Grandfather
In those fearless eyes
I spotted a pang of dread,
Closing the streak of tries
You finally bent the lead.
Taking your bagful of stories
To the place where gravity ends,
You must be sharing memories
With your long-lost friends.
Uncountable vivid memories
Will forever be treasured,
In the loss of all and any hope,
Your words will be measured.
All...
Monday 18th November 2024 2:56 am
Winter
Grief drops down my eyes
In spotless disguise
Into the winter's ice
Like the smoke from a cigarette
That attempts to merge with the air.
The gloomy weather
That precipitates despair
Tries to be less grey
And a lot more fair;
Am I a frequently visiting guest
To this benumbing season
Or is it the other way around?
There's talk of sound healing
But ...
Friday 8th November 2024 4:07 pm
Battle for Life
I stand before the threshold
Of the dire circumstantial area,
Where the scent of curable drugs
Gives me a feeling of nausea.
The long white corridor giving
Room to sick and sickened patients,
Simultaneously tests the patience
Of related hearts living in suspence.
While the projected monitor-beeps
Fail to needfully and steadily beat,
Death nearly arrives a...
Saturday 19th October 2024 8:39 am
The Contagion of Pain
His typing machine
Makes a satisfying sound,
He tries to revisit something
That was lost and never found,
The things that likely cage
Are freed on the page,
Constructed and textured.
He has mastered the act
Of ignoring the disturbances,
Any kind of noise, vocals, yelp,
Or an immediate ask for help
Goes into the abyss of ignorance.
Bringing out his ...
Thursday 17th October 2024 2:31 pm
Butcher's Town
There's a new birth of green
In the heavenly golden hour,
The finest that I've ever seen
Seeking a satisfactory pour.
The sun's out and about,
The clouds aren't in a rush,
A ray is absorbed by a trout
In the mid-morning hush.
Melodies end the silence
When certain birds and flies
Breakout of the broad fence
To paint the panoramic sky.
A distant wh...
Sunday 13th October 2024 1:40 pm
Under the Purple Sky
Under the purple sky of love
And intimacy, I find no fragility,
But only excuses and alibis;
There's sometimes you,
Trying hard to hide,
And there's sometimes I,
Trying hard to abide.
Everytime my parents quarrel,
And toss up the word "divorce,"
I wish for it to never land;
I am constantly forced to believe
That people are bound to leave,
And that behind...
Friday 11th October 2024 7:11 am
Mutation
There's silence in the city,
Before the very first light,
And although I'm fully awake,
I still feel the essence of night.
Sleepless hours of thinking
The absolute unpleasantness
Widespread transluscence in light
Like the clouds disliked the sight.
Expecting every acquaintance
To be elevated on tranquillity
Would discompose and knock
My own commensensi...
Sunday 6th October 2024 11:32 am
Unspoken Words
There were a few words left unspoken,
The lawn with uneven grass
And a window with cracked glass
Was fixed to spotless perfection,
Moody lights for the night
Were given undisturbed connection,
Crotchets were rewritten,
Wardrobe was diversified,
And a long-lost-friend
Was dialed again,
A break in chain
To lay down the butterfly effect
Hinting a probable mayhem...
Monday 30th September 2024 5:10 pm
Endless Ease
A week old sapling
Almost weakens out of thirst
When a newly formed cloud bursts,
I, amongst all the other observants
Tend to look at it tenderly,
And learn that I'm in that
Selfless place where an individual
Or a group of considered minimalists
Do, and give, and never ask,
Even when it was never
Their scheduled task.
I rest my head
In this endless ea...
Saturday 21st September 2024 2:39 pm
Rage
Calm like an unmoved pond,
Rage doesn't often respond,
Dwelling in a meditative state,
Unbothered of the twist of fate.
Heart steady and disengaged,
Mind teleported to a different age
Where every other instigator
Has turned into a solitary sage.
I don't feel tamed or caged
Until someone rewinds the page
To the chapter of recklessness
Where I carried an...
Sunday 15th September 2024 8:44 am
Evergreen
I see someone from time to time,
Thriving to be substantially fine;
Previously vivacious and evergreen,
Until the unpredictables were seen.
She sits alone on a mediocre bench,
Still, consumed by unknowables,
Unbothered by the world around
Like she's laying in a deserted trench.
There are healing cuts on her hand,
There are unhealed cuts on the tree,
They sta...
Monday 9th September 2024 11:23 am
A Patch of Light
There's a brighter side to her skin,
The one that has never
Lessened her chance to win,
In life or otherwise,
She's never had to disguise,
In her illuminating presence
Even the suppressed
Begin to gradually rise.
The eternally attached patch
Catches attention; side-eye glances,
Some curious and some peculiar,
But it doesn't give her fear,
She has won her ...
Thursday 5th September 2024 1:14 pm
Mess
North and South decided to meet
After decades long, bitter conflict,
Diversity in culture captured the streets,
Although a few condescending ones
Had irrational reasons to contradict.
All was fun and the sun shun bright
Above the ones who had once
Put up an ugly fight.
The city was sparkling in the daytime,
And even more so in the nights,
There was pro...
Tuesday 27th August 2024 10:54 am
Bonfire
Breaking heart is a doddle to some,
Some go along with the hum,
Their tune is unpleasantly cold,
And is worldwide sung and sold.
A road that leads to nowhere,
You will find me walking there
With the great hope of a reunion;
Beyond the hill lives my companion.
I walk with a shunned ray above me,
But a fire inside my shelled heart,
And so, warmth comes easy
...Sunday 25th August 2024 5:33 pm
Half of Forever
I doubt that the mustangs
Stay within the confines of a farm
In the middle of the night,
They must be curious to find
The unicorn with an angelic light.
The pitcher plant might at times
Be tired of putting on a fight,
It must be laying off the sight
And resting it's head on the low grass.
The water looks still and bugged
And contempt in the coloured glass,
...Thursday 22nd August 2024 5:25 am
Irreplaceable
There's someone I often think about,
She resides in the centre of my heart,
And echoes in every corner of my mind,
There can never be a replacement
For meeting her was a beautiful accident
That left more than just a dent.
Her absence has always been loud,
Her bodiless presence is serene
Like the world behind the clouds,
I keep her in my imagination
For she's u...
Monday 19th August 2024 1:31 pm
When the Darkness Scoffed
Is this one of those final nights?
His cautious mind begins to think,
And the only existing light
Begins to perpetually blink.
Is this one of those final nights
Where the blank page waits
For the last bit of the ink,
And the equivocal breaths
Insinuate that the lungs
Are beginning to sink?
Is this one of those final nights
Where the evening sky
Sets ...
Wednesday 14th August 2024 4:26 pm
Nothingness
The evening sun is out of sight,
And while the day felt mighty nice,
The greyness makes way
For a black night, torrential pours
And flickering candle-lights;
It’s cataclysmic attitude
Alienates me from myself.
The books lying on the shelf
Have all been touched and read,
I’m aware of the plots and drops;
Who’s alive and who’s dead,
So, I delve into nothingnes...
Thursday 8th August 2024 4:55 am
Three Strings Detached
There are three strings missing
On my violin,
I think of touching the last one,
But it’s very delicate and thin,
Outside the dusty window
And closed-compact walls,
Is a road that goes far
And stands tall.
Down that easy road,
Bearing risks of a rough patch,
Some blind-trustingly go aboard,
While some get weighed down
By the fear of detach.
There are...
Friday 26th July 2024 2:44 pm
Dream-Mine
At times, a little after nine,
I find myself at the dream-mine,
Where the enormous rocks
Having nerve-like structures
Of unseen, unique colours,
Produce a remarkable shine.
They reflect memories and
Spoken words, of which,
Some are extractable with ease,
While some claim to have been mine,
But fail to easefully release.
The glitter in them often
Br...
Monday 22nd July 2024 3:11 pm
Isn't Always Cute
They say love begins
With a long, soul-soothing,
Confessional walk
That ends at a dock
Facing a beautiful sunset,
Where a luring tune of a flute
Promises that love is cute.
Lucky are ‘they’ who say so,
But if their lines fail,
And efforts go in vain,
Would they lay low?
I’ve heard to their sanctimonious talks,
I’ve also been on such walks
And I don’...
Monday 15th July 2024 7:37 pm
Nobody Knows
When the sun goes down
And the moon calls for the night,
The forthcoming darkness
Calls for plenty of light.
There comes a wretched figure
From far out of sight,
He trips and falls and stalls
And crawls like he is very slight.
The moment he passes through
The flight of slippery stairs,
We wonder if this is yet another day
Filled with atrocities and despa...
Saturday 13th July 2024 5:05 pm
Rebound Seekers
When warmth takes a rapid turn to blue,
And with an urge to find someone new,
They choose to be deliberately obtuse,
And love is their term deceivingly used.
The fear of being sucked into banality
Never let’s their sufferings be set free,
They’re selfish and eager to borrow,
Unbothered about passing the sorrow.
They embody affection and originality,
Hiding well...
Friday 12th July 2024 7:35 pm
School Days
School days were fun…
The excitement and exhilaration
Would wake me up
Before the sun.
Toasts, eggs, cereal,
Indian-pancakes or buns,
I’d eat anything served
And demand for none.
Cycling along with a friend
Used to feel more elating than
Being on a school-bus
That’d easily transcend.
English and vocabulary
Were simply the best,
And che...
Thursday 11th July 2024 1:01 pm
Disowned
My past has often
Hunted me down,
But with a timely humour,
Rose the inner clown;
I’ve faked a few smiles
With inexplicable ease,
None that’ve given me
Mere peace.
All by myself,
I see a true smile
Through a distant mile,
Perhaps it’s my own
That I had years ago disowned,
It’s adamant to cross
The unseen border,
And so am I,
A heart of anxiety
...Thursday 4th July 2024 5:41 pm
Final Slide
So, this is the final slide,
The night feels long and dull,
And the teardrops are hard to hide
As we walk back to null.
Our destinies were prepared
But we weren’t,
The house that we called home
Will soon be on rent,
My legs feel heavy,
I wonder how you feel…
This mask of forced smile
Is begging to be peeled.
So, this is the final slide,
We walk this...
Tuesday 2nd July 2024 6:49 pm
The Great Pile
There is something about May,
Things that seem promising,
Fail to stall or stay;
Half of me has faded
Like the half-moon,
While the other half
Frantically foresees June
Arriving pretty soon.
My heart’s filled
With an unnamed feeling,
And to say that
I’m not the only one to be
Carrying it would be
The safest thing to say.
But who am I to say?
...
Monday 1st July 2024 5:37 pm
Known Eyes
Sometimes your problems
Seem very small,
When compared to
Someone who manages
To rise every dawn
After every dusk’s fall.
One such personality
Dutifully delivers
To unknown locations,
While a large chunk
Of his mind worries
About fund allocation;
Drenched in rain,
Or stuck in traffic,
He makes sure to
Deliver our picks.
Consecutive mont...
Monday 24th June 2024 5:16 pm
Massacre
I looked out the window
At the early morning light
That unusually laid low,
My routine walk didn’t
Feel the same,
There weren’t any
Red-whiskered bulbuls
Calling out my name,
The wind was perhaps
At a different place,
Uphill windmills kept
Mum about its trace.
There was silence
And stillness around,
Except for some heavy
Machinery sound,
The t...
Friday 21st June 2024 3:26 pm
A Wish
If I blow a dandelion,
Would my wish
Come true?
Would the wind
Carry it to the place
Where I want it to?
A part of me,
A large part of me,
Resides in that
Tiny pappus,
I dislike this distance
That has separated us.
You live in a place
That’s completely
Alien to me,
And I live in a place
Where you used
To be.
I’m tiny to the un...
Thursday 20th June 2024 3:42 pm
Layers
I hear voices,
Familiar voices
Of agonizing tones,
In an apocalyptic zone,
Within a zone,
Within a zone.
I look around
And I’m not alone.
There are saviors,
Rangers, rescuers,
Fighters and warriors.
There are also cries
For immediate help
Echoing all around;
Growing count of
Unquiet worriers
Feeling unsound.
My little finger
Brushe...
Monday 17th June 2024 9:29 am
Half-Alive Portrait
Dark was the night,
Dead were the streetlamps
And all the car headlights,
Half-alive city junkies
Lined-up for methamphetamine
As I bumped into a man
Who seemed sober and fine.
I bought out my camera
As he adjusted his eyes,
Lens focused on him
As he tried hard to smile,
His eyes blinked slower than
The slow shutter speed;
I could see some white
On t...
Thursday 13th June 2024 8:52 am
A Considerate Bartender
Displaying the art
Of dips and mixtures
Behind the brown,
Blending counter,
Wondering what’s
In-stored for me
To encounter?
The day is new,
With a few new faces;
Some seem secretive,
While some lay
Approachable traces,
Some indulged in
Small-talk dates,
And some drowned
Quickly into lust-chases.
A pair of eyes peered
Outside the window...
Saturday 8th June 2024 6:50 pm
Very Much Alive
‘It’s been over a decade,’
My aunt often mentions,
Although it seems
Like yesterday,
Watching them walk
Together in the
Shopping arcade.
There’s immeasurable
Amount of anger
And insecurity,
But there’s no hatred.
My uncle often says,
‘I should’ve given it
Another chance instead.’
They haven’t seen
Each other since
Their agreed, mutua...
Thursday 6th June 2024 6:46 pm
Rhythm Breaker
Our inconsistent
Pattern of rhythm
Often befuddled me,
Where had I gone wrong?
This was supposed
To be our song;
A song of happiness,
Of love, and of freedom
To dream of foreverness.
Am I just a pawn
In your chess?
I wonder when
Are you planning
To confess.
Your silence
Makes me restless,
I’ve frantically
Pictured my future self
T...
Tuesday 4th June 2024 7:16 pm
Nine-to-Five
Half past five,
Post work hours,
I walked through
The narrow passageway
Towards the parking lot,
Where cigarette smoke
From agitated employees
Occupied entirely.
They complained about
Managers, underpayment,
And too much work
For too long while,
And I added-on to
Nine-to-five.
Besides the backlashing
Was the backdoor
Of a busy restaurant...
Sunday 2nd June 2024 3:00 pm
Keeper of Lies
Head down, underconfident eyes,
Mouth sealed due to the fear
Of uttering more fake replies,
Mind that was once honest
Had made room for pests,
His falsehood made him
Gain none and lose a few,
The only few whom he knew.
Some devastating ones,
While some were white,
Some gave him peace,
While some kept him up
During the long nights.
He walks past my home
...Thursday 30th May 2024 5:59 pm
Debut
I’ve lived through
Few blunted stories,
Upfront with mere
Experience of faults
Or dealing with flaws.
Tickets to new chapters
Were readily available
And I’d taken them all
Without thinking twice;
Planning a little
Would’ve been wise.
But wisdom is
Comprehended and
Implemented only
With time and
Refined age.
Time and again,
Due...
Wednesday 29th May 2024 6:42 am
On the Mend
Hands that firmly
Cupped my face,
And lips that
Imprinted love
All over me,
Every single day,
Have begun to
Slowly drift away.
I can’t really make
Her stay,
Though I extremely
And in the most
Sincerest of ways
Want it,
I can no longer
Have a say in it.
I have seen eyes
That used to once
Carry love for me,
Rolling away;
Hid...
Monday 27th May 2024 8:25 am
Heartstrings
Dim lights in the bar,
A singer reveals
The deepest secrets
Of a cupid-like star,
Eyes firmly shaking
Hands with the sky
Through the window,
Hands on the guitar
Doing the best
That they know.
A round of applause
Brings his mind
Back to the embodied
Artistical presence,
Amongst the patrons
And familiar faces
Stood a new guest
Who produced
...Wednesday 22nd May 2024 2:00 pm
Family
Their contentment
Is my cure,
They are the remedy
To any kind of pain,
Even the ones
That seem hard
To endure.
Where I am,
What I am,
Has largely
To do with them;
I’m the leaf
To their stem.
An unmovable
Feeling of secureness,
Is what this
Togetherness ensures,
There’s nothing more
Deep and there’s
Nothing more
Pure.
...
Tuesday 21st May 2024 3:29 pm
Window-Shopping
I’ve stood gazing
At the treasures
From outside
The bar window,
And sometimes
Made my way
Only to momentarily
Stay.
Lately things
Haven’t clicked right,
I’ve failed to capture
What was in sight;
Speak of the
Curiosity to buy,
I’ve hopelessly
Walked out
With a sigh.
The limited-time deal
That I couldn’t steal,
Punishing my...
Sunday 19th May 2024 4:40 pm
Gemini and Scorpio
There’s a scorpion
In the lavender field,
And my Gemini heart
Has dived too deep
Into the world of purple.
I’ve been told that
There’ll be hurdles,
That things could fall apart,
But I don’t mind being stung
By a living piece of art.
She makes me feel complete,
Like the field embraces the feet,
Like the romantic air that surfs
Passionately on the oc...
Friday 17th May 2024 8:06 am
A Solitary Sandpiper's Sentimental Tweet
I smell its aroma
In the vicinity,
And though its
Syllabically new,
I’ve heard about
It’s trauma more
And less about it
Being true.
I’ve foraged for
Many things;
Necessary things,
Vital and odd things,
But never for love.
I remember
Opening my eyes
For the very first time,
Only to see my parents
Not feeling fine.
Sooner or la...
Tuesday 14th May 2024 7:14 pm
Catalyst
Today seems like
A melodious day,
A song that’s played
Across the street
Makes me want to
Leave my seat
And brunch halfway.
On my way,
I see a familiar man
Seated with someone
Who looked different than
His wife; He quickly looks
Away from me,
Making it obvious
That it wasn’t
The first time.
He should know
That I’d never pry,
O...
Monday 13th May 2024 11:57 am
Don't, Mowgli
I see Mowgli
In-between the greens,
The luckiest person
That I’ve ever seen,
His eyes weigh heavy
Out of desperation,
Gazing at the
Beginning
Of the city.
He looks at the
Veneered part;
The presentable
And pretending
People of the street,
And I think to myself,
Only if he knew
What was beneath.
Splinters of deceit
That could s...
Friday 10th May 2024 5:06 pm
A Parched Plant
I look at the
Celadon green grass
From behind a closed glass,
It seems to be fully alive,
Extracts and feels things,
Natural things,
Beautiful things,
That have been
Lately hard for me
To derive.
Living in solitude,
Parts of me have
Turned destitute.
I do not know
If my caretakers
Have moved out
Or will come back
And forever stay,
It...
Wednesday 8th May 2024 4:10 pm
How?
On the over-occupied
Pale pavements,
Burdened by eternal
Financial predicament,
Some eloped and
Settled for the least
Unwillingly,
While some were
Abandoned and
Cruelly discarded
By their kin,
Though they hadn’t
Committed any sin.
A kid followed me
Down the bustling street,
And although he
Wasn’t well-groomed,
Tidy or neat,
He spoke w...
Tuesday 7th May 2024 7:12 am
Treacherous Tattoo
A name that once
Meant everything,
Is now slowly
Fading.
Sitting on
My back,
It claims to be
Stronger,
When I look at it
In the mirror,
I feel the
Terror.
I’m reminded
Vividly of the
Memories that
Made me and
The person that
Abandoned me.
The days that
Snatched the
Tenderness from me,
And made it hard
For me to f...
Monday 29th April 2024 6:45 pm
Psychiatric Hospital
Pen on paper and
Something flourishes,
Art so venturous
That a Monday needing
Mundane heart
Heartily nourishes.
When systematic changes
Individually bombards,
Prescribed medications and
Tranquilizers are injected
To bring anxious minds
Back to being calm.
Individual artistic sounds
From around the corridors,
Collaboratively opens
The heart'...
Saturday 27th April 2024 8:09 pm
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