The New Year 2021
The New Year 2021
A time for New Year's Resolutions
for introspection and internal ablutions
A glance at the past where it now belongs
as we drink, dance and sing familiar songs
A time to ponder and begin anew
for there lies ahead so much we can do
Let us waste no time as the future beckons
it will soon be here in hours, minutes and seconds
If we are with ...
Thursday 31st December 2020 4:13 pm
A Dark Secret
A Dark Secret
A dark secret well hidden
has brought fear to be bidden
As a boy I kept mum
a secret which never saw the sun
So I concealed my voice and could not utter
nervousness was at the root of my stutter
I moved in darkened places to find
what I could not clearly outline
I became furtive and very introvert
as my secret was highly covert
I searched for a l...
Wednesday 30th December 2020 10:07 am
An Inner Voice
An Inner Voice
We often need to listen to our inner voice
that still small voice of calm
Which speaks words of wisdom
words which do not emanate from ourselves
But directly to heart and mind
The voices and noises of endless distraction
often drown this source of inner wisdom
The world outside will encroach upon us
to supress those words we need to hear
...
Tuesday 29th December 2020 1:34 pm
A Childhood in Despair
A Childhood in Despair
I was drenched
and drained in dullness
I loathed my surroundings
nearly as much as
I loathed the other
children
School was a
frigid and hostile
environment
The moorland was
inhospitable as
were the gossiping
biddies in their
backstreets
There was an absence
of joy, with no colour
or contrasts
I vowed when I
cam...
Monday 28th December 2020 7:42 pm
Kindred Spirits
Kindred Spirits
Out of the blue, unannounced and from many miles afar
a soul arrived in my sacred space
It was meant to be that we should meet
from another land but of our common race
We bonded soon and bared our souls
a language used to forge new understanding
Since that day to this we have grown
in a place which will be truly everlasting
This was no rand...
Monday 28th December 2020 2:04 pm
We are growing
We are growing
Every moment of life is grace filled
we are often not aware of this
Every thought and movement is growth
we are built and modelled every moment
Every brick is carefully laid
the architecture becomes unique
Every word spoken is of learning
it matures our soul and mind
Everyday the scaffolding falls away
to reveal more of who I am
Everyone about m...
Sunday 20th December 2020 12:51 am
A Forest Glade
A Forest Glade
In a forest glade within its shade
love is made
A secret place for which no charge is made
love is made
Far from prying eyes we have a place prepared
where love is made
There we take off our clothes to be fully bared
is where love is made
Rampant passion here is flagrantly made
here is where love is made
Nature's dell our hidden abode
where ...
Friday 18th December 2020 7:02 pm
The Heart of the Matter
The Heart of the Matter
I plunge into the abyss of my soul
Unfettered by cerebral cavities of opaque thought
I search for the core of my being
The powerhouse of my spiritual wealth
Where my true identity sits in splendour
Silence pervades this deep chasm
When visited, it becomes illuminated
A strange but enigmatic place
Where I am challenged and motivated
Besides...
Sunday 13th December 2020 3:04 pm
The Virus comes home
The Virus comes home
The alarm bells of anxiety rang cruelly and loudly
as the pandemic reached into the heart of my family
No longer was it a statistic but a personal tragedy and reality
so tenuous is life, not knowing the hour or the day
I raced around in my confused mind
looking for what could not be found
Messages passed to and fro to offer prayers and support
but ...
Thursday 10th December 2020 4:56 pm
Immaculate Renewal
Immaculate Renewal
The waves of the Spirit wash over me
to cleanse and renew the fervour of my soul
Then I see anew as I am uplifted above all conciousness
an ephemeral gladness envelopes me
A balm heals the past of spiritual disfigurement
to breathe on me another time of reconciliation
A second or third or more, an opportunity to reopen my eyes
to the depths of my bei...
Tuesday 8th December 2020 2:21 am
Our Place
Our Place
We are in the right hand bottom corner
alone and quite separate as an entity
A diamond which glitters with brilliancy
giving the fragrance of creation and love
Especially conceived to be blessed into eternity
we are encased in perfect harmony and safety
Every detail is to perfection, an unparalleled miracle
outside darkness reigns into the unknown
...
Monday 7th December 2020 10:48 am
A Gentler Age
A Gentler Age
I was smoking my pipe outside as usual
A young observant man said that I reminded
him of a gentler age
Not many smoke pipes these days for fear
of criticism
I acknowledged his remark and nodded
A gentler age I thought, at a time when
young men in the trenches smoked pipes
almost to a man
Gleaned from black and white documentaries
of the Somme a...
Saturday 5th December 2020 9:06 pm
The Nanny State
The Nanny State
The Nanny State is here to stay
and woe betide those who go astray
Do you smoke they say
to this there is no give away
How many do you smoke each day
I replied that cigarettes were not within my pay
A pipe yes until the tobacco has burned away
He wrote the words, A smoker he does say
I was condemned that day
I am amongst those who stand outside to...
Friday 4th December 2020 2:03 pm
That Great Emotion
That Great Emotion
Love has no ownership , no script
it rises above normality and convention
It tingles with an ancient beauty
never distressed, only ever empowered
It is aroused out of nothing to something
never confined to boundaries or limits
Love is a gentle force in powerful clothing
as it embraces all manner of souls
By it we are attracted and consumed
into...
Thursday 3rd December 2020 4:47 pm
The Land is Fallow
The Land is Fallow
The land is fallow, the virus has struck
the grass weeps and the fields sleep
Trees stand bare as onlookers stare
the land is fallow for a while, a year
The land is pock marked with tangled weeds
no longer is it time to sow the seeds
People retreat to the warmth of their hearth
nothing is achieved on inertia's path
Clouds and rain no lon...
Sunday 29th November 2020 4:55 pm
Stillness
Stillness
Early morning as daylight heralds a new day
I sit alone in my pre ordained space
to be still in thought and prayer
as I contemplate and commune
with the essence of my being
where the Divine Spirit has made his home
In the background I play softly and
listen to Gregorian Chant or the
strains of Peer Gynt in the beauty
of the morning song
Peace b...
Wednesday 25th November 2020 10:49 am
Held in Abeyance
Held in Abeyance
The death throes of autumn have finally receeded
as the muffled drums of winter steadily begin their desultory beat
Nature retreats amidst cold winds, frost, sleet and ice
to clouds laden with snow waiting to the unleash their confetti
We shrink and cower by open fire sides with toasting forks
to sleep wrapped in overcoats and gloves under weighty blan...
Monday 23rd November 2020 6:29 pm
They danced the Tango
They danced the Tango
She sat in a pale blue satin dress with white silk stockings
revealing legs of perfect form from ankles of a delicate strength
She smoked her cheroot in a languid manner
the feathered plumes of her hat, a crown of serene nonchalance
He asked her for a dance,
she accepted extinguishing her cigarette
On the floor, her stage of familiarity, she leaned a...
Friday 20th November 2020 12:09 am
After the Cabaret - impending doom
HAfter the Cabaret - Impending doom
Outside we heard the distant dark rumblings
in the clouds of impending war
Inside we were oblivious to such a world
as we danced, drank, smoked and made love
Darkness was at the outer limit of all horror
as we procrastinated in luxury and self indulgence
Our heads were buried in the sand as we sipped cocktails
and flirted outrageousl...
Thursday 19th November 2020 7:48 pm
Lockdown
Lockdown
I prefer to call it house arrest
as it is fast becoming an endurance test
Now we suffer human deprivation
an unbearable and intolerable condition
The pubs are now out of bounds
but the milkman continues his daily rounds
I go shopping wearing a bandit's mask
which makes the business more of a task
My glasses steam up and I collide with others
and on one o...
Monday 16th November 2020 1:38 pm
Acceptance
Acceptance
I came across naive pebbles on a crowded beach
of different shapes, colours and forms
Frequently moved by the ebb and flow of the tide
yet all packed neatly together as if for comfort
Each individual pebble a part of a sea of stones and rocks
no two alike but in a common unison of sorts
I picked one at random, amazed at its uniqueness
no two were allike...
Sunday 15th November 2020 11:39 am
A Tribute to Decency
A Tribute to Decency
If it were not for this patch of land
This small part of God's vast creation
Amongst a desultory but decent people
I would be lying in some back street
Having been raped by a broken bottle
Or murdered and deposited in a field
Where the harvest had yet to be reaped
Or thrown from the highest building
I live, exist only by grace in a place of litt...
Friday 13th November 2020 12:58 am
The Divide of Prejudice
The Divide of Prejudice
We were young and adventurous
curious about the world and ourselves
Our friendship had been forbidden
as we came from different religions
He was catholic and I was not
bigotry had seized upon our young souls
One day he took me to his church
where I glimpsed its interior and splendour
We dared not speak of this exploit
We always m...
Friday 6th November 2020 6:55 pm
Inner Conflict
Inner Conflict
There are times when I am enveloped in a dense cloud of unknowing
In a state of utter and inner solitude I become transfixed
The atmosphere becomes pressurised and intense
A fearful beat of a strange sound emits a cascade of anxiety
I become inert, highly aware of where and who I am
Peaks of prominent unassailable mountains pervade my vulnerable soul
and bl...
Thursday 5th November 2020 11:13 pm
You would have found me....
You would have found me.....
You would have found me in a perambulator
or on a small seat fixed to my mother's bicycle
It was a time of austerity, of making do with
socks that were darned and pullovers knitted
Our home was a prefabricated bungalow
erected along with others on a bomb site
The German Airforce had re landscaped the area
everything appeard to be new a...
Thursday 5th November 2020 1:14 pm
A Mysterious Warmth
A Mysterious Warmth
I heard a knock on the door
Two men stood there, simply dressed
We looked curiously at each other
"Are you warm?" one of them asked
"Yes" I replied, "on the outside"
"But of your inner self" came the response
"I feel nothing here", as I touched my chest
"Come with us to a warmer place" was their invite
We left the house together
The front doo...
Wednesday 4th November 2020 12:31 pm
Darkness and Light
Darkness and Light
The sun is low in the sky
as scanty clouds scud swiftly by
Most of the leaves have now gone
for in most places there are absolutely none
a gust of blustery wind presses against my face
as I bend forward into the wind apace
Leaves of autumnal splendour are everywhere
we choose carefully what clothes we decide to wear
Dawn arrives unannoun...
Monday 2nd November 2020 3:15 pm
True North
True North
We often sublimate ourselves
to conform and meet the
expectations of others
We aim to please but seldom ourselves
always others
Life can be spent in such a charade
which brings damage and no joy
We must enter into our inner selves
to face reality and come to
accept the truth of our identity
to do so with courage
The real me and the real you
No...
Thursday 29th October 2020 12:15 pm
People Watching
People Watching
I watch
I observe
I look
I search for clues and tell tale signs
for places of origin, fashion, and demeanour to find
I probe
I compare
I analyse
I evaluate all I see and more besides
I speculate on the minutest detail which may reside
I ponder
I fantasise
I desire
to see behind the veil which life affords
to discover what is discret...
Wednesday 28th October 2020 4:23 pm
The Curtain Falls
The Curtain Falls
A dull twilight atmosphere of greyness prevails
Suspended between night and day
Winds gently buffet the branches of failing leaves
As a perpetual drizzle saturates the sodden earth
It is time to sleep, to rest as even autumn is now spent
Fading green leaves with red and yellow edges about to fall
As if flags are lowered at half mast
A chill which find...
Tuesday 27th October 2020 3:06 pm
November is here
November is here
This quiescent mist which envelopes
the landscape
An inaminate veil as a blanket of
obscurity
Heralds the onset of shorter days
and longer periods of darkness
Into this stagnant gloom we reflect
on death as nature falls dormant
A time of All Souls and of Remembrance
An apt climate choreographed for a
season of meditation
Hibernation and lo...
Saturday 24th October 2020 9:17 am
Luis
Luis
I love him for his innate vulnerability
so I can massage those florid areas
of soreness to restore
confidence and bring healing
I shower petals of affection on his
trembling inner self
where darkness and doubt lie
in an abyss of inbred fear
His spontaneous outbursts of love
are fountains of intense colour
I am forever intrigued by his
evolutionary proc...
Friday 23rd October 2020 6:11 pm
Blessings Abound
Blessings Abound
We have many blessings which we seem to
know nothing about
Should we know them with real joy
we would shout
We know little of the hell of war
and starvation is far too far
We have an abundance of food
and clothing
There is little left to stimulate
any loathing
Good fortune and money line our
pockets with wealth
There is little need for s...
Thursday 22nd October 2020 7:38 pm
A Dusty Road
A Dusty Road
Blown into eternity
the end has no formality
no significance to speak of
Reduced to mere dust
we are scattered into
a universe of particles
to be at the will of
the winds that blow
We will have left no impression
no remains
but dust thinly scattered
Celestial debris
of no significance
What was it all for?
Caught up in the
draught o...
Thursday 15th October 2020 5:05 pm
The Dinghy of Hope
The Dinghy of Hope
Floundering in perilous seas
above an ocean's grave
clutching children
clutching each other
starry skies
A lunar beacon
grey heavy laden waves
a swirling ocean
Gripped by fear
prayers gasped
Water sodden clothing
a chilling wind
Dawn comes
as a lover returns
hope, a touch
more prayers
another day
Perhaps good fortune
...
Monday 12th October 2020 10:06 am
An Account
An Account
Seas of complacency
refuge of many
foot weary and hapless
to swim the surface
albiet briefly in tranquility
A wave breaks
chaos is King once more
scattered in confusion
no flowers in
purple tulip vases
Empty carriages
with fine horses
await on cobbled streets
echo misery
A plummet to
new depths
in iron clad walls
down throug...
Monday 12th October 2020 3:16 am
The Eternal Void
The Eternal Void
Dark and light wrestle in the vine
steps down to oblivion
Floundering in obscurity
bowels and bowels of nought
Surface light yearns
a fluidity sways the spirit
Tranquility holds fast
walls encompass security
Outside ambivalence
to the perennial
The womb is home
speculative comfort
Before the neon lights
and depravity in
perfection...
Saturday 10th October 2020 8:51 am
A New Horizon
A New Horizon
The boat has been moored for months
fearful we have left her to be
No knowing the seas that lie ahead
as so many suffer and others are dead
Our lives have been turned upside down
needs and wants have been rearranged
Often we don't know which way to turn
but as times passes a new life we must learn
No longer are we able to kiss and hug
to s...
Saturday 10th October 2020 6:55 am
The Ecclesiastical Empire
The Ecclesiastical Empire
A city of basilicas adorned with wealth
Art treasures occupy every niche
Their magnificence is overwhelming
An expression of beauty adornes even their lintels
Candles flicker before statues and icons
The prayers of the faithful on their knees
The poorest invariably give more than they can afford
Domes, cupolas and stained glass
The fra...
Thursday 8th October 2020 7:23 am
Mendicants Slumber
Mendicants Slumber
In the light of day when the city is bright and free
they roam in dead earnest to sell or simply be
A diminished identity cries for recognition
a job or some longed for and much needed ambition
People know who they are and from where they come
they are but as parts of an eternal sum
Their eyes cannot conceal defeat and dismay
as they search for ...
Thursday 8th October 2020 6:40 am
The Layers of Age
The Layers of Age
I feel the layers of age as I draw each breath
every movement is a reminder of years past
I am crouched through frailty and surgery
my body aches intermittently with each twist and turn
Life is slowing down quite perceptibly
but I worry not about this inevitable process
My mind and soul are still invigored
temptation still attracts carnal desires
T...
Saturday 19th September 2020 4:44 pm
A New Love
A New Love (dedicated to the Eternal city of Rome)
My old loves have fallen
from grace
No longer do they hold a
place
They have been relegated
to times past
For a new lover beckons
at last
He has always had a
place in my heart
And this is from
the very start
I considered him to be
out of reach
Like a sand castle on
a crumblling beach
...Sunday 13th September 2020 6:46 pm
Shake off the Dust
Shake off the Dust
For those who seek personal aggrandizement at your expense
Shake off the dust from under your feet and walk away
For those who smile at your face then cheat you
Shake off the dust from under your feet and walk away
For those who befriend you and then stab you in the back
Shake off the dust from under your feet and walk away
For those who ...
Saturday 5th September 2020 1:03 pm
Nothing is Lost
Nothing is Lost
We play the smallest part in life
briefly we are here to live and be
From birth to death our print is made
then only to disappear, but not to die
For death is final and has no home here
to see is not to love, but to know is
What we cannot see remains with us
in memories of heart and mind
Both of which cannot be turned into dust
nothing is lost for...
Wednesday 2nd September 2020 11:01 am
An Ocean of Time
An Ocean of Time
Memories reverberate across the ocean wave
you touch my heart on the crest of each nerve
I want to reach out but the mist of time says 'no'
yet for the sake of love I cannot let go
Time has not lessened my passion for you
despite all others my heart has remained true
I am blessed with good fortune yet sad
between us there was no room for anything ...
Monday 31st August 2020 5:24 pm
Alone in a Pandemic
Alone in a Pandemic
He sat alone looking interminably sad
his mask had fallen beneath his chin
In his mouth a pipe clenched between his teeth
a trickle of blue smoke grew into ascending rings
The wooden bench was in the village square
surrounded by the usual High Street shops
An unopened newspaper lay on his lap
mostly unread with the usual contents of dread
Deep in...
Saturday 29th August 2020 4:21 pm
I did not belong
I did not belong
The landscape of my childhood anaesthetized my soul
I had no vested interest in it for it was ugly and raw
An industrial scene the place of my exile was utterly foul
a sea of chimney stacks in grey fields of gloomy chaos
A simple glance was sufficient to avert my gaze elsewhere
and cast my mind back to memories refined in pastures green
I had been ta...
Monday 24th August 2020 10:09 am
I imagine....
I imagine....
To imagine is to conjure the mind
entering into the folds of desire and fantasy
To lie in a solitary darkened room
images flash to and fro at random
We construct our dreams to suit ourselves
others arrive unannounced to charm us
Journeys are undertaken and the past relived
faces and places return to haunt us
Intense sadness and the joy of exhileration
...Sunday 23rd August 2020 1:08 pm
Exactly the Same - 1939
Exactly the Same - 1939
They are exactly the same
as we peer into the past
and absorb the present
a new generation is brainwashed
The President for Life
in a one party state
A Fuehrer for Life
in a one party state
Jews, gypsies, gays and dissidents
segregated for extermination
Uighur Muslims and dissidents
selected for re education or eliminatio...
Thursday 20th August 2020 11:32 pm
Gangster Town
Gangster Town
A giant gothic structure
where concrete blocks
keep democracy at bay
Gangster Town
a wind tunnel
an echo chamber
of futile banter
Gangster Town
the talking shop
of little earthly use
a cavern of deceit
Gangster Town
the casino of corruption
where nests are feathered
and plummage preened
Gangster Town
a Victor...
Tuesday 18th August 2020 5:36 pm
Another Glut of Dictators
Another Glut of Dictators
A new coven of dictators has emerged
an unholy alliance of tyrants
Grim handshakes are exchanged
in a darkened souless mutuality
Unwritten alliances are formed
as the oppressors of the masses
They threaten peace and stability
and delight in aggression and provocation
Together they are the champions of evil
fearful and ready to destroy de...
Tuesday 18th August 2020 8:58 am
Sozzled
Sozzled
Swarthy and bearded
a dominant brute
of salacious repute
exhaling blue smoke
betwixt whiskey and a joke
Propped up yet leaning
one eye seeing
with hat tossed back
a knotted tie is slack
Always here, never there
tight stained his attire
A lamp casts a shadow
as a curtain does a window
Stupified and nonchalant
the day's climax redundant
Th...
Sunday 16th August 2020 5:27 pm
A Portrait
A Portrait
The portrait caught my desultory attention
it stood out in an instant, a glance
Head and shoulders, a slight of the head
eyes focused on the instrument of capture
Features emanating an intensity of thought
a hand holding spectacles askance
The impression possessed a certain individuality
a face with a veiled sense of purpose
Pen and paper not visible but ...
Saturday 15th August 2020 4:55 pm
Be Yourself
Be Yourself
Stand upright and alone
Reject conformity
Discard all your labels
Do not read newspapers
Read and educate yourself
Form your own opinions
Reject any form of prejudice
Learn to say no and mean it
Abhor all violence
Do not follow the herd
Choose friends carefully
Go where you please
Do not give in to fear
Don't identify with others
Refuse...
Tuesday 11th August 2020 8:43 pm
Catapulted
Catapulted
Sensual and salacious desires arouse the senses
as they race to the fore leaving all else in their wake
As a stream cuts its route through virgin land
a coup has taken place as all control is lost
We kiss, fondle and run with our hands
our innards burn with a passionate ardour
Sinews break from their moorings
as the heart pulsates and reaches fever pitch
...
Saturday 8th August 2020 11:41 pm
A Smoky Cafe
A Smoky Cafe
It was bizarre if not exotic with an array of aspidistras
a delicate white wrought iron staircase curled above the dance floor
Where dancers were in perpetual flow as they tangoed to and fro
waiters wore white shirts and black bow ties with trousers of course
The strains of tango music permeated the entire cafe
as women sat with elongated cigarette holders gentl...
Tuesday 4th August 2020 11:10 pm
The haves and have nots
The haves and have nots
Behind veils they are cloaked in disguise
their voices are inaudible and secretive with lies
They cooperate in order to manipulate for gain
egotistical they feather their nests with those they have slain
Fingers are pointed at others and away from themselves
they live in fear of blame and shame like frightened elves
Single minded in their pursuit o...
Tuesday 4th August 2020 7:43 pm
It draws near
It draws near
A sinister wind blows its evil dust of grey ashes
leaving a residue for the potential of evil to come and dwell
It swirls along narrow alleys close to home
made manifest in irritability and resentment
From outer space we see the angels in dread fear
as fish flinch and seek deeper water
Factories churn out what we can well do without
greed and the ambition...
Monday 3rd August 2020 7:55 pm
Are we going to do this again?
Are we going to do this again?
The nations of the world slowly re arm with missiles and tanks
New submarines are launched alongside aircraft carriers
Are we going to do this again?
Trades wars, border disputes and plagues beset us
More casualties and increased poverty and prejudice abound
Are we going to do this again?
Brinkmanship, threats and even mo...
Sunday 2nd August 2020 10:24 pm
The Stone Tower
The Stone Tower
For many a year I lived alone in a tall stone tower
its walls were sturdy and strong with power
The door was locked with a drawbridge and moat
inside its cold interior by candle light I wrote
From its lofty windows I beheld magnificent views
I had never been out so was only able to muse
One day in the height of summer the door opened to beckon me
f...
Saturday 1st August 2020 8:44 pm
Advance into Nothingness
Advance into Nothingness
From metal crates metal cylinders are dropped to kill or maim
Inside metal tubes we fly off on holiday to evade reallity
From metal pipes come gas and water
We drive metal cars to contaminate our world
With an addiction for stainless steel we adorn our homes
to shine in our self made worlds off dullness
Old stone wells gave us water, clean...
Friday 31st July 2020 1:26 am
Onward and Beyond
Onward and Beyond
In an eerie darkened cosmos a, planet spins free
blues and greens fuse together in a vaporous trail
Stardust swirls in a strange unison in constant motion
This vista can only be seen from afar
from the depths of outerspace in a greater void
A planet amongst many yet unique to embody life
a self contained home of light and life
from which nothing can e...
Wednesday 15th July 2020 11:54 am
Eternal Youth
Eternal Youth
The elixir was a disappointment
as the mirror reflected no noticeable change
I stared glumly as good money had been wasted
not one blemish had been removed
nor one wrinkle concealed or subdued
I had vigorously rubbed it all in, lavishly so
a few drops had even caressed my tongue
Fuelled with enthusiasm I was now dejected
all had been in vein, a useless...
Tuesday 14th July 2020 5:40 pm
A Common Wealth
A Common Wealth
We must stop and draw breath
to seriously consider a better world
The past has eroded our individuality
diminished our identity and potential
into a world of greed, violence as a commonality
We must come together and pool our resources
We stagnate and wear false masks
leering at television screens of horror
as we lounge in comfort and luxur...
Sunday 12th July 2020 1:05 pm
The Prodigal Son
The Prodigal Son
I am a repeat offender
it is part of my inherant nature
My intentions are good
but my spirit which is willing
gives way to a body which is weak
Lust is tattooed on my soul
as is the pursuit of pleasure
Original sin for me is selfishness
I am wayward and self indulgent
Always ready to apologise
and seek Divine forgiveness
But equally ready t...
Monday 6th July 2020 1:10 pm
We are lost
We are lost
We are free falling into a darkened chaos
some try to point the way but to where
We have been lied to, misguided and misled
humanity is the victim of its imminent destruction
In our folly we repeat history, hold fast to old beliefs
non of this is of any consequence when the abyss lures
A culture of blaming and complaining is rife
no one in all honesty ...
Sunday 5th July 2020 3:02 pm
Leaving Home
Leaving Home
I kicked off my shoes in disgust
as I had more time to waste and wait
I was impotent because of my age
bound by the law to adhere and acquiesce
I stood and fumed barely able to conceal my anger
I wanted to smash something, a nearby fish bowl caught my eye
The word livid was beneath the surface of my soul
I was about to explode at any moment
I ...
Tuesday 30th June 2020 8:22 pm
Encased in Memory
Encased in Memory
I was not present when he died
but far away in a different world
Yet I could see him in his coffin
composed and peaceful
He had earned this
after a gruelling life
They buried him in a Church Yard
close to the west door.
He would not have minded
it was at mother's insistence
I was not there but I saw him
a noble figure still with dignity in...
Thursday 25th June 2020 11:41 am
The Plateau of Reconciliation
The Plateau of Reconciliation
Winter lies dormant as a distant memory
Autumn ahead on a new blustery horizon
Spring has served its purpose of renewal
As we bask on the plateau of a summer's sun
We have reached that idyll of warmth and comfort
Where gardens are enrobed in fragrant majesty
A court of delightful colours as a Divine gift
Peace reigns in this kingdom o...
Tuesday 23rd June 2020 11:49 am
The Black Sunbeam
The Black Sunbeam
It sat resplendent outside the front of the house
as it graced a dowdy neighbourhood with unrivalled elegance
It gleamed with layers of intense black polish
to announce its nobility and modernity
Along the street for those who did not own cars, yet some did
an intermittent array of other cars stood in awkward uniformity
They ranged from pre to post ...
Sunday 14th June 2020 12:24 pm
A Pressed Flower
A Pressed Flower
I had procrastinated for far too long
as it sat above the house hidden
to give it shape and additional room
Our loft was a chaotic storeroom
the unwanted added to the untidy
I climbed a rickety ladder aloft
into a cavern of perpetual darkness
with a solitary naked light bulb
With torch in hand I surveyed the scene
old suitcases, cardboard bo...
Saturday 23rd May 2020 8:25 am
This is my Country and these are my People
This is my Country and these are my People
For years I lived and worked abroad beyond the seas
fuelled by an adventurous and curious nature for fresh pastures
These wanderings ranged from desert lanscapes
to the idyllic islands of the West Indies
Europe fell easily within my grasp of view and desire
from snowcapped mountains to verdant valleys
I integrated myself into var...
Friday 22nd May 2020 5:16 pm
Seasonal Sensations
Seasonal Sensations
The body tingles as a transformation takes place
goose pimples yield to outstretched bronzed arms
in the landscape of an English summer
It is assured as night follows day
so does Spring herald the summer idyll of hope
The replaceable gives way yet again
as wicker basket chairs and mowed lawns
sit gently beneath the fruit trees in blossom
Sandals ...
Thursday 14th May 2020 3:57 pm
Do you see?
Do you see?
Don't cast a wandering eye
which captures nothing
You will see nothing
if your mind is preoccupied
Stop and stare and observe
fix your concentration on seeing
Do not allow yourself to be
a train window with life flashing by
All that can be seen has merit
even the dull and ugly
We learn more by seeing about us
than by transient thoughts
A leaf...
Saturday 2nd May 2020 5:01 pm
The Intrusion
The Intrusion
Juxtaposed with the dutiful arrival of Spring
bringing garlands of heavenly bouquets
We slumber in a permanent fear
of a plague whose rampant character
lies beyond the control of any man
Forget me nots bloom in the shade of a tree
daisies and dandelions grow wild in the fields
Hastily constructed hospitals await the infected
mortuaries receive unpreced...
Saturday 18th April 2020 7:17 pm
The Hedge of the World
The Hedge of the World
The world is found in a maze
Passages linked together in symetrical chaos
An 'ad hoc' arrangement of no design
People enter and begin a fruitless pursuit
They wander unguided along green corridors
So high are the hedges the tallest cannot scale its walls
Or see beyond their own confines
Time can be spent in sheer frustration
Dead ends are freq...
Wednesday 15th April 2020 12:24 pm
A Painting
A Painting
I glanced at the landscape and moved on
The Gallery was full of people, a busy day indeed
I returned to the landscape, to see it once more
Before me, my eyes read in between the colours
The landscape gave way to my life, the past
I became mesmerised as images flashed before me
My childhood, family, times good and bad
I painted a superimposed landscape of my ...
Tuesday 14th April 2020 5:12 pm
Sea Fever
Sea Fever
The hatches are battened down
All is safely stored within
The wounded captain is on the bridge
The engine chugs slowly in motion
Those below have taken to their hammocks
The rudder is free with no control
The only sound is the lapping of water
We are adrift in a sea of plague
No destination can be determined
The doldrums have their way
A soporific at...
Saturday 11th April 2020 6:00 pm
A Tenuous Existence
A Tenuous Existence
We live on the edge
We hang by a thread
We clutch at straws
We live by grace alone
I wake in trepidation
I walk not knowing
I think in spasms
I am mostly lost
We search and ponder
We compare and wonder
We enquire with doubt
We often need to shout
I am well and truly alone
I am surrounded by people
I seek solitude
...Tuesday 7th April 2020 10:38 pm
Hadrian
Hadrian
A wall to predate that in Berlin or
One to mirror the Great Wall of China
Bestowed the name of the philanthropic Emperor
To consolidate his vast Empire, to discourage war
Steeped in ancient Greek culture he fell in love
Not with the Parthenon or the Temple of Olympus
Uninspired by the voices of Delphi
He was besotted by the beauty of a young man
Love flouris...
Friday 27th March 2020 1:52 pm
A Curse or a Blessing
A Curse or a Blessing
A plague sweeps across the land with vengance
Where blossoms are brimming in our gardens
Amidst anxiety and terrible uncertainty
The sun sits above us as a golden crown
A cough, sneeze or fever sends a shiver of fear
As leaves appear and nature comes to life
Confined to home and garden, time to contemplate
But free to relish the arrival of Spring
...Tuesday 24th March 2020 2:37 pm
Homely Love
Homely Love
A heavy cloud descends upon the town
The sun has withdrawn its brilliant rays
A creeping mist winds its way along the streets
Few if any venture out into this damp landscape
Huddled around hearth and fire for warmth
Kettles whistle as crumpets are toasted by lurid flames
Night draws in to exclude the outside world
Street lights glimmer in the encroaching gl...
Thursday 19th March 2020 5:01 pm
A Silver Framed Photograph
A Silver Framed Photograph
I see your face almost every day
But I know you have passed away
I ponder at our similarities in life
But you were killed at twenty in strife
On a street in Belgium your life ended
But here I live a life open ended
You sacrificed everything for our nation
All we suffer from is nervous tension
You left these shores aged nineteen
And sinc...
Wednesday 18th March 2020 7:50 pm
Infection
Infection
The bats from hell have left their caves
Insidiously they spread their wings of dread
They are indiscriminate in their choice of victim
Random in whom they infect with plague
Fear and panic grip the heart and mind
We glance over our shoulder with uncertainty
Expectation lurks around very corner
Some withdraw behind door and curtain
The fatalistic stride fo...
Thursday 12th March 2020 3:54 pm
Antiquity
Antiquity
A passage through the arches of time
Upon which cascades the fortunes of history
Rome and Athens where are your children
Cast asunder in the lands of Bohemia
We will perish without you
Revisit us and revitalise our civilisation
Lest we sink into an abyss of ugliness
Save us as we plunge into the unkown
Anchor us in your antiquity
Nurture us with your p...
Wednesday 11th March 2020 11:48 pm
Stabbed
Stabbed
An unexpected and searing pain
I crumpled with an agonised scream
I was breathless with disbelief
I fell foward as others screamed also
People coming and going
A shot rang out in the distance
I am going to die here and now
These words rang in my pulsating head
I was turned on my back
Words of comfort were softly spoken
I prayed to God , Save me please.
...Sunday 23rd February 2020 4:13 pm
A Load of Luggage
A Load of Luggage
Railways and their stations full of steam and soot
Deafening the noise as porters shouted and whistles blew
We heaved and pushed to climb aboard the express
Wearing our uniforms with cases and kitbags encumbered
Destined for camps, ports and airfields in remote places
Never sufficient seating we sat in narrow corridors
Beneath dimmed lights as others str...
Monday 17th February 2020 8:01 pm
The Voice of Integrity
The Voice of Integrity
The voice of integrity
Is the voice of poetry
Not the voice of opinion
But the voice of dissent
The poet writes from the heart
His very soul cries out
He rails against injustice
And applauds courage
The poet seeks for the truth
He cuts away the undergrowth of deceit
The poet is driven by his conscience
He cannot remain silen...
Monday 17th February 2020 2:22 pm
An Afternoon Storm
An Afternoon Storm
Created in hell the wind beats against all in its path
Rain lashes against window panes
It pelts its fury on roofs and chimneys
Animals fearful seek shelter
Foliage bears the brunt of this onslaught
Branches sway buffeted by sudden gusts
The sky darknes as afternoon becomes night
Litter is scattered in its wake
Traffic is reduced to a laborious cr...
Saturday 15th February 2020 4:14 pm
The inner Sanctum
The Inner Sanctum
My home is my sanctuary
Blessed by love
Insignificant to most
But where I am surrounded
By those objects
Who reflect who I am
In this place of peace
I enter into my inner self
And do so in peace
From which comes
A creative spirit
I think deeply
Uninterrupted and fluent
There is an outpouring
Of truth and vitality
Silence is my...
Saturday 15th February 2020 12:56 am
We cease to be
We cease to be
One third of our alloted time is given to sleep
A great portion of our life here on this earth
A time when all that is concious is cast aside
When we enter the portals of another existence
When heart and mind meet to journey together
To places of fantasy and remembrance of other times
Encountering faces and places known and unknown
Taken where we have no...
Friday 14th February 2020 12:14 am
The Sounds of Night
The Sounds of Night
Outside it blows
the house responds
Windows gently rattle
the dogs slumber in unison
a gentle murmur of contentment
A hum pervades all
a distant bell chimes
A cat triggers a light
it scurries away
The faint sound of music
an indeterminable melody
A melllifluous snore
I am not alone
The room is jet black
inky black with no shadow...
Saturday 8th February 2020 11:59 pm
Shifting Contrasts
Shifting Contrasts
The heat of life and the industry of the soul
War threatens, disease is rampant
We fall and falter over hurdles and stiles
Stung by the nettles of deceit and treachery
Wounded by the sword of infidelity
Pierced by shameful memories too grevious
Catapulted into an unkown kaleidoscope
Turn this way and that, no right from wrong
In sleep a melody pla...
Wednesday 5th February 2020 7:00 pm
Satie
Satie
Nightfall descends slowly upon a city scene
Ninety years ago beneath gas lamps and tramcars
A shower of rain has abated leaving mirrored pools
People come and go as does the traffic to and fro
I subdue the sound I hear and superimpose my piano solo
One more in keeping, not with silence, but at odds with what I see
A more tranquil and melancholic atmosphere pervades
...Wednesday 5th February 2020 12:52 am
Time Heals
Time Heals
The fury of anger and the heat of passion
An all consuming searing of emotions
Are in the present moment boundless in intensity
The after glow of passion generates a fondness
Where memories are venerated and cherished
The aftermath of unbridled anger unleashes
Embarrassment with vengance and damaged pride
Into these emotions of intense human behaviour
Com...
Sunday 2nd February 2020 6:35 pm
Cut Adrift
Cut Adrift
Cut adrift in a maze of chaos and confusion
I am rejected flotsam abandoned in a great endless ocean
Never alone I collide with others and their thoughts and words
Which only adds to my sense of loss with no direction
Hope for what, I ponder, undulating waves prevent any real view
Often swirling mists envelope the ocean's surface
At times cold and wretched, fr...
Sunday 2nd February 2020 1:07 am
My Mother in Law
My Mother in Law
My Mother in Law is a woman of substance
not to be messed with or ignored
A matriarchal figure who rules the roost
woe betide those who challenge her spirit
Confrontation with her achieves little indeed
her stoicism is utterly remarkable
As is her intellect and wit
never to be underestimated or side lined
A mother, a grandmother, a linguist and more
...Friday 24th January 2020 6:25 am
Images Lost
Images Lost
Images lost but time not forgotten
as I weep inwardly my irrevocable loss
Moments of exhileration and passion
hidden from view behind a curtain
A burning desire for release
amidst emotions of intense love ferment
They remain to this day
I am haunted by love and ever longing
My soul cries for the loss of you
O let me love you eternally
I yearn and h...
Thursday 23rd January 2020 1:09 am
Perspectives
Perspectives
There are times when we need to draw perspectives
to adjust our thoughts, views and opinions
To peer down a tunnel with blinkered sight
is to lose any sense of reality or normality
We are too quick to judge and fall victim to errors
when quiet reflection can sober our thoughts
and cleanse those cerebal cavities
Those who seek fame and wealth are always wit...
Saturday 18th January 2020 11:30 pm
A Vacant Room
A Vacant Room
It spoke not one word of its owner
there were no signs of it being lived in
Large windows gave an abundant light
there were no curtains only blinds
The furnishings were spartan and unadorned
with clear lines of black, white and glass
The sofa was of black shiny leather
a two seater with a matching armchair
A clear glass table for coffee and drinks
o...
Tuesday 14th January 2020 11:51 am
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