I look for new light

in old flames

the quietest crackling embers

searching for that mad spark that

will set alight my time-dried mind

but the fire has always been but one

sometimes seen, sometimes not

that runs right through the Earth

immanent, infinite 

in thunder and star, love and hurt

it's not the light I seek

but the heat of the invisible fire

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Serpentiform

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amassed a mask of masochism

the masonry a mass of schisms

a nemean mime forever dividing it

self into character-constructing polarities 

and the sound of the pendulum swinging is

teeth scraping tarmac amid sweet Satanic 

anchors of lavender for an ancient mis

guided ritual for gorgeous reclusion 

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you must respond at all costs, e...

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fresh sounds, noise without name
despite all time       in the subtler realms
power is in the knowing
how a resonance
is addressed    the title
of a lying vibration    in
the absence of this      if
the jargled mumbles through the walls
remain still
grey the nickname 
of a wave form will
suffice to suck the magic
from the panic
but a more potent 
vein of freedom 
is mined through th...

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it creeps in like hope
                                       love clinging 
                     safe sound
 stripped 
                  the veiled shape of it

flowers watered in

fears denying all expected
witherings
                     crinkling snakeskin 

discarded    aimed star-ward

like a voice

bare 
            toneless in the void

                                  ...

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bleeding lamb-like the split throat splaying

on temple steps for Set's quiet-dark smirks

among scam-based chakra shenanigans

the iron-scented mist of blood 

atonement propelled through bone-white air a mass of military-grade psychic driving

travelling by darkness fear-first 

deep in prayers of accidental blasphemies regrets melting salty on a quickly-creasing face threats 

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messiah stillborn amid wilted lavender 
corn stalks pouty in hollow sockets
scarlet ibis feathers creaking in
the shadowed secrets of a single black ankh

a mass grey as prisoners' prayer
lightening powdered with stars' quiet

piercing an ever-rising ceiling of
corpse-like fantasy, expecting.

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words can carry with them a certain weird

emptiness the poison enamel

of this sole-fuelled exterior reality 
the blandest constrained phrase like
the sound that began the Earth
the sanest gateway

in a muddy forest of grief-laughing

and transient unstable compulsions 
somehow sacred maybe
from another time a resonance 
the sound of voices from the little Saturn box
mena...

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gore misunderstood as
glory 
invocation at
3 to the Great Unbegotten 
Thought 
like dust of the duat we dance
to the tone toroidal

waiting for Khepri 
to roll forthwith the day
begin 
anew old moments 
bedreamed
as bridegrooms in the borderlands
of morning
forever the Force that 
feasts and feeds 

Light      Mind      Power

to sacrifice
continuous refusals 
give up the gho...

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line in the sand

blood in the eyes

crawling

scorpion-like         society 

self-wounding in weird air

breathing deep

amid the seethes         seers

blinded for the sake of snakes

free enough to disappear 

speaking lies 

though unknowingly 

still breaks your heart just         one

many paths laid out from past mortalities 

casualties

from a journey in empat...

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t   here   comes a   t   ime 
when   t   he   onl  Y   ligh   t  Y   ou 
have is   t   he   one   Y   ou
li   gh   t Y
ourself

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I refuse to let life lose
make champions of each
form phase and flame
of slightest darkness I reach
out toward the broader
storm-quiet crash of here
as the taste of strangers' rage
no clarity but fear
this mould-made quater-sleep
when numbered invocations tear
lightened fabrics long-left yet
quick to kill all slumber fought-for
no peace in dreams of death
in a paradise of beasts and h...

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when I had nothing left to give 

You gave me everything I will ever need

when spite and hate defined me

You loved me the most

the sound of a door closing scraped my bones

and You showed me the way of re-association 

distant planning and laughter set fire to my mind

You simply taught me the power of unending Love

I will never again condescend 

those gorgeous bei...

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screaming at the cold 
the mold of a mind so 
useless like a body in
a dark river

eyes crystal blue glaring up
amid the lapping scum
the corpse of who you thought 
you'd become like a future

things will get better 
things will get better

observers shocked back away 
this bloated meat can speak afraid 
too weird to interact with it
easier to laugh tribal simian

the differences...

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before Trump a darkness on the Earth

silent were the people as their alexas'

taped their snoring

and everything else in

their quater-waked states 

and then              thanks to the efforts of

some unseen force a known troll 

took the United States Presidency 

I knew he was the real deal when

they tried to kill him several

times and I finally gave in and 

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I spend about an hour writing from my heart

a very rare event and you keep signing me out 

I know you're doing it on purpose.

You have ruined a beautiful website

And    I have a feeling it will be fixed soon .

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a ripped off title and a filthy notepad

in honour of Thoth 

anti-saint unJesus-like with 

winged feet you scrape my mind in

states of half-skulled intuition 

you filch my numbers     acausel warfare 

blessed digits become threats 

I fight nightly  and the full moon is like a sniper 

watching                                   waiting 

war has evolved and blinded the Earth

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eternal Truth in turmoil 

  lies pristine as ivory sculptures

    lunarlight alone reflecting in the dim

       of a thousand sunrise curses

     faces maimed by trying like crunched leaves

        seeds unhatched as souls beneath

           the surface of the mind's maddening river death

                   the world its raft of wreaths

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Regardless of those who seek to destroy searching spirits

my Jesus is different         he laughs with me 

I don't even ponder about His human incarnation 

I want the Spirit             I need the Spirit 

Jesus is the Spirit of the world 

and when He said 'so in everything, do to others 

what you would have them do to you' 

He gave us the Keys to free ourselves 

the plans f...

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fading.............t       railing

skimming lobster-like to eterni   t y

Somewhere without seasons 

a land free of horus rising

leaving the realm of information where

light stores the code of our becoming 

we are connected by strings 

unseen by most                 those that do

go insane                              get rich 

our brains have been hacked for awhile ...

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lumps of clay facilitate reality 

nothing is that is not

                                                               Moved

who Moves the Earth?

blocks of space        thick                 invisible

portions of what is

a crunched sun dead on

arrival                           no death Moves 

that is not pushed 

we are the blocks between airs

atoms attempt ...

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words left unspoken must

turn to song

like a dead bird

learning to crawl

becomes the ants that eat it

pieces carried off like loot

from the shop of God

laid at the fat queen’s foot

those who snap your brain, nip your heels

those who have never seen these hills

those atomic archons will

die under the weight

of their own making

casually flinging ...

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there are so many

                                     in here now that

it’s easier to imagine I am

                     collecting them like cards

of cartoon characters                     til

they leave more lost and longing

                                         than they ever

thought possible

2

somewhere aside my body or

             just above my head...

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noise maddening      cracked turquoise            higher
                                                                          high
                                                                     high
     or thoughts                                    high            
birds with God's thoughts fly high
wings threading light                                    p              
dark ai...

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self-taught to be

thoughtless she said her medi-

cation made it impossible but it

happened I changed at first then I

tried to change    I drank a lot at the time 

missed possible memories of a life-

time 

it never came to that       they stayed 

where they were               comfortable   

the reliability of a realm we cannot 

conceive of

forever-never-forgott...

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the early bird

                        catches 

                                         the 

                                              wooooooorm*

                        but the late worm stays alive   alone

                           and the worm that 

never leaves learns

things d

            e

            e

            p

                             ...

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Part Two: leave the living as they are

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we met in suits                     a sad interaction
to enhance alienation a comparison
must first exist  half-blinded by giant light she could barely speak and I
like a planetesimal in transit a spot or stain 
yellow in the helmet her satan smile still 
a ten tonne drill to an already quaking 
Thymos             an exchange of essentials
s...

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Paer One: Stasis to Statues

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The elaborate craft finally reached the green pastures of Mercury where even the Trees day-d
ream of leaving the Great White Soul at the Centre    it cracks   streaks   that one Love
you lost      you could smell the scent of
Saturn dripping from her skin her light 
eyes like rodent holes   bones blessed badly
she directs the craft    her ghostly thought...

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sometimes he hears a phrase hears a phrase hears a phrase and it's off for God's sake 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 the red light is off 10 is it 9 the number of ending 11 there's a phrase repeats repeats repeats no comfort in the glow of an active fire alarm just an optical delusion here's a phrase he poked an unloose tooth tight as a nun's cunt till it was bloody and he cried with dread because he knows he'...

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Wisdom may not have fallen 

but was pushed 

from the fifth corner of 

the Earth, one third flesh, a glass skull

"crying sometimes sounds like laughing"

when you try to trick the Trickster 

mountains move against your Will

and your pompous offers, your strange 

libations and plastic sacrifices be smitten like children 

by unfit guardians, our wrathful rulers

...

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First Impression 

Uriel
Uri  El
             Still 
moving like a warm voice in your white heart 

Uriel are or is
Is it not?
or is et al

I do not doubt the atrocity of the many heavens 
as does our Uriel standing at the gates of Repentance
with a flaming sword and a single Name
a hero to saints and psychics alike
and even some bloodletting angels
end up sorrier than you’ve ever ...

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Thrust is a vile endeavor, roaring animal lust
And woman yell every sacred vowel known to Azaroth.
Joy in sin, sin is death, joy is death

Trust, an even more degenerate form of inter-
course: Will imposed on the weak and wet
Brain rape at its finest

Tryst Ah the self – brutalism of the dead and 
disfranchised, to make love to oneself asexually
Is the  Day God will Have His Word with yo...

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to hate yourself completely is to love thyself. 
for who here admires ashlar? 
to hate oneself is a will to change
to cringe at the sound of your own philosophies,
wince at who you are daily as a feast, 
hating yourself truly is a gift 
empathy, contrary to the pied pipers, exists purely for hatred 
and to hate openly is the ultimate sacrifice
because you knowingly incur cureless retalia...

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A glint flows twice for the right

                                                      shadow

There are no candles in the 

                                                       sun

A farm is more than one 

                                                      meadow

and always burns as

                                                       one

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Like Jacob arriving into 

the orange town of

Pineal we fight 

bright shadows on altars 

of heart, bones 

and crows break the paralysis 

of knowing without mind so many

thoughts form a nation 

within themselves        sovereign

defenceless 

there is no sound save

that of cracking ribs and snapped

skulls as a new day floods 

insubstant on chaos-forms

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Abraham, abrained, quartered blackbox

the 4 directions and their shadows
and 7 on the spine in segments of
3……………………………3
each breath a brain un t angle d
quarks in 8 brains crackling
a brain for every okayshun
a brain bubbling like a fried egg in a stained pan searching for answers
and finay near fatally answered 
by Something who believes Itself to be
hilarious cunning Etc. . . 
any ...

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Icarus moonbound, the human mind
flayed in the watery filaments
of the firmament

God-scorched, flames curl in the mirage of
neurotic moths like thoughts flocking
to a corpse

and just when you think you hear silence
A TREE
LIGHTS

Illuminations appear as sad creatures
to the unexpecting, blue branches
dance down from above
green pikes lick the sky
ghostly deformities made whole
b...

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Everyday Is Someday

loud minds
discard the many futures
eternally as snakeskin
as a plastic glowstick
nescient of the night
coursing mornings’ brief
unwise hope
and the air of Earth
like one deformed breath spread across
the once-crystal planet
observing as if from orbit
your own life, the avatar
you choose to be without knowing
annihilates all realms out of sight
and from just ab...

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intense relentless numerical
an effigy of figures fermenting
in a grey gods terrarium

stars beat faster than us
asteroids like asterisk multiply
the fiery fluids of the firmament

immersed in mist immaterial, the number
of the Beast’s white brain and
the skies between eclipses 
is 7 times 3
Time’s Three

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there is no depth to which the darkness will not devolve
nor wretched Aeon the least neglected
in this box of starless gore
where light which  forms full the firmament
becomes suspicious in its myths
and you cringe to breath what might be death 
and you hunger though you cannot eat
and you thirst but the world is salt
this is the Spirit on fire.
like this, you cannot exist 
without it. 

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here a tallow skull spurting mist
of red and smoke chokes the air
here a woman with a broken mouth
screaming for mercy face down 
in the concrete 

an old black man long-alchemised 
from ashlar to pillar cries in throes 
of righteous anger as the skeletal horde 
burn down his fought-for foundation 

there an elderly couple threading waves of angry bodies 
beaten to a pulp simply
for...

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iron in the wind, blood above the sun

a cube in 9 forms foments
old world chaos 
with a new world Ninkilim
and thunder is no longer fractal but a
direct reflection of divinity 
in the dirt as shown by Jove’s
quietly diminishing Eye

Jesus as Serpent and the 666
misread technology of the Spirit, 
the Holy Ghost like weaponized Compassion
coming at you at 3 in the morning 
with blood ...

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The Nephilim of Croghan Hill

6 foot 6 in 100 BC
you peered up from millenia
of dead stars, your nipples shredded lest
the tribe be once again victim
to your serpent milk

and as the elders gathered screams like seeds
you remember different stars, better skies, the time
you married Ireland as a White Mare
sent from Tyrconnel
and brought a harvest to sacrament

but the night had fou...

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I saw my first porn when I was 9 and
two days later half severed
my hand in a pane of glass
and the devil downed my blood, 
my wailing alm like a golden calf
banned from the pack for singing
too heartlessly 

and yet the contusion closing over 
with time and deaths many lessons
to cut old wounds fresh and let the music out, 
the music of blood in a 
Universe of Sacrifice 
the sound is...

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I first came to England as an Archon
   and my blindness made me full
I pretended I had substance to my spirit
   but I had not even Will

I convinced myself the light we carry
   was born from brainless eras
that the burning golden Eye above us
   was the symbol of a truce

From from away I cast my blood beyond 
   what I believed to be unreal
those phantom mimes of a better self
   ...

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here in prehistory the silence grinds

like a second star
in the gold light of Saturn
breaming tongues of fire
on the cold broil of the brain

skulled-in squarely a flickering husk
and there go the dreams like mosquitos
to the cranial grave
shew your voice against that hush
with faultless animal empathy
curse your ghosts to a pyre of peace
in 4D purgatory
eviscerate the simulation
w...

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false light   first thought    long lost in
coiled chorus coniferous 
the sweet song of the beast
in hell the sole sound makes it 
sugar simmering but turn to
multiples of colours the pale light
is not for you, the Trojan myriad, 
the beckon of dead relatives,
just another fenn trap
for the soul

so the vehicle forgets     dies  
                                   forgets
again  ...

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Sophia Defiled

The authorities received knowledge they needed to create humanity. Sophia Zoe, who is with Sabaoth, anticipated them. She laughed at their decision, because they are blind, and they created humanity in ignorance and against their own interests. They did not know what they were doing
                                  -    On The Origin of the World
                              ...

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out there          far
before        or        as if
bronze forks
                     Quarks calm erupt
luminous 
                 formless
        there never was a here or
here                there             any old where
shapeless in superpositions
           elemental we
rise like bloated hearts to the waters edge
the waves folding in-
-to golden                 ratios          ...

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