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the Clock

It clots the room with its tutting tongue, my flesh underneath; sectioned up like butchers meat. Each second is pronounced; lines drown upon my brow and grease  fevered cheeks, the veins gathering speed where my fists grip the looseness of words that gutter-fit from night and sense. The cut of day, beamed as sharp as knives; draws flecks of dust, years of skin  as if by moving into this continu...

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Music

 
Such clothes it threads
with every strumming tool -
I awake to the songs skinned on me;
the nerve of hairs,
a delicious fur of vibrations.
 
Sometimes my cause
is electric, my itch desired
for the rough;
an octave split upon
the humpback whale,
a pulse shredding;
ribbon thick.
 
Sometimes my cures
are private embryonic sounds;
...

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Sun Fight

 

 
Obsessive, yes
with the things unable to disclose –
the colour of my infant years;
the warm goo of being the only one
to proudly lamp the black open sky.
 
 
I have the ruins;
something that burns your shoulder,
hard to clench your fist in the pull
of an orange ripe from the tree.
Your hands, my dear, your hands
 
from climbing to ...

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Jump

 
Your feet carving into a hill
and down to the river become
poisonous paths of yellow sick
heads;
chummy dares for the pluck
of your fingers yet.
 
Where the spring of you is –
tongue lolling, the  soft
of laughter, loosely tasted
in the breeze – a bud
to summer, you are
forward; always.
 
Always going somewhere
hunger lunged
...

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The Ugly Sister

 

The bouquets -
lips puckered for the sun –
are girlish ploys; patterned
and perfumed for command;
not love words,
standing prominent on her dresser.
 
I watch how they shy away
from the colour of her hair,
the pull of her comb,
the smile of her lipstick.
Their thorns are ripe,
hurt rough; incisors for circumcision.
 
I sit on the end...

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Intermission

 
 
Softly you come in,
where the afternoon melts;
a sigh in step -
 
the ways to make you see,
expect what weeks
number out – the line
 
of summer fading on my back;
an orange press of glass
and the pour of your shoulder.
 
Our fingers twist in the cord;
the hiss of dark pursed
and stung on the lip, folding in sleeps
 
of ...

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Discipline

 

 
 
The tin can hits; incisors, molars, wincing gums –
a funk of prosperity
 
and that slowly sliding choke
of clarity.  
 
 It is way over the lip.
 
This need in you to visit words, to prick the soles of syllables
with flags,
 
why – it burps; your thoughts too fizzy
with effect.
 
(The cataracts of too many dotted
eyes...

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Blue

 
 
is a veil drawn to distract;
the colour of God -
an unforgettable sky -
 
and in shelter of this,  a virgin;
sacred  pulses of unease
and a church of unified pretence.
 
Pulled at the sleeve
of this blue acid
tear of  streetlight,
 
is the spill of yellow -
an idiot full to the brim;
the vein that burst for heaven.
 
Wh...

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Grazed

 
 
Her skin is rumbled with oak
in the red; her lessened and bent over form,
her mouth of bitch wood,
jewelled in the ruby bulbed
beat of the bath tub.
 
The sins of her shins are in jeans stitched up and patched up; the clods of her feet tucked under
 
her rocking chin to knee.
    
“I still remember the colour of the path in the rain. I’ll be
...

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Sick Day

 
Secular with the vernacular
and plump my tongue
of one singing existence,
is the peel of onion skin;
my knife spindled on fluorescence
and the feel of chicken pimpled plastic.
 
The operation is here;
diced clacks of tonsils,
a brace of mustard gas,
a kiss of dusted wires,
incisions licked and a maggot fire.
 
 
The walloped lump of ...

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Hands

 

When I  hold the sun in the prayer shape
of my hands, the fidelity of the light -
a warmth  peeking through,  a formation
of angles that decorate - plots your
 
name into my palms. These beams
are like scaffolding, workers of joy;
Damsel fly wings whose structures
kiss the light and piece together
 
stain glass windows of green
and blue. Within ...

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Tree

 

 

The red rob of the sun,
pools, unpools;
bleeds white the arc of the sky,
a low earth this winter,
a grained stroke stain of a cloud.
 
                                                Before the veined eclipse
                                                drooling the heart of the hand,
                                                is a black tree ...

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Cling

 

The reasons to be
are callous starting points;
            your legs – dumpling
unrefined
kicks of chimp,
 
a toe in your mouth,
a taste of how far
you will have to go.
 
Your nuzzling
intolerant death trap
sinewy kiss
of love –
 
is what
but all the colours
of an argument?
 
You tug.
 
You will not let me...

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Girl

 
She folds in the corners of the napkin,
lips tight, something hidden -
her head tilting in the light of  lace;
the window drawing in a space untested.
 
The shelter of her play sighs;
a fluttering of pages  a diary encouraged
for parts of her not to see,
just know as quick as her laughter disguises.
 
For years I have seen these fields
ripple in...

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The Yard

The weeds are cramped in;
boisterous fingers curved around
empty glass bottles
climbed with mildew, fudged with rain.
 
They shiver –
the frizzing of their hair
swamped with the near October;
a place where yellow sleeps in grey.
 
The gate is winced in tight;
the cord around the bolt,
wet raw. Over the wall
a  tre...

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Snow Fox

 
His feet are moth wolves
padding in the blot of white and blue,
 
head low - a sharp salmon snap
the horizon tempts.
 
His breath is wet,
cleaned upon the static heart
 
the ground becomes;
bitter laps of water,
 
frigid claps of earth.
He faces the wind,
 
teased upon his fur;
a set of fingers, sharpening instinct,
 
...

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A Speck of Dirt

 
I have learnt from you, the climate
of wanting things is as fore changing
as the way a woman smiles –
lipped upon a grease of frosted taupe,
mouthing invisible promises.
 
I have learnt the rip of this disguise
in the way you touched my hair - a veil
following me to the root, parrying my eyes
with a flex of dead earth,
my understanding of the sky, p...

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Meadow Lane

 
Under the fingernail,
the child was already growing green.
She kept touching the day
where the fox fur and the meadow clots,
the lane she took -
a slight from the village,
in jade and moss damp cobbles.
 
It would turn, the hex gild of chlorophyll,
 unbalance her scuffed patent shoes,
her school books slipping out of reach -
the pain, the bowel...

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Requiescat

 

Your death has long since been
strained into the sky;
the birds that scar – with cries more than I could,
touching the grey bell, passing through -
I envy their innocence
 
for they know you
as something that had never existed,
not hung upon the embroidery of the clouds.
I have no breath of ignorance
to hide in
 
...

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Inanimate

Why do you roll me in your hand as if I were a simple pet?
The oil of the sun
clean on my shoulder, excites, chooses you
to throw me away with a whimsical kiss,
grind your thumb as you wish –
an imprint without standing gravity,
a force you exert blindly.
 
I am not a stone, a land you claim by holding;
fingers white on a knuckle bed,
a corset of love tha...

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Through the Parting Grey

Where do we hide?
 
In the wilt of a holiday past, the twenty years of looking out;
scavenging, the eager films rolling on,
of downy feathers left in a nest
and my father finding me a stick
to steady the heather dressed cliffs
with purple palms, falling giddy over the rocks.
 
In the summer I was born curious. Through gentle greys
I collected the sea and ...

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Moth

 
You are suited for the night –
the thought of it welded in the limb,
a law with love asleep, turning over in the moon’s embrace.
I see you scale the wall with my tiger heart –
grip things incessantly with your dust filled mouth
and you frighten me without pretence; show me what it is to be
the victim of a woman –
my arching sob tilted into the tide...
 
...

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Scarecrow

 
 
I am somebody else -
tree hearted, rung with autumn;
my hands stroking the hard air,
a dream too fast with silver shrieks
and black tooth combs the Sky divided,
throttled with flight and fear.
 
 
She is somebody else -
a veil of curious moods,
blue glues of pluto and white horses
and nailed I cannot compete -
the furrows strain their ...

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Hallgrímskirkja

 
The thought of it persists, the blue and white 
of Iceland, where mastery and theatre unite;
a church of the stubborn born earth,
a magnetic glory be, 
the shape of a Killer whale.
 
It excites; grey trips of seagulls –
the throat of the ocean, curious,
and bone by bone – cleaned of,  hairs that quiver
in the bolt – a string sharp gut to the heart,
...

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Tree Hollow

 
From the inside, the lung closed –
jade lips, amber wrists,
tucked under the wet day, a swirl
of oyster skin; roots imagined from the sea
 
where the bark frays and the rocks loom,
bent limbs skimming, and open locks.
Inside, inside – the nut grin, the hazel hair,
spider twinned with a dripping stare -
 
I feel the room bruise me from within,
da...

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The Vague Day

 

 

All at once, the hours of the day fudge –

thick throated ticking as the clock grows dimmer in the light

and in creeps a sleep that never fully takes hold;

 

variations of slate whispers on a shoulder blade –

turning over, shadowing the eyes with Payne’s grey,

a memory of a storm; lungs filled with water.

 

The dreams descend, whistling, hysterical, al...

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The Passenger

“I don’t think I need any of you”

 

                     *

 

They sit in the circle – each part with arms folded,

creased in. Cautious to the centre of the light -

behind them, their secrets close in sharp black.

By being together, a self absorbs the room –

moving in and out, like a breath finding sleep.

 

 

She speaks first, the one with the dumpli...

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The Gaze

 

 

Something so assuming – a frame

to bless or condemn,

 neither giving or consuming, the tiny moments of what you are –

they fall around me like summer petals –

to touch, I fear a smear –

 

of the plaits twilight fed through  -

her hair, her eyes – these moments are too soon -

 you die, a breath of first and last –

 hands move across the table,  wor...

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Pure

 

                                                                                                                                     Marred with a tooth rimmed desire, an oil skimmed glass upon

the back of my calves – my muscles - tendons, a graze of memory –  are my decision

to complete the arrogance; shave away the bristle grin mistake of not being a man. 

 

My bathroom...

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Drift Kindly

Shape they do,

these vague conspirators -

delusions of design in the growl of my thoughts -

attaching myself to any I,

foreseeing my accidents before I do,

curling me up in the pillows of incompleteness –

 

dread and dead, I am fish mouthed

with.

 

I would give you up, in kindness –

this on the dip of a sell by date,

my loop of being so unsure ...

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War Quiet

Milk hearted, a timid stunt

of drifts and thieves distorted

 

the silks of a grave surpassed -

a  lay  unchartered, where fray

 

and wound next glory became

a khaki hill without a name.

 

The tame of each dread root

thwarted – the tip of each snapped finger

 

larked, and dipped its fever

into parts of men long since lost -

 

a thousand...

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Pyjama Nimble

For clemency, I lie you at the end of my bed –

rest, and keep the flight of my wrecked dreams at bay - 

this is your sleep,

a seam of undisturbed silk.

 

I’ll take my psychiatry with the fluorescence of the day,

there is no hurried rivulet for you to claim,

calm though you are, in the pest, be calmer still in my absence.

 

The draw of each hour wil...

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Thoughts

Each riddle (cause for, unheard) - drooled upon the glimpse of psyche,

playmate vie with the portent day, woken to

with heavy rind,  a cloth

of circumstance –

is a zephyr trail, a bipolar dupe;

a rush of strawberries or the frugal vines of bed grapes.

We are angles bloated, presumed

controllers of our cortex –

trip wires and bobbin,

spun upon words that mean...

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Inception

 

She was cinder born, the girl you met –

curate’s egg smashed to ash.

She couldn’t weaken her heart to hold

something of herself –

an arm underneath her skirt,

turning her this way and that,

through her jaw –

ammunition for section.

She was rough for love,

dragged slate, flint ticked,

a quarry of crashes –

nose, cheek, fractures of kisses

a l...

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Dose

In the dullness of my night cap

are ten white stars.

They reach for me inside, a clay of thought,

a hard consciousness -

to soothe, to stroke,

a warm ellipse over my forehead,

a heavy mushroom descending to press.

 

They seep into my palm’s dive,

pouring my shoulder, a cleft of mercury –

eye to lid, transparent –

my ceiling, cloak spent and cotton

...

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Spores

A rag, a veil hacked with complaint –

dragging through my windpipe,

yellow wayward sacks of children,

bitten or burnt, without a home –

a compass air spokes my inner ear,

a design of irritation.

 

A drastic limp – my corner of charge –

hits, hemp and knock knee’d  -

there is a shatter of repulse, my falling

swallowed continuance,

heather seed pierced...

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Brighton Marathon Donations

This isn't anything to do with poetry but am hoping my lovely poet friends will help me out. I am running the brighton Marathon this sunday for The Cambodian Children's Society.

The Cambodian Children’s Charity (‘CamKids’) is a development and relief organisation, dedicated to providing direct aid to poor children in Cambodia. Its principal objective is to help children in Cambodia who are ...

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Saint to Starve

The presence is abandoned –

a window dressed in dull possessions,

things left; growing shadows of circumcision.

Tough to echo - the eaten heat  - a running thought

escapes to elope, for lesser charms of warmth

take hold – the stagnant jar,

the frigid penny rimmed with dust.

 

Sight to victim – remain to harm –

there is a room, no one kno...

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Tawny Bridge

Hell mithered an itch that day,
an automated path down to the river
where I found the bridge, a sulky spot
to sit and slink my limbs; a dripping prose
of adolescence that would never disappear.
By the grit of this – seeing my sore gluttony,
unconcerned by the fish below - 
 a stranger was spurred to share my seat,
...

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Enter Violet

 

Into the submission,

I crawled - hands and knees,

a hinge of witch blood,

the bark, bedded down -

me, a girl of impressionable root.

 

Hollowed, pumpkin scooped,

tendrils of my better seed,

caught the needle and the sap,

pulled into the wood –

I was a girl, 

like everyone said.

 

It came for me 

 to

hind my legs, fermented snaps

of ...

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Portrait of Love on a Dove’s Tail

 

Pale, the circumstance cowers in the unperformed –

tasting, without pretence, nor confirmation,

whispering greatly,

opal veils of smoke –

tides, sweet, a constant

pain.

 

A pearl forms, a melting star  -

of curving universe locks,

 

born on the ever looping sail –

never held,  a well climb

or a fall –

th...

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A Suggestion of Defence

To rest, deft pretence, to rest –

shear your gloves with the zoo

of most incompatible common sense,

to bark and howl and squawk with full obedience -

the kind you are.

Be it a room of peacock eyes, singed in the heat

where no open window grooms,

or the quiver rut of rabbit clots,

breathing tightly in a burrow -

know your gut and the great gulping sorrow

a...

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The Hall

 

Come in from the cold,

declares the rare hour, here to the day of sleep,

coughing and creeping through the burnt violin strings -

 the hallway buckling to its knees, saying please

make me human, run your thoughts over my arms,

here I am - welcoming you on the stairs.

Her hair tied up on her head,

tendrils of tumbling bees,

sigh in the shift of a trapped w...

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Catalepsy

 

It breaks the distance,

rinses itself through my chest –

the pulp of conscious, the pulse

I hold, the touch of speed, close to

 

the coast of him. I disappear –

lines scolded white light,

eyes pouring thick, flesh folded.

It runs the future of my spine.

 

I shake the distance – the colour

tasted, chattering, wordless,

a mouth armour -  and v...

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Needle

 

Falling through the sallow plague –

mine, all mine, the weather reminds,

left in your place,  jade veins shooting through

a gold - untouchable, never invaded,

stained all the same;

an infection of kisses and petals up my arm.

 

The coo –

the ribbon route, floats the infant, calm –

a sway of circles,

a dawn of cradles

and where we are, sobbing;

...

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The Candle Bends

Callous flame!  The wall beckons tardy shadows; an eye of minute distance

where time is spare to change the movement –

fingers twitching like the curve of a Count’s back,  black on the wall -

a great mountain of ash.

I have my all, bent, doubled, cold chattering teeth

and Poe stowed in the gaps of my window

where in creeps the moors, swabbed with a woman’s pulse.

 

...

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Ghosts

 

I have a corner of the room, held tight against my chest –

it is worn, the shark teeth of a blanket, a blue shadow sewn

in the dimness of drawn curtains.  

 

No one reaches.

                                                                                                                                     The stillness echoes, warms my eyelids from underneath the fold...

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She Reasons to Herself While Bathing

I do not know why I disappoint you  -

you – the netted heart, the captor of beautiful things,

sepulchre voices, where the dagger vex orgasm mourns,

spiriting away on the holding charm of a velvet spaced word.

 

I do not know why the fever goes to her – your ghost want

to power the colour, fresh and ripe, of her, being so untouched.

I have the blues...

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The Authentic Heart

It is not a kind beat – the one that warms the colour of your eyes, the pupil gawping in a state of near hospitalization, draining the outside of all significance, for the life of it is in – in the pinnacle of unleash and the throb of completely knowing your lust; drag, animal, bated lush, tilted, and fruit injected, electric, hating like lover’s do.

It is the flick of blood and gun, the ru...

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Jude

 

He began –

generations of what should have been

in the palm of his hand; the creases of stone masonry and Christchurch,

better for the beaten, beaten for the man –

and crossed the river in her, the obscure

distances of chastity and love, the lulls of

a hidden blood –

an understanding, to the sore thought of what is lost

when all hope is gone, shackle snappe...

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Collective

 

There goes the greater still –

humming, possessed in the bathing wing,

fire feathered with the wake of wind

and the curling

inner dream -

it is placed safe, the tired will

and the written vein, and  powered palm –

a painted cave wall of us all –

complete in the things we say.

 

The things we say

hum in the quiet taken, looped

with that w...

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Underneath

The street is multicoloured

underneath my panic – rushing down, feet tangled up in leaves.

The pavement snaps – my nutrient, underneath;

hands punching through the granite,  angles, wired triangles,

telephone trees,

spurred from my robotic sleeping – underneath me, underneath,

 

underneath

 

a code carved by roads as ready as veins.

The people come and...

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Coat

 

Meadow threaded, seen apart from commute and promenade;

to hold it still, I will –

etch with saffron, the whole of the sun

and fill my pockets warm, with her.

 

The cotton drop,

where the spider foots

and the wind, knotted with timber tuts -

I shall loop with my button holes and hold them close,

 

and then when the time is right,

and fastened ...

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The Cellist

 

They think they know her as she bends over,

her cheek stroking the spruce of pine,

the tufts of her hair, static – dreams wafted in the near space

of suggestion.

They cross their legs and lean into each other –

eyes forward, slight with whispers, presumptions -

they know the program, and have bought the ticket;

they wrote the music, and metered the love.

 

...

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The Whale's Mouth

 

How do I get inside you?

The things I have lost, I think you have –

swimming around in your belly,

as dark as asphalt,

touching to create a lung in an embrace, a number

safe

as I would have them.

 

Do you have them?

 

My ribs rise and fall;

crowing iron, shipwrecked,

anorexic -

apparent – a vest of razors

with every breath.

To ...

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Painting Consciousness

 

I am so unsure of my motion; it feels, a rather fixed movement;

hand clasping the brush from a hurting angle –

my fingers

 

            tight around the slender running

pulse

my higher craze; peacock ridden, with stricken thoughts of love,

blotted

on the bone before me – tempered with falsities

and flattened method. But it neither holds or supposes

...

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The Crow and the Allotment

There sounds a growth where the mixed fertile seconds twitch

and the waste combines - a minute underneath the dew

where a thought reprises, seizes the day at the loftiest wake

and disguises – blue and black and silver eyes

across the wing of his jest,

a movement before completion – where  the morning rises.

 

He takes the moment to be human –

a gardener amongst t...

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Dune

 

She is brave enough for any brand

tilting the earth, running into the show of hands,

a fast orange lust.

 

The hours send widows,

their shortness carried on the sands,

this way and that, all things passed –

ferocious concubines.

 

In movement, they delight

and show her the close of love –

a hill the shape of falling into

the count of infini...

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Fate Modern

There are trees of peculiar shape

at the bottom of my garden – branches made strict,

glued

with magpie feathers

and an ungodly green bottle neck

trunk.

 

They wink in the sight of a distant sun –

sanded down, a rare pink hue

but pistol gripped,

and a hot diamond snap

over the horizon.

 

My throat is sore –

swallowing, corseted,

and...

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Even The...

Dreamt safe

in the wipe of glass, past

the days limp, part into

a bulb split to the dew, this side -

a hanging basket on the window sill.

 

Even the plaid

rush of cars, the vines of rain

threaded through,

bring you here to me – a hapless

shape maker, blotted without

your hands.

 

A sash of sun throated leaves,

a curve of slow shifting

...

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Then

 

Summer never came so quick –

grass smacked, a cucumber air,

promised on a bird call, shot through

the colour of her hair,

a scream of bicycles and their fall.

 

No other before it seemed

had ever felt anything  –

the sirens of the suspension,

rang out in sweet petal tempered rain,

fingers locked in the curling veil,

 

soft, rubbed with a hal...

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Sketch

 

 

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Siberia

You know I will run as far as you will go

up to the hot lick of ice,

wrap my rounded hurt around your space

as a baying hound would do -

pad your face out over a place

blank enough to erase,

snare your scent amongst a gawping mist

that rises over the lake

and caps you here; the gulping escape.

 

I will serenade

a blue annual

to disgrace the hard h...

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The Other

 

If you could, would you breathe for me?

 

Softly over the elbowed night, a tapestry of chocolate folds

merging so as if the air

could sink our lungs into a state of one breath,

one sleeping liquid.

 

 

I cannot bring it in close enough.

 

The safe place to meet is whispered

in the very place I shudder – eyes closed,

bare, honest, unpe...

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Hear, Hear, New Year!

Hear, Hear, New Year!

I have a tart card held,

I have an innate weight I dispel –

I hold you close

each year,

the charms held on my arm.

 

Hear, Hear, New Year!

I keep you fixed in fear,

the sight of you draws near –

the spent and want of what could disappear

with each swallowed sphere.

 

Hear, Hear, New Year!

The corner of the day

so...

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