Firsts
How beautiful is it to feel
The moment before a touch,
The nervousness before a kiss,
The initiated small talks
That were of a big deal;
An achievement that’d
Be written in the books,
In the form of poems
That’d just begin to multiply
And beautifully compile.
The one who believed was unlucky
And incapable to be loved,
Comes across the greatest form of love
For the very first tim...
Sunday 13th April 2025 4:23 pm
Moments Before the Leap
You stare at his thumping heart,
It’s rhythm and nervous smile
Sweeps your insecurities aside,
His exceptionally wide arms
Makes you want to be wrapped
But you wait for the
Beautiful beginnings to unravel.
How far could you travel?
How far is he willing to?
All that you once expected
Is all that you now want to be;
There’s an urge to fill up the garden
With all pastel coloured ...
Sunday 23rd March 2025 4:38 pm
Wake-Up Call
I used to believe that
The wind would carry me
And that I’d go with it’s flow,
But nothing really lifted me up
Until I rigorously learned
To harness the wind.
I began confessing;
Letting the free flow of words
That were stuffed in
The bottom of my heart.
I took the flights and hit the roads
Until my second thoughts
Were truly surmounted.
If I’d waited for the right time,
It...
Monday 17th March 2025 1:10 pm
Art
The men of wrath
Banter and rant
Next to the famed bar,
While the man inside
Recites his years long poetry.
Amidst the sectored chaos,
The beauty of his work
Seeps through the ruckus
To an open window
Seeking ailment and cure.
One by one, the broken pieces
Of a ceramic glass
Come back to life,
As the hours of the night
Dim the harsh voices of the strife.
A nearly wasted...
Sunday 9th March 2025 3:29 pm
Calmness
When the silent night glimmers,
And the farthest star shimmers
Before the procurement of pitch dark,
Eyes search for the embodiment of warmth
And the heart pounds at the
Growing boundaries of silence.
In such moments of dense gloominess,
Tense feeling reach culmination
For the first time in years,
And as the clouds of distress
Come together up above,
Souls begin to cling;
Her hea...
Tuesday 4th March 2025 10:46 am
Final Call Depot
Journey to the heaven’s gate begins
And I try to lift my hand
To wave a final goodbye
But it feel twice the size;
Failing to rise, claiming
Not to be mine.
There’s almost little to
No strength at the
Bottom of my spine,
But I still stand anyway
To watch him make his way,
While I, being his only connection,
Stand at the edge of the land
Trying hard to say many things
But fai...
Saturday 22nd February 2025 4:48 am
Debt
Their eyes don't meet with mine,
There's a full stop to the routine
Chatter at quarter past nine,
An elderly heart whines
For the savings lost
On fruitless mines,
I get to hear furious yells
More than the temple bells,
It's a heartbreak weather altogether;
One by one, we lose all our feathers.
The food is served unequally
And there's more on my plate;
Th...
Friday 17th January 2025 9:14 am
Pang of Dread
A heated argument
Takes a drastic turn
As things fade into black,
And as the white comes back,
One regretfully stands out
The barricaded door,
And with utmost concern
Knocks and knocks and knocks
Expecting some response;
On the other side of the door,
Water splashes and rinses
Blood, a lot of blood,
And the dreadful flood
Seaps through the door gap.
...Saturday 11th January 2025 4:37 pm
Fall From Grace
As the morning goes into
The arms of the evening,
And the sky turns pink,
Not all bonds stay linked;
One's wing kisses another's,
And the clock fails to cling,
And the time drops, a little too fast,
As two residents of air
Fall from grace
To forever rest
On the earth's surface.
Sunday 5th January 2025 1:42 pm
A Lot Like You
I take the long way home
After spending the evening with you.
I watch the city lights' contrast,
And the shadows that the
Edifices effortlessly cast.
The wind carrying your love
Follows me until I reach home,
And no matter what the cost,
I'd limitlessly spend every
Pound and dollar and ruppee
To witness this luminous feeling.
I reckon there's no bet...
Friday 3rd January 2025 4:59 pm
Let Be
Harsh spotlight penetrates
Through the high tides
To track the underwater stars
And to store them in the jars.
Gadgets drown and scatter
To gauge the deep underwater;
Keen cam-eyes spot some light
And share the resplendent sight.
In the unravelling of fate, a pearl
That denies to reciprocate with
The light is left alone in the water,
Only for it to li...
Thursday 2nd January 2025 12:23 pm
Have You?
I walk out into the lush green
To a tranquilizing Kargeen,
When a far gunshot shakes my soul
And the delicate trees lose their moles.
In the presence of whose reign
Is the humanity drowning in vain?
Some depend on War and Peace
To realise the pragmatic fact that
Conflicts can be dealt with ease,
While some still continued to tease,
Others relentlessly aimed t...
Wednesday 1st January 2025 7:13 am
Someone Else's Dream
Towards the far corner,
An alluring kaleidoscopic spark
Catches my attention, and
Besides the growing tension,
I hear a known voice.
An out-of-the-world precipise
Presents a familiar figure
Who could overwhelm my heart.
Her unsurprised, unmoved eyes
Jesture that I was expected.
A gluesome lump in my throat
Lets the feeling float in silence
As she ...
Monday 23rd December 2024 3:53 pm
Yellow Stripes
Once an untouched land;
An undisturbed beauty of sand,
Was wrapped in swathes of
Yellow marked stripes
Indicating ownership and sale
And undisputed scale.
Bricks supported by scaffolds,
Molten metal poured in the moulds,
Before the arrival of winter
And the first wave of cold,
There was a tint of gold
That the builders could behold.
And under the veil...
Monday 16th December 2024 3:04 pm
Bad at Goodbyes
At the edge of the
Apprehensive dark street,
Eyes often fail to meet
And in the moments
When they fleetingly do,
The few tungsten lights
Begin to constantly blink.
The space for car parking
Must've marked a lot of
Departures and separation.
Blur vision caused by droplets;
Rain isn't always the culprit,
But sometimes the eyes
Well up and overflow ...
Sunday 1st December 2024 1:35 pm
Grandfather
In those fearless eyes
I spotted a pang of dread,
Closing the streak of tries
You finally bent the lead.
Taking your bagful of stories
To the place where gravity ends,
You must be sharing memories
With your long-lost friends.
Uncountable vivid memories
Will forever be treasured,
In the loss of all and any hope,
Your words will be measured.
All...
Monday 18th November 2024 2:56 am
Winter
Grief drops down my eyes
In spotless disguise
Into the winter's ice
Like the smoke from a cigarette
That attempts to merge with the air.
The gloomy weather
That precipitates despair
Tries to be less grey
And a lot more fair;
Am I a frequently visiting guest
To this benumbing season
Or is it the other way around?
There's talk of sound healing
But ...
Friday 8th November 2024 4:07 pm
Battle for Life
I stand before the threshold
Of the dire circumstantial area,
Where the scent of curable drugs
Gives me a feeling of nausea.
The long white corridor giving
Room to sick and sickened patients,
Simultaneously tests the patience
Of related hearts living in suspence.
While the projected monitor-beeps
Fail to needfully and steadily beat,
Death nearly arrives a...
Saturday 19th October 2024 8:39 am
The Contagion of Pain
His typing machine
Makes a satisfying sound,
He tries to revisit something
That was lost and never found,
The things that likely cage
Are freed on the page,
Constructed and textured.
He has mastered the act
Of ignoring the disturbances,
Any kind of noise, vocals, yelp,
Or an immediate ask for help
Goes into the abyss of ignorance.
Bringing out his ...
Thursday 17th October 2024 2:31 pm
Butcher's Town
There's a new birth of green
In the heavenly golden hour,
The finest that I've ever seen
Seeking a satisfactory pour.
The sun's out and about,
The clouds aren't in a rush,
A ray is absorbed by a trout
In the mid-morning hush.
Melodies end the silence
When certain birds and flies
Breakout of the broad fence
To paint the panoramic sky.
A distant wh...
Sunday 13th October 2024 1:40 pm
Under the Purple Sky
Under the purple sky of love
And intimacy, I find no fragility,
But only excuses and alibis;
There's sometimes you,
Trying hard to hide,
And there's sometimes I,
Trying hard to abide.
Everytime my parents quarrel,
And toss up the word "divorce,"
I wish for it to never land;
I am constantly forced to believe
That people are bound to leave,
And that behind...
Friday 11th October 2024 7:11 am
Mutation
There's silence in the city,
Before the very first light,
And although I'm fully awake,
I still feel the essence of night.
Sleepless hours of thinking
The absolute unpleasantness
Widespread transluscence in light
Like the clouds disliked the sight.
Expecting every acquaintance
To be elevated on tranquillity
Would discompose and knock
My own commensensi...
Sunday 6th October 2024 11:32 am
Unspoken Words
There were a few words left unspoken,
The lawn with uneven grass
And a window with cracked glass
Was fixed to spotless perfection,
Moody lights for the night
Were given undisturbed connection,
Crotchets were rewritten,
Wardrobe was diversified,
And a long-lost-friend
Was dialed again,
A break in chain
To lay down the butterfly effect
Hinting a probable mayhem...
Monday 30th September 2024 5:10 pm
Endless Ease
A week old sapling
Almost weakens out of thirst
When a newly formed cloud bursts,
I, amongst all the other observants
Tend to look at it tenderly,
And learn that I'm in that
Selfless place where an individual
Or a group of considered minimalists
Do, and give, and never ask,
Even when it was never
Their scheduled task.
I rest my head
In this endless ea...
Saturday 21st September 2024 2:39 pm
Rage
Calm like an unmoved pond,
Rage doesn't often respond,
Dwelling in a meditative state,
Unbothered of the twist of fate.
Heart steady and disengaged,
Mind teleported to a different age
Where every other instigator
Has turned into a solitary sage.
I don't feel tamed or caged
Until someone rewinds the page
To the chapter of recklessness
Where I carried an...
Sunday 15th September 2024 8:44 am
Evergreen
I see someone from time to time,
Thriving to be substantially fine;
Previously vivacious and evergreen,
Until the unpredictables were seen.
She sits alone on a mediocre bench,
Still, consumed by unknowables,
Unbothered by the world around
Like she's laying in a deserted trench.
There are healing cuts on her hand,
There are unhealed cuts on the tree,
They sta...
Monday 9th September 2024 11:23 am
A Patch of Light
There's a brighter side to her skin,
The one that has never
Lessened her chance to win,
In life or otherwise,
She's never had to disguise,
In her illuminating presence
Even the suppressed
Begin to gradually rise.
The eternally attached patch
Catches attention; side-eye glances,
Some curious and some peculiar,
But it doesn't give her fear,
She has won her ...
Thursday 5th September 2024 1:14 pm
Mess
North and South decided to meet
After decades long, bitter conflict,
Diversity in culture captured the streets,
Although a few condescending ones
Had irrational reasons to contradict.
All was fun and the sun shun bright
Above the ones who had once
Put up an ugly fight.
The city was sparkling in the daytime,
And even more so in the nights,
There was pro...
Tuesday 27th August 2024 10:54 am
Bonfire
Breaking heart is a doddle to some,
Some go along with the hum,
Their tune is unpleasantly cold,
And is worldwide sung and sold.
A road that leads to nowhere,
You will find me walking there
With the great hope of a reunion;
Beyond the hill lives my companion.
I walk with a shunned ray above me,
But a fire inside my shelled heart,
And so, warmth comes easy
...Sunday 25th August 2024 5:33 pm
Half of Forever
I doubt that the mustangs
Stay within the confines of a farm
In the middle of the night,
They must be curious to find
The unicorn with an angelic light.
The pitcher plant might at times
Be tired of putting on a fight,
It must be laying off the sight
And resting it's head on the low grass.
The water looks still and bugged
And contempt in the coloured glass,
...Thursday 22nd August 2024 5:25 am
Irreplaceable
There's someone I often think about,
She resides in the centre of my heart,
And echoes in every corner of my mind,
There can never be a replacement
For meeting her was a beautiful accident
That left more than just a dent.
Her absence has always been loud,
Her bodiless presence is serene
Like the world behind the clouds,
I keep her in my imagination
For she's u...
Monday 19th August 2024 1:31 pm
When the Darkness Scoffed
Is this one of those final nights?
His cautious mind begins to think,
And the only existing light
Begins to perpetually blink.
Is this one of those final nights
Where the blank page waits
For the last bit of the ink,
And the equivocal breaths
Insinuate that the lungs
Are beginning to sink?
Is this one of those final nights
Where the evening sky
Sets ...
Wednesday 14th August 2024 4:26 pm
Nothingness
The evening sun is out of sight,
And while the day felt mighty nice,
The greyness makes way
For a black night, torrential pours
And flickering candle-lights;
It’s cataclysmic attitude
Alienates me from myself.
The books lying on the shelf
Have all been touched and read,
I’m aware of the plots and drops;
Who’s alive and who’s dead,
So, I delve into nothingnes...
Thursday 8th August 2024 4:55 am
Three Strings Detached
There are three strings missing
On my violin,
I think of touching the last one,
But it’s very delicate and thin,
Outside the dusty window
And closed-compact walls,
Is a road that goes far
And stands tall.
Down that easy road,
Bearing risks of a rough patch,
Some blind-trustingly go aboard,
While some get weighed down
By the fear of detach.
There are...
Friday 26th July 2024 2:44 pm
Dream-Mine
At times, a little after nine,
I find myself at the dream-mine,
Where the enormous rocks
Having nerve-like structures
Of unseen, unique colours,
Produce a remarkable shine.
They reflect memories and
Spoken words, of which,
Some are extractable with ease,
While some claim to have been mine,
But fail to easefully release.
The glitter in them often
Br...
Monday 22nd July 2024 3:11 pm
Isn't Always Cute
They say love begins
With a long, soul-soothing,
Confessional walk
That ends at a dock
Facing a beautiful sunset,
Where a luring tune of a flute
Promises that love is cute.
Lucky are ‘they’ who say so,
But if their lines fail,
And efforts go in vain,
Would they lay low?
I’ve heard to their sanctimonious talks,
I’ve also been on such walks
And I don’...
Monday 15th July 2024 7:37 pm
Nobody Knows
When the sun goes down
And the moon calls for the night,
The forthcoming darkness
Calls for plenty of light.
There comes a wretched figure
From far out of sight,
He trips and falls and stalls
And crawls like he is very slight.
The moment he passes through
The flight of slippery stairs,
We wonder if this is yet another day
Filled with atrocities and despa...
Saturday 13th July 2024 5:05 pm
Rebound Seekers
When warmth takes a rapid turn to blue,
And with an urge to find someone new,
They choose to be deliberately obtuse,
And love is their term deceivingly used.
The fear of being sucked into banality
Never let’s their sufferings be set free,
They’re selfish and eager to borrow,
Unbothered about passing the sorrow.
They embody affection and originality,
Hiding well...
Friday 12th July 2024 7:35 pm
School Days
School days were fun…
The excitement and exhilaration
Would wake me up
Before the sun.
Toasts, eggs, cereal,
Indian-pancakes or buns,
I’d eat anything served
And demand for none.
Cycling along with a friend
Used to feel more elating than
Being on a school-bus
That’d easily transcend.
English and vocabulary
Were simply the best,
And che...
Thursday 11th July 2024 1:01 pm
Disowned
My past has often
Hunted me down,
But with a timely humour,
Rose the inner clown;
I’ve faked a few smiles
With inexplicable ease,
None that’ve given me
Mere peace.
All by myself,
I see a true smile
Through a distant mile,
Perhaps it’s my own
That I had years ago disowned,
It’s adamant to cross
The unseen border,
And so am I,
A heart of anxiety
...Thursday 4th July 2024 5:41 pm
Final Slide
So, this is the final slide,
The night feels long and dull,
And the teardrops are hard to hide
As we walk back to null.
Our destinies were prepared
But we weren’t,
The house that we called home
Will soon be on rent,
My legs feel heavy,
I wonder how you feel…
This mask of forced smile
Is begging to be peeled.
So, this is the final slide,
We walk this...
Tuesday 2nd July 2024 6:49 pm
The Great Pile
There is something about May,
Things that seem promising,
Fail to stall or stay;
Half of me has faded
Like the half-moon,
While the other half
Frantically foresees June
Arriving pretty soon.
My heart’s filled
With an unnamed feeling,
And to say that
I’m not the only one to be
Carrying it would be
The safest thing to say.
But who am I to say?
...
Monday 1st July 2024 5:37 pm
Known Eyes
Sometimes your problems
Seem very small,
When compared to
Someone who manages
To rise every dawn
After every dusk’s fall.
One such personality
Dutifully delivers
To unknown locations,
While a large chunk
Of his mind worries
About fund allocation;
Drenched in rain,
Or stuck in traffic,
He makes sure to
Deliver our picks.
Consecutive mont...
Monday 24th June 2024 5:16 pm
Massacre
I looked out the window
At the early morning light
That unusually laid low,
My routine walk didn’t
Feel the same,
There weren’t any
Red-whiskered bulbuls
Calling out my name,
The wind was perhaps
At a different place,
Uphill windmills kept
Mum about its trace.
There was silence
And stillness around,
Except for some heavy
Machinery sound,
The t...
Friday 21st June 2024 3:26 pm
A Wish
If I blow a dandelion,
Would my wish
Come true?
Would the wind
Carry it to the place
Where I want it to?
A part of me,
A large part of me,
Resides in that
Tiny pappus,
I dislike this distance
That has separated us.
You live in a place
That’s completely
Alien to me,
And I live in a place
Where you used
To be.
I’m tiny to the un...
Thursday 20th June 2024 3:42 pm
Layers
I hear voices,
Familiar voices
Of agonizing tones,
In an apocalyptic zone,
Within a zone,
Within a zone.
I look around
And I’m not alone.
There are saviors,
Rangers, rescuers,
Fighters and warriors.
There are also cries
For immediate help
Echoing all around;
Growing count of
Unquiet worriers
Feeling unsound.
My little finger
Brushe...
Monday 17th June 2024 9:29 am
Half-Alive Portrait
Dark was the night,
Dead were the streetlamps
And all the car headlights,
Half-alive city junkies
Lined-up for methamphetamine
As I bumped into a man
Who seemed sober and fine.
I bought out my camera
As he adjusted his eyes,
Lens focused on him
As he tried hard to smile,
His eyes blinked slower than
The slow shutter speed;
I could see some white
On t...
Thursday 13th June 2024 8:52 am
A Considerate Bartender
Displaying the art
Of dips and mixtures
Behind the brown,
Blending counter,
Wondering what’s
In-stored for me
To encounter?
The day is new,
With a few new faces;
Some seem secretive,
While some lay
Approachable traces,
Some indulged in
Small-talk dates,
And some drowned
Quickly into lust-chases.
A pair of eyes peered
Outside the window...
Saturday 8th June 2024 6:50 pm
Very Much Alive
‘It’s been over a decade,’
My aunt often mentions,
Although it seems
Like yesterday,
Watching them walk
Together in the
Shopping arcade.
There’s immeasurable
Amount of anger
And insecurity,
But there’s no hatred.
My uncle often says,
‘I should’ve given it
Another chance instead.’
They haven’t seen
Each other since
Their agreed, mutua...
Thursday 6th June 2024 6:46 pm
Rhythm Breaker
Our inconsistent
Pattern of rhythm
Often befuddled me,
Where had I gone wrong?
This was supposed
To be our song;
A song of happiness,
Of love, and of freedom
To dream of foreverness.
Am I just a pawn
In your chess?
I wonder when
Are you planning
To confess.
Your silence
Makes me restless,
I’ve frantically
Pictured my future self
T...
Tuesday 4th June 2024 7:16 pm
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