breathing,
everything around is around for the same reason.
Catastrophe, catastrophe its all the same feeling
i'm too old to move on, i'm too old to keep dreaming.
When to move on is to grow and to grow is not leaving,
in a promise land we grow, and speak of the same reason
we speak of heaven and hell like they're not the same demon.
Well to move...
Monday 15th May 2017 3:45 am
Villiers Path: Scalloped Time
Villiers Path: Scalloped Time is the second chapbook published on my Seethingography imprint, part of Sampson Low Publishers Ltd. I will be reading from this, for the first time, next Saturday, 20th May, at The Flying Horse Cellar Bar, 6 Oxford Street, London. The event is FREE and runs from 7pm - 8.30pm.
This is as part of an event to launch David Russamano's first chapbook, (Reasons for) Movi...
Friday 12th May 2017 8:12 am
Herbal Tea (For Mr. Hill)
Hill was his name and he made me think, herbal tea must be his drink.
Excellent! is what I thought, when I accepted the challenge for which I knew not.
Ran to the grocery and bought the herbal tea, drank it up and said wow-wee!
Blackcurrant and Acai berry were the flavors of which he wrote, left to me in a short note.
All flavors interesting and deliciously so, which one was better? I...
Tuesday 9th May 2017 3:36 pm
A PIECE OF IRON
A PIECE OF IRON
Here in accordance with Italian tradition
A piece of iron, a vintage bottle opener;
How easily it slips into the hand,
How hard it worked and for so long
Removing numerous crown tops,
How often thrown across bar or café
From one sweating palm to another,
Then how long redundant, abandoned
In a drawer or some dark corner.
May your marriag...
Sunday 7th May 2017 10:23 pm
Pure
Beautiful
Delicate
Pure as white
I saw your silhouette in the trees that night
Hidden
In plain sight
Eyes that don't see what is right before them
Due to beliefs incurred before them
Blindness is your camouflage as I can only recall... A possible... Mirage.
Those who can see, the infection incurs
All the punishments that come with Words
You ...
Sunday 7th May 2017 8:44 pm
Coffee
Carmel colors that quench my thirst
Only, for you are my morning
First, I cannot imagine waking up
For the day without your warm
Essence to show me the way
Excellence is all you portray, coffee.
Saturday 6th May 2017 2:18 pm
I See the Path
It is dark; I am at the fork in the road
It is hard to see which way to go
The storm is closing in and the sky is dark
I cannot see there is no light
Do I go left or do I go right
Help me see the path (I pray)
A bright light, a blinding flash
At last, at last I see the path
Now I know which way to go
Saturday 6th May 2017 2:07 pm
Such a Pretty Day
Gibberish is the word today
Glippy gloppy glue goop
Slung slang sling...just this way
To make a pretty picture
Or give me something to say
Smoky pop top
With spritzy spray
Backwards rocket pop
Looking pretty today
Jumbie jivey hicks pick
Right words to speak way
Gibberish is always...Such a pretty day
Friday 5th May 2017 2:51 pm
Lost
The more I go
The darker it gets
Doesn't matter what is my choice
It's always the wrong one
I missed all the tracks
But there is no survivor left in me
I wish I was the never ending story
That at least came to end.
Wednesday 26th April 2017 8:36 pm
The last farewell this winter brought
And just like that, you're gone,
The memories fade away, you're lost,
No matter the action , the consequences are the same.
The thought of you not being here,
The thought of missing you,
Those are concepts I can't wrap around my head.
With fear I live the upcoming days,
Questioning my own existence,
Questioning my own rebellion, I slowly understand what you meant.
Honest...
Friday 21st April 2017 1:00 pm
Dear Dad
Dear Dad
why is all I have to say to you
it seems like you haven't cared about me and sis
ever since we were two
so what if you "had" to move
you could have taken me and sis with you
but no you didn't, that was rude
I actually thought you left because we ate all your junk food
but only as I grew did I learn the truth
it wasn't because of me it was all because of you
...
Thursday 13th April 2017 2:03 pm
THE INSIGNIFICANT POET
My thoughts on paper hour after hour
When I lie in bed or in the shower
I do it all so you can glower
I'm the insignificant Poet
I stand up here and on my own
Hearing every sigh and groan
Whilst you sit and play on your mobile phone
I'm the insignificant Poet
I write it daily, profound and deep
Words to make you laugh or weep
Inspired whilst you were fast as...
Friday 7th April 2017 10:49 pm
The Birkenhead April Fools
It seems timely, in more ways than one, to post this poem today. It was the local paper of my childhood, the Wirral Globe, which first introduced me to the concept of Fake News with its locally legendary series of April Fool spoof news articles. But it's chilling how close some of these have come to reality...
The Birkenhead April Fools (for Dot Humphrey)
We argue still, my Mum and I,
...
Saturday 1st April 2017 7:08 pm
Around the Cirrus and Nimbostratus
Scoliosis – Abnormal lateral curvature of the spine – From the Greek Skolios
The angel used to dance high above
from down here
I gleefully watched her run rings
around the Cirrus and Nimbostratus
through long daylight and short moonlight
only touching the soil with her feet to make sure we were still safe and warm
Watching her stumble was an unnerving sight
the snag of a razor thin wi...
Friday 24th March 2017 11:41 pm
Times.
They make you promised,
But when the promises are broken,
They shout to the world that you are a liar.
They forced you to believe,
But when you lose faith,
They swear to god that you are not a believer
They seek your love,
But when you are forced to love them,
They says you are a slut, that's only want to play with their heart.
They craved for happiness,
...Tuesday 21st March 2017 4:02 pm
Blue Movie
It's better when I write things down,
I can be more meticulous.
Then I remember you called me a child and said I was ridiculous.
Perhaps you shouldn't have made yourself so inconspicuous,
it could be said that we would not have got into 'this'.
You picked at the conversation and I gave my participation.
I rather wish I hadn't for now I'm left anticipating.
Did the Indian Ocean pi...
Tuesday 14th March 2017 6:10 pm
GEORGE MARTIN
GEORGE MARTIN
Some of us never get to feel it
That magical moment
When you hit the ball just right
Or that high note
The one that shatters glass.
And we never experience
The thrill of discovery
As Lord Carnarvon
Staring into history
At the tomb of Tutankhamun.
But you had more than your share
Though you never looked for it
They say...
Friday 10th March 2017 10:47 pm
Silence (or is it something else?)
The silence is deafening
I'm not sure when the silence stopped being calming
At some point the comfort of quiet turned into a prison
It's not that there's no sound, not exactly
I think I just stopped listening
Now I can't listen, even if I try
I think I just stopped remembering how
It's not that I can't hear, not exactly
At some poi...
Friday 10th March 2017 5:30 pm
International Women's Day
Pages and pages of pink and pink
roses on dresses and slender chic drink,
All pictures pretty some might think
but none reflecting strength, and that's the thing:
Women's Day isn't all flowers and hearts
it's message shouldn't be limited before it starts,
we are more than our constituent parts
so today try to tear stereotypes apart -
Support our differences, our quirks,
you don't have...
Wednesday 8th March 2017 8:59 am
Captivate
Captivate
Your eyes captivate my whole being
How can something so simple be so beautiful
Beautiful like the bluest waters in the Pacific Ocean
Your eyes distract me from the horrendous occurrences in our society
Beautiful can't even describe your being
Because beautiful is what you are
And what you always will be
You captivate me
Sunday 5th March 2017 4:49 am
Free
Free
Everyday we walk outside
Lose ourselves
Fall into the imaginary state
Of our Consciousness
Look at that blade of grass
And wonder
How something so helpless
Can be so free
Free
Free, like the birds in the sky
And the breath pouring out of our lungs
Free, like that quiver in our eyes
When we see our love for the first time
Free
I'm free
To feel what I want
Love w...
Sunday 5th March 2017 4:45 am
Free
Free
Everyday we walk outside
Lose ourselves
Fall into the imaginary state
Of our Consciousness
Look at that blade of grass
And wonder
How something so helpless
Can be so free
Free
Free, like the birds in the sky
And the breath pouring out of our lungs
Free, like that quiver in our eyes
When we see our love for the first time
Free
I'm free
To feel what I want
Love w...
Sunday 5th March 2017 4:45 am
Homeless by the lovely Vienna
There were people In parks And malls and jails On street corners Standing beside a bus sign People that I didn’t know, How to help, as I watched them And very often witnessed Their issues Problems Public and private On full display, Barked like dogs who didn’t Play well with others and were On leashes too long Collars worn and tearing But still restricting The people, Their dogs, One in the same I...
Saturday 4th March 2017 5:33 am
Olives
I guess that at one time or another - if we're being honest - we've all been blinded by the white hot heat and light of our fantasies, dreams, and ambitions; as poets it's practically in our job description to be thus.
The following poem owns up to flying too close to that particular sun, and the resultant crash-and-burn,
That doesn't mean we shouldn't keep trying for the impossible though ....
Wednesday 22nd February 2017 4:25 pm
farewell
A fathomable february day
first & the fair, leaves the bay
sweet reveries cherishable
welled-eyes, departing ceremonial
bidding him farewell
© juhi gupte
Friday 17th February 2017 2:10 pm
I am Certain
In every city, I go.
In every country, I have been.
The Star and the Cross hope,
That he will be with us one day.
They call him by different names,
And claim him as theirs.
Both preaching similar faiths,
Both saying they are correct.
One says he is yet to come,
While the other hopes for him again.
One says he is the son of God,
While the other says, he wi...
Thursday 16th February 2017 6:42 am
Hope for another shot at life
Shot after shot,
you miss your own heart.
Trying to end it all,
just because of one missed call.
Your life is worth so much more,
it's not worth giving up because of that stupid old bore.
Don't you know,
he is a man-whore,
he is not someone you should adore.
Open your eyes,
and look around,
you'll miss the fun,
and I'll miss your beauty.
When everything is done,
you'll be praised lik...
Tuesday 7th February 2017 10:03 pm
My Dearest Friend
You have proven to be my biggest ally, knowing
Me better than anyone else.
Shaping my thoughts into the paper canvas, opening
A door for them to see into my world.
Grateful I am for your help, lost
I would be without you.
Thank-you for being by my side, and
For encouraging me to never give up.
My dearest friend, my
Silver pen.
Monday 6th February 2017 7:19 am
This time there was snot.
I am blessed with loving family and friends,
Who've given me things like memories and teddy bears.
They've also given things to be enjoyed for a time,
Like pretty flowers and chocolates divine....
But none of them have ever given me that which my dog did,
A dead rat and a coughing fit.
She dropped the prize at my feet, I bent down to study it,
And she licked my face, oh s...
Wednesday 1st February 2017 5:23 am
Your Poetry
A few silent words lay between us
on some stained and shady card-table
for all the song and dance now skip'd along
and each chosen line stands for ten
this the burden of being penned
A bitter glass of judgement lies full-drained
truer thirst realised in venom-fail
offer a fair hearing to one dream-sane
the slightest insight magnified
for its own sake rest satisfied
Tuesday 31st January 2017 5:47 pm
Uncertainty
How can I tell her that I love her?
How can I show her my true feelings?
If the words “I Love You” are dwarfed compared to what I feel.
Not even all the jewelry and roses of the world could equal her beauty.
How can I describe to her?
That every time I see her my surroundings cancel out.
She is my center of attention,
That for her my heart aggressively pounds.
Wil...
Wednesday 25th January 2017 1:18 am
Maria
In my times of tribulations,
Arrived my salvation.
One might think it was an angel,
It was, but in the form of a girl.
She brought light into my life,
My prayer of hope in the flesh.
Her name alone is a prayer,
That brings easiness to my heart and head.
She makes me be a better man,
She has taught me to trust and love.
With her eyes, she stops time.
With ...
Wednesday 25th January 2017 1:14 am
Wildfire
I sleep
in a bed of fire
because I'm covered
in love for you.
I melt into,
turn into lava
when I see you,
love you so much
I hope you haunt me.
I'm burnt red,
a fiery paintbrush
took across a sunset.
burnt orange leaves
That fall from trees
as I fall to your feet
when I melt for you
like I do.
The seas are dry,
and parted aw...
Tuesday 24th January 2017 4:28 am
Is this me
when I look in the mirror
I don't always like what I see
because I see a reflection of me
I ask myself is this really who I am
people tell me to love myself for who I am
but I hope you know I'm not my biggest fan
I probably made 600 wrongs for every 1 right
and how often do I try to pick a fight
is this really me
it once was not
where will I go
my life is t...
Thursday 19th January 2017 2:09 pm
Philology
The empyrean art of philology
Replete with canker and halo
Touches the tips of consciousness
With etymylogical fervor.
Base and conniving innuendo
Coupled by oxymoronic fate
To celestial immolation proves
The ambivalence of langue.
Verse unyielding, rhythmic rhyme,
Sweltered pulsing downbeats;
The stretch and meter of poetic prose
Hold firm to a shifting parole.
In places where sagacit...
Tuesday 17th January 2017 4:42 am
Krypto's song
I'm on that up, up, up and away (x4)
Yay, Yay
On that up, up, up and away
We in this life not to stay
Pilgrims in the way
Straight and narrow is how it's looking
On solar power is what we cooking
Serious heat
No defeat
Know the feet
Get weary
So take flight
Let's get on that up, up, up and away
Yay, yay
Monday 16th January 2017 8:08 pm
Human
Tell me I'm broken
Tell me that it's too late to glue all the pieces back together
Like a shit mosaic we made when there was nothing better to do
My body is a vinyl that no one's played in years
Scratched and distorted but the music is still the same just heard by different ears
If my body is a temple in which my mind is the God of it's intention
Then I must surely be an athiest
...Saturday 14th January 2017 11:52 pm
Writer's block?
No inspiration
What am I to do?
A writer without a drive
A pen without any ink left
That isn't right!
Blocked
Locked
Stuck
But I refuse to rhyme that last line with a curse word
I'm in a cursed world
And I'm suppose to be the blessing
But my lack of inspiration has got me stressing
I'll admit it - I'm weak
But thanks be to God that in my weakness...
Saturday 14th January 2017 1:41 am
3 Idiots
There is a tale of 3 idiots that flourished in a city,
Nobody of them became famous was their pity,
Many wanderers came and came many magicians,
Neither of them was able to carve their creations,
Lest they became grief-stricken and more edgy,
For the most of time their sadness turned cagy,
Had there been any kind of charmed glare of hope,
Because then only these days have gone...
Tuesday 10th January 2017 3:53 pm
Wandering expositions
Poetry has many inspections
each line, like thought, re-touched.
We frown at fingered collections
of nouns, and other, stuff.
There are troublesome inflections
and bleeding, wrung-out, verbs,
the wandering explications
of rhymes, the metre, serves.
There are stand alone conjunctions
in hope, that it, amazes,
where
in solitude it functions
in contrived, schematic, phrases.
Words...
Tuesday 10th January 2017 1:24 am
I Hate You
I hate you
Can't stand you
I think that I love you
You know me
Ignore me
I want you to love me
I love you
Just want you
I really do hate you
You see me
Smile at me
I want you to leave me
I need you
Don't want you
My heart is stuck on you
You want me
Don't need me
Just stop talking to me
I love you
Don't love you
I just want to hate yo...
Monday 9th January 2017 10:17 pm
It's the Little Things
It's the little things.
It's when you catch him smiling just looking at you.
It's when he reaches for your hand when he sees your heart sink.
It's when he treats you like you're strong when you smile through the pain.
It's when he kisses away your headaches.
It's when he comes running just from hearing your voice.
It's when he pulls you up and ...
Monday 9th January 2017 10:16 pm
Happy Birthday (in memory)
It's been
A long long while
And your face
Is coming back
Into my dreams
I've searched
The whole wide world
Across but I can't
Find the words to
Give you peace
It's been a long year
It's been a hard time
But I can't erase this
Date from my mind
So I guess there's only
One thing left to say
Happy birthday
Monday 9th January 2017 10:13 pm
Season's gift
A zealous bird back to nest
Battles of skies fought
Some scores sought
Throughout the day
A wrinkled hand opens the door
I sneak in her shawl
Best season's gift
© Juhi Gupte
Monday 9th January 2017 6:20 am
New Year
Arranged all pictures
Of few compelled adieus
Some permanent reveries
Cherishing both
Welcome me new year!!
Monday 9th January 2017 6:16 am
YOUR VOICE
Your hiding ahead of me is a speaking disguise,
What stays in mind of me is your soothing voice.
I doubt about other people about their advice,
They seldom know my heart somehow my price,
All I need is a entertaining simile of your enterprise,
What stays in mind of me is your soothing voice.
You are a great personality front of me at arise,
Jumbling your words that c...
Saturday 7th January 2017 4:33 pm
Read You Once More
I have been having these moments
waiting for trains
pouring kettles
folding sheets
opening a window
I have been having these little moments
flicking through old magazines
in the off-license
glancing up at windows
looking out across the city
When the magnitude of your potential
when all the things you said to me
when the poetry you quietly dedicated
when the soft touch of your deft...
Saturday 7th January 2017 12:04 am
Life is No Place
Life is no place
For the living
Death is no place
For the dead
Those who're alive
Are there for the pride
And the dead
Die
Young
Thursday 5th January 2017 9:48 pm
Can I Have This Dance?
I want to be the one to make you smile
Because I'm selfish
And your smile parts the seas
I want to be the one that makes you laugh
Because your laughing
Reaches deep dark parts of me
And I know that you could be
With anyone but me
Without giving me a second glance
So I hope that you can see
How glad I am to be
With you, and that you gave me a chan...
Thursday 5th January 2017 9:45 pm
Brave
My mother calls me brave, so I am brave.
She takes me to the bus stop on the first day of school and I am scared. She smiles and lets me go, so I smile and go. I am brave.
She sits me down and tells me we are moving. My father will be gone a while, and I will have to make new friends. She tells me not to be sad, so I stop crying. I am brave.
I want to dye my hair blue. I...
Thursday 5th January 2017 9:39 pm
Blame.
Blame is so easy to do. Make you believe when it's not even true. You do it to make yourself feel better, selfishly only thinking of you. Yeah, I've been victim to it to. It's a viscous cycle were the purpose is to purposefully misconstrue. You say things that you know aren't the truth. Just to save the image of YOU. In time where does that get you, when all your words are untrue. Yeah, I'll admit...
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 10:19 pm
These Wooden Boots
All I think of when I see these boots
is a hand full of dimes
squeaking at me through the leather
and broken soles that seem to grind
my feet to the ground
All I see is a row of wooden picture frames
and I count them, subtract them, divide them
into the hours that mark my sanity. Because I
am aware of time and can add, subtract, multiply
and divide it I breathe thro...
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 6:44 pm
Rains
How beautiful is this rain pouring down
Lovely silver droplets all around
Beautiful silver drops falling down the lane
Washing away all unhappiness and pain
Kissing the green trees bringing them to life
Making us realise that happiness follows all strife
How beautiful is this rain pouring down
Lovely silver droplets all around
The rivers and little stream let's are gushing in joy
The b...
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 8:30 am
The White Van
We wake up before the Sun,
But thanking God for another day.
We get ready as a whole,
Exhausted but getting dressed.
We load up the van,
With mops, a scrubber and a buffer.
We load up the van,
So that we may not hunger.
We drive to our destination,
no vacations nor days off.
So that our children can continue their education,
Hoping that our hard work will...
Tuesday 3rd January 2017 3:24 am
Wake Up/Despierta
I hear you,
I hear your snore.
I see you,
Sleeping without trouble at all.
But I am confused,
For you should be angry and awake.
La Bestia has slashed at you,
Calling you a thief and a rapist.
He is the dominant culture,
Thinking of ways to keep you down.
But we must think of our future,
And make it our own.
The clock is ticking,
The lines are ...
Monday 2nd January 2017 8:47 am
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