EVEN THE OLIVES WERE BLEEDING
At the end of time I will rise
like today, go about my business,
talk to children, smile sometimes.
The sky – the real sky – shall shelter
and storm the earth still.
black soil shall breed many satans still
Azure clouds, from which no rain falls,
thall mass on far-horizons threateningly.
large drops of rain freeze into ice,
Angels lie about their whereabouts
clerics, ...
Thursday 21st November 2024 10:18 pm
Angelus bell
the end of time I will rise
like today, go about my business,
talk to children, smile sometimes.
The sky – the real sky – shall shelter
and storm the earth still.
black soil shall breed many satans still
Azure clouds, from which no rain falls,
thall mass on far-horizons threateningly.
large drops of rain freeze into ice,
Angels lie about their whereabouts
clerics, streaked wit...
Thursday 21st November 2024 10:07 pm
Early winter's day
Through the mist and fog
of early morning
I see car headlights crawl
into view
Everything looks so sad today
the whole world’s a cemetery
The sun sheds a sad stream
of light
intermittently
I’m out with my friend, a dog,
name of Woody,
we no longer hear church bells
in England, it is verboten.
Nothing is familiar anymore:
no wilderness, no heart ache,
no winter fires stripped o...
Wednesday 20th November 2024 6:44 pm
MEG
dedicated to the memory of my friend Chris and, equally, to the memory of his friend, Meg
Photo by Chris Anderson on Unsplash
A flick of her tail
showed more uncluttered love
than a lifetime’s worth of empty ‘Hellos’.
As Aeschylus implied so-long ago
there is no type or condition
of suffering or pain
which is not made worse
by re-calling the glory days:
times languorous,
meande...
Tuesday 19th November 2024 8:11 pm
HEART FOOD: JUDEE SILL
(This poem is dedicated to the beautifully lyrical music of rapture and redemption which this young Californian produced prior to her tragic death by heroin in 1979.)
She’s the shadow of a shadow,
She’s the smile upon her face,
She’s tantalising, like music,
Released from time and space.
Her image is a mirror,
Of glance and glimpse and gleam
On St Agnes Eve pursuing
The remnan...
Monday 18th November 2024 5:40 pm
Diffuse Rainbow
There is a diffuse rainbow in my mind
I wish that I could read it line by line
Ineluctable images go flying by
Consoling dreams splattered across
the sky: I will not die today,
I'd rather watch migrating birds
Fly high, higher, in the night sky
Such natural images shepherd me
Into sleep where dreams can multiply
I listen to my sigh as diffuse rainbow
Words come to comfort me, I recal...
Monday 11th November 2024 7:02 pm
ALONG THE UNHALLOWED WAY
This man pushes this other man in a wheelchair
down a dreary inner-city road, they’re talking,
always talking, talking of nothing, talking of everything,
what it takes and never gives back. The load.
With wheels of fire and halos running all amuck
these two desperados meander along past
the pound shops and the bookies and the booze 24/7ers
they know all these places well. Too well.
Friday 8th November 2024 11:37 am
BLANK SLATE
Tabula Rasa: blank slate
will take the breath clean out of you,
when you think the implications through..
Tabula Rasa,: blank slate.
No memory, no desire,
Nothing to bend you in any direction,
No-one to sling you lower or higher
No future, no fire
No prescience required
No past, no regret
Nothing for sale and nowhere to let.
No genetic predisposition
No-need to speak and no-one to li...
Wednesday 6th November 2024 2:22 pm
Remembrance blues
Riding a memory wave deep into the past
knowing so little,wishing that people would last;
unsubscribed from all doctrines of peculiar self,
I fight the mood swings, welcome the dark daze
of these November days.
I freeze at the mention of a murder in the park.
Loving the addicts who plague us without hope,
forgetting our beginnings, that this life’s on a slope
that takes us to nowh...
Monday 4th November 2024 8:26 pm
The state of the nation
The times of wonder have gone
The wise women drugged
Into submission.
Forensic psychology reveals traces
Of long-forgotten faces
Which, like Munch's silent scream,
Degenerate into nightmaredream.
Desire, in all its lurid manifestations,
Falls into disuse,
And all is as it was before:
A flat, grey concrete floor
Krema I at Auschwitz
Eminently productive
340 corpses could be bu...
Sunday 3rd November 2024 5:38 pm
FRENCH KISSING
Photo by Léonard Cotte on Unsplash
One fine evening when I was sixteen
stuck in some rowdy pub with dazzling chandeliers,
we walked out, carelessly, promenaded by the river.
we move under beech trees, a passing shower,
everything smells so good, so fragrant,
when you are young, the air is so sweet.
you close your eyelids and...
Saturday 2nd November 2024 8:23 pm
....early onset
the blue is missing from the sky today
the trees have no leaves
outside it is very cold
the wind is cruel.
there is a person
in front of me
i don't know who it is.
i remember playing out
with my sisters
with a skipping rope.
it is cold inside,
that lady told me it is morning,
that is why I stretch and yawn.
that lady said I had a visitor
i was frightened to ask:
'Wh...
Sunday 27th October 2024 5:01 pm
SUMMER TIME
This poem was witten by my best friend, Chris Proudfoot, who I had the pleasure of knowing from 1962 (when we began grammar school together) until Chris's suicide in 2022.
a hot, still July afternoon,
silence unbroken
through a cordon of dusty nettles
you plunge into a rank glade,
wicked with the scent of elder
and warm, ripe grass,
heavy with anticipation of something not quite def...
Sunday 27th October 2024 4:32 pm
WOODY
He owns nothing but he gives us gifts
He cannot speak but he says it all
He doesn’t live long but he loves life
He doesn’t think but he knows it all.
https://youtu.be/BnBWxAaGm9Q?si=53q61GSMTOyJeTfm
Saturday 26th October 2024 7:12 pm
NOTHING MORE
a sliver of a moon highlighting
a stone house by a river
full of young people, rushing
hither and thither, a cascade
of sound, untramelled energy,
a highlight of laughter, a blaze of eyes,
no disguise
in so many intelligent discriminations:
of face, of education, of class, of race
we knew it couldn’t last:
some retreated for forty years or more
but I always knew I’d return
in ...
Monday 21st October 2024 8:29 pm
Quasimodo and Esmeralda
The priestly fathers love to laugh at Quasimodo
A dirty-broken gypsy boy, who climbed like a monkey.
Priests in black gowns, were walking their rounds,
And binding with briars, our joys & desires.*
Priests, bejewelled with gold crucifix, lusted after young Esmeralda
Her wild gypsy eyes flashed and she kicked and she tore and she screamed.
To save Esmeralda, magically, Quasimodo lift...
Sunday 20th October 2024 8:17 pm
For when I am weak, then am I strong
Sometimes words tumble from my mouth like grain,
At some other times, words are pulled like teeth.
On a cold grey December day,
I wept because of a curse I carry,
The curse of a glint of light from Elysium,
Or Zion or from heaven-knows-where.
...
Saturday 19th October 2024 7:09 pm
HOLY BROKENNESS
Missing the wildness of my younger self
I degenerate into words. Waiting, between
sentences, for the muse to catch up with me,
I fulminate, flash like lightning, explode
So that I catch myself thinking this
Is all an act to compensate for the time
Brian climbed that tree before disappearing
To Japan, for all eternity. I wish Haiku was true.
A cherry blossom flash of inspiration
To can...
Thursday 17th October 2024 12:38 pm
NO MORE TUGGING THE FORELOCK
Liberal elites don’t have a clue about the white working class.” The Washington Post
White privilige
what a joke
we occupy space
vicariously
some days we hang on
by our finger tips
Scared to look down
or up or to the side
we hide from ourselves
Some days we hover
on a magic carpet
of hope
that things will finally get better.
That our Rita will be offered a council flat
...
Sunday 13th October 2024 6:18 pm
SEEING THINGS
Lurking in the shadows — on a groggy
gas lit night. He, who followed so many
to their deaths, in this age of the machine,
sits alone, bereft of sight.
In his mind's eye he sees the tender white crosses, -row-on-row,
glow deathly white on a whirlwind night of swirling snow,
he hears the creaking branches, catches a whiff from below,
of lying Lady Fortune a-floating on the breeze,
...
Saturday 12th October 2024 7:49 pm
Censorship is to art as lynching is to justice *
Ye gods! circumstances compel me speak
Ye gods! using children as target practice;
From the first of the world
Down to our own time
Don’t frown, don’t shake your head,
Listen to this elegy for the innocent dead.
For soldiers silenced, banned,
expelled, made as if dead.
Life continues for some but the crops in Galilee
Are no longer joyous.
goats and sheep forgot, humans will not
Some...
Thursday 10th October 2024 8:06 pm
SOMETHING FOUND
The ease and simple grace
Of this man who’s died
Cannot be lied about
Cannot be denied.
His echoing presence
Still sings in my head
Still sings in my heart
We’re never alone,
Never apart.
Like the mocking bird’s song:
These mimus polyglottos,
These speakers of a hidden art,
sing and recreate
moments that survive
when we were all alive.
Oh! it’s a sin to kill a mocking bird
And it’s...
Wednesday 9th October 2024 2:17 pm
A walk through the woods
The land was sodden; even during the short breaks in the rain, drips cascaded from the trees, driven down by the briefest of breezes. The sky was bruised black and blue. On this deep set All Hallows Eve in the year of our Lord nineteen hundred and twenty-seven Miss Abigail Prince hurried through the woods, lifting her skirts to avoid the worst of the mud, she’d finished her work in the big hou...
Tuesday 8th October 2024 4:16 pm
Tumble in the wind
moon sad, as only the moon can be,
cast silver shadows, a spectral plea,
a part of my tapestry of daily grind,
dreams weave deep in mind:
gather close, come, intertwine,
caught in glimpses, unaligned.
eyes fix firm on a stranger’s gaze,
a silent dance in an intricate maze;
lips take shape, sound mute, spirit sings,
heart takes root.
in glowing fires in daring eyes,
her hair cascad...
Saturday 5th October 2024 9:56 pm
Sacred & Profane
Calculus creepy croaks a loaf,
gamble with diligence, excuse with repose
sunday afternoon-summer in jeans, bobby dylan, the kinks
and my pal bought-sold this three-wheeler,
b...
Thursday 3rd October 2024 9:34 pm
Seppuku*
A river runs through me -
the river of life -
with its twists and its turns,
its banks out of sight.
(early morning mist
scatters dregs of the night -
O! the unbidden tears!)
Flotsam and jetsam
of years pass me by
i swirl in a whirlpool
float in the sky.
(the azure blue heat-haze sky
of childhood all gone by)
Down in the depths,
murky and drear,
i listen to my heartbeats
ta...
Tuesday 1st October 2024 6:43 pm
The wilderness of the human heart
makes us see that time is borrowed
that what we perceive
is less than half intended;
wild obscurity blocks our view,
until the curtain’s rent in two
and too many seconds become too few.
memories coagulate like blood,
simmer in t...
Sunday 29th September 2024 6:19 pm
The morning of the day
First light: a new beginning
rising at the crack of dawn
feel the air against my skin
walk, with the aid of a stick,
listen to the dawn chorus.
Thrillingly, it’s already late September
over a year since the funerals started
on St Patrick’s Day,
when madness brushed with death.
Now, I’m thinking that when I return
home with Charlie I’ll read
words I can never forget:
“The world i...
Thursday 26th September 2024 11:19 pm
The garden of earthly enchantment
You are my moment, as you read
your eyes are full of tact, unembarrassed, laughing,
my dream is just of continuing.
We cannot add up or divide words, as we can numbers,
yet, words are equally intractable
friends & family die in the blinking of an eye
you cannot eat your words.
Nor can we précis longing, hiraeth,
homesickness tinged with grief and sadness,
but we certainly can str...
Saturday 21st September 2024 9:00 pm
Dolorous days
In whispers soft, shadows creep,
Dolorous days, the depths of sleep,
Mythic tales of derring-do
Seize the day, no foreboding thrall,
For here am I, standing tall.
Carpe Diem is all we know
In fading light or flurried snow
If I can just hold on, hold on tight,
Will life's journey lend me light?
I dance where sunbeams gleam,
Sparkle like dust motes in my dream,
Bounce off the twi...
Friday 20th September 2024 7:29 pm
Burnham Beeches with Anna, 1985
The sadness of sundays
persists
even amidst
the various
reds, yellows, browns and golds
of stormy autumn
and as I walk
I have in mind
the fragility of a veined
porcelain
hand.
So, who am I to resist
this child's
every imperative?
https://youtu.be/BnBWxAaGm9Q?si=crbOmLQHYdHZjsY1
Thursday 19th September 2024 7:53 pm
BEAUTIFUL SKELETON
The devils' in the detail,
these flashes in my head,
i'm always feelin' poorly
said the livin' to the dead;
the skull beneath the skin,
my friend, has fled.
His never-ending searching,
his suicide at dawn.
Who wins the faded glory
of the decency we mourn?
Who hears the call of morning,
jazz rhythms in the night,.
Berlin before the storm
troopers roll backwards
into this ver...
Tuesday 17th September 2024 9:24 pm
ELOQUENT GRAFFITI
a blank piece of paper,
blows in the wind,
skids over people
ducks under bridges
this heavenly graffiti;
passes a litmus test
of meaninglessness, yet:
illuminates manuscripts,
tracks lovers' letters
random epistolary acts,
despatches from the front
in black-lined envelopes,
disquisitions on semiotics
written enticingly
in small handwriting
fabulous confabulations
stutterin...
Monday 16th September 2024 8:02 pm
The resurrection of the dead
Suffering and desire
Twist unbidden tears
Clear outer me:
Pumping hearts, shaking hands,
Human life conducted in the dark:
The hidden fears
The inconsolable grief
Many fear-filled years.
The overwhelming craving for permanence
For the enduring stillness
Of the Sea of Galilee.
But, instead, let’s walk
To the tomb of Maimonides:
Oh! Why do the wicked prosper?
...
Saturday 14th September 2024 9:27 pm
Stormy autumn comes
[The Autumnal]
― John Donne,
Photo by Ricardo Gomez Angel on Unsplash
Moments of the past
do not last:
kicking leaves
in stormy-autumn
tumbling heaps, red, gold and brown
deep-set colours all around
echoing the silent dread
of the silent tread
of the day of the dead.
A memory-lost, a memory-fo...
Friday 13th September 2024 6:27 pm
Анна Ахматова
And think: she wanted storms. The rim
Of the sky will be the colour of hard crimson,
And your heart, as it was then, will be on fire.”
― Anna Akhmatova,
I want to smell the tender roses,
Before their petals droop and fall,
In that one garden, in St Petersburg,
The most beautiful city in holy Russia,
In the whole world this city stands out.
...
Friday 13th September 2024 5:00 pm
The sign of the cross
“He watched the scene and thought of life; and (as always happened when he thought of life) he became sad. A gentle melancholy took possession of him. He felt how useless it was to struggle against fortune, this being the burden of wisdom which the ages had bequeathed him.” James Joyce, ‘Dubliners.’
I make the sign of the cross, today,
the last Saturday in August 1999,
for Jack who d...
Wednesday 11th September 2024 12:45 pm
And Dante
Slow breath in
hold then breath out
pause for a wee while
then in that brevity
I kick sand
on Sandymount Strand.
Now, I am out and about
waiting while Daedalus fashions a cow,
so she could mate with the bull,
pregnant, she bore the Minotaur
fruitlessly.
Heavy clouds sweep in
off the Irish sea
to blow these dreams away.
It's 1943
and Ireland is neutral,
the Nazi am...
Monday 9th September 2024 6:42 pm
DELPHINIUM BLUES
DELPHINIUM BLUES
Blue like the sea
Like the sky
Like your eyes
Like me.
Muddy waters
Lead belly
Blues
Getcha every time
12 bar blues
That 'ol gone fishin'
line.
https://youtu.be/3VEpQo2w2tw?si=YKvp_4_OVZfyUB9S
Friday 6th September 2024 6:06 pm
A WASTE OF TIME
I do not drink
But I am living under this mountain
That might crush the life out of me
Any time, any day
So, I drink anyway.
Lucifer, Brightest of Bright Angels, stuttered out
"'Non Serviam! I will not serve!'”
And that is enough, and more than enough, for me
To condemn all the big words spluttered by politicians.
I will not serve that in which I no longer bel...
Wednesday 4th September 2024 6:46 pm
SATELLITE of LOVE
At the concert in the Apple Market,
When you were still David Jones,
Your south London twang,
Accompanied the many undulations
Of time.
Your wild androgyny
Mirrored the mirror
Of myself
David Bowie, name bought off the shelf,
Skimmed the water
Of childhood,
Like a dog shakes off rain,
You accelerated — changeling
You lit up, spot-lighted,
An iridescence of sound
Ziggy!
Yo...
Sunday 1st September 2024 4:25 pm
BRIEF LIVES
We take giant steps
When we let ourselves go:
Step into love
Step into eternity.
Nano steps will hardly do
Outside where full blown life
Blows me away from restrictions,
Predictions. Derelictions. Do not smile at those trapped
By circumstance, by failed romance.
Instead take a walk while spring flowers hibernate.
Too many of us stay inside, hide ourselves away,
We do not live the lo...
Saturday 31st August 2024 8:23 pm
GENERATION 27
Generation 27
Lorca’s blood wedding
or so the whisper is,
packed full of vaginas bleeding
into lemon-tree- soil,
a foil for the mere conjugations
of eternity.
The toil, toil, toil
tilling the soil, soil, soil
of life in wgat was Islamic Andalus.
Priests chant the rosary
like it was El Maleh Rachamim,
or the Mourner’s Kaddish
(which it probably was, if the priest
was a Co...
Tuesday 27th August 2024 10:43 pm
Christian forbearance
He nailed his voice
to the heart of a mast. Sailed the seven seas.
Learnt to speak up for himself.
Spent time in jail in South Africa
For defending his black friends
From the beatings of the Boer.
The winds took him hither and thither
In wartime, he never felt complacent. Rest assured.
Never self-indulgent. A convinced
and sentimental socialist he shared an in-pouring of grief at childr...
Sunday 25th August 2024 3:36 pm
The dark watches of the night
In my imaginary cottage in the hills
I am immune to the world’s ills,
Or so I like to think.
On evenings of freezing fog,
I throw another log on the fire
Watch closely as the flames reach higher and higher,
Take another sip of whiskey,
Pat the back of my young dog,
Who can feel the spirits in the breeze,
Pick my book up from the stone floor,
Read Mil...
Sunday 25th August 2024 2:17 pm
GHOST WRITING
Meanings stuck in transit, the music of the birds,
Brimming lives at stake, my friend, as all hearts ache,
Years pass by like phantoms, the passions of the heart,
Silence breeding silence, see the faeries take their part,
Forget what you remember, give and never take.
Veil the mysteries of time, of place and everything
...
Friday 23rd August 2024 9:39 pm
Tràighean
The reputation of the beach
is gaelic
it has many tongues to tell
from the time of the women
now it is a hostage to steel and silicon
the flotsam and jetsam
of this barbaric age
we cannot throw our souls away
we will be no richer
if we make a stand
at this end of the world
listening to the broad Atlantic’s
slow, withdrawing roar
Monday 19th August 2024 8:15 pm
Pagan
" Ah, but a man's reach should exceed his grasp or what's a heaven for?" Robert Browning
I hear the mountains spring back to the moors.
strangers look up and down the brown-blue mountains
seeking summits, I guess
and it is always the weaver of water who welcomes us
into the new H2O, the fish screech to taste sharpness,
& swim in order of merit as we water tears at our home comin...
Saturday 17th August 2024 7:51 pm
FREE SPEECH
That time has arrived, when, in England
To thrive n stay alive,
We must learn how not to offend
The pointless book ends of the woke,
Those who can not take a joke
Without choking on the very cheek of it.
Rhetoric will be banned,
As will the rising intonation in conversation
Suggesting a statement
May well be a question?
No originality of thought allowed.
No challenging of the convent...
Wednesday 14th August 2024 11:07 pm
Ensanguining the skies
The wind blows ever sharper,
as the temperature drops,
– I am recalled
to a dialogue with the dead.
My grandfather, Jack Prince,
could no longer gather
the brightest of life’s strands together
he'd lost too much in war.
Nothing can compensate these young men,
millions dead before their time,
their bravery and their genes lost
to all further generations.
We slink again into ordinar...
Wednesday 14th August 2024 4:50 pm
BIRTHDAY POEM
If all the days of all the years were made of wine and gold
I’d roll them up into the light of intelligence in this one dog’s eyes
I’d pat him and stroke him and tell him unashamedly how
This friendship across species was the best that man could get.
He’d tell me I was some kind of Buddhist — he’s cantankerous and pithy
that way. So rock me like a good old boy, befriend me like the wind,...
Saturday 10th August 2024 1:22 pm
SEEDS
Photo by Jonathan Kemper on Unsplash
Seeds we plant, unknowingly,
in the flat lands of the past,
bloom in least expected places:
in shadow, rain and clay; unintended,
they disperse, gather to a greatness,
perambulate on windy days, follow
custom, mulch. Humans harvest,
load, deliver, sell, eat. Cows chew the cud,
create protein, stare, moo amicably,
in blesse...
Wednesday 7th August 2024 10:05 am
THE RUINS of NINEVEH
rich metaphors drawn from the sky and sea
rich funereal language, baptism and burial and birth,
blossom and harvest, wise ones and children.
from the lips of children we must learn clinging
to life is not enough.
smoke over Mosul. Mosul’s churches where once
the Jacobite heart of Christian belief was celebrated
amongst the ruins of Nineveh along the same back paths
and alleys that the J...
Tuesday 6th August 2024 9:37 pm
THE VEIL of MELANCHOLY
Words cannot echo mood.
It’s impossible to convey
the trudging numbnesses
of everyday.
The semi-detached gaze,
the tight closing-in upon oneself,
foreshadow pent up tears
and the tingling that stalk us.
The dim lingering terror in
almost everything I do
enables me to live day-to-day;
fear meanders like an ox-bow lake,
and can take years to settle to that flood-tide
that knocks...
Saturday 3rd August 2024 8:14 pm
MUSCLE MEMORY
From trembling thin arms to thunderous cries,
A childhood stained with hunger's cruel guise,
Clinging to mother, seeking her solace tight,
In a world where shadows cast a daunting fright.
Constant threats and abuse, such a heavy weight,
Youth stolen away, no chance to abate, too late,
Billy the eldest boy, burdened beyond his years,
In grey short pants,seeking resilience through tears.
...
Thursday 1st August 2024 5:30 pm
Butterflies Alight
To live a life in a day
the difference is plain
there’s no doing it again.
A flight within the 4th-dimension
no squirming weasel words for you
just a graceful flutter and decline
on a wing and a prayer.
No absence of synesthesia here.
just a mingling of the finest bouquet
with the deepest regret in a minor chord display.
The tug at your heart and the tear at your chest
just flo...
Wednesday 31st July 2024 6:25 pm
6 and 9 August, 1945
An unholy roar began to build
that cherry blossom day
thunder in the air,
a miraculous quiet,
a low rumble,
a terrible tremor,
a move towards total devastation
in the air, on that very day
when the earth begins
to tremble and shake
uncontrollably.
Look!
all the skies scorched with fire
and the air explodes
fusing flesh with flesh
into a whiteness
from which the dark shadow ...
Tuesday 30th July 2024 8:25 pm
Second Sight
Photo by Milind Ruparel on Unsplash
Acrid November brought to mind in late July:
That lack of light, that all day twilight!
How can anybody live through such visual misery
without declining into snake, or toad?
Even the trees have no leaves,
cold will rise to infect our eyes!
We are, unfortunately, not Italian, nor Etruscan,
just woolly-backed mammoth barba...
Tuesday 30th July 2024 7:15 pm
BRIDGES of SILENCE
Photo by Kirill Pershin on Unsplash
icelight in my eyes
iceflowers on the wind
a storm black night
stings me awake
my dreams scatter
light dissipates
night fritters away day
sky black with cloud
disperses time into verses,
made of earth, in grave colours;
no black mass here
no candles in the wind
no witches zoom to the moon,
no lifting of the spirits
just gloom
as men fall in...
Sunday 28th July 2024 6:34 pm
STUTTERER
It is not the cruelty of children that angers me
But that my hesitation to commit the word to air
And, aye, maybe, to the ear, the heart, was treated as an affliction
By those with the polished shoes and starched aprons;
Sometimes I was not even there when they mocked me but I knew
What they did and ‘never-a-bother-it-was-to-me’.
But it was. I was brought up to be brave but inside I was ...
Thursday 25th July 2024 4:47 pm
KAFIRISTAN
(a continuing genocide)
The Buddhas of Bamiyan (Dari: بت بامیان; د باميانو بتان) were two 6th-century monumental statues of Gautam Buddha blown up in March 2001 by the Afghan Taliban.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buddhas_of_Bamiyan
Nuristan, in eastern Afghanistan, was formerly known as Kafiristan (کافرستان, “land of the infidels”) until the inhabitants were forcibly c...
Thursday 25th July 2024 1:57 pm
VACANCY
Mist and fog and waterspray blind
this winter-of-the-heart hideaway
i stop and wake and sleep again
clouds disguise the fall
I fail to face
as surely as the grave decays
everyday this sheer cliff path
crumbles just a little more
Listen now!
to these screeched warnings of the gulls,
echoing through this thin air
seeing you there
glistening as the light fades away
I slip t...
Monday 22nd July 2024 9:02 pm
VICE
Photo by JC Gellidon on Unsplash
Nostalgia has barbed-wire teeth,
establishes its grip and never lets go,
Nostalgia skews, twists and shapes
how we experience the world and its doings
Nostalgia consummates our lives with lies
composed of dreariness and disappointment.
Looking back with rose-tinted spectacles
turns us into reactionary, pale conservative
clones who love t...
Monday 22nd July 2024 6:50 pm
CALCULUS
Awed by the dance of continuous change,
a symphony out of transformation's range,
where one thing turns to another, anew,
so the sum always outweighs the parts on view.
Metamorphosis of hearts will slowly unfold,
as we witness the unfolding of a tale untold,
where differential calculus charts the way,
adjusts the rates at which all things decay.
Yet the total always remains the sam...
Tuesday 16th July 2024 8:24 pm
The beautiful Cathars of Languedoc⁷
The ideas of the beautiful Cathars of Languedoc spread across western Europe 700 years ago
Cathar comes from the Greek: καθαροί, katharoi, "the pure [ones]"
They built on the dualistic theology of Manichaeism
Which they blended with the eastern Christianity of Byzantium
They were ascetic: believing the material world was the evil realm of Satan
Whilst the world of the spirit was the b...
Tuesday 16th July 2024 6:48 am
Pilgrimage: out of the blue
Photo by Sora Sagano on Unsplash
On this beautiful spring day in February
With delphinium-blue skies and cheeky
Crocuses splash purple, while dazzling
Daffs nod in agreement, in this mild April
Zephyr of a breeze –we arrive in flaming June
And then do folk longen to go on pilgrimage.
Modern pilgrimages tend to interiority
We seek relics of our past that cannot last.
I imagine that i...
Sunday 14th July 2024 12:59 pm
DELPHIC
The man who fell to earth
turned to stone, all alone,
this script never changes
barbarism, xenophobia
think it over.
Strangers come & go,
stranglers too, y’know,
open training allowed
sorry dear Mr Fantasy.
Strangers in the night...
Saturday 13th July 2024 10:08 pm
THE STOLEN CHILD
I remember falling as a child
And being lifted by a faerie-wild
She kissed my cheek and mussed my hair
And then she wasn’t there.
Some blind folk see the faeiries clear
For faeries are always close or near.
Oh, better far than what we see
Are fairy wings that brush our faces
Like spiders’ webs or shimmering laces.
Such magical, lovely, lonely things.
A rustle in the wind rem...
Friday 12th July 2024 3:07 pm
Shalom aleichem
Photo by Jacob Bentzinger on Unsplash
Blue-flame tabernacle rises from the ground
A concrete mist in the air, flames all around,
Now this purpled phoenix screams at the sight
Of fast approaching, relentless, coal-black, night.
In this descent into infanticide, false consciousness abounds,
A child’s pleading eyes, alone, on a rising tide of the sound
Bombs tear up the ground: destro...
Wednesday 10th July 2024 5:09 pm
The flowers of the forest
More than five rugby teams’ worth, of men,
every week, dead by their own hands,
Young men mostly, three times as many men as women,
Nearly 6000 a year, 60,000 over a decade and rising. ….
Using traditional routes to oblivion —
hanging from a tree, opening arteries, being free with the pills
Or, a closed garages' exhaust fumes:
jumping off high-rise flats, bridges, vehicles, pain, iso...
Saturday 6th July 2024 10:33 pm
Kathy's funeral
All those years of hope
Fitted, now, into a wooden six foot box.
From girlhood’s putting on
Of burdensome beauty
Into the chiffon-sixties of London town
Then Devon, and the farm
Australia, divorce, and worse
The utter confusion, the end of hope,
You were sliding down that slippery slope
Where, at last, the dreadful daylight starts
Of unkept promises, and broken hearts.
And, back, finall...
Tuesday 2nd July 2024 4:35 pm
THE UNWRITTEN
Photo by Marek Studzinski on Unsplash
The times of wonder have gone
The wise women drugged
Into submission.
Forensic psychology reveals traces
Of long-forgotten faces
Which, much like Munch’s silent scream,
Degenerate into nightmaredream.
Desire, in all its lurid manifestations,
Falls into disuse,
And all is as it was before:
A flat, grey concrete floor
Krema I at Auschwitz
Emin...
Sunday 30th June 2024 8:35 pm
Out of the blue
On this beautiful spring day in February
With delphinium-blue skies and cheeky
Crocuses splashing purple and dazzling
Daffs nodding agreement in this mild April
Zephyr of a breeze –we arrive in flaming June
And then do folk long to go on pilgrimage..
Modern pilgrimages tend to interiority
We seek relics of a past that cannot last.
I imagine that if a poet who I have in mind
Were...
Saturday 29th June 2024 4:30 pm
ROWDY SKIES
A fluttery piece of parchment,
in the bowels of a tree:
a space-time horizon
over which i cannot see
Composed of gravity and fear -
this dead weight inside of me,
often tries to kill me
and won’t go away.
I send this freight’s immensity
to the centre of a black hole;
retracing the wandering journey
of a wandering long-lost soul.
Mine is a grave-singularity,
that contains a terr...
Thursday 27th June 2024 7:20 am
SUTTEE
♡
Suttee, Sanskrit sati ("good woman" or "chaste wife") , a Hindu custom of a wife immolating herself on the funeral pyre of her dead husband. Suttee was sometimes committed voluntarily, but cases of compulsion, escape, and rescue are known. Scattered instances of it continue to occur, most notoriously in the case of Roop Kanwar, an 18-year-old widow who committed suttee in 1987...............
Tuesday 25th June 2024 8:11 pm
The photograph
Linked arms, looking into the future,
my daughters, in jim-jams,
bought from Sunday markets,
off the Thame Road,
their beautiful young faces
picture a world
imbued with all the scattered sadnesses of time,
so rhymes this over-flowing mind of mine.
Looking, seeing,
you, as you never can be again,
with all the holy blemishes of youth
leaves me here bereft,
floundering between sky and ...
Sunday 23rd June 2024 2:46 pm
The closing of the day
We walk a steep and slippery way,
Mixing senses is synesthesia’s way,
It seem as if I am a chorus in a play.
We feel by measures hidden from the eye
Time borrowed, days wasted, times gone by,
I walk along a steep and slippery way.
Winter seeps me into sleep, as my soul flies,
The gist of an art unborrowed from time or tide;
I learn by going, where I have to go, inside.
Dark hold...
Saturday 22nd June 2024 9:35 pm
AUSTERITY
“What you must do, with money and the poor, is never let them get too close to one another.” Charles Bukowski.
What’s this area got?
Not a lot of jobs, or prospects, or money
There’s no des-res for burnt out
City execs round here
Nothing for the well-heeled retirees. .
But there is plenty of poverty, and plenty of fear.
Look around, you’ll see:
No antique shoppes, just second hand ta...
Thursday 20th June 2024 4:45 pm
Mam
Iron grey her hair
this woman who bore me
laboured for her family.
Cleaning for the rich
she bought us clothes and sweets;
dad's shift work strained her
debt and death lined her face.
I retain her uncertainties
closely. proudly.
her generosity never failed;
separated by death
we share the moon
on cloudless nights
above our northern city.
https://youtu.be/Lxc3O4mQV74?si=e...
Tuesday 18th June 2024 9:54 pm
SUBLIMINAL
To weave the blessed singularities of a woman
you must read her book of shadows,
when her sadnesses besiege you,
in the dying of the light,
when you are just plain terrified,
late, late at night
look deep into the blackness,
at the heart of second sight,
see yourself mirrored
in the declining of the light
in your sleeping child’s eyes
so abandon all disguise.
Rise into ...
Sunday 16th June 2024 11:52 am
FLECKS of GREY
The sky and sea merge
Into strange flecks of grey.
Neither fish nor fowl
Predominate.
There is a lot of empty space.
And that dull, withdrawing roar
Of yesteryear.
Last year, on this very day,
Of shock and awe,
was your funeral:
wildflowers on your coffin
an emptiness inside
I read your poem 'Lemon Light'
Then there were 'Eden Rock and 'Adelstrop'
You knew all the hedgerow flowers ...
Saturday 15th June 2024 7:34 pm
BOSNIA (July 11th, 1995)
all these hatreds
back in action again
like iced-familiars
cold objects
gripped
by god-knows-what
certainties
thawed
by the heat of bodies,
smashed in the eyes of children
icons
waving in the glare of air
sultry and mild
atrophied
by the dust of centuries
sunlight stipples
the pock-marked churches
turned-mosques-turned-churches
turned mosques
as blitz-hardened wom...
Wednesday 12th June 2024 3:18 pm
Ice creams on a Sunday
The buzzing bees circulate around the flowers
waspishly congregating around the litter bins.
There is a dull hush of subdued conversation
After all this is England. A gaggle of
Liberated women push buggies and hold tiny
Hands, Two old men shuffle over to a bench.
The slave-built stone mansion squats ugily
As they talk retrospectively, of how generations
Disappear whilst slave-buil...
Saturday 8th June 2024 6:22 pm
CHRISTIAN JAMES
With his close-cropped hair and his tatoos here and there
With his thin pale face and his commitment to the race
Christian James was well known for going it alone
He drove the multi-storey and he died in a blaze of glory.
The owner of the Golf GT
A businessman from Daventry
Got a new one from the factory.
Christian James, youngest of seven,
Lived & Died and went to Heaven.
At scho...
Thursday 6th June 2024 7:51 pm
i.m. Captain Keith Douglas (1920-1944)
In Calvados you have your cross
And though you won, you most surely lost.
Your sacrifice, at twenty-four, to modern 'wit'
Is nothing more than a crying bore.
Who now has read Alamein to Zem Zem
Your story of the war in the western desert?
For though you certainly knew how to kill
You knew the cost, for you had no draperies over your eyes
Or heart. No deception, no disguise.
And wh...
Wednesday 5th June 2024 6:00 pm
ON EDGE
Photo by Blake Cheek on Unsplash
Black sun on the run
born a mute
not too cute
on my back, sans coat,
sans hat,
on my back
no fringes of lace
around my face
I’m intact at last
I fling curses
at the stars
bury my wishes
in old jam-jars.
turn mere shadows into shades
hold my breath
for an age
i kiss a lion
In a cage
condemned
at the root
& in a rage
I evade
an early grav...
Friday 31st May 2024 10:44 pm
SUBLIMITY
I can hardly speak but I will try,
my brain falls silent, still;
it is the dying of the light
when a ferment of tenses
lead up many blind cul de sacs.
Lingering, a moonlight-figure,
mirrors the sparkling frost -
she’s gone but never lost -
suspicious silence offers a respite
outside, all is wild, sky, the colour of blood,
soaks up our dreams and fancies:
a barge meanders down a ri...
Friday 31st May 2024 6:09 pm
ANGELUS BELL
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com
Echoing the songs sung by the famine children
the tones of the big bell settle in the dust
of this small market town in County Meath
and on the stained glass window, still,
I see the sun-marked resonance of bell —
Circles of uninscribed sound
uncaged
through all the cerebral centuries
chimes and chants for C...
Sunday 26th May 2024 8:26 pm
AWAY TO THE CRAGS, WHERE EAGLES SOAR
Away w'th th'moon
with her shadows and all
those sturdy penumbras
you saw in the ball.
Forget you, forget you
you fall out of bed
and all you beget
is quite suddenly dead..
She’s tousled & sleepy,
this edge of the moon
where Angus, dear Angus,
just walked out the room.
His pool-side of shadows
is living alone,
with ginger-nut biscuits
and large gulps of tea,
my shad...
Friday 24th May 2024 10:02 pm
REINCARNATION
We take this boat of life
to God-knows-where
leaving not a trace behind,
forgetting takes forever,
in rain or storm or sunny weather,
even our oldest, our best-loved dreams,
disappear like clouds
on a sunny May day;
memories of what we did not do,
or what did, and wish we hadn’t,
pass amongst us like a virus
nobody is immune to regret
like the refrain from an old song
we ...
Monday 20th May 2024 7:47 pm
THE MOMENT BEFORE HAPPINESS
Yes. We spend too much of our short lives
chasing the mot juste, that phrase, that image,
re-working narratives of fact into (un)heroic
self-justifications. Nobody can reconcile
the contradictions of experience;
we fail all round to bring another’s pain to mind,
we seek to ease the pain and to make amends
but there is no end to the ways of art.
We must learn to wonder as we...
Saturday 18th May 2024 8:31 pm
LITTLE BOY FOUND
Little boy blue
how our family loved you,
we lived for you,
baby blue.
You thrived
before the meningitis virus
entered your brain
before nothing was the same
again.
I sang to you
as the doctors
began their prodding
& their piercing.
You turned your head,
just the once,
heard my voice
and met my gaze.
I will carry that
to my grave.
Everyday
for thirty-five years,
I...
Friday 17th May 2024 11:34 pm
WICCA, WITCH, WIZARD
In the middle of the greenwood,
In the centre of what is,
The wise women gather,
They’re lifting the lid
On the meagre remnants
Of the magik that once was:
Wicca, witch and wizard
In the whispering wood.
Found in times of turbulence,
Of movements in the blood.
The devotees of the vacuous,
The frightened and appalled,
Consumers, losers-all
Watch silently as children’s blood
Se...
Tuesday 14th May 2024 11:24 am
WALKING SOLO
Wild is the minute, clear is the sky,
A world of colour and sight rushes by.
Portals of discovery abound around
This newfoundland: sheer cliffs,
Flower with vivid Mesembryanthemums,
This Cape of Good Hope contrasts
With the all-round invisibility of you.
Your absence distracts me from the flesh and blood
Epiphanies of cloud and sky and sun,
Hal...
Sunday 12th May 2024 4:01 pm
INFANT MORTALITY
Never-ever
again,
in all the mutations
of this passing world
of things,
of noise and empty rancour,
will my son
turn
his baby face
towards my voice;
as he did,
during those terrible hours
before
he died
and I
carried his infant body to the mortuary.
O! his blue-blue eyes,
look again at me,
look through all the workings of eternity,
in that long ago
land
of lost cont...
Friday 10th May 2024 5:57 pm
The Armenian Genocide 1915 - 1923
I cut the sky, the heavens cry,
I gallop away yet can never escape.
Turkic killers drove me off my land
Despatched me onto a death march
One thousand miles of desert.
Pillagers followed our route
Stealing our goats, our women,
Our children. Passing Deir-az-Zur
Abused bodies thrown...
Wednesday 8th May 2024 3:07 pm
FORGET-ME-NOT
Endurance is a flower
A bulb in winter’s depth
A rare-repeated wonder:
A sin we must forget.
In this-world-of-my-creation
In this world-of-make-believe:
Cancer, the death of children,
Are falling autumn leaves.
I see a road before me,
A road I walk in vain,
A road through Trawden, Lancashire
A road that has no name.
All roads lead to heaven
And all roads lead to yo...
Monday 6th May 2024 5:34 pm
"Beauty awakens the soul to act." Dante Alighieri (1265–1321)
Love smells like early spring
the spirit struggling free from
wintry defamations. A cheerful
time laid up in store. A wordy
declamation of an intent heaven
sent to begin again, again.
The ticking of the clock
replaced by the shady shadows
of the trees saying: “It is time
for the trees to be adorned in fresh, green
leaves.” We are here such a short time.
Seasons come and go but love ...
Sunday 5th May 2024 9:22 pm
A cloudy day in early May in old England
(for my father and all his warrior-comrades)
In a field full of spring flowers
I hear a pause in the silent roar
of time as it rhymes its way
to the full stop that ends all
our lives. A hidden reverence
leaps across a rainbow into
my clouded sight, inverse night
falls away, sun appears in patches,
all is as it was before, crema four
in Auschwitz II-Birkenau.
Above, in the skies, Spitf...
Saturday 4th May 2024 4:42 pm
Radix malorum est cupiditas
Tortured by how life could have been
the silent scream lifts her off her feet:
ill-luck, tough-times, bad-choices
some had the benefit of clergy
others that stability wrought by money.
She'd been brought up 'in care'
nobody cared for her like they did
their own kids;
flung from pillar to post
she had runaway - straight into the arms of evil-doers.
Many of the boys and girls she...
Wednesday 1st May 2024 6:53 pm
The Christie
Near is very far
space, time,
dark star
black hole
wandering soul.
Still
there’s a vastness that appals
chemotherapy,
white walls.
Scurrying through
the corridors
of the Christie, this Monday morning
early,
meeting Emile,
yes, named after Jean Jacque’s eponymous hero.
Married at the weekend, it has spread,
he fears he’ll soon be dead.
his Caribbean lilt
still
echoes in...
Wednesday 1st May 2024 3:43 am
Beetle Drive
Headscarf on tight,
as if stuck down with araldite,
she shuffled into the church hall
on this raw, black evening
her lipsticked lips
smiling the compulsory smile
eyes wildly akimbo.
She nodded at neighbours, friends,
world without end.
she’d made the tea, Freda had the kids.
Fred hadn’t even asked her
how the appointment had gone
leukemia they’d said.
She wondered if she’d soon be...
Sunday 28th April 2024 8:05 pm
FOG at SEA
A slight mist, an autumnal sway,
celtic, crossed and re-crossed,
we’re on our way;
a watery calvary
stares back at me.
Delving into this thick unblemished air
we dead coagulate at Golgotha,
in Palestine, where two thousand years
plant horrors in our minds
from which we cannot escape
despite the divine interventions
of the very best psychatrists —
we dead capitulate -
thicken o...
Friday 26th April 2024 9:33 pm
Shadowland
That cherry blossom day,
thunder in the air,
unmiraculously, everywhere:
a stutter in the Gaia,
a low rumble, a terrible tremor,
an unholy roar begins to build and build
and sucks out the very air
total devastation
on that final day
when this very earth was undone
the land began to shiver and shake
uncontrollably, delirium tremens
e...
Sunday 21st April 2024 8:42 pm
Levelling Up - the undeserving poor
Brought up to stretch scarce resources:
food, love, time, hand-me-downs,
he only learnt he was poor after passing an exam
allowing him to attend a school
which was dug deep in rich kids’ territory;
his mum wondered how she would manage the money,
his dad laughed at him.
The sleeves of his school blazer shot up to his elbows,
while the rich kids had their permanently pristine cu...
Thursday 18th April 2024 8:39 pm
Sea shine
I wish I'd known from the very start
which mountain the sun came from,
eyes can be deceiving in rain,
fountains, rain-corralled, tempt me into sleeping on your neck to serve a servitude of roses.
in which green bay the rolling sea spies on me, seawater-deep, but not at all clear,
lagoons on tropical Islands are lost on me.
kind of like fantasy.
I wish you and I knew from t...
Tuesday 16th April 2024 2:20 pm
A Time it was
These bloody dead
That debt we owe,
Abide with me,
Never let me go.
That mocking voice,
These clever folk,
Display their wit
In the cutting joke.
That tree that grew
Those shady nooks
This dappled sunlight
These gilded brooks.
For men may come to worse than dust
When love of self is breach of trust:
A moment’s respite means more to me
Than reams and rea...
Tuesday 9th April 2024 3:46 pm
circus poet
pale waves of mist
as I kiss & bless you
we slip along these walkways in the sky
rain seeps through tears
in my heart, so scared am I,
here, alone with you;
streetlights shine,
lab rats scurry into mind,
straight into these concrete estates
of the heart
screeching seagulls shit freely
through black holes in the fabric
time torn, broken-backed,
from Dublin up to Sandy Row,
dead ...
Monday 8th April 2024 8:36 pm
Setting off
The hill was steep leading upto the memorial
at 5 am iI was a time of wonder, stepping up
the hill I floated. I rarely stopped to think in
those long-gone dog days of graduation
born between Belsen & Napalm
I rarely thought of others, had no perspective,
'naturally’ I thought of my friends as permanent,
nothing is, of course, and one day one of the best
would set me up for a theft...
Friday 5th April 2024 7:36 pm
Biba — 1967
https://flashbak.com/the-rise-and-fall-of-biba-361329/
Shadows behind the sun echoes, echoes within words,
Meanings stuck in transit, Music of the Byrds.
Brimming lives at stake, my friend, as all hearts ache.
Years pass, like phantoms, passions of the heart,
Silence breeds silence, the Pink Faeries played their part.
Forget what you remember, giv...
Tuesday 2nd April 2024 10:50 pm
April showers
flow, fly fluent speakers
of the air
your trills & songs
magnify
the every where;
gentle breezes
pass me by, listen,
something will remain
of you
on me, in me, the atoms
which compose everything;
don’t let the putrescent
become the putrid,
remain remotely
visceral; vary yourself
in gentle zephyrs
& in April showers
when you can spread your wings
& sing!
https:...
Monday 1st April 2024 9:48 pm
A BURSTING of BOUNDS
The snow and ice melted long ago, already the grass returns to fields of gold. So why am I bleeding and shivering with fear?
Seas and rivers change course and flow awry. So why have I turned to stone?
Faeries and elves stir up their sisters into dance. So why cannot I move?
Immortality seizes man’s imagination. So how can I live another day?
And why do I carry all the hours of all the ...
Sunday 31st March 2024 7:35 pm
The river witch
A savant, a wise woman, in the greenwood, hidden,
Out of the way, of all those bastards of the church.
Her curses removed revenge from the material sphere
Laid out the alchemical elements to cancel wealth and fear.
We knew the wisdom of the witch, and so did those
Dressed in the finest of clothes. They tried to burn
Her, reckoning that the church knew more than
Our old religion o...
Thursday 28th March 2024 6:16 pm
REDEMPTION SONG
This is Gorffwysfa, a place of rest,
This is where her recovery began
Amharic text reminds us,
As we live beneath the sun,
She was an old Welsh witch,
When sky was black as gold,
Dragged across a sunless sea
By men without a soul:
Her stories and narrations,
Her lives as yet untold,
Lost in that stinking slave ship’s hold.
From the slave ships, and the factories,
From the valleys...
Wednesday 27th March 2024 6:07 pm
EPITAPH
Odd, said old snail,
Wherever I’m led,
I’m starting to wail,
A long time dead.
https://youtu.be/3VEpQo2w2tw?si=ELkKkaaba7IWHjIn
Monday 25th March 2024 11:12 am
funeral plan
“Nothing that you have not given away will ever really be yours.” — C.S. Lewis,
a psychic distillation
in the centre
of this stinking nation denies
the poor’s unfocused struggle
for mere existence
this patient is bound up
in a charlie darwin struggle
in A&E: at 2am, 200 bpm, 219/130
no sweat, he thinks,
the drugs’ll kick in
eventually;
& as the mist lifts,
my heart skips a beat
...
Sunday 24th March 2024 12:07 am
D.O.G.
When I look at Woody
And Woody turns,
And Woody looks at me
I feel free.
This dog with no attachments,
No possessions, all alone,
So unlike the creepy human with
the sound of the fmobile phone
This mid-March day has passed quietly
Only two walks.
God only two feckin walks!
I sniffed a bit, followed tracks,
shat
gave the driver a reminder
“Let me off. Let Me Go.”
I remember...
Thursday 21st March 2024 11:06 pm
Homage to Shane MacGowan
"One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star." Frederick Nietzsche
But now, only the vestiges remain:
So, conduct a forensic examination,
Then scatter the remains:
See the fragility of the body,
In the furtherance of the truth,
Note the devil’s-in-the-detail
He's condemned at the root.
A roof for the children,
over a precipice-by-the-way,
his p...
Wednesday 20th March 2024 5:48 pm
THAT GHOST WHO SELLS MEMORIES
— “I should much wish, like the Indian Vishna, to float along an infinite ocean cradled in the flower of the Lotus, and wake once in a million years for a few minutes — just to know that I was going to sleep a million years more.”
― Samuel Taylor Coleridge
Lurking around corners — on groggy-doggy, laudanum
gas lit nights, whispering death to this age of the machine,
he has...
Tuesday 19th March 2024 8:34 pm
UNHINGED
What we love lives:
plastic does not live,
nor does metal commit
plastic terrorism,
metal does not live.
Y’know skin lives
eyes live,
thoughts live
music lives,
living
teaches us to live
more fully.
Quantum mechanics has a half-life
Iike dark stars;
I love the atoms our bodies are composed of;
black holes live
and challenge our stupid linear view
of time and space
You ca...
Sunday 17th March 2024 12:29 am
MELT DOWN
Grab a job lot of high definition TVs
great pictures for you, great movies for me,
so many facilities here for our jiffy-jolly fun.
pity the hoi-polloi, the patois-speaking scum.
Four vibrant ghosts came singing here today
rounded up by cops, they sought to blow their blues away,
said amen to the cops' flat soft purr-burr-drawl
telling black kids ‘you ain’t wanted round here, not wan...
Friday 15th March 2024 11:20 am
The girl with the glorious soul
Smiling through tears, a shape-shifting delight,
she mumbles her prayers, turns out the light.
Her dreams are protected, by what she believes,
with the rising at dawn, and the turning of leaves.
Artists paint her aura a deep periwinkle blue,
musicians litter their scores with minor chords
dedicated to her too: in crying songs,
distant laments and au...
Tuesday 12th March 2024 7:42 pm
UNDER WHITESPREAD WINGS
in the depths of my daily abyss,
obsessive thoughts, songs & stories,
coil and twist into words, selfish and cruel,
in the wise fool’s daily darkness, I finally find my feet:
a mere nothing is never incomplete;
curdled thoughts, merge and entwine,
in my restless mind, where shadows define a merry nothing;
amidst this chaos, a spasmodic light gleams,
a harvest moon, a friendly old lu...
Monday 11th March 2024 5:35 pm
The bridge of sighs
Living life alone
requires a sincerity of tone
a daunting prospect,
with no perks, it's a matter of destiny,
no opinions or preferences required
just sitting for hours by open fires
a blissful state of solitude
with many blemishes
sincerity can be overwhelming,
bouncing words around my head,
listening closely to them instead
you're a long-time dead;
rely on your own judgment,
tim...
Saturday 9th March 2024 7:53 pm
SMALL HOLDER
— “I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself.”
― D.H. Lawrence,
Such a precise blooming of spring flowers,
sitting and thinking for hours and hours.
My great aunt owned land, married a German POW,
did what she had to do on Pickmere lake
and the old pear trees we robbed, all those cats,
I ...
Wednesday 6th March 2024 7:43 pm
L'après-midi d'vn favne - after Stéphane Mallarmé
scintillating flowers closely cut
in hollow reeds,
a talent on show, a distant glow:
of green gold flickers on an animal wildness
of whiteness, as a prelude to virginity
uilleann pipes play softly
whosh! above a flight of swans,
naiads and nymphs cower
at this tawny hour,
at a hymnal of infected poetry, a primal fever
cradled in evocative text,
squeezing words into an enchanting ...
Tuesday 5th March 2024 6:31 pm
Tongue-tied at the sea-side
I often don't know what to say next
when folk are talking of babies or sex
Isn't life complex at the sea-side?
Phattic communion, a rambling drone,
dad on his deck chair, thinks it's a throne,
phalllic communion, a roundhead drone,
alone on the beach.
Family out of reach
for fortunate fumbles, a wind-swept beach,
sand in her smalls, she's just out of reach,
Aint life a bitc...
Sunday 3rd March 2024 7:54 pm
WHISPERS
“Love is so short, forgetting is so long.”
― Pablo Neruda
In realms of mythic, deep-stoned lore,
excavated memories pass us by, once more,
flimsy whispers graze the mind,
from depths of memory, Ah! treasure-find.
Like shadows of rare-forgotten time,
the dead are kept alive in rhyme,
a daily battle is waged within the blood
forensics of the soul, Noah before the flood.
Visc...
Friday 1st March 2024 11:24 pm
The metaphysical
Airy valedictions cannot span this bridge in time
what’s mine is yours, what’s yours is very definitely mine.
we both can hear the quiet roar of our own new found land
as time drifts to a stop and as we focus near and far
we no longer stand amazed at the hollow rancour of public life
and have no more time for the mere indulgences of strife.
we look too much upon these empty places, the sands
...
Thursday 29th February 2024 11:23 pm
Sadness
“Sadness is caused by intelligence, the more you understand certain things, the more you wish you didn’t understand them.” – Charles Bukowski
“A true poet, Bukowski, he tells me what I’ve always known, but never heard before.” — John E Marks
https://youtu.be/0P5jV4lHHR0
Thursday 29th February 2024 3:34 pm
The unforeseen
awe struck by the blooming of buds,
a poem born in a far-off land,
of rolling death and unghosted space,
the mind’s asylum, a boundless place;
fulsome clouds of dreams untold,
sunshine weaves its threads of gold,
daydreams dance in twilight’s gleam,
eclipsing reality’s dull esteem;
death squats — a bittersweet fate
demons blast — at sanity’s gate
scattered moonbeams hesitate
merely hum...
Sunday 25th February 2024 9:29 pm
THROWING COINS
Photo by Wonderlane on Unsplash
she flies on high,
hoarding kites in the howling sky,
a dance of death in space’s grace,
ignoring imagination’s rolling embrace
she lingers in fulsome clouds and beams
of light that fuel the daydreams of our schemes;
dementia’s breath, a fleeting wraith,
slowly haunts impotent imagination’s faithless faith
wisps of poetry loom far and wide
mere ...
Saturday 24th February 2024 9:04 pm
EXPLANATION LATER
Photo by Tatiana Colhoun on Unsplash
Sitting and drinking about how I feel
Realising, fully, stupidities are real;
Clichéd clap-trap envelopes the airwaves:
Subtlety denied, charisma crucified.
Virtue-signalling flayed.
Contradictions unrecognized. Yes!
Can I believe two mutually exclusive
Events occur at the same moment,
Indifferent decades, indifferent continents?
Off course, ...
Thursday 22nd February 2024 10:54 pm
AUSTERITY
What’s this area got?
Not a lot of jobs, or prospects, or money
There’s no des-res for burnt out
City execs round here
Nothing for the well-heeled retirees. .
But there is plenty of poverty, and plenty of fear.
Look around, you’ll see:
No antique shoppes, just second hand...
Wednesday 21st February 2024 7:01 pm
THE MAGNIFICENT MOORS
Photo by Austin Gardner on Unsplash
Catholic priests crucified
on Good Friday in Mosul,
children blown to bits in Gaza
In Lahore’s Shalimar Gardens see
a piece of pink heaven on this bloodyearth.
built by the Mughals to celebrate God
in marbled, mosaic mosques:
Wats celebrate the Buddhists,
temples the Hindus,
the Sufi saints moved into the future
keeping their close hold ont...
Monday 19th February 2024 9:28 pm
SOMETHING MISSING
closed doors, night sweats, white walls.
Is it the thing we first forget
which will eventually beget
this cringeing in the night
this too-familiar fright?
Or is it just the neurons as they play,
at hide and seek, all night, all day,
which makes us stare forever
at that place that's out of reach,
alone, bereft of speech?
Or is the child within us sti...
Monday 19th February 2024 10:13 am
THE SPEECH OF ANGELS
“Without music, life would be a mistake” ― Friedrich Nietzsche
A waterfall of notes, rising and falling,
Splashing into mind, heart, soul.
Music will never grow old.
Arpeggio series of broken notes rising, descending
Into and out of order. Plunging into minor keys, rising into waves of luminosity.
Notes that compose a chord played or sung in a rising or descending order,
To c...
Saturday 17th February 2024 9:12 pm
Eloquent Graffiti
It was an ordinary, wet north Manchester night
of solid rain, unremittingly wet and cold.
when, suddenly, all the rivers, in all the world, stopped flowing
and all the summer colours leached away and never returned
and the wind it got so cold and stings like hell
and then the sky descends into the air
....and you’re not there.
The blackness is deep, deep and remains everywhere
and st...
Thursday 15th February 2024 11:14 pm
Eulogy for Pete
EULOGY
Inspired by "Portrait of my Dead Brother" by Salvador Dali
I remember the shyness locked in your sweet brown eyes
I remember how you'd touch my arm when you were too weak to speak
I remember your bravery and stoicism when in pain
I remember how you'd wink to me - meaning 'hello brother, about time!'
And though your illness took so much from you, you'd never complain
But oh! h...
Tuesday 13th February 2024 4:22 pm
A SONNET FOR A JACOBITE
Photo by K. Mitch Hodge on Unsplash
Your vernacular usage privileged as the only discourse
Suited to the now compulsory affirmation of mediocrity call’d.
Democracy. No aristocracies of thought allowed to .
Gather it to a greatness: like the ooze of oil. Toil. Toil.
Endless gold and land form the sinews of the coming war you say,
Let the welfare of the people be the ultimate law, you sa...
Monday 12th February 2024 9:53 pm
TICK-TOCK
Tick-a-Tock-Tick
The sounds of the day
Clownishly fooling
But won’t go away -
There's a nightmare to follow
This minor delay.
Yes, it’s tick-a-tock-ticking
We’re all going away.
For the old witch is flying -
to the edge of the moon
and the war is beginning
So it’s boom, brother, boom!
Starlight is a-raging -
it's all over so soon -
but now it's recorded on bloody old Zoom....
So e...
Thursday 8th February 2024 11:01 pm
There is a light that never goes out
Photo by Europeana on Unsplash
I do not drink,
But I am living under this mountain
That might crush the life out of me
Any time, any day,
So, I drink anyway.
This charming man says:
Too much grandiosity
Dims the soul
Makes us old.
I hear the wise ones pleading, pleading when on fire,
So much screaming, as the flames they get higher:
Hebane, belladonna, mandrake, datura
All o...
Wednesday 7th February 2024 7:41 pm
Ye Olde March Hare
I took ol’ snail upon a trip
Upon the live-long sea
Ol’ snail she is so silent,
More silent, still, than me.
We wander forward on the tides,
And wander back in time,
But all upon a Tuesday-drear
Ol’snail she speaks in rhyme.
With metaphors a-plenty,
Right on the cusp of time,
Ol’ snail become ye olde March Hare
And leaves us all behind.
https://youtu.be/pnJM_jC7j_4?si=c7BmF...
Monday 5th February 2024 8:52 pm
Exculpaltory: for Dante Alighieri
Photo by Ignacio García on Unsplash
I think about your poetry everyday
Exculpaltory, vitriolic, only occasionally,
displaying a sort of empty cleverness,
rarely fulsome, written to impress a Medici, I guess,
Confessional in part, no better than it should be,
I learn from who exactly makes your grade
and why, well, that’s a different story.
We all know money is involved
many coin...
Saturday 3rd February 2024 10:45 pm
RESISTANCE
villages after 400 years of the inquisition.
Muslim houses in Bosnian villages
with crosses on display
despite the threat of apostasy.
the Buddha knew–
the flowers of the valley,
the grasses of the plain,
shine with the unbidden light of heaven.
And nothing shall remain
strange i...
Thursday 1st February 2024 7:39 pm
Call it Dreamin'
I knew from the very beginning
that the sun would rise,
teaching me to cast my eyes to heaven.
Cloudy days are like sacrifices:
to compensate we had the green
and water worlds, tall trees and dappled sunlight.
Some would like the world to be clean again,
a pre-lapsarian garden of Eden. I would.
…….
I knew from the very beginning that my heart was tender
easily broken. I learnt ...
Tuesday 30th January 2024 9:34 pm
The sea shell said
the power of imagination!
From the depths of black holes
to the soaring aspirations
of the human spirit,
our minds conjure and create
extraordinary visions of transcendence
the extraordinary ordinary.
Like a ring of fire dancing
with the mythical Phoenix,
our thoughts ignite
gleam like clouds parting
to reveal sunshine on a tranquil sea:
abs...
Sunday 28th January 2024 6:30 pm
Hang on
No matter how we reinvent this writing malarkey
or, how, precisely, we feel about its sig-nif-icance,
there is a wondering within our hearts,
a hiding between the folds of our soul,
so much more than a mirror
mumbling at us, incessantly,
“there’s a story to be told,”
but all we hear is:
‘fear fear, fear terror, fear anguish.’
Untold stories circle within us
as we try to live, secretly.
...
Sunday 28th January 2024 8:30 am
A winter blossoming
In this mild mid-winter of splintered selves
Trees blend into silhouttes; and I see the elves
Whose shadows transformed perceptions
For milleniums into creation. And all the world of
Getting and spending grinds to a halt,
For this one holy day. Death may be far away or near
At hand, we have no crystal balls. We must put
All our heart and soul into conveying the simplicity of love
To th...
Thursday 25th January 2024 11:27 pm
BEREFT
Some decisions:
reasonable, rational,
wipe out
sentimentality, lingering romance.
Time sends me spiralling back
leads me right back to a field
in high summer
in Cheshire, England
the road’s far enough away
to grant us silence
provisional, yes
passing, of course,
still silent, we share a look
Chris stares at me, as if deciding
something momentous,
I glance away from this man
I’v...
Monday 22nd January 2024 9:56 pm
ZIGGY!
In the Apple Market
your south London twang
accompanied the many undulations
of time
Your wild androgyny
mirrored the mirror
of yourself
Skimming off the water
of childhood,
like a dog shaking off rain
You lit up, spot-lighted,
an iridescence of sound
Ziggy!
Your songs were the water
I needed
your terse verse
spread underground
watering imaginations
music like a rainbow.
Saturday 20th January 2024 3:50 pm
THE LAST LONELY EAGLE
This city in the sky soars by me,
Charms and wonders, she rarely bores me,
Kites in her vibrant skies,
Before my lonesome eyes.
A mesmerizing sight for awestruck eyes.
The wind howls and dances passing me by
Whispering secrets in the suffocating night,
Yet gentle river Thames, flows without end.
Awe-full days and awful nights
Churches, trains, begin again man,
Symbols retreat,
S...
Friday 19th January 2024 10:12 pm
EZEDI
Now the Turks have come
to continue the killing spree of Daesh
Sunni tribes and foreign Salafists
Conspire to slaughter the Ezedi, even in Lalish,
Our mouths expel a hidden heat
It is the soul of the Ezedi.
Never before has the sun
Filled us so full of tears
Though we have been persecuted
for over a thousand years
Since the killing-wind of Islam arrived
To steal our daughters, kill...
Thursday 18th January 2024 1:16 pm
Charity
Kicking down a back street
In foggy London town
My head up above the clouds
While on my brow’s, a frown.
My eyes observe the shining,
Rain splatters down the street,
A child is begging piteously.
Her head lies at my feet.
My rage at bare injustice,
Is a torrent in my veins,
The police are worse than useless,
No faith in them remains.
So I stand and ring St Mungo’s
Some charity...
Wednesday 17th January 2024 6:36 am
A continuing Gethsemane
an old olive oil press
rusting at the bottom of a sandy garden
in this occupied territory.
children lying prostrate,
on the soil
murmuring.
about a weight, a burden,
something heavy
we could not hear clearly,
what with all the muffled explosions
and such.
this man, this man, he screamed out
‘NOT AS I WILL BUT AS YOU WILL FATHER!’.
but there was no other man there, no fathe...
Sunday 14th January 2024 5:12 pm
HOLYHEAD
My friend killed himself
Far from where we grew up
In another country
In another century.
He died by means of a train
Dividing his body into two
Unsymmetrical parts.
There is an irony in this:
Chris had raised over a million
Pounds to preserve our steam
Train heritage.
The nuts and bolts of his death
Were dealt with by the coroner.
I torture myself with questions.
I think of his fin...
Saturday 13th January 2024 1:05 am
HEAR THE SILENCE
"As flies to wanton boys are we to the gods; They kill us for their sport." (King Lear, 4.1. 37–38)
Veils of disguise,
shield our eyes
from the nakba,
from the human wreckage
Journalists targeted
children ripped apart
people degraded
picked off by snipers
the cruelty virus of today
will have its way
will return magnified
Spit it out
signs and wonders
on this blood-soaked la...
Wednesday 10th January 2024 6:50 pm
FEAR IN A HANDFUL OF DUST
Photo by Flash Dantz on Unsplash
Oh, the vastness of emotions hid deep within,
The edgeless landscape where words cannot begin,
To echo the depths of each mood’s sway,
In the ebb and flow of life’s uncertain play.
Grief, a tingling numbness, so hard to define,
A heavy burden that weighs on my mind,
Its depths impossible to convey,
Its presence felt more strongly with each passing d...
Tuesday 9th January 2024 5:04 pm
BODY ON A BEACH
There’s a body on a mid-winter beach, again:
Bloated by sea water, battered by waves,
The skin an indeterminate grey, the DNA
Gives it away: stomach distended, flesh declined,
Soul departed, a package of hope left behind,
With seaweed dancing from her open mouth
That once kissed another, a mother, a lover.
Spoke words of comfort to the dying, bereaved:
Religion indeterminate, nationali...
Sunday 7th January 2024 8:05 pm
Hunger games
The poor man died and was carried away by the angels to be with Abraham. The rich man also died and was buried. Luke 16:19-25
Take the earth’s resources from the poor.
rob them. They can’t fight back.
They have wives and children to feed.
yes boss. Sure will boss.
Let them do all the work, stretch
them on the rack of survival, grind them
and beat them and terrify and mistreat
them.
...
Friday 5th January 2024 11:11 pm
CHILDREN
I used to carry three of the five up to bed
They’d say ‘Daddy, daddy, please stay’
But I would go away and work.
Suddenly we were semi-detached
They’d flown the nest, gone away,
And what I wouldn’t give
For one more day with them
When they were little and I was young:
Telling them stories, singing songs,
Getting along.
https://youtu.be/jvLtyyBRITo?si=NzLkYEFo4xQupgxH
...
Wednesday 3rd January 2024 6:08 pm
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