Odesa
(Catherine the Great’s statue is removed from its place in Odesa following an on-line poll)
To pacify our much-bombarded town,
Catherine’s statue has been taken down:
A nod to the invader’s former might,
Now banished from the population’s sight.
Some will object – ‘let history remain’,
But others think of violence and pain,
With all that this construction represents,
R...
Friday 30th December 2022 5:30 pm
Plea to the Warriors
If you cry out loud that you favour peace,
A lot of people look at you and smile
And mark you as naïve and pat your head.
Yet surely peace should be the normal way;
Backers of war should justify their stance,
The four-star pundits, dealing arms of death,
Indoctrinating young (and mostly) men
To jump to commands and to kill each other
And all who block their path. The road t...
Tuesday 27th December 2022 5:15 pm
Service Provider
I fight your battles when you want,
Patrolling the darkness of your mind.
I perform dirty deeds that you shun
And expect my recompense in kind.
I fire your guns and launch grenades;
I land your missiles on the spot.
I lay out bodies in neat rows
To leave in unnumbered holes to rot.
Though I’m rough-edged and cynical,
I carry out the work you ask.
I tidy...
Thursday 22nd December 2022 7:26 am
Breaking Point
You spit on my floor,
But I shall forgive.
You spit in my face,
But I turn my cheek.
You spit on my soul,
But I don’t react.
You spit on my mind,
But I shall still dream.
You spit on my heart,
But I walk away.
You spit on my friend;
For this, you shall pay.
Sunday 18th December 2022 9:48 pm
Scrapheap
So many lives, so many hopes and dreams,
They all finish loaded on the scrapheap,
Piled high into one moist organic hump,
Where, some decades later, the needy poor
Will hollow out hovels to dodge the cold,
And some bright spark will soon call it recycling
And trumpet this sham as sustainable.
Then celebrities will come, and sleep out,
In self-pleasuring solidarity,
And c...
Wednesday 14th December 2022 9:59 pm
Funfair
It used to be the highlight of our year;
Big dipper rides plunged down into a void,
For just one moment blanking out the world,
With all its boredom and unuttered cares.
Among the larks and games and candy floss,
The funfair has a feeling of escape.
At first, war seemed the same: a chance to swap
The daily skin for something bright and new.
So here we are, but no one wants ...
Sunday 11th December 2022 9:23 pm
'Well, you know'
My dad had quite a weather-beaten face.
For what it’s worth, he was considered white,
But sun and sand had scorched his countenance
(North Africa was where he served his war).
Once an outraged lady asked my mum:
‘You all right, dear? I feel sorry for you,
What with your husband being, well, you know.
Where does he come from?’ My mum replied ‘Bow.’
The lady pursed her lips. ...
Friday 9th December 2022 8:17 am
Mile End
In pre-fabs, Nissen Huts and terraced slums,
Exhausted marriages plodded along.
Intrigues of passion would sometimes burst forth,
Though not with the new-wave cool of the North.
‘I don’t understand what she sees in him;
He couldn’t get the padlock off his bike.’
Bomb damage gnawed into the local pubs
And trysts took place behind working men’s clubs.
Couples stole ...
Sunday 4th December 2022 4:40 pm
Ukraine poetry book published
As you may know, I have just published a collection of poems on the war in Ukraine, entitled 'The Shape of Ukraine'. There are forty poems in the book, many of which have been shared with WOL readers, and WOL was kind enough to feature a news item on the collection.
https://www.writeoutloud.net/public/blogentry.php?blogentryid=126470
In many ways it was sad to have to write these poems, but ...
Friday 2nd December 2022 7:04 am
No More War!
The generals fry in their fat,
The spokesman spouts his usual junk;
The sergeant’s barking will fall flat,
The new recruit has trashed his bunk.
The rumpus at the front is still;
Noise of mortal combat ceases.
Exhausted soldiers, trained to kill,
Break their weapons into pieces.
They hug their foes and swap their hopes
Of lives soon filled with joy and art;
...
Tuesday 29th November 2022 4:33 pm
The Lowest of the Low
In a way, it reminds me of my brother,
Who lived for seven days in nineteen forty-eight.
A young life was snuffed out, barely begun,
And Mum and Dad’s heartbreak never really healed.
George. I still have his birth certificate.
Medicine was less advanced back then
But everyone involved did their level best
To keep him in this world. No one was to blame.
Unlike in today’s new...
Wednesday 23rd November 2022 5:22 pm
Rough Sleeper
The city numbs our sense of right and wrong.
Hurrying past, there is a temptation
To disregard his presence in our midst.
And, let’s face it, shocked at the exposure,
Most of us, averting eyes, do just that.
What would we see there, if we stopped to look
Beyond the torn sleeping bag, with a head
Propped up on folded rugs, squeezed yet still damp?
Would we see a life, a past...
Sunday 20th November 2022 8:57 am
Przewodow
A missile fell on to this Polish place;
The media rushed to report the case.
We screamed: ‘Help! Article Five! We are doomed!’
The end of our selfish existence loomed.
But this has turned out as a false alarm,
And none of us this end will come to harm,
Unlike two poor devils who are no more;
The latest victims of this evil war.
Collateral damage their final lot,
They pai...
Thursday 17th November 2022 8:15 am
Luxury
It’s a luxury if you can say:
‘I’m not in the mood right now.
I don’t feel like it.
I don’t really fancy it today.’
It’s the luxury of comfort,
Of the well- appointed,
The index-linked,
The flexible sort.
It’s not an option
For the poor or unfulfilled,
Nor for those hunting for scraps
Or queueing the pouring rain;
Nor for the worker who drops his sandw...
Monday 14th November 2022 9:57 pm
Mykolaiv Zoo
Species from all around the globe:
An elephant, a polar bear,
And here, an unexploded bomb.
Hang about, what’s that doing there?
A tranquil spot during the week;
The animals make not a sound.
But the tail end of a rocket,
Protruding coldly from the ground,
Reveals the darker side to truth,
As people pass with bike and pram.
An enemy would like us dead;
Tr...
Friday 11th November 2022 7:19 am
A Song for Ukraine
I wanted to write a song for Ukraine,
But I gave up almost straight away.
An expert was required, ideally
Someone who would burrow into corners;
Go beneath the surface to smell the soil,
Who would press wounded flesh and procreate
And clasp lost strangers to their belly’s bulge.
But how could I find a person like this?
Advertising? Perhaps. But in real life,
I knew I had...
Saturday 5th November 2022 4:36 pm
Armageddon
There was a misunderstanding.
Some words were exchanged,
Translation errors, perhaps;
And then it happened.
A mistake, I suppose.
A pity really, we were doing all right.
A few problems, of course,
But nothing terminal.
Until now.
Just before it landed,
The man next door reminded me
That tomorrow is his birthday.
Looking out, not much going on;
...
Wednesday 2nd November 2022 5:05 pm
Brass Monkeys
That’s what I thought, arriving in Kyiv.
It was December and minus fifteen.
‘This is nothing,’ said the driver. It felt
Like something. Hat, gloves and scarf were no use.
The hotel was marvellously porous,
Rooms glacial, the restaurant shivered
Behind flapping Perspex windows. The wind
Reached all protected parts. The next morning,
To the lecture. Everyone double-wrapped,
...Sunday 30th October 2022 9:44 pm
Foot Soldiers
Just like the bodies, plucked and sacrificed
In dirty factories and down in mines,
Like frightened masses, banished to the dark,
Or the timebound terror of the trenches,
Here come the foot soldiers, their destinies
Already marked. Convenient agents
In the hands of the men who know better.
It was ever thus. Some are dead, others
Beyond hope, the rest numbered and dated.
...
Friday 28th October 2022 6:46 am
Saxmundham
Once in Aldeburgh for the festival,
I checked out all the hotels. The White Hart
Was full up. (I knew I should have reserved).
So I decided to try Saxmundham,
Where my mum was stationed during the war
And often spoke of its bucolic charm.
Resplendent in ATS uniform,
She stares at me out of that photograph.
The room in the local pub seemed quiet,
But, returning from ...
Tuesday 25th October 2022 4:44 pm
Day after Day
Day after day we watch Ukraine,
And feel the anger and the pain;
We feel the pity and the sorrow,
The fear of what may come tomorrow.
We wonder what the next months hold,
As people fight the winter cold;
We wish that we could end by magic
This wretched mess, insane and tragic,
And turn to silence every gun,
Which shoots beneath the chilly sun,
Wipe off the b...
Sunday 23rd October 2022 5:12 pm
Mountain People
The mountain people speak in quiet tones;
Their language is concise, their speech is brief.
Beneath the precipice, in ice-thinned air,
Their words are chosen carefully. No slack
Is tolerated; any long-winded,
Fancy prattle is a stranger to them.
Visitors will be welcomed and advised
To take the shortest route, while the light lasts;
If not, hospitality is arranged,
With ...
Friday 21st October 2022 5:22 pm
Revenge
It’s strange how we view war from far away.
Distance lends itself to rage and anger,
To dollops of easy indignation,
Fuelled by being powerless, I suppose.
For those on the spot, it’s the practical,
The workaday, which occupies the mind:
Filling in the forms, feeding survivors,
Visiting hospital, booking the hearse.
The task of clearing out dead neighbours’ homes
Damps d...
Monday 17th October 2022 8:48 pm
Apartment Block
I didn’t deserve the love that you gave:
I didn’t deserve your extinguished heart.
I wish I had been the one to behave
That last time before fate tore us apart.
As one young child is pulled from the rubble,
I realise that you were crushed beneath.
Another search is not worth the trouble;
I’ll find a still spot to lay down my wreath.
I hear the sirens and look to t...
Saturday 15th October 2022 6:40 am
Heyday
On those days when the news was slow,
Editors of a bygone age
Would hold the paper’s front page till
A tasty story reared its head.
You needed nerves of steel to bet
On beating deadlines with a splash:
A murder or a bank held up,
A bishop, caught in flagrante.
It was what the public wanted:
Big pictures, tearful confessions,
Have-a-go heroes, raffish cads,
Embitter...
Wednesday 12th October 2022 5:36 pm
Here and There
There is no rubble in my street,
No bombs, no shells and no rockets.
The people have their fill to eat,
Cash is bulging in their pockets.
Down our way the lights are shining
And the windows remain unsmashed.
Our access to fun’s not declining;
No hopes for the future are dashed.
All sick and injured are treated,
Not shot and abandoned for dead.
Our wealth is ...
Monday 10th October 2022 5:38 pm
Suburbia
Low-lit suburbia,
With its boxed excitement,
Suited her mood right now.
She lived a silent life
Of genteel disaster
And spent her afternoons
In cafés with her cups,
Deep in the corridor
Of her mind’s memories.
A kiss in a car park,
Which could have changed her life
(But which changed someone else’s),
Still haunted her at nights,
When darkness stole her dreams...
Saturday 8th October 2022 6:34 pm
Sympathetic Stars
There’s no point in denying
Our cherished world is dying.
We’re choking it to death
With ill-considered breath
From factories and cars;
Soon sympathetic stars
Will weep at our demise
And curse our leaders’ lies.
Thursday 6th October 2022 6:54 am
Generations
It was once in some far-off place
That the old would feather their nests,
And the young screamed in frustration,
Rattling the shackles of their cage,
While the middle-aged could afford
To lie back, safe in the knowledge
That their routine would get no worse.
A child, turning its twitchy gaze,
Is certain, in its innocence,
That its life will mine some marvels.
The unbo...
Wednesday 5th October 2022 6:48 am
Small Print
It’s the rifle-butt nature of all this:
Sit down, shut up, sign here, do as you’re told.
We talk about land grabs, but this is, well,
An extortion, of dignity and heart.
There’s a bash for the scammers in the North,
And jobs for the boys. Lot’s of them, no doubt.
Imagine this: ‘Yes, I’d love to be ruled
By the people who blew this place to bits
And killed or maimed our frie...
Sunday 2nd October 2022 9:54 am
Referendum
What should be a simple counting of heads
Is here a pratfall buried with the bones
Dumped near the fenced-off railway sheds.
For freedom’s optimistic tidings
Are out of fashion in these parts,
Their wagons mothballed in the sidings.
In place of a future based on trust,
The polished tracks will soon become
A instrument of power’s grasping lust.
This will no...
Wednesday 28th September 2022 6:06 pm
In Town
A sweary man goes by;
Young Pauline and her brood
Buy more unhealthy food,
As usual.
No trains run this weekend,
Replacement bus is late,
Street’s in a shoddy state,
As usual.
The sports shop has closed down;
New nail bars and the ‘caff’
Look positively naff,
As usual.
There, where the bank once was,
An empty carcass stands,
But no one dirt...
Sunday 25th September 2022 7:59 am
Difficult Decisions
The statement was made for comic effect;
That was the intention, one must presume,
Although the humour is a little sick
When millions are fearing winter’s doom.
‘Difficult decisions’ should be thought through,
Not simply be the sweep of some new broom,
And they should address a real dilemma;
Like whether or not to heat up your room,
Or sell your pets, economise on lunch,
...Wednesday 21st September 2022 4:56 pm
Izium
I knew this one. In different times
She could have led so many lives:
Doctor, artist, mother, teacher,
One of a band of merry wives.
A guess, of course. She was so young,
And now is hauled out of this pit.
Laid out for ever in a shroud;
Deprived of all her charm and wit.
This place concealed a tragic tale;
A savage tumult oozing waste.
Like her, each one had...
Sunday 18th September 2022 5:35 pm
High Season (Our Village Liberated)
They’ve done a runner; thank goodness they’re gone.
Let’s face it, they were a pain, all summer:
Every morning, their ugly mugs on view.
We remembered their sort from holidays:
Stripped to the waist, with their lobster tans,
Letting off steam until the small hours
And dumping all their rubbish when they left.
They puffed on stinking fags and terrorised
The local girls, wher...
Friday 16th September 2022 8:32 am
Time
Some say time is an illusion,
But I believe this not to be;
For time is present everywhere,
And waits to swallow you and me.
Replacement is the key to time;
Others step in as it rolls by:
Our school, our work, our love, our home –
These possessions appear to fly
Into the lap of someone else,
Who takes your desk and house and bed,
While you have seen the year...
Tuesday 13th September 2022 2:07 pm
1966
When the Queen shook hands with Bobby Moore,
He wiped his in awkward reverence,
(Just in the way that Larkin reacted
By taking off his cycle clips in Church).
Such acts of unrehearsed respect,
Like the embarrassing curtsies
And those tongue-tied conversations,
May be the closest that we come,
Quite unwittingly, to sampling
A world of habits which endures
As years and ...
Friday 9th September 2022 4:52 pm
The Big Men
The Big Men limber up for war,
Showing off their guns and rockets;
The Big Men strut around the town,
Looted cash stuffed in their pockets.
The Big Men are toning their muscles,
To beat their captives into shape;
The Big Men snigger at reports
Of instances of wartime rape.
The Big Men hide behind the lines,
To dodge the other side’s attack;
The Big Men’...
Tuesday 6th September 2022 7:00 am
King
The King entered swinging
And guzzled down a beer,
Before he picked a fight
With someone at the bar.
Humbled, he retreated
To his official car.
The King felt like some food;
The queue was far too long.
Impatiently, he waited,
Then pushed in at the front.
‘Do you know who I am?’
He often pulled this stunt.
The King had too much wealth;
He would give ...
Saturday 3rd September 2022 5:07 pm
A Quiet Little Man
Lurking in the corner;
Keeps all his powder dry,
Looks no one in the eye.
A quiet little man,
Is pacing up and down,
Dying to go public
On the next big subject.
A quiet little man,
Projects his tiny voice;
Points his jabbing finger
At victims of his choice.
A quiet little man
Deals from his wily pack.
He smiles upon his f...
Monday 29th August 2022 5:12 pm
'Write Something'
Late one evening, not doing much,
I glimpse the latest news on screen.
Soldiers from Ukraine, dismembered
At the front, battle to insert
The cold stumps of their missing legs
Into new replacement hollows:
Each faltering step agony,
Their cries the rage of raw courage.
All hanker to re-join the fight
And kick the cheap destroyer out.
Anger swells, somewhere. They shoul...
Thursday 25th August 2022 5:04 pm
Afternoon Stroll
We strolled down the streets of Kyiv
One balmy August afternoon,
Past burned-out skeletons of tanks,
Which might as well live on the moon.
We understand this rough display,
To boost a noble people’s mood,
But battles rage not far away,
Where wrecks like this are caked in blood.
Conflict is a harsh performance;
You enemy is marked as bad.
But truth, uncomfort...
Monday 22nd August 2022 9:45 pm
Dawn in Ukraine
Dawn is another day, we say;
It has to be a time of hope,
The vanquishing of night,
The promise of the new,
The turning of a page,
An exit from our dreams.
But is that really what it means?
The start of the day, in some way,
Does nothing but confirm our fears.
It is proof that nothing changes,
That night cannot be chased away,
That dread and cunning stalk our...
Friday 19th August 2022 3:18 pm
Atrocities
It is a brutal game, this war,
But certain lines you do not cross.
Conventions have to be maintained;
It’s difficult to say much more.
When you see this, when you see this –
You know damned well of what I speak –
No human souls should be hung out
Unclaimed and near to the abyss.
Someone will try to wriggle out
Of these evil exhibitions,
Claim force majeure o...
Sunday 14th August 2022 4:29 pm
Guilty
I am, on most counts, as guilty as hell;
I deserve to be taken out and shot.
But those who take aim are guilty as well;
So I'm not.
Friday 12th August 2022 11:22 am
Late Larkin
(Towards the end of his life, Philip Larkin wrote very little poetry. 'They don't come any more', he said.)
In a small way, I understand the man.
As he grew older, verses would not come;
His delicious palette had been stowed away.
The ideas were there, aplenty, for sure -
Let’s face it, we have ideas all the time -
And words, waiting coyly to be favoured;
But his poems re...
Monday 8th August 2022 9:39 pm
Heaven's Gates
I know that the truth about war
Is limbs blown off and bodies burned,
Though someone working for the law
May bang his polished desk and say
That he will leave no stone unturned,
And generals will bleat and pray
That ‘certain’ lessons must be learned.
The soldier, gasping with relief,
Will weep in buckets for his mates
And dream, discreetly, in his grief,
Of planting ...
Sunday 7th August 2022 10:11 pm
Facts
Facts are very boring; this much is true.
It’s hard to face them by the light of day;
Much easier to make the truth become
What you or someone else would like to say.
You will deny you dropped that bomb or shell;
You say the other side attacked its own.
You muddy waters, sow some seeds of doubt.
And cast the bleeding obvious as unknown.
You say you’re sceptical of...
Friday 5th August 2022 9:45 pm
Tanks
Through the spectral quiet
Of this deserted place,
The tanks go rolling by
In their odd little race.
It’s hardly a surprise
That they proceed so fast;
There’s nothing here to see,
Since that almighty blast.
So as they disappear
Along the dusty road,
The silence will renew
Its dark, despondent load.
Monday 1st August 2022 7:32 am
Blockbuster
‘Come see my new blockbuster’,
The film director smiled.
‘It’s about a sinner
And all those he defiled.
It’s about the cities,
Reduced to smithereens;
It’s about the soldiers,
Cut down in their teens.
It’s about the people,
Running for their lives;
It’s about an exodus
Of children and of wives.
It’s about the cowards
Who fire long range shells;
...Thursday 28th July 2022 9:56 pm
Ceremony
Ceremony, like death, is all around.
Ceremony is life’s material;
Omnipresent but always elusive.
For some it never happens. We spectate
And drool, and press our face against the glass.
Hop on a bus. Look out of the window.
Somebody is dressing up or dancing,
Saluting an old war memorial,
Or chasing a ball in their sweat-soaked whites;
French kissing, or cracking so...
Tuesday 26th July 2022 4:42 pm
Innocents
(On 21 July 2022, it was reported that 15,000 Russians have died in Ukraine and 45,000 have been wounded).
Fifteen thousand Russians dead in Ukraine;
Innocents, for the most part, made guilty
By the vicious vanity of old men,
Using the war like a wild young lover,
To prove they can do it, still get it up.
In their pointless, far-off rumpus, blood spills
As one hundre...
Friday 22nd July 2022 5:30 pm
Gig Economy
She loved the pizza delivery boy;
She loved his cheery, optimistic ways.
She loved the feel of his muscular arms,
But not his endless sixteen-hour days.
That evening, he went out on the night shift;
He was so short of savings for his age.
But she was restless and her eyes would drift
Towards announcements on the singles page.
Soon after, he finished work exhausted...
Wednesday 20th July 2022 4:58 pm
The Shape of Ukraine
Though every nation’s shape must be unique,
The outline of Ukraine attracts our gaze.
A sense of the vulnerable protrudes
From this quiet space, once so short on hate.
This is where fear comes in; borders store
Culture, landscape, language and traditions,
Encircling the rich plains of history.
More than that, they preserve our memories,
Of sunny dreams, glistening on water.
...Monday 18th July 2022 3:24 pm
Fancy Names
Let’s consider this, just for a moment:
Hundreds are slaughtered in attacks on schools,
On apartment blocks, or shopping centres.
Yet still we call it this fancy name: War.
We hand out medals, salute the stupid,
And march up and down wearing silly clothes.
If I sent bombs towards civilians,
I should go down as a mass murderer;
But in this mad world, I am a hero,
Doused w...
Saturday 16th July 2022 5:24 pm
Frost, not Nixon
It’s strange how we remember certain things;
The nineteen-seventies, that was a time.
David Frost interviewed Tricky Dicky.
Years before, we ran into him at Lord’s:
‘You’ve dropped your coat,’ he motioned to my dad.
Stunned by the presence of celebrity,
We didn’t even get his autograph.
Screaming Lord Sutch was still screaming all day;
At the local primary school Georg...
Wednesday 13th July 2022 6:05 pm
Conundrum
We know the climate is changing;
We know that the atmosphere roasts.
We know too soon many places
Will be fit for no one but ghosts.
Yet we demand our holidays
And haggle for more and more stuff;
With regard to our consumption,
Excesses are never enough.
We all profess to love nature
And take the environment’s slant,
But we are pursuing lifestyles
Wh...
Monday 11th July 2022 5:19 pm
Dying in Ukraine
They’re dying every minute in Ukraine.
They die up at the front and in the towns,
Cheered on by generals and circus clowns,
Who push the envelope to entertain
With their own brand of tragedy and pain.
They’re dying every minute in Ukraine.
Lives may be swapped for twenty feet of land,
Transactions nobody can understand,
Fought out in summer heat or pouring rain.
It ...
Saturday 9th July 2022 4:31 pm
A New Life
Sometimes, in villages, you hear old men
Who tut that things are not how they should be.
They knew the boy. It had been a close call.
A few months before, he was still at school,
A cheeky sort, though decent in the round,
But one morning, flaunting teenage stubble,
He joined the beards and testosterone.
The bullet was not long coming. Alex,
Known as ‘tree trunk’, once the l...
Thursday 7th July 2022 5:38 pm
Teacher
The war does not discriminate;
Fists clenched, it grits decaying teeth
And laughs its cocky, cackling laugh
Before the tanks and missiles strike.
Onlookers trawl chunks of horror
From the ocean of public grief,
Where treasured souvenirs are crushed
And no one can identify
The charred remains in plastic bags.
Yet those round here whisper a name:
A woman, a teacher by t...
Monday 4th July 2022 7:15 am
Trollies in Kremenchuk
I curse the bloody things sometimes.
Last Monday at the Shopping Mall
I grabbed one but a wheel was jammed.
The next one veered off to the right
And the last trolley in the row
Simply collapsed before my eyes.
I went outside to the car park
And spotted a shiny model
In the far corner. Just the job,
I thought, and marched off to claim it.
Light and mobile, it was perfe...
Thursday 30th June 2022 4:04 pm
The Wrong America
We idolised Orson Welles and Lennie,
Walt Whitman and the Louisville Lip,
And got quite fond of little fat guys,
Perspiring and shooting from the hip,
Who yelled, in badly fitting shorts:
‘Honey, I gotta get a picture of that’.
Now, egged on by demented courts,
They seem to favour different sports:
The mean of mind and loud of voice
Would take away a woman’s ch...
Saturday 25th June 2022 5:46 pm
The Hill
They climbed up on the hill and saw
A view they had not known before.
The land was green, the sky was blue;
The waves lapped gently on the shore.
But then a darkened cloud approached
And from it boomed the thunder’s roar.
The rain poured down, the lightning flashed,
The storm’s infernal uproar crashed.
All neighbourhood was washed away;
By dawn, their best-laid plan...
Wednesday 22nd June 2022 8:03 am
Drinking Culture
A pint at the National Gallery,
A vodka and lime at the Tate,
A large single malt at Parsifal,
In the interval while you wait.
Then off to a poetry reading,
Where you gulp down large helpings of booze;
Before ending up at a jazz club,
With slateloads of cocktails to choose.
Next morning there's consolation
That you know you've improved your mind,
Although yo...
Monday 20th June 2022 6:44 pm
The Long Temptation
They sat on a park bench,
Routinely bored:
He unadventurous,
She unexplored.
‘Are we an item?’
She enquired, with some urgency.
‘I’m not sure,’ he said.
He was aimless, now retired.
‘Well, do you want to be?’
She asked, as if in an emergency.
‘If you like,” he replied.
But, by then, both had died.
Friday 17th June 2022 7:27 am
At the Front
Close now. I think. It’s hard to tell sometimes.
War takes away perspective with its taste
Of danger, its relentless jabs of fear.
Yes, we can see them. Just across the field,
Behind the trees but not quite out range.
Easy prey for our telescopic sights.
They’ll probably never know what hit them;
Two of them are down, the rest run away.
Bloody cowards, just like we wou...
Tuesday 14th June 2022 7:21 am
Le Plat Pays
That day, back in nineteen seventy-eight,
I had passed the exams. They did blood tests,
Heart monitor, followed by an X-ray.
I took the metro to get my eyes checked
In a leafy, windswept Brussels suburb,
Then queued in the grey, underground canteen
For lunch. For ever. The squat steaks oozed blood.
Afternoon: interview in broken French
With a bewildered man in Fisheries.
...Sunday 12th June 2022 8:17 am
Splendid Youth
The war is sucking up our splendid youth.
They’re racing to the front; they won’t come back.
Each town and village starts to empty out,
As friends and classmates go on the attack.
They’re fighting for our dignity and state
Of freedom and of happiness pursued,
But consequences, each one plainly knows,
Could be unmentionably vile and rude.
In these now quiet streets the ...
Friday 10th June 2022 7:44 am
Landmines
I wonder if those who lay the mines down
Stay put and wait for victims to approach,
Or, with a surreptitious grin, retreat.
As for the victims, no imagining
The horror of their plight will bring them back.
The miner and mined have done their duty.
In moral terms, they seem so far apart:
One bad, one innocent. But consider.
They are both under orders not to think:
Playthi...
Tuesday 7th June 2022 10:17 pm
Jubilee
Monday 6th June 2022 3:31 pm
Fancy Man
She’s gone to meet her fancy man.
They lie beneath his ceiling fan,
Which cools them down if things turn warm,
As they whip up the coming storm.
A fancy man’s love knows no bounds,
When measured in enjoyment’s sounds.
Sophistication boost his charms,
As she dissolves into his arms.
She’s aching for her fancy man;
He told her that his name was Stan.
She hasn’...
Saturday 4th June 2022 6:00 pm
A Hundred Days
A hundred days have passed since it began.
So anyone who came of age since then
Will know of nothing but this raging war,
Impardonably thrust into our lives.
Are all attempts to look beyond such days,
Anonymously scribbled on the wall,
A futile antidote to these cruel ways?
Or something sinister which may recall
A game which every canny person plays:
To test how far the ...
Friday 3rd June 2022 7:12 am
Strange Feeling
Strange feeling, standing next to this felled tree,
A victim of a violent assault.
Not long ago, these leaves were vigorous
In the reflection of a sparkling sun.
Green dominated, but entertainments
Of all shapes and styles delighted this Earth.
Now brown and shrivelled, they slip existence,
As they accompany their own decline.
We know that feeling too. The lynched bodies,
...Tuesday 31st May 2022 5:30 pm
Letters
The look on Mum’s face told its own story;
Our dad’s weekly letter had failed to arrive.
In its place, as sombre as a scarecrow,
Was a black-bordered missive from the state.
When we left, it seemed like an adventure:
Hugs and backslaps and putting on a smile.
Then the train rides, through cold nights and long days.
I don’t know where we are. They all seem nice
But they spea...
Monday 30th May 2022 8:48 am
Davos
They’re performing a foxtrot in Davos,
The great and the good are crossing the floor;
While deep in Ukraine, with little to gain,
The dance is wilder than ever before.
The movers and shakers are out in force,
They move their careers and their buyback bids;
While near to Kyiv, with little to give,
Old jackets are shaken to feed the kids.
Designer shoppers and vegan...
Thursday 26th May 2022 5:45 pm
City Tour
Good afternoon, you’ve come from far and wide;
In Mariupol, I shall be your guide.
Do not believe the lying foreign press,
Who will pretend this place is one big mess.
Just look at the improvements we have made:
All that extra space, if a bit less shade.
(And any minor damage has been done
By outside agents who have cut and run).
You see that souvenir shop with its flags?
...Wednesday 25th May 2022 8:09 am
Baggage
A dead tree is sad, but it stands, present,
Benevolent, useful, still in the game.
It has nobility, even when charred
By flames, in the overheat of wartime.
Dead people though, perish in every sense;
Their limp remains plead for quick disposal.
All that’s left is once-removed: memories,
Letters, film of their pomp and garden games,
The sly maintenance of reputations.
Tre...
Monday 23rd May 2022 9:51 pm
Glorious Mud
'Mud, Mud, Glorious Mud',
Was a very famous song:
Sung by the great Michael Flanders
And played by Donald Swann.
Both, alas, are now long gone.
But Flanders' daughter Stephanie
Is frequently heard on the BBC,
So the heritage of mud
Lives on!
Friday 20th May 2022 5:33 pm
Afterlife
Many here will go to heaven,
Though some of us will go to hell.
These places stand on worlds apart,
But who does badly? Who does well?
We think that sinners should be sent
To purgatory down below,
But in a war all lines are blurred;
Good people may not even know
That they deserve an afterlife
Of peace and comfort and of joy,
While devils rise in our esteem
...Thursday 19th May 2022 9:16 am
Day 82
You wake again in dawn’s reluctant light;
The neighbour’s wife and youngster have both fled.
He shivers as he clings hold of his gun
And, unrefreshed, falls on his lonely bed.
War, looking back, can be a lucky break.
Men who once cleaned up a factory floor,
When it is over, build a better life;
At present, it’s a terrifying chore
Of trembling hands, impending...
Monday 16th May 2022 7:40 am
My Enemy
I felt a numbness after the event:
A single shot, and this was just a boy,
Barely out of school. He lay, open-mouthed,
And I thought of his family and friends,
His teenage passions, posters on the wall,
His portrait of pride, hanging in the hall.
Suddenly, my mates were surrounding me -
We had blown a hole in enemy lines -
Slapping my back, but I was now alone.
One may a...
Friday 13th May 2022 9:25 pm
Anger Management
We should not yield to anger,
Nor trespass upon kindness.
There are other ways to staunch the boiling blood.
The sight of yesterday’s Victory parade,
With its wind-up, flat-pack military,
Its gross salutes and guns and strut,
Its little man made out of wax,
Talking for ages through his nut,
Made me grimace at the waste
And at the tragic, pointless load
Of fresh-dead b...
Tuesday 10th May 2022 9:50 pm
Lenin
I thought he would be giving us a wave,
But no. An old gent, looking quite cheesed off.
As an individual, he had good points,
But I don’t want his statue in this town.
He has too much baggage; I’m short on tact.
Anyway, we do not need more clutter.
These damned edifices are everywhere:
Footballers, dogs, forgotten men in wigs.
In some spots you can hardly move for them.
...
Sunday 8th May 2022 5:22 pm
Atmosphere
I once passed a little village
Where locals met and chatted in the square;
Some, most withdrawn, played cards and smoked.
The place was poor but free from fear or care.
When required, the work was done;
Winters were hard but held a certain charm.
Then all too soon the tanks rolled in;
There was no time to ring out the alarm.
Now, though the buildings are long gone...
Thursday 5th May 2022 5:07 pm
Make-Believe
Stop. Go back to your make-believe,
For what is real is hard to bear.
In normal times we take a stroll
And look around and sniff the air,
But now imagination rules,
No entertainment lives out there.
Three heroes in their sailor suits
Dance to the tunes of ‘On the Town’,
While outside bombs and missiles land
And innocence comes crashing down.
The burned-out s...
Monday 2nd May 2022 11:49 am
Red Sky at Night
Not many shepherds live around these parts,
But down the road the buildings are ablaze.
In semi-darkness, citizens with pails
Run like hares towards the smoky haze.
I stop one in passing. ‘I’m Jan,’ he says.
His features throb with duty and despair;
His younger friend stands polishing a gun.
Our lives are here, but could be anywhere.
Friday 29th April 2022 5:43 pm
Missile
I popped out to the shops to buy some bread;
When I returned my family were dead.
A missile had destroyed our neighbourhood;
From this time onwards, nothing will be good.
I cannot understand these men of war;
I cannot comprehend what this is for.
We had no quarrel with our former friends;
How can these means advance their twisted ends?
Were they at war, my children and my w...
Tuesday 26th April 2022 10:06 pm
The Slowing of Spring
Spring sprung too soon this year,
And now has lost its puff.
Streams run dry; seaside views
Are not remotely rough.
On still midsummer calm
And spreads of withered pink,
The sun is beating down.
It’s April time, I think.
The damp has drained away;
The fields are like cement.
The skimpiest of rain
Is close to heaven-sent.
Tiles upon rooftops roast.
...Sunday 24th April 2022 4:39 pm
Sir Harrison Birtwistle (1934-2022)
Sir Harrison Birtwistle (1934-2022)
The Last Night, live on BBC One;
At the Proms, twenty-seven years ago,
‘Panic’ had them spitting out their gin.
They expected Land of Hope and Glory,
England’s green and pleasant land – all that.
What they got was daring, discordant brilliance.
‘Disgusted’ of Somewhere went into overdrive.
The switchboard (in those days) was jammed
...Friday 22nd April 2022 7:54 am
Let us pray
I want there to be a God.
I want there to be someone
I can pray to in hard times
And feel the warmth of family.
But when I see all this death,
All this doom and destruction
And reach out for some solace,
Who is there to answer me?
Religious leaders bang on
And pass round the piled-high plate,
But can they stop the nightmare
And bring back sons and daughte...
Wednesday 20th April 2022 6:32 am
Tears
Tears come too frequently with age.
The old accentuate despair
And store up their disappointments,
Accepting, with its bitter taste,
The enormity of failure.
They learn to love the shorter days
And seek comfort in the darkness.
They hanker for secure times,
Now just beyond their memory,
When tears they wept were pure joy.
Sunday 17th April 2022 5:39 pm
'Grieving Ukrainian Mother' (As seen on TV)
The caption caught my eye with morning tea;
Tearful in woe, she loomed large on the screen.
The opened plastic bag revealed her son;
Her heartbreak and distress was hard to bear.
The brother held her in a sad caress;
Distraught, they parried questions from the press.
And I was torn. Should this not be discreet,
This tragedy, and not for public view?
Then someone else, ...
Friday 15th April 2022 1:37 pm
Rain
When the rain stops, and the clouds part,
We venture out to take a look,
And for one brief moment wallow
In some space of blessed respite.
A shower has freshened up this place;
The violent mist has melted
Into compost’s damp aroma,
Birdsong breaks the tuneless silence.
The lives not lived, through their absence,
Remind us of the dry prelude,
Crackling in heat and nois...
Wednesday 13th April 2022 3:19 pm
Mariupol
Paradise is a crust of bread
And a sip of running water.
Paradise is electric light,
A little warmth, an evening bath.
Paradise is to meet with friends,
To go outside, to sniff the air,
And smell no war, and see no dead,
No buildings razed, but peace instead.
This paradise is somewhere else.
It feels so near; it should be here.
For now, we plunge back in the fray...
Monday 11th April 2022 5:19 pm
Staged Event
It wasn’t that complicated,
But it had to be authentic.
No point in actors playing dead.
Think about it! They’ll sneeze or twitch
As the cameras start rolling
And give the whole damn game away.
Luckily we had true patriots,
Prepared to sacrifice their lives,
Ready to jump in plastic bags
And take a bullet in the head.
Thousands were queueing round the block.
Cheere...
Saturday 9th April 2022 9:29 am
First Trip To Kyiv, June 1996
An early morning flight from Vienna,
The plane stuffed with consultants in their suits;
Rugby scrums for visas on arrival.
Hotel post-Soviet, with quirky charm:
‘Three hundred dollars. You pay in cash. Now!’
On each floor women at desks dole out keys
And watch cartoons on cinema-sized screens.
No one can close the window in my room.
The metro staircase seems to reach Earth’...
Thursday 7th April 2022 9:42 am
Professionals
I didn’t have to do this job;
There were many things on offer,
But somehow I fell into it.
Most days it’s pretty routine:
Emptying the bins and the bags.
But yesterday, everything changed;
The cameras and microphones
Screamed indignation at the world,
While the crows and vultures circled
For a sniff of plastic-wrapped flesh.
Unfamiliar with our task,
We tidied up, ...
Tuesday 5th April 2022 1:46 pm
Carnival
In time of war, things fit to you tightly:
No bagginess, no slack, no loose surplus.
War exposes us as human beings,
And makes us face ourselves for what we are.
The carnival starts; you put on your mask
And chase the local girl. Later, waking,
You hear a distant cry from your old friend,
Pleading for your help through the gas and mud.
But you are too warm; she is beside yo...
Saturday 2nd April 2022 5:37 pm
Hot Line
When my dad passed away,
I began to wish for
A number I could call,
To check he was all right.
‘All right’ is relative, of course,
But the purpose of this hot line
Would be to spread out and discuss,
To ask the unanswered questions,
To say the things we had not said,
And to speak to one that I knew,
Not the wizened, angry, lost soul
I had sat with that la...
Thursday 31st March 2022 6:22 pm
Refugee
I have nowhere to go,
Yet so much I could say;
No one out there listens
As my words fly away.
I have nowhere to sleep,
To lie down undisturbed.
My nightmares will run deep;
My tender dreams are curbed.
I have nowhere to hide,
No place where I can run.
I’ll sit and contemplate
The cool, descending sun.
I have nowhere to grow;
To be the one ...
Wednesday 30th March 2022 10:00 am
Something New
Does anyone have something new to say,
Or have they spouted this same stuff before?
The pundit with the shoulder-shrugging way,
The smug contrarian, the golf club bore,
Seem to have drifted through the point of ripe:
A busted flush, well past their sell-by date.
So new kids brandish platitudes and tripe,
Passed on as humdrum tools of their estate.
Sunday 27th March 2022 5:56 pm
Memories
Each day will expire.
The sun will rise and set,
The midnight hour cross
A starless sky, and yet,
The stories will remain,
Embedded in the past,
Awaiting to be told,
Through memories which last.
Tuesday 22nd March 2022 7:50 pm
The President
The President roared, The President roared:
‘I have so much power, yet I am bored.’
The President thought, The President thought:
‘What can I do for today’s bit of sport?’
The President said, The President said:
‘Bring me that man and I’ll chop off his head.’
The President cried, The President cried:
‘Now I shed tears for the man who just died.’
The Pres...
Saturday 19th March 2022 8:58 am
Shostakovich's Tenth
The listeners, engrossed, swim with the tide,
The echoing of terror in their ears.
The ‘Stalin’ scherzo shudders to a halt,
As fast as its great surge of sound begins.
It seems to fall and plunge down a ravine
And disappears, with one last act of will,
To ignominy and oblivion,
Inside the padlocked box of history.
All this took place in nineteen fifty-three:
The Coronati...
Wednesday 16th March 2022 5:43 pm
Timepieces
Timepieces weigh us down;
Each moment is the present day.
The future has lost its fashion;
The past has gone, they say.
‘We must live for the now’,
Insist some greater minds than mine.
What’s over is cheap currency,
Like corked, rejected wine.
Time should be worthwhile, though,
Comprising memories and fear,
And one small universe of smiles
Which stretch f...
Tuesday 15th March 2022 6:22 pm
Musée des Beaux Arts, March 2022
It’s hard to believe that Auden stood here
And stared while Europe teetered on the brink.
The tiny Icarus, unseen, ignored,
By locals who have better things to do,
Drops down beneath the weight of melted wings.
But this and other paintings have survived,
Unchanged through times of short-lived conflicts, plagues,
Achievements and disasters, rattling past
Beyond these walls. ...
Saturday 12th March 2022 5:04 pm
Nicknames
‘Sharpie’ Wilson
Liked his pint and his fag
And fancied a miner’s daughter.
More rugby league in that area, then.
I wonder what he’s doing now?
‘Pint-size’ Gregor
Was the husband of a cousin.
Never a cross word;
Twenty years in car assembly.
He was called up for the war;
I wonder what he’s doing now?
‘Slowcoach’ Colin...
Wednesday 9th March 2022 9:58 pm
Whingers
It puts things into perspective:
Legions of the brave stand and fight
Death and destruction in Ukraine,
While this end whingers demonstrate
Against a simple covid jab
Or wearing a mask on a train.
Sunday 6th March 2022 6:00 pm
Agincourt
A pensioner may say,
On each St Crispin's day:
‘Now let sleeping dogs lie.’
But some old men do not forget;
An ancient jibe leaves them upset.
They nurse a grudge until they die.
Friday 4th March 2022 5:46 pm
Madness
We talk about war crimes,
But all war is a crime.
No one should have to take up arms
And to try to kill his brother.
Health warnings flash across our screens.
The lifeless husks of battle rage
Or those dismembered by explosions
(‘You may find some of these images upsetting’);
They were just following orders.
But no one should follow orders.
To hell with the...
Thursday 3rd March 2022 7:36 am
A Time to Write
It seems a waste of time to write
While shots ring out
And bombs and missiles fall,
While populations flee
And others have their backs against the wall,
While bullies swagger round the land
And choose their puppets to install,
It seems a waste of time to write.
No! This is what the strongmen want:
Put down your pen and call it a day.
They seek monopolies on word...
Sunday 27th February 2022 4:38 pm
The Point
Without art, there would still be shapes,
Dancing in your dreams.
But what would be the point?
Without love, there would still be glances:
Random, half-welcoming, half-shy.
But what would be the point?
Without faith, there would still be queues,
Credulous, consenting in their fear.
But what would be the point?
Without music, there would still be noises:
...Tuesday 22nd February 2022 5:52 pm
Nureyev
They used to moan about him in the slips,
High up in the gods at Covent Garden.
(These were the ones who queued to buy returns.)
‘He wouldn’t do the lifts,’ was their complaint.
‘He’s no longer what he was,’ they exclaimed.
I never saw him there, just the B-team,
But watched him dance at the Coliseum
And then some years afterwards in Brussels:
Mid-Forties and no longer in h...
Monday 21st February 2022 8:22 am
Pension
‘Another week closer to the pension.’
On every Friday afternoon at five
Old ‘Grandad’ in the office would say that.
At first we were shocked, in our boyish ways;
It seemed to us that he had given up.
What he said was, of course, completely true,
And applied to all without exception,
But he was getting near to the finish,
Which made the countdown to the line more real,
Wh...
Friday 18th February 2022 5:40 pm
Radio Play
There’s something unique about a radio play,
When you settle back in the quietness of dark.
It is not the programme’s quality which matters,
But that you create a softly spoken haven
Far from the chaos and cacophony of light.
It’s as though each uttered word puts out the fires
Which rage inside your head throughout the day.
Drifting in and out of sleep, the drama unfolds
...Wednesday 16th February 2022 4:47 pm
Day of Rest
The Sunday of the Soul
Should be its day of rest.
It labours hard all week,
Through diligent respect
For features of its host:
A gush of intellect
On prominent display.
A physical virtue,
From grace and power forged.
An armoury of love
To melt the coldest heart.
The absence of remorse.
Endowed with all this stuff,
Six days should be enough.
Saturday 12th February 2022 5:32 pm
Crisps
When we were boys, the bags of crisps were small:
A special treat outside the gates at school.
Now packets, verging close on supersize,
Reverberate with healthy-eating lies;
So two-ton men scoop them up in bunches,
Believing they will substitute for lunches.
Monday 7th February 2022 5:25 pm
Sunday Afternoon
There is a place which I encounter in my dreams;
I never come across it in real life.
A port on a river, a Sunday afternoon,
Some families buy lemonade. Just then,
Without quite knowing why, everyone is afraid.
Darkness falls, while debts are quietly paid.
At other times, the riverboats sail up and down.
The air is tense and tight. The parasols
Seem to frown. Old men w...
Wednesday 2nd February 2022 5:10 pm
Cathedrals
Some clergy we know won’t leave cathedrals.
Why should they? There they have all that they need:
Pomp, faith and power over life and death.
The ones who do venture out discover
A mess of a world, with stammering crowds,
Stricken women who curse when buying bread,
The rich, first in line for absolution.
Yet they negotiate the obstacles,
Jump the barriers, take rough stu...
Thursday 27th January 2022 5:31 pm
Fox
With purpose, yet strangely cowed, the fox trots
Past sleeping beggars through the city’s gloom.
He is out of his territory here,
And far from the comfort of what he knows;
So falls back on the bags and open bins.
Scavenging, with teeth as sharp as needles,
He feeds off this wretched underbelly
Like a king, lounging on his shop-soiled throne.
That said, at quiet times he mu...
Friday 21st January 2022 4:56 pm
Art
When I see a painting, what do I see?
A man, a woman, a garden, a tree?
Perhaps there’s a mountain in the distance,
But soon I reflect on the existence
Of a facet of the work much greater:
The vision and mind of its creator.
A picture is a window on ideas
Which bubble up and percolate for years.
They finally express themselves in paint,
Which slaps on and hardens with no...
Wednesday 19th January 2022 5:04 pm
Sheds
Up-market sheds are all the rage.
People write memoirs inside them,
Or compose their latest music,
Or contemplate, or drink sherry
And frolic with gold-plated friends.
But real sheds are more sinister:
Lives, mostly gone, are embedded
Within the jumbled disarray
Of mud-caked tools and slapdash piles
Of festering ambitions.
Sunday 16th January 2022 5:23 pm
Tightrope
Uncle Fred was a star on a tightrope.
He came home every day and skipped across -
Thirty feet up, without a safety net,
Above the back yards between the houses -
The swaying chasm spread before our roof.
Risking all, in any kind of weather,
He shone with elegance like Fred Astaire.
At first the neighbours applauded and cheered
(Wives lay awake in their delicious dreams),
...Friday 14th January 2022 9:47 pm
Power
Once we have climbed the greasy pole,
We seek enjoyable pursuits.
We think power equals pleasure;
We pretend that we devour,
At length, and from a place of strength,
All of our past annoyances
And irritations. But do we?
Pleasure as a settling of scores
Is just revenge in poor disguise.
We know revenge in any form
Is like a cocktail with no spark.
So is this p...
Wednesday 12th January 2022 9:55 pm
Train
A man lay on the railway track
And waited calmly for his train.
Approaching fast, it ran him down;
He quivered and got up again.
This feat of mind over matter
Was the subject of much chatter.
He did the tour of the bars,
Showing everyone his scars.
‘My destiny was to survive;
I knew I would come out alive.
It’s true I teetered on the brink,
But all turned...
Saturday 8th January 2022 5:57 pm
Strange Times
I met a poet in the park;
He asked me if I liked his rhymes.
I answered, ‘well, in these strange times..’
The passers-by turned heads to stare,
But none amongst them seemed to care.
As daytime drifted into dark,
I left him seated, looking low.
What happened next, I do not know.
Wednesday 5th January 2022 4:52 pm
She danced
She danced away the afternoon
With men who, in another life,
Might land a spacecraft on the moon.
The world was simple then. A slew
Of tranquillised delights calmed nerves.
Our cares were solvable, and few.
Celebrities would saunter past;
Some boy performed his turn. The troops,
Reluctant, waited for the blast,
Eyes closed and fingers in their ears.
...Sunday 2nd January 2022 5:46 pm
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